I'm a 22 year old man and I was molested by an elementary

7*8=?

>>734710278
56?

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What do you think of this kitty?

>>734710124
do think what happened to you was worse than murder?

>>734710124
why do you still wank to the memory?

>>734710373
Looks like fun. Bet she'd have a great time with shitrock and the purr monster.

>>734710438
Not really. It's not like I can no longer live.
>>734710450
I do not.

Self bump.

do you have like ptsd or something

Did you enjoy it like I enjoyed it when it happened to me?

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>>734710615
What did they smell like?

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>>734710124
Was she hot and young mate?

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>>734712134
I don't think so. I've been thinking about it more and more this past little while. I think in a way I kind of blocked it out of my head but for whatever reason it's been coming back to me now and I've grown to accept it, that it was wrong and I was scared as a child.

>>734712340
Is a man in his mid 50's hot and young?

>>734712338
No strong smell really. Coffee I guess.

>>734712361
what did he do?

>>734712541
He kinda rub my crotch through my pants a fair bit and he'd hold on to my arm pretty tight it was pretty creepy and It made me nervous.
He lived down the street from my grandmother and I'd always try to avoid going there incase he was working in the yard.

>>734712541
He was my teacher for a year.

>>734712429
how big was his peen?

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>>734712716

>>734712765
I don't know. I never saw it.

>>734712832
Fuckin rights.

>>734712716
doesn't sound like he got much from it ... not worth.
really sounds like a creepy experience good thing he didn't do more.

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I remember a friend of mine asked me if the teacher in question touched me inappropriately when we were 16 and I lied and said no then left class and cried in the hallway. Some female friend of mine asked what was wrong I lied and said nothing was wrong.

>Her face when.

Do you know where the teacher is now?

>>734713168
He died when I was 18 and I went to his funeral.

>>734713205
How did you feel when he was burried?

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>>734710124
OK, Imagine being a child getting pumped by Mr. Burberry and you're lifeless sockets just see that stereotypical 90s elementary school decor.. That some nightmare fuel... All those colours.. All those confused feelings, what is safety? Who can I trust??

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>>734713275
It felt weird.

I was sad and very angry. I had basically not told anyone about it.
When he died there was no real sense of relief. He just died in his sleep of a heart attack and that was it.

I was angry because I never said anything and I felt bad because I know as a teacher there were probably hundreds of other kids he had molested and blamed myself for not saying anything earlier.

I was also mad because it seemed like a petty end to something that had basically destroyed me emotionally and made me less trusting as a human being.

>>734713553
go on...

>>734710124
for fuck's sake, some exposition, please.

>>734713646
>>734713275
It's very difficult to hate a dead body.

It means nothing when your own emotion are very clearly present but scattered.

>>734713786
He basically molested me and a few of my friends for about a year while we were basically failing his class.

>>734713646
why would it destroy you emotionally?

>>734714000
Because it was always on the back of my mind and I never talked to anyone about it. Literally nobody.

>>734714133
Come to think of it I told my dog once.

Was she hot?

Did you love it

Bet you have a hard time getting hard now.

>>734714133
why didn't you tell your mother/father? although I can see why anyone wouldn't want to tell anyone.

>>734714413
>She
>


No it was not hot.


Ugh. Let's just say I don't sleep around much.

>>734714438
I legitimately In my heart of hearts did not believe anyone would trust me.

That kid asking me about it in high school basically just freaked me out and I had basically convinced myself that everything was normal. I felt like a complete jackass when I lied to my friend.

>>734714438
It's kinda weird as a child to know that you could ruin someone's reputation in a minute. So I said nothing.
I didn't want people to know anything had happened because I felt embarrassed to be apart of something perverse even if I was the victim; so I lied to myself and convinced myself everything was fine, all the while avoiding my grandmother's street because you don't trust someone on it.

>>734714133
so it was the fact that you kept it to yourself that was so bad and not what he did?

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>>734714438
Its a strange thing to be a child with a secret that could ruin lives and change everything you know in a second.

I did like him, but I didn't trust him.

what started the memories coming back? asking because i have always had a disgusting hunch of some sexual/maybe physical abuse happening when i was really young, and i've only had vague images that could just be intrusive thoughts come back.

>>734715206
>ne's reputation in a minute. So I said nothing.
>I didn't want people to know anything had happened because I felt embarrassed to be apart of something perverse even if I was the victim; so I lied to myself and convinced myself everything was fine, all the while avoiding my grandmother's street because you don't trust so
I was easily manipulatable when i was young. Stupid and innocent. it's only luck that i wasn't abused. Maybe this applies to most young people, i don't know. It's sad that it affects so many for the rest of their lives.

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>>734715339
No it's the fact that I knew there were others but I denied the whole thing to keep my own sanity at the expense of others.
I didn't want things to change so I kept quiet and it began to eat at me when I realised the lie I had created, that the whole thing was normal, didn't work on others.

Being molested isn't normal or healthy but I needed consistency and a sense of normality.

>>734710124
Why haven't you killed him yet?

>>734715728
He died when I was 18. He just died in his bed aged almost 60.

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>>734715630
>what started the memories coming back?

I got a new close friend and he told me some emotional stuff in his life and I tried to think of something and this is what I came up with. It just came back as a wave.
Still haven't told him though. Its hard to be friends with someone while avoiding discussing emotional topics openly.

>>734715854
Should have molested him back...

>>734716278
When I finish the time machine I'll give you a call.

>>734716119
Are you gay now?

>>734716554
No. But we're very close friends.

>>734712716
Are you sure you weren't misremembering things? Sounds like he may have been checking to make sure you hadn't wet yourself, or to ensure the fabric you were wearing was appropriate for the weather.

I had a couple of teachers that did that, never really thought much of it

>>734710124
A guilt complex is a schadenfreude of self hatred, a vindication of wrongdoing.

>>734712340
She looks like her asshole would have some really interesting odours

>>734714566
Wait, so the fact he touched your pants gave erectile dysfunction at 22? Please tell me you aren't serious

>>734716921
Think harder anon when a 57 year old man is rubbing a 14 year old boys testicles through his gym shorts something is definitely wrong.

>>734717064
I don't really trust people sexually so I avoid it whenever possible.

>>734716698
Didn't answer the question. Are your gay? would you rather sex with a male vs. a female?

>>734717399
Female.

Vandalize his headstone and leave and anonymous letter to his surviving family saying he was a molestor. Then go in the middle of the night and take a giant shit on his grave. No rest for the wicked

There are no others. Fake news. Lies from the pit of despair.