I don't have abusive parents I don't have money problems

>>735568323
Because you are an faggot.

>>735568323
You lead a boring life. You should do something exciting. Try new things.

>>735568323
Because you're depress bud. You don't need any of that shit to have happened to you to be suffering from depression.

Cause you never experienced a traumatic event. Your whole life has been in neutral gear and the easiest way to change that, is suicide.
Of course you could do other stuff.

>>735568612
>Anonymous 06/12/17(Mon)02:46:48 No.73556
*depressed.

>>735568323
Could be a few things.. Some are deeply intune with themselves and others. And this 'feature' tends to lend itself into sadness you cannot escape because the mortality of the universe is sad. Without love there is literally nothing to live for because everything else is relative.

>>735568739
That sounds like one reason

>>735568323
Becouse, you have no traumatic expierience, you dont know how bad life looks like... you are a fucking pussy...

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because you're taking life for granted lol

>>735568960
Live has nothing to offer me

>>735568612
so true man.

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>>735568323
You have a tiny dick?

Ask me anything

>>735569348
Nah it's average size but no girl is going to see so what the fuck does it matter

Spread communism and find your meaning of life in work.

>>735568323
lack of friends?

>>735568323
I've had all of that and don't want to kill myself so get your parents to best you loose the money and kill you grandma

>>735568323
Do drugs

>>735569591
I have 1 good friend and other than that nothing

>>735569679
I do

Because you're scared of death

>>735569736
What kind

>>735569880
Dabs and weed

>>735569909
Nice that's how I deal with things I used to be suicidal till I started smoking pick up a hobbybis another suggestion

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It's because you don't do enough with yourself. I used to get the exact same feeling man, and I still do from time to time. Ya know what you've got to do?
Get to work. Set a goal that takes work to build up to it, and nail it.

Work on your body and work out, you don't have to start with push-ups and lifting or hit a gym, just start with basic shit that doesn't require anything. Start earning cash and either get a job or do jobs on the side. Maybe pick a girl that you know you have a chance with and start to build up a relationship, or hit up a bunch of chicks and discover what's really in the head of the woman so you can use that knowledge in the future. Hell, if you're a really boring person, set a construction goal on a sandbox game or a domination goal on an RTS or a local leaderboard goal on something competitive, and work your way up the ranks. Take care of things like your hygiene, go to war with your acne and keep your grooming redgarding shaving under complete control. Maybe learn a new skill or master a trade via studying and trial-and-error.

What you need is a purpose. You want to die because you have no purpose. It doesn't have to be long-term, just set one of the goals of examples I just gave you.
And if all else fails, you've accomplished all of the goals, and every step of the way and still you want to die, then acknowledge that you have a neurology problem and your brain is failing in its human self preservation instinct and you need medical help.

>>735569504
Fuck off.

>>735570007
I do agree that smoking helped me out a lot with this and people say it's bad

>>735570091
Yeah everyone in my family doesn't know I smoke so I just wouldn't tell anyone and say you've quit

>>735570011
I do want to do this but I lack the motivation and skill! In not good at anything no matter how much I try! And having a girlfriend is impossible for me idk why but in 18 and never had a girl

>>735568323
Can I have your steam account?

>>735570310
Like my user name?

>>735570304
Same don't worry bro life has it's plans some shittier than others and you don't need a girl to be happy you just need yourself the only nigga that'll be there for you the only nigga you can trust

>>735570429
Im so lonely I use to be able to deal with it but i can't anymore it's eating me alive

>>735570304
I lacked the motivation to become a /fit/ regular, and yet here I am. I grew up with absolutely zero mechanical inclination, no environment to learn it in, and now I work on fixing cars for a living and starting next year I'm going to teach kids your age how to repair and maintain a variety of vehicles. We all have to start somewhere man.

I want to have an actual discussion between you and I. Of the examples I listed in my first post, which goal seems either the most do-able, most enjoyable, or easiest for you?

>>735568323
Because we live in an artificial bubble where we don't have to work just to stay alive.

>>735570500
It's always eating me alive to I'm in love with this girl that doesn't care about me and I'm to scared to start a friendship with her cause I'm scared I'll say some dumb shit but that's love you don't always get what you want you have to do you and hope for the best

>>735568323
simple, you're white, you're mediocre, and you are special to absolutely nobody
that little feeling telling you to kill yourself
is interested in making the world a better place

>>735570526
I don't have any goals because there is nothing to look forward too! For example my goal was to get gold nova one in csgo I have played over 1000 hours and im at silver elite! I should be good nova 3 by now

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>>735570695
Look, as much as I can see through OP's age and will refuse to call him out on it, you are the edgiest kid I've seen in quite some time.

>>735570678
That's stupid just like the people that believe in God! I will never matter and I blame no one but myself

>>735570759
Maybe it's time to drop the computer games. OP, between you and me and note that there's only like three people actually in this thread, what grade level are you actually in? I don't care about your age, if you just left your Freshman year of High School, I'll acknowledge you as the 18 year old Freshman that got held back three times. I want to know what I'm actually working with here.

>>735570918
I don't believe in God either but we are in a world filled with 7.6 billion people you're not the only one to blame I feel the same all the time but you just need some excitement in your life do some crazy shit nobody matters in a couple billion years this rock will be gone we are all the same we are no less than the other but if you want to die it's your choice I wouldn't recommend taking your life there is so much to experience and so much to pass

>>735569348
Me to

>>735571219
Im 18 starting my second year In college my bday is in july

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>>735571270
This run-on sentence didn't even end with a period.

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>>735571360
Don't nit pick shit fag

is that u in the pic?

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>>735571219
Im really 18 Im going into my second year of college picture is of me

>>735571358
Okay, didn't need to know the birth month but that's cool. I'm gonna take it that your studies aren't the battleground you dominate and sociale life isn't the game you excel in, which is why you stick to competitive shooter vidya. I had a friend like you when I was around your age, a bit younger. Ya know what fixed him? A girl. You need a fucking woman OP, not a to-be wife or even a full-on girlfriend, just a chick that shares a few things in common with you that you can see in real life. There anyone you're into? What's your status with them?

>>735571440
Yes

>>735568323
some kind of depression then

>>735568323
Its all bullshit, ppl think you need to be depressed, have bad boring life, alot of problems to commit suicidee etc etc... But they cant imagine that for some people (me 4 egzample) suicide is a choice. Same as OP i have no problems in life, no depression, no problems with money, woman. And as im getting happier the more i want to commit suicide. I think one year more and i do it at my birthday, but i want to do it the way i dont hurt my friends / family as they wont understand my choice. I think ill tell them im living my country. Life is having no sence- so i dont want to be involved in this.

>>735571563
I try it I can't get a girl trust me

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>>735568323
very simple - depression is a medical condition and can be treated.

what motivates me the most is:
don't let the niggers/sand niggers win.

>>735571659
Ok here this is true! Every one says suicide is selfish but isn't family shaming you for it selfish themselfs

>>735571702
What has your approach been? The only things that can really fuck you over are either your approach or your first impression. You're pretty good looking, so unless you're a fucking creep then there's no way you'd have a bad first impression.

>>735571616
youre handsome

>>735571863
Yeah and all the girls call me the nice guy and when I ask them out they just make excuses on why they can't

>>735571841
I can't talk to the girl they get bored Im Not good at anything so there is really nothing g to talk about

>>735572101
surely you have friends that are male?
do shit with them and girls in groups

>>735572204
My friends don't have girls either

Fuck everything in this fucking world

>>735572101
From suicide to woman problems thread? So u know what you want from life its easy now... And please dont make any execuses u cant u are bad at sth u cang get woman etc. Just fucking try 100 woman will dump you but u find 1 great girl and u stay with her. But it takes time and engagement. So i think thread is now "im depressed bcoz i cant get girls and im lazy fck faggot" I dont want to commit suicide but i want to fuck... Help me get woman

>>735572252
you're going have to be a pioneer
girls don't bite, in fact they're soft as fuck
just talk to them, become friends

>>735572348
Not entirely true even when I start talking to girls I just stop because I think of all the things she is going to except of me and I'll just let her down

>>735568323
relate money, parents and others who die to happiness. oh boy. there is your problem

>>735572501
Expect*

>>735572101
Judging from what you're telling me and the tiny window of what I can see your life primarily consists of, it sounds like you are genuinely boring. So boring that you can't handle a chick, so boring that you yourself want to die.
Simply be less boring.

Pursue some fucking shit, and drop the video game habit. It's not a hobby, it's a habit. I'm just going to go from "Trying to be your chill coach" to "I'm going to be brutally honest with you and make you feel like shit for a sec and not promise anything's gonna get better". As previously stated, you are boring. Your main hobby is videogames, and it's not a hobby, it's a habit. A bad habit. The reason why you play like shit, why you feel like shit, is because video gaming isn't fun to you anymore. Its just the only thing you know for certain you can turn to. I won't say it's controlling you, because you've made it this far and besides suicidal thoughts you're actually pretty stable, but it's dulling your life. You can't talk to a chick about your best CS:GO kills and kdr, and Steam friends aren't real friends. You need things to talk about and real people to talk to. And I get it, you're an otherwise normal guy and you do indeed talk to people, but I'm talking we need to make you a normie again.

I don't want to just sit here and roast you because that won't help the situation. You need to pursue a trade. What do you want to be when you grow up? What is your current major?

>>735572501
Another execuse you are creating in your brain. Cant you see it? Thats YOU thinking about YOURSELF that way.

>>735572680
I appreciate you being honest with me! But my major is computer science but I really don't know what I want to do later down the road

>>735568323
You're just being a teen. Don't do it. These feelings will pass.

>>735572501
That's a mentality that has been created because you've been spending too much time lurking on 4chan. This is a pathetic place full of pathetic people like myself, and the fact that there are people here who exploit that to get their little autistic high and remind the people of their place doesn't help. That is, until you realize that you aren't pathetic; I'm not either. We're ordinary humans. You have given into the memes that say you can't deliver what women want, because either you are inadequate or women are too complex. I'm going to tell you right now, you could land your ass a date and a fuck by the end of this week no problem, you just need to pick yourself up for a moment and bear with us man.

>>735572855
Again in not really good at anything but my setup is pretty cool

>>735572855
do you work out? do you have a job?
if you have some spending money and you're fit all you gott do is go to social events and talk to any girl abotu anything, shit will happen

>>735572855
Okay, so you're pursuing STEM, that's pretty cool. Let's figure out what else makes you cool. And what's some other things you'd /like/ to be able to say about yourself but you can't? We'll use those to help set goals.

>>735572940
4chan is my home I would never leave this place! This is where people can talk about anything and not letting people know their identity! Also i enjoy the assholes and losers you guys are the reason im alive right now! I know people are just trying to be edgy and rebellious but this is a place where they can do that! So love you /b/

>>735572967
I want to work out but I lack the motivation and I have some back problems rn im going to the doctors soon

>>735573042
I've always wanted to be a white hat hacker! But it's going to take me forever to learn how to do that and I know I will never be the best

>>735573261
it's just a curve man
you're an 18 yo male, you're definitely going to see gains no matter what you do
and it feels good, just get inside the gym and do some shit (ideally with a friend to spot you)

>>735573372
Also I don't have much knolage on the subject and girls will think its stupid

>>735573195
Love you too bro.
You need to make connections outside of here though man. Away from any electronic. If you want to nail some self improvement, hobbying, and a chance to impress a girl and keep her interested, you could start a physical exploration hobby like mountain climbing or bushcraft or diving. Whatever is locally accessible to you and makes sense.

>>735573372
Dude, being a white hat hacker sound awesome. I think you could do it. It's going to require dedication though. I know you say you don't have the skills, but we all have to start somewhere. Start from the bottom. Hell, don't. You're already into computer science.
And so being a hacker won't interest girls, but if you play it off and say you work "security" that'd be some damn good cover.

>>735573505
The problem I have with doing stuff is getting up! I feel this sensation to stay lying down and when I do get up my body is like dafaq are you doing

>>735573616
True but Idk where to start my mom basicly has to all the stuff with me or I become overwhelmed

>>735573616
>>735573789
I guess that's my other problem is depending on my parents too much they pay for all my shit tho and they nice people

>>735568323
>>735571915
>>735572101
>>735572204
you guys have unrealistic goals, instead of persistent ideas, you guys worry about chicks, in a couple of years a new fresh line is up! every girl is the same. there is no such thing as dicks from the sky because ik a faggot due to bill nyes saggy ass hole when i shit out my tuna for her pussys clitoris.

>>735573789
>>735573696
>>735573842
Just gonna wrap this conversation into one again.

First off, what in tarnation. Okay, OP I think I know what you're problem is. I don't know how to word it. Independence? Actual self-worth? I dunno. Point being, I'm going to lay out the situation: Your parents are paying your way through college and I think it's safe to assume some other things as well, you spend most of your time playing vidya, and you have no hobbies. Do you at least have a job? And a real one at that, don't care if it's working at McDonald's or siphoning money out of bank accounts, do you make your own money regularly in any self-dependent way?

>>735574151
Yeah I have a job but it's at my dad's restaurant I use to be a bus boy but now im a server there

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>>735574210
I'm running out of fuel. Okay, so at least you have a job. I won't judge the whole parents guiding you thing, that is what it is. Next up, drop videogames and pick up a hobby. Find a "meat market" to display yourself, like hitting up a mall with friends or hitting up a large scale gym. Maybe work around a church or something, even if you are atheist. Im starting to sorta kinda see the root of your depression, you need to sell yourself to the world as a great guy.

>>735574402
I just wanted to say thank you you have opened my eyes to a couple things I need to work on! You really did help someone today I hope you know! But im also tired so I think im going to go to sleep!

>>735574402
And are you some kind of therapist?

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>>735570304
If you want to kill yourself at 18, you're going to have a bad time at 35.

This is the best time of your life, regardless of how you feel. It is time you will never get back.

Don't fucking waste it.

>>735574952
Your right