No feels thread, give me your saddest shit /b/ the shit that

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>>738831790
Don't feel like typing much, but I'll post feels pics

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>>738831995
I can't sleep op. How are you doing?

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>>738832297
Anyone else?

>>738831790
The day /4/chan shuts down, that is enough to make even the most desensitized of grown/battle-hardened/abused during childhood/lost everything/ man.

>>738832523
I would sure miss you fuckers.

>be married for a couple years
>super happy and care free
>nothing bad can ever happen
>get drunk
>end up fingering sleeping friend
>friend wakes up a little
>stop fingering her cuz she looks unhappy
>10 years later still haven't told wife
>think about it almost every day
>depression and anxiety rule my life
>wife thinks I'll just get over it
>doctor tells me I need therapy
>if go to therapy is only to talk about the incident
>the incident where I raped a girl and cheated on my wife
>taking this to the grave
>girl has kid with brother in law
>have to see her a few times a year
>kid is constant reminder of her
>can't smoke hella weed cuz anxiety
>can drink to numb the pain
>only 32, still got lots of life left
>this backpack of sadness hurts
>all my fault
>can't blame anyone but me
>am piece of shit

>>738832063
Wow. That's fucked. lol

>>738832297
>you loved me. i love you still.
literally crying.

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>>738832712
You made a mistake anon. The past is called the past for a reason.

>backpack of sadness

Wow man. I love that

I'm a delusional schizoid and have obsessive love for certain famous people. It's caused lots of depresso in my life bc I'll never have them, and a part of me knows it's very retarded and that doesn't help. my psychopathy worsens by the day and I'm afraid all my various mental disorders besides the delusions and schizo is leading to full psychosis. not really sad now that I write this, just dumb and cringe

>>738833046
Thanks man.. I try to tell myself I'm a totally different person and to an extent I am.

Its good to hear some kind words sometimes, especially since I can't tell anyone about this irl.

i feel nothing, but i do.
i can't cry, why can't i let it out? i can only be sad in my head, but never show it in any physical form.
why?
why can't i just be free from what is being trapped in my mind?
i ask "why me" but realize that i haven't ended my life yet, maybe that's why. maybe life thinks i can handle this until the end, but forgot that i can create the end myself...

>>738833576
You just can't dwell on the things that you can't change. I can't say if I would ever tell my GF if I did something like that. Just do the best you can to be the best you can.

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>>738834285
I read these in Tom Waits voice..

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>Be Trailer Trash Loser Anon
>Trailer Park have Cats
>Cat's Own Park
>Trailer Cat Slut has like, all the baby cats.
>Fuckin slut.
>Adopt several slut cats' cats.
>MFW Slut cat has terminal genes.
>She lives, but 99% of her cats die.
>All cats I adopt die young.
>Terminal cats shitting Spaghetti all over the place.
>Stupid fucking nigger slut cat.

>>738832665
I'd go crazy without you fuckers. I for the life of me can't remember what I did before this website. /b/ is there for me whenever I want to talk, whatever I want to talk about, and they can make me laugh on my worst day, even about the horrible thoughts that I can't force past my lips but readily drip out of my fingertips. /b/ is there for me even after my friends stopped inviting me to stuff because "nobody wants to put up with your shit Anon. It gets tiring after a while." I only blacked out twice man, like they're all so perfect. I'm not happy that 5 of them tried to fuck each other behind my back, or that not one but TWO pairings wont attend parties if the other is there, this is why I didn't let you fuck each other for 6 years, because the last group I was a part of went belly-up as soon as that happened and maybe Anon knows what he's talking about. I'm sick of the "best friend" game because there's always a loser, and I'm sick of not getting texts back, I'm sick of them thinking I'm nothing but a clown, I'm sick of Mr. Holier than thou driving off and leaving me in the snow on New Years when I told him I'd be five minutes. I'm sick of them not telling me about Skype saturdays and I'm just sick of them, all of them. I really deserve better but this is the second time this has happened with a group and I wonder if I should just settle. You are my real friend, Anonymous. okay thanks for reading my blogpost, don't forget to like share and subscribe

>>738832031
This seems like a typical case of narcissism; "I loved you", "so honest", "unselfish", "unconditional", and more selfish wittering. A pic full of red flags, never date with a person that acts like this. It's all about themselves and the smallest critique will turn into a cat fight.

>>738832090
Lonely isn't even negative per se.

This thread: TL;DR

>>738833632
This makes me so angry. Holy shit.

/b/ has gotten soft.

>>738834540
I want to rage but I cant say anything without spoilers. Okay how about: how dare she? You can't say you love a person and then do that. Why don't you just mail them a knife that says "insert into upper left chest, between ribs 2 and 3"

Anyone here know the exact point they realized no one liked them? I'll start

> be me in 6th grade
> nearly summer break
> everyone signing yearbooks
> get a few signatures from few friends
> leave yearbook on counter to use bathroom
> when I come back some girl is writing in it
> brief flutter of hope in my heart
> go up and look
> it's a phone number
> say thanks to her
> "wait anon, this is YOUR book?"
> proceeds to scratch out number and shoves book at me
> "dont trick people like that you creep"
> too awkward to explain myself
> leave and sit in the hallway

>>738833739
Instead of ending the creation, forge it, shape it, bend it to be of your own volition.

Reaping and Sowing. A saying all who farm should know. When you plant a seed, and you nurture it, protect it, and help it grow, it will soon sprout with the fruits of its labor. It has no choice.

There will be weeds, by god will there be weeds, but you know what they do with weeds? They pluck them, make new room to plant more seeds.

Think positive, anon. Nurture your seed, and it will have no choice but to grow.

>>738834742
I'll be your friend anon.

The older you get, the less friends you have. They're better friends though. I'm 30, and I have like, 3 friends. Best people in my life though, and I am sure they'd say the same for me.

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>>738834540
Man, I didn't need these feels.

>>738834852
I have to agree, but I just posted it. I didn't make it. I love the quote at the bottom though.

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>>738835730
Similar situation
>be me in 6th grade
>transferred to 4th school
>parents make me have bowl cut
>have very unique name
>teacher makes me stand in front of class
>makes a pun out of my name calling me worthless
>everyone laughs
>sit down, teacher hates me and everyone hates me
>hear a girls name between the voices
>wanted to ask if she could get a pencil i dropped
>"hey, jessica"
>turns around and tells me loudly
>"who told you my name? Dont talk to me!!"
>two weeks go by, no friends. Bullying gets worse
>by a miracle they moved me to new class without asking
>people hate me there too since i was switched with popular girl
>broke my heart, and i eventually made friends
>from that point i swore to always ask new kids or people sitting alone to eat or chat with me or my friends
>hate imagining the feeling of being alone or excluded on purpose

>>738836296
I got 2 real good friends - one in the next state, and one who has been on radio silence for literally 7 years and can't into technology, so I cant skype him, even his parents don't know how to contact him, so I usually just show up at his doorstep once a year. His roomate wouldnt let me in last time though, and I won't have the money to visit him because SOMEBODY stole my last 25$. Doesn't matter anyway I'm starting a new job so goodbye social life, if you could even call drunkposting a social life.

I feel like those blackouts are the reason everyone split up, even though I know its just us growing up. ...Right? Its been 3 years and nobody will tell me what I said when I was fucking zonked out on risperdone, other than some stuff about the CIA and rapist unicorns. They "used to look up to me" as their party leader, and now I'm just the crazy guy and Holier than thou is the leader. I can tell HTT is afraid of me, his voice gets tight when he's hiding stuff. Anyway, the moral of the story is: don't get Serotonin Syndrome.

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>>738832090
These Always hits me,

>>738836508
ouch

>>738834403
This story is proof that meeting the right person is the worst thing that can ever happen to a person.

"How to destroy a man - give him precisely what his heart desires." - Dr. Doom

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>>738834540
>that ending

>>738838324
Long read but worth it

I'm off to bed folks. Have to work in 4 hours. Gnight bros