suicide. so i haven't posted in a loooooong time. i'm

leave the brand of sacrifice out of your stupid suicide dweeb

somebody say something

my suicide is mine. i will brand it with whatever logo i want.

lol are you afraid of the darkness, my friends?

let's play a game

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somebody come in here

i'm here now, you weebs. i've come full circle

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this is nonsense somebody say something

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amaaaaaaazinnng

wow... thought i was gonna get this show on the road....

you guys are no fun

because this is how we all die. alone.

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D̵̺̪̻̣͔̜͉̱͞i̞̩̱̩̝̦̫͙d̢͓͙̘͓͘ͅ ̯̱̯̥͈̜ͅs̼͍͔o̠̖̭m̳̬̮̙̞̞e͉̻b̰̬̠͝ò̯͚̖̣̕d̺̼͇̣̞̪͞y̶͍͔̟̬ͅ ̺̹̥͎s̤̗͍͢ḁ̺̻͚͖͡y̦̫̬̟̙̗ͅ ̣͖̪ͅḍ̨͈̜̙͎̜͡ͅa͈̹̖̰̣͢͡r̸̛̟̘n̢̙̙̬͍̦ͅk̼͔̣e͍̹͜͝s̸͖̥̦̣̦͚̺̫̣͜s͇̘͘͞͡

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Anon, if thou art serious, and I may not dissuade thee:

Do you have a wish? I will fulfill it if it is within my power.

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>>736288310
Let's

i have friends?

i was trying out my noose

no punk bitches allowed

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Anon, you have what you have. You lack what you may have and may not.

You face a decision. To choose death is terminal, and is without. To choose life is suffering, until you suffer no longer. You may simply choose to stop suffering: when you do this, life will become beautiful. This will take time, and a desire to improve yourself. Do not give up.

>Nothing may be better than suffering, but nothing is not good or bad. What is good is of this world, which you will leave behind. You forsake more than yourself in your departure.

it's about to get real. where am i going to livestream my suicide?

i am SO FUCKING REAL

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I am more real than you, and you are capable of becoming as I am, but as you would be. You forsake your future in your death, for nothing. You forsake your life for nothing as well, for something else will not happen to you.
>What will may be good, or may not. If you decide now, it will not.

i need an audience to kill myself

where are the pain eaters that would gladly watch me suffocate to death. come now come all

give me a website to stream it on

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You need an audience to live. You must convince yourself that the show is worth watching, because you are its protagonist from your own life, as each is from theirs.

Let go of who you are, let go of what you hate. Become who you would like, because you may, while you are still you.

>Death will forsake you. You are life, and of it. Do not throw yourself away.

you do not know me, child.

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Or do, but there will be no audience. You forsake them in death as well.

Those who are would see you live, and not die.

where is your god now

i am completing this. you cannot stop me. gather round for the main event.

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>>736290524
You do not know yourself, or you would know who you would become. You do not know what loss you might have, and if you will not have it.

I am I, and you do not know what I know. If you ever find out, it is not because you are dead.

you are speaking in riddles. i am eating all your pain.

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I can not and will not stop you. Your decision is yours alone. I ask again, if you have a wish you may make it, and it may be fulfilled. I would dissuade you if I may, but I will not lose sleep if I may not do the impossible.

>My God is of myself.

every second is more fire to my insanity.

listen tranny fags, i'm doing this. this world is shit. half the time,i'm not even convinced it's real

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Child, quench your thirst.

one of you sociopaths give me a site to stream my suicide on.

This world does not require you as you require it to be different. It asks you to be as you would, and as you are is of your becoming.

>>736289212
Does this go for someone in similar situations, who can relate to anything in this thread?

I need my chakras and soul restored. I need to be capable enough to transcend this.

If anyone can grant that wish... I'll be grateful, and help them in any way I can afford.

okay well i have a suicide note and i'm doing this, if you fags don't have a website, that's really not my problem.

>>736288382
Where is that pic from?
My ancestors used those characters more than a thousand year ago. (from hungary)

>>736291056
from google you tool

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>>736290923
You are no longer incapable. Knowing this, do you wish to start again, and not ascend?
At the moment of your death, another being will come into existence elsewhere. This life will not be you, as you have passed from what is.
>Even that life becomes you, it will be without much of what you have. You will learn everything again, and will have the same deficiencies. You will lack your present knowledge of them. You will lack an understanding of who you are now.
>YOU must act now to choose not inaction. You will restore your own soul, if it is to be restored. You may find help in another, if you see fit to accept it. Or you may not.

>>736291090
I wish you one death.

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>>736291169
We may all have one death.

i am ready for whatever comes. i wish death, as my peers have failed me.

The pain, the hurt, the rape, the death, you can't take it. I can't take it. It is too much for one man to bear.

I've pushed and struggled and clawed to where i am, just to be disgraced by the people i thought who cared about me.

they are pigs. fucking pigs. they get all the love in the world, don't they?

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>>736291269
>>736291309
You have failed to bear only yourself with this decision. I strip from you your malicious efficacy.
>In your deathwish, any ill intent will be null.

what the fuck does that mean?

>>736291348
>>736291377
They do, because you forsake it. You are disgraced because you fail to redeem yourself through noble intent.

I am more than you, and you may not draw upon childlike power for ill will.

>>736291466
what the fuck does that mean?

there is no god. somebody make this stop.

Make your decision. You will be offered help when you are willing to accept it.

love is a lie

i want to fucking do this if somebody would give me a fucking website to stream my suicide on i'd do it.

it will be glorious

>>736291150
I dunno. I feel like I know enough to preserve my individual consciousness in some state after death, and I don't even want to lose that much.

I must restore it.

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It will be restored, but after death, you will not restore it.
>I must restore it.
You may not, after death. Another will, without your "I".

this website is clearly dead. i'll go kill myself in peace.

>>736290885
MORE COOL ART

>>736291716
no u.

I'm not dead or dying. Not for a while, if at all, and it will be on my decision.

Nah. Focus is mainly what's required to maintain consciousness after death. I have control over me more than anyone else does, especially at that point.

My "I" remains. They've tried to kill it and can't. Won't. I will not compromise on that.

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>>736292255

>>736292263
I will poop on you, autist.

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>>736292255
pic
>>736292263
if you take your life, you compromise to let go of it. You have never died before as your are now, else you would not be as you now are.

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I might regret this.....but then again

If this is dubs, it doesn't matter, nobody can recognize it.

>>736292263
You don't have anything you retard otherwise you wouldn't be here
You're welcome

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if you take your own life, I will envelop it and redistribute it.

>>736291606
Google hangouts or Facebook live would be great brah....you bullshitting cuntbag

>>736292263
You are so fucking gay it hurts. /Thread fucking faggot.

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/bread

>>736292345
Yeah, well, I'll fuck you up. I have to start doing it.
>>736292506
>so gay it hurts
I know, but if you want it to stop, you need to tell me how to get out of this.

It's all anti-glamour spells working their way deep into my system

and if I get control of my energy again, I can fix that.

All I need is more control.

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Do it pussy
I'd say don't but you feel the need to besmirch my wholesome mongolian comics with your pity party

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>>736292898
>implying You can let go to gain more control

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>>736292951
>wholesome mongolian comic

>>736292506
>>736292898

And... believe me, I do fucking know. I wasn't always like this.

Think about how I feel; I have to deal with my faggotry every day, and I know it's just energetic imbalances created artificially, but I'm so damn spiritually crippled...

I need to regrow my legs, and then I'll be able to do something entirely different.

>>736293000

Nice trips, and I don't know if I implied that. My soul tells me not to let go, and to instad oush out whatever's invading my system, fix the spells working against me, purify, and expand outwards.

I'm listening to that instruction set, because it seems like the best thing to do.

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>>736293197
right. as long as you're listening.

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My wife left me on fathers day with my baby. My dog got ran over infront of me. My wife went to an amusement park. My baby kept crying. My mother in law bitched me out. My dad wouldn't answer his phone. A girl tried to play me like a fool. I had to bury my dog while my wife bitched me out because I just asked her to get me smokes on fathers day and my dad wouldn't answer his phone and a girl treated me like garbage and my friends abandoned me.

I almost hung myself today.

I didn't do it you faggot.

Now go to sleep punch a wall cry or hit your head or something.

Don't be a little bitch.

This is not a game.

People have it worse then you.

People have it better then you.

Get over it.

If you weren't you, then you wouldn't have existed.

That's the only unforgivable thing.

Bear your own god damn cross and stop making everyone elses lives harder by crying about it.

Instead of killing yourself go fucking do charity work to make someone elses life better.

FIX OTHER PEOPLES PROBLEMS SO THEY CAN FIX YOURS FAGGOT

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>>736293703

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>>736293843

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>>736293888

>>736287896

You'll come back in the next life with as much pain as you've experienced in this one. Deal with it now.

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>>736293703
>This is not a game.

Of course it is. It's all a stupid game.

>muh father's day, muh wife, much father

You should kill yourself, giving any sort of a fuck about mundane, demiurgic shit like that.

Get your seven-sided star out of my face and go follow a rainbow you fucking faggot.

>go fucking do charity work to make someone elses life better

Maybe that's exactly what I'll do, when I'm in a position to do it.

If I was fixed, I'd like to help people. It's a personality trait of mine; I'm generous, and that comes naturally.

But for now... I have REAL problems to deal with, not HURR DURR MY FATHER DIDN'T PICK UP THE PHONE kind of bullshit.

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>>736294572
You think my house isn't foreclosed on and my water isn't getting shut off today? I'm calling them bitching them out and hoping that it will work.

You think I don't have manic depression and can't afford meds?

You think I'm 2 months behind on bills and playing catch up while my wife is trying to fucking do early childhood development to pay our bills on a preschool teachers check while I stay at home dad?

You don't think none of my family will loan me money?

You think you have REAL PROBLEMS?

I do charity work, therapy work online while babysitting while my wife tries to work on a teachers salary watching assholes kids and I deal with vagrants and bums and crack addicts trying to fuck up my property that I can't even afford.

We all have problems boot, now say hoorah and kick yourself in the head.

RETARD

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IT WILL WORK OUT

HURTING YOURSELF OR OTHERS WILL ONLY MAKE THE SHIT WORSE FOR SOMEONE ELSE AND YOU

YOU ARE NOT AT THE CENTER OF IT ALL

YOU ARE NOT A DWARF IN THE FLASK

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HERE IS A SITE I USE TO MEDITATE WHEN I WANT TO KILL OTHERS AND MYSELF

WHEN I WANT TO INFUSE MY BLOOD INTO THE RAGE OF THE DARKNESS AND ABYSS AND GO INTO THE SKY WITH A HURRICANE AND FALL INTO THE WORLD WITH THE WHIRLING RAIN

http://levity.com/

EMERALD TABLET

GET ON A BETTER PATH

DONT JUMP OFF A CLIFF BECAUSE ITS TOO LONG OF A ROAD FAGGOT

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YOUR FUTURE CHILD COULD BE THE GOD DAMN PERSON TO FREE US ALL FROM THIS MADNESS

THINK OF SOMEONE ELSE OTHER THAN YOURSELF

THERE IS NO NEED TO DIE

MAKE MORE HUMANS SO WE CAN FIND THE ONE TO SAVE US

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OR KILL YOURSELF AND NEVER FIND OUT IF IT DOES GET BETTER

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>>736294770
You think my family members and friends aren't getting killed by gangsters on a regular basis?

You think I've not narrowly escaped the exact brand of MK-ULTRA-style programming used on people like James Holes and numerous other recent killers?

You think I've not been hit with a car in retaliation for something and left in the mud screaming and crawling hundreds of yards with multiple compoud fractures to safety?

You think I haven;t been forced to watch my friends get raped or sucked into a vortex by succubi, some dead and some so deeply brainwashed that all they tak about is destroying themselves while the creaturs doing it taunt me fo being unable to save them?

You think RL Death Eaters haven;t made a game out of trying to torture me to death?

>muh water, muh house

For that matter, you think I haven't been homeless and jobless and beat and robbed by people on the street?

And do you think that any of that even matters?

No. What matters is spirit. Nothing else. Not the physical, not society, not jobs or bills or anything else.

You could, right now, throw a middle finger up, go be homeless, and get fat on all the free meals in the city.

It's the right season to be getting started, too; summer is a fun time to be homeless.

Fuck you cunt.

Just get the fuck out, nigger.

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THE REASON THE JOKER IS MAD AT THE WORLD IS BECAUSE HE IS TOO SELFISH TO BE GOOD TO HARLEY QUINN

BE THE CREEPER NOT THE FUCKING JOKER

>>736290544
that image reminds me of how mathematicians attempt to explain greater dimensions

berzerk = mindfuck at the end.
do not watch when high.

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>>736295167
>>736295167
I WONT BE HOMELESS OR LET MY CHILDREN BE HOMELESS BECAUSE I WANT THEM TO LEARN SO THEY CAN HELP THE HOMELESS ASSHOLES WHO WONT HELP THEMSELVES

I GIVE TO THE HOMELESS I WORK A LIVING
I PAY BILLS AND WORK TO HELP THE POOR LEARN TO HELP THE POOR TO LEARN TO HELP THE POOR

YOU JUST DIE BECAUSE THINGS GET HARD

YOU JUST GIVE UP BECAUSE YOU DONT WANT TO HELP THE POOR

YOU THINK YOU ARE THE POOREST WHEN YOU COULD HELP SOMEONE POORER THAN YOU

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I was borderline homeless for a while

My mother OD'd on cocaine and my father was a truck driver who fucked whores and never came around

My dementia ass grandmother got lost for a week and I had to live in our side yard.

I had no food but the lunches they provided.

My highschool friend killed himself that year because of a break up

My other friend got killed mistakingly in a driveby

My brother died in Iraq the next year

I dropped out to take care of my mom when she moved back in but I never gave up

You are something and you can make yourself better.

Try smarter dont try harder

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>>736295740
fuck typos because im crying while writing this

if i caps locked you too hard and made ya made go get high and kill a bear

it gets better with time

im young and you are probably old but i wont give up because i can help the old and i believe the young will help me when im old

dont give up please

im sorry i yelled and was rough

this is gay

you are doing a good job

>>736287896
You're not doing shit pussy, if you were then all this crying for attention wouldn't matter. Livestream it or shut up

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hallelujah pass the tylenol

>>736295441
No, you're just a faggot.

You're entranced by demuirgic rhythms.

If you wanna stand in there and get pissed on instead of wrestlin the gun away and taking charge, you're nobody worthwhile.

I said I'll help other people when I can help myself.

I never said I was "the poorest".

In fact, I said that NONE OF IT MATTERS.

What don't you get about that? YOU'RE the one that started the fucking pity party by talkinga bout muh wife, muh mundane bullshit.

My first post in this thread:
>>736290923

Was about getting over my problems and bettering myself.

Maybe YOU need to get over yourself, dicksucker.

Pic related. You're the guy on the right, and you need to learn to be th guy on the left. Like the Joker did.

It's the only way that works.

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>>736296111
Oh, look at my trips.

Picture I forgot to attach

>>736295167
Trying way too hard. Basement dweller detected

>>736295167
Lol @death eaters
The real life version are called the fire burners but you won't have heard of them.

also at least FMA had an actual ending faggo

killing yourself is a lame answer

the only true solution is to find your truth

>>736296231
*hair burners

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>>736296111
Yo faggo I did my share of shady shit.

I decided to get out of it.

I decided to try and educate myself and other people so they can educate themselves and other people.

It's better to be a family man, crime or not then to be a freelance poser.

This thing of ours is a family

Being an anarchist is only about sucking your own dick and ego.

To better other people and to admit your own faults and to point out the faults in others is truth.

To ignore them and run from them is to be a little bitch with no stability.

No stability means no rock

No rock means no stone

No stone, that means you don't even have one stone.

Here I have two stones.

Two balls because I'm a god damn man you faggot.

>>736296202
Nah, that's for real.

Look into shit like Temple of the Black Light, Temple of Set, Order of Nine Angles.

You've no idea what some of those people are like.

>>736296231

Nah, the real versions are some of the groups mentioned above, and a few others that sometimes don't get along with the above.

Anyways, I'm done with this thread.

If there's one thing I've learned through all this Hell, it's that NONE OF IT MATTERS. None of the my problems or yours...

I just wanna improve myself gain power. Real power.

And I'll do it

and I'm done with thsi thread.

>>736296737
Power. What every man lusts for.

I won't build a kingdom by being the strongest or the richest but by being the poorest and the weakest.

>>736296570
You're a god damn faggot is what.

You're missing the point entirely.

The criminal world or "anarchism" as you call it (and you've apparently never read up on what the word means) are just as demiurgic and structured and controlled as the world you've been tricked into.

And you've been tricked. You've learned to accept being cattle in a human farm and rationalized to yoursellf that you're jelping yourself and your kids and other people.

You think only in terms of the society and the world you are born in.

You are incabable of comprehending what I'm trying to express. Camel more likely to fit through the eye of a needle kinda shit..

Your idea of "growing up" and being "stable" just means being a slave and never achieving anything of worth.

I hate you and everyone who thinks like you.

Fuck you.

Kill yourself.

>>736296988
Once my child is old enough to make his own decisions I will leave to find another child to help grow old enough to make their own decisions.

You forget the innocent still exist and need a rock.

I do not do it for me. I could care less of what happens to me.

I only care for helping my child grow old enough to make their own decisions regardless of my teachings.

They must grow old enough to choose for themselves. I will not let them die young by abandoning them like you have abandoned the orphans you could adopt.

>>736296913
Whatever, assbag.

I'm not talking about the kind of power that most men lust for.

And I don't care what anybody else thinks, because the demiurge just tries to use their energy anagist me when I do.

If I'm to succeed, it'll be against all of them, my dick spitting cum on their frowning faces, because none of the are for me, and none of them believe in me.

I just need to focus on myself, and all will fall into place.

>>736297194
>like you have abandoned the orphans you could adopt

I'd adopt some orphans if I could.

I've said over and over again: I'd like to help people.

But you can't pour from an empty cup. I'm great at sharing when I have something to share, but for now, it's anasty fight, and you can expect me to be fucking nasty.

>>736297280
I reallt am done with this thread, though. I've said everything that needs to be said.

Later.

>>736297280
Be as nasty as you can if it means you can get to the point to help others.

I think you thought I was originally referencing to you when I was referencing to the one who wanted to kill themselves to hurt others.

/thread

>>736287896
a62cd92b2104acbd928ccb29