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Molestation thread continued from >>740017329 Were you

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

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Molestation thread continued from >>740017329

Were you molested as a kid? Did you date someone who was?

Did you keep it a secret or tell someone? Is it a bad memory or a good one now? and how has it affected your sexuality and kinks today?

Share your stories
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>>740029004
how old was that dude? Sounds like some kinky shit for an 11yo.
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>>740029077
He was only a year or two older than me, but this was right around the time liveleak and sites like that were getting big. Internet and porn fucked us kids up man. Those things he did, weren't even necessarily sexual. Sometimes him locking me up or writing shit all over me was pleasure in itself.
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>me be 12
>have a sleepover with friend from school. We find some porn mags in his dads study.
>we both get horny and strip naked. My friends starts playing with my dick than he gets on his knees and sucks my cock.
>feels great and he tell me it tastes nice so I get on my knees and start sucking.
>his dad walks in on use while I am sucking his cock.
>he tell me to come with him into his bedroom. I walk with him into the bedroom nude with a huge boner. Im really scared not sure what his dad will do
>Friends dads says to me "Anon if you dont suck my dick I will tell your parents what you did to my son"
>I get on my knees pull his cock out and start sucking, he blows in my mouth and on my face. Felt dirty but I kind of liked it, also felt great know that he will not tell my parents.
> Go back to my friends room and we suck each others dick again and fall asleep naked together.
>Never told my friend him what happened that night but I think he knows.
>We has regular sex for the next 2 year, sometimes after school I would suck both him and his dad until they moved to a different city
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> 8 yr old boy
> get molested by best male friend
> fucks me up in the head
> start doing drugs
> start a band
> we become world famous
> get depressed
> kill myself
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>be me
>around 10 yrs old
>at hotel for vacation
>2 beds
>have to share one with older brother
>notice him jacking off
>wipes hand on my side of blanket
one of my more tame moments with him but BRUH
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Is it wrong I want these stories to be as detailed as possible so I can fap to them?
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I thought this was a mole-station thread. Like the animal, and a train station.

I'm going back to sleep.
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>>740029781
no anon im waiting with my dick in hand too
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>>740029781
Nah. That's the point.
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>>740029181
hawt
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At some point, which I’m going to assume was only a couple days later, I was home with Christina alone. My mom was doing something regarding our house and Michelle was doing some sort of girl scout thing.

She made me pizza, watched a Disney movie with me for a while and then told me she was going to take a shower. No big deal, I thought, except she suggested I come up with her.

Even at 7 I thought she was being weird, so when I went upstairs with her, I waited in the bedroom. After a minute, she told me to come to the bathroom. I’d awkwardly walk in, and stand even more awkward as I watched her shower.

I didn’t realize it at the time, but she was showing herself off for me. Bending over, cleaning her inner thighs, pushing her chest out, smiling at me, etc. I got hard for probably one of the first times in my life but was extremely uncomfortable – I walked in on my mom nude once and she flipped out, and it seemed like if anything went wrong, Christina could get mad.

“Do you like my tits?” she asked.

I didn’t know what she meant, so she leaned forward, pressed her tits together for me and smiled. I sheepishly nodded. I –did-, but my face was red and I was about to have a heart attack.
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>>740030026
yeah wish i could do it all over again
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ill share a story of mine

>be me
>be 13 on summer vacation
>had discovered before school got out that a fairly fun to be around girl lived like a block away from me

>one day just chilling on my couch with my computer hooked up to my tv playing old ass minecraft
>gril comes and knocks on my door, asks if i want to hang out
>i said sure fuck it why not
>we go to her house she was home alone
> had been there about 45 minutes we were talking i think we watched some tv maybe
>suddenly she just starts fondling my dick and asks me if i want to "have some fun"
>13 year old me immediatly says yes,
>we 69'd she sucked me off and i was about to fuck her but her dad came home
>we quickly got dressed I hung around for a little but left because i felt weird.

>throughout middle school and high school we kept fucking like rabbits, like near every other day at least.
>she let me do literally anything to her, it, in her mind seemed not like "hey would you be allright with this?"and more like "hey you are my slave im telling you what i want you to do"
>she liked it rough, and she really liked to call me daddy we even did like some kind of wierd dad roleplay a few times

But anyway fastforward to about two months ago

>I am 19 now, Graduated like a month ago out of high school
>have not fucked or even talked to gril in at least four months
>out of the blue she messages me and asks if i want to fuck, I immediately say yes
>we met and fucked in my car, (I actually came inside her pussy and like she didnt seem to care?)
>anyway afterward we go and get mcdonalds fries, cuz thats the shit after fucking
>she starts telling me about how she has to move and go live with her grandma and how it sucks
>I ask her why

>It turns out her dad had been molesting and raping her since she was like 8 or 9
>I honestly never even found out how, but he did somthing to get himself caught or maybe she was just sick of it
>cops took him to jail and she moved out
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>>740029817
that's cause you're a fucking retard. You should go to forever-sleep
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>be me
>12
>newly remarried mom (again)
>dad comes into my room one day
>kissed my neck
>stubble makes me feel weird
>just think it's normal
>rubbing my inner thigh
>start rubbing my pussy through pajama pants
>kisses eatlobe
>leave room
>never rapes me
fml I'm too ugly to even put a dick in
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>>740028925
>Were you molested as a kid? Did you date someone who was?

Both. I'd been molested over years by an older, fat boy from the neighborhood. He first just showed me porn's he found in his parents bed room. we wanked together ... he made me fuck his butt, he fucked mine.

Wasn't like super-hart-core rape though, but given that he was 6 years older, I consider this problematic to say the very least.

My first long term GF had some serious issues, kinda borderline personality. she had been raped by her older brother and had a incest relationship with him for years.

But no one will ever know, I'll keep that my secret. And I am fantasizing about, not planing on, killing that fat guy one day in the future.
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fuck I can't triforce
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>>740030575
you know the drill
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>>740029821

>Both. There was one time when I was at a friend's house after going to the beach and her 7 year old daughter ran out of the bathroom after her shower and she jumped on me. I was sitting in my friend's bed in a bath robe but it wasn't closed so when she jumped on me it opened up and she was straddling me naked honking my boobs. I played it off but it made me super wet.

>And another time I pretended to be asleep and caught a different friend's 13 year old son sneaking down to the basement where I was crashing for the night after a few drinks. He turned on the computer and jerked off to porn with the sound off. I hate admitting it, but it turned me on.

Have you ever gotten off thinking about them? Ever been tempted by pizza?
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>>740030575
m or f? Did you enjoy it when it happened and want the dick? Or were you glad he stopped?
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I posted before.

Me and the neighbors girl used to mess around with each other. Kinda normal.

One day playing vidya her older brother wants to show us something on VHS. It's a porno.

Asks me if I wanna play like them, gets sister to strip, I strip to. He strips has big boner. Makes her suck my cock and then gets me to fuck her. My 7-8 Year old peen just about made it inside without snapping in two.

He shoots his load all over her, and some on me.

Never did anything with the brother again. But me and her would finger, suck and fuck up till we were about 12.

Don't think it fucked me up much though
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>be me
>be 10
>staying at grandmother's house
>older brother has friend over
>they tell me to hang out with them
>play with beyblades for a while, i think
>brother and friend start touching my boobies
>tell them to stop
>they leave me alone for a while then start again
>this goes on until my mom picks me up
>tell her, but she won't believe me

I had nightmares for weeks after that, lol.
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>wow you were penetrated that young? Sounds painful. Did it cause any lasting physical damage?

>> be attracted to people way younger than I should.

>boys or girls? how much younger?

I don't remember the pain all that much. Just remember it being really uncomfortable. It didn't leave any lasting damage thankfully. It was rare at first but got more common the older I got.

Both. There was one time when I was at a friend's house after going to the beach and her 7 year old daughter ran out of the bathroom after her shower and she jumped on me. I was sitting in my friend's bed in a bath robe but it wasn't closed so when she jumped on me it opened up and she was straddling me naked honking my boobs. I played it off but it made me super wet.

And another time I pretended to be asleep and caught a different friend's 13 year old son sneaking down to the basement where I was crashing for the night after a few drinks. He turned on the computer and jerked off to porn with the sound off. I hate admitting it, but it turned me on. I'd never do anything sexual with them since I don't want them to have to deal with the things I've dealt with.

>Getting gang banged by your dad and his friends was way better than what your foster dad did? What did you foster dad do worse than that?

My dad never yelled or hit me. But my foster dad was fucking terrifying. He made me do things with my foster brother and foster sister and he didn't take "no" for an answer.
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>>740030655
sorry for no timestamp but here you can have this
>>740030752
f. kind of both? I have a sick fantasy for being raped by older guys but then again my father was fucking gross
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>>740029181
So wait, you never told him, but continued to blow both of them regularly?
Would the dad make up some excuse for his son to leave or you to come with him or what?
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>>740029181
The implication here is that your friend was he's own father's fuck toy, hence why he was so ready to suck your dick, and why his dad was so quick to grab you too
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>>740030636

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>>74003084 I wonder why she didn't believe you, it doesn't seem to make much sense why she didn't
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>>740031035
Being a newfag is pain
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>>740030935
When did you lose your virginity? Ever been raped or forced?
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>>740031114

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>>740031177
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quadriforce
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FUCK
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>>740031123
I've only been groped and fondled, never had a real dick in me. All my attackers just kinda liked groping my boobs. I had big ones for my age
I went from a flat toddler to a C cup to a double D pretty fucking quick.
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>>740031114

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>>740031354
OH COME ON
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(Male) Was molested by my father when I was about 5 or 6. Am 27 now and remember like it was yesterday. Mom found out, divorced him, took him to court. Dad confessed that he was putting my penis in his mouth late at night when my mom and I were asleep. He ended up getting deported. Last summer I visited him for the first time in 19 years. I was there for about a month. No blow jobs, am dissapoint, but whatev I digress.
Honestly I put the past behind me and my Dad is awesome, we went fishing did some cliche father son type shit, minus sexual stuff. And had tons of fun.
I never tell anybody about this unless I'm close to somebody of course.
I tell potential girlfriends to gain their trust and tell them "You know, you're the first person I've ever told outside of family." It's weirdly effective in getting into their pants. I would have thought it would have the opposite effect, but they just open theirselves to me as well, and then we're all in. Pretty useful.
Also I have a wife now and 7 month old son, and could never imagine doing what my dad did to me. It's honestly not in my interests at all. I change his diapers all the time and not once have I looked at his penis and thought, "Maybe I should put that in my mouth."
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Last fucking try.
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>>740028925
be you guys

jerking each other in pedophile thread

kys thanks in advance
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>>740028925
>be me
>11-13 y/o
>on vaccation with family
>go to the beach etc.
>got a pool a little while from our house
>swim with mom for a while
>say i got to come up from the pool n shower
>getting ready for a family dinner out on a resturant
>only one bathroom
>mom and me go in to shower
>i shower first and grab a towel and wipe myself dry
>mom goes in shower
>me minding my own things
>suddenly mom goes: look at this tanning line
>i turn around
>pussy with a lilttle triangle above it
>first time seeing one staring right in my face
>diamonds
>get out a word close to yeah as i turn away
>mom realises her mistake but doesnt cover herself
>me covering the bulk in my towel
>head out

Ever since that day ive been having a dream about fucking mom, i still remeber that pussy with the triangle.
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If I fuck this up I'm done
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I'm done, grabbing my knife
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>>740031786
have fun
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>>740030752
>m or f

Maybe "it's" dad rubbed your fucking pussy after a question like that. Jesus, I don't know why I'm so fucking upset after such a blatantly stupid question but I am. Go fuck yourself anon!
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>>740031821
will have

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Not me but somebody I knew. Though I had kind of a close encounter I guess.

I used to have a friend in school whose family was kind of poor and she'd always want to come over to my house instead of me going over to her house. Her dad didn't like her having friends over. But eventually I started going anyways and we were supposed to play in her room and stay there and not go out unless we had to use the bathroom.

She had an older sister who was in high school. Sometimes when I was over we could hear noise coming from her room like thumping/creaking, what I later learned was the sound of her sister and her dad screwing. I didn't really think much of it because I didn't know what it was until my brother explained it to me a few years later.

So one night I had to go to the bathroom and when I got there the door was closed and locked so I just waited in the hallway for whoever was inside to be done. Then the door opened and I saw her dad step out wearing just a bathrobe with a fucking huge boner that was covered in vaseline. First time I ever saw a penis, let alone an erect one. He closed his robe and muttered something about how I was a nosy kid and just walked past me. I used the bathroom and then went home right away.

Eventually their whole family moved away and I think it was because he got arrested or something. I don't know if he ever did anything to my friend or if it was just her sister. Once I realized what was happening though I was freaked out big time.
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Interesting they're are a lot more pedo teenagers then I thought.
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>>740031287
The boobs looked good to me. Certainly grope-worthy.

What's the closest you've come to having a dick inside you?
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>>740030951
yeah something like, he would tell his son that we need to have a chat and take me to his study or bedroom. But I think he knew because he would always smile at me.

Once his dad had some friends over. My friend said that they are waiting for me when i arrived. There was four older men in the living room. His dad told me to do a striptease for them. They jacked of while I striped and than his dad told me to suck them of. I was sucking cock while another guy was rimming my ass. This happened just before they moved.
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>>740031019
he was a good cock sucker
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fack
suicide is for normies but I want to die
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>>740029781
You're not alone!
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>>740031529
>Last fucking try.
loser.
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>>740032024
So it stands to reason the other kid was abused too?
Seems strange, that he didn't engage or talk about it, or that the dad didn't try to get with you both, at the same time.
Then again, what do I know.
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>>740028925
>Were you molested as a kid?
I wish. There were times when I practically begged for it. Kids would always compare dicks in the school bathroom so that was something I guess.
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>>740029781

try ASSTR
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>>740032387
That site still exists?
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Newfag here. No idea how to triforce kek.
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>>740032458
>an oldfag trying to be a newfag
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>>740032439
Why wouldn't it?
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>>740032000
Closest would probably be a dildo I guess? Haha. They never really whipped it out near me sadly smh
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>>740032439

of course...
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>>740032505
Legit newfag. Who the fuck would pretend to be a pathetic newfag?
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>>740032523
Just old as hell. I don't think I've been on that site in 8+ years
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>>740032505
I'm legitimately a newfag retard. Just trying to triforce so I don't look like a newfag but I failed horrendously.
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>>740032575
Newfags aren't self aware enough to call themselves newfags.
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>>740032350
no i dont think he ever did anything with him but I suspect his dad used him to get to me
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>>740032617
I haven't even attempted to triforce, that was my first comment on this threat. Retarded faggot.
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>>740032622
So I guess I'm not a newfag? I don't get how 4chan works...
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>>740032622
Been here a week, I'm not entirely clueless. Never came across the triforce until today.
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>>740032350
but the way he sucked cock I think one of his dads friends must have used him for sex
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>>740032680
*thread
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>>740030475
>>we met and fucked in my car, (I actually came inside her pussy and like she didnt seem to care?)

god you're such a fucking piece of shit cuck retard
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Ex gf was molested when she was 6.
Used it as an excuse to be fucked up but wouldn't talk about what happened. Think her adult neighbor just touched her a few times. Her mom found out and stopped it but no one in family would talk to her about it.
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>>740032554
No kissing or fingering or similar? Never sucked a Dick?
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>>740030477
I'm sorry. I know this is off topic. But your pic, in combination with your comment, made me laugh. So, thanks for the day brightener
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>>740032751
Yeah, that one. Fuck sake lol
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>>740032796
>jelly
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>>740032870
No. They would just kiss my neck and tub my thighs and tits. I wish they face fucked me, man I really do. I hope you enjoy the little story I have tho
he still lives with me because I'm a dumb mentally ill shitlord so maybe he'll try again someday..
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Be me.
4 years old. Older Brother about 13 years older than me started touching my penis and those stuff. Well well lets forward a little too where i remember. 6 Years old getting a swaztikka cut into your skin by your own brother. aka Rapist. threw me into a wall and started raping me. this continued until i was 14 and finally told my psychiatrist. Police shut it down after i reported it for lack of evidence. AmA
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>>740031019
This. There are a LOT of fake posts in this sort of thread, but this one sounds realistic. Although it doesn't sound like he's put two and two together, his friend was probably being abused by his dad, and his dad was using his friend to reel him in so he could be groomed. Kinda sad
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I'm genuinely confused on how this site works. It seems impossible to see who you're talking too, and it seems people can pose as you easily.
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>>740033068
If you wanna go out and get fucked, go out and get fucked.

Ever played on cam with a guy at least?
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>>740033068

yoooo will face fuck, that shits my jam.
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>>740033131
>and it seems people can pose as you easily.

Stop wearing my clothes then.
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>>740030842
tight that your mom would dismiss. dyou get on with her?
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>>740033103
swastika cut into skin
so what its like a tatoo but free
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>>740033198
I'm not wearing your clothes, and for all you know I can be wearing none.
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This was not my post: >>740033131
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>>740033248
Then again i was 6. and didnt even know what it was. thank god it isnt visable still
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>>740033267
Yeah it was mine
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>>740031403
that ending tho
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>>740031529
am I doing this right?

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>>740033393
No, and stop copying my massages. Eh fuck it
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>be me
>young boy, around 7
>girl who lives up road starts babysitting me and younger brother one summer
>one day me and her are in my room
>playing with toys on my favorite train carpet
>she says something about playing a game
>next thing I remember I'm laying on my bottom bunk bed
>she unzips my pants and gets on top of me
>undoes her pants and starts grinding on me
>"what are you doing!?" I say
>"sshhhhh shut up"
>no idea what's happening
>goes on for awhile, memory kind of hazy
>It ends, walk out of room with her down hallway to bathroom where my mother is blow drying hair
>she tells my mother that she's leaving for day, mom says ok
>pulls me behind corner and licks my forehead
>"don't wipe it off"
>leaves

That's all I remember, doesn't bother me rlly and I rarely think about it. I've never told anybody and don't plan on it, we moved out of state later that year. When I do think about it just joke to myself like heh got action before any of my friends.
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> be 12-14
> have friend a bit older than me
> he convinces me to play with him
> massaging dicks and putting it in my mouth
> can't really recall, but I probably did most of the work, cause he asked me more often
> can remember him suddenly becoming part of a new clique and stops talking to me
> can't remember the last time we did something or anything but two instances
> was I molested?

Also played doctor with my older sis for some time in our early teens.
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>>740033333
chezhem
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>>740033568
Fuck, I don't know what that means.
Don't explain it please.
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>>740033502
How old was she?
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>>740033516
Did he cum in your moth? How did it taste? DId you like it?
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>>740033671
Can't remember exactly but older teenager
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>>740029375
Oh hey Chester
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>>740033135
I'm unattractive and autistic as fuck. I thought about joining one of those dating apps thots use to get laid, but I'm super fucking anxious about talking and if I bring him home my room is full of posters of anime girls in underwear and I own three body pillows of various waifus. I sleep with a plush of Sonic the Hedgehog and I have no job to get a hotel for a quick fuck. Going to their house would be really scary too.
I just want to get raped so I don't have to deal with all that.
It's easy and could be done in public and no one gives a fuck because the government is in shit and fake rape charges are payed attention to more than real stories of past victims feminism has gone to hell and I want to get laid before I fucking die fml let me get some dick
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>>740028925
I honestly read it like that in OP's post.
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>>740033683
Don't remember any cum and it was quite fun, but ultimately pointless for me, since I didn't know about sexuality, or at least wasn't able to enjoy it on that level.

I remember putting it in my mouth, holding it there and playing with his balls. Maybe stroking.
Afterwards we both went to wash up and mouths out, claiming 'no homo'.
Second time I can recall, we were at it in my house and my sis walked in, but couldn't see us, so we send her away, claiming to read.

I probably did enjoy it, but spent most of the following years convincing myself, I only like girls. which, not that accurate.
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>>740033891
I'm pretty sure rape sex is worse than normal sex but what do I know I've never had sex
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>>740033683
>Did he cum in your moth?
That is either a giant moth or a very small penis.
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>>740033992
would you, in retrospect, like for him to have came in your moth?
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>>740034109
*mouth
Actually, I don't even know anymore
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>>740034107
Moths get pretty big, mane.
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>>740033891
You should get a social hobby.
If that is too daunting, get cognitive behavioral therapy and then get a social hobby.
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>>740034109
no I meant moth.
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>>740034206
Yeah, but even the biggest moths I've seen, had rather small orifices.
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>>740034325
You can still cum in them.
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>>740033516
Greentext some stories about you & your sister
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>>740034109
Maybe, if I had known what was going on. I probably would've seen as a confirmation of a job well done.
On the other hand, he was my only attempt at teenage sex up until I turned 19.
So maybe I just enjoy the memory of being young.
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>>740034428
On them perhaps, cumming in them sounds like it would be rather complicated and intricate to me.
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>>740034025
True but at least it's something
>>740034236
Therapy never works and I prefer being alone with my 2d waifs
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>>740033333
Checked
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I got felt up by a guy that would always pick on me, back in HS. Don't know if that really counts as molestation, but I did feel violated
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>>740034523
I'm pretty sure it would be like, painful or some shit. Wont feel good at all.
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>>740033333
Dear Lord. Quints of truth
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>>740033891
Trust me, you're a girl. Somebody, not even that far away (I'd wager, at least) wants you.

Sexually and otherwise. Find a dude that wants to make an effort for you that you really care about.

Assuming, of course, that you also make an effort.

>tl;dr: Just try, a dude will fuck you.
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>>740034523
>Therapy never works.
I beg to differ anon.
Cognitive behavioral therapy helped me with my anxiety to the point that I went from having to psych myself up for 8 hours to go grocery shopping, to just going if I need to. My social anxiety has also been heavily diminished by it.
I very rarely get an anxiety attack anymore.
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These fucking hot stories.
>Nothing ever happened to me
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>>740034783
Same.
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>>740033638
check em'
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Yes to both. I've hinted at it, ex-gf flat out told me what happened to her.

For me it was this older kid a few blocks down. I was really skinny and shy and he always picked on me. One evening he caught me riding my bike down an alley on the way home. He held on to the steering handles until I got off and then stuck my bike up in a tree (he was tall and very fat-strong). He then took me behind a dumpster and shoved his hand down my pants. He uses his fingers to lift my sac amd rub between my legs. He even rubbed my asshole a little. This went down for about 2 minutes until we heard a backdoor open and someone coming out to take their trash. He removed his hand and got my bike down and said if I told anyone he'd kill me.

Now I have a fetish with being dominated. I hate normal sex but I like to forcefully held and rubbed between my legs. I'm still kind of skinny and small for a dude too. I've grown my hair out as well.

Ex-gf's mom own a convenience store and from 5-6 she was regularly molested by an employee. Apparently he was a really nice normal man outwardly and her mom trusted him to watch her and the store. He would have her stand behind the counter with him and he'd randomly lift up her skirt and say she had cute panties. Sometimes he'd lay her on a chair in the back and sniff/lick her. She said he liked to sniff her after she went to the bathroom. The most adventurous he got was one time in the bathroom he had her stand on the toilet lid and bend over against the tank while he jacked off. She said he finished by pulling down her panties just enough to slip his dick in and cum down into her buttcrack. He rubbed it all along the inside of her panties and she was squishy/dirty until she went home a few hours later.

She loved me cumming into her panties and rubbing it around her butthole and vag. She would squeal cutely and ask me to "make her dirty like mom's friend did". Shit drove me nuts.

I grew up never being into kids, but definitely into power play.
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>>740034456
> be 12-14
> sis is 13-15
> fascinate by different bodies
> convince her to strip naked
> she's on her back in bed
> legs spread
> go to touch and look
> she sometimes giggles and wants me to tell her what I see
> describe it to her, learn there is a separate pee hole
> still don't know about sex
> but am interested in how peeing works
> ask her if I can watch
> she declines for a while
> get distracted
> after some weeks she comes up to me and offers to show me
> tocoolforgirls.gif
> never talk about it
> be recently
> talk about sexual development of children
> mom drops something like 'well, you two were developing rather quickly, we were starting to wondering, if we would have to put a stop to it.'
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>>740034970
fuck the anons are copying me
I must run
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>>740029181
Wish i could do it all over again.

Im so horny thinking about it
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>>740035079
*I
I'm
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>>740034820
It's all Good and Sad in some fuckin way :/
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>>740035146
It's good for me and sad for you, I'm underage.
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>>740034921
Parents always know more than you realize.
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>>740035348
>Parents always know more than you realize.
Bullshit, atleast for me anyways.
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>>740035214
lucky you
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>>740035447
Meh, I just want to grow up and have more freedom. Being a kid is shitty when you get called autistic every day but if you're an adult it's fine
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>>740035214
I'm also under age.
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>>740035078
the worst part is that I've been on this board for 4-5 years and never learned to triforce
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>>740035512
Are you a smartfag like me?
You know, those kids in school who people always think is smart or whatever?
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>>740035427
My parents knew when I started masturbating, they knew when I had started drinking, they even knew when I started on cigarettes.
They weren't nosy as such or in any overtly or covertly spying on me. They just knew me and guessed based on my behavior.
Try asking your parents about what they knew of your behavior when you were a teen.
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>>740035590
feelsbadman
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>>740028925
Me and my slightly younger cousin kinda molested each other, if that makes sense. It was great, but I'm always super awkward around her now because she told her parents.
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>>740035611
Since I am growing up with my old timey grandparents, they don't suspect a thing, Also, were poorfags.
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>>740035348
Very true, I wonder what insightful stories they'll have to share, if I ever turn out to be gay.
> oh yeah, we knew that since you were 3 and wanted to dress your dolls in dresses
Thanks for letting me know mom.
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>>740034523
Also virgin with mad anxiety, would gladly rape/have sex with you, not bad looking either, I'm just fucked in the head haha
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>>740035507
trust me being a kid is fun, go out there and do some fun shit before its to late
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>>740035767
>would gladly rape/have sex with you
>you must have low standards
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>>740035849
I sure do haha
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>>740035592
When i was In school. Some kid with Ptsd started calling everyone nazis and bashing everyone. I decided to get homeschooled. But when I was in school, I think I was pretty much secretly Despised by everyone tbh
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>>740035699
My parents weren't surprised when I turned out to be bi either.
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>>740035849
Also unattractive girls turn me on
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>>740035823
Time goes by slow as shit, and I live in this shithole town so it's impossible to do anything remotely fun outdoors if you aren't atleast an older teen/adult.
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>>740035923
I want to fuck the unfuckables
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My friend's little sister was. We were 13, she was like 10 and some mechanic down the street got caught with his hand down her panties

She became highly sexual after that.
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>>740035923
Ahh no wonder. It seems it's not that you have low standards, just that you're different.
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>>740036002
Your low standards are my fantasy
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>>740035767
man that's my dream man smh
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>>740036002
I'd fuck ya if you wanted. I'd also want to talk to you and try to help you through your issues, but I'd definitely bang you if the chance came up and you were down for it.
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>>740035970
Time will feel like it is going faster for each year that you live anon. I remember as a kid, a summer would feel like it lasted six months and would be awesome. Now I'm thirty and a summer suddenly turns into winter within what feels like a matter of days.
I miss time going slow.
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>>740035590

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>>740035970
I know its hard to meet someone. what kind of outdoor fun are you looking for?
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>>740035988
Ever with you anon?
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>>740036053
I said I was underage earlier, so no
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>>740036177
Urban exploration, stuff like that. I personally aren't to fit so I mostly think of getting "fit" in a year or two, since I am getting around the age of having slightly more freedom.
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Me and a girl played with her younger half sister. She was half nigger so we didn't care
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>>740030538

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>>740036130
True, though time does feel like it's going fast yet it's really going slow for me.
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>>740036310
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>>740036270
Do you have any interesting stories with friends?
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>>740036192
Ah so rape then
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My current girlfriend was raped when she was 5 by her uncle. I had been friends with her for years before we started dating and she never told me until we started dating. She was actually very scarred and depressed from it. Then in the December of 2015 her JROTC commander tried to put his and down her shirt. He ended up getting fired of course. When we first started having sex she'd sometimes cry afterwards and if comfort her and tell her that everything was ok. But now she seems fine. She's made a lot of progress and she seems happier than ever which is good
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>>740036080
Then hit me up sometime
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>>740036419
Sadly, I never had much friends, nor much entertaining stories. One of the coolest friends I have met was some kid that sold his ds games. I managed to get some rare games and a 40$ game for 20$.
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>>740036420
No, I would want neither. Also, it's still sex, yet it's underage. May I mention that I am a male?
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I went to school with a girl who was raped and then whose life went on a downward spiral leading to her being murdered by a fucking Mexican at 23
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>>740036614
First of all you just assumed that I was talking about fucking you before so I just went with it, also you saying no is what makes it rape. Not like you get a choice lol
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>>740033891
Just curious how old are you?
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>>740036769
I don't even remember what our conversation was about, so lets just disregard it.
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>>740036530
do you have a crush on anyone at the moment?
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>>740033891
Would rape/10
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>>740036860
Nah. I don't have any feelings for anyone.
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>>740036849
The point is rape isn't your choice lol
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>>740030575
Fuck I like your style. It's the tease
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>>740036976
I said to please disregard our previous discussion, so please disregard it.
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>>740037069
It has not and will not be disregarded, you will be raped
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>>740037
ok...?
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>>740037126
ok...?
(failed last time :/)
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Damn, I think this thread died.
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>>740036936
>>740036504
damn hmu wish guys around here agreed
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>>740037834
Where is there anyway, have kik or anything? keen for a chat
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>>740028925
I've always enjoyed fucking girls with a history of sexual abuse.
Every time I've dated one though it has been a godforsaken disaster.
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>>740028925
When I [F] was about 7 or 8 I walked in on my uncle masturbating.

He let me watch until he came. He never touched me but he told me that it was OK to want to touch myself like that. I could not understand what he meant as I did not have a penis.
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>>740038136
Yep! The sex is good the rest is not
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>>740038032
Alright I'm weak and disgusting, I'll drop it here
My kik is undertailed
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My ex was. Apparently she was full on raped from about 5 until 12ish years old by her stepfather. She rarely spoke about it, and explained she could only really remember the pain of what he did to her. I felt bad for her and tried to help as much as I could, but I'm not exactly a fucking doctor. It messed her up bad, and I'm a sure she has some deep mental issues that will either consume her, or will be fought with counselling or drugs. Still, she's the kinkiest, dirtiest little whore I ever met, and this is no doubt down to her engrained desire for depravity and her low self-esteem. I loved that slut; she was into daddy/daughter/brother/sister role play, torture, rape, sleep fucking, BDSM and countless other activities that were all new to me at the time. This was about three years ago, and we have since separated.
Now she's with a big ugly dude that looks like a cross between Gordon Ramsay and a down syndrome pig. It makes you wonder.
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>>740028925
My father raped my mom, and so I was born. And I guess he wanted to uphold the tradition. I'm 13 years old at the time, dads got another stepmom to fuck around with. But I guess that wasn't enough.

One day I was walking home from school, and when I entered our apartment my stepmom was waiting by the door. She shoved me into the bedroom and whispered 'if you fucking tell anyone we'll do it again'. Dad had his signature belt with him, and stepmom just liked to watch and masturbate in the corner and made sure I didn't try anything fucking stupid. Funny, because I never told anyone until now on an anonymous fucking website and they still did it again. I tried to console in my stepmoms daughter who I was rally good friends with, but she shut me out.
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>>740038193
because you do have benis now?
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My dad used to sneak into my room at Night. In the beggining he just cuddled me, and i found comfort in that. Then after some time it became groping and touching ticklish places. He convinced me me it was okay to kiss when you loved each other. So we did. Aswell as kissing each other, other places.i was 7 and happily did what he told me. Even let his "peepee" kiss my vagina.
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>>740038241
Sick I swung you a message
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>>740034916
would like to have a girlfriend like that.
why did you break up with her, she sounds like an amazing girlfriend?
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>>740034921
>My sister and I used to bath together when we were kids.
>This stopped when she hit puberty, I was 10, she would have been 12.
>I had figured out how to masturbate and had a rough idea how sex worked.
>One night I was in the bathtub ans my sister came in to use the toilet.
>I got a hard-on hearing her piss.
>She looked in at me ans saw my hard dick
>A few minutes later she came back into the bathroom naked and got into the tub with me
>Without saying a word she sat on my dick and I think it went up inside her. I am really not sure but it felt good.
>I did not come but jerked off later.
It never happened again
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>>740038299
I still don't have a penis!
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>>740038273
did they also do it to stepmom's daughter? How often did it happen?
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>>740038254
His dick is a lot larger than yours. No need to be mad about his physical appearance. His cock is just better than yours bud
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>>740039654
It may well be, but I dumped her because she was crazy. Therefore she can take any dick she pleases, it's all good!
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>>740039022
so its in the works then?
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I was molested by 3 people when i was a kid
by my sister and a Brother and Sister who were my nieghbours who would baby sit me

Sister
>Be 4-5
>sister 12-13
>Sister would Make me get into her bed
>Would hide under the covers
>she would then take her panties off
>then she would make me play with her pussy
>no idea what im doing spreading pulling and licking as she instructed

only happend a couple of times from what i can remember. never spoke about it since, vividly remember her pussy being super pink

Female neighbour baby sitter
>Be 5-6
>Shes 13-14
>when it was just me and her in her house
>Would play a game called Sleeping lions
>You Pretend to be asleep while the other person gets you to flinch/move
>started off normal pokeing thier face blowing into their ears etc
>Im getting pretty good and staying "asleep"
>starts to escalate
>starts to escalate She starts to kiss me starts pulling my clothes off while I pretend to sleep
>thinking its part of the game when its my turn I return the favours
>gets to the point where I would start lifting up her shirt and start sucking on her boobs and playing with her pussy
>when it was her turn she would kiss me and play and suck my little cock
>dosent even say "lets play sleeping lions" anymore
>we would be playing snes or some other shit and she would start to yawn and fall down "asleep"
>she would unbutton her jeans and unhook her bra as she would yawn
>and i would have to "wake her up"

this went on for quite a while as it slowly sorta progressed. still see her from time to time shes married now with kids never spoke anything about this either

can tell the story about her brother as well who would babysit me if any one is intrested
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>>740038241
Can i message you too?
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not sure if i was 8 or 9
would go to grandparents ranch with family
would see my cousin play the new pokemon
we were hanging out in my room (cousin is 14 or 15)
>hey anon will let you play but do something for me first
i agree
>pull down your pants and bend over
he starts rubbing his penis in my butt crack
think nothing of it and excited to play his game after this
my mom catches us in the act
three weeks later my mom explains what he did was wrong
start feeling bad now after the explanation and start to cry
was sent to therapy but i was too young to realize why i was there
why i was in my teens felt uncomfortable when someone talked about sex
try to be normal the best i can and not to be a pedo
wish i could have a memory wipe
also im a dude

also never saw my cousin again guess my family didn't want him near me.
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>>740038193
when did you figure out what it meant that you saw?
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>>740038494
did he ever penetrate you? Do you think it's affected you today?
>>740040992
>can tell the story about her brother as well who would babysit me if any one is intrested
I'm interested
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>>740040992
Please do
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Am I a molester if I convinced a younger kid to let me touch his weenie when I was 5-7yo? It makes me feel bad everyday :( I wonder if he knows
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>>740041004
sure I'll talk to anyone really I am a lonely unattractive asshole
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i was 5 and she was 5
We were neighbors played a lot together
We started playing house a lot
Go into basement, fully furnished lots of toys
We would in play house, or behind the couch
Immediately put penis into vagina
Too young to know what I am doing but feels good
We almost got caught several times we knew it was wrong
She was always the one to push it
She was very into it and loved it. Went on for a year or two
She either moved away or something happened as it suddenly ended and never saw her again

I think she was being abused as she was too skilled at that age to know. But I have countless memories of the events. We were having fun, and I dont feel like it was abuse by any means.
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>dad and mom freshly divorced.
>dad finds new cunt wife, she has a son "step bro"
>step bro horny one night me 6 years old sucks my dick to get me hard spreads his ass and tells me to fuck him
>i put it in and fuck him, worm asshole swallowing my dick, fucking amazing man.
>fuck him, this continued for 4 years till i was 13.
>sucks that it stopped, I loved getting bj from him and fucking him in his hole
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>>740041443
>>740041475

Male neighbour baby sitter
>Be 5-6
>Hes 14-15
>this is the same time as the Stuff with his sister
>Similar style to his Sister would always start out as some kind of game
>when we were alone at his house
>I would sit on his lap and play total anihaltion on his mothers office pc
>after a while he would start to mess around and we would drop the game and start play fighting
>he would pick me up and throw me about and shit was good fun
>and im jumping all over him playing
>then he takes off my shirt and makes a big deal about it
>how hes to strong and I couldent do that to him
>5yr old boy mind, Challenge accepted
>start trying to take his shirt off after some resistance he "lets me over power him" and i get his shirt off
>game continues till were both buck nacked running about his whole house play fighting
>during our fight I low blow him hard in the dick
>hes wincing in pain
>start to feel bad
>"your gunna have to rub it better"
>"okay"
>5yr old me thinks this is legit
>im always hurting my self and getting stuff "rubbed" better
>start rubbing his dick with my open hand
>he starts to get hard starts to make me jack him off
>he stops me then starts to jack my flacid little boy cock
>nothing happens
>then he starts to suck my dick
>feels wierd but I still dont get hard
>he then gets me to suck him and play with his balls
>"phone rings" its his mom shes going to be home soon
>we get dressed and go back to playing the pc

This happend multiple times over a decent amount of time. other times he would try to put it in my ass wouldent work to small and when ever i got a random bonner he would try to get me to fuck him in the ass to no luck was pretty wierd.

even though both brother and sister did stuff to me it was never together i dont think they new they were both doing wierd shit to me at the same time. and there bother married now and have kids and stuff and still see them occasionaly
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>be me 10 or 11
>live in apartment complex with mom and little bro
>large courtyard surrounded by buildings.
>play there all the time
>one day see girl I went to elementary and part of middle school with
>Had a crush on her, major
>curly brown hair, cool as shit, tiny bit of a tomboy
>her parents are divorced, dad lives across the courtyard now
>she's over on the weekends, we spend time together outside all the time
>my mom and her dad meet since we are over at each other's places all the time
>Mom's cool with me spending time over there. Thinks her dad will be a good influence on me since my dad bailed (white, not a nigger)
>Her dad invites me over one day when the girl is not there
>asks me all kinds of strange questions about if I like his daughter and if I like girls and shit
>think I am in trouble
>asks me about if I touch myself ‘down there’
>he’s giving me the sex talk. Wasn’t clear until he got to the end and then my mom asked about it later.
>my mom asked him to, it seems. She says it is something my dad is supposed to do
>embarrassed, but he seems nice and cool about it.
>talks about porn and then shows me some. long time ago, so VHS, no internet yet
>talks about masturbation and what it is and that it’s ok, all guys do it
>long story short, he tells me I can watch porn when I want at his house and he'll leave the room so I can spank it.
>Kinda horrified and embarrassed but also really want to see more porn.
>go over occasionally and ask to watch porn. He’s always cool about it. Pops some in and leaves the room.
>Sometimes, after a while, he walks into the room, passing through, or to get something. Sometimes he just sits over on the other side of the couch and watches porn too but not looking at me.
>sort of embarrassed, but after a while, not.

To be con't
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>>740042704

>Soon he’s jerking his cock at the same time. First in his boxers and then soon out in the open
>amazed at the size of his cock. Never seen an adult one IRL. Watching him cum blows my mind the first time. I still can’t jizz.
>There is a video camera, which I know now, was on every time but didn't realize at first. I am a dumb kid
>this goes on for a while. Jerking to porn in the same room, but a lot of the time I am just watching him and how he does it, using lube sometimes etc. I’m just playing with my cock and watching him cum all over himself.
>occasionally we’d shower together after, but he wouldn’t really touch me.
>One day he comes over while I am playing with mine and gets down on his knees, I am on the sofa.
>Asks me if I want to try something that feels really good. Tells me to close my eyes and take my hand away.
>And now he’s sucking me…
>Horrified and embarrassed and scared but oh god yes, that feels amazing,
>He sucks me while jerking himself. Still no real orgasm from me though.
>first real orgasm comes very soon after. Maybe like a few weeks after.
> I think my first real jizz was in his mouth. That took a bit of time to happen though.
>When it did happen I was surprised. Thought I had peed a little and tried to get him off. He lifted his head up and spit my cum into his hand and showed me.
>He told me he was so proud and that I was becoming a man and could make babies and stuff.
>we do this for a while, we’d start jerking separately then he kneels in front of the couch and sucks me while jerking his cock.
>at first he just shot his cum on the carpet but after a while he stands up and shoots it on my body but he always waits until after I have cum.
>showering together more now because I’m frequently covered in his jizz, he always swallows mine
>asks me if I want to touch his cock in the shower one day
>goaheadtasteit.png
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>>740042715

>It seems impossibly big but I can get quite a bit inside my mouth. He moans a bit and says that it feels so good. Doesn’t cum that time but he’s very happy and telling me how good I am and stuff.
> Soon after I'm sucking him at request
>for a while, at first, he always pulls away and cums into a towel or on his chest but then one day “forgets” and I get it my mouth.
>Swallow some instinctively. Not a fan but it’s ok. Next time he asks me to swallow.
>surewhynot.avi
>Start to learn how to suck well. He’s teaching me, coaching me to use my hands with my mouth, to play with his balls, rub his taint, etc.
>He’s always telling me how good it is and I hate to say this, but I loved it. I loved the feeling of pleasing him and the praise and also my own orgasms.
>Didn't understand gay vs. straight, still knew I liked girls but it felt great.
>Get to go over after school, get my dick sucked to completion and then suck him for a while. Not so bad.
>He continues to coach me on how to suck him off, learn how to get him off quickly and how to make noise and show enthusiasm. He’s always showering me with praise.
>this goes on for a LONG time. Maybe over a year. Then he shows me gay porn.
>maleonmalepenetration.exe
>never knew that shit was possible, I am a dumb kid – told me it feels just like a girl from the giving end, feels even better from the receiving
>sucks me with a finger inside me while I watch 2 dudes rail each other on TV.
>cum buckets and I’m hooked, start anal play at home as well, literally sharpies in pooper
>eventually, he tries his cock in me. I’m 11 or 12 maybe.
>On my back, scared as hell, shaking, but hard, hurts bad but I really wanted to get past it.
>he’s actually cool about it, stops, tells me it will take time
>doesn’t even cum, massages my asshole and puts Vaseline on it. Kinda sore next day but not bad.
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>>740042729

>after some time, we try again.
>Shows me how to clean myself out in the shower with this bulb enema. Not embarrassed by sucking cock or swallowing a man’s jizz but the idea of him seeing me poop kills me for some reason
>after shower he spends a long time massaging and fingering me, gets 3 fingers in. I’m on my stomach, feel him climb on top.
>okheregoes.jpg
>the pressure, oh my god.
>he pumps for a while, I am pretty numb so it doesn’t really hurt except when he goes deep. He’s asking me if I am okay a lot and telling how good it feels. Apparently, I am a good boy. :-P
>he finally cums inside, didn’t love it, didn’t hate it, but I didn’t cum until he blew me after.
>we do this maybe once a week or two. Start to get loosened up over time, taking man cock like a fucking pro.
>about 12 or 13 now, pubes just coming in IIRC
>wish I could tell someone, not to make it stop but because it’s like the best thing ever to me. Guy is like a Dad to me as well, takes me places with his daughter, presents at Christmas. Talks to me about guy stuff. Helps me with my homework.
>Plus he sucks a mean dick and gives me access to porn
>he tells me that we’ll get in trouble if I tell anyone because only adults are supposed to do these things
>understand that dad has been videotaping everything, didn’t before, but now he’s not hiding it.
>I am not really embarrassed though so I don’t care. Never consider why he would tape it. I was a dumb kid
>Starting to feel weird about the secrecy. Literally have no idea how bad this is, or what would happen if my mom found out. My only exposure to any of this was with him and it was normalized there but the fact that it was off limits everywhere else was very confusing to me.
>Hear gay and fag at school but literally no idea of the connection to what I was doing. I thought gay was about two boys being in love or not being able to have sex with a girl for some reason.
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>>740042733

>He never kissed me or anything like that. Put his arm around me on the couch and stuff and would give me rubdowns with oil, especially before fucking me.
>Figured out much later the gay porn which he only showed occasionally had no kissing or anything. He either edited it out or fast forwarded. I think there were only like 2 scenes total.
>One day we are the sofa bed which was still folded out because his daughter has just left
>I’ve cleaned up and cleaned out, like a good boy, lubed myself up a bit and I’m jerking myself while he sets up the camera as usual
>This time though there is a long cord into the TV which is an enormous rear projection model. Old school now, but state of the art then.
>first time he’s ever done a live feed type thing so I can see. Think it’s the coolest thing ever.
>I am sucking him and he’s watching it on the TV behind me. Kinda rush the BJ because I want to see it too.
>He lays flat on his back, and I am squatting over his dick and he’s holding my ass cheeks in his hands. Slides me down on his cock. I’m hard, sticking straight out.
>takingitlikeapronow.webm
>I’m watching this on the big TV, fucking amazed, because I had no idea that’s what it looked like really.
>I can see his cock sliding into me and it’s AMAZING. It looks like the porn he’s showed me and for some reason it was the hottest thing I’ve ever seen. His cock looks too big but then it’s inside me and I’m pressed down to his balls.
>Sliding up and down slowly, want to jerk myself but have to use my hands to steady myself.
>switch to doggy, face towards tv
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>>740042741

>I don’t exactly understand all of that then really, but I feel this wave of what may have been shame or embarrassment. I know I felt physically hot all of a sudden.
>then on my back at the edge of the bed. Dad’s holding the camera, sort of POV
>start jerking my cock, watching myself on TV
>He’s filming and smiling down at me asking if it feels good and I nod. He says it feels really good to him and that I am sexy
>’Sexy’ makes me feel very weird. I’m surprised by the word, and stop looking at him and go back to looking at the TV.
>suddenly cum buckets all over myself, never done that while being penetrated
>hellyes.jpg
>That really cemented how I felt about anal. Being fucked was a thing for him and I did it because I really kinda loved the guy but it always made me nervous
>felt like I would get hurt, as there was always a tiny bit of pain, but now I get it.
>I also would get a bit soft and never thought I could get off like I did when he fingered me but this was a whole different level
>so Dad pulls out, cums all over me, which normally, he always came inside
>some lands on my face
>firsttimeforthat.ogg
>dad zooms in, I am watching myself turning my head back and forth.
>seen it in porn never on me, kinda mesmerized, dads got a huge grin
>okthatwasfun.scr
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>>740042767

>this goes on till I am about 15 or 16, right before highschool
>dad rails me or blasts my throat. Girls ignore me but I have less interest because my balls are always empty
>Went to Disney with him and his girls even, mom couldn’t afford it. He never did anything with me when they were around though.
>Dad basically treats me like the son he never had which I know sounds horrifying to some but I fucking loved the guy
>must have swallowed buckets of cum, mom had no idea, never almost got caught
>as I got older, from time to time I would worry about what we were doing, getting caught, being called a fag, etc.
>He’d always reassure me…and then fuck me. He never tried to kiss me or make out or cuddle or anything. No feminization, no verbal abuse nothing at all.
>Never close to getting caught since we were in his Apt. My mom called sometimes to tell me to come home or whatever.
>The occasional weekend when his daughters weren’t there were awesome. He’d take me to a movie, then we’d go home, cum all over everywhere, shower and then he’d make grilled cheese and we’d watch cartoons or something
>then things got weird, and awful and that part is hard to reconcile with this part.
> I wonder from time to time if he hadn’t crossed a line, and also if he hadn’t been taping it and shit, if I would have any negative feelings about it at all.
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>>740042607
>>740038764
These stories.. omfg.
>>

∆ ∆
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>>740042785
What happened between you
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>>740043377
I want to know this too.
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>>740043377
>>740043429

We got married the moment I turned 18.
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>>740043466
I meant how did he cross the line?
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>>740043547
He wanted to try scatt.
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>>740052690
>I dont think you know what cuck means go ask r/4chan
in his defense cuck is starting to lose it's meaning the way fag did.

It's becoming a generic slur
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>>740043736
>>740043786
>Nigga the abused became the abuser.
I can't believe you went through with it. You became him
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>>740036431
>>740049310 read this
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>>740053159
>>Nigga the abused became the abuser.
> I can't believe you went through with it. You became him
Yeah I didn't fuckin know man. This was all normalized. It's hard to really know right from wrong when all the adults around you are telling you it's alright.

Believe me I fucking hated myself for a long time. I still think about that kid. He was obviously in a really bad situation. I hope to fuck he's ok.

I would never touch a kid and I never touched my little brother, thank fucking god.

When they tell you kids can't really process sex and what it means and all the shit that goes into it, this what they fucking mean.
>>
>Growing up in a suburban subdivision.
>Only boy neighbor is two years older.
>Over at his house playing. Says "let's play doctor."
>I'm in 3rd grade, figure it must be the thing to do.
>Tells me to be the doctor, undresses, I look at him, pretend to take pulse, etc.
>"My turn."
>I get naked. Goes poking around all over.
>Dress, go home.
>Next time. "Let's play doctor."
>"Uh, okay."
>"Get undressed."
>It goes like this from now on.
>Kid was a severe pervert, went to town on me everytime.
>Finally, his mother caught us.
>I was no longer invited over. And they moved soonafter.
>Never thought of it until now.
>Can I still check "never did gay" on the survey?
>>
I'd like to read some non-gay molestation story -_- only three so far
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>>740053929
Agreed
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>>740043547
You're retarded. This is shitty pasta from ages ago. And if I recall correctly the last time someone posted it there was nothing about crossing a line or trying scat but they moved away.
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>>740030575
girls.. mad when you rape them.. sad when you dont.
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>>740053679
I was doing fucked up shit since I was like 8-9. I think molested from than till I was 11 also hung around older guys so I was wanking before puberty and all. Was even wanking and shit. I think I missed out on that part where your growing up and start looking at girls differently. As far as I can remember I was always a horny devil.
It all just seemed normal but I really don't think it made a difference to me. Though shota mommy porn turns me on and I'm not even gay.
What about you? You like shota. Are you gay now?
>>
ok i know many might jack it to this but it really fucked me up as a kid

>Be me 8 years old
>Older sister.. like 13-14
>older sister is crazy..like on meds crazy
>still love and look up to Onee-san~
>sleep in same bed many nights
>sister insists we shower/bathe together frequently
>falling asleep one night
>she takes my hand starts rubbing her pubes
>wtf.jpeg 'w-what are you doing?'
>'This is what happens when you grow up. Do you like how it feels?'
>Takes my fingers and inserts them
>lay there like dead fish not know wth to do
>Next morning in shower she makes me feel her tits
>Hugging me while rubbing my face with tits
>eeeeegh what do i do plz no
>Sister molests me physically and mentally frequently in this manner for years

Im a gay NEET now /b/ :)
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>>740032387

Leslita ftw
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>>740032458

Oldfag here. Don't know how to triforce on mobile.
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>>740032387
ASSTR has been broken for two weeks, no sign anyone's fixing it.
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>>740028925
On child sexuality not being harmful
====================================

Research
--------
Susan Clancy:
http://www.salon.com/2010/01/19/trauma_myth_interview/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Susan_Clancy#The_Trauma_Myth
https://www.ipce.info/library/journal-article/trauma-myth

Rind, Tromovitch, Bauserman:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rind_et_al._controversy
http://www.mhamic.org/rind/
http://blogs.telegraph.co.uk/news/damianthompson/100196502/guardian-paedophiles-are-ordinary-members-of-society-who-need-moral-support/

Other:
http://www.mhamic.org/sources/sandfort.htm
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/comment/10948796/Paedophilia-is-natural-and-normal-for-males.html
http://www.theguardian.com/society/2013/jan/03/paedophilia-bringing-dark-desires-light
https://www.newgon.com/wiki/Research
http://www.ipt-forensics.com/journal/volume16/j16_2.htm

Second-hand harm:
http://www.ipt-forensics.com/journal/volume10/j10_1.htm

Food for thought
----------------
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/French_petition_against_age_of_consent_laws
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sexual_Morality_and_the_Law
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_youngest_birth_mothers
http://www.rushlimbaugh.com/daily/2013/01/07/don_t_pooh_pooh_the_left_s_push_to_normalize_pedophilia
http://human-stupidity.com/stupid-dogma/teenage-sexuality/when-rape-is-not-rape

What about consent?
----------------
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trial_as_an_adult
http://www.cnn.com/2011/09/27/health/transgender-kids/
https://www.google.com/webhp?ie=utf-8&oe=utf-8#q=circumcision+and+consent


Anecdotes
---------
https://www.ipce.info/host/rivas/positive_memories.htm
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>>740054508
On pedophilia not being a disorder
==================================

Research
--------
http://www.sexarchive.info/BIB/pedophilia.htm
http://www.theguardian.com/society/2013/jan/03/paedophilia-bringing-dark-desires-light
http://articles.latimes.com/2013/jan/14/local/la-me-pedophiles-20130115
http://www.rushlimbaugh.com/daily/2013/01/07/don_t_pooh_pooh_the_left_s_push_to_normalize_pedophilia
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/11/01/dsm-pedophilia-mental-disorder-paraphilia_n_4184878.html

On legalizing child pornography
===============================

Research
--------
http://phys.org/news/2010-11-legalizing-child-pornography-linked-sex.html
http://phys.org/news166769376.html
http://human-stupidity.com/stupid-dogma/child-porn-witch-hunt/legal-child-pornography-reduces-child-sex-crimes-milton-diamond-hawaii
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Relationship_between_child_pornography_and_child_sexual_abuse

Food for thought
----------------

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zec7oZUrGg8

http://www.cracked.com/personal-experiences-1658-5-ways-were-making-pedophilia-worse.html

Falkvinge:
https://falkvinge.net/2012/05/23/cynicism-redefined-why-the-copyright-lobby-loves-child-porn/
https://falkvinge.net/2012/09/07/three-reasons-child-porn-must-be-re-legalized-in-the-coming-decade/
https://falkvinge.net/2012/09/11/child-porn-laws-arent-as-bad-as-you-think-theyre-much-much-worse/

human-stupidity.com:
http://human-stupidity.com/irrationality/stupid-dogma/child-porn-witch-hunt
http://human-stupidity.com/stupid-dogma/child-porn-witch-hunt/watching-child-pornography-victimizes-child-voodoo-science

Wikileaks:
http://www.wikileaks.org/wiki/An_insight_into_child_porn


Wikipedia is actually a very good starting point. You may not be able to cite it directly as a source, but it's a credible place to go.
http://www.cnet.com/news/study-wikipedia-as-accurate-as-britannica/
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>>740054193
Worrying about what women feel is the path to pain and insanity.
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>>740036431
>>740049310 read this

>>740038254
Same. My ex went with a down syndrome because she was fucked in the head. They just fuck rougher I guess. Retard strength.
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>>740054508
>>740054561
want to click on this but dont want to end up in a watch list by government
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>>740054204\
>What about you? You like shota.
I do.
Are you gay now?
bi-ish. don't want to kiss or make out but I love getting fucked. Only been with a few guys. Most of my post childhood anal experience is with pegging.
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>>740055133
then view these links through TOR
>>
>Be me, ages 6-9
>Live in big city in an apartment building
>Only two other kids live in building, both older
>One of the kids is a foster child from a Pacific Island country, he's 3 or 4 years older than me
>Don't remember how it started, but he would make me suck his dick
>Eventually he started fucking me in the ass
>I remember one time he had either a little bit of piss or pre-cum on the tip of his dick while he was sitting on the couch with a hard-on
>He said "if you want to get pregnant you need to have this inside of you." referring to the liquid on his dick
>I proceed to sit on his dick and he fucks me in the ass
>Eventually I start fucking him in the ass and getting blow jobs from him
>I remember once at a restaurant with his foster parents he went to the bathroom and I went to
>I was begging for him to suck me off in the stall but he wouldn't
>I put the bubble gum on me dick and showed him and said it'll taste good
>He still wouldn't that time
>We continue to have anal oral sex at his house
>This goes on for years until he was sent back to his family

Has this effected me? Yes. Though I'm not gay I sometimes have the urge to lean over and kiss a man if their face is close to mine. I also enjoy trannies fucking women and prefer slim girls with small tits.
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let an oldfag show you how its done
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let an oldfag show you how its done
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sure are a bunch of homos;
FUCK where are the straight rapes?
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>>740042785
You've posted this story on /hm/ many times. I always bust to it. ty
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>>740056046
Funny.. that's what he said to me the first time..
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>>740056447
>You've posted this story on /hm/ many times. I always bust to it. ty
i've never posted on HM.

If it was posted it wasn't me. Only posted here and in /soc/. Maybe someone screencapped it and it gets reposted?

I'd like a screencap actually.

Glad you came. I like thinking about the good stuff. Being used and manipulated isn't fun but having a sexual outlet in those formative years was great while it lasted. Besides my own kind of shame and self hatred one of the reasons I was so miserable for so long is that I no longer had any outlet. Didn't know how to talk to or engage girls. Didn't know that finding another guy was even an option.

Once I got to be 18 one of the first things I did was go to a porn shop and get some gay, bi and straight porn and a dildo and some lube.

Found out the Gay porn was too gay. The bi porn was ok and the straight porn was good but it's odd to watch some lesbian porn while riding a fake cock.

I was def confused.
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>near encounter with predator
>living with step mom after parents divorced
>living in decent apartments, went on vacation and upon returning there's was severe damage to roof and was still being fixed
>had to stay at motel for some days
>during summer still so was swimming in pool
>step mom not around but other people in pool
>guy probably in late 20s or early 30s with green or blue hair gets in pool and not starts talking to me
>don't be remember conversation but he eventually asks me to come back to his motel room to hang out
>told him some excuse as to why I can't
>he leaves


He definitely wanted some young boy cock and I kind of wish I would have went with him
>>
GODDAMMIT WHY ARE THERE NO HETEROSEXUAL PEDOPHILES
>>
Not a story about me but someone I knew back in the day that was likely molested as a young child based on her behavior when we were kids.

>Be in 8th grade, 13 yo
>Friend is already fucking his 13 yo GF
>They break up, her and I become friends
>She'd come to my house everyday after school
>She would get naked at my house, even if other friends came over, include other dudes and this one chick Christina
>She barely had tits but was super hot
>Would do weird shit like put her legs behind her head while she was naked, showing off her spread pussy and asshole
>I'd do weird shit like put my big toe in her pussy and up her ass
>One day when it was just the two of us she was naked and asked me to teach her how to play guitar
>Since I knew she wasn't a virgin (I was) I said I'd only teach her guitar is she taught me how to have sex
>She said okay
>I was grounded and it was almost time for my mom to come home so I said the first lesson is tomorrow after school
>Tomorrow comes
>She comes over, strips naked per usual, and lays on my bedroom floor with her legs open
>I push my toe inside her a little, she's wet
>I get down on my stomach and start licking her pussy
>Get super hard
>She pulls me up and unbuttons my pants
>Puts my dick in her mouth and starts blowing me
>I'm already close, so I push her down on her back
>She grabs my dick because it's clear I can't find the hole
>She guides my dick inside her
>As soon as she does, I hear my front door open
>Oh fuck! My mom's home from work early and I'm supposed to be grounded
>Quickly pull my pants up
>Tell her to get dressed as I run to lock my door
>My room had a door to the backyard, we run out
>She hops the fence to the front yard and leaves
>I go back into my house and it's not my mom, it's my fucking brother who doesn't know I'm grounded and wouldn't have cared anyways
>I run out of the house looking for her
>Can't find her
>That was the last time she came over and got naked for some reason, never got to hit it.
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>>740036431
wait i am worried bros my current gf was also molested i have not even had sex when i tried to do it she was shaky and was actually pushing my hand away i was like wtf i felt unwanted but she said its because of that
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>>740058003
>GODDAMMIT WHY ARE THERE NO HETEROSEXUAL PEDOPHILES
I think there are but girls don't like to talk about it and there are no girls on the internet and this is /b/ you dumb shit
>>
>>740059106
If this is ur pic
holy fuck you're cute
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>>740059282
Not me, sorry.
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>>740028925
I dated a girl in college who claimed she had been assaulted, but I'm not entirely sure she was telling the truth because she was batshit crazy at times. She claimed to have a flashback of the assault one time when we were hooking up and it killed the mood. Things like that were kind of a fetish when I was an inexperienced shit teenager but I now will actively avoid trying to be with any woman with baggage like that
>>
>>740028925
>be 65
>caregiver touch my catty
>tells me to suck his wee wee
>$
>>
>>740058166
lol sooooooo close
>>
Told this a few times here, parents don't know, very few friends know. It affected me a bit in my early 20s with relationships but I'm over it.
Can't remember exactly what was said, so I'll paraphrase a bit but it all happened
>be 10, look a few years older
>on skiing holiday with my family and another family we know
>catered chalet, guy and french girl cooking for us, both around 25
>guy was cool af, really nice, took us kids out skiing a few times without the parents
>girl a bit quiet but friendly enough. quite pretty I thought
>I get sick one day, say I'm happy to stay at home and play on my gameboy, watch tv
>everyone leaves, on my own for a few hours
>get up from couch, eat a bit of sandwich, feel tired, go to bed
>in bed and chalet girl comes in
>just thought I'd check on you, anon
>holds hand to forhead
>ooh, you're hot, let me get thermometer
>I had stomach bug, not a high temp
>she comes back, I open my mouth
>take your shirt off anon, i'll do it under your arm
>ok whatever I think, she measures under both arms
>she says hmm, thats odd. Roll over for one minute, anon
>she puts a hand on my back
>what
>pulls down my pj shorts, jams it in my ass
>ow wtf
>i try to get up, she holds me down
>she takes out the thermometer and tries to stick a finger in my ass
>i don't clench but I'm fucking 10, my ass isn't that big
>manage to struggle free and I roll over
>what are you doing I say
>just making you feel better, we always take temperature in your bottom
>why were you sticking your finger up it then
>she looks horrified
>did i, I'm so sorry, i didn't mean to
>I'm naive, of course so believe her
>ok but please don't do it again
>my dick's on show this entire time, I pull up my shorts and she watches me do it
>now I'm feeling hot, I'm sweating
>I'm sorry, let me get a cold towel anon, keep your shirt off it'll keep you cool
>ok
>I lay down and catch my breath, she leaves room
>pick up gameboy from bedside table, play for a minute
cont
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>>740060431
>she comes back in just underwear
>here anon, I've brought you something cool. I'm hot as well
>erm ok I say
>she straddles my legs and starts patting my chest with a wet towel
>yeah ok, this feels good
>in hindsight might have been my pre-puberty brain feeling things for the first time
>she pats herself a bit as well
>i'm a bit hot as well, would you make my chest cool as well
>ok whatever, I take the towel and do the same to her
>isnt this fun, anon
>um not really
>well it'll make you feel better
>how will it when I'm patting you
>oh you are cheeky boy she says
>she takes her bra off
>never seen tits before but didn't think anything of it, barely a year ago I'd ran around naked with a girl from school in her garden. Also probably weird in hindsight but i don't think her parents cared
>she puts water all over herself and then lies on me, with her face close to mine
>am i cool anon? does this feel nice?
>yes I guess
>she tries to really softly kiss me on the mouth but i move my head and she just bumps against my cheek
>will you kiss me back, anon
>um why
>it'll make us both feel better
>i only kiss my mom
>she says, not for much longer you're a young man now
>she holds her lips close to mine, I do a quick kiss and recoil
>she starts kissing me all over, she's resting her arms on mine so I can't really move, I just think to myself that maybe if i let her she'll be done soon and she'll go away
>please, kiss me back, she says
>i awkwardly kiss her neck a few times as she moves, not really thinking
>she starts getting more forceful at this point
>leans over me, one of her tits above my face
>suck on my breast, boy
>i look at her confused but she squeezes my arm hard
>i say ow, but she doesn't stop
>quiet or I'll squeeze your arm again
>ok ok
>suck on it for a few seconds then she moves the other one over and i do that one
cont
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>>740060524
>she's probably moaning at this point, I remember thinking that she was making weird sounds but not much else
>moves down, pulls my shorts down to my knees
>i didn't have an erection or anything but I remember her looking at it for what felt like a long time
>kisses my dick a few times
>she takes her hand off my arm but grabs my leg, squeezing it hard but not hurting me yet
>lie still and stay quiet she says
>i'm not crying at this point but I'm feeling a bit scared
>she takes off her underwear and then pulls my shorts off all the way
>she does a sexy sort of crawl up the bed, kissing my body as she goes up
>kisses me on the mouth again, this time for a long time and i don't recoil
>she grabs my arms again and moves them above my head
>starts grinding on my dick
>it kinda hurt, it wasn't erect and it was just sort of getting squashed around underneath her
>she does this for a while, i'm trying not to cry but my eyes get tears in them
>after a few minutes she'd obviously had enough
>kisses me a few more times, saying to me, didn't that feel good
>ends with, if you tell your parents or anyone about this i might get fired and then I'd have to hurt you
>gets up, throws my clothes at me and tells me to get dressed
>she leaves, i hear her get dressed and then the main door slams a few minutes later
>i sit naked for a bit, eventually just pull covers up and turn on my gameboy and play until parents come back
>she turns up later and acts all normal, doesn't look at me and ignores me more
>i demand to go out skiing the next day even though i still don't feel well, ask to stay with parents but don't say anything
>end of the week comes, we go home
think i blocked it out for a long time. came back to mind in my teens and freaked me out. Was only went i got to my 20s that i could really remember it all.
Well, hope someone fapped to this
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