>Be me >Be 21 >Living a shitty life >I'm your

And even here I'm a ghost, at least it's a good prove that it's time for me to go

>>737436953
join isis. atleast their god will give you 71 virgins in the next life.

>>737436691
Definitely not "usual". sorry your life has been hard op. I am much better off than you and i feel fairly hopeless too. My reason is because of heartbreak after five years of living together. I really don't know any other way because it was our entire adult lives together. She really fucked me up. I recommend treating women like the dogs they are and pursuing wealth. Also not giving a fuck about anyone and taking benzos if you ever feel stressed/depressed.

>doesn't say what country
nah

At least you know how it feels to be loved by someone, to have sex and everything. I've been alone my entire life

>>737437096

I'm desperate, not completely stupid.

>>737436691
This is very summer.
Post proof of schiz
Post proof of family death
Post proof of suicide

>>737437484
What kind of proof do you want ?

I'm so sorry for not taking pictures when my family was getting slaughtered or when my friend killed herself.

How stupid am I right ?

>>737437200
Ya it felt great for a long time. I had everything. In the end though i fell into a depression after finding my neighbors corpse and then having some asshole try to break into our place when she was away. When i needed support she wasn't there for m. She became less rational as she continued birth control and started antidepressants, making life hell. We still fucked and sucked constantly until the day she dumped me through a text. She always told me sex was the best thing about me, now i know she meant it. She hated my atheism and science, only put up with it for sex. She used me and has made me an uncaring monster. Im in decent shape and have more friends than most people my age, as well as having a wealthy financial future if i dont make somebody shoot me dead in an altercation.

>>737437721
Do you know where you are?

>>737437866
At the very least you felt it for a moment, better than dying without any knowledge about it

>>737437873
What do you mean ?

>>737438040
No proof no sympathy.
Why should anyone care that you got dealt a shit hand, everyone did it's called life.
Man the fuck up anon and drop the autism create your own positive experience rather than whining on a shitty image board faggot

>>737438200
Thank you for you post, you can go now

>>737438011
Well i had a pretty badass lifestyle before her, so to me I'm worse off. Love is basically temporary insanity which you know sounds ridiculous when you tell everybody that you're in love, but you dont care because you're certain. If i had never fell in love i would have much more money and women to spend and fuck. I was loyal beyond reason. Now i can still fuck women, but don't even want to because im so twisted. I have amazing sexual virility, but its useless now that i associate it with love.

>>737436691
it's a bad suicide plan, all you'll be doing is cursing yourself to a life of expensive antiviral medication

>>737436691
Muslim?

>>737438602
Well for me loneliness fucked me up pretty bad.

I know that one day I'll just become crazy and slit my own throat or something.

Just to put an end to my misery. It's either that or I'll atack someone else out of anger and frustration

>>737438829
I'll refuse the medication and accept my fate. So no problem with that

>>737438842
Does it matter ?

>>737438929
Why tf make a thread on your sad life story and not elaborate on shit when ppl ask.Just neck yourself rn

>>737438929
no but I got the feeling you are..Anyways why dont you try to set a goal? like boxing or go on some fight sport
(you have that mentality of a fighter no?) be a pro dude. dont feel pathetic about your life.

>>737439373

You're right.

Yes I am Muslim

>>737439446
Thing is , I always managed to get what I wanted or defend myself with my fists, but this ...love.
It's something that I'm powerless again. I can't just punch my way through

>>737439530
muslim, war, europe, 21 ... Serbia right? go live in your fucking Kosovo and suck american dick for AIDS then

>>737439530
There you go nigga

>>737438853
Ya i can't imagine how you feel if you really did experience those traumas. I was so hot and high in college at your age, i had to turn down friendships because i was too popular. What stops you from meeting women?

>>737439748
Chechnya, but nice try

>>737439786
My fucking face, the fact that I'm unlucky too, but mostly my face

>>737439895
if it is Chechnya and you are already in Europe, just go travel france/netherlands and you will get laid easy, heads up man but fuck those Kosovo fuckers

>>737436691
Join the french foreign legion. get a new identity, new life.... forget all about the fucking past... just live dude.

>>737440113
Lmao we don't want his aids ass in the fucking Netherlands. man tf up OP.

>>737440113
Thing is, I can speak to anyone, I'm not shy, I'm pretty funny and relax BUT I'm ugly as fuck...it's been my crime my whole life

>>737440489
hou je bek gert. laat die vent doen wat die wilt.Ik ben mocro en ik vind dat hij welkom is in nederland
>>737436691
OP we welcome you in the Netherlands!!

>>737440525
Post pics Op??

>>737440619
Thank you friend, I'll think of it one day

>>737440752
So someone can stalk me and destroy what I have left of my life ?

>>737440525
just look for some SJW bitch who will love to suck your dick because of your horrible history... you are muslim from ex soviet country who lost his family in a war while he was watching and came to europe seeking better future.... all those dumb bitches who go to ghettos to administer soups to somali scum will just drool over your dick just to tell their friends how they saved your soul... this is too easy man, even germany would do that for you

>>737440489
White gold American here. Fuck you netherlands asshole, he is suffering.

>>737440857
youre nothing OP... we just want to see your face so we can judge..

>>737440860
Thing is, she won't even let me speak or tell my story, the second she'll see my face she will nope the fuck out of there

>>737437866
>she hated my atheism and science
Sounds like she hated your fedora too

>>737441054
Even if I'm nothing, I know how badly someone can ruin a reputation when he really wants to

>>737441120
then post a pic of a random ugly guy that you think that youre ugly as he is?

>>737441092
Why is that the only comeback i get here? I never wear hats. She came from a rural area so she believes in nonsense religion. Always wanted me to bite my tongue, but i call superstitions as i see them. She used to jest that the best component of me was the sex. Fucked me every night, even the night before dumping me. Now i know she meant it and that my honestly about everything was my pitfall.

>>737441431
> why does everybody point out that I sound like a pretentious faggot

Because you sound like a pretentious faggot

>>737441399
Couldn't find one just like that. I don't think anyone look like me.

But if you want a mental picture

1m83
dark hair
Brown eyes
Big nose
A "tired" feeling on my face like I didn't slept for years
Lips completely destroyed

And I could go on

>>737441672
Because i call out superstitions? Where is imaginary friend now? It must be so much better to be less pretentious by saying "oh ya ghosts and god could be real". Go eat some hotdogs and cornmeal, dipshit.

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>>737441675
post a picture of yourself, maybe I can be your gayfriend?

>>737442697
I rather not....just in case

Anyways op. Don't kill yourself. Give up your religion and move somewhere you can be yourself. I would be friends with somebody if they introduced themselves as an ex-muslim, i generally don't like people of any religious denomination. If you are worried about looking tired, give up all stimulants including coffee and cigarettes. Also start exercising and dieting. Good luck op.

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>>737442938
Dude does it even fucking matter? I'll let you fuck me

>>737443070
I've been hitting the gym for a few months now, thing is ...my face is like ....I'm like a beast that came out of Dante's 7 circle of hell...and there is only two possibilites , the girl will only reply with (Ok, great, nice, hmm, yes) or just stop paying attention

>>737443175
Amazing a random person that could totally be an old man , just give me an address somewhere in the middle of the woods, I'll come no problem

>>737441675
Dude youre tall. Arent women into tall men? I mean youre still young.why not build up some muscles to work on your confident

>>737443532

They like tall handsome guys, not tall ugly guys.

>>737443532
nvm..

>>737443629
Go to westeurope theyre into muscleheads.

>>737443733
I've been everywhere believe me, it's always the same thing

>>737444014
Ive seen plenty of ugly men with a hot brunette.. use your confident

>>737444479

Those guys have money, don't be mistaken.

>>737444810
right.. then go to school... be succesful. forget about the past.

>>737444950

I left school, I'm still studying tho but on my own.
Think is I don't have the strenght to fight anymore. I'm just tired by everything, by my life, by what I've become and everything else

You're Muslim? Kill yourself you sandy piece of shit!

>>737445783
Marvelous

>>737445214
Same here im 24 now

>>737446510
Damn, don't know how you managed to survive that long, if I reach 24 and I'm still in the same position, I'll fucking kill myself