Well guys, tonight's the night, I'm finally gonna off

>>736570708
Steam it

>>736570708
What lead you to this point op?

>>736570708
I was ready to kill myself a few days ago, or at least I was getting dangerously close. Then this huuuuuge thing I didn't even know was weighing on me got resolved and with it went the drive to put an end to this shit.

Also, your pic really fucks me up. I may never eat noodles again.

rip in peace /b/rother

Don't do it man, just a low point you'll get past it

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>>736570708

>>736570772
Sounds painful

>>736570814
I haven't really put any value on my life in years, at best I've just been existing, at worst a drain on others. I can't keep up lying to everyone all the time, I've given up faking it

>>736570949
This.

I'm not going to give you this Kumbaya bullshit about how everything works out for the better, but time will make whatever it is hurt less. Time, and talking about it to the important people in your life.

>>736571446
I don't know how to face them anymore

>>736571412
>I can't keep up lying to everyone all the time, I've given up faking it
Like faking happiness? Or what? If you don't want to lie, then stop. Be an asshole to people if you want to. Not being true to yourself is the source of a lot of stress anxiety and depression.

Also
>>736571446
>time will make whatever it is hurt less. Time, and talking about it to the important people in your life.
This is true.

You need to realize that your mental/emotional state is nothing more than a product of the chemicals in your brain at any given time. Depending on the levels of various chemicals, you will feel happy, sad, angry, depressed, anxious, etc.
This means that all you need to do to feel good again when you're clinically depressed or suicidal or whatever, is rebalance your brain chemicals. Just go to a fucking doctor, get a cognitive therapist to talk to and a psychiatrist to prescribe you drugs, and you'll be feeling fantastic in no time. My brother was suicidally depressed for a decade, finally went to a doctor and did all the shit I just said, found drugs that worked, and is now happier than ever and loving his life.

But if you want to be a lazy faggot and kill yourself instead of fixing an extremely simply issue, go right ahead.

>>736571946
The people that matter in your life? Or your problems/fears?

>>736572419
>>736572435
The people.

I've been here before, between different treatments, different jobs, different friends I don't know what to change anymore. I keep getting worse but I can't help but tell more and more lies to deflect it.

You make really good points, it's pretty much the same advice I would give, too. I don't think it's wrong to say that on some level I'm letting laziness win, but it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue

>>736573611
>but it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue
I relate to that completely, but I can tell you from experience you will literally never regret pushing yourself to keep going, keep trying, keep doing whatever you can and never giving up.

I mean, you won't necessarily regret giving up either since you'll be dead and unable to regret, but I have a feeling if a dead person were capable of regretting, every single person who killed themselves would 100% regret it.

>>736573611
There will always be that one person who will listen and help you. Go to them with humility, and they will help.

You ought to listen to your inner self. There's still more that you want to do, no? You crave more, and you know it.

>>736572419
Not true. If mood was as simple as 1 to 1 on chemicals then pills would fix everyone and everyone on pills would be happy all the time.

Emotions don't exist on a chemical island.

I feel you, anon. I soon may be walking down that path.

Dont do it mate

>>736572419
You have no idea what depression is. Good for you

>>736574328
Emotions exist on a chemical level, however the triggering of those emotions, that is, your person hood, is a combination of all the relevant memories both conscious and subconscious.

>>736570708
"Genocide" That's racist
Kill yourself ur white, True whites. She won't care. we can't help you. KYS!

>>736574593
At least we're trying to help

When your government and race are intertwined, Totally not cancer!

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>call a friend and talk to them

How are you going to play video games, have sex, and eat food if you're dead?

>>736574613
Nope. Please stop splurging your amateur hour bullshit on unsuspecting victims.

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>>736574844

this has got to be the best reason to live has been posted yet

>>736574959
OP here, I thought the chemical explanation was true as well. What's the counterargument?

This is the only life you will ever get don't just throw it away like a faggot

>>736574844
Those are my three favorite things and honestly none of them have been remotely satisfying in years. I would stay if they were

>>736575136
The nature of emotions and thought in general can be some esoteric shit bro. But like I said, if it were a simple chemical issue, pills would be much more effective and consistent. Looking at the reality of people's experience makes it crystal clear to me at least that it's more complicated than chemicals.

>>736570708
Why not? What the fuck else you got going on?

>>736575307
Sounds like somebody's got a case of the mondays

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>>736575307
What's the root of them not satisfying you anymore?

>>736573611
>it's hard not to feel too exhausted to continue

I completely understand that feeling. But think about the future: is it conceivable that you may eventually really enjoy life? And wouldn't that possibility be worth the wait?

>>736575430
I heard you could get your ass kicked saying something like that

>>736570708
Hello. This is a random lurker. Statically some one who says they are going to commit suicide has at least one reasin not to. So op what is yours?

>>736575544
Dub dub so no

>>736575348
Emotions are not the same as how emotions will arise. The same as how a bullet is not the same as a trigger.

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>>736570708
Ok.

>>736575530
I really don't know

>>736575561
Are people who go through with it usually 100% sure of themselves?

>>736570708
Hey OP. Maybe try reading this:

http://slatestarcodex.com/2014/06/16/things-that-sometimes-help-if-youre-depressed/

>>736570708
As someone who's lost someone to suicide (my gf) I have to tell you that it still stings 5 years and 2 new gf's later. It may not necessarily be what you were expecting to hear, but your life isn't strictly just about you. There are people around you that care about you whether you know it or not. Your life has a positive impact SOMEWHERE, you just need to find where. If you already know where that impact lays, why are you making the decision to remove it from someone else's life? Why is it that you can't be happy with yourself even though you bring happiness to others? The aftermath is devastating and could have a ripple effect. I don't personally recommend drugs because I don't know from experience if they work, nor do I have knowledge on the science behind it, but seeing a therapist could help you tremendously if you don't have someone to talk it out with. Literally explaining your feelings is enough sometimes, so just let it out

>>736575678
Again, that's some amateur hour shit.

>>736570708
I usually don't post on here just mostly lurk for shitty memes or edgy laugh you lose threads.

But anon, it's cliche to say, but shit gets better and will work itself out overtime. I'm a cancer survivor, my brother killed himself by walking into traffic, and I may never walk properly again from a fuck up when they removed my tumor. There isn't a week that goes by where I don't contemplate blowing my brains out. But it's the little thing that keep me here. Fuck, I mean there ain't no porn or Netflix in hell. Chin up man, do something that you love to take your mind off of it. Have a beer and a wank. Talk to some family you haven't to in years, and remember that there are people who care.

>>736575825
Pretty much never. Don't kill yourself you selfish piece of shit. If you don't want to live for yourself, live for your family and your friends.

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>>736575825
Think hard anon, it could be strictly a chemical imbalance. Suicide is definitely not worth. Being dead is definitely not the answer. The only thing worse than feeling down is feeling nothing at all

>>736574593
Then I guess just kill yourself fag

>>736575825
No. The countless survivors would argue that it they were not. But it deems like a reasonable and almost necessary choice, but its not

>>736570992
>rest in peace in peace

maybe you should take the same initiative as OP

>>736575348
Pills don't always work because the brain is extremely complex and psychology is still in its infancy compared to other sciences. On top of that many psychiatrists suck at their jobs. But to say it's bs is irresponsible and will potentially harm people that listen to you. Everything can be explained scientifically, once we as a human race figure out all of the necessary information.

OP, things get better. I hope you don't do it and you find someone who can help you.

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>>736575825
>>736576176
I've read an article in the past that claimed that suicide survivors instantly regret their actions as soon as they take the plunge (whatever it may be, jumping off a building/cutting etc).

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nice b8

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>>736576360
continuing to dump nice pictures so OP can feel good while i wait for responses

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>>736574826
You can see the cropped off iFunny mark.

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>>736576645
this is fun

>>736576476
Sorry, didn't know you were waiting on me.
I really don't know how to answer, I'll keep thinking on it

>>736570708
You do you.

I'll tell you what I tell everyone that's told me they were going to commit or consider committing suicide.

If you feel like suicide is the only option, then there really isn't much we can do to change that. I'm not going to tell you how much you'll be missed by family and friends because you probably won't believe me.

I'm not going to tell you that it's selfish because that will just make you feel even guiltier.

I also won't lie by telling you things will get better because it honestly might not.

Others will say that you can work around it, or through it, but that won't magically remove the thought from your head.

I could argue that if you feel worthless then you can say fuck it and give everything up, going off-grid, running away and at least try to remake yourself, but if you're truly suicidal, then it won't matter how far you'll go.

All I can say is, ask yourself if there's anything at all you can do before you die. And if there is even ONE thing you can think of, I'd say do it. Then repeat. and repeat. and repeat.

If that doesn't work, then at least you've done all you can and can honestly say as such.

But if you off yourself with even an inkling of knowing that you personally could have done at least one more thing, be it give all your money away, letting a homeless person come and clean themselves up and giving them your clothes, killing some shitty people, robbing a bank, even raping someone, anything else, then you won't even be worth missing.

Do just the one thing. Just the one. Good or bad, it doesn't really matter.

After all, what's the point of ending your life if you can't do it with a bang!

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>>736576705
I found it therapeutic to read and try to figure out common philosophy problems, I bought a "50 philosophy issues" book from Barnes and Noble and just spent a couple months churning through ideas with a notepad. Looked some stuff up if I got stuck or REALLY wondered what other people thought of the issues. Gave me some purpose + allowed for some really deep thought.

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>>736576705
Also if you have Facebook, fucking delete that shit. All forms of Social Media are like fucking cancer for depressed people. Making comparisons to the things people share online is (I believe) the number one cause to depression right now.

>>736576278
Wow, you talk like you're in a lofty position to judge psychology...except for the part where pharmacology is psychiatry, not psychology. It's almost as if you're a unqualified amateur talking shit on the Internet. Could it be????

>>736577145
It's a psychological concept. When you see a disparity in wealth/outgoingness/whatever, it is much more of an effect to forms of action rather than just not having money or not having friends.

Like, if you're poor in a small village, it won't seem too bad, but if you're poor in a city where you see more wealthy people every day, you're more driven to do crime to get "out" of the slums.

It's the same thing with social media. Before, unhappy people or socially inept people were fine with themselves, but social media shows everybody else with these great lives and it drives people to be depressed and suicidal.

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>>736576705
Find someone that you like to watch on Youtube. My favorite is Philip DeFranco for newsy type stuff and things that mattered to him today (kek)

Good way to pass the time, laugh, etc.

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>>736570708
>won't stream it

How are we going to know you went through with it?
You're not gonna do it, you pussy.

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>>736577488
Morelike.. People only share the good things that are happening in their lives, so you hardly ever see their struggles because it's not something they'll post. Gives you a false sense of "everyone else is fine and I'm depressed, must be just me" and downward spiral begins

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OC for the suicidal cunt

>>736577665
Out of all the things making me feel guilty, giving you a sense of trust or closure is not one of them.
Whether or not you believe me is probably the most irrelevant possible thing, I'm still going to try to talk about it with my peers, as stupid as that is

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>>736577675
I'm done with this thread tho. Waste of my night tbh. OP won't affect my life in any way. I'm already cold and dead on the inside and have been for at least 5 years when my girl hung herself with an extension cord from her loft bed. I can still hear the breaths from my CPR coming out of her like a raspy fucking duck. Haunts me to this day, but that's life. GL OP.. Maybe start lifting and you'll look like me you beta fuck ;) <3

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>>736577941
I didn't read the thread.
How ya gonna do it?

>>736576705
you thinking about it after seeing all the counterarguments ITT tells me you havent thought this out properly. so dont kys, atleast not today

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c'mon take your mama and make her do this for you on the point of a knife of course...and then fuck off of existens

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what age is this girl???

>>736576705
im suicidal sometimes too.
someone in this thread said earlier that the only thing worse than feeling bad is feeling nothing. which is true. i never thought of that; once you're dead, you as you know yourself will never feel another single thing.

When i get into deep depression i can't feel shit and its the worst thing ever...think about it before you do it. think hard

>>736570708
credit card info nigga

>>736578640
you are lying you feel fear. An agonic fear that you are gonna be no more. All of you are not gonna live forever faggots

>>736570708
I was at that point once in my life OP. About 6 years ago I was beyond miserable and depressed. I lost the love of my life and high school sweetheart out of the fucking blue to party drugs and orgies, which literally killed my heart to what I thought was unrepairable. One day, she just changed.. and never was the same sweet innocent beautiful and fun girl I fell in love with, said she needed to 'experience life' and is now does every drug under the sun with god knows who. This literally almost killed me. Lost all my friends because I couldn't give 2 shits to talk to them. I started failing all of my classes, fucking up my chances for dental school. I never left my room, solidifying my negative thoughts to the point of feeling a need to end the pain.

But I figured a way through it with the help of loved ones. I hid a lot of shit from them and finally came clean with what I was doing to cope, other things I had been doing, wasting their time and money failing classes, etc. I bared all even though I felt I would be even more resented. To my surprise all they wanted was to help me and they didn't stop until I was on a better path to a healthy mind. I thought they would give me my reason to feel completely alone and die and instead they pushed me to continue and now my 1 year marriage anniversary was literally this past weekend, I'm in dental school, and I couldn't be happier with my life.

Looking back, obviously you would feel stupid, even weak for being depressed. However I find it a very important part of my life, as it has helped me cope with other stresses and difficulties since then and is something that drives me to push forward.

I think depression is a miserable horrible thing that should never be taken lightly. Saying "no OP it's a temporary fix blah blah blah" is ignorant because they have never truly felt that pain that makes death seem so necessary. It helped me grow and I hope that you reconsider so that you can look back and see that too.

credit card and credit card of your parents and sibling. And then do it faggot to let me be the first to creampie your corpse and stream it all

>>736578927
nope

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>>736579280
prove it

>>736578979
My situation is eerily similar, but I wouldn't say heartbreak is the root of why I'm acting this way.

I don't feel like my friends and family will forgive me if I come clean to them about how much I've been hiding is the real issue I'm facing I guess

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also now this is a WWYD thread

>>736579508
Dude fuck off, there wasn't even interest when you first started dumping

>>736570708
Op and everyone, please, this is not the answer. be safe, i promise you it will be okay again soon. This is your sign to stay alive.

>>736579710
and?
i have no interest in the thread or in op.

>>736579727
fuck off cunt. He is going to suffer by months and months. Are you ok with that??with extend his suffering? are you that egoist?

>>736570708
"Far more than fascination, my second nature chant "kill 'cause I can"
This body by my own hands
My friends and family won't understand
So I stay in the end, don't make none to me
If wasn't for them, I'd make that decision on GP
Had to do it all again, I'd make that decision on GP
All the nights I don't die for you
Wouldn't believe how many nights I ain't died for you on GP
Not that I care, I'd be a liar if I sat here claiming I'd exit in a minute
But I can't say I wouldn't I have my limits"

watch?v=cinJDxLUsNY

>>736579727
also take your mouth and hands back to your boyfriends cock you whore

>>736580000
"on GP" = on general principle

also quads get

Tell us about your adventure in the morning.

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>>736574593
Dude life's a bitch just suck it up and stop being a little slut why the fuck would you off yourself like a pussy?? Use all your money and go on a coke and hooker binge in florida and overdose or something faggot. Actually fuck you pussy just do it
SPOILER ALERT: YOU WONT

>>736580062
so...quads get sucide of op or his continued pain of existing?

>>736579475
Well the similarities of the situation isn't what matters or why I wanted to share my past, which I honestly don't do. I felt a strong urge to share and it's with the hopes that the message will strike a cord with you. Regardless of whatever is happening, there are people that love you more than you know or care to believe. And they will help you. They will see past the shit and push you toward s better path. And my hope is that you can see that these difficulties in life are a necessary part of maturing, and knowing how to deal with what comes your way. Experiencing that pain is something I will value more as a reflection of what I can endure and how I can not only push myself through future problems, but also recognize the pain of other people and make sure I do everything in my power to help them in the same way I was helped. People go through this pain. Others have been there. And when you have, and see others struggle, you don't focus on how much of a fuck up they are. You focus on how you can help them get past it so it will in turn help them change and better themselves for the future.

I've said what I wanted and I truly hope it helps even the slightest. I'm sorry for what you are going through and I wish you the very best. Please at least try so you can experience the better parts of life and so that you too can lend help to another who needs it.

>>736580156
right. up to him/her in the end, as always

>>736578743
KeK

>>736580366
fuck it..i wish i could kill the snow....if you know what i mean.
Also. OP, HEEY FAGGOOOT!!! GO BACK TO SUCKING MORE PENISES NOW.

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>>736579701
GRASIAS HOMBRE!

>>736579663
Moar?

>>736580188
If it were to happen a second time where you screwed up your life and needed to rely on your loved ones, do you think they'd forgive you and do it again?

>>736580601
GET CHOKED AND DIE BY THRUSTED DICK IN YOUR THROAT. AND STREAM THE FUCK OUT OF IT. YOU KNOW YOU ARE GONNA DO IT BY ME. BECAUSE IM YOUR LEADER, I OWN YOU BITCH

>>736580618
Fuck you jose. De dónde sos putito?

>>736580844
Dont fap with this particular photo. This is her corpse after poisoning herself. See the green skin? cianosis.A sad history...like op is gonna show us by stream this night

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>>736580770
Ey Maricon
Lamer mi polla follada

>>736580665
In a heartbeat. No question about it. And I'm not just saying that so you will change your mind about your situation. It's because it's true and if your loved ones truly love you they will value your life above any mistake you have made. You think their lives were perfect?? I thought they were. They shared several experiences with me through that time that made me realize that everyone fucks up. It's what we do man we aren't flawless in any way. But just like me, they sought help through their support and got through it too. Anyone that says they defeated depression alone is a liar or is still critically depressed. Love exists through the good and the bad times, and people don't just forget who you are because you fell and needed help. They will help you if you open up and show them you truly need help and that is a promise that I can make you a thousand times over. I would do the same for anyone I know and love, without hesitation.

>>736581066
wtf!? what the fuck my negro!? your spanish is goorrible!!!

Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Don't do it anon.

>>736571412
Sounds like you need to just start being productive and adding value to your life, if that is indeed the reason.

Some Rooby Dooby Roo for the road.

http://vocaroo.com/i/s0i5oo9dJe6T

>>736581488
NO, is a permanent solution to a temporary problem that is life as a human. do iiit faggooottttt best argument ever cunt

>>736575348
I don't think anyone is suggesting that pills are going to solve anything completely. But chemistry is the main driving factor of most brain related disorders-- depression, insomnia, bipolarism, etc. Some of these are clearly 100% chemical imbalance, others are a combination of chemistry and other physiological issues. But drugs can address them all. They won't fix it, but they can make symptoms manageable. And in the case of depression, they can help fill that gaping black hole enough to allow you to function. After that, it's up to anon to keep some motivation and fix the issues that are keeping that depression going.

TL;DR: Sometimes a chemical change can give you the relief you need to work through your other problems

Not op. Man reading this is bittersweet for me. I'm really glad this anon (>>736581243) feels better now.
I wish it worked for everyone. I have been through a similar situation, not hiding anything from anyone anymore. Been through the bullshit of getting sober, that was hell but now I'm done with all of that. Tried the medications and therapy meme, tried so many things that my doc pretty much said he's not sure what we could try. The people that care about me have just about written me off and just say wow sorry anon, life is really tough I guess, hope things get better soon. I don't get their reasoning because life doesn't have anything better to offer us I don't know what they are seeing that I don't. Not trying to be depressing but I really hope an hero is better than this. Feeling nothing ever again would be so peaceful

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>>736581461
Eyy fukin gringo your englessoo is horible u pizzachip

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>>736571412
this is some bullshit. ANYONE can improve their life or the lives of others if they think about it. Volunteer at a clinic, talk with a vet about their life help someone get off the street. Life is bigger than just you and by even thinking about killing yourself and wasting something that so many handicapped, poor and addicted would kill to have, you should twice as hard TO GET YOUR FUCKING SHIT TOGETHER AND MAKE SOMETHING OF YOUR LIFE!

HERE SOME FUCKING TITS TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE, YOU FUCKING FUCK

>>736581702
nice! good luck with that anon.

if you arent dead yet anon, just wanna say thanks for all the good things you did in your life
>you were loved
>now you will be missed
r.i.p anon ??-2017

>>736581687
got me with that gif, also the monkey turned me on so now i cant think straight to reply in anger anymore. Stupid and sensual monkey

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sun burn bitch

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>>736575430
>Bad case of the Mondays

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this for the ones that walk to the valley of the death on this evening

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aaaand more of the ugly cunt

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>>736577201
I'm not anon, but...

>pharmacology is psychiatry, not psychology.
And anon said:
>many psychiatrists suck at their jobs

>It's almost as if you're a unqualified amateur talking shit on the Internet.
It's almost like you're another unqualified amateur calling out some other unqualified amateur. Except he actually has something to say other than non-answers like "hur dur, that's some esoteric shit bro." And he's not the one writing off an entire branch of scientific study (pharmacology), he's just saying some psychiatrists suck (and some do).

>>736582408
aand here is the wizard....how goes the virginity at 30s so far?

>>736582528
>projecting

>>736582749
mneeh, only bored as lol srvr gets back on

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fuck not all are nudes...

>>736570708
Look up Jordan Peterson. He's a psychologist who seems to understand the issues that young guys face. He'll change your perspective on life. You'll find yourself motivated and better able to deal with the problems you have. Even if you're pretty much dead inside, he'll appeal to your rational side enough to get you moving toward fixing things. He's got a YouTube channel with pretty much endless videos.

>>736570708
Goto a therapist ... it actually helps ... what you're describing is every single human being out there ... we lie ... we create facades ... you are not unique ... seek a therapist if you can ... if you can't ... lad least try to live a fulfilled life ... or and hero ... I'm just trying to help but I'm the end the choice is yours

>>736570708
congrats on leaving this shit!

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>>736570708

I've gone through two deep stages of depression in my life where I considered suicide, but please don't do it. Things have gotten much better for me and I'm sure they will for you too.

>>736570708
Might join you, went and bought some bourbon, some smokes even though I've only ever smoked once, I'm just gunna sit back listen to some old music and contemplate offing myself
>inb4 do it faggot
I want to, it's the pain I'll cause others by leaving that's stopping me

>>736586674
>>736570708

Make an account on coinbase, buy Ethereum, get rich.

You have been warned.

>>736586753
Isn't it too late to hop on the etherium train

Was about to end myself too. But why dont you life 40 Years more? I mean.. You could encounter the Luck and Wealth himself. You wont know what happens in your life After you killed yourself. Life is too valuable to throw it away my friend. I learned that the other day.

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>>736570708
Clean your room OP, clean your room

>>736581633
Listen, asshole, you don't know what the fuck you're talking about. For instance, Bipolar has now been identified as a seizure disorder. There's this effect in the brain called 'kindling' and it's common to siezure disorders AND bipolar. I'm bipolar and I take one medication to manage it: Lamotragine. It's an anti-convulsant, not a mood drug.

That's not an imbalance. You don't know what you're talking about. You're talking shit.

And no one knows exactly how 90+% how these disorders come to be, just that throwing certain chemicals at them seems to help. That's why it's hit and miss with anti-depressants.

You. Are. Talking. Out. Of. Your. Ass.

>>736582408
Asshole, I'm not dismissing pharmacology. I'm dismissing buddy's bullshit armchair ideas about how it works.

Maybe you should learn how to fucking read.

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Here's (You)r reply, lonely guy.
Feel better soon.

>>736581066
hey fag, lick my fucked dick

>>736588808
Who is this?

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I've thought about this a lot OP. Tried twice but failed because literally can't do anything right. Just make sure if you do try, you do a method with high likelihood of success. Seeing how devastated your loved ones will be will really change how you feel about what I've always thought of as 'the permanent solution'.

If you have access to guns a bullet in the mouth is almost fool-proof, especially if it's a shotgun. If no guns there's trains, but I knew a woman who survived that and will be on crutches for the rest of her life. Falling also has a chance of failing (slim depending on the height), and if that fails, again it's likely to have long lasting implications.

Overdose can be good if you get the right drugs, just don't do anti-depressants like I did first time. They are almost never fatal, especially SSRI's, the most common anti-depressant category. Even if you get the right drugs as I managed to do the second time (90+ opiate tablets fell into my lap, long story), you may vomit them up like I did. I didn't have the balls to eat the vomited up pills I'd just necked, you might not either. Some meds you don't need a prescription for, Paracetamol for instance, will kill you. But it's a painful death, you're conscious and in pain for days. Most people are discovered during this time and forced to go to hospital where their lives are saved. Often people will have long-lasting kidney or liver damage following this.

If you don't have access to guns, cyanide or other methods with high success rates, I'd choose a method with less pain and less damage if the attempt fails. If I try again, gun laws where I live are strict, so I'm going to try pic related.

Good luck with whatever you decide anon, just make sure you research whatever method you use. I'm frequently suicidal and have some medical training so my knowledge on this is good, but you don't know that I'm telling the truth about that, so research it well whatever you do.

>>736571412
>I haven't really put any value on my life in years, at best I've just been existing, at worst a drain on others. I can't keep up lying to everyone all the time, I've given up faking it
whoever it is that you left, whoever that person was in your life, go back to them now. I mean now. before it's too late. don't kill yourself. it's the coward's way out.

>>736589104
Hang yourself from something high with enough slack in the rope and your neck will snap. Instant death.

>>736589163
I've thought about this, the thing is I'm a pussy, and I'm worried about it being painful and/or failing. Also I'm a fat cunt, I'd worry whatever I hung myself from or even the rope would break or snap.

The painless thing I've heard about helium bags, obviously no way to know if it's true, but it's appealing, so I think it'll be what I try if I do again.

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>>736580151
>trash talking makes it better

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>>736589302
Have you tried mushrooms or LSD? Before taking you life you really should look into at least microdosing it.

I was suicidal after several years of therapy and meds that didn't do nothing except fuck with my sleep, weight and moods.

Then I tried microdosing LSD for a month. I didn't even expect much of it, but now I've managed to get out of my own misery.

I still have shit days, but now its "shit days" rather than "shit months". I've also stopped with all the depressants. My therapist doesn't approve my use of illegal substances, but he admits that if it is helping, it's definitely isn't making things worse.

Actually, to all people who are suicidal - try microdosing mushrooms or LSD for a month or two before. It most likey doesn't work as well for most people, but it helped A LOT for me. Google it and you'll hear plenty of other people sharing the same experience.

pic obviously not related.

>>736589693
As a student I actually saw several studies looking at the effects of micro-dose ketamine, MDMA and mushrooms have on depression, they had promising results. As for your question I've tried mushrooms a fuckload of times, they made me feel better in the moment but not for long. And I struggled to get LSD when I had friends, now I'm friendless by choice so I'm really not able to get acid.

>I was suicidal after several years of therapy and meds that didn't do nothing except fuck with my sleep, weight and moods.
shit that's been me for years too man. 5 different meds, 2 therapists (and some other professionals), basically fuck all result except weight gain and sleeping more.

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>>736570708
>offing yourself and not livestreaming it
Why don't you make it more fun by letting /b/ write your sudoku note? I mean shit if someone were to write "traps aren't gay" in their suicide note... my sides will go into orbit.

>>736591241
DO YOU WANT TO LIVE FOREVER??
CUS IF YOU DO THIS YOU WILL BE NOTED IN THE HISTORY BOOKS FOREVER. IF YOU DONT YOU WILL JUST WITHER AWAY FROM EVERYONES MEMORY IN A MATTER OF WEEKS. DO IT FAGGOT.

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>>736570708
You should wait until G.R.R. Martin finish ASOIAF