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>Happy Thoughts
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>>734569231
>and please remember that you are loved
Thanks Jill
>>734569231
Hallo!
>>734569231
Hey Jill. How's things?
Evening all.
Bought my Train tickets to Buffalo. Now, time to see just how delayed it will be. Because, well, Amtrak is SHIT!
And still feeling iffy on my Boss and other stuff
-EMT
>>734569231
Hi Jill!
Nice to see you! What's new?
Hello Thread!!
Mantis
>>734569298
*shrugs* I was probably already cursed to begin with.
>>734569301
I do the best I can, love. <3
It's getting worse
-Insomnia Roll
>>734569302
Sky, good to see you.
>>734569338
Huh. The boss situation still has me really confused.
>>734569381
Mantis! Hello! Another beautiful day here.
>>734569398
Your best is amazing. Thank you.
>>734569432
Difficulty sleeping Roll? I've found that melatonin supplements help, but your problem may be more serious than that.
>>734569231
Bartender, a Malta please. Doing all right tonight?
>>734569302
Hey you, talk to me in tongues plz
What's up?
>>734569315
Heya Fenn, how are ya tonight?
>>734569338
Yeah, amtrak is pretty shitty. Not SEPTA shitty, but bad.
>>734569432
Please see a doctor. Why is it worse?
>>734569432
have you seen a doctor about your sleeping issues?
>>734569432
What happened?
Mantis
Why don't you lot get an IRC channel, or Discord or something? Nothing wrong with cringy hugboxes, but wouldn't it be better off privately cringy?
nam ek upp rúnar
æpandi nam
>>734569666
because I'm only here to offer advice to people who need it right now, anon.
>>734569381
Evening Mantis
>>734569523
Yea, that it does. Very much so
>>734569553
But is SEPTA as shitty as LIRR?
This summarizes LIRR/NJ Transit/Amtrak
>Amtrak-owned Penn Station, where the railroad began routing all its trains into New York City in 1991, has been in turmoil after a derailment in late March; another 10 days later, a stampede injured 16 in mid-April after false reports of gunfire and a sewage leak that drenched part of the Long Island Rail Road concourse.
-EMT
>>734569553
Rock, I'm not doing so good. All day I've been drifting back and forth between lethargy and terrified anticipation of tomorrow. How've you been doing?
>>734569686
It's short, but it sounds strong. What does it mean? Also, welcome Velvet.
>>734569231
why haven killed yourself yet?
>>734569666
Hello Satan!
Welcome to the thread!
>>734569771
Oh. My mistake, it seemed like you had some sort of creepy RP following who saw fit to find a hollow sense of unity and togetherness here, instead of just one shot advice.
I've given up drinking and I'm so fucking bored, what's your advice?
>>734569666
This is our outreach to the needy, Satan.
>>734569831
I took up the runes, crying aloud I took them
Rough translation of Hávamál, Verse 138.
>>734569902
Take up a new hobby. One that you wouldn't have considered before you got sober.
>>734569835
because I was waiting for you to tell me, obviously. what's got you down, bud?
>>734569902
I like creative hobbies for boredom. there isn't much of a skill cap in music or arts, so while you spend time making things, you can also constantly improve.
considering you're on a computer, you could look at a cheap MIDI keyboard to plug into it and learn some rudimentary piano.
qt trap?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0RUzghMa2Fr
-Koi
I'm thinking of buying drugs off the deep web and selling them off for a profit but I don't know where to start. I'm especially looking at shit that helps students study. Any advice?
>>734570086
Let's get to bashing butts.
>>734570086
Why don't you stutter?
>>734569523
Well, to sound less ominous, I THINK it's getting worse
Wednesday, I really changed it up, I flipped myself around to the other side of the bed, using a blanket as a pillow, and a lighter one as a blanket, I thought it would work, because I normally pass out with all that during the day(Although I would be very tired due to an obvious lack of sleep), but it did not work at all, so I switched back to my normal position and pillows with a lighter blanket
Friday, I tried going to bed early listening to something that would help me sleep, only worked so far
I either barely got sleep those nights, or not at all
Next course of action I'm going to take is going an hour without blue light
-Sweet Roll
>>734570240
Modafinil works great for students.
One of my guys sells it, and he is making good money with it.
You only have to find a source.
>>734569523
and you as well E>
>>734569338
Things will work out... that trip will do you good.
>>734569553
Sorry... I don't know what you could possibly mean!
>>734569432
Do what you need too, losing sleep is bad for your health. See a Dr.
>>734569902
Hobbies, or try setting a goal for yourself and start working towards it. You could try perhaps making a goal 1 year out, figuring out what steps it would take to reach it and then make those into smaller goals.
>>734570240
My only advice is to be careful with what you get yourself into. I'm not one to take take away from one's own autonomy, just be careful of what paths you go down.
>>734570294
That's somebody else.
>>734570086
Bitch please, midis are for lo-fi scrubs. But I'm tired of VST composing, and I haven't touched my guitar in years. I used to arrange Touhou themes on acoustic, but I don't have any motivation to do anything anymore.
>>734570064
Much less something new that I'd have to put effort into.
>>734570099
I'm sure you could find half a dozen trap threads over on /gif/, if you're that desperate for it hon.
>>734570152
been a long time since I've heard you around these parts. doing alright?
>>734570240
I'd advise not breaking laws that could land you double digits in prison. but it's totally up to you, I suppose.
>>734570294
because I'm not Alice. and Alice isn't a trap, either.
>>734570326
Well yes, the source is the deep web. How the fuck do I find people to buy it though?
>>734570355
Thanks for looking out but it's not what I asked.
>>734570240
Try selling coffee
>>734570433
Alice isn't a pussy faggot either, gosh, all I want is some protips on finding people to buy my drugs. Fucking assholes.
>>734569811
I'm not really sure tbh...
Oh god, what the hell...
>>734569831
Have you been breathing properly? I could tell you a trick to calming down through deep breathing exercises if you wish.
>>734570355
Speak the mango por favor
>>734570507
covfefe*
>>734570355
Thanks for the tip, but I lose motivation on the day to day for planned improvements. If I had willpower like that, I wouldn't have had to give up drinking.
>>734570399
then I guess the most I can suggest is that you find motivation to do something to alleviate your boredom. if not music or art, maybe books or video games or listening to podcasts?
>>734570508
if you're having a problem building a client base, you're not a very good drug dealer.
>>734570433
someone said there was a nice one here
Doing this because I'm lazy
>>734569553
>>734569589
>>734569644
\/ \/ \/
>>734570309
Another course of action I have planned is getting zquil
-Sweet Roll
>>734570355
Hopefully I figure out whats going on with my boss, and that FEMT actually keeps in contact.
Maybe the trip would do good. I would have tried to go to Canada for a day maybe. But no EDL or Passport. Though the trip is in a month. So, maybe?
>>734570524
Yea... LIRR and the MTA in general has been shit lately. Almost daily large scale delays. Cancellations. Stuff constantly breaking. My train once was canceled, but then uncanceled 30 min later...
-EMT
>>734570433
Yeah, work's been good, though it appears I'm now a guy who covers the rounds when someone goes on holidays; a discount reliever if you may.
The 3D printer finally managed to finish a 95% sized "Hell Skull" this morning while I slept, so I'm happy with that. I'm going to start printing some new parts for a newer printer that I'll build this next couple weeks, I reckon.
Car has been going well, no real problems beyond a cold air con during these cold mornings for most of the trip to work.
It's just been good to have a proper income too.
>>734570399
There you go! There might be something physically challenging you'd like to try, that you couldn't do before
>>734570047
It's sad though. Melancholy and hopeless. I didn't expect that.
>>734570309
This sounds bad, Roll. Are you sure you don't need more help?
>>734570355
<3 All is well, I hope?
>>734570524
It's not so much a panic as a crushing acceptance, I think. The careful breathing does help some though.
>>734570152
You sound like you could do a great evil victorian narrator, Koi. I really love your voice.
>>734570695
I think the trip should help get your mind off it all, right?
>>734570624
I'm not a drug dealer at all period, I'm asking for advice on how to become one. Gosh, I thought you'd help me out Jill "the corporate shill swine" Stein
>>734570820
Norse mythology is very deep and meaningful.
>>734570565
hmm... maybe consider creating a list of things you would like to try or could do daily. Such as taking a walk, cooking a meal that requires some effort, looking at an instructional video, making some form of art (even it's not good) and parcel them out to one day at a time.... motivation is like a rock rolling down a snow covered mountain. Once it gets rolling it's gets stronger, so starting small will help you get into the swing of things for bigger tasks through out the day. Best of luck!
>>734570820
Hopefully. Still 1 month out though. And alot can happen in that time.
-EMT
>>734570643
there are nice people here, yeah. not sure who you're looking for, though.
>>734570700
good good, hadn't heard anything about the car since you ended up buying it. glad it's all run smoothly so far.
>>734570885
sorry man, I've got no experience either buying or selling, so I'm not the right person for advice here. if the plan is to become a dealer, maybe poke around the deepweb to see if current dealers have advice for newbies?
>>734571047
Gosh then why are you offering help you're literally the worst fuk u bring alice 2.0 back, uuuuuuuugh
>>734570820
If you have anymore advice, feel free to share it with me
I have a feeling the weekend can help with my issue, since there is no urgent need to awaked
It's bad, but it could be worse, at least I'm not tired 24/7, I'm just not tired when I need to be
-Sweet Roll
>>734570309
The blue light method sounds like a good idea, but again I can also recommend deep breathing techniques. It can help you get into the rhythm of going to sleep.
>>734570695
Trains really need to get their shit together.
>>734570820
Hmm, yes continue with the breathing. Most you can do now is relax and prepare for bed. Study if you must, but don't over do it the night before.
>>734570675
ZZZquil knocks me the fuck out, that may be your ticket for a while, but make sure it's not habit forming. You don't want to get addicted.
>>734570700
Hiya Koi! That dream you had was quite strange and your voice really tied it together. Both soothing and mysterious.
>>734570758
Well, hiya mantis! How've you been?
>>734570912
He Rabbit! Doing all right? Can you perhaps recommend me a cool norse thing for tonight?
>>734571115
Are you eating properly?
why im such a faggot?
-Sweet Roll
>>734570963
>>734570624
Thaaaanks... Fuck it, I'll just be unhappy until I get over whatever withdrawal I'm sure. No helping it.
>>734570885
Just buy in bulk and offer your friends who partake the convenience of going through you instead of whatever dealer. They'll bring their other friends and connections, but eventually you'll want to stop selling in small amounts and narrow down your list of applicable buyers, as the constant dime bag in and outs is how you'll get caught.
>>734571192
I'm good here!
What's new?
>>734571098
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I dunno how to properly offer advice in this situation, mate. just giving you a fresh pair of eyes on how you could seek out more info. have you even just googled "how to deal drugs" or something?
>>734571192
>Trains really need to get their shit together.
go to Worst Korea. everything there runs like clockwork, especially the underground/train system.
>>734570912
I've read a literal translation of Beowulf, but my knowledge of the real norse legends gets real thin after that. Can you give me some good recommendations?
>>734570984
Don't stress over it, man. I can't say this enough. Get ready for the trip, psych yourself up, everything you need. Focus on the trip.
>>734571115
Could stress be contributing? I have difficulty sleeping if I'm stressed out or excited, or even anticipating something.
>>734571192
I'll probably go to bed within the next hour or two, so I can wake up early. I'll let y'all know how it went tomorrow or after. Thanks Rock.
Apologies for being late, had some errands to run
>>734570820
>>734571192
It's convenient that I had my morning voice, it's noticeably deeper when I speak.
>>734571047
There's some mild leaking from a couple pipes so I'll need to get them cut back and refit or new ones at some point, It's probably due for an oil change by now though.
>>734571397
Sounds alright, thanks bruh, all I need now is some friends and I'm set.
>>734571406
>Google "hot to deal drugs"
literally. the worst. why are you even here, gosh, even /a/lice knew better than this, you're the worst ever omg
>>734571397
mmm.. withdrawal really sucks.... make sure if it gets to bad to seek medical attention. Alcohol withdrawals have a risk of seizure as well as other serious symptoms.
>>734571192
Such as? You could read the Original rune poems themselves if you'd like.
>>734571504
Unfortunately, no. Study norse mythology if you want, Wikepedia has some good stuff, but you might want to search around.
>>734571192
Let me guess, I should lay down as still as possible, and do deep breaths
That technique never got me to sleep, even when I could sleep fine
Well, if I do get it, I will try to use it sparingly
>>734571244
Define please
-Sweet Roll
>>734571536
Hey, how's things? Gonna join game night tomorrow?
>>734571574
Stop denying it, you sound awesome.
>>734571660
Okay. I do have a short introductory book about the language. Man, I just remembered all the other books I have lined up to read... I've got a lot of reading to do. I'll do some research, yes. Thanks.
>>734571610
I take it back, you're excluded from my cringy comment for being real (doting) af. No worries, Satorin'.
>>734569523
Its the best day of the week weatherwise thus far!
70° now, gonna go to bout 60° later.
Mantis
>>734571244
been wondering who is that grill?
>>734571192
No shit. US High-speed rail 150mph.
Fucken Uzbekistan is quicker at 160mph.
Japan? 200mph
China? 267mph Maglev
We supposedly are getting a service that can run to 160 currently, with potential of 220...
>>734571504
I just need to pack really. But still, 4 weeks out.
SO, thats no help.
-EMT
>>734571504
Nothing in particular, if being stressed about sleeping counts then I guess it would be very difficult
-Sweet Roll
>>734571890
I'll be there, depending on the game
>>734569231
So, after using hardcore Amphetamine family stimulants, and coming down horribly, I question if I want to use hard likes like that ever again. I'm not worried about addiction, I just don't feel like it's worth it
>>734569231
How can you identify a person's age in a porn gif?
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>>734571825
Like 3 balanced meals a day
The Four Food Groups
Avoiding a double cappuccino an hour before bedtime
That kind of stuff.
Mantis
>kys
>>734572227
Fuck off
>>734571941
I would've gone to the park, but the elementary school was having field day. It was wonderful outside, sunny and breezy.
>>734571965
Hm. I don't really have much more in the way of advice, sorry...
>>734572047
That could be very hard. I've tried in the past telling myself stories while trying to sleep, or focusing on some past obsession. It doesn't always help. Do you think a lot while in bed?
>>734572099
Okay. Last I checked it was leaning towards CAH.
>>734572152
Divide by seven.
>>734572300
Not yet Spidey, we got to wait till we reach our max
the feeling of going home after deployment is a good thing in my mind
>>734572108
I mean, whether or not you use illicit drugs is an entirely personal decision. if you enjoy it, then I guess feel free, but if the risk seems too much for you, then I'd suggest passing.
>>734572152
I'd say just try and find the source if it's that major of a deal to you.
>>734572227
ok.
>>734572108
>>734572108
Nah, it's not worth it on the day to day. Even if you aren't worried about addiction (which is totes a valid worry). Since you're the type though, best to limit. Think of it fondly, decide once every few months that "hey, maybe it'll be worth a stupid sick hangover after a Friday night, then I can recover over the weekend". Or just toke and be a foggy-headed mess, also good. Same rules apply but with a lesser degree of hangover.
>>734572108
Hmm... being what I am. I can't recommend it, but it's a personal choice. Many times that lifestyle is hard to reconcile with others and you may need to look into the future how that would fit/not fit in with what you want.
>>734571890
I've never denied that I have a good voice, yet I have said I haven't always sounded like this.
I'm just saying I prefer my morning voice.
-Koi
>>734572474
Thank you for your service to wherever you're from
>>734572328
Meh, only time will tell.
Still, WTF is going on with my boss?
-EMT
>>734572533
You sound like a pedophile
>>734572328
Idk how old the chick is.
The gif is on Tumblr and Imagefap for years but Google reverse search shows it and a "Suspected Child Abuse content" message.
>>734572474
You're in the military?
>>734571405
(Still makes me smile)
Good to hear you're well!
Nothing much really, work is being a pain in the ass.Need to find a new job.
>>734571406
Yeah, everything except my stomach. Because I'll be starving :v
>>734571504
No problem bud, I wish the best of luck.
>>734571574
I did notice a difference, it was something i couldnt put my finger on, but that was it!
>>734571660
Don't really know... Surprise me!
>>734572707
They're all pedophiles.
>>734572474
I'm not sure what branch you're in or what country you hail from, but thank you for doing what you do.
wheres reimu?
>>734572831
Nah, that's some bad stuff. We don't like that
>>734572915
schedule rebalancing, she shows up when she can. you need something?
>>734571825
Hmm, yep that was it... A shame it won't work. I don't really have anything else...
>>734571965
Which'll happen never :v
>Rock
>>734572262
I've cut breakfast out of my diet a long time ago
Probably during last summer, when I would sleep in and miss breakfast
It might be tricky now because my family stopped buying cereal, because no one was eating it (besides, I've always felt just a little sick after cereal), and I don't know if my brother is willing to share eggs, what he normally has in the morning
>>734572328
Sometimes I think a lot, sometimes I don't
But I have realized that it's better for me to just focus on sleeping and let other things do whatever
-Sweet Roll
>>734573099
No shit it never will happen. Hopefully Hyperloop becomes a thing
-EMT
>>734572482
>>734572477
Thanks for the advice. I don't have the constitution to attempt day to day except with cannabis, but I use that lightly, almost as a medication, and it does me no harm. I can always get through the comedowns/hangovers, but I feel like a drug like speed really isn't doing anything helpful for me, as the monthly psychedelic can. You're right though, it's hard to explain hard drug use (even occasional) to most people and have them understand.
>being what I am
what are you?
>>734573143
I suggest you take a close look at your diet. This may be partly the cause of your insomnia
Mantis
>>734572766
I... need sauce
>>734572533
Oh, my bad. Do people request you read things a lot?
>>734572687
Maybe she wants to be your friend, and is trying to relate to you over things.
>>734572721
I was kind of trolling you. I honestly don't know how to accurately gauge someone's age just by looking at them. Sorry.
>>734572829
Thanks Rock. You've really helped me a lot.
>>734572922
With you on this, man. We don't do that shit.
>>734573143
Hm, okay. I'm at the edge of my knowledge here, because sometimes I have similar sleeping troubles and I don't know what to do. I'm sorry I can't help you.
>>734573275
... I'm a therapist... so I can't really advise drug use, but I understand greatly it's influence and why people choose to. Hard drugs like that can also come with being close to a lifestyle (even if not actively involved in it) that could be hazardous.... just take care of yourself and if you really need medication. Try seeing a Dr. at least once E>
>>734573595
relate to me by teasing and playfully hitting?
That's a bit odd
-EMT
>>734569231
wanna pop my ass cherry?
>>734573595
No, not really.
>>734573634
I want to have sexual relations with your sister what do
>>734573592
Girl Meets World, yo.
>>734573676
surprisingly, no.
>>734573634
I WILL GET YOU OUT OF THOSE CLOTHING. Whoops caps lock.
>>734571825
not to play armchair psychologist, but perhaps your inability to sleep is the result of an underlying issue that you've forced into your subconscious
>>734573676
He can help you with that, but you're gonna have to post with stockings + timestamp
>>734573815
eh! .... I'd have to have a sister first!.. or any siblings for that matter...
>>734573894
Mmm... sorry already showered today and am ready for work!
>>734573895
*blows bubbles out of pipe and crosses a leg over the other*
>>734573895
I dunno man, right now all I'm focusing on is shagging my mum but I'll look into what you said.
fapped to that porn again
feels bad what do
>>734573978
So if the followup was that I wanted /you/ to have sexual relations with your sister... Shit.
On a totally unrelated note, does anyone here have any siblings?
>>734574177
Hide it from the FBI
>>734574177
Wait 5 minutes and repeat.
Yeeeeeeeeha
>>734574177
delete it from your computer, block the website?
>>734574253
I do, yeah. here's our picture.
>>734573662
I guess? I don't know people very well.
>>734573761
Hm. Do you like doing that kind of thing though? Reading aloud just for the sake of hearing it said in your voice?
>>734574020
Speaking of bubbles, we need and outdoor grill for our thread.
>>734574304
Kinda depends on what the porn was, but for now I approve.
>>734574346
Partial gimp mask, I like where this is going.
I want to have sexual relations with your sister what do
>>734574388
Think damn it! Think!
-EMT
>>734574346
-stares-
>>734574290
its not cp you sick
>>734574485
can you stare at my weewee?
>>734574125
I knew it! It's the whole banging the mom thing frued talked about. Maybe sleep will come once you do that.
>>734574346
can i poop on your chest while you fapping a dog?
>>734574443
you can stare at her ass in Nier, if that helps.
>>734574485
took you long enough, lil sis. doing okay today?
>>734574526
Is your weewee big?
>>734574503
controlled poisons are not a good thing to look up, now get rid of it before you get caught
>>734574608
is your hand small?
Sorry fo the wait, something unexpected
>>734573099
Fun fact: I did it when I
>>734573503
Mostly leftovers or ramen for lunch, dinners are variable, but I believe they are fine
-Sweet Roll
>>734574388
I would prefer to do it more, but I don't always fill each request. I haven't yet recorded much in the way of requests yet.
-Koi
>>734574444
Quads checked
That feel when you'll never be the cute girl you want to be. It's tearing me apart.
>>734574605
Went to drink to a pub alone, watched a movie with Quetz. I'm bored.
>>734574644
I guess, I could use my feet if you are into that.
>>734574485
Hello Nep! Glad you could make it!
>>734573634
I appreciate the concern. I think I'm going to discontinue my use of nuerotoxic drugs. Cannabis is my life supplement though. So true about the doctor thing, I'm pretty sure I've developed a partial rectal prolapse from a life of habitual excessive shitting, I really should see one.
>>734574791
I have been lurking from the beggining.
>>734573878
>creams
>>734574598
I don't think I can arrange that, no.
>>734574758
follow your dreams, mate. you may not be the cute girl but you can make yourself into the best you that you can be.
>>734574762
any interesting drinks at the pub?
>>734573595
Have I really? That's great to hear! Always happy to help.
>>734573243
pffft, i wish...
>>734574676
When you what?
>>734574979
its no your fave word?
>>734574444
I don't "think". I just mess around. I would assume anything other than the boss wishing to have a romantic relationship with you.
>>734574712
If I could think of anything, I'd request you something now. But my brain's kind of dead at the moment.
>>734574676
This will sound like bullshit, but I read somewhere that not using anything with a backlit screen for an hour before going to bed can help.
>>734574982
Really, Rock. Your advice is always helpful. <3
Guys, I'm fucked. Tired, sick, and with tomorrow ahead of me. I shall lament my woes further in the Discord, I suppose.
>>734574979
What is there to have, I ordered a pitcher.
Nice to see you all.
Went to see my cousin and his son tonight for their graduation party. I'm usually a shut in and I think they can tell.
I don't really talk to anyone there very much. We have barely any in common, even though I am welcome there. Growing up I never really saw them even though they had a history with my parents.
Just wanted to share, thanks for reading.
>>734575111
I'm on Steam and Discord, so you can ask any time.
-Koi
>>734575111
Chek'd
These Tripps signify good luck for you.
>>734575240
Cool man, just got back from my own graduation.
I can relate, I'm just an eccentric.
Good thread tonight though
>>734573895
Could be, but the question is...
Which one? :D
>>734574676
Heck, didn't finish that first one
I did it when I had no sleep problems cuz lucid dreaming
Really dissapointed that it didn't work
-Sweet Roll
>>734575058
see, you put me in an awkward situation. because it isn't really my favorite word, but if I respond with "no", then you'll assume it actually is from me using it again.
it's actually chartreuse, in case you were curious.
>>734575111
please get some rest, hon.
>>734575171
fair enough, yeah. just beer?
>>734575240
so how was the party, mate? was there at least some good food, if you were trying to stick to the edges of the social circle?
>>734575111
Meh, I guess. Still feels off. Still overly friendly.
Anyone else here have ideas?
Picked up food for me from a place she stopped at. Bitches about customers and other employees to me. And gives me preferential treatment in general.
Playfully teases and hits me.
>>734575240
Nice to see you too.
Please, make yourself comfy.
>>734575240
Glad to have you here! You'll always be welcome. I can relate to being a shut-in for sure. Was it a strange feeling, being around a bunch of people you don't really know but still being welcomed?
>>734575300
I'll keep it in mind, Koi.
>>734575409
I'm going to need all the good luck I can get...
>>734575473
Yeah, I'll give it a little longer then go to sleep. I need some rest, but I need some emotional/psychological support.
>>734575507
Could she just be socially retarded like me? I have in the past done silly affectionate bullshit for people I care nothing about. Is this a repeating thing?
>>734575240
>I'm usually a shut in and I think they can tell
Oh anon don't say that, why do you think they can tell?
>Cuz I'm shut the fuck in my room all day?
>>734575717
Let's not be mean, please.
>>734575692
She's like this all the fucking time. Basically since I started almost. But graduallys been ramping up it seems
-EMT
>>734575462
Happy graduation.
Enjoy this period of relaxation while you can!
Are you planning on going back to school any time soon?
>>734575473
It wasn't really a party just a family get together. It was very, very relaxed. The family that I saw usually see each other regularly and I don't come over very often. I guess I just can't be myself at someone else's house is the reason I can't go regularly?
But anyways, yes the food was nice.
>>734575780
H U M O R
U
M
O
R
>>734575804
Next inclination is to assume something sinister. Does she want something from you? Is she softening you up for some reason? Or could your mind be exaggerating something that's really not as serious as you make it sound?
>>734575717
I'm not shut in my room all day because I work.
I don't socialize very often.
They're especially nice to me sometimes and I just wonder about it...
>>734575852
that's understandable, yeah. just because you're welcome somewhere doesn't mean you're always going to be comfortable there.
if you feel the desire to be more social or spend time with them, I gotta honestly just say you need to try faking it until it feels natural for you. it's cliche advice for a reason, it actually works pretty well.
>>734576019
Not to increase your cynicism, but I sometimes find excessive and sporadic kindness to be linked to pity.
>>734574982
I was rudely interrupted by a visitor, here was what I meant to say
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>>734575472
>>734575111
I actually received that advice before, and it makes sense
Thanks anyway~
-Sweet Roll
>>734575990
Probably just overthinking it. But it always struck me as kinda odd.
Can't see anything sinister. I'm 21 and work in retail.
So IDK
-EMT
>>734576105
Is that why your mother makes you food sometimes?
>>734575111
Good night, if I don't see you later! And good luck!
>>734576155
Ah, all right. No worries, except your sleeping problem :/
I still recommend seeing a doctor.
>>734569231
Ok, gotta go to work. Jill, thank you for another great thread!
Have a wonderful Friday night, my friends!
Mantis
>>734576105
I believe you're right.
You didn't ask for this but I'll write it anyways. My father, Rick, died 3 years ago. He was always the black sheep of the family. Very quiet and reserved. He had 2 brothers which were normal people, so to speak.
I've been compared to my father before because I am quiet. This goes back to being raised by him and following his mannerisms.
I've been drinking a little bit. Guess that's why I'm in the bar thread. Thank you for your input.
So bored.
>>734576536
have a safe shift, friend.
>>734576536
Hey, you take care, hear?
See you soon!
>>734576536
>Friday night
Hey everybody, hey, hey everybody, this fag is from AMERICA, hahaha, hey, haha, hey what a fag amirite? haha, you FAG from AMERICA
Eh being loved doesn't matter if it's not someone I care for.
>>734575473
can i smell your socks?
>>734576697
You are a bad person.
>>734576646
>>734576155
Well, I hope you find something that works for you Roll. Best of luck.
>>734576162
It really is odd... Sorry I can't help you.
>>734576288
Right, I'm going to bed now actually. Goodnight Rock.
>>734576536
Bye Mantis! Have a good one!
>>734576571
Damn, that could turn into something tricky. Good that they're kind and not dismissive or nasty though. I hope I helped you some; I'm real bad at this "friendly" thing.
>>734576697
I've thought that way for a long time, but recently I've started to wonder if maybe that's not... right. Maybe I'm missing something. I'm not a very good person.
Goodnight everyone, I need some sleep.
>>734576866
F A G
A A
G A F
>>734576697
who do you want to care for you, friend?
>>734576792
nope.
>>734576806
no such thing as a bad person. just bad choices.
>>734576069
Thanks for your advice bro. I might actually start hanging out there regularly.
>>734576890
Goodnight. Thanks for your advice.
Sleep well, friend.
>>734577113
WHY NOPE????
>>734577113
If I were to chose to shoot someone on the face for the thrill, wouldn't that be bad?
Will I ever find love or a job? Would be happy with either. I have mental health and addiction issues that are holding me back.
>>734577357
nop u dont u should just kys sorry frend love isnt for retarded
>>734577357
I hate to say it but a temporary agency is a place to start. You really have to prove yourself but you'll get a job. In SC there are a lot of manufacturing plants and they're very strict. All are using temp agencies to bring in workers.
>>734577271
not wearing any.
>>734577354
yeah, it would be a bad choice that you made. and while that choice reflects on your character as a person, it doesn't inhibit your ability to change for the better.
>>734577357
I'm not really a fortune teller, so the most I can do is suggest that you search hard for a job, search less for love, and keep as far from the addictions as you can.
>>734577575
are you a trap too or just a faggot?
Heck, had to do more errands
>>734577818
what makes you think I'm either?
>>734577820
staying safe though, I assume.
>>734578047
Isn't everybody here a fag or a trap?
>>734578047
Are you a grill?
>>734578090
Not everyone, but we've got one of each
>>734578170
How can you guys tell who's who?
>>734578090
No.
>>734578224
avatarfags
>>734578159
I'm a person posting pictures.
>>734578224
after a while you get to figure out who's who.
>tfw your asshole and inner cheek has been itching forever and you finally get a chance to stick a finger in and scratch it
I'm going to take a math placement test for college, sometime Monday. Highest math I studied in high school was calculus 2 and got all As.What should I review before taking the test? I don't want to be placed with the guys who can't even do basic algebra, it would embarrassing considering that I'll be an engineering major.
>>734578359
>>734578363
How do you join, are threads constant? Do you just murk loar and figure it out eventually or do I need to send the queen trap a picture of me in stockings? Is there a monthly subscription fee?
>>734578363
>>734578224
All it takes is to look in the pants
>>734578565
>Monthly fee
Yea queen trap has a patreon
>"queen" trap
Yea you must send it
A lil tip you must be this beta to join>>734578170
>>734578415
congrats on the butt scratch!
>>734578517
either look up general ideas for the test, or just give stuff a general review. you'll remember the easy stuff, but the parts that you struggle to remember are what you should review, just in case.
>>734578565
usually someone's running one at 9PM EST M/W/F.
Guess which art fag is back
>>734578852
We do not speak of the queen, however, she will do buttstuff if you give her $10
>>734578565
You find out eventually after being on this site for years
>>734578773
I'm just fucking with you bruh, we good
>>734578852
y u so angry bruh, wut up, y u so upset, y dont u have a patreon, u sound pretty jelly bruh, wut up with that, why u don't look as good in stockings????
>>734578897
what's MWF mean?
>>734578932
Me, the fucker with the deviant art, aliens and just graduated....
>>734579059
Post samples
>>734578932
dunno, how's it going though?
>>734579029
Monday/Wednesday/Friday.
>>734579059
Welcome back Mono.
>>734579029
Monday
Wedensday
Friday
>>734579029
Im supper jelly bruh
>>734579123
Jill if I wanted to live with and be taken care of by you, how would you respond to something like that?
>>734579123
>>734579148
Oh right u guise go to aneki now no need for 24/7 u FAGS
>>734579178
dont be bruh im sure u boetiful on the inside
>>734579112
Can't... fucking nook is a piece of shit and I can't afford a computer....
But I have a link
http://manfromdamascus.deviantart.com/art/BAWP-s-concept-art-679489414
>>734579123
Could you suck my cock?
>>734569231
Need advice.
Broke up with ex girlfriend almost 4 years ago because we had a TERRIBLE relationship (she was really abusive) and turned out to be BPD (which is why I broke up with her).
Took a year off single, and then got into LTR with my current GF. Been with her since.
Problem:
Even though it's been 4 years, I still think about my ex. Something wants me to reach out to her to explain/see what shes doing with her life now/ etc.
I should mention although our relationship was bad, we had a really intense sex life. Sometimes I'm not sure if I'm still hooked on that.
Current sex life is better, just less intense due to not being abusive.
What do?
>>734579123
Meh... grandma is more senile than ever, my friends have their own things going on and I'm stuck in my room.
Want to start a comic. But I gotta start small.
>>734578897
Show us your femenine penis?
>>734569231
Please help me.
I'm getting more and more scared of death every day. I'm nearing Thantophobia levels. It's becoming hard to sleep. I can't get these thoughts out of my head. It's all I can think about lately. I'm so scared.
>>734579351
How is current sex life better if you're in a LTR?
>>734579351
Kys frend thats the only way
>>734579351
Just mention it. Maybe shell give you sympathy.
>>734579421
Current GF is hotter face wise, and there are no limits. Anal on tap anytime. She's a lot more open minded, and not crazy/jealous/abusive.
My ex would get angry if I looked at another girl, while my GF takes me to porn conventions and stuff.
>>734579351
>we had a TERRIBLE relationship (she was really abusive)
You lack manhood.
>>734579220
I'd probably say no. I'm a decent cook, but I've already got someone in my life.
>>734579231
nope, we don't. there's a bit of overlap, but this isn't the exact same community.
>>734579317
nah.
>>734579351
honestly, just try and move on from the ex. I've been with some abusive people, and while I miss them at times, you're better off keeping those relationships in the past.
>>734579370
so... start small. start really small, then work on something just a bit bigger, then work on another thing that's just a bit bigger. it'll come, it just takes time.
>>734579408
honestly, I'd just say you seek professional help if that's your current situation. they're taught how to deal with your situation properly.
>>734579619
You lack the ability to walk in other's shoes
>>734579577
Sounds like you're on top of the world homie bruh, do your thing
>>734579123
Do you think these are fun?
https://youtu.be/NNz-D6Ua7CA
https://youtu.be/Wa3BXrYD4GI
>>734579619
Manhood has nothing to do with it. BPD women are nuts.
>>734579728
What community be this then?
>>734579728
I know. I just don't know where to start. I have a mettric fuck ton kf OCs and they all fit into "the bif story".
>>734579728
Where is the retarded robobitch?
>>734579728
>>734579753
This is what I've tried to do for the past 3 years with my current GF. Most of the time it works, but sometimes I miss that intensity... mostly sexually.
No clue how to describe it. My ex wasn't a sex god or anything, but she did act really slutty in bed and because of our relationship dynamic (abuse) it made it that much better.
I'll probably keep on just forgetting it for the most part and remembering it occasionally. My current GF and place in life right now is about 1000x better than it was back then, so I guess I shouldn't complain.
>>734579728
What does it take to get people to care about me in my life? I can't see any reason why anyone would care about me, knowing how useless I truly am.
>>734579752
I don't wear shoes that faggots wear.
>>734579789
Women want to be dominated by strong men. Especially those who are "nuts".
You're clearly a wimpy little pushover. She's right to "abuse" you for being such a castrated little fuck faggot.
>>734579857
If there's on thing that pisses me off tho... its the fact some gay sjw in my school compaired me to Soni-chu, and got all defensive when I said he insulted my art.
Bonus points when he said mine is like ctrl-alt-del
>>734579912
Bringing us some Lana Rain webms
>>734580063
Try caring about yourself first.
>>734580097
>projecting this hard
>>734580108
I'm still confused over this...
>>734580173
Calling you a weak little pushover from your own admissions isn't projection. It's just truth.
I'm surprised she didn't put on a strapon and fuck your sissy ass too. Or did she?
>>734580259
Try killing yourself bruh
>>734580352
>>734580323
Nah bruh, I think you're projecting too, chill perhaps? or don't, it's cool bruh FAGS are welcome here
>>734579788
not necessarily, no.
>>734579813
just some people here to help out and give advice as needed.
>>734579857
break them up into small stories. think of it like taking a 3-hour movie and breaking it up into 22-minute TV episodes. it cuts down the scale, it cuts down how overwhelming it can be.
>>734579912
recovering from an eye procedure.
>>734580013
have you had an open conversation with your current girlfriend about your sex life? it's a little awkward to do if you've never done it before, but having an open dialogue about what you like is critical to a healthy sexual relationship.
>>734580097
women are people and want to be treated like people.
>>734569231
Hey Jill. I'm Xyl.
Can I get something light? What would you recommend?
>>734580495
I meant what fucking people you nigger, maybe I know you bruhs
>>734580495
>women are people
kek, nice one bruh
>>734580509
Welcome Xyl, she's only got sunshine and rainbows on tap
>>734580423
Maybe
>>734580323
I'd have to agree with you
>>734580495
Eye procedure its a joke right?
whaddup my niggas
drinking vodka straight
how are you?
>>734580705
Hello there my nigger. I'm just niggering about, thanks. Why are you drinking vodka straight?
>>734580705
Just ran out of beer, sticking with a Sprite till tomorrow. How do you do?
Thread is better without avatarfags?
>>734580423
>Nah bruh, I think you're projecting too, chill perhaps?
Repeating something without cause or evidence does not make it more true the more you do it.
You (or him) are clearly a weak faggot incapable of dominating a woman and keeping her in her place.
>it's cool bruh FAGS are welcome here
Fags are degenerates.
>>734580495
>women are people and want to be treated like people.
Correction. SOME women are people. Most women just want to be dominated and have their stupid needs taken care of for them. They're not "people" in the way men are. They're essentially just emotionally driven mental children who fuck everything up if they're not kept in their place.
>>734580702
No shit it's a joke.
>>734580705
Fine samefagging on a fagthread
>>734580509
light as in color: vodka
light as in flavor: mojito
light as in calories: water
>>734580616
just the after-hours community filling in while Reimu rebalances her schedule.
>>734580702
nope. given the recovery time I'm assuming it's laser corrective surgery. she'll be back in a week or two.
>>734580705
doing okay tonight, how about you?
>>734580917
ok.
>>734580495
Maybe I will. Just short adventures. Yeah!
>>734580684
I guess even that would be too much for me.
>>734580495
Yeah, current GF and I are very open. Nothing is off limits. We've gone to porn conventions together, vibrating panties in public, butt plugs, butt tail plugs, sex furniture, sex vacation(s), anal, we make our own porn videos, costume play, etc. We don't release them, but they're A+ quality. Sometimes I almost wish we did, LOL.
So yeah needless to say our sex life is great. Lots of variety, nothing off limits. It's really hard to describe, but there was just better... chemistry? with my ex? And I think it was because of the intense emotional turmoil. Also, my current GF is hot and open minded, but she isn't as... "slutty" as my ex.
What I mean is, when my current GF blows me, as an example, she doesn't look into my eyes. My ex would stare me down and then put her tongue out for me to cum on it.
Current GF will blow me, swallow, the whole ordeal, but it's little behavioral traits like that, that I miss. Fucking my ex almost felt taboo which was exciting - while my current GF is great, but comfortable.
I think I'm damaged emotionally now that I'm talking about it, lol. I think most people would prefer comfortable.
>>734580870
Possibly, but then we'll get another porn thread. There's a lot of porn threads already
>>734581084
Short adventures are good
>>734580917
Yeah, today's world has ladies wanting to get raped
>>734581023
Mojito will do, thanks.
How's everything going? Lovely thread so far.
>>734581084
Fuck whoever said kms.
Bad enough I had one art heckler who could barely draw himself. I still hate that fucker with a passion
>>734580917
>>734581023
You can see just fine the day after getting laser eye surgery usually.
>>734581023
Why i cant get a gf? Pic related me
>>734581023
Now you're serving drinks? I'll take your strongest alcohol!
>>734581392
Kek
>>734581533
Repost, seen this too many times
>>734581392
If you have no arguments or lack the intelligence to formulate one, don't bother.
By not doing so, you effectively show I'm correct because you have no response.
>>734581023
Where is the queen trap? Havent seen his threads in a while
>>734581648
She lurks, waiting for the right time to strike....
>>734581619
Not true shat ap
>>734580838
>>734580840
>>734580967
>>734581023
doing bretty good
drinking vodka straight has become something of a routine for me
>>734581084
it's one of the things you learn in the writing part of storytelling. keeping a long narrative moving at a consistent pace is something that takes a lot of practice and planning, and the best way to practice is by breaking it up into smaller story arcs.
>>734581216
if you acknowledge that she was abusive, and that you feel you may be emotionally damaged, have you considered therapy to deal with those issues? it's not a sign of weakness to ask for help.
>>734581366
going well enough, what about you, friend?
>>734581510
...then I'm not entirely sure what surgery she was having, and I wasn't comfortable prying into her personal affairs. regardless, she'll be back.
>>734581648
who?
>>734581636
>>734581822
Who? Come on
>>734581619
I wish I could go on and say "I'll have what he's having!", but I gotta drive in a couple of hours.
-Xyl
>>734581822
You know who, the stuttering one
>>734581216
>my ex was abusive
>I think I'm damaged emotionally
>>734581822
Why you are such a fucking fag?
>>734581898
>By not doing so, you effectively show I'm correct because you have no response.
Stay cucked, little boy
>>734581822
Can i smell your shoes?
>>734581980
Well, once you get home drink all you can
>>734582034
Triple Kek
>>734582137
It smells like poop
>>734581941
I mean, if you don't want to clarify, cool. I have no idea who you mean.
>>734582015
Alice? she just took a couple days off for personal health reasons.
>>734582038
apparently I am just because you called me one. thanks for giving me some direction and sense of identity in life.
>>734582137
I'd suggest against it.
>>734581822
I went to therapy briefly after our relationship, maybe 4-5 visits just to make sure I felt like I had my head screwed on straight after all the shit we went through.
Oddly, it felt almost guilty - but I felt fucking fantastic being free of it. Like taking a shot of pure confidence.
So I didn't really pursue therapy any further since I felt great and moved on. It wasn't until I got older that I started thinking more about her I guess, through a lens with newfound knowledge and experience.
We never would have worked out, but sometimes I feel like I didn't get closure maybe. She jumped out of my moving car, ran off, cops took her in and she was forcefully committed to a psych ward. Found out she was BPD, and I made my choice to leave. We didn't have a really clean break or a chance to talk much through. Anytime we met up after that was either filled with animosity or sex. Or both. So I ended up cutting her off completely.
>>734582081
y u in the middle of the room tho
antisocial
>>734582426
I mean, not all relationships end with conversations and clean breaks. it feels silly to say that you just need to accept it and move on, but if it feels like you're still holding onto a part of the past, you need to learn to let it go.
>>734582274
Where is reimu?
>>734581822
Alright I guess. Life has been rather rough recently.
>>734582264
Naaah. I'm not really much of a drinker. I take it that you are?
-Xyl
>>734582620
>y u
>tho
You aren't fit to even shine my shoes.