Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes,

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Bump with a schizo doodle

wanna fug?

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>>739883556
>wanna fug?
I don't even know you, anon.

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>>739883630
what does knowing someone even entails

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>>739883992
>what does knowing someone even entails
It just entails knowing them...?
I don't even know if you're a boi or a grill
I don't fug bois.

What symptoms of schizophrenia do you experience? How can you tell a memory was reality or just your mind making it up?

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>>739884182
>What symptoms of schizophrenia do you experience?
The most common ones are:
Visual hallucinations (these happen primarily when I'm psychotic, not day-to-day)
Auditory Hallucinations (daily)
Delusions, they come and go but I always retain the belief that it's real, even if I know it's not.
Extreme attack of paranoia and anxiety.

>How can you tell a memory was reality or just your mind making it up?
That's a really difficult question to answer. Sometimes I can't tell. For instance, I'll hear someone I'm with say something when they didn't, I won't know they didn't say it unless they tell me.

>>739884484
When did you find out you had schizophrenia? Do you take meds for it or therapy or anything like that?

what do you do for fun?

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>>739883065
Which schitzo is posting this time?

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>>739884687
>When did you find out you had schizophrenia?
About 4 years ago, 21 years of age roughly.
>Do you take meds for it
Negative, I avoid all medication even for simple things like headaches.
>therapy or anything like that?
I did therapy for a few months and got tired of hearing all the stuff I already knew.
>>739884792
>what do you do for fun?

>implying anything is fun
I play vidya, watch shit on youtube, and post on /b/. None of which, mind you, is fun.

How long have you been on this board?

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>>739884951
>Which schitzo is posting this time?
Are there others?
People refer to me as "SchizOP", you can tell me apart by my incessant Shinobu avatarfagging.
>>739885141
>How long have you been on this board?
I think it's been something like 7 or 8 years?

>>739883065
Why are you such a fegget?
Why havent killed yourself yet?

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>>739885272
I've missed you, anon.
>Why are you such a fegget?
Why not?
>Why havent killed yourself yet?
Don't feel like it.

when you hear voices, do you physically hear them, like out loud? Or is there just a lot of people talking in your head essentially? Always wondered. Also have you ever tried dosing yourself with cocaine? .05g - .1g at a time

>>739884484
What do you seen in these hallucinations?

>>739883065
What vidyas do you play?and does schizophrenia mess with your gaming experience?

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>>739885394
>when you hear voices, do you physically hear them, like out loud?
Yes, and no. It's extremely hard to put it into words how they sound.
It's like someone talking inside my head, but it sounds like it's coming from outside my head. It's like the sound originated outside of my head. I hope that makes sense.
(I know it doesn't.)
>Also have you ever tried dosing yourself with cocaine?
I've done a very small amount of cocaine, maybe like a 0.2g, I didn't like how it felt.
>>739885410
>What do you seen in these hallucinations?
The most common ones are a tall "shadowy" black lumbering figure that wears a trench coat. Where his eyes should be are two holes that seem to just eat all the light.
I also see random shit like spiders, snakes and the likes.
And disembodied heads, usually floating in windows.

Did the hallucinations and whatnot start at 21 or was it just that you realized something wasn't right once you were 21?

>>739885239
But i mean, as a schitzo, which schitzo is posting?

>>739885366
Havent seen you in a while how hace you been

>>739885974
It doesn't work that way. Educate yourself.

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>>739885661
>What vidyas do you play?
Recently I've been playing this little indie roguelike called Axu, I've also started playing LoL again more (fucking kill me) and 7 Days 2 Die.
>does schizophrenia mess with your gaming experience?
It can make it very hard to focus, sometimes my vision gets fuzzy and wavy when I'm playing and my arms feel like they're going to fall off.
>>739885867
>Did the hallucinations and whatnot start at 21
I'm pretty sure the hallucinations have been around since I was a child.
>or was it just that you realized something wasn't right once you were 21
That's the gist of it, I've always known something was off about me. But I never really knew what.
>>739885974
>But i mean, as a schitzo, which schitzo is posting?
Anon, I have Schizo, not Dissociative Identity Disorder.
>>739885983
>Havent seen you in a while
I had to disappear for a while.
>how hace you been
Okay, I suppose, not good, not bad.
How've you been?

i see you are also a man of culture, posting shinobu reacts. What did you think of the new Kizu movie?

>>739883065
What vidyas do you play?and does schizophrenia mess with your gaming experience?

>>739886248
Yeah I play LoL the toxicity is crazy in that game

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>>739886438
>i see you are also a man of culture
I guess you could say that?
>What did you think of the new Kizu movie?
I haven't watched any Monogatari's since Otori came out.
>>739886460
>Yeah I play LoL the toxicity is crazy in that game
That's every online game/forum.

>>739886667
aw man you gotta catch up you're missing some really good stuff. Have you read the LN?

>>739885816
Thanks for the answers. I think I know exactly what you mean with the voices, but obviously can't say for sure. Have a great day!

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>>739886829
>aw man you gotta catch up you're missing some really good stuff
I've just been waiting for everything to be released.
>Have you read the LN?
>reading
mfw

Are you productive?

Do you think it's wise to share?

>>739886961
Oh fair enough haha. Would imagine reading might be a struggle. Do you having experience using psychedelics?

>>739885816
Google Carl Jungs Theory on THE SHADOW.

Should help you put the looming panic at a distance. If you need any help with that. Seems like you've got most of this down.

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>>739886930
>Thanks for the answers
You're welcome
>Have a great day!
Thanks, you too, anon.
>>739887046
>Are you productive?
Nope, haven't been productive in about 2.5 years.
>Do you think it's wise to share?
It all depends, sometimes it is, sometimes it isn't.
>>739887123
>Would imagine reading might be a struggle
Reading is actually very difficult. black letters on white paper really fucks with my eyes, I had to change my 4chin style to Tomorrow (the best style, mind you) for that reason.
>Do you having experience using psychedelics?
The only drugs I've used are weed and cocaine.
I want to try LSD some time in the future though.
>>739887300
>Google Carl Jungs Theory on THE SHADOW.
I think I may have heard of it, I'll give it a look though.
I do enjoy Jung.

Do you also experience paranoia or psychosis?

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>>739883065
Have you ever been to a behavioral health facility? I work security here and schizophrenics are my least favorite patients next to (real) bipolar/anxiety patients.

They are the most delusional and combative.

>>739887546
I'd be interested in hearing your experience with lsd if you ever trip. I've never read reports of someone with schizophrenia taking acid or mushrooms.

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Yo! DiD bro here. I thought about you every now and then, not sure why. I think it was just nice to confide in someone about my, psychosis I guess. I got more art, if you're interested.

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>>739887608
>Do you also experience paranoia or psychosis?
Yes, I experience the both of them. The paranoia get worse with psychosis, and I have psychotic breaks every few months (sometimes every few weeks)
>>739887750
>Have you ever been to a behavioral health facility?
Negative. I have done everything I can to avoid them.
>schizophrenics are my least favorite patients
I can see why. If they're at the point where they have to be hospitalized, they're going to be a huge pain in the ass to deal with.
>>739887807
>I'd be interested in hearing your experience with lsd if you ever trip
I'll probably post about it in one of these threads if I ever do it.
>I've never read reports of someone with schizophrenia taking acid or mushrooms.
I've had Schizo friends tell me about their trips, they explain it like a really long "looping" dream. They get caught in thoughts that just keep looping and looping and it influences their hallucinations.
Loops are a common "symptom" if you will, of Schizo, I'm guessing the drug amplifies it.

>>739884484
the voides are real dumbass
they have shown you their powers
your not sick
no one else will understand
you are joining the family.

>>739883065
>Ask a Schizophrenic
>The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
>Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

>>739888154
Loops are rough. I guess you just have to roll with it though even if it's out of your control.

Thanks for answering these questions btw, really interesting in hearing what you have to say.

Part of me has been worried I have schizophrenia, but honestly I almost never experience visual hallucinations and only when I'm stressed get auditory hallucinations (if they actually are hallucinations, it's just footsteps and doors opening/closing)

I'm seeing a therapist so hopefully I figure it out. Could you elaborate on some of the less common symptoms you get or how you realized it was schizo and not some other disorder?

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>>739888065
>Yo! DiD bro here.
Hiya!
It's been a while, hopefully, life hasn't been too rough for you.
>I think it was just nice to confide in someone about my, psychosis I guess
I can understand that.
>I got more art, if you're interested.
I do love some arts.
>>739888259
Uhhh, okay?
>>739888263
You may believe what you will, anon.
>>739888290
>Loops are rough
Extremely, especially negative loops. Being stuck in a thought you cannot stand is probably one of the worst things about Schizo, I'd say.
I can take the hallucinations, the delusions, all that shit. But, having a thought forced into my head like that, that's just unfair.

>>739888567
Does changing the scenery or what you're doing help get you out of a loop? This is really useful for tripping but don't know if it pertains in your case.

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>Avatarfagging this bad

MODS !?!?

>>739889148
buddy

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>>739888537
>Thanks for answering these questions btw
No problem, anon.
>Part of me has been worried I have schizophrenia
If you're worried you have it, then it's probably not very likely that you do. That's not to say that you don't, but being aware of something like that is very, very uncommon.
>I'm seeing a therapist so hopefully I figure it out.
I hope everything gets sorted out, best of luck.

>Could you elaborate on some of the less common symptoms
That's a really vague question.
>or how you realized it was schizo and not some other disorder?
I saw a psychologis
t>>739888758
>Does changing the scenery or what you're doing help get you out of a loop?
Nothing helps.
>>739889148
>MODS !?!?
The mods can't save you now!

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>>739883065
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>kakaka

>>739889421
Hope something will help one day. Have a nice night anon, nice talking to you.

Have you or will you ever fuck a dog?

>>739883065
Shinobu has a dick a big one

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>>739889860
Ooh, a picture I don't have!
>>739889864
>Hope something will help one day
Thanks anon.
>Have a nice night anon
Take it easy.
>>739889918
>Have you or will you ever fuck a dog?
muh dick is too fat to fit.

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>>739890000
>Shinobu has a dick a big one
Blasphemy.

Bumb

>>739890533
Stop.

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>>739890746
You stop

everyone has forced thoughts. when you accept them and analyse them they will go away as you experiment new things in life.

try "looping" math instead. it is hard work but it will make your logic/reasoning center work overtime

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>>739888567
This one isn't colored yet, but I'll get there once I'm confident. Unfortunately things have been really painful recently. I can't go into too much detail, just because there's too much to explain, but I'll try. About a year ago, I was in a relationship with a girl who I can only describe as perfect. I love her so much. I can't explain in words how she makes me feel, but whenever she crosses my mind I get lost in her memory. There are no words that could describe how beautiful she is, and she was such a drastic contrast to the horrible environment we live in. I'm sure religions were founded over people like her. We had the most pure love you could imagine. We just cared for each other and all we needed was to be together. Things ended violently. Her father was abusive, and curb stomped me until my skull cracked. That's why the right eye in the last picture is scarred. I hadn't let anyone beat me like that since it was my father years ago, but I knew if he had a scratch on him I would've been in jail. I still want to dig my thumbs in his eyes and slam his skull into the floor until he bleeds out. I saw her for the second time since then two days ago. I left asap because she was with her mother and sister. I can't hurt her any more. I just die a little bit more every time I have to pretend I don't love her.

TITS or gtfo

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>>739890944
>everyone has forced thoughts.
Sure, most people also hallucinate.
But it doesn't plague the average person, it's just something that happens every now and then. It doesn't affect them daily.
>when you accept them and analyse them they will go away
That is just untrue. Analyzing them only makes them worse. Thinking about other things makes it worse, thinking about them more makes them worse.
>try "looping" math instead
What does that even mean?

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>>739883065
Wanna see my 3inch pickle?

>>739891412
Thoughts form as you go through reality. If you take a math class for example, than this will create memories. You can give those memories like dog bones to your mind to "loop on them".

Have you read "the power of now"?

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>>739891275
>This one isn't colored yet, but I'll get there once I'm confident
I like how that looks. It reminds me of some abstract dildo or something. Looks really neat. Do share it again when it's colored.
>Unfortunately things have been really painful recently.
Sorry to hear that.
>Her father was abusive, and curb stomped me until my skull cracked
How old is she? If she is abused you should do whatever you can to get her out of there.
Honestly, I wouldn't be able to restrain myself in that situation, I'd wind up murdering the guy. In the most gruesome way possible.
I really hope everything works out for you, that's rough.
>>739891714
>Wanna see my 3inch pickle?
No.

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>>739891971
Pls

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>>739891901
> You can give those memories like dog bones to your mind to "loop on them".
That is, unfortunately, not how it works. I do not have control over what "loops".

>Have you read "the power of now"?
I have not, but I do enjoy Tolle's lectures.
>>739892105
>Pls
I can't stop you from posting it, but I don't want to see it.

If you've been posting 7-8 years YOU KNOW THE RULES OF /b/... TITS OR GTFO!

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>>739892195
All your my fren

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>>739892392
Don't tell me what to do.
>>739892455
To what end

do you feel emotion?

>>739890036
What about a male dog?

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>>739892755
>do you feel emotion?
Is anxiety an emotion?
>>739892820
>What about a male dog?
Nope. I've played with doggy dick tho.

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>>739892573
Dunno you can fap to it if you want
Is not a qt dick?

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>>739892930
>Dunno you can fap to it if you want
I'll pass, thanks for the offer though.
>Is not a qt dick?
Hell if I know.

good to talk to you. please take care!

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>>739893233
>good to talk to you
Glad you enjoyed it.
>please take care!
You too, anon. Catch you around.

>>739891971
I have more pictures, but I'll have to fetch them from another SD card. Maybe next time. I promise I tried to do everything I could to get her out after that, but those cases in my area don't ever work out. I called CPS, which I should have known wouldn't work, but it was all I had to try and help her. "Somehow" nothing came of it. It also doesn't help that she was about to turn 18 so they wouldn't have bothered if they cared enough to help in the first place. I was written as the victim in the police report (after I was carried away bleeding in cuffs) so I tried to press charges, but I realized that it wasn't going to work in court here, and trying was only going to hurt her even more so I dropped them (the police fucked up our names in the first report, discredited me in the second one for making them fix it, and didn't serve him for a month and a half. I dropped them before he was served) The only reason I was able to control myself was because of Death Wish (My primary Alter) Either I killed him there and never saw her again, or I play into his superiority complex and have a chance at connecting with her later. It was just as hard as you think. My life changed that night.

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>>739893509
Damn, that's really rough.
The police and the CPS sound like total shitlords where you're from. I'm sure it'll get better, it always does.

OP is a cunt. No TITS... MODS!!!! this bitch is breaking rules. Kill the nigger.

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>>739894984
What are you on about anon?

>>739883065

what's it like to be schizophrenic? like literally wat does it feel like.

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>>739895247
>like literally wat does it feel like
I guess you're referring to being psychotic?
The best way I can say it is; it feels like a dream. Everything real feels fake, and everything fake feels real

>>739894384
They say that when people die, their energy doesn't go away, it transfers. I think we both died that night. I had DiD before then, but it hadn't developed enough for me to know what was happening. It was just me and Death Wish my whole life, but I ended up in horrible situations so often that he was tightly interlocked with me. Like, I had all the signs and I definitely was shifting for my whole life, but I had no idea that it was DiD because all the symptoms had other reasonable explanations. That's why I considered it "non-intrusive" earlier. My memory was always bad, when I was in a dangerous situation I was just "adapting," I never could sleep, my handwriting varied because I wrote Graff. I had an answer for everything. Until about half a year after that, when I was in a lot of pain, watching Fight Club, and I realized that Death Wish was more than just an idea. Later came Rose, to comfort me. I think that's what Cynthia gave me that night. I know it sounds fucking crazy, but she left such a mark on me that it feels natural to have her as a part of me now. And with that, maybe I'm a part of her in some way too, because we both died that night.

Have you ever interacted with your hallucinatoions? If yes, what happened?
Is the voided-eyed lumber recurrent in your life? Could you expand on him?

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This may be my last post, I'm playing some vidya now. I'll catch you guys later if the thread 404s

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>>739883065
could you please tell me what a Schizophrenic is i'm to lazy to google it and i'm gaming ain't cant stop playing

>>739883065
What do you do for a job, if you have one

>>739896145
DiD bro here. I hope we get to chat again some time. You helped me a lot when I first started learning about DiD, and I haven't really gotten the opportunity to talk about my condition or any of the other things I've been struggling with otherwise, so I just want to say thank you. Stay up homie.

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>>739895438
I'm still here, just having trouble keeping my thoughts in order.

>>739896264
Nigger

How does schizophrenia affect your relationships? Mainly referring to partners there.
How open are you with people about having schizophrenia?

>>739883992
eye contact.

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>>739898017
>How does schizophrenia affect your relationships?
I don't have any.
>How open are you with people about having schizophrenia?
Not very open at all.

>>739883065
Are you an aggressive schizophrenic?
I lived with my exs dad for a year who was an aggressive schitzo killer maniac.
He was a fucking dick, Always had to be the center of attention, threatened people on a daily basis, also he had a gun.
Yeah, a fucking GUN. A 45. Almost shot his wife right in front of me. And when ge wasnt on his medication? Ooooohh boyy.
That shit was crazy as hell. Screaming at his hallucinations, shitting on my bed, throwing the dog across the kitchen, banging his head against the wall, cutting himself, almost ate a live cat but my ex stopped him, harsssing the neighborhood, and trying to leave the house naked. Did I forget to mention he was a 6 foot 325 pound tattooed super strength fucker? Ive seen him literally lift the side of a car off the ground and also punch this guy in the face one time. ONE time and the whole side if his face caved in. Eyeball popping out and all.
Are you this kind of schizophrenic, or the more self controlled type

>>739883065
are you trans?

How much do you weigh?

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>>739896416
>What do you do for a job, if you have one
I don't.
>>739895790
>Have you ever interacted with your hallucinatoions?
Not the visual ones, no.
>If yes, what happened?
I just talk to the auditory ones.
>Is the voided-eyed lumber recurrent in your life?
Yes, he's been around for a long time.
>Could you expand on him?
too vague, can you be more specific?

>>739897707
It's all hood, do your thing. I just wanted to say thanks before you left. Yo, have you seen Mr. Robot? The main character had DiD (he talks to the audience). Without spoilers, at some point someone says to him something like "You can't just talk to me out loud in public. I recommend you get a Bluetooth, that way you don't sound crazy, you'll just be the local douche!" I don't have one yet but it's a great idea. I don't know if it would help you at all, because your breaks are probably a lot more intense, but I thought I should mention it anyway.

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>>739898782
>Are you an aggressive schizophrenic?
I'm fairly passive unless someone pushes my buttons and then does not listen to the warnings.
That being said; I do enjoy causing pain to things. I always have for some reason.

>And when ge wasnt on his medication? Ooooohh boyy.
Jesus christ, sounds like the guy had more wrong with him than Schizo.

>Are you this kind of schizophrenic, or the more self controlled type
I try to exercise self-control.
>>739899331
>I just wanted to say thanks before you left.
You're welcome.
>have you seen Mr. Robot?
Maybe? It looks familiar. I'll have a look at it later one.

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>>739898782
Yeah, thats usually the norm for highly paranoid aggressive schizophrenic people.

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>>739899610

>I do enjoy causing pain to things.

You should really kill yourself

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>>739899331
Forgot this part
>I don't know if it would help you at all, because your breaks are probably a lot more intense, but I thought I should mention it anyway.
I don't talk to myself in public (usually). I do it in my head. It's something I learned to do at a young age, as I've always talked to "myself".

>tfw the only two questions i actually cared about ITT were ignored
>will never know if OP is a fat trans or not

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>>739899826
>You should really kill yourself
triggered
>>739899934
I'm not trans. I didn't ignore any, I just missed them. I'll get to them later.

>>739899610
Probably more wrong with him.
Before I moved out he found out I was fucking his daughter my ex, took me in the backyard, pulled his gun out, never had I seen that look of pure psychotic fucked up craziness before, he grinded his teeth, and shot at me. The bullet whizzed right by my ear. Made it ring for a while after. Then, he just smiled and went back inside and chain smoked cigarettes.

What are your fetishes?

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>>739900128

Sure buddy, at the end of the day i have a perfectly sane brain you dont :^)

Are the hallucinations random or do they occur in a pattern Ex:
>when I'm stressed I often receive more auditory hallucinations

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Do you like feet?

>>739900295
You probably don't either tbh shitposting on /b/ at this time of day :^)

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>>739900295
Your a fucking cunt. I hope schizo anon finds you, rips you out of your bed, eats all your fingers and balls, shits in your mouth, grinds you up, makes you into chili and feeds your whole family.

>>739899168
>too vague, can you be more specific?

What does he do besides being there? Do you have any story to tell that hes involved?
Coming back to the first subject i asked about, are you afraid of the visual hallucinations? Why you dont interact with them?

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>>739900219
dude sounds like a total nutjob
>>739900261
>What are your fetishes?
Giving pain/pleasure,beast,furry,loli
>>739900295
>Sure buddy, at the end of the day i have a perfectly sane brain you dont :^)
I would argue my brain works better than yours.

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>>739900856

>I would argue my brain works better than yours

>IS A FURRY.

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>>739900856
Who doesnt like loli?
Are you afraid of the dark?
My exs dad used to sit in the pitch black darkness, laugh, and talk to the shadow people

>>739888154
I'm not even shiz and I can tell you anybody could get loops

Shit will make acid a picnic

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>>739900366
>Are the hallucinations random or do they occur in a pattern Ex:
There is no real pattern, but they are more common under stress.
>>739900549
>Do you like feet?
They're okay, I don't dislike them.
>>739900674
>What does he do besides being there?
That's really it. Just stands there and stares.
>Coming back to the first subject i asked about, are you afraid of the visual hallucinations?
Nope, they have startled me, but I'm not afraid of them
>Why you dont interact with them?
I'm not able to.

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>>739883065
I need a you, havent godded one all day -_-'

>>739899610
DiD bro here. So, you have that thing where you like hurting people too? That's crazy! I mean, I know that I was always capable of apathy, but I thought actual violent tendencies were just due to circumstance. I do my best to maintain control, but sometimes I really struggle to not get violent. Even then I fantasize. On top of that, Death Wish is a sociopath, so whenever I lie (which is most of the time, I need to hide myself) I'm surprisingly competent at controlling situations. Anyways, unless I shift, almost all conversation with my voices go on in my head or on paper, but if I had a Bluetooth I wouldn't have to worry about hiding in public, you know? I can openly talk if need be, and that could be useful.

>>739883065
Why keep coming here every week?

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>>739901114
Get on my level nerd
>>739901245
>Are you afraid of the dark?
No, I'm quite comfortable in the dark actually.
I used to shower in the dark, and poop in the dark.
>>739901334
>I'm not even shiz and I can tell you anybody could get loops
I think they're worse for schizos though, like the schizo bleeds into the acid

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>>739901502
>I need a you, havent godded one all day -_-'
What's that supposed to mean?
>>739901583
>So, you have that thing where you like hurting people too?
I do, I've always really liked causing pain to things ever since I was young.
>I can openly talk if need be, and that could be useful.
That is true, you could just talk to yourself and say fuck everyone else. That's what I do if I talk in public.
>>739901589
>Why keep coming here every week?
I haven't posted in well over a week.

>>739884140
Not fucking bois what a fag

Can you actually "interact" with the voices you hear? Like establishing a conversation or something

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>>739899111
>How much do you weigh?
115 LB
>>739898938
>are you trans?
Nope
>>739902298
Nice meme dude-o.
>>739902315
>Can you actually "interact" with the voices you hear?
Yes, I am able to have full conversations with them, that can span hours.
I often use them for an "outside" perspective on things, they notice things I won't.

>>739902475
Do the voices ever repeat things over and over?

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>>739902643
>Do the voices ever repeat things over and over?
All.
The.
Time.

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>>739902475
Whats the most fucked up scary hallucination you've had? Im not schizo but have sleep paralysis, and saw a shadow person. Stood right in my doorway and I couldnt move. It took all my strength to roll off the bed and I woke up. Shit still haunts me to this day.

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>>739883065
I'm schizophrenic as well. I would normally call you an attention-seeking faggot, but you have good enough taste to post Shinobu, so I'll cut you some slack.

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>>739902978
>Whats the most fucked up scary hallucination you've had?
I've never really had any fucked up ones. But the scary ones are usually like something crawling on me, like a snek or a spider.
>>739903130
>but you have good enough taste to post Shinobu
Shinobu a best
>so I'll cut you some slack.
Thanks anon.

>>739902240
Well yeah, I could do that but I'm sure you know how it is. If I don't care about anyone around me then it doesn't matter. Other times it's just more advantageous to look normal. And if I'm with anyone I care about then I need to either hide myself or plead my sanity correctly. It's like writing a character. The audience doesn't need to agree with everything they do, they just need to understand why they do it. If they like or understand me enough, then I can share that part of me, but getting to that point is difficult and requires a lot of care.

>>739903285
what are the signs of becoming one?

>>739903285
what do you think of headmates?

>>739902978
>>739903285
yeah have you ever had sleep paralysis op?
I've had it but unlike this anon i get the more generic thing-on-chest shit, gets real godawful sometimes

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>>739903574
>Other times it's just more advantageous to look normal
Yea I know what you mean.
>>739903701
>what are the signs of becoming one?
too many for me to list
>>739903771
>what do you think of headmates?
What're those
>>739903794
>yeah have you ever had sleep paralysis op?
Nope. I"ve tried to induce it too.