Its official, i brought a wig and panties/bra to go with it.

>>733800803
Show ur navel close

>>733800803

because sex is always ironic

just be happy you don't need to step on kittens to get horny.

>>733800803
Repent now !

autogynephilia isn't a mental disorder, you're just a dirty fetishist fam

pics or gtfo

>>733800803
become an hero

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>>733801425
Wrong AGP is a mental disorder because it's too strong to be just a fetish.
It's a paraphilia.
I have it too and I'm thinking about becoming a tranny.

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>>733801645

No face, too risky, best pic i got. Aint the best, but no pig...

>>733800803
>mental illness

Human consciousness is a freak accident and not like anything else we've encountered in nature. We're only now beginning to scratch the surface when it comes to understanding it. So yeah, maybe your sexual preferences and desire to be feminine are "abnormal", but who the fuck cares?

>>733802231
Thanks anon. Appreciate that

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>>733802337
/pol/ trolls and and alt-right manbabies who spend all day spamming pepe and crying "cuck" could be said to be mentally ill as well. I'd argue they're more ill, as you're just following some biological urge. Do whatever makes you comfortable as long as you're not harming anyone. (Well, anyone who doesn't want to be harmed. Don't know what sort of kinky shit you're into.)

>>733802725
Yeah true, its just impulse, I dont really find men attractive, its rare, but the whole crossdressing and tranny/trap scene gets me diamonds. Its an animalistic urge that im acting on. Nothing too kinky, anything that hurts stops being fun for me. I really want to fuck with a tranny/trap, but unfortunately i cant :(

>>733800803
It's ok op. Now suck my cock you bitch

>>733802116
Why is it red, are you in Hell already?

>>733803185
This is hell

>>733802725
Man, you're great

>>733803254
Hm, this could explain some things...

ok then

Btw, OP, I totally understand you, I also love making myself trappy and feminine. Tomorrow I'm gonna see a group of traps, found in the web and have sex with them

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>>733802725
aha cool dude

>>733800803

Everyone is fucked up. Trannies are fucked up. Pol trolls are fucked up. Dress up and fuck it! We only live once. There is no god. This is it.

>>733803404
Goodluck anon, I'm jealous, be safe and I'm sure you'll look great

>>733803500
Thanks a lot. And, by the way, I think, you can find some traps that like to fuck other traps, they are not so rare, as I understand

>>733800803
post moar of that qt

>>733803556
Unfortunately I just can't, I'm in a straight relationship. Which kind of confuses things, but i guess it adds to the thrill

>>733803478
The way of Hedonism, not the bad way at all

>>733803558
Don't have anymore sorry

>>733803769
Yeah, I understand. I'm also married and I don't want to hurt my wife, so it took me years to get her permission to do that

>>733803905
So she lets you go and fuck other traps? Thats awesome man, she must be super relaxed

You are vile and disgusting, cure your mental illnesss.

>>733804112
Generally, I would prefer them to fuck me, but that's not great difference. She just knows that I want it for a very long time, we tried to do something with it, and it didn't work, so, we have to pass through this thing

>>733804248
are they really passable?

>>733804248
>pass through

Do you see it more as a problem needing to be fixed?

>>733800803
wus starting to get into this feminine side of me, plus im not a fat slob so it suits me quite well, just thinking of something to take care of my dick popping up in public...FAAAACK ET, follow the leader...

>>733804433
Some of them are, some are not
>>733804436
I understand you, yeah, it is totally not good for our marriage, but we really tried to make it on our own, and it didn't work. So, we have to face it and to deal with what we have

https://www.xvideos.com/video27606927/heels

>>733800803
You feel like you don't have control over your life so you substitute healthy control (focusing on your future, creating habits that contribute to a better, more stable sense of self) for unhealthy control (convincing yourself the body you were born with is inherently flawed and that you can change it without hating what you become). You start touching yourself, maybe you play with your asshole, fuck it feels good right? And no one has to know. You get to do exactly what it is you think you want. You get to let go, and the ecstasy of getting your way sexually overcomes you. Not only is it the only control you think you have, but it makes your orgasms better.
>Anyone else been in the same situation?
No two people are ever in the same situation
>Why do i hate myself so much for it but still get so fucking horny dressed up
You get like and hate it because you've conditioned yourself to think if it as simultaneously good and bad. That's an unstable frame of mind.
>What do i do?
Self reflect and find a way to make what you want to do fit into your daily life instead of as a shameful secret. It could be dressing up in public (kind of dangerous in an ISIS/TRUMP world), and it could be finding something else to occupy your time. Just if you decide not to dress up anymore don't be an asshole to people who do.

>>733800803
Looking cute if that is you, post moar

>>733802003
bow down to the HSTS master race, fuckboy

>>733804674
I'm not trying to pry but do you ever feel guilty for asking your wife to be okay with it and allowing ir is she reasonable?

>>733804947
Not me, im in the red pic, sorry to disappoint

>>733805001
She is reasonable, and yes, I feel myself a little bit guilty in that, but I understand that either I would persuade her or I will simply cheat her, what is worse, as I think

>>733804933
That all makes sense. But what if family life and relationships etc dont allow me to dress up in public, i already have hobbies too, is it really that bad having this secret?

>>733804933
Sounds legit

>>733805272
>is it really that bad having this secret?
I don't think so. But it's not about what I think. Good and bad describe how we feel about things, not things as they are. If you think you can treat something that everyone else thinks is a big deal as not a big deal, then no, it's not a big deal. Realizing how unique your perspective is is the first step to either gaining agency or learning to relax and go with the flow. I don't think there's really a big difference between either.

Of course, if you think it's not a big deal, it might not make you as horny anymore, and your orgasms could suffer. Taboo is sexy. But taboo also prevents you from becoming close to your social group. Your subconscious already knows which is more important to you.

>>733805206
Thats fair. Do you have any pics? I'm just curious to see how you look

>>733805712
Man, are you philosopher or psychologist?

>>733805712
Wow, not bad, you study psyche or something? Not bad at all

>>733805783
Sorry, I don't like to share my pics in the Web, especially on 4chan. But, if you're interested, I'm lean, a little bit pale and I prefer goth or fetish styles

>>733805964
Holy moly thats hot. Got kik?

>>733806109
Nope. Btw, where are you from?

>>733806184
Australia, I'm guessing you're from the states?

>>733805860
>>733805906
I've been studying philosophy and psychology in my free time since high school, I've been in therapy since I was a kid, and I studied art and design in college while exploring the relationship between theology and philosophy in my free time. Then I started smoking weed, drinking DXM, doing acid, and eating morning glory seeds. My girlfriend hates all of it (she doesn't like thinking about thinking), but I keep her around because she anchors me. A few bad trips and some closure with family and now I feel comfortable posting instead of lurking.

>>733806340
It's a common guess, but no, I'm not from US. I'm from Russia

>>733806422
Op here, sounds like you've gained quite a bit of knowledge, kudos to you, dxm does make you think thats for sure, those higher plateaus will seriously send you tripping. Sounds like you're doing well anon

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>>733806422
You're awesome

>>733806457
Awesome man, well i dont mean to be forward but making an account on kik takes like two minutes. I just think your style is really hot, and i wanna see pics, am i asking too much?

>>733806624
Agreed

>>733806712
Already doing that. Btw, I also have tumblr account, if you're interested

>>733800803
That mouth tho

>>733807179
Oh awesome man, yeah, well I'd love both, maybe we could swap or something on kik. Whats ur name for both?

>>733806457
Well that's fun. What is it with Europe and femboys? Unrelated, but I met a trap in Prague who I wooed talking about alternative cosmology. Then s/he bought me weed and we rubbed penises. I've yet to meet anyone cute in the states who likes that kind of stuff.

>>733807342
Im jealous, sounds so fun

>>733807263
On tumblr I'm Betty-Slut, just add usual tumblr address
On Kik I logged as Betty-Black

>>733807590
Thankyouu, ill send request through now

I can't ever have a at trap toy for two reasons
1 I don't like any kinda of butt stuff. Giving or receiving (I tried with this goth chick)
And
2 don't want to touch any dicks but my own , just not into them sexually.

So all that leaves is me getting blowjobs from traps which I would be cool with.
Except I have one of those people pleaser personalitys.
So shit out of luck because of my

>>733807484
eh, s/he was incredibly nervous and awkward the whole time. And I was trying way too hard to be cool. Then I freaked out because s/he was getting close and I didn't want to start a relationship. The whole thing was way more trouble than it was worth.

>>733807590
Hey was that bettyblack for kik? Bc i only found one, initials M. W?

>>733807342
I don't know how it is about femboys in Europe, I've heard, EU is much more liberal place for us. But her, in Russia, people are sometimes killed by being gay or just looking gay, so, it is not the best place for femboys

>>733807891
I'm very new in Kik, sorry, I'm not sure how to give you direct link to me. I have username as Betty-Black and that >>733806624
b/w clapping man on the userpic

>>733804982
HSTS, kek. What a fancy word to say "faggot"

>>733808280
No worries, im having trouble finding you, so my one is jakensbacon

>>733808648
Alright, seems that my Kik isn't fully active because it's really new, at least, you know my Tumblr, that's already something

>>733800803
It can be simplified. Either your are truly gay, and just like to dress up so you "ease" into the fact that you need cock and being a sub. On the other side, it might is just some sort of attention grabbing quick out. I mean, you do it quite "publicly" on 4chan and this is not a healthy environment. Unrelated question: did you buy stockings and haz photos? I'm asking for friend.

>>733808843
True, ive already had a quick look at it, not bad, im gettin in the mood. Anyway, i have no idea how long itll take to be active, i thought it was instant, ill keep trying, maybe ill get through soon

>>733808972
Thanks for the compliment

>>733808912
Like i said earlier, males honestly dont do it entirely for me, they got to be feminine at least a little. Im picking some up tomorrow, your friend will have to wait

>>733807342
Europe is now a full fledged party ground for anything from M to F and all the spectrum. The daughter of a friend studies in Barcelona, has no money, but half of her "sane" pictures are sitting on a remote beach. on a large balcony or in a tight room with lots of not necessary beta men and women, seemingly having lots of fun. At least she is not suppressing her urges and let them "ruin" her life in the mid 40 hopefully.

>>733809115
No worries, expect more if i get through to your kik ;)

>>733809269
That would be nice

>>733809117
My strong gay friend tells me, that he completely despise the "cross dressing milk boys" trend of people just playing around and muddling the waters. He claims he knows no one in the gay scene who would admit to play around with "those". I was shocked to learn that jaw boned chiseled six packed gays can be excluding too. But maybe he was just annoyed that they have more hookups and making wild claims ;)

cross dressing is fun for me even though i look shitty
no ones around and im not getting laid anyway

>>733809471
Gays are more about masculinity and loving masculinity, while traps are about feminising themselves for other traps or trap-lovers. So, not big surprise for me

>>733809219
>At least she is not suppressing her urges and let them "ruin" her life in the mid 40 hopefully.
Middle aged children disgust me.

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>>733800803

Do you feel effeminate in your day to day?
Do you feel like it's the wrong person looking back at you in the mirror? Does your identity feel 'wrong'? If yes you have gender dysphoria.

If you just like dressing up to get off and are fine with being a dude in irl then you just have a fetish. Fap on.

>>733809565
Op here, guess we're in the same boat :/

>>733809651
The brother of my friend lost 30 pounds, learned Krav and bought a used cabrio on a 140.000 debt. Then left his wife with three (ok, they had LOTS of problems) and now is on a well paid marketing tour for the wealthy company he works for. His "disgusting" (now private) feed was full of hookups with every sub 6/10 he could land. In September he will be 45. This is so absurd that he even refuses to talk to his family and spend even Christmas away from home. True men are hard to find these days.

>>733809746
I used to be feminine looking but got too old
I can suck my own dick which is a plus and like taking dildos in the ass.

>>733810041
Jesus you must be flexible

>>733810372
yeah. I wonder how long it will last. Seems I just get better at it.

>>733810444
How old are you?

>>733810552
26

>>733810715
You got time, any pics?

>>733800803
So nice

>>733810783
I took a vid once of cumming into my own mouth but I wouldnt post it

>>733810964
I totally understand you

>>733811042
its all shameful and makes me wonder if i could ever have a real relationship
I imagine I wont have one til i'm older with either a man or woman my age.

>>733811151
You'll get there anon, everyone does

Op here, well, thanks for everyones support (if anyones still lurking) it means a lot, its put me in the mood, so im leaving to be me, goodluck everyone x

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>>733802116
g fucking g

>>733800803
I stead of killing g self, op wants more pictured to exacerbate their mental illness.

>>733811337
<3

>>733802003
I've come to terms with my illness, i own a lot of girls clothes, but my body is too masculine for me to transform, and not look like a man in girl's clothes... so i guess i'll just stay unhappy forever

>>733802003
Is it wrong to fap to this sort of shit? Nothing else gets me and harder really.

>>733811603
Been there.Done that.
Just get a new hobby.
When I'm aroused or bored a little I do come back to these trappy threads to fap. (as you see)

>>733811660
Nothing wrong, if that turns you on and doesn't hurt to anyone

>>733812025
Yep. I try to limit it though. It's nice to know that I'm not a faggot every waking day.

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>>733812226
I understand you, but not totally. Faggot or not faggot are just tags, do whatever you want (in reasonable limits, of course) and be happy

>>733812552
Well said but that picture is a little wild for me.

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>>733812761
Okay, is that better?

>>733812916
All good.

>>733800803
Get tough, nigga, lift some weights or something.
Think about your father.

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>>733800803
It's called being gay.

>>733813348
You talk about it like it's something bad

>>733800803
Put it on and go get fucked

>>733800803
I went full tumblr cd sissy OP. It's absolutely amazing. Just embrace your feminization. lingerie and panties are my addiction now

>>733813948
POST PICS

>>733815172
You can just go to the tumblr sissyjessystuff it's all up there fam

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Just bumping

>>733800803
i wouldn't really call it an illness you the know ''feminization''; you probably have a humiliation kink too?
now, what do you do?
nothing, if you are comfortable enough (when you get comfortable enough) find a girl or a guy and start a relationship with them, you know people who will accept you for who you are.

p.s: some chicks are into feminization and being dominant so its worth a shot
p.s 2: don't be so hard on yourself, it's ok since you are not hurting anybody