Hey, good evening, Anonymous! You may or may not have seen me

Evening sir.

-phi

saged. reported.

>blowjob

File: sky_satori_legs_cute_shortskirt_happy_art.jpg (51KB, 600x600px) Image search: [Google]

51KB, 600x600px

>>740085707
As per usual. I'm here for backup E>

>>740085861
How are you this evening?

-phi

File: Jill (006).jpg (379KB, 1582x2047px) Image search: [Google]

379KB, 1582x2047px

hey anon, I hope you're having a nice night. and I hope tomorrow's even better.

File: 1f0519563feacc88d60d8aea420588ff.png (232KB, 600x705px) Image search: [Google]

232KB, 600x705px

>>740085764
Good evenin'! Got any coffee for me? I could use it :v

>>740085843
Evenin' to you too~

>>740085844
*hug*

You can have that instead

>>740085861
Hehe, thank you!

>>740086003
Hey hey~ I hope Anon comes tonight.

File: animal_ears bunny_ears female minamura_haruki touhou-f0992944dd0228626dd553add4ced9e4.jpg (108KB, 740x1035px) Image search: [Google]

108KB, 740x1035px

Hello, everyone. I'm here for backup as needed.

>>740086234
Absolutely. It is terrivle and tastes like garbage though.


-phi

Heya
-SouthPaw

roboshota

File: nausicaa8.jpg (40KB, 578x801px) Image search: [Google]

40KB, 578x801px

>>740085707
Reporting in.

>>740086323
I bet it's not that bad. I've had some pretty terrible coffee before...

File: sky_satori_flowers_pretty_art_happy_love.jpg (1MB, 723x1041px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 723x1041px

>>740085989
It's been fun. Full of video games and fun times and now I hope to offer a lil light to someone, somewhere.

>>740086234
I ALWAYS have coffee!

>>740086491
Just ask 2B. It is pure sludge.

-phi

>>740086535
That's very generous of you.

-phi

File: __kadabra_and_natsume_pokemon_pokemon_game_and_pokemon_rgby_drawn_by_mintchoco_mmn2__85ef8f7a0982d8728a7db63242cab4b8.png (97KB, 500x400px) Image search: [Google]

97KB, 500x400px

>>740086003
When did you return? It's very nice to see you again Jill!

File: nausicaa7.jpg (392KB, 1600x1200px) Image search: [Google]

392KB, 1600x1200px

>>740086543
Nah, as long as you don't mix it with orange juice and creamer it's drinkable.

>>740086380
Hey. Here to talk?

File: 8f61cb4b1b453ee5547114598ec08237.jpg (449KB, 773x1407px) Image search: [Google]

449KB, 773x1407px

>>740086318
Hiya, thanks for comin'~

>>740086323
Nahhh, I bet it's fine.

>>740086380
Hey hey~

>>740086395
Pretty much :v

How're you doing though?

>>740086491
Heya, how're you doing?

>>740086535
I rarely do, but honestly have the taste for it now.

>>740086679
Good to see you again too!

>>740086811
im doin okay, i could use some more robololi in my life right now though

>>740085707
stfu

>>740086768
Just to relax...

>>740085707

stop.

>>740087042
Let em /b/ -Momma K

File: nausicaa11.jpg (149KB, 800x512px) Image search: [Google]

149KB, 800x512px

>>740086811
I'm doing pretty well, how are you Rock? I hope things are working out.

>>740086933
If it bothers you, you don't have to watch or post. Just sayin'.

>>740086960
Ahh, good. Got some comfy music? I can post a couple of webms if you want.

File: Jill (007).jpg (77KB, 1268x822px) Image search: [Google]

77KB, 1268x822px

you sure are quiet tonight, anon.
>>740086679
I've... been around. thank you, though. are you well?

File: 646e15d1b745342aab8e0079ccdea0d0.jpg (218KB, 566x800px) Image search: [Google]

218KB, 566x800px

>>740086876
Ah, I see, I see.

Besides that though, got anything planned for summer?

>>740087145
I'm doin' all right. You gonna be on later? We should talk a bit, been a while.

File: 7299251b663870f9d4895c16697797d6.jpg (344KB, 800x783px) Image search: [Google]

344KB, 800x783px

>>740087281
Yeah... Anon's been pretty quiet lately in general...

I miss Anon.

>>740085707
Hey how's it going, Rock? I don't know about you, but I'm super excited for Mega Man Legacy Collection 2. Only 2 more weeks to go

File: __natsume_pokemon_pokemon_game_and_pokemon_rgby_drawn_by_akira_natsumemo__a86c5fa403f12ee14df6f4da5c2a7948.png (190KB, 814x577px) Image search: [Google]

190KB, 814x577px

>>740086811
You too!

>>740087281
I'm doing well, just killing time for kicks. Found a comfy thread so I figured, "why not?"

It is a tiny bit quiet though.

>>740087334
thank you. i was actually doing less than okay but robololi makes things better.
with any luck, myself and another internet buddy will be meeting up with a mutual internet buddy and we will have fun times.

>>740086318
B-bunny anon. I haven't seen you in a while, you told me to look for you in on of these threads. Hi!!! :)

>>740087511
Hi There, I'm not certain we've met. I'm phi.

hi megaman im drunk lol

File: animal_ears bunny_ears bunny_tail forehead hair_ornament hairclip koyama_shigeru purple_hair red_eyes solo sweat tail touhou towel-ba867b7361bc86fd2837fb8b765ca19f.png (182KB, 650x800px) Image search: [Google]

182KB, 650x800px

>>740087631
Ah, I know who you are just from that little emote alone~ Hello there, anon. How have you been? Is the situation with your ex ongoing?

>advice
I am dirt poor, but I want to spend money on games. What's your advice on getting good steam gift cards?

File: commission__shovel_knight_x_by_ultimatemaverickx-dayssyt.png (571KB, 1024x1067px) Image search: [Google]

571KB, 1024x1067px

Hey all. Hope you're having a great day

File: 1 (14).jpg (36KB, 480x480px) Image search: [Google]

36KB, 480x480px

But doctor, I am Pagliacci.

File: nausicaa6.jpg (92KB, 671x451px) Image search: [Google]

92KB, 671x451px

>>740087334
I might.

>>740087396
It's gonna be gud, Anon. It's gonna be real gud.

>>740087713
Take care of yourself buddy, don't get into any trouble. Have a good time!

>>740087809
I know a guy who took on a side job delivering stuff so he could afford games. So there's that option.

>>740087825
Hey, I am! Are you?

>>740087843
Grim. How are things, Velvet?

File: __alakazam_and_natsume_pokemon_pokemon_game_and_pokemon_rgby_drawn_by_mintchoco_mmn2__0a8469645a1711d2def0720044ea169b.png (77KB, 500x420px) Image search: [Google]

77KB, 500x420px

>>740087809
Get your priorities in order. If you're in dire straits financially, should you REALLY be playing games?

Get it together, anon.

>>740087706
Hello, Phi.

>>740087713
Hi there, what's the occasion?

-phi

>>740087767
No, freaking, way... you remembered me I'm shocked! :o I've thought of you many times, your words resonate with me every time I'm forced to interact with my ex. That she's abusing me emotionally.

I feel like I'm a lot less in denial that she's gone and looking more optimistic.

>>740087843
Velvet? How are things?

-phi

>>740087950
im just a filthy drunk man

>>740087943
What is your name?

-phi

>>740088004
I'm similar. Why do you drink anon?

-phi

File: sky_satori_shock_whatdidyousay_surprise_bw_neutral_Oh.jpg (166KB, 420x675px) Image search: [Google]

166KB, 420x675px

>>740087396
Megaman games are niiiiiice.

>>740087566
Meeting up with friends is fun. Hope it goes very well for you.

>>740087713
Hello drunk. Hopefully you're first name is staggering...

>>740087809
Do you already own a bunch of games?

>>740087959
that actually sounds wonderful... in comparison... I think I remember seeing you from a night awhile back as well, even though we didn't interact.

>>740088038
i drink because it gives me an interesting trait

File: Jill (009).png (580KB, 763x866px) Image search: [Google]

580KB, 763x866px

>>740087396
it's not gonna be on steam, is it? I haven't played any of the games and I really should...
>>740087511
well, it's good to see you regardless.
>>740087713
please make sure you drink enough water to prevent a hangover, hon.
>>740087809
the best I can suggest is do some kind of contract work like event photography or graphic design. otherwise, you could just... pirate?

File: Gary_Movie.png (194KB, 344x292px) Image search: [Google]

194KB, 344x292px

Meow

>>740088104
I see. Any other reasons or just because you want to stand out?

-phi

File: animal_ears ao_usagi bunny_ears bust long_hair looking_at_viewer lowres necktie purple_hair rabbit_ears red_eyes simple_background smile solo touhou-43f5a990d9d4bd45426334141a01db65.jpg (206KB, 500x500px) Image search: [Google]

206KB, 500x500px

>>740087959
That's good! Really. But are you still, erm.. Making love at all?

As a sidenote, you talk about me like I'm some amazing, intangible thing! But I can be found very easily on steam or discord, you know.

File: bimbo.jpg (82KB, 539x652px) Image search: [Google]

82KB, 539x652px

>>740085707
>Initiating Sigma Sex-Bot virus 2.0
>The virus quickly takes over your programing turning you into a slutty sex robot whose only purpose is to please human cock.

I'm about to lose my health insurance. I have medical problems and prescriptions that cannot go untreated, even for a week. I'm trying to get on medicare but I'm not sure that I'll be eligible for it. If I am, I have no idea how much public insurance will pick up and how much I will have to pay out-of-pocket for my medications and appointments. I have no idea how I'm going to survive.

Seriously, fuck the US's healthcare system.

File: 828548b3f07044b2252e40ebaeb5e136.jpg (163KB, 418x522px) Image search: [Google]

163KB, 418x522px

>>740087396
Hey hey! I'm doin' all right, nice to meetcha. I'm kinda excited for it too, mostly for having 9 and 10 on pc, finally.

What are you looking forward to?

>>740087511
Heh, anything new since we've last met?

>>740087566
You know, I had a hunch you were less than ok... Something up? and yeah, Roll's just the best.

Also, have any plans in mind with you're internet friend?

>>740087713
Hi hi~ You doin' all right, besides being drunk that is :v

>>740087809
Hm, I'm not sure if you can get them at a discount or not, but tell me, why are you dirt poor? Do you have a job?

>>740087825
Hey, evenin'. I'm doing all right. How about you?

>>740087843
Heya Rabbit, how are you?

>>740087907
All righty, see you then hopefully.

>>740087959
I think I remember you too actually. I'm happy to hear that you're looking more optimistic.

File: Jill (011).png (311KB, 900x1000px) Image search: [Google]

311KB, 900x1000px

>>740088272
>amazing thing
>>740088404
I... don't know what to offer other than "fuck healthcare". I'm so sorry, anon.

File: 1 (13).jpg (142KB, 750x750px) Image search: [Google]

142KB, 750x750px

>>740087907
Things are Grim.

>>740087998
Not well, but they could be worse.

>>740088404
The system is a Bastard, Why are you about to lose your insurance?

>>740088404
How much are your prescriptions and everything anon?

-phi

>>740088094
Maybe I posted in one of these threads but I don't remember seeing you.

Wait or in person o.o that would be a mindfuck, believe it or not, I actually do day dream about meeting a girl as attentive to my emotions as you ._., bunny-chan.

>>740088492
I'm always just a DM away.

-phi

>>740088272
We should try discord. And yes, sorry for that treatment. I also tend to procrastinate a lot :c

File: nausicaa24.jpg (20KB, 300x281px) Image search: [Google]

20KB, 300x281px

>>740088404
You're not the first to get fucked by the government/giant corporations. It sucks, and I don't have a solution. ~50% of my own problems are similar.

*hugs tightly*

I'm sorry Anon.

>>740088492
Do you want to talk?

>>740088272
And no we no longer have sex. :o

File: 1481591005779.jpg (111KB, 800x900px) Image search: [Google]

111KB, 800x900px

>>740088365
Sorry, not that kinda thread friend.

>>740088404
Hm, damn I'm sorry to here that. I don't know much about insurance, but there's some one here who does, actually. They'll respond to you in a bit, I'm sure.

>>740088408
I think the game I'm looking forward to the most is 7, but 8-10 look really fun as well. The music for 7 is really catchy in my opinion

>>740088408
living is just a drag is all. thats just how things are and there's no changing it. there's nothing in particular that's up.

internet friend is pretty well adjusted and probably has all kinds of things he wants to do with us. i know we are going to a shooting range and a variety of local restaurants. i'm more than happy to just spend time idly with them, but whatever they want to do i'll be game for.

File: animal_ears bunny_ears female tagme touhou-29a39ada1f999d60868d3c48a431f336.jpg (96KB, 439x591px) Image search: [Google]

96KB, 439x591px

>>740088650
>>740088718
No reason to be sorry, dear. I've fallen pretty regularly victim to that same type of thinking. But it's come back bite me more than once... So be careful with that, alright?

Anyway, I'm glad to hear that that's stopped at least. What about other areas of your life...? You say you procrastinate. Are you not doing anything with yourself?

whats going on in this thread?

>>740088928
We just chat with anons and give advice. Care to join us?

-phi

>trying to be nice to /b/tards
Sure, I'll play along

I'm just fine. Bit lonely perhaps, but I'm used to it. How's you?

>>740088887
Yes it bites because the best things in life happen outside the comfort zone :/.

Oh, I'm enrolled in a 4 year university. Studying mechanical engineering, I actually finished all the general math, physics, and chemistry requirements last semester. I'm moving on to the upper division classes.

My procrastination has decinately affected me in school but I'm working on improving my schoolwork ethic.

File: Sky_satori_chair_help_listen_neutral_legs.jpg (223KB, 600x733px) Image search: [Google]

223KB, 600x733px

>>740088404
First, why are you losing your insurance? The reasoning can help find a solution.

>>740088928
Conversation, advice or kind words if desired.

>>740089132
It's been happening for years! For real...
ah loneliness.... tis a normal thing at times to feel this way, is it an emotional loneliness you feel or physical?

>>740089119
sure why not? what sort of things do you usually talk about if there isn't really advice to be given or received?

File: 2c821098e66746215cbaaef141a3d692.png (505KB, 780x850px) Image search: [Google]

505KB, 780x850px

>>740088767
7 was pretty good, I liked it. 8 is pretty all right too, 9 and 10 are pretty fun though.

What's your favorite song from 7 though?

>>740088928
Heya, welcome. We're just here to talk and help out Anon's.

How're you doin?

File: bad_id breasts bunny_ears cleavage long_hair necktie negi_(artist) panties purple_hair rabbit_ears red_eyes striped striped_panties touhou underwear-e7793c867cd21024c85eda4fc8de8bd2.jpg (218KB, 800x950px) Image search: [Google]

218KB, 800x950px

>>740089288
Hmm.. Well, that's certainly a promising enough career path! How are you going about improving it?

>>740089305
We just talk to each other. There are a few regulars and we ended up getting to know each other a bit. It's a slow night so why don't we talk about you?

-phi

>>740089288
Definitely* oops terrible typo >.<

>>740089298
okay

>>740089350
im doin alright

>>740089404
sure what do you want to know?

>Finally got out of jail

>None of my friends want to talk to me

>Girlfriend nowhere to be seen

>hug would be great. Just a rough day with a lot of self realization but at least with self realization you get answers at the end. Even if they aren't answers you want they're answers nonetheless. Thank's for being there even if it is through a cold, uncaring screen

>>740089382
Just basically by working on my assignments the same day, and by reading ahead.

Change these bad habits I have of laziness. Working out and the gym have helped me improve bad habits.

File: 1 (3).png (214KB, 700x1000px) Image search: [Google]

214KB, 700x1000px

>>740089580
It's not the screen, it's who's on the other side.

>>740089473
Well do you have any interests or hobbies? How do you spend your time?

-phi

File: Jill (017).jpg (404KB, 770x1024px) Image search: [Google]

404KB, 770x1024px

>>740089132
honestly? I'm not doing all that great. but hey, I'm glad you're having a good night, at least. <3
>>740089494
that's... never fun. I'm sorry you're alone now, hon. you're not gonna feel this way forever though, okay? as easily as people leave your life, new ones can come in from nowhere.
>>740089580
-hug- what's up, anon? I hope it gets better soon.

>>740089580
Didn't meant to meme arrow my whole reply

>>740089494
How long were you in jail anon?

-phi

>>740089350
That's a tough one to answer. I really like the music for Freeze Man, as well as the boss music when you're fighting in Dr. Wily's stages, and who can forget the music for when you're up against the dreadfully evil Wily Capsule 7? Just can't get enough of it. Lucky for me I bought the whole album on my phone so I can listen to the whole OST wherever I go

>>740089580
*hug*
The screen may not care but we all do. Sorry your day was tough. Want to talk about it?

-phi

>>740089647
>>740089733
Thanks guys, just a lot of self loathing and realizing that who you've lived your whole life to be isn't the true answer even if you think it is.

>>740088492

The reason I'm about to lose it is because I'm about to turn 26, which is the cut off for people who are still covered through their parent's private insurance. The college I attend does not offer a healthcare plan and part-time jobs don't offer it either. My only hope is medicaid, and if needed, I will have to take out student loans to pay for my medical bills and that is NOT a good idea. I'd have to withdraw about 10K and student loans are very, very dangerous on a financial level.

>>740088497

My parents have been great and they've been paying for it on the condition that I stay in college, so I'm not sure of the exact total. I'm on everything that can be sold generic to reduce cost, but even then, a month supply for one medication is 80 dollars, and that's with insurance picking it up.

My biggest concern right now is if my current doctors will treat those who are covered with public insurance. I've seen my professionals for years and they're great at what they do. I don't want to lose that since I've heard horror stories of therapists and psychiatric prescribers.

File: sky_satori_confused_cute_listening_youdontsay_neutral_help.jpg (343KB, 700x1063px) Image search: [Google]

343KB, 700x1063px

>>740089494
1. Look up social services for those in your position. They exist in most places.
2. Then..I say this with caveat of ALL people have breaking points.. so depending on what happened you went to jail for it may or may not be understandable. Perhaps it's time to start a new?.... same with your girlfriend.

I think it would be more helpful to know more background, going to jail is a life changer sometimes.

>>740089580
*hugs* You have the right idea anon.... we don't always get the answers we want... but we can always use the answers we get to help ourselves.

>>740089721
i mostly play video games and every once in a while a friend convines me to work out. im starting college this fall so ive been working throughout this summer though

>>740089833
Thank you, it's just realizing that the person you've lived your whole life trying to be isn't the right person

>>740089755
Little under a year, agg. assault
Lost my apartment, couldn't bail myself out. Lost my job. Found a new one now, but shit still sucks

File: a4d0fb6cc668e0e4b5765a39dc68d26c.png (753KB, 874x1240px) Image search: [Google]

753KB, 874x1240px

>>740089494
Ouch... Sorry Anon. What got you there in the first place though?

>>740089580
*hug*

Heya, you're welcome Anon. The screen might be cold, but the people aren't

What did you discover though?

>>740089781
I know right? People like to shit on 7, but it's has some nice music. I think my favorite is either the Robot Museum or the Wily 2. The funky sounding one.

>>740089902
Too right, reality sucks but it at least leads us to what we need to be

>>740089733
Yeah. Just wish they would come sooner.

File: animal_ears bunny_ears female long_hair necktie touhou-67d1a8e66a9e3082b3461cc2f5bee4f4.png (189KB, 499x800px) Image search: [Google]

189KB, 499x800px

>>740089608
Wow, I'm impressed, anon. I... don't think I have a bit of advice to give you. None of this sounds like it needs any guidance~

>>740090033
see>>740089997

>>740089897
That's a crappy situation. If you lose your insurance would your parents also stop covering what they could? As far as specialists, I have been to a few. There certainly are horror stories and I've seen some bad ones, but many are a lot better than stories let up.

-phi

i want to kill myself, my date didnt show up.

File: 1 (2).png (580KB, 640x914px) Image search: [Google]

580KB, 640x914px

>>740089897
You should push for Medicaid, If you've got a part time job that doesn't pay well, you should be able to be covered.

>>740089883
We all have a bit of that sometime, You wanna talk about it?

>>740089922
What sort of games do you like? Where are you working?

-phi

>>740090033
Just discovering that the person I've tried to be my entire life isn't what is necessarily the right answer. In all fairness there is no right answer but you never realize that until everything comes crashing down

>>740089978
That just means you won't waste anymore time working on it. How can I help you anon?

-phi

>>740090302
i work for one of my friends hes on a trip right now though so im just getting paid for maintenacne things like lawn care and cleaning. im into strategy and war games for the most part

>>740090298
Just putting it out there helps a lot. I spend so much time just thinking these things without putting them to paper that when I realize that other actually care the fact alone helps immensely

he keeps chasing me

>>740090033
Yeah for as short a stage as Robot Museum is, it's still pretty memorable. I figured it would have been only a matter of time before Wily's unhealthy obsession with Guts Man would cause a stage to play a remixed version of his original theme. That, and seeing some of the past Robot Masters from the older games was a real neat trick

>>740089997
I see. As somebody has lost friends before, it sucks. But it isn't impossible to make others who are more meaningful. What's your new job anon?

-phi

>>740090372
Just saying the words helps tons. Sometimes all you need to do is say the things on your mind to an audience who, at the very least, is willing to listen, nevermind help. Thank you anon.

I've somehow never seen this faggot before. What the fuck did I stumble in to?

>>740090448
Nice, nice. Ever played any of the total war games?

-phi

File: nausicaa26.jpg (40KB, 519x298px) Image search: [Google]

40KB, 519x298px

>>740090296
Don't worry Anon, don't take it too personally. Try again another night.

>>740090296
Fuck man I'm sorry, that's rough. Don't kill yourself though, I'd miss the shit out of you.

>>740090549
Graveyard shift at motel 6. Live in New Mexico so just a lot of drug addicts and alcoholics

>>740090560
It is our mission. If you think of anything will you let me know?

-phi

>>740090626
A wonderful party. How are you?

-phi

File: Jill (014).png (179KB, 650x560px) Image search: [Google]

179KB, 650x560px

>>740090296
that's... a pretty small thing, but I guess sometimes it's a straw that breaks a camel's back. what's going on, anon?
>>740090626
just some advice to those who need it.

File: Sky_satori_teaching_glasses_smile_help.jpg (88KB, 735x723px) Image search: [Google]

88KB, 735x723px

>>740089978
I advise listening to this anon >>740090071
You never stop working to be the person you want to be. It's not a matter of right/wrong, there is no objective answer for that. The time you spent working towards it isn't wasted either. It was all a growing experience and I'll be damned if you can't use it to further your new goals. Experience is neither bad nor good, it's value is assigned by what you do with it.
>>740089997
I see you answered my question above... depending on who it was that was the victim it may be understandable. On two sides of the same coin, you may have to own up to the fate that has befallen you. It happened and there are consequences (assuming the charges were appropriate), on the other hand if they left your life, then perhaps the closeness they had to you wasn't a strong as you desired and you need something more. What have you done to start making new friends? What about family support?

>>740089897
Do go for medicaid.... this may be a situation where you simply do what must be done to survive and keep looking for alternatives in the mean time.... life throws us curves like this and we must survive for better opportunities to arise.

>>740090296
I hope thats hyperbole.... if not, then it's to examine how you are prioritizing your life. It sucks.... really sucks for that too happen, but there is sooooo much more to life. What else has you down?

>>740090677
those are pretty fun but i prefer grand strategy

>>740090702
That sounds tough. How do you feel about it?

-phi

>>740090819
Hmmm...like crusader kings?

-phi

im going to do it tonight...

>>740090176
I do mess up though xD I'm not perfect I know I should do all of that, but sometimes I slack off in the process of you know, actually doing it.

I've had very small social interactions in the past and up to last semester. I'm mostly focused on improving that aspect of my life for the sake of networking.

These past months have also shown me how sad being lonely is :/ and I guess my fear of it is what's pushing me. I've embraced it but would like to minimize the times I am alone.

Are you really tangible c:? Like you'd manage to chat with me more frequently? I guess I'd like to get to know you, is that email you gave me still up for contact? :o

>>740090779
>party
I'm losing my buzz and my dick's getting soft. What's supposed to be happening here?

>>740090965
We talk and give people advice. What are you up to?

-phi

I can't find a cute gf to play rust and toontown with me

>>740089298
yeah, I know it's normal.
>is it an emotional loneliness you feel or physical?

I guess kinda both..? I just wanted to meet someone cute who actually liked me for once, but hey, that's over half of the people here too. No wonder tho, I recognize I'm kind of a jerk, I guess, well, perhaps not a jerk but I'm definitely dislike-able. I must have given up on this front a while ago, idk.

That's the only thing I have to bitch about tho. I'm okay enough I find. Hell, I'm a Uni student on a prominent university, and doing well enough, I'm adequately housed etc. If only our financial situation stabilizes and my parents work out their divorce (it''s all friendly, but there are money issues) we'll be a-okay.

As I said, I'm lonely, but my studies keep me occupied and at this point I don't see that changing any time soon.

>>740090965
I don't have a fucking clue, but I'm playing along, for the screencap... or maybe I'm just desperately in need of attention... what a tool

File: animal_ears bunny_ears rabbit_ears touhou-01118fe674539710f6a157af1759d6fe.jpg (262KB, 800x800px) Image search: [Google]

262KB, 800x800px

>>740090941
Well, no one is perfect. I mess up on a lot of days. ... I mean a lot of days.

Anyway, of course it is, hun. Feel free to give me a shout.

>>740090757
I promise I will! At least for me, figuring things out involves putting them in an area where I can at least look at them. Having others who care is a huge bonus.

>>740090816
That's true, I guess that's just part of being human. The failures and understanding that what you've done wrong is just part of growing.

>>740091105
What happened to that communist Chinese psychiatrist chick from UC Davis? Is this like that?

I'm up to about 5'10".

>>740090816
>>740090864
Phi- Just feel like this is the beginning of a long life of complete shit. Turned 19 in jail, and it just depressed the fuck out of me.

Other guy- I guess it made sense. Just some dude wanting to fight. Yeah, is it ever really? The closeness that is. Nothing really, just kind of been depressed. I try reaching out to the old ones though. Not too much family support to speak of, Mom is gone and my dad still has other kids to take care of so

>>740090895
crusader kings europa universalis stellaris hearts of iron victoria mostly paradox things i also like rpgs like pillars of eternity the kotor series and tyranny

>>740091152
Well if you think of something after the thread 404s you can email me at [email protected].

-phi

File: 8ee0a4aab8ecc09a004daa3f11a6a7c1.jpg (132KB, 640x480px) Image search: [Google]

132KB, 640x480px

>>740090190
Ah, sorry I saw it after I posted... Hm, I see. Well, is there anybody at your job that you like to talk to? Might be best to move on and find new people...

>>740090296
Damn... I'm sorry, though no need to go that far. There'll be other times. Why didn't they show up you think?

>>740090330
Hm, I get that... What's your story, Anon?

>>740090465
Who keeps chasing you?

>>740090511
That really was neat, also the blending of all the other theme songs. Though that clown boss sucked the first time I played.

>>740090626
Just a thread for advice and company. How're you doing tonight?

>>740090923
What are you going to do Anon...?

>>740091112
It's all right, one day I hope... How are you now though?

>>740091312
Maybe I'm just being optimistic, but I don't think that a few mistakes determines the future.

-phi

>>740091355
Thanks Phi, I appreciate it! To everyone else to check on how I was doing thank you all! I'mma get some rest and to everyone who's having a hard time tonight, I love you all. Good night.

>>740090230

They've offered to continue to help me, but I don't want to put them into a financial bind. I'm blessed to say that I come from a family that has money, but there's only so much they can do. Without my medication and treatment, I would not be able to succeed in academia. I already have to go through the college's disability office and request accommodations, which has helped tremedously, but I need to continue treatment so I can keep going. My GPA is 3.25 and I'm trying to transfer to a four year university, but my grades will drop and I may have to withdraw.

The thing is, with public insurance, the quality of care you can receive from establishments that accept it are horrible. I've been to these places with private insurance and unneeded medications were being pushed on me. I do not see the need to be on three different mood stabilizers, two anti-psychotics, an anti-anxiety drug (it's not a sedative like xanax) and two anti-depressants. I can't help but think that there was money involved on the prescriber's part to prescribe THAT many drugs.

There's just so much I'm worried about.

>>740090298

That's what I'm planning on doing. Right now, I'm a full-time student and I get significant benefits from government grants to the point where I'm actually attending college for free, books included. Hopefully this is a good sign that I'll be able to get covered.

File: 1 (5).png (714KB, 800x1200px) Image search: [Google]

714KB, 800x1200px

>>740090456
Good, I'm glad it's helping.

>>740091349
I've only played crusader kings. What do you like about those games?

-phi

>>740091494
Sleep well anon.

And have another hug for good measure.

-phi

>>740091105
>>740091299

Advice eh? What am I supposed to do about all the fucking retards driving around on their cell phones and not using blinkers and shit? I almost get hit 3 times a day. Sometimes I do get hit, got rear-ended by some uninsured spic chick two weeks ago and now I gotta pay for it. Does no one pay any goddamn attention anymore?

Should I ride my bike tomorrow?

>>740091552
the multiplayer for most of the strategy ones the guy i play with is real good and i like the challenge hes also the guy im working for concidentally

File: Sky_satori_love_admire_blush_thank.jpg (946KB, 992x1403px) Image search: [Google]

946KB, 992x1403px

>>740091152
I promise you, being able to take responsibility regardless of your situation will work out well in life. I'm happy to hear you are on that path.
>>740091312
I've worked in corrections and seen how damaging system can be once a person is out.... keep up the good fight. Almost all of the felony offenders I worked with were great people as I'm sure you are capable of being.
Try to keep reaching out, but don't let it stop you from going out of your comfort zone to make new friends.

>>740091116
As long as it's not overwhelming.... you have a lot priorities right there. Keeping them in check and in balance is a good strategy. Everyone has people that fade in and out of life. It's all a gamble. I'm a firm believer that special people fall into your life at the right time.... maybe not always romantically, but the best people in my life just sorta happened. Maybe when you have less on your plate it'll be that right time.

File: aiming_at_viewer animal_ears bunny_ears full_moon gun moon nanahara_fuyuki pov_aiming purple_hair red_eyes solo touhou weapon-90edbd9aa6b26962a36c882a484ea78c.jpg (563KB, 716x1011px) Image search: [Google]

563KB, 716x1011px

>>740091613
Why, so that next time it happens, it kills you?

There isn't much you can do about other people, anon. That's something you'll find carries through to almost every corner of this life. The best you can do is... Well, your best.

>>740091594
You do the same! And thank you for being there for all of us who need it

there is a anon above me looking for a cute toontown playing gf and i might be that idk but im to shy and its anonymous so idk

>>740091495
I want you to know something. If you love somebody you don't mind going into a bind for them. It may not be as bad for your parents as you think. Have you spoken to you them about your concerns?

-phi

>>740091434
Oh yeah he was definitely a pain when I first went against him. I prefer to use the Mega Buster as much as I possibly can, so it was a bit of a tedious fight

>>740091613
Riding bike can be therapeutic and nice if you remember to signal. As far as bad drivers...i do a technique called "the Clintony hover". Basically if yiubare somebody you know is an idiot you just let a hand hover above the horn and you get ready for that full body lean.
I wouldn't ride you bike if it is raining though.

-phi

>>740091434
im the lonely rust dude, call me eze.

all i do is play games. i have no talents
but i have fun

>>740091634
Oh that sounds excellent. I always like playing with some friends.

-phi

>>740091788
Uhh, I guess you don't know how motorcycle travel works in traffic.

My best is my best? That's phoning it in and you know it. When uninsured illegal immigrants can kill people, my "best" isn't good enough. I welded a deep socket (the one that fits my wheels ofc) to a breaker bar this evening and I'm going to start getting my revenge.

Should I put the dealer plates back on my car?

>>740092111
oh nice trips by the way yeah games are always better with friends

>>740085707
I'm 34, chronically depressed for 15 years, problems with anxiety, ibs, chronic fatigue and now insomnia, nothing going for me, can't work, sick of life, tried everything nothing works, single for years, loneliness crippling me, no energy, just stuck laying in bed a lot of the time, lose days that way, really losing it now and don't know what to do, feel completely lost.

Make it better please?

>>740092054
No man, no one rides a bicycle. Fuck... just, no. A motorcycle. In California you can lane split all over the place, but you gotta be on your game.

A horn does nothing here. I don't even know why cars have them. Almost as useless as turn signals it seems.

>>740092183
Years ago a bunch of college buddies and I would have games night in the dorm. We would fit 6 people on two beds and play with about 600 ping each on that crappy network. Some of my best memories.

-phi

>>740092382
Oh you live in California. Here everybody uses bikes that need pedals.

-phi

>>740085707
>advice and >hug

I'll get the double round, please

Fighting depression right now, about to finish medicine school with great notes but about to an hero too, already tried 3 times this year. Girlfriend is nice and caring, but really un comprehensive and selfinterested, tends to unleash every negative mood she has to me. Father is just an idiot who makes whatever he can to make me quit studying, and has managed to win a trial, in which me and my mother have to abandon our current home. She isn't employed so, I guess I'll have to live with my grandmother. Sister is adicted to drugs, participates in criminal activities, has been in jail at least 3 or 4 times in two years, and she's 19; love her madly and wish to help her, but she's managed to grow a cold barrier and only cares for herself now.
So that's my story, thanks for listening. I only got two friends and both are away at the moment, feels good to talk for a moment with sincerity

File: Sky_satori_sad_hurt_confused.jpg (77KB, 712x712px) Image search: [Google]

77KB, 712x712px

>>740092337
There are many people in your situation believe it or not. I've met quite a few working in the hospital. Are you seeing a therapist right now? Do you have a support group you attend? What kind of goals do you have?

File: blazer bunny_ears long_hair necktie purple_hair rabbit_ears red_eyes rinsan_(nametake) skirt thigh-highs thighhighs touhou traditional_media very_long_hair-6d80c9a0f72991f45262e97a8167964d.jpg (224KB, 480x698px) Image search: [Google]

224KB, 480x698px

>>740092155
Firstly... That you expect some miraculous answer that fixes all problems...?
THAT is phoning it in, anon.

Secondly...
given that this is the second mention of someone's ethnicity within exactly as many posts, I have to assume you have other reasons to direct your anger at these people.

And finally...
>I welded a deep socket (the one that fits my wheels ofc) to a breaker bar this evening and I'm going to start getting my revenge.

So you're an unhinged crazypants with serious anger issues. This was a good talk, anon.

>>740092420
heres hoping the internets not that bad for when i do things like that if i can find anyone to play with at college that is

>>740091775
I do think they just sorta happen. But I can't say I've had any sort of special people, well none that mattered, that is: If I hadn't at all I think I wouldn't be in such a state.

>>740092337
on any meds mate? if it is chronic you should try them. Most of the problems are solved by enough resolve, but proper depression ain't one of them. Just take care to pick a good med, I heard some kind of alienate you. gl

>>740091842

I've spoken with them and they've offered to help me as much as they can, and I am so thankful for that. They're already doing that now, and it's why I've been able to enter my sophomore year this fall. I just don't want them to go without because of me.

I just can't go without my treatment. I'll end up dead. That's what's scary.

>>740092709
I guarantee you will. You are pretty fun to talk to.

-phi

File: sky_satori_happy_dark_help_hope_determined_excited.png (328KB, 416x550px) Image search: [Google]

328KB, 416x550px

>>740092647
That's a good point.... sometimes it just helps to say it... or well.. write it out sincerely. ... I'm glad you didn't kill yourself... med school is a bitch and 2 halves, the world will be better for you making it though I think. If your girlfriend is that bad.... well, there ARE worse things than being single... that is if this hasn't been able to be worked out with her in the past. For your dad... some people are assholes, it only hurts as much as you care about the opinion, actions he puts forth. For living situations.... I've said this above.. sometimes we just do our best to survive until something more prosperous happens. For your sister... being a therapist... I've had to say this too much, and I never like saying it.... theres a point where love becomes enabling... sometimes for your sake you have to back off and let them fall until they can't get up without changing.... until they want to change.... they won't. Please keep going the world needs more people with medical knowledge, and more people who know how to survive struggle.

and *hugs*

>>740092961
I'm notbfsmiliar with insurance in the USA. Why does it expire exactly and what can be done to renew it?

-phi

File: Jill (001).png (871KB, 1181x1670px) Image search: [Google]

871KB, 1181x1670px

>>740092647
first, I'm so sorry. I know how it feels to be in a terrible position like that.
I don't see anything saying that you're currently seeking treatment... please, do consider it. as someone pursuing medicine, you should understand how hard it can be to get better from physical illnesses without help, and emotional and mental pain work the same way. I can't make the decision for you, but the right therapist, the right medication... at least from personal experience, it makes life feel like you can keep living.
I can't offer as much about your sister, but... if she's put her walls up, and is heading down the wrong path, then maybe making her accountable for her actions is the best way that you can help her.

>>740091139
I emailed you~ :3

>>740093095
im not actually that interesting i mostly just do things on the internet or play games if im not forced to do something different i wont

File: 75bdfb038e60b4f69a56db019c3a6033.png (288KB, 569x686px) Image search: [Google]

288KB, 569x686px

>>740091494
Hey, you take care too Anon! G'night~

>>740091613
Hmm, best I can say is to just pay extra attention to what's going on. Not much you can do about others, but you can do something for you.

Maybe ride your bike, but it might be better to go in the car.

>>740091837
Well, why not reply? There's not much to lose I think.

>>740091880
Yep, that's what I figured out eventually. First time I used the super adapter, and that was a pain.

>>740092091
I remember you, hello~

Well, it's nice to know you have fun, but do you have any plans at least, Eze?

>>740092337
*hug*

Anon... I'm really sorry that you have to pass through this. Honestly, I am. Though, is there anything you can do? There must be something...

>>740092647
*hug*

Damn... I'm sorry man. Best I can say is to try and distance yourself from the negative people in your life, as much as possible.

File: 001. VVH.jpg (83KB, 627x900px) Image search: [Google]

83KB, 627x900px

>>740085707
Hiya Rocky!

>>740093429
my plans are playing games and going to work. i have no goals. nothing interests me other than playing games.

-eze