>20 years old >dropped out of college last year >living

At least try and make something out of your situation before taking the pussy way out. Apply yourself and be proactive and stop being a lil bitch. Just because shits bad right now doesnt mean it always will be

>>737078238
No you should get a job as a gas station attendant at your local conoco.

>>737078939
I know one things for certain, I desire (quite a bit actually) to work at a warehouse.

>multi-artist
you know what, i would normally tell someone like you to neck yourself quick, but go for it. keep trying man, something is bound to come for you eventually.

>>737078238
Did you just describe my fucking life?

>>737078939

Second this. Had a great time working the register and stocking a beer cooler throughout college. Don't let them tell you to make sandwhiches. In fact, don't put up with any bullshit; assuming you're a decent human being, once you're in and trained, they have more to lose from firing you than you do.

>>737078238
Hang in there bud..... it gets worse

>>737079164
Maybe so, whats on your side?

>>737078238
>applied before to 3 places
Well there's your problem anon

Wow sorry to hear that guys.

I've been able to become successful only after decades of very hard work and some personal injuries along the way as an artist! All I can suggest is to keep trying. :)

>>737079285
I bet it will, but I'll be honest, I wouldn't even push myself to the edge to make my final move simply because shit just gets more frustrating. Its starting to become something that should've been done sometime before to the point its almost stupid I never did.

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Apply to more places. Even if you wind up having to work at somewhere like walmart, it's better than nothing. Especially since you have the luxary of living with parents who aren't charging you rent. Any minimum wage job would allow you to at least start making a savings while you continue to look for a real job

>only ambitions to be a multi-artist (musician, artist, filmmaker)
>filmaker
start with youtube

>>737078238
Go back to school for something useful and get a decent job. You will tell yourself that you will work on your art as a hobby but you probably aren't capable of making it. Eventually your dream will die and you might be happy.

>>737079587
I know my mom is still trying to convince the managers at her place to find me a position where I can stack boxes and whatnot, still waiting of course, but thanks!

>>737079037
amazon warehouse. they're hiring
try looking your best at the interview and bring a best friend to vouch for your impeccable character and work ethics.

>>737079675
10 years is a long way, another is damn near suicide.

>>737078238
>>only ambitions to be a multi-artist (musician, artist, filmmaker)
Those aren't ambitions, just unrealistic escape fantasies. Go apply to McDonalds and find out what it means to work a deadend job. Once you saved enough money, apply for a trade cert program at your local community college, something along the lines of automotive, plumbing or hvac. Apprentice with local shops until you reach journeyman. Should take you 5 years. Then at this point, look back at where you were and think how far you would've have come if you spent those five years moping about in your parents basement dreaming of your fantasy life as a "multi-artist".

>>737079863
The closest one is far away from where I live but I hear they're going to bring one to a city close to mine and frankly I'm VERY excited about that.

>>737078238
it's hard to make a living with art. you need tons of talent, luck, and you're competing with a zillion other talented folks out there. it's really better as a side hobby. no shame in a regular job. others put up with the same shit. not saying you should dump art as a breadwinner, just make a real job plan A and artist career plan B, rather than the other way around.

>>737078238
People get paid to do things other people can't do. Your only skill seems to be faggotry but pretty much everyone is good at that. You're fucked.

>>737079809

No problem mate! And good luck :)

>>737079916
>>737080121
These have to be one of the greatest things I've heard from anyone tbh. Frankly, I need this since people have only ever told me things that sound good.

I never truly saw art as a way of living per-se, but I have more in being in the underground, which ain't shit but hey, I've seen it enough times to know its my place.

Whats your opinion on a clothing line?

no, stop being a bitch ass pussy. every day i want to kill myself, and every day i can't do that to myself... and i have a legit reason to do it. i have a disease that kills me with pain and no matter i take, the pain never stops.

i can't even sleep at night, or even for that long, before the pain takes over.

and here you are complaining about being basic. you're just fucking spoiled.

do your fucking craft, suffer through the heart, and makes the best shit you can.

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>>737080473

End it but not yet. Do what I'm about to do. Maroon yourself illegally in a county where you can't speak the language. Write a lot, get married, kill someone in a moment of rage at least once, then kill yourself. Have your writings travel through hands, become legend. Have people teach about you in college seminars. This is literally what I'm doing with me life lol.

>>737080489
capped.

>>737080618
Sounds neat, I'll keep an eye out for newspapers.

>>737078238
Here's what you should do: First, find out if you can meet up with other people lke yourself (Jobless, interested in same shit, etc.). Next, form a cult with the other people and act like the father figure to keep yourself on top. Finally, figure out a way to profit from your group's insecurities. If your cult gets too big, you'll have to worry about pretenders trying to steal your spot as leader. Make sure to devalue outsiders and remove any outside influences on your members (such as family, friends, etc.).

>>737078238
We should collaborate on a short film about disillusionment.

>>737080834
I hardly have much friends outside of those with mindsets similar to what was mentioned in this post. Problem is they're going places too.

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>>737080971

>>737080618
I wanna know your last words.

>>737080725
I got like 5-10 years left before I've finally had enough of myself. I won't be legend for like 50 years if at all. More than likely my work will be lost and forgotten and no one will give a shit about the eccentric gringo with a needle in his arm and his brains all over the wall.

>>737079352
Same exact thing, except I'm just pursuing music and science

>>737081348
damn, well at least I can picture it.

>>737081471
Paleontology for me, I need a Trilobite fossil in my room.

>>737078238
you should become a rentboi. you'll have a place to stay, pocket money, and all the man chowder you can swallow.

>>737081126
?

>>737081720
Made me curious is all.

>>737081707
>man chowder
Not that desperate.

>>737081494
It's going to be pretty fulfilling. I honestly anticipate it immensely.

>>737081956
I can imagine.

>>737081884
like you never sucked a fat one. sure kid.

>>737081585
Theoretical physics

>>737080121
The text count limit. That's what keeps me from posting all the people's names who went in for plumbing or hvac and ended up hating it and doing regular grunt work.

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>>737082042

>>737082070
Sweet.

>>737081810
It checks off the boxes. Music, film and visual art.
A person can be disillusioned by knowing "how the sausage is made" as it were and we could explore the implications of inventing the supernatural.