I don't even know what I'm doing anymore guys. I want a GF because I've never had one and thats all thats basically on my mind but I'm 220 at 5'9 and have a dick that is actually 4 inches long. >but anon you can just go work out I honestly have no motivation to work out and I feel like if the "friends" I have that work out saw me they would just take snapchats of me and make me feel bad.
I have some friends who I think like me but sometimes it gets to the point where I just think they tolerate me, I'm in a group filled with people who never went to college or are high school dropouts. I'm not like them though, I finished high school and actually want to focus on my future.
But right now I'm stuck, I feel like there is no reason I'm here. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I feel like I'm slowly losing the people I call friends.
Since summer has started, a lot of high school friends are back from college. And not a single one wants to hang out with me, it seems like everyone I knew has changed.
Its gotten to the point where not even playing video games all day helps. I'm just bummed out all the time. I have no job and it feels that my life is going to fall into a hole that I can't get out of. I want to go to college but I do not want student loans to kill me. I have been going to community college but it doesn't help as no one really is looking to make friends and is full of retards.
>>734401433 should I get a pet when I get a job? Maybe something that would at least welcome me home everyday. I'm thinking about a female cat but I don't want the litterbox stinking up my room/bathroom
>>734401522 First things first, get a job. Having a preoccupation always helps keeps the feels at bay. Plus you'll meet some co workers, not necessarily a new close friend, but it's always possible. Making contact with other people always helps in that regard. It's hard with no motivation but get the ball rolling slowly anon, I know you can.
>>734402149 Lmao i say the same fucking thing. Idk shits scary bro. Been going to fucking school since the age of 6 and now i feel like life is coming at me too soon. It gives me a lil hope to see someone else on the same boat
>>734403073 Yeah. And I don't feel like I'm going into much of a useful career, doing tourism and hospitality. Hoping to work on cruise ships, go places, see shit. But it won't get me much further than that.
>best friend from kindergarten shows up >we're inseperable >he broke up with his bf >were in the garage messing with my forge drinking and beating steel with a hammer >getting late and girlfriend comes in >"we got an early morning hun. Im going to bed." >tell her ill be right up >best friend says hes gonna shower and crash too >walks past her and up the stairs >"uhhhhh" she says >"what?" >"you didnt ask me if I was ok with him staying over?" >"he didnt even ask me. He doesnt need to ask me. My house is always open to him and he knows it." >"whatever" >"excuse me?" >"You dont care what I think then?" >"of course I do." >"oh so hes just more important than me." >"sweety. In no uncertain terms you know I love you, but dont ask questions you cant handle the answer to. That man took a bullet for me. We have been there for each other for 33 years. I would suffer the deepest darkest ring of hell for an eternity of pain and suffering if it meant saving him from even a simple papercut. If you try and go down the road I think youre going down with this argument, you wont like the outcome." >"i...well...i... *huff* just...*sigh* *huff*...im going to my mothers" >"ill text you when he leaves then."
I honestly dont know if I even want her to come back.
>>734404768 It honestly broadsided me and took me by surprise.
Im still trying to figure out why she wanted to start that fight.
>>734404690 No. Not even a little. Ill fuck anybody that wants to play with my dick. Any woman, any man. Skinny girls, thicc girls, latinas who dont speak english, fat chicks, old chicks, bears, cubs, twinks, traps, and chubs.
My best friend is like a brother to me. Theres no way I could ever get hard thinking about him.
>>734405096 >>734405421 In moving for University I'm moving away from my 14 year old dog. I'm likely never going to see him again and he's been in my life for 14 years. Life expectancy was 12 at max. And I'm just up and leaving him. I'll see the rest of the family sure but by the time I can afford to visit he'll be gone. Fuck
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