Ask a Schizophrenic anything. I may take a while to reply sometimes,

>>737571670
what's it like?
I'm mentally ill too btw (i dont have schizophrenia though, I have bipolar2)

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>>737571670
>what's it like?
That's a really vague question. Can you be more specific?
>I have bipolar2
Sorry to hear that, anon. Hopefully, it's not too rough for you.

>>737572228
i don't know anything about schizophrenia except for media propaganda so basically i'm asking what life is like for you

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>>737572402
>basically i'm asking what life is like for you
I see.
It's pretty mundane, outside of when I have psychotic breaks. I mostly just sit around the house, I don't really go out anymore.
I have manic and depressive states, similar to bipolar. Except they only last a week or two (usually) with apathetic states in between that last several months.

>>737571670
Do you hear things or see them? Any paranoid delusions?

My mom is schizophrenic and hears the neighbors growling at her through the walls. She thinks they plot against her. Ducking sucks.

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>>737572733
>Do you hear things or see them?
Both. I primarily see things when I'm psychotic though. No so much when I'm not.
>Any paranoid delusions?
Mhm. The main one is that I'm from another universe, this is the 3rd one that I've been to.
>Ducking sucks.
Sounds like she's got it really bad.

>>737573077
whats it like hearing the voice of the dark gods?

What is the primary focus and themes of your delusions.

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>>737573164
>whats it like hearing the voice of the dark gods?
I don't really hear dark gods, as it were.
I most hear just "normal" voices, like talking to another person.
I also hear animal sounds, like birds, they're the most common animal sound I hear.

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>>737573416
>What is the primary focus and themes of your delusions.
Paranoia, like someone, or something is out to get me.
And Deja vu (for lack of a better term), like dying another universe and being transported to a new one.

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Bump with a schizo doodle

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Bampu

>>737571670
https://discord.
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gg/CKJV7d3

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>>737574411
>dickscord

I feel like I need to shot you to feel safe

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>>737574563
>I feel like I need to shot you to feel safe
Why is that?

>>737574690
because you can snap at any moment

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>>737574728
>because you can snap at any moment
So can you, or any other person in the world. What's your point?

>>737574950
nah I'm a stoic I don't let my emotions rule me

emotions lead their minds astray, you don't even have a stable working mind to begin with

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>>737575138
>I don't let my emotions rule me
Nor do I. I don't even feel emotions 95% of the time, nor do most Schizos.
And if I am feeling some rare emotion, I seldom act on it.
You seem to hold a lot of misconceptions about Schizo, anon.

>>737575287
My brother recently found out he is a schitzo, and he lost his job because ge kept think the other workers were planning to grill him and eat him. In my experience schizos arent a problem, they are more worried about the things they think are going on around them than the douchebags who assume bad things because of media hate

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Bampo

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>>737575783
>worried about the things they think are going on around them
This pretty much sums up Schizo. Most of us are just paranoid someone else is going to get us.
Most Shizos don't do anything to people and just keep to themselves.

>>737575987
My point exactly

>>737573424
If you think thoughts in your head, you hear your own voice? And the other voices come out of nowhere? Because I have nagging thoughts of suicide, for pretty much fifteen years now. Its my first thought when I wake up and my last thought before I go to bed. "Kill yourself." "You should just die." I've rationalized wanting to die in a variety of ways, some of them valid, some of them pretty trifling. How do I know if these voices arent just my own being rationally wanting to die?

>>737571670
Have you ever seen a halucionation and been really freaked out by it?

>>737575987
its nothing personal but if someone was on a hallucinogenic drug people would back away

its the same with a schizo

Prescribed meds?

>>737576361
Not entirely true. Im a hippy through and through, most of the people i hang with trip on lsd. And honestly they are all the nicest people iv'e met. So if thats your comparsin than your fear of scitzos is inavalid. At least in my opinion

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>>737576202
>If you think thoughts in your head, you hear your own voice?
No, actually. My thoughts don't come in a voice.
I know that sounds bizarre.
>And the other voices come out of nowhere?
Yea, that's an accurate way of saying it.
>How do I know if these voices arent just my own being rationally wanting to die?
Everything in your head is your own thoughts.
>>737576304
>Have you ever seen a halucionation and been really freaked out by it?
Yeah, I used to hallucinate spiders dangling from the ceiling, I would turn and there would just be a spider there in my face. I would lose my shit for a second and swat at it and then it would just disappear.
>>737576361
>its nothing personal but if someone was on a hallucinogenic drug people would back away
And if that person didn't say they were Schizo/on a drug. You would likely never know.
>>737576536
>Prescribed meds?
I'm not on any meds.

>>737576668
If you're not on meds then you haven't seen a shrink-- correct?

>>737576668
Its cool that ypur puttong yourself out there for other peoples curiosity. Spreading actual thoughts on this is way better than having a non schizo, say a phycologist attempting to describe something they dont actally understand. People really should just see people for people, not their problems. I hope eveyone has a peaceful night.

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>>737576952
>If you're not on meds then you haven't seen a shrink-- correct?
I saw a Psychologist, not a Psychiatrist. I was told I should see a Psychiatrist, but I wasn't interested in doing that. So I did some behavioral therapy for a little bit then got tired of that because it was all shit I already knew.

Any of the voices single girls? Could you have a rational conversation with the things you hear/see?

>>737571670
I hear voices and am not schizo, I think. Whispers. I learned to ignore them years ago.

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>>737577150
>Its cool that ypur puttong yourself out there for other peoples curiosity
Thanks, anon. Glad you find it interesting.
>People really should just see people for people, not their problems
I agree, too often people are shallow and can only look at people with shallow biases and can't form opinions by themselves.
>I hope eveyone has a peaceful night.
You too, anon. Take it easy.
>>737577252
>Any of the voices single girls?
I hear two female voices.
>Could you have a rational conversation with the things you hear/see?
I can have conversations with the voices, but not the visual hallucinations.
>>737577346
>I hear voices and am not schizo, I think.
Schizo isn't the only mental disorder that have voices. It could be any number of things or just the way you think.

>>737577346
My voice was positive, encouraging, and I heard it as if someone was whispering in my ear. Didn't feel at all inside my head. What if I'm in a coma somewhere, and the voice is my nurse or family talking to me? Neat!

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>>737577691
Anon, I think you're in the wrong place.
>>737577787
>and I heard it as if someone was whispering in my ear.
That's how I hear my voices too. They sound like someone just whispering in my ear (usually)

>>737577555
Do the voices commentate as you masturbate? Is it awkward?

>>737577555
When I first heard them I called my roommate into my room to see if he heard anything. People think you're nuts.

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>>737577867
>Do the voices commentate as you masturbate?
Yeah, kinda. they commentate over just about everything I do.
>Is it awkward?
No, why would it be?
It can be distracting sometimes, though. I can go to full on about to bust a nut to having a random ass conversation with a voice and forgot I was even jerking it.
>>737577962
>People think you're nuts.
That's why I don't really tell people about them.

>>737571670
why you are such a faggot?
why havent killed yourself yet?

>>737578069
Do the voices judge you for being such a weeb

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>>737578151
Well, if it isn't my favorite anon.
>why you are such a faggot?
Why not?
>why havent killed yourself yet?
Still don't feel like it.
>>737578173
>Do the voices judge you for being such a weeb
Nope.

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Oh yes. My daily Shinobu fix.

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>>737578330
>My daily Shinobu fix.

Bum

>>737578243

whatcha doing

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>>737579214
>whatcha doing
Watchin' some stuff on YT while I wait for replies.

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You got any skills? Woodworking? Competitive jousting?

>>737571670
don't think i'm not watching you. i know what you're up to.

>>737579353
dont you play online gaems?

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>>737579591
>You got any skills?
None that are practical.
I'm really good at reading people, and spend too much time playing vidya.
>>737579713
>i know what you're up to.
I know what YOU'RE up to.
>>737579724
>dont you play online gaems?
Occasionally.

>>737573933
You showed this Fri night. You said there was more. You said there was more. There was more .

>>737579825
What types of games?

I hope you have a good weekend.

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Hi anon.

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>>737579995
>You said there was more
The other part to it is here: >>737575796
>>737580018
>What types of games?
MMOs/Mobas/survival games
>>737580094
>I hope you have a good weekend.
You too, anon.

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>>737580189
>Hi anon.
Hi again, anon. How're you tonight?

>>737579825
what do you play

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>>737580596
>what do you play
I've been playing 7 days to die, Black Desert Online and League of Legends recently.

>>737577216
Is there a reason you don't take prescription drugs? I don't blame you for not, gf is on them and she's been turned into a loaf of bread.

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>>737580775
>gf is on them and she's been turned into a loaf of bread.
That's the short answer on why.
I don't take any medication, not even for headaches. It violates my morals.
The only time I'll make an exception is if it's for something that's life-threatening.

>>737580916
I haven't met many people with that philosophy. Seems like every little annoyance with the human body can be cured with a pill nowadays. If you don't mind pissing blood and having aneurysms.

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>>737580284
Doing a little better, still a lot depressive

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>>737581127
>Doing a little better
Glad to hear.
>still a lot depressive
One day at a time, it'll get better.

>>737571670
I'm not really sure what I should ask.

I knew of a guy back in high school who had schizophrenia. I never really got to know him better, though.

At the moment of death in one time one you are shifted to another time line where the event didn't result in death.

Is this similar To yours ?

>>737571670
why araragi treats her like shit in bakemonogatari?

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>>737581451
>I'm not really sure what I should ask.
You don't have to ask anything, you can just chat about nonsense.
>>737581460
>Is this similar To yours ?
Pretty much.
After dying in one "timeline" you've moved to another and everything restarts again.
>>737581692
>why araragi treats her like shit in bakemonogatari?
He doesn't?

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>>737581767

>>737581767
he just ignores her throughout all the season until the end

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What do you think of yotsuba.

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>>737581263
Thank you.

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>>737582521
>he just ignores her throughout all the season until the end
She doesn't really do much for the first season. She just kind of hides.
>>737582529
>What do you think of yotsuba.
Never seen the show, but looks qt as fuck.
>>737582646
>Thank you.
You're welcome.

Plum

Boomp

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Opinion on the goddess of explosions?

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>>737583565
>Opinion on the goddess of explosions?
Who dat

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You ever played wow?

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>>737583889

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>>737583956
>You ever played wow?
Way back in vanilla, I played up until level 18. My computer couldn't handle the game and I got lost out in the swamps and stopped.
>>737584017
>that pic

Favorite survival game?

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>>737584628
>Favorite survival game?
My favorite right now is 7 Days To Die.

>>737571670
stop posting this shitty thread every fucking day you autist

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>>737584883
>stop posting this shitty thread every fucking day
I'll do what I want, but thanks for the advice.

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>>737584776
Cool we have something in common anon

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>>737585199
Can't wait for the stable patch to be released.

>>737585355
Yeah it sucks that you have to make a new map every time an unstable version comes out. I'm really excited

>>737571670
How's it feel to live with all those shadow people in your room?

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>>737585515
>Yeah it sucks that you have to make a new map every time an unstable version comes out
I wind up making a new map every few days anyway. Since I play on a one-death-per-map basis.
>>737585612
>How's it feel to live with all those shadow people in your room?
Well, there's only one shadow person, and it feels... normal? I guess?

>>737571670
i love you kate
i die

>>737585819
I use to play like that too, i try to hold as much as i can.

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how do you tell if your becoming a schitzo?
like what are some warning signs and causes?

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>>737586665
>i love you kate
I'm not Kate.
>>737586800
>I use to play like that too,
It's the superior way to play, I think. I can't play any survival games non-hardcore.
>>737586819
>how do you tell if your becoming a schitzo?
a psychologist is the best way.
>like what are some warning signs
Extreme paranoia/hallucinations/disrupted sleep patterns
>and causes?
There aren't any known causes

>>737587038
I also made a server for random people but was not a good experiment

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>>737587368
>was not a good experiment
>random people on the internet
>not good
What did you expect? kek

>>737587691
Yeah i guess is what you should expect

>>737585612
just like watching media or any use of a screen/computer tech, it's all in the mind

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>>737587785
Well, I need to get some sleep. I'll catch you later anon.

Goodnight to anyone still lurking

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>>737587038
this always confuses me, what exactly is extreme paranoia?
for example, my dad owns a scrap yard and was paranoid that the landlord was allowing his family too sneak in at night to steal our product.
He turned out to be right and lots of people thought he was on to something leading up to the conclusion.

now i on the otherhand live in a duplex on my own and have began lousing food cloths weed and other things, not to mention doors being left unlocked and cubbords being opened when i get home from work.

but my friends and family just keep saying i'm paranoid, is it posible that i'm just lousing my head?

>>737587949
Goodnight friend

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>>737587967
i neglected to elaborate what i'm trying to say is i think some one else is living in my house and no one believes me.

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>>737587967
>this always confuses me, what exactly is extreme paranoia?
Well, your example is a good example of paranoia. But, he probably had evidence of that.
It's more like "Someone is out to get me" with no real evidence of it.

>but my friends and family just keep saying i'm paranoid, is it posible that i'm just lousing my head?
Is it possible? Of course it's possible. Does that mean it's true? No.
It's very possible someone could be sneaking in. Buy a camera, set it up.

When I think I always feel like I'm talking to somebody. Like I'm explaining why I do something. Almost like talking to a child that asks too many questions. How it always is. In my head. I've kinda learnt to ignore it, and just live with it. But I dunno. It's kinda like the company I keep in my mind.

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>>737588237
yeh i had planned to using my sisters little go pro camera thing at some point.

also i smoke a lot of pot (only about an ounce a week) and my mum used to say it could cause psychosis, i'm not sure if theres any truth to that but it definetly causes paranoia from time to time, could it just be that?

Posting from my phone so no shinobu
>>737589067
>an ounce a week
That's a huge amount of weed.
>mum used to say it could cause psychosis
Yes, weed is a psychoactive drug, and is known to cause psychosis, especially in high quantities.
>could it just be that?
It very well could be.

>>737588237
Having Schitz sucks. My uncle has Schitz. He had to be locked in a home with handlers and he's on a strict regiment of pills or he'll lose it. Hear some horror stories of him trying to kill my mom when they were kids. Only met him a few times but dear Lord I don't know why we kept visiting.

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>>737589243
to be honest i kinda figured it might just be the weed but i dont wana give it up.
i feel like i'll go mad without it but its also possible to go mad with it!
i dont know fuck it i'm stoned now thinking is for chumps

>>737589954
>i dont wana give it up.
Maybe don't smoke an O a fucking week you dunce.
>i feel like i'll go mad without it
That's called addiction

What letter does your name start with?

>>737590316
>What letter does your name start with?
J

>>737571670
i think my buddy has this from what im reading but he refuses to believe me

but he hears voices telling him hes a failure and that hes a loser and that he should kill himself

he also thinks everyone at work is ALWAYS talking about him.. and thinks he can hear them saying stuff about him and laughing and are trying to get him fired

how do i convince him this is his problem?

>>737590395
>how do i convince him this is his problem?
Well, that's an extremely difficult thing to do.
Get him to see a psychologist, that's your best bet.

How long have you been here?

>>737590715
>How long have you been here?
Where?

Alright this is my last post for real. Good night

>>737590977
Space, duh

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>>737590977
>>737591433
>>737591977
Back to back dubs

>>737571670
You know that your entire family hates you and you're just a backpack that they have to carry all the time, right? you should kill yourself.