/b/ I could use some encouragement. Y'all always been here

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No one here

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Eh fuggit. Overwatch season 5 bitches

You sound very depressed anon~. How long have you been this way?

>>734712354
Shut the fuck up, stop crying like a pussy since no one cares,
No one will never care for you anyways so you better care for yourself first,
Fuck momies and grannies, only respect people who respect you,
Shut the fuck up and take your money

>>734713282
About 6 months-ish. I went to rehab in December for alcohol and depression. I was doing a lot better. I had a great job that I was fired from suddenly and I've just been in an absolute rut lately. I have been sober, but that's pretty much it.

That's a start at least. Alcohol really amps up depression. Any medications or therapy or just kind of winging it on your own?

>>734713611
Wellbutrin and adderall. I have been smoking weed lately and I've taken some benzos given to me by a family member for anxiety.

I have zero motivation to do anything and I don't want to sleep until I do

Oh I'm on Adderall and Lexapro atm with the Lexapro toning down the depression and anxiety pretty well. I'd rather not bloat up a thread with chatting and stuff though...and have a kik and discord if you just need to talk to someone~. All ears for ppl who need to talk~.

>>734713726
good luck fucking yourself

try finding something to do

>>734714051
Nah man, I'm in the same boat as you. What's up? I'm trying to calm down so I can sleep.

>>734712354
Hold your head high anon, your future will be bright nonetheless. Hang in there bro

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>>734712354
you need to realize how little you actually matter. the fact that you don't matter shouldn't be depressing but liberating, you're free to be and do anything you want, it doesn't matter at all except for you. maybe find something to latch on, something to get done, to get up in the morning for, maybe a person, a pet, an instrument, art, a job, anything. i doubt there's anything bad enough that you've done that can't be overlooked or forgiven by someone. i'm sorry you're going through this and it's probably going to be a long road out of where you're now but you can make it. or maybe go to a psych

>>734713726
Leave your fingers of the Benzos. Shit is gonna get you addicted really fast. It´s fucked actually!

>>734712354
I can relate... But it will be ok. Promise.

>>734712354
Listen to Stranger Inside by Shinedown. Could help you right now my friend

Hmm I fucked my sleep schedule and now up way too late...so just killing time until it gets waaay too late and I give into sleep. Maybe give the song Midnight Flower by Kojaque a try? It helps chill me out and get me feeling sleepy~.

>>734714335
This is good advice. I'm having trouble finding something productive to care about. I don't know if it's chemical or I'm just a piece of shit.

>>734714528
I'm really into ambient music and I chill out to it. I'm in the mindset of just doing as little as possible and I can't break out of the funk.

>>734714664
probably the fact that you're trying to figure it out without trying anything. You run through the motions of suffering extremely fast with this notion there is a quick fix and you just need to figure it out while distracting yourself with induced mental illness.

>>734714804
Hmm but you're on Adderall? A few months back I was like that but it was because I'd run out of meds and couldn't go to my psych for a few months...but had Lexapro still. Once I got the Adderall back I was able to get enough motivation to do the shit I needed to do. Maybe it's time you check your levels of meds and look into increasing them..? Could help ease you out of the funk.

>>734714970
or just increase your meds. its quick and easy

>>734714404
I feel like this is crucial. My mind felt like shit afterwards

Protip: don't come to the population control board looking for support

>>734714970
I've been hospitalized twice. I just wish I knew why I was like this

>>734715439
Because you're upset and think that figuring out some imagined great truth is more healthy than taking care of yourself.

>>734715323
b-but /b/ is all doctors, politicians, and lawyers.

>>734712354
Be a hero, stream it.

>>734715717
uh, if you think that's how you think what I believe, its not. I feel like I'm doing the easiest thing to pass time and just exist right now.

>>734715852
>uh I'm offended

Your funeral

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>>734715913
bitch please

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>>734715913
you again try to put words in my mouth
>>734715999
my trips says fuck you

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>>734717034
ggg

This thread reeks of foreigners and faggots.

This isn't the /b/ I remember.

>>734717719
then you must have memory issues

>>734717791
I've got over 10 years to think back on. It was never as bad as it is now. Maybe I've finally outgrown this place

>>734717873
but instead of leaving you'll just hang around here and whine about it

congrats you figured it out

>>734712354

I don't know the answer, but I'm in the same rut.