I think I'm going to kill myself tomorrow. My family and

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yeah im in the same boat. getting nembutal soon.

what city and state so i can hear the good news

you should live stream it

>>736872314
dont do it, everything gets better with time, life is worth living while it lasts.

>>736872419
where from

>>736872314
farewell, OP

>>736872523
He said it's lasting until tomorrow.

But seriously, don't do it. Think of all the cool shit you'll miss.

Dude, you'll miss my birthday

>>736872601
Connecticut

>>736872783
you know a vet then? how much?

>>736872523
>>736872683
I can't stand being so fucking lonely anymore. The rest of my life is just going to be filled with more loneliness. I have no social skills and every friend I've ever had has left me. I'm a loser.

>>736872314
Dont do it, you'll miss out on the new space race

>>736872922
you don't need friends to live, just focus on yourself and getting better, having fun and having new experiences, I feel you but ending it now is not the way the go.

>>736872783
What part of connecticut? First name?

>>736872314
You should enjoy shit first. Fuck a prostitute. Get fucked up on drugs. Drink. Go to a few concerts. THEN An Hero.

>>736873052
drugs, concerts... wowo big deal

>>736872922
Look up real social Dynamics on YouTube. It helped me to stop being a social fuck up.

Try NoFap

Don't do it.


Life is all you get, don't waste it.

>>736873099
Is this OP? If so, enjoy shit first.

>>736872314
1. Atleast go full yolo before suicide
2. Y in front of your family

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Please don't do it OP. Think of all the cool porn you're gonna miss if you end your life.

>>736873052
I don't think I can tolerate life for that long

>>736873223
No that wasn't me

Please don't do it. Even though we've never met, I love you. And someone else is waiting to love you as well if you just take the time to reconsider.


Please, please just breathe, and re-evaluate things. Call a hotline, meditate, relax. Then start again.

>>736872314
OP will chicken out at the last second

>>736873425
Or OP can grab a .44, pull the action, and click the trigger.

>>736873264
> ever increasing quantities of racially charged cuck porn.
> Cool.
You're not going to convince anyone to NOT kill themselves this way.

>>736873442
>chicken out

No, he's braver if he chooses to live in this world.


OP, please reconsider. Sincerely, an anon who loves you for you. Nobody can replace you.

go to psychiatrist and make him believe you have ADD or ADHD, he'll most likely prescribe adderall. It helped me become more social with people, and after some time I overcame my anxiety and now i just keep some of my pills and sell the rest to college kids in my dorm

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>>736872314

>>736873229
In front of my family because I'm 17 and don't have my license yet so I can't travel anywhere far to kill myself without them driving me

>>736872314

You dont have the balls

Sage

>>736872314
Don't

>>736873540

>nobody can replace you

I'm not that special

>>736873542
I do suspect that I might have ADHD so that could work

>>736872314
Don't do it. Life will get better it always does. Anon stay strong

I don't mind suicide at all, but I really don't think you should do it while out with your family. That's kind of a shitty thong to do to them. Although, what do you care, you're gonna die q:

>>736872314

Can you masturbate while ordering pizza and throw objects at children and animals all at the same time when your dead? I think I made a sufficient point. Your welcome.

>>736872523
>>736872955
>>736873264
>>736873425
>>736873540
The old reverse psychology. Good thinking.

>>736873807
My family doesn't care about me anyway. I've shown clear signs of depression for over a year now but they've just brushed it off

OP please yell that you're "going ghost" before you jump

>>736873929
>reverse psychology

Not at all. Some people are actually decent human beings. I know it's hard for you to comprehend.

>>736873943
Show'em whose boss op. They'll feel so stupid when they have to scrape off the ground.

>>736873688
Fucking this dude.
Adderall destroys depression/anxiety for most people including myself. Be careful though, amphs can get nasty

>>736873510


So could you. What is your point? This is the only chance to live, why waste it? We all die eventually anyways, why not ride out the track until its inevitable termination, if nothing but for the lullz?

Idk friend, as time goes on, things change. The human condition is a weird one and in a single moment, reality can seem distorted. this state of mind seems like it always has been and always will be. It was for almost 4 years of my life... still is sometimes. but it rises and subsides. life has quite a few things to offer. And I am saying this as a 24 year old version on his best way to see if the rumors are true and I turn a wizzard at 30. wish me luck

>>736874098
I see an hero in the making.

>>736873648


There is only one you. That is the definition of special. Special is not objective, it's just how you look at a thing. You have a fingerprint, you have a personality. Embrace it. Live.

>>736874098
At it again, I see

>>736874352
I don't.

>>736874224
If I do live the rest of my life out, I know I'll end up being a failure. I'm self destructive and can't handle stress. I have aspirations but I'll probably fail at them. I'll have no job, won't marry anybody, etc.

>>736874422

If you mean being realistic, then I take no offense.

>>736874434
I do

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>>736872783
More like conecticunt

>>736872314

DUDE!! WAIT!!!!! Before you take a dive....

Listen to my jive, about the brown bomber rideeeeeeeeeeeee.
SO when you drop a deuce, make those bowels get loose, releasing all the feces shape it as a little noose

A noose of deuce, emitted from your caboose, hang it on a tree, then repeat after me

Gonna hang myslef
In a noose of shit
Fuck all the haters
Suck on momma's tit

Wrap it roun'd my neck
Jump and watch it stretch
the poop mark on my throat
Is where I should garrote

You see the poop was a marker
for the piano wire
Alert the whole shire
This suicide is on fire!

Killin' myself in the weirdest wayz
Make the local news talk bout me for days

Let's do this, let's smoke a final bowl
Gonna off my self and do a rick roll!!!

>>736874490
>I know I'll end up being a failure.
>I know

You literally do not know. And if you ever are a failure, it would only be because you presume to know something that you literally do not know.


>I have aspirations

That is all you need. Now develop the willpower.

>>736874098
The old reverse psychology. Good thinking.

Yeah, don't do it op. We like... care about for no particular reason. Your death won't be funny or anything.

>>736874503
And I do not.

>>736874493
Reverse psychology. Being realistic doesn't apply here.

>>736874624

I care about human suffering. His family would be absolutely devastated.

OP, what do you like to do? What gives you even the slightest bit of a happy feeling?

>>736872314
Your gonna miss some pretty dank memes if you go :( dun go my dude

>>736874649
>Being realistic doesn't apply here.

Being realistic always applies, by definition.

>>736874602
You literally don't know that he doesn't know he will be a failure.

Kid, you're 17, you hardly know anything about the world and the greater experience of life. Give it some time, finish your childhood and you'll be glad you did. If that doesn't help them find a hobby. I say programming is the best but I might be biased as a programmer. And remember that even if you think nobody will miss you, your family will and it's always worth being around to see your family.

>>736874224
My point is, is that this life is horrible to live in. You don't know what it is like to be isolated and hated. You don't know what it is like.

>>736872314
Dont do it please! Your life will get better believe me. Maybe not in a week but it will. Don't give up just because you had some bad luck in your past!

>>736874781

He literally doesn't know, because he can't see the future. None of us can.

Why is everyone trying to save OP? They could actually be a terrible person. Or a useless person. People die all the damn time, what's another stranger?

>>736874723
Yeah. HIS family. Not yours.

>>736874769
No it doesn't. You even used the word to distinguish what you were doing from what others were doing, conceding that it doesn't apply in all cases.

>>736872314
May you find greener pastures in the infinite beyond, OP.

>>736874727
Not much. Listening to music, going on here. I like watching crime documentaries too but I feel like they've just made my mental state worse

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>>736873568
>I'm 17

You're young, the better years of your life could very well be right ahead of you. Why not at least see where it takes you? Stuff like being socially awkward and having no friends is totally fixable. You don't have to throw your life away like a retard.

just let him do it guys maybe he'll livestream it

>>736872314
there is nothing stopping you, most people's lives have no effect on the fate of the world, let alone the universe. we're all just here to make our own meaning in life, because there is no objective meaning to it.

living in pain sucks marginally less than dying in it, OP. find a hobby, make yourself busy, take some meds. whatever you need to do to find happiness. there are 7 billion people here and just via the law of large numbers, there's someone out there who could be your best friend, your lover. find them.

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idk if this is bait or not but if not don't go through with it mate. your only 17, right? give yourself some more time my dude. try and find something instead of giving up so early.

>>736874821
But you don't know that he doesn't know. He might know.

>>736874878
If someone asks for help, it should be given. Sometimes that help might involve taking down a monarchy, or might be saving some kid from himself.

>>736872922
i'll be friends with you dude hit me up on discord perezoso#7260 things will get better my man

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>>736872314
Fuck you Anon, do a fucking flip.

STOP JERKING OFF
START WORKING OUT
READ THE BIBLE
FIX NOT ONLY YOUR SHIT BUT THE SHIT OF YOUR COUNTRYMEN
1488

>>736873150
3 day max and you ? hope i'll do more, But if like i cross porn image on 4chan, just like crossing then not even watching tge thread does it count ?

>>736874999
He didn't ask for help you puss

>>736873544
>suicide note

Do a flip OP!

>>736873568
dude, your a child. it only goes up from there. you can do whatever the fuck you want. life is literally just getting started for you.

you'll be dead, so you wouldn't care. but you'll leave behind a corpse for your family to burry. think about that before you submit to oblivion.

Should OP kill himself? The Poll decides.
http://www.strawpoll.me/13279615

I have access to a .357 magnum that is fully loaded and would take me less than 10 seconds to go get it and pull the trigger, but here I am posting on a website where one knows me. I think about ending my life constantly now, and I could easily do it, but I keep trying to tell myself I'll be okay eventually. I wouldn't want to put the burden of my death on my parents. They are the only two people that still care about me. Anon, if you know for a fact that your parents don't care about you, go ahead and jump. If they do still care about you, then don't fucking do it. Go get help and try to make yourself happy at least for them if not for yourself.

>>736875061
Brother detected

>>736874916
I've been socially awkward all my life. I tried to convince myself that I'd get better at socializing with time but I've just gotten worse. At least I had some friends when I was younger. Now I have none.

>>736875134
stfu fag

>>736875198
It's ok. Rest now. You must prepare yourself for the journey we will all take.

Don't do it man. Think about the people who love you, who gave you life. You're here for a reason, and you can only count on time to make things get better. I know its hard but just hang in there buddy.

>>736874490

You'll never know if you don't try. My parents died when I was really young and I was adopted after that by this really abusive couple because my parents were European immigrants. Fast forward I've now graduated college and have a stable job. No luck in the dating department yet but i haven't really tried yet.

I know what it's like to feel like there's no light at the end of the tunnel so to speak. And I know how hard it is to find the will to go on but trust me, there are a lot of places to see and things to do and you don't wanna miss out. Things will get better

>>736875198
get involved in activities, really beats posting on here

>>736875124
It's just been going downhill as the years have gone by so I find it hard to believe it'll get better

>>736874996
>He might know.

Did you even read the post you replied to? Nobody *knows* the future. Nobody.

>>736872314
Don't kill yourself man. Just find something to live for and maybe hang yourself in the morning. There's plenty of things to hang from but only way to life is to make as many people as you are .

>>736874898

That literally does not matter. Why would you think it does?

>>736875396
He might. No one knows if other people know the future.

>>736875363
Because it won't. If you continue it will fester inside you until you hurt someone you love. So kill yourself. For your family's sake

>>736875312
Just trying to help, but okay. Hope you have a good one.

>>736872314
>my

instead of doing it wait few weeks and join me in shooting spree in the mall.

will pay for your tickets, hotel stay & whatever gonna cost you for drinks.

unless you wanna land quickly inside sharjah university and start raining some students while shouting "THIS IS FOR SHARJAH RULER RUNNING CHILD SEX RING FOR JEWS! THIS IS FOR SHARJAH RULER ALLOWING HIS AUSSIE FRIENDS MOLESTING US IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL!".

lmk. i got UAE army full load (without armored vests, just uniform and helmet plus vests) and m16carbine(m4). can fetch some grenades but better keep them for exit strategy.

>>736875362
I tried getting involved in clubs at my school. I wanted to join the debate team to improve my public speaking skills but I was so terrified of having to speak and interact with other people that I chickened out at the last minute. I really hate myself for that

>>736875482
Unnecessary use of the word "literally".

>>736874906
I love mysteries myself, a little less violent but no less intrigue. Check out Midsomer Murders. It's amazingly British.

My advice is to try things. I didn't know what I wanted to do until I was 25. I'm still struggling to make up for lost time but I'm glad I had it. Subscribe to Futurology, an astronomy newsletter, meets up for your area. You don't have to go just expose yourself to what other people are doing. I know it sucks being broke and having rules and having messages blasted at you from every angle. We're oversaturated with information and overstimulated by it. And you're right, crime shows don't help but that's the image mainstream gives you. Off mainstream where you can dive into any odd thing is amazing. Look up weird jobs and crazy talents. There's so much to find anon, you might find yourself.

Everyone says they'll fail when they're young because they haven't yet learned to grasp responsibility. I'll let you in on a secret, the normalfags at your school who look like they have friends and have fun are just as clueless about life as you are. They're just as scared to grow up and fail, but you mustn't be afraid to fail because the only way you can grow into something great is by failing, over and over and over again. If you need someone to blame for your feelings then blame your school system for not teaching you to fail and grow from your defeats. Now go into the world and fail at everything you do until you get it right, and trust me, that moment when you finally make it through and succeed is more than worth living for.

A faggot was here.
Then hang urself

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>>736872314
you know what to do op

>>736872314
Please don't ruin your family trip :( think about their mental health before you do something stupid.

>>736875593
it's okay, i know a lot of people on the debate team that just want to help build cases. try it again next year if you can or try to find an event to go to in your town, it's worth a try

>>736875575
Ur helping no ones

>>736875694
results aren't in yet pls don't do it OP

Man, I wouldn't. But if you're dead set, I hope it's quick.

>>736875482
Because
>his family
>not yours

>>736875092
Okay newfag. I can tell you're new here and haven't been in a thread like this before. Can't wait until fall.

>>736872314
Do a flip and die with style

Instead of ending it now, just do shit until you turn 20 and decide then. I'd say just fucking drive. Who cares where? Talk to people. Who gives a shit about what or to whom? I learned something that really helped me with the whole socially awkward thing. 90% of the people you see, you will never see again, so who gives a shit what you do? In 30 years, nobody will remember what you've done. So go wild. Don't an hero OP, you've still got many more years to experience.

>>736875774
It's also his family, not YOURS as well.

>>736872314
what are you going to do with the money op?

>>736874803
That's the selfish reasoning that gets you in this mess. A whole shit ton of people know what it's like. In fact, many of us here do. It's how you decide to deal with those feelings that changes things.

>>736875363
that's your depression talking. you're on a loop of wallowing in your own self-pity. you have a choice. die, and ensure you will never find happiness.

or take a chance like the rest of us. you were born in ~2000, probable statistics say you could live to be 150. that's 133 years down the drain. you've spent about 12 of those 17 years being mostly a retard. maybe about 2 or 3 as a mature adult.

you're likely naive. know that. know that you still know nothing. have you even tried? talk to someone. get meds. having no friends isn't that shitty. a lot of people have it a lot worse.

>>736872314
Do it faggot. Give us a periscope link.

>>736872314
you have a family to go hiking with and you want to kill yourself eh?
Do it you useless sack of wasted human bio mass. Livestream it

ITT: moralfags

>>736875948
>>736875987
(you)

>>736875849
Don't talk to just anyone, there's some crazies out there. Op could get himself kil-...oh. Setting a trap for him. Sneaky anon.

>>736872922
You sound like me... But i dont want to die. I love to many to die

>>736874573
drunk ass white boy here
your a drunk ass white boy.

>>736875849
But you will see them again, or they will see you due to social media and cameras

>>736875927

>having no friends isn't that shitty

True. But when you have parents that constantly make you feel like shit about it and compare you to all their friends' kids, who have tons of friends, it is pretty shitty

>talk to someone

I don't want to burden anyone. I have a fear that if I open up to anyone, even a therapist, that person will think I'm annoying and won't want to talk to me ever again

>>736875864
Right, that's why I don't care, and why you shouldn't. Not sure where you were going with repeating what I said.

>>736876064

so?

>>736872314
OP, how old are you?

>>736876364
He said he is 17

>>736876329
They don't belong, is what I think he was implying. Ya know... cuz they dont

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>>736872314
This thread was just visited by moldy wood.

If you don't reply to this, your mother will die of black mold poisoning.

>>736876299

I think your brain is a bit broken, sir. It does not matter WHOSE family it is, suffering is suffering. Fucking imbecile.

>>736876286
Think about it this way. You're paying that therapist to listen. They'll listen. They usually get that job because they want to help people like you, but if you don't think they're like that, at least take solace in human greed.

>>736875849
I've tried not caring but I can't. I care too much about what others think of me

>>736876431
Cunt

The fact that you posted here proves that you want to live. If you really didn't care about your life then you would have be just done it, but you didn't, you reached out for help and I think that says something. And remember, at the last second before you hit the ground, there is always a moment of regret before your fate is out of your hands.

>>736876299
It doesn't follow that I SHOULDN'T care

>>736876444

trips wins the thread

everyone go home

>>736876481

Then try not caring about what others think of you.

>>736876423
Ah missed it.

Look, if you're willing to commit suicide. Then you've freed yourself.

What matters now? What matters if you were to live out the rest of your life in pain? You can do anything. You could literally be anything...

Why not go really try hard at something great?

>>736876567
They'll make me care

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>>736872314
I hope the 30 day ban was worth the attention whoring, OP

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>yet another "abloo abloo I'm suicidal because I'm too lazy to go outside" autist

>>736876444
Nice trips (he said grudgingly)
Suffering is only suffering if it effects me faggot. So unless you're ops family, I'm not sure why this effects you

>>736876604
thats what you think retard you are just looking for attention please just off yourself

>>736876286
fuck your parents. blood means nothing if your an asshole, you don't have to love them or even care about them. you can literally move the fuck out in less than a year

people are more empathetic than tht unless you live in the fucking ghetto. also this>>736876459

>>736876604

Then try not letting them.

>>736876711
>Suffering is only suffering if it effects me faggot.

That's not how it works. You aren't the only creature that feels.

>>736876736
Already tried, doesn't work.

>>736876604
OP here. This isn't me if anyone was thinking it was

>>736876808
Try until it works.

>>736876779
But I can't feel your feels, so that's how that works.

>>736876921
>But I can't feel your feels, so that's how that works.

But you aren't getting it. That doesn't actually matter. What matters is that people actually feel things.

Jesus fuck, your brain is a fucking walnut, isn't it?

Don't do it, think of all the good times and laughs you'll miss out on here. And think of the virtual world vidya games you'll miss out on in the future

You have so much ahead of you. You're not even 21 yet. High school is just fucked but life gets better after. Even if you don't have friends there are still people who live you. If you can't live for yourself OP at least live for your family. no matter wha you think, there is someone out there who will connect with you and enjoy your presence even as just a friend. You are loved now and you won't be alone forever. There is someone out there for all of us.

Also college is a place where you meet people that will stay with you for the rest of your life. Fuck high school and fuck kids they're all assholes that don't give a fuck about anything but pussy and themselves.

>>736876901
Just kidding, it was me. I'm a silly goose

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HuHuHu im too afraid to go outside HuHuHu

>>736876967
No, you see, you can't provide evidence of your feels to me, I can only trust my feels to be reals.

>>736872314
can you give me some stuff on steam before you do that? i'll keep you on my friendlist long after you're gone anon

>>736876967
How is that supposed to make me feel, talking to me that way?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=susTeQpgR9k

give me money pls

>>736876982
I'm terrified that I won't find friends in college either

>>736872314
Facetime that shit

>>736877263
Which is a perfectly good reason to do a sweet ass backflip off of whatever thing you said you were gonna do it off of

>>736877095
>>736876921

Fucking retards.

>>736877263
Your terrified because you think college is like high school which it's not. There are jerks in college but there are so many different types of people in college too. People that just don't exist in high school and when there are new people then you can find people who you can connect with better. Don't let your fears from high school haunt you.

>>736877263
starting 3rd year soon. Hate everyone there.

op aint gonna do shit hes just a kuk whore starving for attention.

>>736872314

Do a flip

>>736877569
I attempted suicide two years ago so I do have the balls to try again. Not looking for attention.

>>736874803
Don't flatter yourself op.
I'd be willing to assert that over half of the people either trying to help you or asking you to do a flip, have gone through exactly this situation.
This might not feel true, but the way you feel right now is exceedingly normal, bordering on mundane.

>>736877263

Ignore >>736877410

Not the Anon who was talking to you but I have input to lend.

So don't worry so much about not finding friends in college. Just do what you love in life for your major, give it your all, work together with your colleagues. Just talk to them and get to know them as you progress through your college studies. Just be a nice person, don't be afraid to say Hi. There are a lot of good people out there. Just stay positive and try to keep a cool under your hat. You'll be OK my dude.

>>736877514
How can you concern yourself with two assholes when there is a human being bearing his soul and crying for help!?
Fucking monster

>>736877546
Hopefully college is better. And they're not just fears from high school. They're from middle school and elementary school too. I've been harassed by others and been an outcast since kindergarten

>>736874996
He'll know his near future while he is plummeting to his demise.

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>>736877918
reinvent yourself fag

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you sure the tower is tall enough?

I'm just kidding, dont do a flip. Hit the gym, and i mean hit it hard. It is therapy, the iron listens to you. The iron is constant. The iron will change you.

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>>736878056
Ignore this

>>736877918
Kids are assholes my dude. College is filled with people just like you, and if you try to do what you love, like a hobby or something, and you just be yourself you will find friends and you you will find happiness and later on you will no doubt find love too. Love comes to everyone sooner or later and better late than never. Don't listen to the assholes and trolls and just do whatever in your heart you think is right. But don't kill yourself /b/ro. Things will get better.

>>736872314
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't do it.

>>736878255
is living a temporary solution to a permanent problem?

>>736878174
thumb is disgusting.

Full picture looks delicious

>>736878255
Ugh. If you're gonna be a faggot, can you not be cliche about it?

>>736878336
yes
nothing changes the fact that suicide is for pussies

touch they keys theyre in your mind

>>736878461
Said the pussy that's never killed himself

hey fag. be sure to bring a gopro or something. or live stream on facebook.

>>736872314
call a suicide prevention hotline

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWixjd5qt2k
watch this

>>736878346
The thumb does look weird.

That was my 1am dinner. Sweet Pepper Bolognese with rigatoni.

>>736872314
I just can't bring mmyself to commit suicide , even though I know it's the right thing to do.

>>736878336
no, living is a spark in night of eternity. Why rush the cold and dark? It comes soon enough.

>>736878564
attempted 3 years ago and glad i failed, i was a pussy for wanting to

>>736878397
Fuck off kill yourself

>>736878667
Still a pussy for not wanting to

1.) Get adderall prescription
2.) start taking regularly
3.) attempt some sort of conversation with anyone, don't overthink it
4.) eventually start talking to random people just to talk to them, knowing full well you'll never see them again (After doing this for a while you should be ready for college and later life)
(Optional) If you need quick money, sell pills to other kids before exams

>>736872314
>>>736877569
>I attempted suicide two years ago so I do have the balls to try again. Not looking for attention.
You are a noob

>I'm a lonely, worthless fuck.

Literally all of us are. You've been programmed to believe a bunch of bullshit.

Do yourself a favor. Tell your parents, call a doctor, get some help. Your life can so so so much better.

I can't even compare my life "before" and "after".

lol have fun, if you live through the jump, it'll be a helluva story

btw captcha images are bridges lmao

>>736878729
i do want to, every day. quit being naive

>>736878694
See, that's the spirit!!

>>736872314
>My family
>i'm lonely
>wah
Do it. The shock of seeing your corpse will wear off soon after they realize they're free of your crybaby horseshit.

>>736878749
you know, I've seen worse strategies.. congratz, and you are awesome.

>>736878778
haha mine were helicopters , which seem appropriate

>>736878652
>It comes soon enough.
been waiting for that cold and dark for half of my life

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>>736872314
Atleast do a beta uprising before you an hero

>>736872314
bro
go see a therapist, it's the best thing that happened to me
if you find someone good for you, it can really change your life
it takes time but maybe in years from now, you'll look up to the past you and "damn did i really want to kill myself ?"

>>736879069
And the answer will always be yes.

>>736875134
first off OP... don't do it you fucking idiot.... you need to get your life together and ask your doctor for some antidepressants.
2nd off... if you don't want your family to know... write them a letter saying you're running away.... dig a ditch, an hero, have someone bury you.

if you have anyone you want to date.... make the most of your life before you fuck it up... find a reason to live in someone else if you cant without them

Also, since when did /b/ have a bunch or moral fags? I could understand around 2003 and 2006 but 2017?

Do what makes you happy but I really think you should shoot up somewhere before killing yourself

>>736872314
Go spend some money on fun shit, since you're not going to need it anyway. Have a trip, sniff some cocaine, fuck a prostitute, buy a motorcycle, whatever. Kinda stupid to leave all your possessions without at least getting some value from them.

>>736872314
Hey, reading what you have written it really sounds like you are struggling to like yourself much at the moment. It's obvious you have some really fixed negative feelings about yourself and that is making you feel poorly about the future 'i will fail, I will never make friends' etc when really noone knows that stuff for sure.
Feeling like this, even feeling suicidal isn't as unusual as you think and many (most ) people who seek help recover well. Getting help is always the hardest bit but the relief people feel afterwards is almost universal. Sounds like you need some medicine and most importantly some therapy (ideally CBT) so you can challenge some of those feelings you have about yourself.
On a personal note, I saw the immediate aftermath of a suicide in my immediate family when I was young. You may feel like your family doesn't care now but the truth is they are all individual people just trying to get on in life so give them some slack. If you think they won't be affected by your death, I can tell you you're wrong.
If you do this you will not just be cheating yourself out of a future but also limiting their future too.

>>736879148
>autism : the post

>>736880379
based on what premise? that youre too scared to face whats around you or better yet DISMISS it all while you live, and then bettering yourself after.

>>736872314
>I think I'm going to kill myself tomorrow.

that's because you're a retard
if you weren't you would realize you're fucking faggot and that living means a chance for happiness

You know there's a steam sale happening RIGHT FUCKING NOW, right?

Kill urself Reeeeee