I'm feeling really disconnected right now..
Can we get a depression/life story thread?
>18
>female
>virgin
>no bf/foreveralone
>suffer from severe depression
>mild social anxiety
>college drop out
>got fired from work recently (waitress)
>live in a ghetto
>afraid to go out most times
>was liberal but became racist over time
>play video games to escape reality
>cry myself to sleep every night
>dad left when I was 9
>mom is a drinker
>never had any friends in real life
>feel so alone
>just need someone to talk too..
If anyone wants you can add me on steam, the reason I use steam is because whenever I use skype or snapchat it always leads to sexual shit and I don't like that..sorry :/
http://steamcommunity.com/id/sleepy82834/
>>736714275
cut yourself you fucking cunt
Heh...your a girl, i dont tlak to many girls BAKA DONT DAY THAT heh will u go out withnme
>>736714333
trips of truth
>doesn't like sex
maybe there's a reason you don't fit in
>>736714275
cut yourself
>>736714275
an hero sloooot
do something
>>736714275
>cry myself to sleep every night
>dad left when I was 9
>mom is a drinker
>never had any friends in real life
damn..
are you me OP?
>>736714275
nobody on this website is going to care about ur feelings and any attempts of contact will all be sexual
>>736714275
You're cute. What vidya do you play?
>>736714275
you ever get night terrors op?
>>736714275
well you don't look that ugly...
and yeah, if you don't like sex, your chances at finding a boyfriend that isn't a sociopath who will dump you as soon as you're not useful/convenient to him are almost null
>>736714275
I think you look cute, don't listen to these assholes. Things will get better for you, just give it time and patience
>>736714498
>>>736714275 (OP)
>nobody on this website is going to care about ur feelings and any attempts of contact will all be sexual
False
>>736714275
You want some dick?
>>736714275
Please don't hurt yourself.
Find some friends.
>>736714275
ugly ass bitch
>>736714275
sup four eyes? LOL
>>736714275
you look like you smell, consider showering
>>736714275
FUCKIN BITCH OPEN YOUR MOUTH
>>736714275
>>736714275
You are a pretty girl, but you shouldn't have to put out for friends.
Be nice and honest, try joining a club of some kind and anything where there is an organised group, you will make friends organically.
I wish you the best femonon.
>>736714607
She is cute, leave her alone, cunt.
>>736714275
>dad left
well there's your problem cunt
>>736714275
Roses3241 is my kik if you want to message me. I've been through a lot of what you have so I know a bit about how it feels. Or we could just talk about vidya.
this thread is pasta
Similar thread posted every fucking day. this is so bait
>>736714275
still spamming this when all you do is use people.
>>736714275
Your steam doesn't work.
Don't listen to these kids OP, they're just trying to get under your skin and make you do something you will regret. First off don't add anyone from this thread because in all likely hood it won't end well for you. Add me on skype (russel.bradford1337) Maybe we can play a few games together if you want? I'm a big console junky idk if you are lol.
Also just remember you aren't alone, I feel the same way you do and I never really had many friends but maybe we can keep ourselves company this summer. ttys :p
>>736714275
Not a super great choice of site to reach out to... but like, join a club, read books and be patient.
Happiness comes from setting goals and achieving them, so whatever you gotta do to get out of the funk your in and start working toward things that matter would be good.
Hang in there, you're young and you've still got time.
Start working out, you'll feel much better about yourself. And stop whining like a little bitch. Remember, no one cares about you besides maybe some family. As long as you remember that you'll be fine.
She cute.. i would fuck her
>>736714875
faggot
>>736714875
kys
>>736714916
Solid advice also.
>>736714875
Fag
>>736714275
Ayyy a fellow dropout....
I wanna kms
HOW ABOUT RAPE?
>>736714275
Hey Sammy
>>736714875
ur sucha pleb
get on my level
>>736714515
God damn I would hate to have been the poor fuck that developed that roll of film
>>736714275
>every problem you just listed
Welcome to the club, there's worse lives barely being lived by people here
>>736714275
It sounds like you should really just kill yourself
>>736714333
The trips demand it.
>>736714875
*brings out white knight check list*
Chopped? Check
Unironically feels the same way to assure comfort? Check
More than likely thinks by being nice he will have a chance with woman? Check
Huh, well aint this some shit
>>736715098
I'm afraid to enlarge the pic ;_;
You are like kids.
WTF hell matters if she is beauty or not?
The average age is like 13 yo here.
Ok, I have 35 yo and I can say to you that this situation is temporary and you will be fine in next months, years.
Try to make sport, to read and to get work and good friends.
Year by year you will have better feelings and your mind will be strong.
:)
>>736714275
>>736714275
I have seen this post like 3 times already everyday with new name deletes comments and unfriends the newly acquired cucks who know that they can fuck only desperate or broken females
>>736715299
Kek
>>736714275
Hi! few things to start off with =]
1. Yes I added you because you're a female gamer, 'tis an awesome thing to see!
2. I'm Brian.
3. Don't be intimidated, I'm not a stereotypical guy. If anything, I'll be the one in the kitchen.
>>736715033
How about you shut your cunt mouth.
>>736715069
you look like a lesbian
>>736715231
Because good men who don't want sex from any and all females don't exist?
Don't lump me in with your sex mad self.
I don't hate women, I want to be nice and I will.
Can you comb your hair, please?
Thanks :D
>>736714275
Can you cook ? Dose the thought of being a housewife and just tending to household make you feel happy? Or do you envy the popular girls?
>>736715578
Add me on PlayStation pleb
ITT: Faggots don't recognize a trap that baits lonely anons into buying him games.
Nice hustle OP.
>>736714275
what games do you play?
You dumb niggers aren't fit to dish out advice on how to run a bath let alone advise a young girl how to get her shit together
Good day fuckin spazzes
>>736714275
Move to Portland and be my slave
Tits or gtfo
>>736715903
this
>>736715778
Femanon here
I'll be your fuck slave ; p
Just keep going, stop playing shitty videogames and da something for yourself, trying to avoid all the pain you have inside in this way is going to make more damages than good.
I don't live in a situation similar to your one, so i can't really understand what you are going through, but it happend to me aswell to be sad, and just one year ago (when i was 18, like you) i was really considering the idea of killing my self. Everyone suffer in this world, some more some less, but everyone have some way to fight the pain, and the best ways are the constructive ones, you need to escape from your actual state by doing something that can help you become something better. I was able to fight what i was by becoming something better, you need to try that. Go to the gym and build a perfect booty, start studing what you like most, litterature, math or shit like that (you need to develop a critical sense in order to handle your situation), go play some sports or start playing an instrument.
Do stuff that can make you feel like a better person, and you will become it one day.
Keep it up, life is shit but you can make it better in some ways
>30
>heroin addict
>recently quit my job because depression
>just turned 30 and realize I've wasted the last 6 years of my life on opiates, in and out of rehab twice, in trouble with law
I feel grateful that my two best friends who are both successful and clean still love and care about me. Even though I'm in Florida, and they're in Iowa and Michigan we have never drifted apart. Also I have two loving parents who never give up on me and it's more than I deserve, and I have enough cash to be stable for now...
>trying to get clean
>successful for weeks at a time but god damn withdrawal
>keep relapsing
>use alcohol to cope with the withdrawal when I'm trying to kick dope, so probably an alcoholic too.
I know I'm the scum of the earth and deserve to die, but I've never lied or stolen to support my habit and I'm genuinely kind to everyone I meet.
>>736714275
Oh for fuck sake. If all the interactions lead to sexual shit is because guys find you desirable. But how come you start off your post by saying "virgin" when you don't care about sexuality in the first place. Stop being a bitch and accept things the way they are. Life is indeed meaningless and empty and everything is temporary.
>But no friends
>But i play vidya
>But just wanna talk
I remind you that this is fucking 4chan, where 99% of the users are depressed shits even if they somehow hide it. The problem is not the way you feel, the problem is that you complain.
>>736715638
Tell me your Psn handle and I promise to
>>736715475
>>736715231
Everything checks out. White knight confirmed.
>>736714875
Go jack off thinking about your imaginary future with OP that is never going to happen. Ever.
>>736716971
Look if you don't want to be my friend on PS4, you don't have to.
>>736716772
This.
Not to mention this place is filled with nihilists and mysogonists.
OP You're on the wrong board. Try /r9k/. Also, tits or gtfo.
>>736717268
Lol, mate I spent 2001-2004 in the Australian Infantry, come at me college kid.
>>736717151
>>736717151
>>>736716971 (You)
>Look if you don't want to be my friend on PS4, you don't have to.
Niggawut.jpg
That's literally my psn
Go back to /soc/ reject
>>736714275
Hello OP
Semi-white knight here.
First I can tell you that it most likely wont get better.
You can make it better but it doesnt "get" better by itself.
Im a 21yo-virginneverbeenkissed-guy myself and been thinking about kyssing but too tired to bother trying to.
Just keep fucking living. Maybe well see some cool shit in this world someday.
Or get bombed by isis idk
Have a fun weekend I guess!
>>736714275
aint no dick is a magical wand but I would fuck the shit outta you until you feel better
>>736717379
Brah you didn't even deploy you fucking nerd. I bet you were a fucking pog
everybody stop
just stop posting
>>736717784
>>736714275
also, you seem cute and plenty of guys would wife you so stop being so sad, you're only 18
>25
>male
>virgin
>no gf/pity-kissed and dumped for chad
>suffer from severe depression
>suicidal since 12, failed once
>mild social anxiety
>college drop out
>live in a nice place, cant complain
>selfhatred, think I'm being judged by everyone
>liberal and racist; islam ban when?
>play video games so time would go by faster
>dads a sociopath, meet once/year
>mom has health problems
>I have severe health problems (shit blood, rotting teeth)
>few nerdy friends to drink and game with
well this was a waste of time
>>736717852
sorry
if you weren't ugly you'd have a boyfriend
/thread
>>736714875
Lol nice bait
>>736717935
Shut up and give me your steam
>>736714275
Would smash/10
That's what you came here to hear right?
>>736717830
Uhh wut, how the fuck do you know what my role was cunt?
I was patrolling in my active Area of Operations.
>>736717379
No offense but the Australian Infantry does not sound very intimidating
>>736718195
Didn't you fuckers lose a war against birds or something.
>>736715998
Perfect post tits with timestamp and pack your bags
also, found your 2016 post op
>>736714275
>>736714275
you're cute and young honey. you just need a little support to get you through. don't listen to the losers here. google for help in your area. volunteer at an animal shelter to interact with animals and make some friends. peace and love to you.
>>736718241
Because having combat training should have to sound scary when I was openly challenging some dipshit.
>>736718241
I was just thinking this. Sounds like a lot of loud drunks with guns and nothing to do.
>>736718127
No thanks, I prefer to rot alone.
>>736714275
and >>736718330
apparently you've de-aged one year.
Nice
Do you like classical music?
>>736718359
That actually does sound scary, someone with a low IQ and lethal tools, seems like they are willing to use them, like niggers.
What the fuck did you just fucking say about me, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I graduated top of my class in the Navy Seals, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret raids on Al-Quaeda, and I have over 300 confirmed kills. I am trained in gorilla warfare and I’m the top sniper in the entire US armed forces. You are nothing to me but just another target. I will wipe you the fuck out with precision the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking words. You think you can get away with saying that shit to me over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of spies across theUSAand your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can be anywhere, anytime, and I can kill you in over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in unarmed combat, but I have access to the entire arsenal of the United States Marine Corps and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will shit fury all over you and you will drown in it. You’re fucking dead, kiddo.
>>736718445
Yeah and Australians do lose their tempers very easily while drunk, which they almost always are.
>>736714275
Kill yourself
>>736718358
Not at all, name me one significant conflict where the Australian Infantry came in whooped some ass....
>>736714275
snort mercury
>>736718454
>>736714275
Hi Nick
>>736714275
apparently youre dyslexic too
>>736718537
Not that Australia gets the credit it deserves but Pacific WW2 and Vietnam.
I know you won't believe me, but it's true.
>>736714275
Sorry to hear about your problems OP.
First of all 4chan is a mixed bag of assholes and decent people. I would strongly suggest that you ignore the insensitive replies and only focus on the the good ones.
Don't reveal personal info when you talk to them, at least not before you get to know them better.
I have had experiences with depression and anxiety myself and it sucks.
If you can get access to a psychologist that would be great. Talking about your problems to a professional who knows how to help you would do you good.
Take walks, try to be social when you have a little extra energy and try not to stay in your room all day. That wont help in the long run.
If you wanna play games or just talk about life feel free to add me.
http://steamcommunity.com/id/mayoisgross
Good luck :)
>>736714875
You guys know this is bait, right? Guys?...
ITT: Beta cucks
>>736714275
>>736718840
Hi, it's op. The link isnt working..? Could you fix it ._.
>>736714275
I'm pretty sure plenty of guys would like to be friends with you or date you. I know I would, vidya player and introvert are pluses to me.
This is actually OP, this guy's a fake. >>736719156
>>736714489
>we are all one
>>736719246
no i am op
>>736719300
Fuck off. Im actual OP
>>736719300
no i am
>>736718330
Didn't take long for her to start begging for them games after I added her top kek.
>>736714275
try smiling. Seriously... just find something that makes you laugh or feels good. Do that.
>>736719246
>>736719300
>>736719374
>>736719384
Fucking posers. Stop derailing my free games thread
>>736714275
Stfu ya dumb bitch No one gives a shit about your dopey lookin ass
NO I AM OP
>>736714275
Hey OP, I sent you a friend request but I don't know if you saw it or not. It's "Thefish11099"
You're pretty cute, so don't despair. Happieness is made for beautiful people. life would be a whole lot worst if you were ugly. About you're waitress job, still just a job. And if you have social anxiety it has to do with your self confidence, so you should start doing exercise. All the dopamine and endorphine it will give you will make you fell better than you can imagine. What music do you listen to?
please dont add anyone from this thread, that's a bad idea
>>736714875
faggot kys
>>736719456
stop pretending to be me, the real op
>>736715069
shit, you're ugly
>>736718330
sounds like me
execpt nigger dad
except I'm real
I SAID STOP
http://steamcommunity.com/id/fixforop
Try now.
>>736720191
>got two degrees after six years of Uni, but both are generally worthless
>job I'm pre-hired at still hasn't called me back for my first day
>haven't had a gf since 2005
>weight still won't go down; can't seem to lose these last 6 pounds
>everything I had worked for in Uni turned out to be for naught
>savings in the double-digits
>Japan clearly doesn't want me, and it seems like neither does Korea nor China
>not sure if I should bother continuing studying Japanese, Mandarin, or Korean
>friends and family slowly etching me out of their lives
>etc
At the very least, I had vegan waffles today.
>>736720247
>>736720294
>>736718816
Both of which you were not a part of.
>>736716764
It's never too late to change your habits, find a nice girl, start a family... At least you're in Florida, right?
>>736720505
>>736720580
>>736714875
>>736717935
doesn't sound too bad, anon! Keep your nerdy friends close and try tinder or something.
>>736718454
If you are doing this atleast do it right.
Also the captcha are becoming more complex and longer.
>>736720613
>speaking of
>>736720752
>>736719980
>sounds like me
>except I'm real
>except I'm real
>except I'm real
>except I'm real
>except I'm real
>>736720779
>>736714275
The only way to have a good life is to make it so.
I know all the negative things in your life aren't necessarily your fault, but its not like the people responsible will come over and make your life good for you. All insecurities you have will ALWAYS be the reason for your undoing, all things you don't do YOU don't do, everything that makes you sad is because you let it take over, stand against it, take charge of your life, its not gonna be easy, nothing worth while is, thats the point! once you realize that you'll know that taking responsibility for your own life is the only way to make it better.
Go out of your comfort zone, no friends? well, go and make them? dad left? well, live without him, if you ever have kids, at least you'd know better than to leave them. Don't like the place you live in? get a job, save up, move out. You are the master of your own reality, nothing will happen unless you make it so, trust me, I've been stuck in my little bubble all my life but when I started taking charge of my life it changed for the better, still I made mistakes, gave in to my insecurities, ruined relationships, but that thought me not to do it again, so learn from those things, don't be discouraged by them. Stop being a kid, stop living in the past, learn from it and focus on whats NOW become an adult, thats what being an adult means, it doesn't just mean you're over 18/21, it means acting like an adult, being responsible for your life.
Only you can make your life better, this is an advice for everyone, not just specifically for you, this is what life is about, its not always happy, but being sad is ok, be sad if you have to, but don't let it get to you, don't stay sad, look for happiness but actually go out and look for it, then you'll find it. I'm out.
>>736721091
>>736721091
Are you idiots still falling for this.
>>736714275
are you dyslexic?
>>736721091
don't matter if a response for some stale copy pasta or not, but this is some solid life advice
>>736714875
confirmed betafag
confirmed summerfag
please kys
>>736714489
I second this
I just want a steam game