Late night discussion thread. Talk about whatever you want, but

>>735675723
I bought a plane ticket to South America on an impulse and now I have to figure out what to do for a whole month. It's pretty daunting

>>735675723
I just started House of Cards

im just bored

There's a rat that lives in my house but he doesn't do much so I just leave him alone

>>735675723
What d'you wanna talk about anon?

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>>735675723
Just finishing up my degree (AA, doing my last gen ed then I have it) and jobs are actually coming to me with no effort, or at least opportunities are. I kind have the imposter syndrome thing going on and am on meds for having such shitty memory so I'm a bit hesitant to really progress much. Even moreso than that, I kind of feel like the dog chasing the bus, not really knowing what to do when I caught it. I've got some bills to pay, stupid things that stress me out that could have faded but others have made them stay in my life, and I just kind of feel like I never have time anymore. It's like I'm sitting in place at hyperspeed. I wouldn't say I'm unhappy, maybe lost? Idk. Anyway guys, what's up with you?

I think I just lost my only friend. We used to talk every day, but we haven't since last Tuesday. I'm constantly telling myself I don't need her, but feel like I'm herring more alone everyday. Talking with her at night made me keep my sanity. Now I go to bed every night feeling like the day isn't over.

>>735676752
Is that an associate or bachelor's degree? just got my associates but honestly no one seems to care much unless you actually get the 4-year degree

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>>735676752
Nearly finished first semester in tertiary education. Starting to doubt myself real fuckin bad despite getting decent grades so far.
What do?

>>735677172
B's are perfectly fine unless you want to go to grad school, so if you can manage straight B's you're already doing better than 65% of your classmates

Also, if you're doubting yourself take a fucking break, relax. You are probably doing just fine and as long as you;re happy with your major there is nothing else you need to be doing.

>>735677071
Associates's. And it's in Network Administration which actually isn't hard to find jobs for with just this. Either this or certs will get you somewhere, just not good with the tests. Especially Cisco, it'I took the CCNA and found it nightmarish, but I'm an idiot too. What were you studying?

>>735677172
Network Administration. Currently looking into jobs right now that are just kind of coming to me circumstantially. That sounds like it's tough though so I don't blame you, what are you majoring in to teach?

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>>735677520
Thanks anon. I'm doing a Bachelor of IT, though I've never really had any experience with programming or anything before starting.
I've been feeling like I'm way out of my league, especially compared to some of the others who spend like 90% of their waking hours doing this shit for fun since they were like 9.

But I'm getting through, and I figure I at least owe it to myself to finish at least one year before making any big decisions like dropping out.

>>735676953
Losing people like that can be pretty shitty, one minute they're so much a part of you and next they're gone. What caused the fallout?

>>735676040
Coolest guy in thread

>>735675800
Sounds exciting, any ideas thus far? Where are you headed to specifically?

i wanna talk about my new thing of spreading happiness.

its nothing crazy, but up until about 3 months ago ive been nothing but a cancerous ass hat.

well i got sick of that. im always fucking depressed, online is supposed to be my outlet to get away from that, spreading a bunch of garbage about niggers and fuck u faggot and all that really isnt helping.

now when i come here or go on discord or irc, i be happy. i think about all the shit thats actually going pretty good in my life and i use that as a motivator for my comment. its been working wonderfully.

3 months ago was the last time i did acid as well. if you want that story, feel free to ask, but its not a happy one tbh

>>735678033
haha i got a mouse in my room that i do the same for

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>>735676040
We used to have a Hedgehog bro that would hang outside with us when we had late night drinks. Don't what happened to it, just stopped showing up.

>>735675942
Its amazing.

>>735678205
Ecuador and Peru. Goal is to hike the Salkantay trail over four days to Macchu Picchu. No idea how i'm going to manage any of this since my Spanish is hella poor but I'll deal as it comes.

>>735678297
If you feel like sharing, go for it. Glad you're making that change though, anon. We need more people working to be that way and better themselves in general.

>>735678351
What are they like? I've always been interested in them.

>>735678441
Ah I see. I've always wanted to do something like that. I study Capoeira and know someone who was dropped straight into Brazil and said just putting yourself there is honestly a great way to learn it, if not a little tough. That sounds super cool though anon, not gonna lie

>>735677810
Biology. Just finished a study abroad with the college in Mexico, transferring to uni and I'm anxious as fuck because I still don't have a place to live but I'll be in South America until August.

I don't know why I do things like this to myself but it happens a lot. My life is pretty fucking chaotic but at least I have fun stories to tell at parties

I was talking to a girl about a recent bad relationships, on both our parts, almost everyday we talked. We hung out one time from 6pm to 6am, said I smelled nice when she left. I realized I caught feels she barely talks to me now for some reason. So I told her tonight through a text, that I liked her and no response don't know what to do.

>>735678603
haha that's basically how I'm rationalizing this decision. "It's to improve my spanish"

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>>735678466
welp, i know you'll prolly say its retarded... but the last time i did acid i met god. and he is a such a prick that i never want to risk meeting him again.

he showed me how everything ive thought of against him is retarded. he took me through ever single thing hes done and allowed in history, showed me every fucking outcome that i thought would have been better, and showed me how i was completely wrong. he showed me that shit is the way it is becuase its for the better. if it hadnt been done that way, shit would be so much worse. he let me change a little bit about how i am, and what outcomes i can expect in life (im not gonna see the future, or even prosper all that much tbh)...

it honestly fucked me up for a while. i didnt believe in god before that, thought that if hes real he could do such a better job, so obviously he isnt real. boy was i wrong, and he had to show me how wrong i was in the biggest dickhead way possible...

now, i choose to spread some positivity. fuck god, imma try to make this world a better place without him... not really fuck the guy, he already knew talking to me how he did would send this positive wave from me... but still, god, when you read this, you are a fucking dick. i love you, but get bent ass hole kek

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>>735678297
That's a cool thing to do anon, I try to give a compliment daily to make me feel better. I just like seeing people smiling cause of something I said, it gives me a feeling of power or something, idk.

>>735678466
They're mostly considered pests here in NZ, but people do sometimes leave milk out for them.
They really are dumb as fuck though, you can usually walk right up to one and they won't notice/care.

>>735678944
haha exactly, thats a lot of what i get from the whole positive shit i spew. i dont wanna change the whole fucking world, i just want people to see (myself included) that shit can and will get better, ya know?

As part of my continuing plan to fix my busted teeth, I had a dental implant installed last week. Really wasn't that bad to have done. After 4 months it'll have healed enough that my regular dentist can screw a crown onto the implant. Coupled with the 10 or so fillings i had last year my teeth look halfway decent.

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>>735679070
How long have your teeth been fucked?

>>735679269

They started going downhill about 13 years ago. 2+ liters of pop a day and not brushing everyday. I landed a decent IT job with insurance so I went in last year planning on having my top row extracted and going with dentures. My dentist said we wouldn't have to do that. He extracted the 6 that had chipped away to the gum line, filled in what was left, did a root canal on the one that was kind of on the fence, and then I had the implant done because the gap is visible when I smile. So far I've spent about $1,200 out of pocket with probably another $1,000 to go next year.

>>735678669
I can completely relate with the wacky and chaotic shit that just happens, so I feel you. You'll grow from it all I'm sure. I'm the Capoeira guy from >>735678603, had a teacher who was an exhange student in Brazil when the teachers' strike happened and was homeless because he couldn't study with nobody teaching, spent nights on the streets in Rio wrapped blanket in a standing while sleeping (he's also ex military). Shit could get tense, but he came back with a fiance he's now married to, so keep your head up lol.

>>735678740
You'll get there though, I would just roll with the punches as they come. Not much else left to do though, right?

>>735678783
I'm Christian myself, but I hafve questions and frustrations so I can't exactly say I don't understand about why you could be mad at Him at times. Regardless, if it changed you for the better, spread good. It's the best thing any of us could hope to do, being as insignificant as we really are.

>>735678944
Pests as in get into your shit and are assholes, or just everywhere and in the way sometimes? I've always thought they were cute, but never had much up close exposure to them. I once befriended an opossum, but we had to take it and leave it in the country so it wouldn't come back. Finally worked after the 3rd time.

>>735679609
im nothing... even after that trip im still not sure i believe in tbh... shit was weird. but i didnt take the low road and make myself worse just because i think hes a dick if that was all real.

i want to be a better person. maybe the trip was useless, but just maybe, god talked to me, i hated the fuck out of him, but i understood his point, and im just being cynical, ya know?

imma be a good person from then on out, not because he expects me to be, requires me to be, but because i want to be a good person

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>>735679599
Have you noticed any difference in the way that people treat you? Also, grats on doing something about them.

>>735679609
They're not really an 'active' pest like foxes/raccoons or whatever. They just eat some native beetles (pic related) and compete for food with some of the birds. Most people still like em though.

>>735678351
i had a hog show up on my front lawn a couple of nights ago here in napier.. real unusual

OK the answer might be super obvious but i dont know what to do anymore. I make my family ashamed and my friends all tell me i need help like every day. I do crack probably once a week and if you can believe it I abuse weed daily. Whenever I don't have either I do inhalants. I wouldn't even consider myself addicted to anything which is the shitty part I just hate myself and I want to start doing heroin because i cant stand this limbo. My friends try to cheer me up but i think its a chemical imbalance thing that would probably just get me on xanex if I sought out help. I feel lost.

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In a relationship with girl who I don't love but don't have the balls to say I don't love to. I would've broken up with her despite this but it's considerably more difficult considering she lives with me and her old home was abusive, I still care about her.

Worst part is I've been on a few dates with this girl from work and the last date we went on we made out in my car.

Don't know what to do, girl from work that I actually like is becoming more and more serious.

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>>735679917
Really? They're fairly common in Welly/Dunners/Invercargill. Haven't lived in Napier though, so I wouldn't really know.

>>735679950
What else do you spend your time on anon?

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>>735679917
heres the silly dingus right here, some dude that was jogging by said he was on the road earlier in the day (this is 6pm after work, p much dark, light is the security lights)

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Has anyone here had eye problems like strabismus? (Crossed eyes)

My eyes hurt so bad and I want to go get a diagnostic from a eye doctor but I'm dirt broke, I'm thinking of using my finical aid to pay for some of it.

Tips? Good way to make money?

>>735680126
I like music, I really dont do anything and Girls hate me

>>735680098
dude... trust me on this, get the fuck away while you can. i wanted to get away from my ex wife several times before we got married. and i should have. all she did was raise my kids super shitty and lie about cheating on me.

get the fuck away. i know being alone sucks dick, im alone right now... but anything is better than the pain she will cause you with kids and cheating... anything

>>735678441
South american here, i think there are many people who don't speak spanish there, still you should learn a bit of words to get to find them

>>735680098
you fucked up fammo
>>735680241
you fucked up too fammo

>>735680241
I know bruh we were best friends which led to fuck buddies and then a couple (which I regret) I need to be on drugs when I break up with her so I don't pussy out.

>>735680326
Fr reget my nigga

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>>735680142
They really are dumb as a bag of rocks. Still cute tho.

>>735680098
Are you into the girl from work? I so just suck it up and tell your gf. Surely she deserves that, right?

>>735680233
Do you have a job or anything? Or do you just spend all your free time doing whatever?

>>735680314
Prefiero halbare espanol asi que practico cuando tengo la oportunidad. solo un mes, asi puedo hacerlo... verdad?

Im a bisexaul fag on vacation I really want to go home because some "staight" guy has been sending scandalous pics

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>>735680444
The girl from work gives me butterflies and she's fucking beautiful 10/10 to me, why she is even interested in me is beyond my comprehension.

I care deeply for current gf, and have all my good teen memories with because we were so close, we didn't start dating using about 5 months ago and now I'm afraid to cut it off. Every time we almost breakup she balls and says shit like "you don't want to make anymore memories with me?" Or "I thought you say we'd be togeather forever" which never fails to make me come back, I'm not even attracted to her.

>>735680596
send scandalous pics back with you and another dude. fuck str8 bro senseless when you get back

problem fucking solved

>>735680419
nah, you really dont need drugs for it... you need to realize you need better. for me, i was in bacis training when i realized that.

for you, youll get your wake up call. dont let it go too far before you realize that wake up call already happened several times. you got this. do what you need to do buddy.

My girlfriend broke up with me because I told another girl I love her before we started dating - I told her she was the first person I said it to.

???

>>735680678
Im gunna fuck the shit outta him still here for another week horny as fuck

>>735680699
Does she have austism

>>735680686
Fuck dude I just wish we could be friends again because no one gets me like she does, we've literally spent the last 3 years togeather everyday even if we weren't dating. Every time we almost breakup I feel like it's for the best but I can tell help but cry because I don't wanna give up her completely.

It's ethier lose her forever, or pretend to be happy.

>>735680766
so blow your load in some rando and take pics, then send to him. he will want more

>>735680766
its almost ruining my vacation because I can't get my mind off it

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>>735680191
Closest thing I've experienced to that was my cross-eyed cat when I was growing up.
What country do you live in? Is there any sort of healthcare or anything like that?

>>735680816
Sounds a little abusive, or at least manipulative. Just have a real talk with her. No bullshit. No lying.
Either way, it's better than just ignoring the problem.

>>735680678
I'm with this guy

>>735680820
Why tho

>>735680880
To be honest, she's a little psycho.

Whenever we use to fight I was always the one saying we need to stay together, but one day we got in a huge fight and instead of begging for her love I said "maybe we should break up" to which she had a comeplete change of heart and said it was her fault and begged me to stay with her.

Sounds abusive, but she always says I'm the only one she has and I know she's not lying, she thinks so high of me.

>>735680527
Si, parece que hablas bastante fluido, suerte en el viaje anon

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>>735681015
Well ultimately it's up to you what course of action you decide on. But in these sorts of relationships, you should always be looking after number 1.

>>735680898
Because it's better than porn, it's real life. So be all "ooh what am I gonna do I'm so horny" and then rail/get railed by some stud and he'll be edging back at home to your pics imagining himself in there

>>735681758
or get pissed im fucking sombody else