I'm addicted /b/. A mixed race spic needs help. I can't

>>738718594
Seriously? On LEAN???

If that is the absolute worst you've faced OP, either quit it and deal with it, or find a different addiction. If nothing else, give amphetamines a try, because at least they make you productive before they eventually make you a zombie like opiates do.

If you can't quit and you refuse to find psychiatric help, you should really consider another means of 'medicating' yourself. I'm addicted to amphetamines but I'm also a fucking prodigy and if there's any advice I can give it is to pick your addictions wisely.

Smoke meth. Cheaper than opiates, helps cut your withdrawal, and you wake up feeling refreshed after 3 hours.

>>738718895
>I'm a fucking prodigy
No, you're a fucking junkie.

Kratom - get some red Maeng da and eat a teaspoon of it

Get serious help. Chances are if you work at a company that pays that well they have legit counseling and addiction-breaking therapy options that won't cause you to lose your job.

>>738718895
OP here. It's impossible to quit, though. I've tried and tried and I can't take the death pain. I've crawled before to the kitchen to drink it because I was in my room. My Fiance moved in when I proposed and I wake up at 2:55am every single morning to workout and then drink bo. I can't lose her and I'm losing my independence because of this dumb drink.

smonk the devil's lettuce my dude

>>738718594
Have you thought about not thinking about it?

>>738719645
Over 200k a year, you've already done so well in life. Don't let a stupid fucking drug stop that.

>>738719645
Listen here faggot, you came asking for help and you shoot down everyone and say its impossible so fuck you. Just kys and be done with it you worthless fucking faggot piece of shit. I mean, how weak and retarded does a person have to be to get addicted to a fucking nigger drink to the point of wrecking his entire life?

Fuck. I hate people like you.

You just gotta get off it bro. Lean addiction's gonna make you fat as fuck. You can either get professional help, or try it yourself. Try smoking weed to help with withdrawals.

>>738719661
OP again. I do. Every single day. She gets annoyed at the smell but tolerates it (thank god) but she said she won't put up with my bo addiction. I have to bring it to work in my reusable styrofoam looking cup every single day because I get so jittery and uneasy.

I can't deal with it anymore. She made it clear today that I have to kill my addiction or she's going to leave for good. She's a very rare, beautiful girl and I can't afford to lose her. She takes such good care of the apartment and feeds me every single day since I proposed, she's willing to have sex (lost her virginity) and we have the best, most romantic sex on earth every time she's not ovulating.

As I'm writing this, I'm drinking it. It's 10:40pm here in California and I've been sipping since 3am today.

>>738719094
Can't force you to be productive mate, but I promise you'll feel better when you do.

>>738719645
It's no easy path OP. Drugs can be a hurdle just as much as a catalyst. I know it's hard to supress the urge to just a weekend thing, but nothing will ever make you genuinely happy if you can't get past making one stagnant thing the main focus of your well-being. It's pulling me in too, and I feel your pain. I can only get so far before I kick the habit. Frankly I don't know that I can but I know that I'm trying and I hope you are too, as hard as I want to think you are. I'm cheers-ing this god-awful malt liquor can to the both of us. God speed.

Hard answer for a hard question. If you don't feel life you have strength of will to do it yourself then you need to check yourself into rehab and ask your s/o to dispose of all your ingredients while you're in. Ride out the withdrawals in rehab, and come home when the thought of living without lean doesn't make you want to die.

>>738720059
He's 2 posts in, shooting no one down, who do you THINK you're talking about lol? Clueless, please leave for people giving real advice.

>>738718594
You're retarded if you got hooked on codeine.

Do heroin like a real man.

>>738718594
You mean lean. Or syrup. Unless youre from the H fuck off, wanna be loser

>>738718594
How do you make lean here in Mexico? Codeine ain't easy to come by. Do you have someone who gets it for ya?

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>>738720173
Get help. Seriously. Most people don't break their addiction unless they get help. Also, most wait until after they lose something so valuable that it hurts more than the withdrawl pains could, and they finally realize that they truly can't do this anymore.

Don't be the dummy that waits until they lose everything and hit rock bottom.

>>738720579
Ve a la farmacia pendejo.

>>738720579
OP. I live in California. A friend of mine is a Crip and sells me it. I've known him since I was 10. Everyone here in Silicon Valley is killing each other here for reputation as a hard worker and even on this shit I beat them up.

I've gotten 8 feminists here fired because the company (hint, probably your search engine) didn't need them because I outworked them.

I'm dying though, literally, from this. I'm getting stomach ulcers and now my fiance is threatening to go.

take kratom it's way better to be addicted to that

source: am addicted to kratom. It's okay

>>738720865
See>>738720294

>>738718594
You wanted to act hard and behave like a nigger, so that's what you get. It's called natural selection.

You're playing a dangerous game of chance OP. Death from codeine overdose is extremely common if abused regularly. Like others have said, get yourself some help. Opiate addiction is so common these days that getting help through rehab hardly carries the stigma that it once did. You gotta want it for yourself though.

>>738718594
Go to rehab if you truly want to quit. Man t f up, bitch.

>>738720858
Y luego? La mayoría te piden receta para vender te cualquier cosa que tenga codeina.

>>738720865
> sells me it
Figures, thanks, bro.

>>738718594
Taper off, you dumb cunt. If you're paying similar to Texas prices for your shit, then you aren't sipping any more than 8 ozs a day max. Keep up the same habit, just decrease in increments of .5ozs per day until you can quit with minimal withdrawal. You get the gratification all the way to the end, easy as fuck if you really wanna quit.

>Alternative method, go balls to the wall with some real fucking opiates. Oxycontin, fentanyl, or any of its analogs.

>>738718594

why don't you just drink 3/4 as much as you normally do tomorrow. the next day drink 1/2 as much. the day after drink 1/4. then quit the next day. it's not that hard

>>738720837
Gotta agree here. Don't let it get to the point where it causes serious damage to your life. You're asking for help, so you at least recognize that you need to stop.

Go see a doctor. Get a methadone prescription. You're wealthy enough that should be able to take some time off to focus on rehabilitation.

>>738721389
OP. Was thinking about replacing the addition but she made it clear that only weed is allowed (she doesn't smoke but let's me). Like I said she likes to take care of me so if I were to try what you and other anons suggested, she wouldn't put up with it.

I might look into rehab though but it seems so pussy to do so but may be necessary.

>>738721488
Says the guy that knows fuckall about opiate withdrawals. You know that could literally kill you, right?

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>>738718594
Literally noone calls it sizzurp. Pls kys.

>>738721615
Anyone who calls you a pussy for checking into rehab hasn't felt opioid withdrawals.

>>738721803
Nor anything else
If you're considering it, frankly, the thoughts of clueless people are the least of your worries. I'd know. Do yourself the favor I never did myself.

>>738721615
its not pussy at all OP. its 100% worth it if you dont wanna lose this girl and potentially your entire life

OP needs to post nudes of his housewife-to-be, else this thread is a total lie.

>>738721389
>implying Fentanyl is anything you want to try

Seriously kill yourself degenerate

Fentanyl?

>>738718594
Find a different addiction. And you're gonna have to force yourself. You're never gonna lose your urge so, again, you're gonna have to force yourself.

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>>738718594

I dunno, GO SEE A FUCKING DOCTOR.

You know they have a thing, it's called doctor-patient confidentiality? Seriously, mixing drugs and alcohol is seen as a serious thing, and is likely a symptom of a greater issue.

GO SEE A FUCKING DOCTOR YOU IDIOT.

They will help by finding the underlying problem and give you a treatment plan.

>>738718594

Go to a Sub clinic tomorrow. Call ahead and see if they want you in withdrawal at the first appointment. Do not stay on the Suboxone for more than two months. Do not take more than 4mg a day. Cut the strip in half. Begin your taper ASAP.

Would you rather have a lifetime of hurt instead of a short period of discomfort?

>>738722140
Maybe this faggot wants to completely fuck his life up, I don't judge.

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>>738718594
Hey foo, go see a doctor. You already fucked up by getting hooked on. Don't go and substitute it with another drug to get by. Go to the fucking doctor, and get rehab. I'm serious.

>>738722741
Or don't and be a bum.

>>738722741
I 2nd this

Go get your stomach pumped and then try not to go terra cold turkey

>>738720381
This.

>>738721957
OP again. She's literally my world right now. Especially in CA, conservative, beautiful, women like her are hard to come by. Every girl here is a nail and run trash.

I do think now rehab is the only way. I need to quit for me and for her. I'm glad in a while she pushed me to quit by threatening to leave. If I never met her, I'd probably never stop until I died.

The pain though is what scares me. I honestly almost felt like killing myself to end the pain that day I had to crawl to my kitchen to drink it like an animal.

>>738723090
Get it from the asphalt chimps down on Broadway. Oh, and kill yourself.

>>738718594
Its only a weak opiate bro! should be easier to give up than the more harder oipates! Defiantly try to give up cold turkey rather than go on the Methadone programme or subbox. Im on methadone, and I love the stuff, no withdrawls just feel like normal. down side is im on it for life.

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>>738723090
most of the guys here wont be supportive, but I believe in you OP. make the change to turn your life around so you can have a BOMB ass future

>>738722162
Are you saying that I'll always feel the urge to drink bo again even after I've detoured and quit?
>>738724030
Thank you, /b/ro. Means a lot to me.

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You're using the drink as a crutch for a deeper issue that your brain is trying to repress, and the best way it knows to do that is through the drink.

Consult a doctor and get to the bottom of your underlying issues. They'll be able to help you better than anyone. Or if you don't feel like consulting a doctor who's job it is to help with things like this, you can try to wean yourself from the drink with Kratom to ease withdrawal symptoms.

I'd definitely recommend seeing a doctor for some real help though.

Best of luck, and Godspeed Anon.

Working 80 hours a week = great life lol OP you suck

>>738718594
opiates? ibogaine my brown brotha. took that shit over two years ago and never looked back. easily found online.

>>738718594
You can either suffer through the withdrawal or suffer through the addiction. There is no way out that won't hurt.

>>738724671
OP. Those were my fiance's exact words today.

I realize there are only two ways out: get help and build a life with the love of my life or keep going and lose her and eventually my health and life. Rehab is the only way to go, I guess.

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>>738720865
Your company offers treatment options. Just check use them and check into a clinic. It's not that fucking complicated

>>738720173
Purple stuff is better than weed?

>>738723090
Pussy shit. Going in for fucking cough medicine.

DO HEROIN, THEN YOU CAN COMPLAIN

>>738720865
Why do you even give a fuck about work?
Fuckyou.

>>738725070
>>738724446

Agreed. After reading this entire post, it sounds like an underlying issue. In all seriousness, was there an event that hurt you emtionally growing up? Previous bad break up?

It's the same reason people drink...to avoid the pain. Perhaps, you're not content in your job?

I know that I have turned to drugs to avoid dealing with past issues in my life. You can do it though. Express to your GF your plan to get help and her being the reason of that change. Women will stick by a man. If she means this much to you, you probably mean even more to her.

>>738718594
>work 80 hour work weeks, and have a great life
if you say so.

>>738725551
>Pussy shit. Going in for fucking cough medicine.
>DO HEROIN, THEN YOU CAN COMPLAIN

you don't know what you're talking about

>>738726081
Hahaha, okie dokie.

But really, fucking codeine? Come on now, it's OTC in several states. Isn't even oxy, or hydrocodone. Weak sauce

>>738718594
Bro you need God to help you
I'm addicted to acid tobacco and weed he will forgive us if we repent brother. The Lord is what you need

>>738726361
Kys

>>738718594
Visit your local church every day and pray to Jesus to give ya power n save ya

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>>738720903
lol same here. On some red vein maeng da rn.

>>738725070
take fucking ibogaine you ignorant fucks. I'm not saying it's pleasant but it beats the hell out of fucking opiate withdrawals and it resets your opioid receptors so you never crave that shit again

>>738726325
OP. It's not that easy. Shit feels like death in your stomach when you try to quit. It requires a prescription but my friend is a Crip and they have a lot of doctors who supply them with it for money.
>>738725501
The feeling feels like everything is right. It feels like heaven on earth. You get sleepy but feel like everything is peaceful and you're the king of the world. The after part is what gets you. Weed at least doesn't have severe withdrawals like bo.

>>738726361
This, plus some rehab

>>738718594
ibogaine retard. google it. saved my life.

Why did you chose to drink the nigga drink instead of sniffing some classy cocaine?

>addicted to nigger juice
>great life
fake

>>738718594
Bro you may have to get really meticulous about weaning your self off of it. For example, say the average size of your drink is say 16oz. In 2 or 3 days drop half an oz from your 16oz beverage. 2 or 3 days drop another half oz. Do it slowly and it should make the suffering minimal

>>738726481
Just gonna say you shouldn't have said that to me

But I forgive you

>>738725901
Childhood was horrible. Abused because of their religious, strict, and isolating parenting. I drank because I needed to relax and couldn't rest without stress or worrying about getting more money.

My fiance really is what has made my life better diet, emotional, sex, and all around wise.

She's definitely going to stick with me through this. She cried so hard today and I hated it. I'm always confident and masculine around her and everyone but I felt so bad seeing her cry so hard. It really was a wake up call for me.

>>738727331
No you fucking don't. Take fucking ibogaine. Jesus christ. You will be out in 2 days. I cannot hammer this point home enough.

Trip balls for 24 hours, and then never even think about opiates again. UGH. All of you miserable fucks could be living really happy lives right now.

All these rappers like Berner getting everyone addicted to liquid heroin, LOL.

>>738718594
sell me all of your lean I will drink it for you

>>738727557
You reap what you sow man...........

>>738718594
Well the good news is you can't die from the withdrawal. It's not like you're downing fifths of vodka or railing Xanax. You're doing yourself a disservice for not seeking treatment when you clearly have a problem. It's going to be hard to get into a place if you're specifically saying you're trying to come off lean. It's the same WDs, just not nearly as hard, as heroin. Just tell them it's heroin, you'll get the same treatment and it won't make a damn difference. It's stil going to be shit. Legs will feel arthiritic, stomach will be in a constant state of cramps, your body won't know whether to sweat or be cold. First two nights you probably won't sleep or keep food down. After day three you should feel much better with passing days from there.

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>>738727417
You shouldn't

Route to quit opiates...

Buy weed

Slowly taper off your opiates over the course of time, instead of getting high like a degenerate junkie

Have close members help you taper if you need it

You're welcome.

OP just speak to your doctor, they'll probably get you onto a methadone program that treats your withdrawal symptoms but doesn't give you that euphoric feeling so it helps curb the addiction, eventually reducing the dosage until you're no longer addicted

>>738718594

Just go hang yourself. You're a piece of shit anyway.

>>738727797
Motherfucker, methadone is harder to come off of than heroin. Don't make him sub for government dope. Suboxone is in the same boat: worse than heroin, but still not as bad as methadone.

210k per year? I doubt that. That's CEO salary. If you're even a high level developer, you're looking at $170k per year. Source: I work in tech also, in silicon valley.

>>738727908
Non-sedating, non-euphoric, dosage controlled, pharmaceutical grade, doctor/pharmacist administered, stepping-down therapy is much better than a self-diagnosis and self-treatment

Lower your dosage slowly over the course of a month then quit cold turkey . It's the only way

>>738728241
Detox. Done. Get a naltrexone regimen if you're fearing relapse, or Vivitrol if you really want to be sure

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>>738718594
this thread is bullshit cause nobody calls lean bo in Cali, or sizzurp anywhere else in the world. In 2004 maybe.

It's called lean, act, mud or drank, nobody called it sizzurp since like the 90s. This dude trolling everybody you dumbers

>>738727978
I make $185,000 from work and $25k profit off two houses I bought and rent to people. I'm a real estate investor but haven't been able to keep it up because of this addiction and drowsiness from it.

Codeine is a baby teir opiate the withdrawals you would get would be really mild comapared to stronfer opiates. All you really are going to have to battle are the cravings and you'll be gucci

OP CHECKING IN.

I'm going to schedule an appointment and go to rehab as soon as possible.

THANK YOU anons for helping a /b/ro out. I'm literally going to call in a few hours. I'm doing this for my fiance and my life.

OP CHECKING out. Thanks anons. A new leaf is being turned.

>>738729311
don't. take ibogaine you fucking idiot

>>738729311
honest to god OP I saved my own life with ibogaine and I've saved 6 other people's lives with that shit.

The ones that were too stupid to take it are either dead or in prison.

>going to rehab for codeine

what in the flying fuck? codeine is easymode. just tough it out, man. that's like 3-5 days tops. just don't eat and drink plenty of water/Gatorade/milk. take lots of hot showers. problem solved. you'll start sleeping again half way through.

>>738728614
yeah I haven't heard it called sizzurp since the 90s. I'm used to it being called "purple drank". didn't know wtf he was talking about til I saw the purple shit and was like, "oh yeah I remember that shit"

>>738718594

dude get a vacation and fight it.
talk to you woman about it and get through it together.

it's hard and shit but It's worth it.

>>738729311
Don't fuck it up moron, don't let yourself be another bitch ass pussy who lets some drink run their life.

>>738729819
Exactly. Heroin is more fun anyways.

>>738718594
If you truly had the willpower the symptoms wouldn't matter, as someone who takes painkillers on a medical basis my advice ist to buy Loperamide (Immodium), it will deal with the stomach problems. It's actually an opioid but doesn't cross the blood brain barrier in enough quantity to get you high but will bind to the opioid receptors in your gut mitigating the symptoms, also don't try and quit cold turkey if you taper the dose after a few weeks you won't be in as much pain when you stop all together

>>738727519
I don't drink that shit. I grew up in a family of addicts (to a wide array of substances) and I was the only one who came out sober and living a normal life. I was merely giving advice to OP based on what some of family members have had to do to get off of certain substances.

>>738718594
sizzurp is the fucking stupidest thing ever.

you dumb shits are paying like 100-1000x the street value of FUCKING CODEINE. it's a shit-tier opiate to begin with. it's a god damn symbol of ignorance.

anyway it's a super-weak opiate so just take like 40mg/day of loperamide (immodium) and taper down. it will block 100% of withdrawal, but has none of the psychological effects so you can't get high.

>>738730555
Exactly. Codeine is fucking child's play. I'll take my black tar any day.

>>738720452
'The h' can keep that liquid herion, fuckin junkies lol

>>738730623
black tar sux. brown powder 4eva

>>738718594

switch to heroin. you can shoot up during breaks. gf won't see you sippin like a nigger at home.

>>738721752
Bruh do you even Juicy J

>>738721712
No.... they can't. Opiates just turn you into a Pussy that makes you think you are going to die

Fucktard

>>738718594
There's a medicine called Suboxone. You take it as soon as you start feeling sick and it takes away all withdrawal symptoms from opioids.

>>738718594
1. Find an outpatient drug addiction counseling clinic near you (not necessarily a 12 step program, since those don't really have any scientifically proven evidence backing them and have really high failure rates, but a real clinic with real doctors who understand that addiction is a physical+psychological illness and know how to treat it)
2. Go to it.
3. Stop drinking cough syrup.

>>738718594
Working 16 hr days and on downers lol, sure bud , good bait I guess

>>738731310
promethazine isn't an opiate

>>738730862
Well yeah, I'd love some fine Afghan gold, but monkey water does the trick too.

>>738718594
No actually you are just another no life spic stink of sweat with sweat stained clothes. Good job with that fiancé bullshit, you even know what that word means. Go fucking OD and kys. Don't you have some fence to climb over.

>>738731653
and a fork isn't a spoon, what's that got to do with anything

>>738720173
I call bullshit. If you really were sippen and were to the point of being dependent on codein, the sheer amount of prometh in the amount of sirrup you would need to get your fix would at least make you completely slumped a hell of alot more then three hours a day. Not to mention the fact that there is no way in hell that you would be able to work if you had a problem. Time stamp with a pint or at least a deuce or this thread is fake and gay.

>>738721712

you are a fucking retard who doesn't know shit all about anything. it's insanely rare to die from opiate withdrawals unless you've already have severe health issues that it's not even an issue unless you've got a bumb heart and it's mostly from the fact that you'll be so dehydrated and that is what could kill. Now if you try to jump from a heavy Bupe or Alcohol addiction, then you have a good chance of dying.

what they guy explained, aka tapering is absolutely the right way to do it even though he's completely wrong about the dosage. op has to spend at least a week or more tapering, three days between each lowering of the dose and will have a pain free jump although that doesn't solve the addiction part. if the wd Is to much he can take some kpins, Valium and Xanax if he's got severe symptoms but most likely lodermine will do just fine. maybe ol should look into Suboxone for longterm support but that's massively overkill for just a Codeine addiction.

Then on top of that it's fucking Codeine, an insanely mild opiate. the withdrawals are so mild that I'm just laughing and laughing at this faggot op who can't jump off of a tiny bit of Codeine per day. he'll have some sore muscles, maybe some RLS. a bit of sweating at night and it should be over in 72 hours. then he'll have PAWS to deal with which is where he's most likely to relapse. this is versus heroin or fent withdrawals where you are simultaneously shitting and puking constantly. your legs do a jig in the bed while you're sweating buckets you'll be freezing and burning at the same damn time while every muscle in your body is screaming for more H. your skin is sooooo fucking sensitive that while standing in a shower really helps, just getting in and letting the water hit you is fucking torture. you will not eat at all for 3 days and by the end of the 5th day you may start to feel better with the gastro problems just to start the real fucking battle with PAWS. he will not be able to sleep.

>>738733695
>your legs do a jig in the bed while you're sweating buckets you'll be freezing and burning at the same damn time while every muscle in your body is screaming for more H. your skin is sooooo fucking sensitive that while standing in a shower really helps, just getting in and letting the water hit you is fucking torture. you will not eat at all for 3 days and by the end of the 5th day you may start to feel better with the gastro problems just to start the real fucking battle with PAWS. he will not be able to sleep.


ah, mild withdrawal

also, lope eliminates all withdrawal by itself unless you've got a huge habit; it's just a question of dose.

OP, where do you get your lean from? and what brand?

>>738733996

lope never touched my WD, even when doing around 160mg Vic's and oxys a day. currently on a g per day of tar shot up habit and still haven't had to do wds yet off of it. not looking forward to it but I've got a bunch of Xanax and subs. only need to make it to 24 to 36 hours before I can take the subs then taper there.

>>738734380
how much lope did you do though. obviously not enough.
160mg/day is nothing, lope would kill that w/d easy