Hey /b/ Serious question, how are you? How's life right

No such thing as failing school
Either you are not failing school or you failed school

I'm staring down the barrel of the gun of our legal system. Facing 14 years potentially. Count your lucky stars, OP.

>>738244775
In all honesty, I think I did fail it, man

>>738244790
Damn. Greentext?

>>738244790
What's the charge mate ?

>>738244715
Pretty fucked up. No complain but I'm starting to not want to cope with all this shit.

>>738245070
Tell me about it. What's up? Personally can't keep up with parent's expectations of me. It's exhausting

>Girlfriend broke up with me because lying mutual friends.
>got mutual friends job
>be assistant supervisor
>lying friends get me fired as apparent payback for girlfriend fiasco
>lose all friends because they believe lying mutual friends
>find out I have a brain tumor
>feel relief that I won't live long enough to deal with all this bullshit
>come to terms with fate
>turns out it's a cyst not a tumor
>fuck.jpg

>>738245198
Think about any aspect of life that can go wrong, it did for me. Physical, emotionnal, relationnal,... Pretty much all fucked up. Sure, I can and will work on it. Still don't feel like it right now.

>>738244996
>>738245070
I'll just say it's aggravated assault.

Trumped up charges, really. Not looking too good, though.

>>738245359
That's the kind of friend that would deserve a good kick in the face. I know that, feel you mate.

>>738245359
Hey dude, hang in there.

wrong time of the year

>>738244715
waiting for a friend to borrow me a camera, because i want to record few words before i commit suicide

>>738245370
Sometimes I also feel like there's no point. I know that feel, man

>>738245576
If that's what you feel is right, I'm not stoppin you

>>738245576
What would it be ? I always wonder what could be a man's last words. (Or woman for all the fuck I give)

>>738245747
i want to tell my very good lesbian friend that i fell in love with her when i first saw her and loved her for 3 years while she only thinks im her best friend also few things about how my mother gave my reasons to do this lately and few words about my mental health that is fucked up really

>>738245931
i mean i still love her, shes borrowing me the camera...

Feeling pretty shitty, regretting a lot of decisions.
Still waiting for that one thing that makes me glad of all the wrong decisions

>>738246055
No better words to describe this shit feeling
Cheers

>>738244715
good me bro: https://youtu.be/EFbY2pmoRnA

goin through one of those spells feelin nothing but empty

>>738245931
>>738246002
I never really understand the concept of loving for a short period of time. Plus if you're not a female you should have saw it coming no ?
Anyway, family always suck. Thx for sharing and good luck with what's left.

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>>738244715
Get papers for class done by someone else online. Theres sites for cheating.
My life sucks right now. No job, no gf, have to move, no vacancys in my city.

First time that I'm genuinely feeling suicidal. Then again I'm on 4chan, no surprise here.

>30
> fuck 5 tinder bitches a year but can't invest in relationship since I got cheated on 2 years ago
>have car, independent
>have useless degree
>but only make 40k yr, can't afford house or vacations
>depressed and relapse into body dysmorphic disorder every few months
>smoked weed every day for 7 years, can't stop
>probably have aspergers, get too obsessed with new video games and get distracted from life advancements
>best friend died from overdose, growing apart from other friends,make new ones but resent them within a year, mostly due to superiority complex that most other people are dumb
>developing social anxiety
>No idea what I want to achieve besides hedonistic pleasures

>>738246617
go hitchiking to mexico or jump on the first plane you can afford, see what fucked up situations you can experience first that aren't likely to result in a painful death. you got nothing to lose.

>>738246617
first is worst

>>738246691
lelo 40k is more then enough to life a good life.
get ur shit togeter fgt

>>738244715

My life is shit atm

>25
>Got a degree
>After graduating got real ill and had major surgery
>Fucked up my confidence, motivation, social life
>Got no job due to the above
>Still living with parents
>Trying to work out and going on the occasional tinder date to get out of this rut
>Considered drinking and drugs to gain confidence but that's probably a path that would fuck me up more

>>738247009
hes addicted to weed tho, would have to quit

Been told I'm ugly by 3 people today, so feelsbadman.jpg. I'm not some incel faggot that blames everything on women, and trust me I've tried to bring my looks up to at least a 6/10 but nothing works. Sometimes I wish I could just have gotten even a slightly better set of genes than this, but hey, the lottery is the lottery.

>>738246691
So basically you have the money and the girls but still manage to fuck being you're so smart...

You obviously know nothing about asperger, trying to escape reality is really common and not 90% of the fucking planet have autism.

You just have trust issue and confidence issue, you're your own problem.

>>738247198
Tips for you bro.
Go get a haircut at a real good place if you can afford it, they'll sort your shit out.
Get some good quality clothes.
Get a cute dog.
You'll attract more girls that way

>>738247198
Show face

>>738244715
Going okay. Got a new job im very excited about. Worked there for a week now, but the first impressions are all very good.

Living together with my gf whom I dont really love anymore and we are in the process of breaking up.

Howcome u fail in school?

>>738247198
How do you not punch those people ? Being ugly, meh I don't mind, like you said it's just a matter of luck so why would I care ? But people will never dare say it to me.

Beauty is overrated and really of no use on 4chan so have fun.

>>738246532
Holy shit, that's pathetic.

>>738247245
I know a little.

I cycle through legit obsessions and hobbies, sometimes even delusions, and then totally phase out of them after weeks. Basic things that are easy for 90% of people are difficult for me. Minor oddities in my behaviour cause everyone to distance themselves from me eventually.

Photographic memory, told I'm gifted in school growing up, but can't channel my intellect or creativity into anything interesting.

Lack mental discipline and not sure I can ever improve my personality, my brain is how it is. you can turn bread in to toast, but you can't turn toast back into bread.

Recovering from a major slump currently.

Just told my parents recently that after paying for five years of university, I'm dropping out.

Couldn't stand it anymore. Wasted five precious years, being too stubborn to give it up, got basically nothing to my name except a somewhat decent highschool diploma now. I'm 25 and just slowly coming to terms with my decision. Haven't been suicidal about it, but it felt pretty bad disappointing everyone around me. Even though the few people I told about this encouraged me, I still feel like I'm just a pathetic failure.

Get a stem degree they said
You'll find a job quickly with it they said
2months since graduating and I'm still looking for a job

>>738247068
No one's fault but your own. If you think drugs and sex will make your life not shit, then you're literally retarded.

Here's an idea, grow up and stop acting like a cunt.

>>738246691
You can get a house in the 100k range with 40k lol. Move somewhere affordable.

Have a wonderful girlfriend with a strong social status that adores me, started a business which is expanding well and fueling dreams I've put off for years, dropped 20kg and am progressively feeling stronger and fitter.

Doing this all to compensate for how miserable I feel over losing my ex 4 years ago. I'm living an ideal and keep being told it'll get better over time but it just isn't and I don't know what else to do.

>>738247908
Pitiful excuses. If you're done feeling sorry for yourself and done lying, then mayhap you could actually put effort into things you do.

>>738247987
Thanks, I think I actually need someone to tell me this irl, I know its purely my own problem, just gotta get over that mental barrier

>>738247947
I got a stem degree

Can literally quit my job on fridaymorning and be back at work next monday.

How are you not getting work

What did you study
Where do you live
Are you even Linkedin?

>>738247947
That's what good grades are for, kid. You need to be good at what you were taught, not just have a degree.

>>738244715
I'm in a terrible spot right now..
I live in a small apartment by myself and i spent my days jerking off and laying in my bed, i havent had any friends for years and i have been single for even longer than that..
Life is shit man.

>>738247068
" >After graduating got real ill and had major surgery
>Fucked up my confidence, motivation, social life
>Got no job due to the above"
Why did it fuck up your confidence and etc? It left you disfigured or crippled?

>>738248274
If you finish a Masters degree in Mechanical Engineering you are effectively setup for life, work-wise

>>738247944
Isn't our educationnal system nice ?
Open to everybody and "free" for all. And yet it either creates dumb elitist people or nice people who think they'll always fail.

I feel for you mate. Now you have to stop caring about the other and do shits for you. Good luck.

>>738248281
Sounds bretty gud

I'm pretty sure I'm getting played by a girl who I really like. So I'm not doing well...

>>738248420
Not if you're a failure at mechanical engineering.

>>738246691
>>No idea what I want to achieve besides hedonistic pleasures

Found the root of the problem.

Fix this and you will see.

>>738244715
Things are pretty good now.
Got a new job a few months ago and Im about to go on holiday
I'm just one happy camper

>>738246532
>Get papers for class done by someone else online. Theres sites for cheating.
>My life sucks right now. No job, no gf, have to move, no vacancys in my city.

Do you really want to take advice from this loser?

>>738248371

All my muscles atrophied, I was skelly thin, skin was yellow. So I wouldn't go out in public.

>>738248618
Eat shit pig.

>>738248438
>nice people who think they'll always fail
Get your nice guy syndrome bullshit out of here.
They've failed on their own merits, nothing more.

>>738248281
You have a place to live and don't have to deal with people's bullshit. Sounds okay to me. If you want a friend, go get one. Small talk until you find someone who has shit in common with you.

>>738248637
Can you recover from that?

>>738248259
>>738248274

Information Technology, I'm in central Florida.
I'm on linked in and I'm building my GitHub. so far I've only had one phone interview and I'm only applying to jobs in the state.

>>738248754

Yeah, although due to medication gaining muscle mass is tough. It's more of a mental challenge for me now, as getting back to real life after 3 years of utter shit is easier than it sounds

>>738248523
getting played is her fucking someone else after agreeing to only touch your dick.

any other situation, you played yourself.

>>738248669
The fuck you come with the nice guy syndrome ?
First, it's not a disease you fucking moron.
Then, they are genuinely nice people who think they can't get anything done just because they can't make a paper about some obscure topic in less than 2 hours ? Fuck that.

>>738248084
where the fuck can you find a decent house in the 100k range?

>>738244715
Pretty good tbh. I use to be incredibly depressed, no longer wanted to live as I lost everything in life.

After almost 10 months of considering suicide, thinking of reasons to live I realized something: Life won't provide you with a reason to live.

It's up to you to give your life purpose.

I learned to discard the expectations others had for me. I sat down and asked myself what I wanted from myself. I set expectations by myself, for myself.

I realized that you never really lose at life. You never fail, you just change directions. The path continues on, you're just walking a different direction.

I also learned to live in the present. The past is the past. It's over, it doesn't exist anymore. The future is unknown. Anything could happen. Focus on the now. What are you doing now, do you want to be doing it, and why/why not?

I'm at peace. I've never been happier.

>>738248897
I know its easier said than done like you said but keep working on it. Dont give up. YOUR PROBLEM ATLEAST HAS A SOLUTION. I'll pray for you.

>>738249022
Thanks

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>>738244715
>winning in school, straight a`s
>new job, 8.59/hour, chances of pay rise and promotion.
>Non existent social life.
>doing volunteer work at local library.
>mother is great, father is an asshole.
>2 stone overweight for my age.
>10 inches taller than everyone else.


my life seems to be a mix of extremes.

>>738248529
the fact you finshed such a masters degree implies enough analytical capacity and technical insight that most companies still want to hire you. Even though it might be for a completely different position.

>>738248897
Well I'm not gonna pray for you, because you'll be better doing something for yourself than me trying, so I'm gonna say that: You survived. If you're not dead, you're stronger that you used to be. Now get your shit together and focus on what you want.

>>738248916
Easy there, kid. No need to be so salty.
We know not everyone can be intelligent.

>>738248914
Yeah, she's probably fucking all of her "friends."
She's fucked up in the head just a little bit.

>>738248916
>thinks a syndrome is a disease and not an affliction

Theres your problem with the educational system. You've obviously failed at it.

No more mr Nice Guy for you.