Can we start a casual conversation thread? How's your

Bumping the thread

Pretty ok i guess. a bit lonely but im working on it.

Well, pretty hard at the moment but it will get better.

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>>735299102
I hate it i wish i had alot of downers and booze

>>735299102
It's fucking shit, always been and i've been fucking stupid to never ever suspect what has been flying under my nose for the longest time(years)

Now, i'm a walking joke everywhere i go, have been for years and i just seem to be a way for people to get a self esteem/self confidence boost since they are naive, superficial and sheepish as fuck

Realizing that i've been fucked over by my own family, people i believed to be friends and everyone that i came across in between as led me to believe how much this world is fucked and won't ever change

Got some women coming in my life and out of it in casual season. What is the reason other than I.

It's okay, fell out with my family.

Just watching tv shows and eating.

>>735299102
I'm in a weird position where even though I'm doing great in a lot of ways, I've never felt more lost.

A few years back I moved across the country and lost like, all my friends in the process. Moving back and now all those friendships seem to have scattered.

So I'm in familiar territory but I'm alone. I'm working with a therapist on some issues and it's fine but she doesn't really help me as much as she just tries to contradict me and "gotcha" me all the time.

So like, I'm lost. I have a good career, I've lost weight. But it all seems kind of pointless. I don't know where to go or what to do.

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>>735299102
bretty gud
finna start graduate school soon here, and im trying to become a better person. i have dreams of what i want to do, but i try to keep them in perspective. i want to be the kind of friend i would want to be friends with

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>>735301931

>>735302247
Have you ever given thought to what you wanted to do when you were younger?
I keep a list of the ideas I've had over the years, so that I could pursue them if I ever became aimless in my life.

>>735299102
very average, studying to get into uni but something seems off

i need a girlfriend to release my years of bottled up emotions

>>735304331
im curious; why do you need someone else to deal with your emotions?
do you actually need a girlfriend or do you just think you need one?

>>735304331
>I need a gf to release my years of bottled up emotions
Nonono nigga you better be happy with yourself and your past and then you get a gf, not the other way around

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i adopted a cat a few days ago. (pic related)

she...lays down eating...

>>735299102
trying to start my own /b/usiness
the only way to be wealthy is create something of your own. i want to be one of those 20 dollars and a garage classic american roots businesses that start from the ground up but i feel like those days are over.

>>735304568
i think
>>735304805
most likely, but i dont think i can open to anyone before getting intimate

Just picked up some frozen burgers from gfs sitting in my living room drinking gin weathers pretty good 7/10 depressed

>>735305125
What industry anon?

>>735305244
kek

>>735305265
Tech
want to start a small company that optimizes pcs and laptops. i could do it from home for a small fee 15 maybe 20 bucks?

Sitting down playing osu because I have nothing better to do

>>735304864
what's her name?

>>735304238
It's a good idea anon and I'll look into it. At the same time, what I currently struggle with is some of that childhood stuff. Finding a relationship, resolving insecurities, so on. The really tough stuff that I can't seem to make progress on.

I'm a college athlete. I'm trying to get a summer job but I just got injured. Like I can barely move my arm. Considering suicide. (Any tips most painless way)

My day is not good.

>>735299102
Can't complain/b/ro. Work has me on planes for 9 of the next 11 weeks, which is shitty, but its part of the job and I'm used to it.

I rolled 100 .444 cartridges last night and they will all be shot this evening, just getting ready to pack up for the range now.

After that I have a bunch of cold craft beer in the fridge, a few of which are new to me. Bringing the bong cleaning thread, I'll probably break that out now too.

Tomorrow I'm going to do g with a buddy on some back roads I like, and I'm taking the Scrambler, and it'll be a good afternoon. Thinking about putting a card game together with the boys tomorrow night.

I have 1st tee time at my favourite local on Sunday, and then I'm hosting a BBQ for friends.

Will be a great weekend.

>>735305637
Just don't. Injuries (for the most part) are only temporary

>>735304609
Solid chinesium and free? Say it ain't so!

They're free because they're worthless.

>>735305647
>on planes for 9 out of 11 weeks
>9 out of 11
>bush.jpg

>>735299102
Pretty good in some ways, shit in other ways. The best friend i have ever had abandoned me, and none of my friends talk to me anymore. I'm so lonely.

>>735305483
Here is some advice from someone that has been through the tech startup process three times and owns multiple SaaS platforms and a repair facility.

Your business model is flawed. You are trying to get paid for work you are doing. You will never get ahead with that. You will never own anything. That is what dumb work by the hour fools do. You need to get paid for something you've already done. Make money without actually working. If you are actually serious about starting something and this isn't just a "I wish I could do this" moment and are looking for resources/advice, post a disposable email.

>>735305936
Kek.

I've been better been lonely lately working nights sitting on here. Don't have many friends and no-one to really talk to. How about yourself OP

I have no direction in what it want to do in life and sometime go through spurts of depression . Wanna get life on track and be happy but I stop myself from doing that

>>735299102
Pretty well I'd say. The local butcher shop was having a customer appreciation day with free pulled pork lunches. Tomorrow is our housewarming party and it's gonna be great. I don't have to go back to work til Tuesday and until then I will be drinking too much, eating too much, and partying too much. So other than the fact that I currently have the trots from said free lunch, this weekend is gonna be perfect.

>>735305979
So now the question is, what led to this?

>>735306335
It's complicated, long story.

>>735306335
>>735306498
Could greentext if you want me to

Fucking horrible and sometimes a bit fun

>>735299102

Pretty good. Was accepted into the Nursing program I wanted to go to. Also, installed 2 new screens in the window and installed a ceiling fan.

Have to replace a ball joint on the front driver's side of my car. Need to see if that's something I can do, or will royally fuck up and just have a mechanic replace it.

this is gonna sound supergay but I'm in love since a really long time and it fucking sucks

>>735306075
What you wanna talk about my friend

>>735299102
Great! Healthy.. Enough sex, food, money and good times.

>>735299102
I haven't gotten any pussy in a few days so im a little grumpy

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>>735299102
Abusive family
2 more years of college until I move out god knows where doing god knows what
Bipolar 2 without meds but I am lucky not to be depressed just anxious as fuck
Single for almost 2 years, I used to have so many dates
Experience intense gender dysphoria so I think I should transition or just let it consume me because I'll die anyway
Overall sad, depressing and lonely life. So bitter, mutilated. Perhaps I should just an hero, I don't know...this is hell.

>>735307242
Anything really my ex left me 3 weeks ago so I'm in an empty apartment with nothing to do. Since I'm on call I can't really go out and do much.

Well this morning I was happy as can be, because my bros were supposed to be coming over with weed, but it's well into the day and I can safely say they aren't coming with SHIT. Shit. Just like my day. Absolutely nothing happening. They probably aren't coming at all.

>>735306549
Do it faggot.

>>735308447
He probably came out as a trap just like every other white guy these days.

>>735308447
Alright, give me a few.

>>735308447
>>735308699

>be me
>meet this chick on anime discord server
>first interaction was a private message containing the sentence "1v1 me farmville"
>we start becoming friends
>i get to know her slowly, find out she's asexual
>no problem
>we occasionally talk, not really good friends
>fast forward a few months
>she ran away from home, apparently her parents are abusive
>i talked to her every day from there on, we became really good friends
>fast forward a few days, she tells me she loves me
>'wtf aren't you asexual'
>i tell her i love her too
>she starts crying
>she says how i make her happy, but how she's sad casue we'll probably never meet
>im stupid and don't know what to say, so dumb me over here tells her 'i promise i'll come see you one day'
>she says she needs time to think
>don't talk for two days
>try messaging her
>i've been blocked
>mfw i lost probably one of the best friends i'll ever have

Sorry for sloppy writing, first greentext story

>>735301931
>this
Projecting, you are. Nobody said that a good life would be easy. Rise from the ashes and create anew.

>>735299102
I just moved from uk to oz to be woth my gf, when i arrive i find out shes been doing escorting and naked massages for money. We broke up day after i arrived.

Not all bad though have a friend in a differnt place in oz im gunna go stay with and im excited for that.

Hows your life going anon?

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>>735299102
Kind of hard to say.

I've been looking for work, and it seems like I may finally get a job coming next week, since they sent me a 'do you accept this position?' e-mail. It's only part-time for now, but it's more than twice my state's current minimum wage, so that's helpful. Thing is though, all the years I put into studying Japanese culture, politics, language, etc have proven to be useless (as I've been rejected from English teaching programs and eikaiwas I've applied to), and won't have anything to do with this possible job. As such, I've decided to start teaching myself Mandarin, Russian, and learning how to code. Already good with HTML/CSS and jQuery, so now I'm learning Python.

I've been doing a lot of political reading lately, really shaping what I identify as more and more, despite losing friends and some family members in the process. It is what it is. I'm still losing weight, or at the very least, keeping weight I've lost off.

I feel as though I'm slowly getting over a big part of my recent past that changed my life forever, even though I dream about it practically every night still. I still want to go back and change everything, but deep down inside, I know I can't, at least not in any foreseeable way.

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>>735299102
Hi op.
I'm getting ready for my 10pm-6am shift tonight

>>735310178
lolololol, python

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>>735309020
wat

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>>735310944
What's wrong with Python?

>>735301931
I already tell that your problem. Blaming everyone for your problems is pathetic. If someone is a pos than get rid of them. If you keep them around than anything they do to you is your fault from then on. Fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on me. Cry baby bitch. You'll never go anywhere unless you change your attitude.