Good evening, anonymous! It's been a while... Is life getting

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>>738695583
Hallo!

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Bump

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>>738695583
It's raining where you are also?

Oh? Thread?

I guess I'll lurk for the time being?

-EMT

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>>738695583

Yes.

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>>738695630
Hallo.
>>738695724
It's always raining here!
>>738695800
*pets*

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>>738695583
gimme a fortune

is this the after hours bar?

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>>738695919
Greentext and gimme a name, then~

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>>738696027
It's close enough.

>>738695919
fortune
>all isabel faggots posters will die alone

>Fortune please!
My name is Dan

>>738695630

>Fortune

Antonio

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>>738696027
Unfortunately it has been closed down

pour one out for our dead homie textbox anon

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>>738695919
You are here on the /b/ every hour. Take it easy and don't burn all the fuel.

>>738695837
You would agree a place that is always raining is comfy right?

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>>738696175
Greentext and name, dear. Read the OP.
>>738696123
>Dan has extremely good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Social", "54".
>>738696205
>Antonio has very good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Pink", "18".

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>>738696314
Among other things, of course.

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>>738696358
You forgot the greentext part, anon. It's important.

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>>738696030
>fortune

Cron

>>738696316
Thank you very much!

>Fortune

Nicolas

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>>738695583
Ah, hey I'm back home~

Glad I could make it.

>>738695630
Hiya!

>>738695723
Tank u~

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>>738696450
>Cron has good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Social", "82".
>>738696529
Anytime, anonymous~
>>738696529
>Nicolas has normal luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Blue", "69".
Nice one, anon. 69 is quite a nice lucky number to have~
>>738696532
Welcome back.

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>>738695583
>closest approximation to it

What is the closest approximation to a hug that is distinctly not a hug?

>>738696263
Textbox anon?

>>738696240
why?

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>>738696650
an arm around the shoulder! (Hey there!)

>>738696532
Heya Rock E>

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>>738696650
An e-hug, obviously <3
>>738696729
That's a bit private to the individual who ran them, dear.

>>738695583
People really suck in video games , i hate playing team based competitive games because everyone just sucks no matter what , like those GTA 5 heists online or even Overwatch where we are fed with a teaspoon on how to play but we gey completely trashed because of stupidity or people cant listen. I try and try with these people but it hurts so much at times.

At least my friends aren't completely horrible at the game and can listen.

>>738695583
>Fortune

Gurgle

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>>738696768
But that's how I do all of my hugs..
(hello!)

>>738696770
I prefer snail mail hugs, honestly.

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>>738696729
Personal issues they had to deal with, can't go into detail

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>>738696875
Many people find that to be the case, anon. That's the tradeoff of playing with randos, I'm afraid. You settle for a lower skill and teamwork floor in exchange for convenience.
>>738697000
>Gurgle has extremely good luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Void", "77".
>>738697025
*packs up and sends out a snail mail hug*

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>>738696650
This
*huuug*

What's up??

>>738696629
Thannks~

>>738696768
Heya to you too!

>>738696875
Sometimes that what happens with rando's

Best to play with friends or with a serious group. Something like that.

Anything else that's up though, Anon?

>>738695583
can you pet my cock pls

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>>738697066
how much gay sex did it involve?

>>738695583
>Fortune

Tubes

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>>738696875
Agreed with Reisen. Randoms in such games is always a hard pill to swallow. If that is the case that you want to play that way, it may be easier to accept that level of skill is going to be present rather than being angry about it.... not that... that sucks any less, but at least you may not feel as shitty about it... sorry man..

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I managed to do a small part of the world building thing I am doing. Managed to map out the tropical region of my world.

>>738696875
I know exactly how you feel. It gets even worse when they don't know the simple mechanics like leveling up a sentry or what mouse 2 does. Crappy also how you are stuck in the low level of a competitive game cause all your teammates blow chunks. You don't want to be the best, you just want to play with people of your own skill level. That's why I stopped playing overwatch cause I am forced to babysit gengjimains and people who refuse to go off sniper when they are getting killed by Zenyatta!

I enjoy playing TF2 time to time only cause I can leave a horrible game whenever I want and I can handle myself now and pubstomp.

>>738697086
Thats a weird Riesen

>>738695583

>Advice

I love this woman like she's everything for me, she wanted to marry someone else, and I tried to move on but she got cheated and broke up. After that we talk a lot and go out to talk even more sensitive stuff. She is kinda in pain for what happened, but I want to confess my love for her. Should I do it, miss?

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>>738697223
Quite a lot from what I've heard, but I wasn't there so I can't confirm nor deny it happened

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>>738697209
Nah.
>>738697269
>Tubes has bad luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Violet", "43".
>>738697292
Yeah, her anatomy sure is off.

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>>738697321
I... think I'll hand this question over to our resident therapist, actually. I think my advice mightn't be the best, here... Sorry, anon.

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>>738697321
How recent was this stuff going down? I mean, this person could be in a lot of pain..... and even if you don't mean it to be this way... it could come off as trying to take advantage of the weakness she may be feeling right now. This may cause 2 things to happen, she accepts in her less than optimal state and regrets it later (may happen may not.. ), or she is offended that she is the one in pain and it looks like you are trying to make it about you. I would advise no. If you really want to impress on her, then you continue to be supportive... that'll mean a lot more.

>fortune
for Josiah maybe?

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>>738697497
ah..? I was typing that response as you posted that...

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>>738697086
*taps foot because it hasn't arrived*

>>738697151
Aaah. I was only curious, I wasn't baiting for hugs. I swear!

I'm just about to make some dinner. The heat has been brutal out here.

What's up, Rock?

>>738697321
Probably not the best time to catch her on the rebound when she's still feeling vulnerable. That's not a good foundation for a solid relationship, anon. Especially since it sounded like she rejected you in the first place.

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>>738695583
Good evening.

>>738697292
Hey, you. Got a lot of swamps? Are the tropics civilized?

>>738697321
Keep in mind this is advice, and to be taken lightly and with a bit of salt.

I wouldn't recommend doing it now. Take care of her, be her friend, be there for her. She needs someone to care about her at the moment (I'm assuming this breakup happened recently) until she's less vulnerable.

When she's on her feet emotionally, go for it.

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>>738697513
>>738697575
Hah... I see~
>>738697611
You said you prefer this!
>>738697682
Eve~

>>738697513

It happened about half year, but I think you're right, I'll be more patient and be supportive. I really love her and I want the best for her. Thanks.

>hug

Are you a pretty femanon, like the girl posted in the pic of the thread ^~^?

I just woke up from a very psychotic dream, where I saw a girl shoot 6 people in the face on a pool of water. Then the people got revived and chased me and the girl. Weird, waking up was hard because my life is currently very empty...

I have friends, but I've been single since February and life is sad and kind of meaningless, it always hurts to wake up~

But you communicate in such a soothing way ^o^, I think you have the potential to make me feel better! Bunny-chan!

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>>738697848
Those're the words of a person with insight and true care. You didn't fight it. 2 things to follow up on you with then. I really hope she sees that you care that much. 2: Even if she doesn't someday. Don't despair you have a caring heart and are open to learning. I guarantee you someone will appreciate that far more than you'll ever imagine... I do hope for your sake it's her though E> Best of Luck.

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>>738695583
Hello op!
Hiya Thread!

>>738698102
>Are you a pretty femanon, like the girl posted in the pic of the thread ^~^?
she's the most beautiful person I've ever seen and met, yes.

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>>738697338
are you an outcast now?

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>>738698102
People who've met me seem to think that I'm "pretty", yes. Not sure I'd agree.

Regardless... I do try to be gentle and kind. Do you feel like talking about the breakup, hun?
>>738698247
Jeez, really?
>>738698203
Hiya, mantis~

>>738698247
You met OP?

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>>738696027
No, but have a Dr. Pepper on the house.

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>>738697611
Nahh, hugs are niiice~

And damn, sorry about that heat, it's been all right here recently. Whatcha makin' though?

And I'm all right, just a weeee bit tired

>>738697682
Hiya~

>>738698102
*hug*

Not op, but please take it~

And mm... I'm sorry, Anon. Do you do any thing to try and keep yourself occupied, like a hobby or something?

>>738698203
Hiya Mantis!

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>>738697682
I got swamps. I just mapped out the huge swamps though, not the local ones. As for civilization I am still in the early stages for that although I will make sure that the central, largest island is going to be civilized.

This is the basic map I got. I didn't map out the bioms on the large scale like this but for the individual islands I got more detail.

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>>738698360
A fair deal of people around here have met me, yeah.

>>738698360
her and I were pretty close, yeah.

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>>738698692
Were...?

>>738698569
are you a slut

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evening

i think im in the right place

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>>738698102
You'll find new meaning, Anon. It may take some work, but it will happen. And don't stress over violent dreams, they happen.

*hugs tightly* I get the feeling you need one.

>>738698421
Hey Rock.

>>738698447
Nice. I see some huge possibilities there. You can do a lot with people adapting to live in the swamp, and the kinds of culture they might develop.

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>>738698767
Hah. This thread is not about me, anonymous~

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>>738698282
Nope, I'm just not a high ranking member

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>>738697801
I'll send my pout in the mail.

>>738698421
I just finished heating up leftovers, chicken again for me.

>just a weeee bit tired
You and me both.

Didn't sleep well?

>>738698847
Good evening?

>>738695583
are you guys as faggots as this thread irl?

>>738695583
Compassion fatigue is real. Been a volunteer EMT/Firefighter for 3 and 1 years respectively, got hired by a shitty private ambulance company that only does interfacility transports IE no first response, just a medical taxi service.

This is probably the worst company I've worked for by far as there are constant problems with the ambulances and equipment every shift not to mention just narcissistic managers and generalized bullsit. Been working 55+ hours a week and the pay isn't even that good at 13/hour.

I want to be a doctor but I don't have the money for it and I don't trust the military to be one. I don't even have my associates yet at 22 and I feel very stuck. Since I have no degree this is probably the best pay I can get at the moment.

Every week sucks and you can't even look up because more shit rains down. I really don't see a way forward.

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Daily reminder that I'm proud of you, Anonymous.

>>738698282
SCP55

>>738697542
>>fortune
>for Josiah maybe?
???

>>738697321
I once manipulated a girl to not dating a guy she had dumped me for and cheated on me with.
I knew his phone number and I pretended to have been talking to him. Then faked messages of him saying very cruel things about the way he felt about her. She believed me on the spot and cried her eyes out, I told her to get out of my life but she ran to my arms to kiss me and jump on the dick, we fucked that whole night and the day after LOL! Regardless we stayed for another 2 years and she dumped me again to be with him and this time it hurt 10000000000 times more. I let go, I would never manipulate a person that way again. I learned the lesson.

She believed this blindly, never found out I lied but she forgave him for 'saying those cruel things' (they were cruel, far worse than just the cheating that happened in your situation.) Not saying in your situation she'll forgive him and go back with him, but it's a big possibility, take the best out of the experience I'm sharing with you.

>>738699039
Have you tried to get student loans?

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>>738698896
you gotta show dominance

teach them who is in charge

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>>738699039
I feel ya... working at a psych hospital intake I have a lot of interaction with EMT workers.... Y'all can have some serious pains I know. Let me ask, can you go part time? Maybe apply for a Pell grant (fed assistance for undergraduate degrees) and do some online courses?

>>738699089
Sentiment is shared to you E>

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>>738698850
Pretty much throughout of human history swamps are seen as places of death and disease and with good reason. Right now though I'm going to focus on mapping the rest of the world and how the people are spread or if they are native to that place.

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>>738698847
Most likely~
>>738698938
Hehehe...
>>738699001
Every bit as much~
>>738699039
You just have to endure, anonymous. Until you can go to school for more. Trust me, I know how that is... Every single day is hard.
>>738699138
>Josiah maybe has normal luck this year. Lucky keywords: "Red", "50".

Here you go, Josiah maybe

>>738698756
just keeping it realistic, love.

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>>738699410
Jeez. S-stupid.. I can't go and say hi to you and fix it if I don't know who's speaking...

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>>738698847
Heyy, yes you are! How are ya?

>>738698850
Things all right?

>>738698938
Mm chicken sounds nice, and not really. Last couple days I haven't been sleeping too well.

Kinda sucks :v

How about you though, long day?

>>738699039
Mm, sounds like you just need a break. Though, realistically I think you should try to do part time, and go to school. Get some loans or grants, there's a lot out there, but I'm not too knowledgeable about those.

Sorry...


>>738699089
Heh, same to you Rabbit!

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>>738699267
Tried that and they give succ weekly so I'm gud

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>>738699531
Weren't you the one giving sleeping advice the other day? -chuckles-

Someone needs to take their own adviiice.

Mm, long day and poor sleep. I'll get to hibernate this weekend though.

>>738699235
I wouldn't have a reliable way to pay them back.

>>738699297
I'll look into it, but I've historically always needed to go to a classroom. I'm far too ADD/lazy for most online courses to work for me.

>>738699333
Yeah, I've been trying, and I'll keep trying. Most doctors were born into money and I see why now.

>>738699531
Don't worry, I appreciate the kind words all the same. I just wish I was old enough to be eligible for Uber, because doing that pays better than being an EMT in my area, which is both hilarious and sad at the same time.

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>>738699039
If you squeeze you might be able to start taking classes at a community college, or shift your job to part-time to focus on studying. Have you checked to see if you qualify for financial aid? The income cutoff line can be surprisingly high, and more people qualify than think they do.

>>738699089
I'm proud of you, Velvet. You keep being you. How's the painting going? What's the last one you've completed?

>>738699174
Anon, you doing okay? Have you moved past this, or does it still bother you?

>>738699332
Good, good. Keep me posted, alright? I'm excited to hear more.

>>738699531
Yeah.

hey, I just wanted to say that I love each and every one of you.

>>738698336
You type pretty so I assume you're pretty. Females soothe me, they just know how to understand emotions better. My closest friends who are males can never really understand my emotions, and I feel like I'm not understood.

About the breakup. She doesn't make me cry anymore I'm over her for the most part... but we lived together and I get very nostalgic, specially on a beautiful summer day like today. Last year she was here, and the nostalgia is very strong. It makes me feel empty now that she's gone... :/

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>>738699531
im okay

had a rather bad morning but that solved itself quickly

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>>738699876
Sometimes, the orders and systems of society can be very discouraging. But that's exactly why we have to work hard.
>>738699929
I love you too, anon.
*hug*

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>>738699539
Your a robot though can you even feel succ

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>>738699929
I love you too, Anonymous.
I hope you have a great day tomorrow.

>>738695583

>Hug

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>>738699539
and they still dont recognize your greatness?

>>738698421
I play overwatch, go to the gym, run with friends, work, and get drunk while playing smash bros with really good friends.

I still manage to feel empty on days like this, where I sleep out of boredom.

Thanks for caring anon :)

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>>738700055
Oh look its Yotsuba on /b/ to
>(I knowknow that filename from /a/) lol

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>>738700027
*laughs softly*
Aaah... Type pretty, huh.. I'm glad to hear that, anon.
Anyway... I know that feeling, having been in more than one breakup. I miss that person quite often. It's... daily, almost. It's hard to deal with, isn't it? You think, "I shouldn't still be feeling this way." but.. Really, there's just no helping it, is there?
>>738700161
*hugs close*
What's wrong, anon...?

>>738699893
I haven't actually checked for financial aid but I'll definitely give it a try, thanks.

Nausicaa is great.

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>>738699929
You know, that means a lot to hear.... practically one of the principles of what we do here, just someone, somewhere needs to hear that once in awhile. Thanks E>

>>738699876
Well the Pell grant will pay up until your first degree, so if you intend to go full bachelor, don't stop at Associates. Also, go classroom then. It's worth it to try anon. I also know about fucked up systems... you know working for an insurance company would pay me more than actually providing counseling services directly too people.... that's messed up as well..

>>738700027
Oh... do I know that feeling well... wasn't too long ago for me. I've moved on now... but it took time... and time it will take for you. Just find something to do that you feel will improve you... this'll help you be ok with yourself more.. and that'll help a lot...

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>>738700055
Yes, the best benefit of the Light is I have all 5 human senses

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>>738699893
I will. For some reason I work best when it's nightfall and/or I get a good feeling of isolation. Even the dog barking or the TV sounds can throw me off. Although I can listen to certain music.

>>738700318

This might be ridiculous, but how do I hug a girl without having a boner?

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>>738700232
They recognize my size (all five inches!)

>>738700049
I agree with you entirely, it is just catching up to me. Compassion fatigue is real.

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>>738700316
Hahahahaha... Damn it, anon. If this were a YLYL, I'd have just lost to the stupidest thing in the whole thread. Thank you.

Hello everyone...
I've never seen thread like this before. This is a regular thing, I guess?

>>738698850

I'm guessing things like this just take long. I know where I am going in life though, but in the path to scaling the mountain I've hit a rough path and feel empty.

It left me a bit shocked when I woke up, then I automatically just started hating on life :/

Your feeling asserts, anon, I did need a hug :)

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>>738699039
I too volunteered, but as a teacher for ages 12-18. I thought I was doing it to help but eventually realised that I was paying more attention to the girls than the boys. Had to quit after many asked me for my number and I did not know for how long I could say continue saying no. Really scared myself

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>>738700568
Tue/Thur for sure, and most of the time Mon/Wed/Fri as well. Always around 9EST. Nice to see new people stop by E>

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>>738700353
das radical

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>>738700568
There's threads like this all the time.
I believe there's one every night, if i'm not mistaken.

Care to have a breif chat, anon?

>>738700419
Ermm.. Anon.. That's, uh.. You might want to consider tucking it against your waistband or.. Umm.. Even between your legs if you absolutely must. I.. That is a difficult question to answer, I'll give you that!
>>738700492
It sure is...
>>738700568
Yep. M/W/F~ Always at 9 EST. It... won't always be *exactly* like this, since multiple people in our little community make them but this is what mine are like~

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Good evening girls and fellows. I trust everyone is well?

>>738699039
Do you have the grades to be a doctor? Scholarships are always an option.

Why not trust the military? You'll find companions, and an external structure willing to drive you forward.

A lack of a way forward is often a lack of self determination.

>>738697321
Are you determined to have her? If so it should be obvious. No relationships come without battles, both to start them, and to maintain them.

If you're not determined... well.

>>738700568
Fairly.

>>738700603
I don't suppose you quit just to give them your number?

>>738700568
Monday, Wednesday, and Friday by Reisen, Jill or Reimu, Tuesday and Thursday by 2B.

>>738700055
Chek'd
Yotsubaaaa!
Good to see you!
>>738700568
Yes! And welcome!

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>>738700756
Whoops!

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>>738700762
Wampbit! Hello there~

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>>738700457
are you sure? or are they just telling you what you want to hear?

are you bought and paid for with succs?

>>738700350
It would seem the act of selling one's soul to the devil has become institutionalized.

It is funny to think years ago I used to be a young wide eyed EMT eager to help people at my vollie station. It has come full circle to the point that I am the jaded EMT that trains people up now and younger wide eyed EMT students are curious about my quiet cynicism.

Yeah I'll try to make things work in that instance if it extends all the way to bachelor. I really appreciate the advice.

>>738697209
My man I'll do it for you XD

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>>738699725
A-Ah, w-well you see...

:v

Yeah, I should... Sorry about your day though, thankfully the weekend isn't to far off.

>>738699929
Woah, hey! Thank you!

*huuug*

You take care now, kay?

>>738699893
Hey, good to hear.

>>738700048
Ah, sorry man... Is it all right if you told me what was up?

>>738700161
*huug*

Heya Anon, what's up...?

>>738699876
Damn, that's pretty messed up actually...

But you're welcome, I do my best to help~

I just wish the best for you.

>>738700256
Mm... No problem, it's my pleasure. I just wish I knew exactly how to help.

>>738700568
Ah, hey! Welcome! This is a regular thing, yeah!

>>738700762
Hey, good evening! How're things going?

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>>738700859
Yes the succs are paid up weekly and I bump the threads. A perv merc

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>>738700340
It's been a huge thing for several people I know, worth giving a shot.

Out of all Miyazaki's work (and it's all amazing) Nausicaa is my favorite.

>>738700409
It's a wonderful feeling to be really alone like that. Have you tried going camping? I do that sometimes when I really need to get away. The sounds of the trees aren't nearly as obtrusive as those of people.

>>738700590
The path keeps going, Anon. This section is hard, but as with every path it has its ups and downs. Don't be afraid to ask for help. We'll always be here to lend you a hand if you need it.

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>>738700055
When you see a Yotsuba poster with same filenames on several boards and begin to deduce wither or not its the same and other Questions

>>738700603
The guy you responded to;

I've been in similar situations a few times, and ultimately, human grace can be defined as showing restraint towards those that are vulnerable. This is something you exhibited and for that you are quite clearly a good person.

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>>738700810
I saw nothing... NOTHING!

>>738700906
Sure, don't be afraid to call and ask a college about financial assistance, the calls are free and pretty helpful... plus they'll help you apply for other scholarships... I promise theres a ton out there. I did my undergraduate entirely on aid... not loans. Best of Luck E>

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What keeps you going, anon? What is your driving force in life?

>>738695583
I've gotten addicted to sharing my EX on kik I cry myself to sleep every night and I'm just hoping I won't wake up just needed to vent....

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>>738701054
>tfw your shitposting so hard people begin to figure out your shitposting
Is prob me tb100%h

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>>738700999
I don't like camping that much, hard enough time trying to sleep in my own house. And just like not going out over night. Although I do like walks in the forest and such.

>>738700999
I prefer Mononoke but you probably hear that all the time.
>>738701136
Perfect!
>>738701178
I-i'm not sure I understand, anon.

>>738700762
My grades suck in some parts and are good in a few for the courses I took a la carte at a community college.

I don't trust the military to give me the assignment I want, and even if I do get the assignment I want, I'm stuck with it for ten years. That would be half of my life I've lived so far. I'm not just dismissing it outright, it is just that it is such an extraordinary obligation that it deters me.

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>>738701313

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>>738700778
Good to See you too.

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Hey all this thread made me pretty happy so I put on my feel good playlist and i need to recommend some tunes that I hope some of you enjoy
thanks for making me feel better today honestly
love you op

1.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U7y4bKiiYHc

2.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f-wrLVtaFyw

3.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oSQZ-McBd9k

4.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2SW_MWBa6w

5.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Ba_qTPA4Ds

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>>738701313
>>738701405
Okay...this time I saw it... can't lie

>>738700731
Thank you all for the answer. Sure, why not. But I was asking because I should go sleep. So I can't stay for long today. And I am very slow writer. English is not my native language.

I'll try to join next thread too. For longer than today.

>>738701313
Sharing my ex on kik is making me feel like a piece of shit but at the same time it feels wrong and I was just diagnosed with a major depression and a personality disorder

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>>738700953
well...

the neighbor's dog (Chihuahua) decides it needs to bark at 2am in the morning

that effectively started my day.

Go for my run and bike at 5am, saw the neighbor's dog, and pepper sprayed that bitch right in the eyes.

>Fuck you dog

Finished my 1 hour of cardio, drank my coffee (black, and extra extra strong today), and went to class.

>>738700906
Thanks, best of luck to you too. Will certainly look into it and be pushy about it too lmao.

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>>738701439
Gud music choice doggo

>>738701524
>>738701136
Meant for you lmao

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>>738700976
>bumps for succs

thats low, even by (((Their))) standards

>>738700318
You type pretty and you're not stuck up like the girls on social media c:

Yea, you're not expected to feel that way because the person has told you to forget them. It's clear as water that they are very over it while you're kind of not.
Im hanging on to my dignity, though and moving on.

We did have sex recently, and she doesn't get into my head, honestly. Atleast not like she did when we first had sex a short time after our brake up.

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>>738701439
I think your missing one
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HQnC1UHBvWA

>>738701149
I just really wanna see my friends and I grow up more and I want to someday learn the art of baking or owning a coffee shop even though I'm studying in the IT Networking field, but I'll be able to do the baking and coffee stuff as a hobby later on when I'm settled down and I feel really happy for my friends, they are such nice people and i love them

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>>738700953
How was your day?

>>738701629
yes that one too thank u i like this one

>>738700350
I am doing stuff for self improvement :). I'm just missing having a person to talk to, on a more intimate level.

>>738700999
I agree with you, Nausicaa is probably my favorite as well simply for the depth of the world that came to be in such a short time. You learn a lot about what happened/why it is not from dialogue but just the imagery.

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>>738701439
Nice! Thanks, anon~
>>738701471
Yowch. Umm. Well... You probably need to stop doing that, anonymous... As for the depression and personality disorder, I take it you have a therapist, a psych?
>>738701617
I hate to break this to you, hun, but it's not good behavior for her to break up with you only to continue to have sex with you. It will only hurt you more, rather than allowing your feelings for her to subside. It keeps them alive! That's not right at all.

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>>738701439
I would like to add to this list.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWqzyJC_08U

>>738701457
We eagerly await your return in next thread, You should sleep. Lack of sleep can cause massive amounts of problems for your health in the future.

>>738701665
That is a good answer. Keep at it, I'd like to order a cake from you one day.

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>>738701235
That's alright. You do what works for you. Is there a big forest nearby?

>>738701313
No, actually most people tell me that Castle in the Sky and Spirited Away are better. Most of the people I know think Nausicaa's too heavy-handed with the environmentalism. I think it makes up for that with its rich world and strong characters. The whole world struck me as brilliant, especially in the manga. There's so much there, so much to be explored.

I haven't seen Mononoke in a long time, I should rewatch that... thanks.

>>738701788
There's so much more to be imagined as well, like the giant skulls in the jungle, and the Dorok culture with its many castes and technologies.

The film felt so deep because its source material was so dense and well thought out.

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>>738701610
I do what I do, the girls are really fine though. 10/10 would stay for more

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>>738701439
Good stuff, Pupper. I'm gonna put it on the speakers here at the All Night Diner.

>>738695583
oh, is this one of those after-hours threads?
pennyman here, who wants to chat?

I've heard there's a sociopath in this community.
Is this true?

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>>738702041
There was, before the "incident"

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>>738702041
I guess if you consider me a Sociopath, then yes.

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>>738702040
I will. What's on your mind?

>>738702041
Maybe. Who wants to know?

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>>738701927
Well, Mononoke are the most similar in the way of environmentalist films by miyazaki. Most people would agree about that. Personally, I think Spirited Away is overrated. But then, my favorite Miyazaki film is Whisper Of The Heart.
>>738702040
It isn't as "after hours" as it is... "during hours" but yes, they're pretty similar.
>>738702041
Doesn't matter.

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>>738702123
>incident

do explain.

>>738702041
no Jill left

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>>738702040
I got a little time before work. What's new and good out there?

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>>738702253
That isn't anyone's business outside of the Lunar Server.

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>>738701435
Hey again too!

>>738701439
Thank you~ I'll take a listen now.

>>738701482
Ugh, those rat bastards, I get that feel man...
A-And holy shit, isn't that a bit much?

>>738701688
My day was all right. Just busy... Drained me a bit, hah...

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>>738701629
Chara is Best Narrator as she (strawpolls, Fanart, and my own opinion say its a she) and good music choice
>Not really happy but cute i will contribute to the playlist
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iZeomtLGCbc

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>>738702253
There was a lurker who would chat every once in a while. He was like that till he began "lightly" stalking some anon

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>>738702202
That's one of the best. I've never actually tried to rank them all, but Whisper of the Heart scores pretty high in my book. I shall always fondly remember Concrete Roads.

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>>738695583
I haven't had a relationship with anyone since 6th grade. I graduated high school this year, and I feel like I missed out on having a high school sweetheart and all the memorable drama that comes with it. The bad breakup, and then having your friends reassure you that he's the one who lost you because you're awesome yadda yadda, all that bs to make you feel better. It's not a big deal, so it's not really something I can complain about to people because I could get into a relationship now if I tried hard enough to meet people, but I don't use dating apps because I want to meet people in person, and I'm picky with personality, so It's my fault that I've been single for so long, but it still sucks.

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>>738702390
Oh he was funny

>>738701865
She told me to not mix feelings and pleasure :/ and that I would be alright, which you would probably call BS on the spot...

I do get very emotional after me and her do it. But I swear I feel like I'm over her. It's so strange, my feelings are all over the place :c! Like I don't text her at all, she usually textes me randomly and we meet up.

Thanks for listening to me, although I would like to hear more about you! Like your path in life, what you like, hobbies, etc... n.n

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>>738702040
Good Evening, Pennyman, I'm velvet. It's nice to meet you, how was your day?

>>738702309
the woman on your pic for sure
>>738702202
right, thanks for the clarification ahahahahah
how are you doing?
>>738702166
i was thinking, if they invented some kind of palate wiping substance (that would clear an aftertaste for example), they could add it onto a food and make a good-tasting salty and suggary food. just my stupid wednesday night thoughts ahahahah

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>>738701439

>>738702166
Anon want's to know, now, yes or no?

>>738695583
are you dating?

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should i get back on dating services like tinder, i just broke up with my gf a week ago

>>738701911
Okay, you convinced me to go sleep. But lack of sleep does not threaten me. It used to be different, but now I sleep at least 7-8 hours a day. I just sleep in different part of the day than a normal human. It is 4:25 at night here. So... good night everyone?

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>>738700844
Hello, how's your day going?

>>738700953
All's going well here, how about for yourself?

>>738701482
>pepper sprayed that bitch
Perhaps you should pepper spray the owner and tell them to take their dog in?

>>738701379
It strikes me that this falls back to the other point, it's a matter of self determination. Wherever you go you need the conviction to dedicate yourself to a path and see it through. Going through education doesn't require less of a committent, neither in effort, nor years (not least if you want to be an MD), nor the consequences of a burden of debt.

Why do you want to be an MD anyway? There must be a kernel of drive or ambition in there somewhere. I've always found that ambition is a great thing to follow.

>>738702500
No reason to perceive it as 'fault'. It's a decision perhaps, and if you feel that way maybe you should do something about it. Dating apps aren't mandatory, but a wide social group is a big help.

If you're picky expect whomever you date to be as picky as you are, and self-improve to achieve your goals.
I just realised how late it is, so having said hello, I'm also going to say goodnight, and be off. There's something very unreasonable about timezones...

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>>738702375
Maybe, but my neighbor just lets it roam around unleashed to shit all over the place.

And it woke me up at 2 am.

A 2am reveille from that little fucker isn't how i want to start my day. And it shouldn't have wandered by my running path this morning...

>>738702564
cool name, my day was not bad but tiring, went to the library, actually ended up meeting a friend there, hes studying medicine so hes not too stupid and chats with him are always fun. then i worked out and lost all my energy ahahahahah so i just spent the night lurking 4chan. how was yours?

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>>738702390
And his name is...
Gary!

Are you single, OP?

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>>738702821
: (
well I say give it a little time !!
I dated someone 2 weeks after a breakup and I didn't fare too well tbh
I really hurt her for a while after I dated someone else then. Things are good now though. (It's been close to a year now)

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>>738702500
I never had one of those either, anon... I think the same thing sometimes. That's a unique experience I can never have now. It's sad, yes... But the past is the past. None of us can change it. We simply have to keep forging ahead, anon.
>>738702525
Hah.. Hobbies... I'm into anime, comics, cartoons, live action tv and movies, vidya games... Mostly media! I fit in here, having no outdoor hobbies to speak of, nor anything very productive, heh. But I'm hoping to go to school sometime in the future and change all of that.

Still.. I think you should tell her that it's over. It's abusive toward you, for her to treat you that way. It's not right, hun.
Mm, I'm fine. It's been bumpy for a while now and I never get a day that isn't plagued by one thing or another. But... I think that's life, ya know?
>>738702683
I-in general? I will be sometime soonish, I think, yeah. Not online, though. That's never worked out for me.
>>738702821
You should probably take some time for now, anon... Let yourself recover.
>>738702880
Hehe.. Read up~ I did have one of the best lunches of my life today, though, at a Japanese Steakhouse.
>>738703007
Technically.

>>738695583
>advice
How often should I follow the rabbit hole? I find a new one every couple of weeks. Sometimes they bring me mathematical/logical insights, spiritual fulfillment, or even the potential for great wealth. Sometimes I lose my way and there's no light at the end for months.
Sincerely, MSGuy.

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>>738702903
I had a decent day, worked most of it and am currently filling out Child custody forms so that i can file them tomorrow.

Do you go to school or work?

>>738703130
are they posting in this thread

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>>738702821
You certainly could. You could also look around the local library, grocery store, laundromat, All Night Diner, ect. You never know when you might meet someone.

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>>738702500
You have missed out on something. But don't beat yourself up about it. It could've been something, but it wasn't, and that's fine. It's in the past now, and you need to focus on right now.

Try harder! You can do it, but you'll need to work for it. Go out of your way to get to know people, be kind to everyone you meet in public, and widen your scope a little. You'll find someone.

>>738702606
No no, that would be really interesting. I wonder how that could be accomplished... perhaps with some kind of very dense starch.

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>>738703135
Umm.. It's important to stay focused, thought a detour now and again is fine. But you can't get so carried away, dear. If you do that all the time, you'll never get anywhere!
>>738703242
I umm.. I.. said that I will be soon, dear. I'm not... yet.

>>738703130
What do you mean, technically?

>>738702821
Never Understood Dating Apps tbh I'd Rather be single then ask chads online to smash

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>>738702040
Heya Pennyman, Rock here. What's up?

>>738702880
Ah, I'm doing all right. Just went out to eat earlier. Had some ravioli, manacoti with italian sausage. Was pretty good.

>>738702885
Mm, that's still animal abuse. It's not the puppers fault...

I get that you're pretty mad, but that isn't the way to deal with things.

>>738702821
Mm, I don't know very much about those services, but I say give it time. You need to heal for a bit, give things some thought.

>>738703135
Mm, while it's all right to do some new stuff every once in a while, you need to stay focused on what's important. Do you have any goals in life, Anon?

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>>738703515
>Image with Post i was autism and forgot

>>738703357
is it sky

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>>738703645
Nope. Like I said, I'm not dating at the moment. And since you've insisted on sticking your nose into things, I won't bother responding further.

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>>738703580

(((Sips with you)))

>>738695583
How do I get laid anon?
I'm fat, a manlet, I have a deep forehead wrinkle that is always apparent, and I'm ugly as fuck. I would use Tinder, but Im scared that people wouldnt swipe right due to all my horrible fucking features. I have a big dick though.

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>>738703738

>>738703353
i googled starch, cause im not a native speaker, and i still dont know what it is. probably, im not a very knowledgable person. so hows your life going?
>>738703182
good luck with that then! im in college right now, how about you?

Have the need to vent a bit.
Every 1-2 weeks I basically go from 'horny' to 'horrifically depressed' in short order. KHV, on account of broke dick. I don't wallow in self-pity over it, but every time I think too much about it I feel like I just sort of mentally collapse. It's tiring and I don't even have anyone to confide in

>>738703791
Sipping buddy's

OP, I'm interested in dating someone in the Lunar server, what should I do?

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>>738703801
Sex isn't worth it, Anon.
It's cool and all, but there are so much better things than sex.


>>738703961
You can Confide in me, I won't judge you if you want to keep venting.

>>738701629
>>738701911
>>738702382
c';

6.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OL2DrTXG4Sc&index=244&list=PL6HgTA4zJjHccdY_ZBweMbnu2YCnSREWI

7.) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qAeybdD5UoQ

8.) I VERY MUCH RECOMMEND THIS ARTIST https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=csitBlRSSnE

>>738701865
I have both yes I also take pills for it but tonight was really rough hence why I'm posting here

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>>738696875
>Maybe you need to find a clan you can get along with? I don't mean one with faggy 15 yearolds either. The one I'm thinking of is a bunch of good guys and gals. They've been togeather for about 6 years. Lots of vets, but they're chill. Age range 23 to 45. Not MLG or anything, but they get shit done and have a good attitude. It's a plus that they play a wide variety of stuff togeather on multiple platforms. They're pretty selective about membership.

www.rednexgaming.com
They might be recruiting right now. You should talk to them. I mean what could it hurt?

I've been talking with this guy online, but some people are saying he's a sociopath... what should I do?

>>738703130
I'm very into vidya games, I've been into them all my life actually. Maybe I could share with you my PSN, steam, or Nintendo friend code c:

I'm mostly a lurker here, but I participate in some threads. This was the perfect thread.

So you think it's abusive :(? You're probably right... it has to stop completely, I think we should not meet each other at all, to stop the sex in the first place.

>>738703357
Focus is certainly the problem, in the scale of months that is. I'm constantly working to improve it, but the rabbit holes... they make focusing so easy. Once I'm in, little else matters.

>>738703559
Goals? Too many. I want to make the world a better place. At the moment I'm getting a degree in linguistics and computer science. I want to help break down global communication barriers with technology. First by bridging languages, then by bridging perspectives.

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>>738703801
Confidence.
Not Arrogance.
Not Assholishness.
But a quiet, easy confidence will get you far.

>>738704050
It's not even just sex. I just want someone to care about whether or not Im there, and not on a family level. Probably for reassurance that I am worth something.

>>738704050
Not the same Anon, but what's better than sex?

>>738703559
hey man, just chilling here on /b/. how about you?

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>>738703817
That's alright, I barely know either. Potatoes are very starch-heavy, I think. Things are going pretty good for me right now. How's your life?

>>738703961
We're here to listen, Anon. If you need to talk, go ahead. Sounds like things are pretty bad right now.

*hugs*

>>738704037
Talk to them about it. Perhaps even just ask them straight up.

>>738704191
Be careful. You can still be friends, but if you let him get too far under your skin be aware that he could hurt you.

>>738704330
I would, but I'm way to nervous...

>>738702880
I've found myself wanting to help people to the greatest of my ability whether it was prudent or not.

I've already put three years of my life into 911 without pay. The burden of debt is a very real problem because I don't see myself having a means to pay it back.

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>>738703377
I mean, I'll be looking for partners in the real world.
>>738703801
I... would probably recommend Tinder, anon. If you think that those problems will be different in the real world, I'm sorry to disappoint you...
>>738704124
I'm sorry, anon but I think that they can help you much better than I possibly could...
>>738704193
Yeah... It's very unkind to you. I support that decision, to stop meeting with her. You can always visit me in these threads, anon. But I have to go for now. You can email me at [email protected]

>>738704037
Iiii think with that, I'm going to bow out of this particular thread...
Goodnight, Anonymous~

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Time to put on the Sweater as we are reaching image cap... its about to get... Cold
(Tries to look cool in sweater)

>>738704316
Imaginary sex with fictional Japanese drawings of cute girls.

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>>738704191
Keep talking to him, Sociopaths are odd people, but they need interaction like everyone else.

>>738704291
Well, You are worth something. I believe you are. You seem like a really nice person.

>>738704316
Have you ever lost yourself in a good book? Or sat down and listened to a really good album and explored your mind?
I've had sex, I'd much rather have been Meditating and learning about myself.

>>738704537
Hopefully thanks for replying I'm gonna try to get some sleep have a nice day evening where ever you are

>>738704191
It's important to know that sociopathy exists on a spectrum. People who would not traditionally be called sociopaths often exhibit sociopathic tendencies. Actually, it's pretty common. I agree with >>738704537, talk to them about it.

>>738695583
i drink alone because my friends have better shit to do i guess and the only one that wants chill with me is my dealer

>>738704588
...
I don't think so...

>>738704537
I'll seek you out.
Goodnight anon...

>>738704330
>>738704330
it would be pretty good if it wasnt so boring! studied like crazy the whole semester, now that summer break is here i have nothing to do... i usually just meet up with friends not too regularly and thats it, other than that just stay at home all day. so what do you do for work? or do you study?

>>738704250
That's strait up wisdom right there.

>>738704316
It's weird to say for some cases, but the feeling of gripping their hand and them being equally as excited is most likely 3x better than the sexual pleasures there are tbh

Thinking "Whoa, gosh I don't understand how someone as great as you can even talk to me" and how they look at you that makes me feel like its okay and i shouldnt ever need to worry again because I'm on top of the world

I would sell a good portion of my life for those feelings because nothing else can replicate them

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>>738704699
I want to chill with you, Anon.
I used to drink alone, but I had to stop.
Last time I got drunk I tried to kill myself.

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>>738704681
You too, anon~
>>738704755
<3

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>>738703559
alright alright I'll admit that was just a shitty thing for me to do.

>>738702880
For the past 4 years i have talked with my neighbor about keeping their dog inside.

Futile endeavor. She just won't.

>>738704050
>>738704330
Fuck, I can't even be mad at anything other than fate over this mess, and my hate without a target is probably the only thing that kept me going. I'm not horribly depressed right now since I've remembered that I still need to fuck the world harder than it fucked me before I grow old and die

>>738704617
Thanks anon, kind of helps to hear those words.

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>>738704236
Damn! No joke, that sure is something!

How would you manage to do that?

>>738704321
Hey, I'm trying to chill :v Nah, but things are all right. Anything new?

>>738704959
Mm... Ok. Just don't do it again, please...?

>>738704874
do you think online relationships can work

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>>738704459
Well, you'll need to work it out slowly then. Start talking to them regularly, see if you can get them interested in you.

>>738704699
You can chill with us, Anon. Drinking alone is not fun. Have you tried looking for better friends, who will stay up to drink with you or keep you company?

>>738704771
I don't do much of anything, Anon. I sit here in my little cave and stare at the wall. I'm very happy here.

>>738704961
I'm inclined to think that this is the best possible attitude that anyone can ever have about life. Anger is one of the most powerful emotions, and anger without direction is not especially dangerous to the people around you. Funnel your anger into something, anything. Take up a sport, and become the best at it. Write a book about how the world sucks. Get a job in construction, and build a dam just to screw nature over.

You can do anything, Anon.

>>738704617
I have, but I've never had sex before...
In fact, I've been alone for a while...
I'd pay a girl to friendzone me.

>>738705160
If it stops being online in a timely fashion.

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>>738705160
hey just jumpin in but
online relationships are risky. After a good amount of feelings develop, you kind of feel hopeless since you can't do more than skype/discord and ship packages. RL is probably harder to work with, but easier to manage. If you're able to hook up w/ the internet partner irl then yeah : )

>>738704856
I'm glad you do, if even for the duration of this thread, it means a lot anon. It's nice to know there is nice people like you out there.

>>738705160
Long distance relationships are tough. That being said, I do know of one online relationship that has actually worked out. I mean fuck, online date finders like match and eharmony work. Here's the catch the real sites you have to pay for membership. It shows who is serious and who isnt.

>>738705350
Anon, I have something better, there are girls you can pay to sex you up.

>>738705296
ahahahahahahahahahahahahahah sweet, my life goal right there!
>>738705127
i wish i could give a less boring answer but no, everything pretty much the same, ive pretty much found the pinnacle of boredom, anything new with you?

>>738705127
Well right now we build language models by assigning a vector to each word then running a large corpus like wikipedia through an artificial neural network (usually a pretty simple one) that adjusts where said vectors exist in relation to eachother. This can be done for categorical, logical, and syntactical relationships between words and phrases. Once a language model is established, producing text is as simple as a probability calculation.

For the future though? Bigger data sets, improved generalized intelligence, and faster computing should expand our capabilities rapidly.

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>>738705001
Good, I'm glad. It's true though, everyone is worth something.

>>738705350
You're not alone, You've got me here. I'd like to consider myself your friend.

>>738704961
Hate is a Poison, you should try letting it go. It's no way to live your life.

>>738705502
I'd like to chill outside of the thread, You seem pretty cool too. Can I ask your name? You don't have to give me it if you don't want.

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I dont even want to live anymore. I have no friends in real life and the friends that I make online turn their back on me because of a dumb slut that I used to talk to. I have done nothing fun within my lifetime and all of my life has been playing computer games alone in my dark and lonely room. I can never make conversation with anyone because my social skills suck dick. I never made any memories in school or even participated in anything, so all throughout high school I was lonely, but not so much sad. Recently however, I really reflected on my life and Im in this situation. I dont have a job and I dont have a car. Im ugly as fuck too so people never approach me. What do I do /b/?

>>738705296
I would, but I don't know where to start...
They basically know nothing about me

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>>738704585
Good night, Yotsuba!!
Thanks for coming by!!

>>738705732
I think you're already my friend, but I'm not sure...

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>>738705832
You can always see me around on most popular boards /k/ /v/ /a/ /b/ and mabye sometimes /pol/ but thats just to get dank memes and HAPPENINGS

>>738705674
pennyman here, ive taken an AI course online (or the first few dozen videos of it) and this seems relatively interesting! what are you working on exactly?

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>>738705909
I want to be your friend either way. Why are you not sure?

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>>738705751
We are your friends now. Be here tomorrow at 8:00 Central Time, ok?
It'll be ok.

>hug
i really need one right now

>>738705674
A vector per word? I think you mean per document.

Also... neural nets are shit at language. Try Support Vector Machines, or, my favorite, random forests. Neural nets don't scale to thousands of features, even with long short term learning.

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>>738705127
i'll try my best to avoid it

>>738705751
Do you have steam, anon?

>>738705643
It's not a very high goal. Are you sure you can't do better than that?

>>738705751
You can be more than your past, Anon. But it's hard. It's very hard. You'll need to build up some social skills, make some friends, and start making money. I can walk you through it here, or we can talk on Discord if you want to. Add me: Fenn#4548

>>738705757
You don't need to "start," just start talking regularly and things will flow from there. Regular communication is key.

-Fenn

>>738705996
I don't know, I really like you as a friend, but I'm not sure you feel the same way, you just see me as another Anon.

>>738706146
No, I usually just play games from gog like factorio.

>>738705751
I was in a similar situation back around 4 years ago. I held onto the grief and sadness that kept me in that pit, but after a while I was so exhausted from feeling that way that I cultivated those feelings into motivation and was able to create a routine for me to start working out. It's helped me enormously, and I never would have even comprehended the point of it anyway when I was depressed, so don't knock this out of the water just yet. I wanted to look in the mirror and not say "Failure", so I've been getting up and working on my body. With the tiredness came a positive mind. The improvements every day (Even if they were small) were huge victories that drastically improved my mental stability. It started off very slow, but it took off and now I just do it for fun. I started with muscles, and eventually the fat just went away. I very much encourage you to change your diet too. Food controls how I think, and ever since my healthier change in foods, I've grown to love myself and my friends unconditionally again. You can become something amazing, I know you can, because if I (the most pathetic loser, I would have said) can do it, you can too! I love you keep on rocking bud. I still play games too

>>738705982
Pleasure to meet you Penny, I'm referring to myself as MSGuy for now. I'm just a student, still learning tensorflow. I've built a few ANNs in python, and one in Java. The one in java was actually a minecraft plugin... I should probably get back to that project eventually...

But anyway, that's just the tip of the iceberg. I'm kind of all over the place. Jack of many trades, master of none, sort of thing. For instance, I spent half a year animating in flash and making an MMORPG pet game with it (did the back end stuff myself too). That was back when flash was relevant.

>>738705296
Thanks, that does actually make me feel better. Thinking on it, I do a fairly good job sort of funneling my energy into work/hobbies, but it still hurts when it comes back and hits me like a train

>>738705732
I wouldn't even consider letting it go until I can put the reason behind me, and considering the progress of medical technology, I've got more waiting to do

>>738706365
ahahahahahahahahah i probably can, but i also probably dont want to. actually, im guessing youve been to some more of these threads, do you know when they are held? cause i dont lurk /b/ all day everyday so it would be handy to know

>>738706365
I've been trying, and it's just been going nowhere...

>>738705643
Hey, I can relate. Nothing much here except trying to get some stuff done.

>>738705674
Woahhh, that's some pretty cool stuff. A-A shame I can't really understand it though :v

>>738705751
I'm truly sorry anon... All I can suggest is to try and get small goals planned and executed, and keep on doing that until you feel good about doing something bigger.

>>738706054
*Huug*

What's up Anon...?

>>738706091
That's all I ask... An animal like that doesn't know any better...

Rock

>>738706063
I do actually mean per word. Currently the most effective language parser is in the hands of Google. It's a recurrent artificial neural network.

>>738706365
I'd be glad to hear how to do it.
>>738706478
Im currently starting to run and bike every night for 3 hours at a time letting the road take me wherever it leads. Its just the amount of food that I eat that gets me. Ive been without a hobby for so long that whenever I get angry or sad, I just end up eating.
>>738706797
Thanks anon

>>738706588
Finding positive outlets for a force like that is difficult for many people. I'm glad you've got a good handle on it. And yes, it's still going to hurt if you think about it. It's still there, and it's still bad. But if you use it right good things can come of it.

>>738706599
I'm in the threads sometimes. They're almost always at 6 pm PST on weekdays. I hope to see you in again.

>>738706655
Well, maybe you need to start shifting into more personal topics. Ask questions that are a little deeper, and perhaps reveal a little more. You need to get closer somehow, and that won't always happen on its own. You may need to push it some.

And remember, if they aren't interested, they aren't interested. Don't try to force things if it obviously won't work.

-Fenn

>>738706536
>That was back when flash was relevant.
ahahahahahah good times. im sorta the same with that, mostly because i find an interest in so many things, but actually dont have the passion to go through with them. id wish i knew a bit more programming but i really just cant program for more than half an hour, i just get quickly saturated

>>738707005
I hope it did something for you Anon...

Rock

>>738706797
:o so exactly like me, except i dont even try to get stuff done. a small triumph for the lazy man ahahahahahahahahah
im so bored that a day where i google what fruit has the hardest peel would be a fun one for me

Post feet

>>738707465
feet fetish is weird

>>738707465
image limit reached : (

>>738707007
neat, yeah ill probably be here cause summer ahahahahahahah, 6+8=2am for me, im actually not sure 8 is the difference but i just scrolled up and saw the OP made at 2am

>>738707465
I might, but what will I get in return?

>>738707692
A Snickers bar, some belly button lint and maybe a stick of gum

>>738706798
What's in your word vector?

Stanford actually still beats google on parsing - google wins most other challenges due to massive data, but it's low quality data - and parsing requires a massive amount of high-quality, human-labelled data.

>>738707825
Maybe.

>>738703353
I don't know how to widen my scope, though. I make new friends once in a blue moon, and they're always other girls. I don't have any guy friends and that isn't helpful. The perfect situation for me in my eyes is having a few guys as friends, and then maybe dating one of them if we get really close. I don't think that's going to happen, especially since my sister fucks every guy we meet, so even if I had a guy friend, he probably fucked my sister already and I'm pretty sure she has herpes, so I wouldn't even consider him after that. Even sans herpes.

>>738708450
Hmm. Sounds like you need to get away from your sister. If you can put together a group of people away from her you'll have more of a chance. Where's a good place for you to meet people? Spend as much time there without your sister as you can.

-Fenn

>>738707407
W-Well, I don't know if I'm lazy or not...

:v

Anyway you take care, and good night everyone!

See you all next time, I hope!

Rock

>advice

I need tips for an interview job. Any help?

>>738708720
She follows me everywhere I go most of the time because she has no friends. And if I tell her to fuck off she turns the situation around to make me look like the asshole, even though she goes out of her way to fuck people she knows I like or might be interested in. She even fucked my best friend's boyfriend and got mad at her when my friend was rightfully pissed at her. She's a cunt but she never takes responsibility. And she's not a cunt all the time, just when things get serious, most of the time she's fun but she's very immature.