hey, Anonymous! welcome to the After-Hours Bar. Grab a stool

>>735846903
d-do you really love me..

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>>735846978
I do, anon. what's up?

>>735846903
heeeeeeeeey

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>>735846978
I care about you anon! I want you to be happy and I want you to succeed. Would you like to talk about things? How's life been lately?

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>>735846978
You better believe it. Jill will love the shit out of you, motherfucker, She'll love you like you have never been loved before, mate.
A love to surpass the metal gear I tell ya.

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>>735847057
Heeeeey. Looking for something?

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>>735847057
hey there! how's it going tonight, anon?

>>735847049
>>735847091
Not much I'm sitting on my bed. A bit stressed out for exams next week.

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>>735846903

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hi, caught this thread early tonight

how's it going?

>>735847187
just watching a qttrap feet stream wby

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>>735847230
make sure you study enough or something like that! the only reason to stress about exams is because you don't feel confident enough in your understanding of the material. good luck, though.
>>735847248
probably a bit, but what isn't gay in this day and age?
>>735847253
pretty alright, how are you today friend?

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>>735847230
Have you studied for them? If you're ready for them, I bet you can knock those exams out of the park. Don't worry about 'em. They'll come when they come.

>>735846903
Fuck you niggers, TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE!

This is weird. Y'all weird.

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>>735847482
not a whole lot. hope your night's good <3
>>735847535
(you)
>>735847667
what's weird, anon?

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>>735847253
Good evening. I'm doing pretty well, thank you. Are you here for anon, or to talk?

>>735847535
Are you okay?

>>735847667
Maybe a little. Care to join in? Don't feel obligated, but you're always welcome.

>>735847486
doing well for the most part

>>735847497
>>735847486
I have studied but I'm still nervous haha. It's my first college final and I don't want to lose my scholarship or be bummed out all summer.

This is very, very, very gay and you should feel ashamed of doing this everyday, your faggot points are skyrocketing OP

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Fuck you niggers, TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE!

>>735846978
I can't speak for everone, but I do.

>>735847248
I said No homo, So it can't be gay.

>>735847667
Not weird, just friendly.

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE!

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>>735847725
cool cool <3 hope it stays that way and tomorrow's even better.
>>735847830
well, it's gonna be alright. what has been asked in the class will be asked again, and you'll do better focusing on what you know as best you can.

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>>735847535

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

>>735847722
well, i guess niether? i just dropped into say hi

Why do you keep doing this?. Being such a massive faggot shouldn't be accepted like this, but since we are in /b/ i couldn't expect less faggotry from OP

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>>735848187
FUCK YOU NIGGER! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

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>>735847830
Don't worry about it, I really meant it when I said that. Obsessing over possible outcomes and getting stressed over it will only make you do poorly. Forget about it for a while (not entirely of course) and relax. You'll do much better if you're comfortable and confident.

>>735848208
That's fine. Have a nice evening!

>>735848320
agreed. except no man is God.

>>735848320
FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

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>>735848442
Only God is God! Blasphemy is sin!

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FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

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>>735848508
FUCK YOU NIGGER! TRUMP IS THE LORD EMPEROR OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK YOU CUCK WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! YOU ARE FUCKING WEAK!

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I mean, I disagree with how militant your politics seem, dude, but I'll take the free bumps. just makes it easier for me to be here for anon <3

>>735848741
FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

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>>735848786
FUCK YOU NIGGER! TRUMP IS THE LORD EMPEROR OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK YOU CUCK WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! YOU ARE FUCKING WEAK!

>>735848786
You may think you're trolling very cleverly, but actually all you're doing is bumping the thread and increasing visibility.

How do you find meaning in life and not feel like a parasite to everyone around you? Also has anyone had extreme depression and suicidal thoughts from starting anti depressants?

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

>>735849003
Yes, I have. Talk to whoever prescribed the Antidepressants, They can work, but often if you take another type of medication they can worsen your depression.
Finding meaning in life is different, You jjust have to trust that you are worth something to society, no matter the job you do, you are contributing.

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>>735849003
Short answer, there is no meaning, for the parasite part, get a job and give some of the money for the house expenses, antidepressants are tricky because your doc has to find the right combination for you, so it is a hit or miss most of the time, tell them about the effects and that you would like to try a new one.
>>735849072
FUCK YOU NIGGER! TRUMP IS THE LORD EMPEROR OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK YOU CUCK WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! YOU ARE FUCKING WEAK!

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>>735849003
extreme depression and suicidal thoughts resulting from starting medication therapy is something to immediately contact your doctor about.
the most I can suggest for finding meaning in life, is to find something that makes you come alive, and something you feel like you can pour yourself into. making music, writing articles about how video games were programmed, anything you feel like you can sperg out about.

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

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>>735849003
Oh, also, for the meaning, just try setting goals or getting hobbies, the trick is to making your head so busy it has no time to think about the existential crisis!

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>>735849003
Meaning is not something that has to be found, but something that has to be created and believed in. Look for something to love, be it a sport, a person, a hobby, or even a book or a movie. You'll find that if you put some effort in, you will start to genuinely care about it.

Antidepressants are a whole nother world though... I haven't had any experience with them. Talk to your doctor or a therapist about them, and see if you can get different ones or a different dosage.

Things are rarely as bad as they feel, anon. <3

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>>735849371
Never set a person as a reason to live, dummy.
That leads to dependency and obssesive behaviour.

>>735849003
Look into Maslow's hierarchy of needs. It gives you a good indication of the goals to be met, in order to reach self actualisation (your full potential)

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>>735849494
Obsession's better than depression.

Dependency isn't though...

FUCK YOU NIGGERS! TRUMP IS THE GOD OF AMERICA.
ALL AMERICANS SHOULD WORSHIP TRUMP.
ALSO NIGGERS ARE BLACK, BLACK IS BAD WHICH IS WHY WE DRESS IN BLACK WHEN WE ARE MOURNING. DEATH IS BLACK, NIGGERS SHOULD BE DEAD BECAUSE THEY ARE BLACK.
ALSO FUCK SPICS AND THE JEWS. FUCK ALL THE ANIME LOVING HENTAI FAPPING WEEABOOS. YOU SHOULD ALL BE BANNED TRUST ME WHEN I SAY YOU SHOULD BE BANNED FOR THE GREATER GOOD OF AMERICA. FUCK ALL OF YOU CUCKS WHO SHARE YOUR WOMEN; FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO FAP TO TRAPS YOU ARE FAPPING TO DISABLED PEOPLE! ALL OF YOUS ARE FUCKING WEAK

I want to become a trap / sissy but I'm 6'2 and 21 years old. Is it possible for me or am I too tall / old?

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Hello~

I want to die

>>735849672
Why do you want to become a trap?

This is the summerfaggiest of all time.

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>>735849699
Hey Roll! How's your evening going so far?

>>735849722
Eat a strip of bacon and say that again.

>>735849518
Unfortunately im familiar with that but my goals and values arent compatible with the norm of society

>>735849733
I just want to be cute and get sexual attention :(

>>735846903
I want to die

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>>735849672
I... have zero experience with this, so I'm not sure. I'd suggest asking over at /lgbt/ for advice or something, maybe.
>>735849699
evening, how are you today?
>>735849722
what's got you down, anon?
>>735849765
these are the conditions I work in, I guess :shrug:

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>>735849578
Are you trying to pick a fight?>>735849672
Sure, follow your dreams, work out your butt!
>>735849722
Why tho.
>>735849765
>we have been on this for +1 year
>summerfaggiest
>shiggydiggy

>>735849345
But then when your busy dont you get consumed by how abstract and fake everything is. Except reading books and shit is pretty fun

>>735849243
This is good advice thanks anon ill give it a shot

>>735849860
You can be cute and attractive without being a trap, you know. Either way, first step is building a body to be proud of.

Got any tips on sleeping better? I've only been able to get a few hours here or there most nights. Now it's finally coming back at me and it's not fun.

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>>735849918
Trust me, once you have something to keep busy with, you won't think about it until the quiet moments of the day.

>>735850033
I find meditating before sleep helps calm the thoughts and helps you sleep better. You have to want and try to meditate, theres different forms so find what works for you

>>735850033
What do you reckon cause your sleep issues?

Hey glad to see I stumbled across this place again. Its fast food anon from way back, guess I'll be Shad. How's everyone tonight?

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>>735849904
anon, what's wrong?
>>735849971
just please contact your doctor about it. medication is almost never 100% perfect the first time, and finding the SSRI or MAOI that works for you is a constant rebalancing process.
>>735850033
I've been suggested Unisom pretty recently. is your problem racing thoughts, or restlessness?

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>>735850033
Stay away from screens an hour before you go want to head off to bed is all I can suggest, also you could try to get a hand of melatonin, it is a natural product, no prescription needed, nor is it addictive or has any side effect.

any advice for a permavirgin wanting to find a meaningful relationship?

Guess the gay anime thread is as good a place as any.


Told someone maybe things would be better off if it was over. I wanted to ask what they thought but they blocked all forms of communication with me instantly.

I don't know if they were hurt or angry, or glad that things are finally done, but I wanted to ask them what they wanted to do.

I guess the answer is pretty clear by their reaction, but I don't know if that's just a reflex or if they've been thinking the same thing and are ready to move on.


Don't really need to know, I don't think there was a good way this conversation could end, maybe since it could've only have gone poorly I'm left wondering if I could've made things better.


For the drink, just a screwdriver please, need something sweet. Thanks.

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>>735849819
>>735849907

Things have been acceptable

How about you?

I'm really bored of this kinds of threads but no matter what i do they keep coming back and i keep clicking on them to frustrate myself even further, do you recommend me suicide?, or maybe you can stop making this threads, that would make my day 0.1% happier and would allow me to pursuit better things to get annoyed by

>>735850281
Whore yourself out on 4chan.

>>735850191
I feel like it's me needing to work so hard at work. I normally need 2-3 cups of coffee to make it from 7am-4pm. But then when I get home I can't relax or wind down till I'm at a point where I need to sleep. So then I'm trying to force sleep, and not resting well.

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>>735850201
I'm doing alright. I... don't entirely remember you, honestly, but I hope you're doing okay <3
>>735850281
you can't force a relationship to happen. pouring yourself into hoping you date someone's just going to bite you in the ass, and not in the sexy way.
>>735850325
"over", as in the friendship or the relationship?
>>735850418
I'd suggest you don't kill yourself, no.

>>735850281
Sex is overated. It is a miniscal part of any meaningful relationship. Let it not be the driving force behind your desire

>>735846903
Idk man ever since I graduated I feel like shit

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>>735850325
Don't ponder too much about the "what if"'s, keep going and looking forward, anon. There is nothing for you behind, only pointless questions that probably don't even have answers.
>>735850418
Ayy lmao

>>735850566
What do you do when you're at home?

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>>735850201
Things are okay here. How are you?

>>735850325
It's time to move on, anon. It's hard, but it's what comes next.

>>735850349
Just fine, Roll.

>>735850418
You don't have to look at them. Or you could talk to us and we could try to help you.

Honestly, getting off 4chan permanently will lower your chance of suicide more significantly than anything else at this point.

>>735850275
Looks like being here isn't helping the screen part much.

I'll look into melatonin see how that works.

Thanks.

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>>735850648
>said the betamax

>>735850594
Tell me why i shouldn't kill myself.

>>735850486
As much as it pains me to say it, I'm probably too ugly for that
also,
>implying I'm gay
>>735850648
I use the term permavirgin to convey my less than desirable features

>>735850594
>>735850744
Better than I was, still not as good as I want to be but eh. Slowly working on it.

>>735850744
I enjoy being annoyed, because it gaves me a reason to whine about something that i could easily avoid

>>735850594
Isn't a friendship a form of relationship? But if you're asking if what romantic, no it wasn't.

>>735850681
>>735850744
That's a good way of looking at it, just happened today so maybe I'm just a bit bummed about it. I wish I could have said goodbye, and we could have parted amicably, but maybe I'm just fooling myself into thinking everything could be perfect.

>>735850418
Suicide is always a valid choice.

>>735850889
smh, gives me* sorry for my bad english, i'm chilean and also a newfag, and 4chan is the best site to practice my academic level of english

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>>735850768

One thing that keeps me going is that I want to see how everything turns out

-Sweet Roll

>>735850734
Manage a couple dragons, fix people pcs, and just house chores.

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>>735850661
why's that, anon?
>>735850648
a sexual relationship is part of a healthy romantic long-term relationship in general, but if you're going to be with someone just to fuck them, that's stupid.
>>735850768
...I can't give you a reason not to, you need to find that reason within yourself. why do you feel that you should, anon?
>>735850937
there's nothing to do but move forward sometimes. if you regret the past, you'll have a harder time living in the present.

>>735851010
do you know why people are being nice in the internet?, it used to be more entertaining when everybody insulted each other.

>>735851076
To be honest I have no idea it might be because I can't communicate as well as I did then

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>>735850757
No problem! When I really wanted to just sleep because of a depression episode I often popped 3mg and I was knocked out in 20 mins.
>>735850661
Sucks to be an adult, get a job and fill the void buying stuff you do not need!
>>735850937
No one is perfect! Also you shouldn't try and have like a stereotype of your "perfect person" or you'll never be able to find someone that fits that scheme!
>>735851005
Asdjajdjsjs el weon la wea culiao weon.

>>735851026
>Manage a couple dragons
Sounds fun.
Lot of pressure at work? Do you worry about work when you're at home?

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>>735851182
Get on your dancing shoes, you sexy little swine~

>>735851182

Maybe people finally got tired of it

Either that, or people just got used to it

I don't really know, either

-Sweet Roll

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>>735851182
I'm sure you can find a dozen thread of anons being mean to each other. I'm just here to try and brighten a person or two's day.
>>735851314
communicate in general, or specifically with friends? I'm confused on what you're aiming for, anon.

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>>735850843
It's good that you're working on it; I often find myself recognizing problems but then doing nothing and allowing them to ferment. It's a bad habit.

>>735850937
We can wish that things could have gone better, but when it comes down to it, the past is done and can't be changed. It's hard, it really is. But there's nothing any of us can do about it now.

It's a shame. But that's how it is.

>>735851182
Don't worry anon, it's only in this small place. If you want to watch people insult each other I'd recommend you search the catalog for something related to feminism or civil rights, or head over to /pol/.

>>735851351
I have already had a job it only helps temporarily I need to see if I can contact some old friends that might help

>>735851182
The contrast is what makes it good mate. If we were prissy all the time, it'd get dull.

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I found 10$ on the sidewalk and my bottle cap on my drink says good luck will come my way. I think that's pretty good right?
-Lie

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>>735851571
Did you spend the money on retarded stuff? That's one of the important parts, for example I bought a 35 bucks lighter just because!

>>735851442
Yea, I'm the lowest guy on the totem pole and shit always falls down. Constantly I'm pushed to "work harder, work better, move quicker, go above and beyond". I try my best but it just keeps stacking. I'm just... tired...

>>735851076
>>735851351
>>735851536
I think a clean break is best for both of us. We both need to move on, I agree with that, and I think time will help and let us forget.

But then what do I do about our other friends? I've already gotten one message asking if something happened, and I don't know how to reply.

I'm pretty sure he wants to turn the page on this and have ti be over, but how do I tell other people what happened?

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>>735852015
"Yeah, we broke up man, things weren't going too well and all"
And then you hit "send"

hey faggets wanna suck dick?

>>735851884
Wow, that sucks. Work-related stress is pretty common. Is it something you can talk to your boss about?

>>735851770
I can safely say I spend more money on food than anything

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>>735852274
Maybe, whose dick?
>>735852422
Is it like good shit or is it cheap, regular products? If the latter, then treat yourself something nice, dummy.

>>735852568
alice's

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>>735852274
I'll pass, if that's alright hon.

>>735852210
You're right, I'm overthinking things.

That's it for me, i'll settle up the bill. Night

>>735852568
I eat almost everything i see because I have the metabolism of an angry seagull

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>>735852015
>>735852720
Just tell them "we broke up". Simple as that. Add a little further information if necessary. They'll get it. Goodnight! Sleep well.

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>>735852633
I'll pass.
>>735852720
Night, fuckboi!

>>735852332
My boss is the kinda guy who has to micro manage the entire place; from what each person at the warehouse does, who can and cannot do what, and how every job has to go. So all the pressure I feel is all from him. The most I got out of last time I brought this up was " if you don't like it, leave"

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>>735852817
What kind of metabolism is that...?

>>735853076
One that makes me hungry no matter what I eat

>>735852933
Yeah, I kinda figured it wouldn't be the greatest work environment. How's your relationship with your coworkers? Also, consider swinging by a real doctor for recommendations, if nothing else.

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>>735853325
I see, are you fat?

>>735853601
you trynna get that farter fingered?

>>735853601
Nope I'm more compared to an anorexic than anything

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>>735853762
What do you often eat?
>>735853721
Why can't you just say ass like normal, functioning people? Are you acoustic?

>>735854000
Anything that looks edibal

>>735854000
im retarded :<

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>>735854126
But, like what?
>>735854142
Yes, yes you are.
-pets-

>>735854388
Dude I can't even recall what I just ate 5 minutes ago lol

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Well, I'm getting tired and it looks like things are dying down some, so I'm leaving for now. Good luck with the thread, Jill and Neptune. I'll be on the Discord.

-Fenn

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>>735855118
How dare you speak to me.

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Sorry I'm late...

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>>735855421
Fenn's an alright dude.
>>735855500
no such thing. how are you tonight?

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>>735855500
Nice digits.
>>735855616
For you.

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>>735855616
I'm fine, today's just been "long".
I trust that things have been going well enough for all of the "regulars" & "anons"...

>>735855697
Thanks for noticing them.

>>735855118
whats your discord?

>>735855925
I should know better than to post this...
Fenn#4548

>>735856062
Should I add you on my main account or my tulpa's account?

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>>735855697
nah, he's just pretty chill most of the time. what would be wrong with him?
>>735855920
tolerable enough, just hoping those who needed help have gotten it. hope you get some rest after it being a long day <3

>>735856212
hey wanna see a big dick?

Man, I really liked Valhalla, but why are you adopting it to suit your own purposes?
That's a low blow.
I'm disappointed.

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>>735856303
Sure. I mean, why not?

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>>735856303
if you're gonna post it either way, sure.

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>>735856212
I don't know that I should rest quite yet, While I am getting tired it doesn't really feel like I've made any progress at all today...
Although I appreciate the concern.

>>735856390
>>735856444
welp im not the right guy then

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>>735856212
Everything.
>>735856444
D I G I T S

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>>735856497
Wasn't expecting this.

>>735846903
where's 2B? I havent seen her in these threads or in Alices

>>735856211
I don't care. Both if you want.

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>>735856463
you're allowed to rest if you're tired, you know.
>>735856497
RIP dude
sorry about the small bengis I guess.
>>735856523
so nothing, then.
>>735856661
recovering from an eye procedure.

>>735856727
are you being sarcastic because of the blindfold?

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>>735856976
Not a joke.

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>>735856976
no, I'm not. she had a procedure done and is taking a few weeks off for recovery.
I swear, everyone thinks it's a joke, but it's just pretty coincidental.

Goodnight to everyone, lurkers too

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>>735857165
night friend <3 hope you sleep well and tomorrow's even better.

>>735857062
>>735857120
oh shit! hope shes well. when will she be back?

I really enjoy threads like these and you all contribute to a better /b/, so it aint a complete shithole. hate to see one of you leave

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>>735857465
she's fine, she should be back pretty soon. I think she talked about taking two weeks off, and it's been two weeks minus one day.
appreciate it, anon <3 really needed that tonight. thanks for being you.

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>>735857465
I'm guessing next week tops if not this one. Also, stop being so gay, you homosexe.

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>>735856727
True, Though I have an experiment regarding rest I would like to begin eventually.

If things turn out as they have for others I could use 22 hours of each day without ever getting tired. The only reason I don't do this experiment is because if anyone wakes me up at critical times I would be physically drained (of a weeks worth of energy at once) which is rather unhealthy....

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>>735857621
Not sleeping is unhealty.

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>>735857621
After-all humans are the least predictable species on earth...

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>>735857621
...so the cycle where you take something like four naps at 30 minutes each? I've heard people say it doesn't really work, but good luck.

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It most definitly won't work.

>>735857604
>>735857609
whatever, I fucking love you guys. all homo

thanks you 2, have a good night!

>>735858063
fuck you anon i hope your night is wonderful

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Jiiiiill, anon will give me the cooties! >>735858063

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>>735857733
I never said I would not be sleeping, only that I would alter how I slept a bit. It would also be experimental though, meaning if it failed I would simply return to doing things normally.

>>735857812
6 20's actually. It seems appealing that a person could use 22 hours of each day and 2 hours for sleep.. although the first week is supposedly a hell of its own right while your body adjusts.


.....still I can't trust the people around me (anywhere) to jet me try something like this without waking me up at the wrong times and ruining the attempt anyway.... Maybe it's pointless I just want to get more done with the time I have.

>>735858475
*let

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>>735858595
*lit

My last two exes broke up with me for the same reasons. I lack passion and can't emotionally connect. I'm not all too upset over losing the girls, but what they said about me is right, and that's what's bothering me.

I'm not sure how to break down my walls and emotionally connect with women.

>>735857812
Just thought I'd say hi!

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>>735858640
*nep

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>>735858948
*saved

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>>735858730
I mean, it's like the saying "it's hard to love other people if you don't love yourself". if you're aware you struggle at establishing emotional connection, work on improving yourself for your own sake before you even focus on trying to dive into a romantic relationship.
>>735858873
I appreciate it, thanks anon <3

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>>735858730
Sometimes its a fear of being hurt that keeps us from opening up. .... if we learn to accept our weaknesses and can be confident that even after we are inevitably hurt by others that we can be ok, then we can open ourselves up.

I need to make like.. 20 something dollars within the next couple of days. Something online would be best but everything I've seen is a scam or those shitty survey sites. I can't think of anything that I can sell either, though I have a league of legends account, do people still buy those?

Any ideas/advice?

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>>735860022
Camwhore

>>735859192
>>735859184

Yeah, it happened after I got a divorce a couple years ago. I was a stupid 20 year old and only married for a year, but the divorce was so nasty that I promised myself I'd never get married again.

>>735860169
But I'm male.. are there any cam sites I'd actually be able to make that kinda money off?

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>>735860022
I mean... did you spend more money than you had or cut into your rent or something?
could you just ask a friend for a loan or something?
>>735860086
nah. cute comic, though.
>>735860245
people do stupid things when they're young. it's okay to be afraid and defensive to make sure you don't get hurt again, but if you want to overcome this, you gotta power through it.

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>>735860022
If you know you could repay it later, ask a friend to loan you 20.

>>735860086
What's wrong with psychopaths? Once you understand their methods they are quite interesting... Sociopaths are boring though.

>>735860313
Probably. It's only 20 you were wanting right?

>>735860022
Chek'd
Go to a Blood Bank. They pay like $40-$60 per visit.

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Do grills fart?
If so
How grills fart smell like?

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>>735860451
You are boring.
>>735860313
Was just kidding, why not just asking a contact for some money? No parents?

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>>735860543
>How grills fart smell like?
Propane

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>>735860543
yes.
like any other fart.
what were you expecting them to smell like, cupcakes and rainbows?

>>735860378

I know, and I'm gonna keep trying to figure it out. Thanks for listening.

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>>735860543
Roses, with a dash of cinnamon.

>>735860724
Nope more like flowers and fruits and yea rainbows too

>>735860378
>>735860451
I'm a NEET with no income, I couldn't ask a friend to loan me it. God knows when I'd be able to pay back
>>735860606
lol I'd actually do it if it was a plausible thing as a male. No I have contacts and parents, that's just not possible at the moment.

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>>735860834
What do you need the twenties for anyway?

Not a happy thought but I got some bad news from the Dr today. When I walked out of the office, I just kinda stood on the sidewalk for a while and was blank minded. Then I just had this insatiable feeling of wanting to step out in front of a car. I've never been suicidal and yes the news is bad, but this genuinely shook me.

Not sure how I feel now.

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>>735861084
Welcome to the club, pal. It only gets worse from here.

>>735861084
Wanting to step in front of a car sounds like Intrusive Thoughts.
What was the bad news?

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>>735861084
is everything okay, anon?

>>735861084
CO poisoning is best bet, i tried it but a good friend had followed me home on suspicion and opened garage while i was passed out in running car. fucker made me live.

>>735861254
TLDR: my spine is failing. I was hit on my motorcycle and thrown a good distance. The ER ran scans on me after being rushed via ambulance and said I was miraculously fine. Now I'm losing feeling in my hands and feet rapidly and it's creeping up arms and legs. Unless we can figure it out, I may slowly become paralyzed. Lots of tests needing to be run but they don't know what exactly is causing it.

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>>735861500
Lmao.

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>>735860606
It's best that I be boring for now then I guess.
I'd hate what would happen if I disappointed all of you by doing something large enough for you to notice this soon.

>>735861084
Alive.
I've had far worse things pop into my head. You'll be fine.

>>735861428
Not really? But I'm getting through day by day. I'm always the smile on my face, best of a bad situation type guy. I just feel like today I hit a wall. That kind of feeling is very foreign to me.

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Do grills hve night vision?

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>>735861596
>>735861755
shit, I'm so sorry, man. that really sucks. I... don't know what I can do, other than offer condolences and hope the docs do the best they can. I'm sorry this is happening to you.

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>>735861653
>You'll be fine
Did you read his post? >>735861596

I hope they manage to find out what is causing it, rather quickly, anon.

>>735861596
You might want to kill yourself before you lose the ability to even do that.

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>>735861816
protip: girls are people. feel free to ask most of your questions as "do humans ____?"

>>735861830
Honestly it is what it is. I'm will probably be losing my job because I can't do the work anymore. I can't feel my fingers. But I'll find some other work to do until I find a fix or we find out what happens in the end. Be safe out there and watch out for other drivers. Don't want you to go through this hell. :D

Nice picture btw. I enjoyed that game.

>>735861596
That fucking sucks, anon.
I hope its a pinched nerve. I had one, from playing football. I couldn't grasp things with my left hand properly. (I'm a lefty). Doctors didn't know what is was right away. Eventually they figured out pinched nerve. I had a surgery, and eventually recovered. I quit football tho.
Stupid tacking game.

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>>735861980
Or get someone to carry on the task?

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>>735862122
I'll keep you in my thoughts regardless, hon. I've seen a lot more illness than I want to admit, and my heart goes out to you. be safe.

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>>735862000
That was a no right?

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>>735861816
Lack of eyes suggests that Grills have no vision.

I don't see why you have such a fascination with cooking outdoors.

>>735861901
I'm sure his/her doctor will figure it out. Or on the other hand if the one doctor fails he should consult another. Realistically the best I can do is hope that he is fine in the end. my "You'll be fine" was only in regard to the thoughts.

Speaking of injuries has empanon been around? I was wondering if his injuries have healed.

>>735861816
We have no special powers.
We are people, just like you.

>>735862415
>We have no special powers.
>We are people, just like you.
spoil the allure won't you

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>>735862388
Don't know, don't care.

I'm off to bed.

>>735861980
Haha I mean it's not a bad idea. If I become almost a veg, I'll just OD.

>>735862178
Yeah we are hoping that's what it is. Despite the ER scan, all my vertebrae are jacked up. Knock on wood they figure this shit out soon!

>>735862220
I wouldn't want to put that on someone.

>>735862259
It's a terrible thing. Lost my mom to cancer while I was in HS. I've tried to be positive about life from then forward. Sickness in this world makes me terribly sad.

>>735862388
Oh I understand what you meant. It was just strange to have such thoughts in the first place. I'm hoping the drs do find the root cause sooner than later. Trying to stay as positive as possible!

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>>735862000
Do grills get thirsty?

>>735862687
Edgy-kun. Stay with me.

>>735862687
oh, of course...
I suppose I'll see you next time I'm around.
(not that I can reliably say when that will be anymore)

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>>735862794
No.
>>735862836
10 mins, what do you need?

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>>735862794
No they carry a full days supply of water in two "humps" (like camels have) located on their chests.

Do you even biology?

>>735862794
With hot propane or coal inside grills you would think they would crave water. Water kills the fire though and is thus detrimental to the health of your grill.

can you at least learn to spell right?

>>735862687

Good night Nep!!

>>735862733
Chek'd
Yeah, me too! It can be scary when they don't know. I had balance problems and other shit, and the anxiety was killing me. I didn't know if I was gonna die or be crippled or what the fuck.
And doctors are not gonna guess at it.
I wish you well, brother.

>>735862921
You.

These threads only make me more depressed tbh

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>>735863339
hey anon, what's got you feeling down?

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>>735862794
Yes

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>>735863339
Why is that anon?

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>>735863297
Got me on discord or anything?
>>735863386
These threads apparently.

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>>735862000
Do grills have any super power?
Respond pls

>>735863339
Don't be. We all gotta keep going in this world. It's all we got.

Unless you are a weirdo nihilist. If you are, Ms Jenkins needs your paper turned in soon or else you will have to repeat the 10th grade.

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>>735863493
no.

>>735863649
How do you know?

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>>735864250
is there potential a woman has a super power? sure, I guess if super powers are a thing. do all girls just have super powers? no, dude. no.

I can't figure out how to adhere to certain goals of mine. Some habits seem to persist not out of lack of discipline but inconsistent apathy towards them.

"Life" is just so bland sometimes. I don't fully know what's wrong with me anymore. I guess part of me is still broken.

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>>735864420
Why if they have super power and they dont tell us

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>>735864903
you gotta find a reason to keep working on those goals. if you have no reason to push yourself towards them, you're never gonna make progress.
>>735864920
(you)
>>735864927
hey there, anon.

>>735864903
Life is not a non stop thrill ride. Sometimes it is bland, and boring.

>>735865094
Dont you me how you dare

>>735864903
I wonder if it would feel good to give up and let the rest of me be broken.

>>735865094
I do have reasons though and sometimes that's the worst part.
I have love, and hatred, and ambition, and want to create something that others will remember as long as they exist... but sometimes it feels like those things are like ropes binding me. sometimes it feels like I've dug a hole by letting things get this way and will never climb out of it.

Sometimes being tired has two meanings.

>>735846903
Fucking gay as thread. Fucking gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyopisafuckingfaggotyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

>>735865118
I've had 5 consecutive inescapable years of bland and boring. It's even rubbing of onto me, I'm serious and even that is starting to bother me.

I used to be relaxed even when everything fell apart, I'm just sick of not even being able to call this living.

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>>735865276
I mean, you're pretty obviously being absurd, yknow?
>>735865478
almost no one makes something that's going to survive past their death, bud. don't hold yourself to an impossible standard or you're just going to burn yourself.
>>735865843
thanks for the bump, sweetheart.

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>>735846903
Hey there. Same drunkfag here. Sup

>brook

>>735865928
Losing interest like that sounds like clinical depression.,

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>>735866087
hey there, how are you doing tonight?

>>735866345
Good. Im glad to join this thread again. And im glad to see you too!

>brook

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Guess I'll give this place a visit.

How are you all?

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>>735866637
glad you're well <3
>>735866836
hey there Rem, been a while. doing alright?

I've been so tired of life, it's so hard and I want to stop

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>commence lurk

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>>735867413
what's got you down, hon? there must be something that makes you feel this way.
>>735867657
:ok_hand: enjoy your stay.

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>>735846903
I fapped to this
Is it bad?
How bad?
Should i feel bad?
Is this normal?

I'm being accused of a crime I didn't commit, half the people believe it and hate me, some of my friends are against me now. My brothers in the hospital and I'm tired of this life