Good evening Anon. Feeling down? Come on in, have a seat. Let's

>>736151671
Hey fag whatchadoing

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>>736151792
I was waiting for you. What's up, anon?

>>736151671
oh its time for another circlejerk thread?

imma guess youre the faggot that goes by fenn

lonelyass nigger

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>>736152090
Hello. Do you want something?

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Bump.

>>736152251
just to tell you that jills threads get over 200 replies with ease

and your thread is a few minutes from 404

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I'm about to finish uni, and I can't live with 9-5 or just a life spent working in general.

>hugs
please

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>>736152449
Thank you Nep.

>>736152458
I know that. I may be destined for failure, but I'd like to try to be there for anon regardless.

>>736152467
*hugs you tight*

I know people who went to university and got a variety of degrees, and many of them have laid-back jobs that don't require constant labor. You may start out working hard and long, but it will get better with time and experience.

I wanna die

>>736152637
>I may be destined for failure, but I'd like to try to be there for anon regardless.
That makes these threads good.

Hi.

In 6 days Im going to be in Indonesia.

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>>736152637
you'll always be destined for failure

im truly sorry to be the one to deliver the news

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>>736152861
What for, anon? There are lots of reasons to not die... death as they say is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

>>736152905
Thank you. I do my best. Often my best is lacking.

>>736152917
What for, anon? Is it a business trip? A mission trip? A vacation?

>>736153024
I knew that. It's nothing new.

>>736153095
What is this? Why do you seem to think so little of yourself?

>>736153304
and thats the same person that thinks they can give advice

oh fennigger u so crazy

>>736152449
bumping with a Hero drawing? I approve...

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>>736153304
I'm just another attention whore.

I'm here to help out. I'd like to do some good in the world, if I can.

>>736153394
Well, why not try, eh? If you don't like it, you don't have to listen to it. If you do like it, then you've gained a new angle on something that may have confused or upset you before. You've got nothing to lose.

This is the gayest thread I've ever witnessed. And I've witnessed an anon post pics of him falling after replying he know the pics are trap

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>>736153486
Here is the full.

>>736153394
Quality of advice should be based on the advice, not the person giving advice.

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>>736153486
Hero's one of the best, eh? I think they're really up there with Scraps and Scribbie.

>>736153593
Well, you don't have to stay if you don't like it. I won't force you.

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>>736153647
noice

i think i'm turning gay/bi
everyone around me is really anti-gay
also will i burn in hell?

>>736153670
yeah I was talking with her like an hour ago

>>736153530
>I'm just another attention whore
Are you truly that?

>>736151671
Never really been in a real relationship. I'm starting to think it's best to just stop trying to look for love.

>>736152467
University of northern Iowa?

>>736154206
No. I find it slightly odd that you think a lack of hope correlates to that one uni.

>>736151671
Op, why do you think humans exist? Why is life full of mistakes and unforgivable sins? Is living worth it?

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>>736151671
They're turning the frogs gay, and I don't know if I continue living knowing this

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>>736153648
There is value to this statement. Especially on an anonymous imageboard.

>>736153867
I don't think you'll burn in hell for what you are, anon. What you are does not make you evil.

Can you hide it from them until you can get away? I've heard that young people have successfully managed to hide their feelings and relationships while living in strongly anti-gay households until they can move out.

>>736153905
I've never talked personally with Hero. Is she nice? Also, how've the drawthreads been going? I haven't posted in those in a long time...

>>736153996
I am anon. I post image signatures to make myself stand out and draw attention to how "helpful" I am.

>>736154064
Keep looking Anon! It takes time, but it will happen! It's never too late, and I mean that. People have found love as late as their fifties and sixties. Don't let those charts that say you're hopeless if you haven't had sex by fifteen get to you. All that is just meant to get under your skin and make you feel bad about yourself. Don't stress over it!

>>736154379
I sometimes think humanity is God playing a joke on the earth.

But that would be silly. We may not have a reason at all; perhaps the only reasons for life are the ones we create. We're pretty good at creating reasons for things.

Mistakes are bound to happen. The small ones, we learn from and move on. Sometimes a big mistake will live on with us forever. That seems to me like the natural order of things.

Is living worth it? I think it is. I've got my pencils, I've got an internet connection, and I have enough food to last me another four days or so. Living certainly looks like a better option than any of the alternatives at the moment.

>>736154732
Things happen, Anon. Once they've progressed to a certain scale, they don't affect us so much anymore, and it no longer makes sense to worry about them. I'm sorry you're upset about it.

>>736154379
Not OP, but things are only unforgivable if you perceive them to be.

Mistakes are only negative of you perceive them to be.

If you do something with the intention of having whatever the outcome will be, be the outcome, but hope to have your desired outcome, of the desired outcome doesn't happen, is it a mistake?

>>736154858
To crave attention is only to be human.

>>736155095
wise words from a wise person

dumbass

>>736154858
>I've never talked personally with Hero. Is she nice? Also, how've the drawthreads been going? I haven't posted in those in a long time...
she is, honestly probably the nicest person I've met there. and honestly the drawthreads are pretty terrible lately, but I still post from time to time.
now sadly I have to go. come say hi some time. I'm rhone ^^

>>736154858
When was the last time you actually put time as effort into attempting to look at and understand yourself from an objective and relatively unbiased perspective?

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>>736155095
Shouldn't we strive to overcome our base desires though? The best people do not seek attention or glory, though they may accept it as their just due.

>>736155163
Let's be nice, okay?

>>736155300
I'll pop by sometime after next week. Thanks for coming in! Take care.

>>736155450
Yesterday.

This is exactly the sort of hug box I need tonight. Guys, I fucked up today and it's casting a shadow over me. I don't even want to go outside my apartment. I'll have to be an adult and face the music soon but for now I want to pretend like I don't exist.

>>736155559
We should strive to be less self indulgent,
but no matter what we do, whether it's work, charity, murder, self harm, socializing, studying, fighting ourselves to be productive, it's all just a form of masturbation, self indulgent, no matter what form.

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>>736155876
*Hugs you very tight*

I don't want to let you go, Anon. I watched the last man I talked to about a similar issue kill himself. It wasn't worth it.

You'll have to face it, and it'll be hard. But you'll move beyond it eventually, no matter how hard it is now.

For the moment, let's just forget it. Calm down, relax. Listen to some music; I'll give you some recommendations if you want. You'll be okay, Anon. I'm here for you.

>>736156001
Is it? When it causes us pain, and we think afterwards "Why did I even do that? I could've stayed home and whacked it all day." then it's not really self indulgence anymore. It could be seen as a kind of idiocy.

We must not stretch the category of self-indulgence too far, nor must we abhor it entirely. A little self-indulgence now and then is not a problem, is it?

>>736156173
It's just us stimulating our skull dicks.

I love you OP. Here is my email. Let's talk.

>>736155876
Thats gay anon

>>736156587
I like your email address, bro; it's very minimalist.

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>>736156385
Well, I guess that's one way to think about it.

>>736156587
You'll be disappointed; there's nothing to love. Also, you didn't post your email.

If you really wish to talk to me privately, message me on Discord: Fenn#4548

>>736156650
Leave him alone.

>>736156173
Thanks Nausicaa. I still have some optimism in me but regret has won today. I'm not going to an hero but I'll admit that I do think about it often. I hate to see myself as mediocre. I want to live well or not live at all. Hence, when I run into obstacles in life, I get very gloomy.

>>736156810
>there's nothing to love
You're lying to yourself.

Why is everyone here so pessimistic? Glass half empty or half full?
Be happy with what you have, or strive for better, but do not drown yourself in negativity, it does not help you or anyone else. Torturing yourself is retarded.

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I have nothing going for me in life right now and in the future. I think I might end my life tonight.

>>736156996
The glass is at 50.00% of maximum capacity, but I'm still sad.

>>736157016
Livestream it pls

>>736156996
Humanity is retarded.

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>>736157016
That is a personal choice that only you can make. But maybe if you do not want to, try to enjoy the simple things in life. Check out Aristotlean virtue ethics, it might change your life. Good luck with Eudaimonia.

>>736151671
Why you are such a fag?
Why havent you killed yourself yet?

>>736152458
>comparing people to Jill
too bad Jill's a depressing faggot that no one should pay attention to.

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>>736156832
Well, sometimes I try. Don't think too seriously about it, and you'll be fine. A feeling of mortality can help us stay on the right track.

Obstacles can really shut things down, can't they? Many of them are impossible to overcome easily, but some of them we can hurdle and land on our feet. Try not to push things to such extremes in your mind. You're being too hard on yourself. <3

>>736156850
I'll get to you in a bit, or you can message me. What do you want?

>>736156883
I'm not here for me, I'm here for you. Let's talk about you instead. What's been going on?

>>736156996
>Torturing yourself is retarded.
I agree with you, anon. We need to strive for better and rise above self-deprecation and constant negative thoughts. But that can be hard to do, especially when you get caught in a negative cycle. That's why I'm here.

>>736157016
*Hugs you for a long time* Anon. There's still something there, however small it may seem. You are still you, and you're still sane enough to post here. That's something! You are strong, and you can make things better. I want you to do well, Anon. I want you to succeed and thrive.

>>736157220
The Enlightenment brought on the idea that scientific thought and reason should be placed above sentimentality and tradition, but it's been taken too far. Let's remember that we are still humans observing the cup, and humans rely on opinion and emotion.

>>736157332
Well, I thought about it, and I decided I wasn't done yet. So I'm still here for the time being.

>>736157356
Hey, let's not talk down other people in my thread.

>>736151671
All I need is a hug

>>736157402
>Hey, let's not talk down other people in my thread.
not fair to only talk you down though </3

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>>736157403
*Hug*

I won't let you go, Anon. I'll hold you until it's over.

>>736157495
Well, wouldn't a more positive solution be to not talk down anyone at all? At the very least, let's not insult others behind their backs.

>>736157016
I'm here for you buddy.

>>736157558
I'm not talking behind anyone's back though.

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Take a moment and feel the eternal love inside of yourself. Breathe in through your nose, out of your mouth, and feel the warmness in your chest. Clear your mind and embrace it. <3

>>736157402
Maybe by talking about yourself, you distract me from my pain?
Maybe I enjoy helping people?
Maybe I enjoy studying people?
Maybe it's a combination of all of those things, and more.

What's been going on?
I haven't been sleeping well, I've been self indulgent, I'm not being productive enough, and I often think about those things add feel negative emotions.
I also don't get as much of a kick any more out of things I used to enjoy.
I think that I don't want you to try to help me because it would do relatively little, and that might make you feel negative emotions, and contribute to a general negativity, generally speaking.
Those things, I theorize, would lead me to feel negative emotions.

>>736157746
Fagget

>>736157402
Hey op wanna suck dick?

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>>736157016
VIRTUAL HUGGSIES INCOMMING

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>>736157680
I don't want to accuse you, Anon. I'm just saying that we shouldn't insult others behind their backs. Okay?

>>736157746
Thank you. I feel much better now.

>>736157994
>I also don't get as much of a kick any more out of things I used to enjoy.
That's something that's been bothering me a lot lately.

Don't worry Anon, these threads don't upset me. Not much gets to me emotionally. I just do my best to help. If you want to talk about me instead, we can talk about me. Or you could join me in talking to other anons.

>>736158005
Don't.

>>736158040
I'd rather not at the moment, if it's all the same to you.

>>736158219
this isn't behind a back, Fenn.

So I'm trans and my parents aren't like kicking me out but they've been cold as nitrogen ice since I came out and I could just use a hug cause I'm lonely sitting at a crowded dinner table every night and summer break from university can't end soon enough

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>>736151671

>>736158300
Why do you identify with something like that? I do not understand. I am a male but I do not identify with it. I wear clothes because I need to, I have a penis because I have it, but at no point have I ever thought "this is just right!" or "this is wrong!". Please help me understand I am curious.

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>>736158300
*Hugs you close*

I know how it feels to be cast out in a crowd. It'll be over soon, but it'll be hard while it lasts. The threads will be up; look for the After-Hours bar on weekdays, or just browse about for similar threads if you need support. There's almost always one around in the evenings.

>>736158391
*Unsheats katana* *Teleports behind you*
"Pss, nothing personnel kid"

Good evening. What's up?

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>>736158391
The mother always makes me giggle.

>>736158509
Well it's not just about the genitals: I mean I don't want a dick but that's not really the big part of the equation when singled out and stacked against things like boobs, voice, makeup, clothes, position in society, et cetera

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>>736158300
hey... I'm sorry, hon. I'm proud that you're choosing to live as the person you feel you really are, and I'm so sorry that your parents aren't understanding of your feelings. I don't know how to help, but please know I'm going to keep you close to my heart.

>>736158219
We don't have to talk about you, but I've lost enough sleep tonight.

>>736151671
Could you help me with my English?

>>736158669
thanks

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>>736153867
No.

>>736158763
Out of curiosity what's your native language and what stumbling blocks do you find tripping you up most often in English?

>>736158664
My point is that those are all superficial things that you cannot really help, and should not really make up your identity.

Honestly reading stuff like this just convinces me further that it is a mental illness.

And I am not trying to be a dick, it is just I never thought "Oh hey I have a deep voice this is ME" Rather it is just a card I was dealt, for better or worse.

>>736158888
Checked

>>736158664
I mean doesn't it seem rather problematic to want to be something you are not? I just do not get it.

/b/ is full of evil
rapists, terrorists, child molesters
the racists hate black people because they're losers who have nothing going for them
but they troll people because they no nobody loves them and it makes them angry

true story

>>736158888
WELL congratulations on having never experienced dysphoria but seeing as you AREN'T trans I don't see how you expect to intrinsically understand the feeling having the whole of your perceived identity be fundamentally different from your actual one.

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>>736158300

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>>736158669
I should've guessed. Thanks for coming.

>>736158687
We can talk about anything, Anon. That's why I'm here. Do you feel an urge to help?

>>736158763
I can try, Anon. You seem to have a good grip on the structure of a single subject question. You exhibit more knowledge of the English language in that one sentence than 20% of the people on the internet display in their entire history of communication thus far.

>>736159053
Perhaps there's more to it than that, but I think you've got something there. A lot of people on this board have problems. Some of them are just sad, some of them have something deeper going on. I just want to help if I can.

>>736159062
I think you would be happier if you integrated yourself but I could be wrong, hell maybe it is not even a choice. I apologize for my ignorance. I hope everything goes well anon/

>>736159053
Sums up /b/ in a nutshell

>>736158669
Hi Jill, I've wanted to meet you for a while.

>>736159186
>Do you feel an urge to help?
I always played the good guy path in videogames, and I would continue to do so, if I were to play videogames, or feel uncomfortable if I were to do a bad guy deed.
But I also feel the urge to sleep; goodnight.

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>>736159436
sup, anon. how are you tonight?

>>736158980
I'm not that anon but, if I had to guess, I would say that trans people agree with that statement. They too belive it's an isuue to try and be something they're not. The difference is that, for them, fitting in to some gender role based off of how they look is equivalent to pretending. They think that what they really are is female and they no longer want to feign being male.

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>>736159483
Sleep well, Anon. Take care.

>>736159270
Thinking that it was a choice I could choose against is how I spent the first 20 years a clinically depressed, antisocial loser getting called gay for enjoying the smell of the early spring daffodils

>>736159537
so is it a spiritual belief then? If not then it just sounds like a delusion.

>>736159578
I hope you will take care, as well.

>>736158886
Spanish, I live near to the border so I travel to often to Arizona and California. But my biggest problem is I don't find the way yo practice more than my English class at university.

*I don't wanna learn to live in your country, I don't like the american way of life and your government don't like too much since 1847. So, just will be for academic stuf and when I travel to Germany in a year.

Actually I started to visit 4chan since 2013 to practice my English.

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>>736159646
To always be the good guy is the hard thing to do, the strong thing. It's good. You keep being you, okay? You're a good man, and we need more people like you.

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>>736159053
Be it ever so humble, there's no place like home.

>>736159600
well I mean being feminine is one thing but wanting to be a girl is another I guess the gap is just odd to me.

>>736158300
Hey faggot wanna suck dick?

>>736159601
It very well may be a delusion. Personally I don't really get it. I consider myself lucky that I was born a man and grew comfortably within that gender role without questioning whether I might actually be a girl.

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>>736158669
How grills socks smell like?

I need some advice.
I'm afraid that one day I'll fall in love with someone. What can I do to prevent this from ever happening again?

>>736159813
I don't understand where your cognitive dissonance is really

>>736159983
go back in time and prevent yourself from being born; chances are you've already loved and lost at least shallowly

>>736159678
Buenas tardes. Soy estadounidense y yo quiero aprender español tan bien como has aprendido ingles.

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>>736159983
it's part of the human experience. you can try to keep everyone at arm's length and stay emotionally detached, but it's a silly idea.
>>736159994
right in the feels, bud.

I feel like I'm not good enough to do anything in this life. I feel like I'm going to fuck everything up like I do all the time. I'm not really good at anything in paticular.

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>>736159913
They smell like any other socks, buddy.

>>736159983
Sometimes you can't stop it Anon, but you can prevent yourself from going too far. Perhaps you'll fall in love again, but you don't need to throw caution to the winds and fall head over heels. Be a little more careful next time, and maybe it'll be great!

>>736159994
It's strange, isn't it? Suddenly you have friends, but suddenly you can't stand them. I think you just need to push through it, force yourself to continue being nice. The feeling will pass, and you'll care about them again. Did you watch the whole movie? Look at how things turned out for Kiki! Things got better.

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>>736151671
Ive studied/worked in pediatrics then moved into a critical care pathway. I'm numb. Which is hard to explain to people. Sure, most med grads become desensitized to seeing people suffer but not completely numb.
I noticed it one day when a little girl was sobbing in her fathers arms. This little girl was settled in comfort-care. Which means she was going to die.
She actually blubbered "mommy please dont let me die" as they embraced mother also falling apart emotionally. I could of walked away and teared up or lean in the hallway and cry with the nurses. But I felt nothing then and nothing since.
Flash forward a few months ago, this girl was a jumper. I envied her. A jumper...
I envy anyone with the ability to feel
I know if I bring any of this up to my doctor or seek treatment it's career suicide.
What do I do how do i feel again

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>>736154858
>Advice
What inspired you to make such a thread?

My mom was sexually abused as a child and I remember her "inspecting" my penis when I was a child. I remember one time my dad walking in on it and being like "WTF anonette!' and him.carrying me out of the house and putting me into the back seat of his sportscar while he yelled at her. And then I remember her getting very upset and trying to get me out of the car and her smashing the shit out of his beloved car.

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>>736151671
Do you wish you were a girl? Do you enjoy being a trap?

>>736160279
My mother was a nurse in the Cardiac Cath Lab for decades; her advice was to hug a cat or dog. Silly as it sounds those little beasts are nothing but portable love batteries.

I'm in the classical scenario where you fall in love with a girl but you're too socially autistic to talk with her or anyone really so you just become depressed and suicidal.

The only other time I felt like this was in high school. I ended up asking that girl if she wanted to go to the park with me. She didn't even answer and just looked at me with a shocked expression.

Man fuck me

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>>736160279
This hurts, Anon. This hits so close it hurts. I've been swinging back and forth between caring too much and going numb, and each time I swing farther. How does one go from feeling nothing to feeling something... I don't know.

*Hug*

I don't know how to help you Anon. But if anyone else can, God bless them. I'll listen too. I am very sorry.

>>736160427
I thought I'd try to help. Should I stop because you don't like it?

>>736160461
That's terrible, Anon. Does it still upset you?

Things like that can be very hard to get past...

>>736160674
I don't know, Anon. I don't think too much about that. What about you? How are you feeling tonight?

>>736160674
It's more like I already am a girl and I'm walking around in this big rubber suit I can't climb out of
And not that I like the term trap but the chasers heaping inaccurate praise on me in the hopes I'll relieve them of their virginity is creepily affirming.

>>736160268
Everyone goes through periods of self doubt.

>>736160689
I did pet an eagle in the lobby of a trump hotel a few weeks ago. Ill try a puppy

>>736160202
Roll your mail yo send you a masage tomorrow.

>>736160836
I didn't think of it for years. The actual act didn't bother me but the confrontation that came of it bothered me.

>>736151671
Anon, you're seriously a hero for doing this. I'm going to sleep soon, but I'd like to contribute in any possible way.

Depression is shit (faced moderate dep. for 6 months), and anyone facing this should know they're not in it alone. If you wanna start something bigger, hit me up at bagwander[at ] gmail

Maybe make a discord for this as well?

Keep it up!

>>736160279
I don't think you've lost the ability to feel completely. If you had, I doubt you would've come here to make this thread. I think you've witnessed a lot of trauma and you've gradually realized that you can't show the utmost level of passion to every injured person around you AND do your job well at the same time. So you've made the choice to be less compassionate and just work but now that's making you uncomfortable. I'd say that's a natural reaction. Maybe you should find someone at work you can talk to. They're all probably experiencing something similar.

I'm really letting this manlet meme get to me. Or am I ?

I just spend the whole night laying wide awake with migraine

>hugs
Would be nice

>>736161180
there's a discord

>>736161407
Migraines suck ass, I've found weed works because rather than operating primarily to prevent pain signals it blocks them from being recieved

>>736160836
>Should I stop because you don't like it?
Definitely not. Glad to see a good soul in the depths of /b/. May our paths cross in the far future, comrade

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>>736151671

I'm so tired of explaining why as if it's relevant, but I want to kill myself. Like I really want to kill myself, I want it to be guaranteed death and I want it to be as painful as possible because that's what I deserve. I want it to be drawn out and god damn I want it to hurt. The world wants it for me and I need it for myself.

And it's not selfish, selfish is continuing to use resources that useful and productive people could be using, people who are creative or well liked but not discovered. I'm dog shit on a sidewalk, nobody wants to deal with me and we're all just waiting until I dry up and disappear.

I can't even talk to people, like cashiers or what little family I have, anymore... every waking moment is flooded with fantasy's of suicide. It's what I want and it's what's best for everyone but I'm too chicken shit to do it... more than wanting to kill myself I want myself to be in a situation that leads to my death, a situation I have no control over like some kind of terminal illness or something to that effect. I'm a pussy. I'm scared and I cry all the time, side effects of being a useless faggot, and i can't bring myself to do anything about it. I spend all my time thinking about the greater meaning behind things and my own death. Be careful of what you wish for it might want you more, I guess.

>>736160843
>>736160836
I just put 2 and 2 together from your pics and the way you act. Wanted to see if I was right. That's all I guess.

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>>736160268
I missed your post, I'm so sorry! You're good enough, Anon. Don't tell yourself you're not.

It doesn't matter if you don't have any particular skills; those can be acquired. Confidence is very important though, and I think you can gain some of that on your own. It's cheesy, but you need to believe that you can do well if you try. Then you need to really try, and try hard.

>>736160825
What do you want to do with her? Get your short- and long-term goals with this girl straight in your head, and act accordingly. If you want to take her out to the park or a restaurant, walk over to her next time you're near each other and ask her. Be kind, hold your head up, and don't freak out if she says no.

>>736161134
I've talked to several people who have gone through similar things, and their experience was the same; the actual event didn't bother them, but realizing that it was bad, and all the things that went with that, did. I'm not sure what to make of it...

Something I recommend a lot, and try to do often myself, is moving on. Shift your mind towards something else, and just move on. It's hard, but I think it'll help to try to forget it.

>>736161180
I'm no hero Anon, and I'm not the only one who does this. If you want to help, feel free to answer the questions of other anons. I'll write down your email and get in touch with you later if I need to, but it'll be a while.

It's been suggested to me several times now that I make a Discord of my own, and I've been thinking about it. I have not yet made a decision. If you want to message me at some point, ctrl+f Fenn; I posted my Discord tag somewhere earlier in this thread.

Thank you for your support, and I hope you sleep well.

>>736161230
Don't let it get to you! It's just a meme, and people who take memes too seriously are not worth wasting time on. You'll be fine.

>>736161407
*Hug*

That's awful Anon. I'm sorry you had to lie there all night like that.

My apologies, my connection is slow.

>>736161829
>It's been suggested to me several times now that I make a Discord of my own
just use your cuck buddy's

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>>736160277
Yes, I'm pretty sure it's my favorite animated movie of all time. The feelings come and go. It just sucks when I make plans and then later I don't want to go out because the Mental Illness™ sets in.

>>736151671
Why do i obsess over girls i didnt get a chance to talk to? I dont even know them yet i find myself wanting to see them again, badly. I also am very picky when it comes to just looks, even when i am prettt overweight and not that attractive myself. I am going into my sophomore year of college and have never really been in a relationship. Advice?

>>736160825
I've been there before anon. After a few rounds of heartbreak over different women, I eventually kinda toughened up. The truth is it's probably a good thing to feel that way about another person. The tricky part is that not everyone you feel that strongly about is going reciprocate. I'm sure you've figured that part out already. My point is that you shouldn't let those feelings cripple you. Do whatever you need to do to feel better now and in the future, hope for someone who shares your sentiments.

>>736161230
>>736161829
You kinda addresses my post in a extremely superficial manner. Only rephrasing.

>>736161651
I wish there could be another way.

For how long have you been hurting like this? Do you believe there's a chance your will become less interested in ending your life like this? In that case, for how long do you think you can hold on?

Finally - is there any point of the day, week,month,year you feel better? Is it worth looking forward to?

>>736161829
thanks, I added you.

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>>736158669
Why u ignoring me bruh

I hate my life, the people who are in it, and the things I do. I know it's possible to change everything, but I can't find the motivation to do anything but to sit in a dark room and let sadness and hatred build up inside me. I'm not suicidal, but I feel like I'm just waiting for my life to end.

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>>736160279
Police officers deal with human tragedy like you do. The ones who last long enough to retire develop a sense of humor that helps them deal with it. To an outsider, its a very dark, and inappropriate humor.
Without this, the things they see on the job would eat them alive.

>>736162573
I get stuck in these cycles as well. So toxic, and so impossibly hard to break.

One thing that works for me, is getting emerged in a series or movie (or visual novel/book). It feels better to find a character to relate to.

I hope you'll get out of this man!

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>>736161592
Sometimes I try. I salute you, and I shall see you again.

>>736161651
I don't want you to die, Anon. There isn't a greater meaning behind things, and searching for one has driven many a man insane. You don't need to feel useless; you can do things! Talk to a stranger standing on the sidewalk, help somebody out at the grocery store. At the very least you can do small helpful things. Don't try to focus on the whole world, look at the things around you, look at the people standing right next to you.

Get your mind off of death. The situation, no matter how dire it seems, will change. You don't need to die, you're not a total waste, because you still have potential. You still have the ability to grow.

>>736161716
I think you're putting the wrong twos together. The only posts I've made in this thread have had Nausicaa pictures attached to them.

>>736161958
I do use it. But at some point if I ever gain something of a following, I may create my own. It's a lonely pipedream a long way in the future. Don't count on it.

>>736162033
It'll be hard, but maybe you need to force yourself to stick to your plans. Go out and do it, and make an effort to enjoy it! At some point, things that once came easily won't anymore, and you may need to learn how to do them all over again, just like when Kiki forgot how to fly and broke her broom. You can do it Anon, but it may take some effort to make it work.

>>736162099
Don't be picky. Widen your range a bit; that may be the source of your issue.

Obsessing over girls you haven't talked to? I think that's unbridled emotional desire. You see them, and you subconsciously want them, so your brain just focuses on them for a while. Either you'll get to know them, or you'll move on.

>>736162391
I'm sorry Anon. I'll try to address it more thoroughly. The manlet meme seems to be a fad among girls who rely solely on the opinions of their peers for their decisions. I'd post more, but I'm near my character limit.

>>736162771
I've been watching little girl cartoons for the past few years and have grown very attached to them, but it only offers brief windows of happiness.

I've lost my will to live. Give me reasons as to why I shouldn't hang myself...
1 hour remaining till I get the rope out of my closet.

>>736152050
Anime name?

>>736162033
>>736162861
Thanks my dude.

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>>736162912
Memes.

>>736153095
the girl I loved went to another man, I'm sick of everything

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>>736162912
Puppies and cute girls.

>>736162573
>I know it's possible to change everything, but I can't find the motivation to do anything but to sit in a dark room and let sadness and hatred build up inside me.
Yeah that's the crazy part man. I've found that making yourself feel better and becoming more positive is hard work in itself. I won't even lie to you. It's a constant endeavor that takes time to gain momentum. I can't tell you anything that will simply solve your problem for you. Just know that getting better is a choice that you can make.

>>736160836
I was never upset about until people told me that I'm supposed to be. I'm sure she didn't mean to cause harm. Honestly I feel she meant to show her love for me.

>>736162887
Mhm you're not alone there. It probably offers a less aggressive reality than our own, and gives us some comfort. For me it was Adventure Time and Natsume Yuujinchou (all shoujo animes I watched helped a lot, weirdly enough).

Well, as long as it gives you a brief moment of happiness, you can use that as your safe haven.

Life will be tough for a while. Sometimes days, sometimes weeks. For me it lasted for months.

Keep fighting, stay busy, and look forward to watching another episode of your series.

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>>736162391
Okay. The manlet meme has become bigger than it should ever have been allowed to become. A friend of mine was mocked by a girl for being short, despite having many other desirable qualities such as fine looks, toned muscles, and a friendly personality He was surprised, but took it as a joke, told another, and they both laughed.

I don't really know how to deal with the issue, and I wish I could help you more. I'm sorry Anon.

>>736162573
Perhaps you could move outside of your discomfort zone and find some people and things that you like? Go somewhere new, check out a bookstore or a games shop. You need to add some meaning to your life. I want you to be the best person you can, Anon, but I can't force you.

>>736162912
Things will change. They're bad now, and you feel bad about them now, but in a few years it'll be different. The problem is temporary. Dying lasts forever. Don't do it, Anon.

Don't do it because I told you not to. Get out there and do something else. Draw a picture, say hello to an old man. There are so many things to do out there that are worth living for... pick one, and get attached to it!

>>736163104
Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind. Watch it.

>>736163340
She was only one girl. It's hard now, but this feeling won't last forever. It's okay to feel bad about it.

*Hugs you gently*

>>736163436
I don't really know what to say, Anon. Go with your heart. If that's honestly what you think you should feel, then don't the event bother you.

>>736160279
I've just started in healthcare and medical, it's confronting to say the least, but already I've come to admire the surgeons ability to compartmentalize regardless of the case at hand.
If you're genuinely feeling numb to it all then use it to your advantage, become a professional robot and study to become more advanced than whatever you are now. It's what I plan to do once I'm no longer phased at all by what I see in theater every day.

>>736162912
You could probably use your life to rescue/help someone who wishes to live on. Be the hero you've been looking up to. Here comes the man who sacrificed his time and effort to help us out.

>>736163478
AT is fun for all ages

>>736163494
The event itself doesn't bother me. The fact that my parents fought over it bothered me. My parents never fought until that day

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OP, you sound even gayer then I do and that's saying something.

From a fellow advice fag.

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>>736164007
Hm, I see what you mean. The sudden change in attitude is terrifying. Do you think you'll ever be able to totally leave that behind?

>>736164285
I mean, you posted a picture of Tails. I think we're about on a level.

>>736151671
Gf of two years broke up with me for one of my friends...Feels bad

>>736160898
That doesn't really help

>>736162861
>putting the wrong 2s together
So you don't want to be a woman and you aren't a trap? Why do women lie so hard.

>>736164567
No im not likely to leave it behind. I distrust them both. And I'm not a kid, I'm In my laye 20's.

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>>736164567
Shut up.

>>736151671
I finished uni for the year and at the start of next month i start working at my old summer camp in maine for the summer.
I have legit nothing to do. I dont want to start any vidya cause i wont be able to enjoy it before i leave and i dont want to start a game before i leave and forget about it when i come back.

>>736164820
Best I could think of at the moment.
Sorry I didn't have a wacky meme to make it all better.

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Someone said
> being a good guy is tough

woah. After reading most of these, I can worriedly say that I have very little self control and I almost always indulge myself and do things i shouldnt, be it hard drugs, alcohol, thievery, being an ass to people. I want to know how to have more self control over myself. I need to know how. It sucks, its even gotten to the point where i'm losing control in even the little things, like sleep or brushing my teeth or even bathing. Things that I used to have no problem doing every day, it's simultaneously scaring and seriously depressing me. Help Fenn/ Anons.

》Much Love,
B.T.

>>736164567
Alright, OP, I got one for you.

>be me
>17
>kissless virgin
>meet girl online
>we hit it off
>fall hopelessly in love with her
>we have A LOT of problems
>but we still love each other
>btw, this is my first relationship ever, so
>we are long distance
>she becomes distant
>eventually break up
>she finds someone new within the week
>I still hurt physically sometimes, a month later

I loved and cared about her so damn much; I know I sound like a faggot, but I really though she and I had a future together. I just don't anymore. I even saved up like 400-odd dollars for a trip to see her, then we split. I guess, if nothing else, I am now the proud owner of a brand new Mossy 500.

I don't know, man.

Also, if anyone cares, I have [most of] a greentext of the story more in depth.

>>736165494
I'm 18 now, by the way.

>>736165101
Well fuck don't get all indignant. I was expecting good advice from an advice thread

>>736165494
We got time.
Let's hear it.

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stupid cellulite trying to sneak in a thread

>>736151671
>31
>Pure as the driven fucking snow
AMA

>>736165714
Here, I'll try to break it up a bit.

>be me
>17
>kissless virgin
>about a year ago
>binge watching To Catch a Predator on youtube
>decide to browse the comments
>tell some guy he's going to lower circle hell (facetiously)
>he get's pissy
>ask someone else in the thread if I was being too harsh (I just thought it was a harmless Divine Comedy reference)
>inb4 'yer a faggot'
>the someone else answers saying 'well yeah, kinda'
>then we start talking
>a lot
>we kinda flooded the thread by talking about Shakespeare and shit (fuck if I know)
>she tells me about how shit her school life is
>I console her
>eventually, we move our chat to google hangouts
>we get along well
>like, really well
>long story short, we start a relationship

Like I said, we got along exceptionally well, but there were just a few a problems.

>we lived 700 miles apart
>she was gay
>and here's the worst part
>she's tells me she's 14
>jesus christ

>so, I'm now in this (long distance) relationship with an underage, lesbian girl
>what could possibly go wrong?
>anyways, we message rather frequently
>I tell her I love her
>first and only person to whom I've ever said this outside of my family
>she (somewhat hesitantly) reciprocates

And because I'm an idiot, alarm bells did not go off at this point.

>>736165675
And you got me instead. I apologize. Wasn't trying to be indignant. I just have no magic words for anyone. Guess I'll stop coming to these threads. Good night and good luck, anon. You'll find your way to peace of mind just fine, I'm sure.

>>736165967
You fucked up bad

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ITT Cellulite

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>>736164773
It does feel bad man...

It'll pass. It gets better, I can tell you that.

>>736164899
I wish I could help you more Anon, but I can't do much here. I'm at a loss. I hope that you can resolve this somehow.

>>736164989
Alright.

>>736165057
I know that feeling. Look for a good book; I recommend finding something by Isaac Asimov or Douglas Adams. A short novel should just fill up that time you've got left.

>>736165349
Willpower... is hard to acquire. You gain it through practice, but the later you start the harder it is to exercise. Don't go cold turkey on everything all at once. Start by remembering yourself and thinking about the things you do. It's hard to get into the habit of, but I know you can do it. Count to ten before you say something mean. Work up from there; as you get better at denying yourself the baser delights of life, it will become easier to arbitrarily do nice things, and you'll start to feel good about yourself.

>>736165494
Hm. It seems to me that you wanted it to work, you really did, but then it didn't. I'm sorry Anon, but I can't change the past, and neither can you. However hard it is, you need to move on from her. You're strong, you're confident. You'll find someone else, don't worry.

>>736165744
Please be nice.

>>736165938
Interesting. I'm here to help out; do you need a hand with anything?

>>736165967
>so, pretty much the next day, we video chat

Now, I'll tell you what, I had seen a picture of her before then, but goddamn, she is fucking beautiful. Like, legit, she'd be 9/10 no problem.

>both super nervous
>both giddy like middle schoolers (keep that thought in mind, btw)
>everything actually goes pretty well
>we talked for hours and had a great time
>agree to do it again asap
>seriously, I love this girl more than I though one could love

>so then, a bit of time passes, and school is starting (I'm going into my Senior year)
>I think, because she told me she's 14, she'd be Freshman
>NOPE
>I bring it up
>she is evasive
>eventually, she admits that she's going into eighth grade
>she admits that she's actually 13

Needless to say, I am less than thrilled.

>I get upset that she lied to me
>I pretty much scold her for it
>but, I'm also a huge pushover
>she pleads for forgiveness
>I forgive her, but make her swear to never lie to me again
>all things considered, she actually holds up her promise in this regard pretty well

>>736166231
All things considered, it could have ended worse.

>>736151671
Life is slipping away. I want to so something other than lay on my couch and watch netflix/play vidya and drink myself to sleep every night but I just can't. Money is about to run out, could be homeless by August if I don't do something.

>>736166277
You have no idea just how bad I wanted it to work, man. And you're right, I know you are, it's just hard. That's actually why I bought the Mossberg, so I couldn't do anything stupid with the money.

>>736166277
>No self-confidence/esteem.
>Don't look like a troll, but need to lose weight.
>Too much social anxiety to go to the gym.
>DDD makes it hard to do much exercise for over a half hour unless I take double or triple doses of pain pills, which I don't want to do.
Feels hopeless man.

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>>736151671
what kind of amazing drug is OP on?

>>736166282
Well now you've learned something. People aren't who they say they are online.
But you just turned 18, so you can expect to make mistakes.
Next time, try to meet someone less than 700 miles away, too.

Thanks OP. Seriously, it means a lot. Every time I join these threads I think, I'll just lurk as usual (mobile sucks for posting IMO). Then after reading a lot, I finally realize that I have something I need help with. Every. Time. Planning on seeing a therapist soon. Keep on with the love OP

》Much Love
B.T.

>>736166699
Straight Edge was a lie, no wonder they're all so angry

I reject morality and science, hedonism is the truth

>>736153867
No. Gay is the only redpill. Women are fucked, learn to love a man and enjoy enlightenment.

>>736166282
Alright, as I suck at ordering thing in consecutive order, I will lay out some misc. stuff here

>she had a shitty ex
>like, surprisingly shitty considering their age
>like, he convinces a whole school, including faculty, that she solicited nudes from him
>fortunately, this is proven to be false

>then, there is this Chris guy who is just an all around ass and also gets her in trouble

>these two made things EVEN more difficult than they were already

>her low self-esteem didn't help either

>oh, oh, and you wanna hear the kicker?
>according to her, she was days away from killing herself before I showed up

>but seriously, she was so perfect in every other way
>beautiful, smart, funny, charming, cute, loyal, supportive, kinda unervingly maternal, and, if I'm honest, really, really sexy
>yes, I know, she's 14 (by now)

>in fact, she instigates sexual conduct
>and I didn't stop it
>in fact, I went along with it
>shoot me

>so, months pass, quite happily so
>we do just fine
>in fact, her self-esteem rises
>in part, because of me

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>>736166463
Anon. Stand up. Take a shower. Put on some nice clothes. Get outside and go for a walk. Spend twenty minutes out there, and leave your phone at home. I recommend doing this early in the morning, before it gets hot.

Then tell me how you feel.

You need to force yourself to do something to get out of this. I can't force you, nobody else can. Difficult as it is, you're the one with the power here. All I can do is talk to you about it.

>>736166520
You need to get it off your mind. Kill some clays, write a short story detailing your emotions through the character of an anthropomorphic tree stump, go for a walk and listen to the birds. Do something to get your mind off her. It's hard, it's just hard.

>>736166676
I too am socially anxious and a little insecure, so I work out at home. I got some weights and a punching bag, and I dedicated a room to them. Even if you don't have any weights of your own, you can run and do push-ups and crunches. Don't worry if you can't do it for too long; that's not too big of a deal.

Perhaps you need to think better about yourself more than you need to work out. Remember all the good things about yourself, and no, don't tell me there are none. There are plenty, and you know it.

>>736166699
I don't have any drugs, Anon. I sometimes wish I did.

>>736167004
Every person I've talked to about this has told me that talking to a therapist helped them immensely. Best of luck, Anon. I wish you well. I'm glad you gained something from the thread.

>>736166865
Yeah, I know. That's what my friend said too.

>>736159678
Tucson anon here, if you want an American to practice with let me know and I'll shoot you a throwaway email.

>>736167307
>anthropomorphic tree stump
If nothing else, that has helped cheer me up a bit. Thanks, man.

Idk what to do with my life. I just turned 20 and I am completely lost. At first I wanted to write when I was a little little kid, but I gave up on that for some reason. Probably because I don't have the focus to do it. Then I stuck with a vague scientist meme until 18, when I wanted to become a game designer. That dream died when I quickly realized I wasn't nearly talented enough to make it. So w
Right now I'm just floating around. I. Not particularly good at math, or writing, I'm very clumsy and forgetful, But I spend most of my time dwelling on certain ideas. For example right now I'm thinking about starting a video game only chan site, however I'll probably end up abandoning it in a month or so.

>>736167261
Alright, I don't have the rest in greentext, so, I'll shortcut.

>we grow apart
>mostly because she becomes distant
>she has other things to do
>no time for me
>and I thought she was the needy one
>we argue a lot
>we make up a lot
>I even wrote gay ass little poems from time to time for her
>some of them in Latin
>doesn't matter
>if I'm honest, we were kinda toxic
>she calls it off when we were doing pretty well (at least I thought so)
>within the week, she's dating this little twerpish nerd
>her friend, whom she was meant to hook-up with her other friend
>awesome
>now I'm back to where I started, alone, browsing /b/

And that's about it.

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>>736167307
Thank you. I'm going to do this. A couple months ago I had a good job that I got up and went to five days a week. I got giardia, started smoking weed and drinking myself to sleep because I didn't have time to see a doctor and eating was worse than not eating but I could sleep due to hunger so I let alcohol back into my life. I'm going to stop, I might get shakey but fuck it. Just poured all my liquor down the sink. Set my alarms, going for a walk in the morning. Thank you anon. Also gonna be leaving /b/ for the foreseeable future so happy trails space cowboy.

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>>736167492
It doesn't have to be a tree stump; you could write about a blunt hacksaw dissatisfied with the futility of life and how temporary everything is.

Do something. That's my advice, for what it's worth.

>>736167585
It seems to me that you're still in that teenage phase of drifting between passions. You're aware of your short attention span; that's good.

Don't tell yourself you can't do something because you're not talented. Talent is something that is acquired, and you can get some through hard work and practice if you want it. It's not impossible; you can always learn something new.

When you start losing interest in something but you need to finish it, force yourself to keep working. Don't just let yourself blow before the breeze of your whims. You are better than that.

>>736168102
That's great! Anon, you're going to go places, and you're going to become a great man. You will succeed. Best of luck! Take care of yourself.

>>736167585
You could always become a mountain man. Hunt, trap, fish, and never be on anyone else's time. I know I've considered the possibility more than once.

>>736168243
go fuck off to your circlejerk hugbox

>>736168243
Maybe I ought to just become an absurd novelist, eh?

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>>736168382
Why?

>>736168444
Well, why not? Try something for the time being that will get your mind off her but allow you to release your emotions about the whole situation. I find that writing works quite well for that.

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>>736168382
really?

>>736168243
Screenshotted because I need this. Really fucking off now, just want you to know that your services are appreciated. Keep on keepin on anon.

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>>736168792
Thank you Anon. Sometimes I try.

I'm glad I was able to help you. Sleep well.

>>736168706
How grills poop taste like?

WOW!

a little piece of heaven in this hell........

>that's sumthing you don't see evryday

>>736169222
It's amazing isn't it?

Unconditional love is worthless.

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>>736169222
Fenn's a good dude, yeah.
>>736169335
how so?

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I'm a socially awkward bastard who can't seem to talk to anyone or get in a relationship. And compared to others I'm a pretty sick and twisted individual (sexually).

That's as blunt as I've ever been to myself o_o

>>736168083
Welcome back to /b/, brother. And don't worry, soon you'll find another grill who will turn your world upside down.