Well /b/ this is it. This is my last message to the world. To my parents. To my family. To my friends. You may think I'm a good person but I'm not. You say you're proud of me, but you aren't. I'm not handsome. I don't have any talents. I've always messed up, and gave up. But I tried and I tried these last 4 years. Mom, Dad, I tried to become an engineer for you. But I've finally come to the point where they have forced me out of the major. I've finally failed one too many courses. I have nothing to show for the $25000 you've spent on me in the last 4 years. I am sorry. But rest assured, I will not cost you another dime. I am a degenerate who takes pleasure in things that should not be spoken of. For the world my death will serve but one small gift. Goodbye anons. Goodbye friends.
Fake and gay post proof fag
>>733243561
bye anon
Hmm
>>733243561
Grow a pair and man up
Former trump supporter here. Not gonna lie, it's been hilarious watching this guy crash and burn. But in all seriousness, we can't let him get the nuclear codes.
>>733243561
Good riddance... Blood Raven.
>>733243561
Is that a Springfield xd? How do you like it?
>>733243561
> I will not cost you another dime.
You have any idea what the funeral costs are?
>>733243561
>not cost you another dime
Funerals are expensive.
>>733243561
There are more valuable ways of taking responsibility than committing suicide.
lrn2 Jordan Peterson
OP, i say this from the bottom of my heart. Fuck you, man the hell up. You think your life sucks, so you want the "easy" was out. You claim your death will be a small gift, yet you'll only cause your family and those close to you grief. No matter how you think they feel right now, they're gonna feel like shit if you kill yourself, weak-willed faggot.
>>733243717
This
bye
Do police just hang on to weapons used in suicides indefinitely or wait until they have a crateload to ship off and have melted or wut?
>>733243561
Livestream it you coward.
>>733243861
or James Holmes
Enjoy
Is this a bait post, or serious. I serious, I want you to donate everything you own to the NAACP, and the mere thought of some nigger walking around with your shit should be enough to turn you off.
>>733243561
Worthless coward
>>733243561
Why would you shoot yourself with a piece of shit Springfield XD? Fuck that, I'd want to get shot by a real mans gun! Faggot!
dubs get
>>733243561
>I am a degenerate who takes pleasure in things that should not be spoken of.
upload and share these things with us then livestream death on facebook
>>733243561
Fake or real? If real we can talk about it, trust me I'll help you
>>733244229
Even if he shoots himself in the mouth there is still a chance of him surviving the shot and living on.
How do yo feel about the thought about not being able to move or speak and living full conscious as a vegetable until you die OP?
Get a real gun to do the job right or man up OP and live life the right way.
>>733243561
We know you are still lurking on this thread OP.
One last pity party for the coward.
>>733243561
Weak loser.
>>733243561
At least wait until 2019, when we will have images from the james webb space telescope to look at!
>>733243561
Do it already.
>>733243561
Stop lurking you pathetic failure.
Do it.
>>733243561
Live stream it faggot if you actually want to do something with your life and make someone proud life steam it
Why not just work at burger king/ McD and re-earn that money.
>>733245207
Because he is a lazy loser.
Probabky a troll but just incase it's not I do relate to you OP. Pretended like I was going to school for 3 years off and on the my parents. I passed 2 classes out of a total of 18 classes/attempts. Think I had like a .5 GPA. Fessing up after lying so long fucking sucks but you're parents are more than willing to help you and would much rather you come clean than off yourself. I'm back at home going to boring ass community college but trust me passing your first semester is rewarding as fuck and 100% worth it. It's not nearly as big of a deal as it seems to you right now.
POST DICK
>>733244418
this
12 gauge 000 buck would make a nice show
>>733243561
By coincidence I'm listening to suicide by John Cale. Do it fag.
Pic related I'm Freddie.
Nigger you kys and that would be like another 20k spent on you. Failed in life and failed in death too? You are so fucked
http://talklife.co/
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines
Don't do it
https://youtu.be/t1cu5PsX9YA
>>733245703
what happened to the freddie thread it suddenly got deleted...
https://youtu.be/t1cu5PsX9YA
Real trooper here
>>733243561
live stream it faggot... we don't care about your problems... that's why they're YOUR problems.
can i have ur stuff?
>Hurrr durrr not gonna cost another dime
Meanwhile your parents and family whom you say you care about are going to have to spend thousands of dollars on your dumbass funeral that I bet only about 4 people will attend
>>733243561
There's more to life than a degree mate.
>>733244140
lol dunno if this comment is bait. Fuck the NAACP.
>>733243561
don't have to kill yourself... just run away... fuck cut up all your id's and just start walking somewhere where noone knows you... start over
>>733243561
Hello? Are you dead yet?
If not, I think its obvious your parents would rather have you alive. And you should embrace your degeneracy.
sell your fucking organs or something at least there's always something you can do
>>733247493
Maybe this worked 100 years ago, but these days you need ID to live and people can find you.
Aww don't kill yourself, we can be XD bros!
>>733244009
It just becomes evidence locked away in a warehouse just like everything else didnt you ever seen jump street you fuck
Stop being a fucking drama queen. If you wanted to do it, you would have done it, instead of posting. So stop pretending.
do it anon
>>733243561
>won't cost you another dime
Are funerals and burials free or something? you twat
OP here.
I'm currently dead.
>>733243561
You couldn't at least buy a decent gun like a Glock?
>>733243561
Why is there more than 1 bullet in the magazine?
Dear OP,
If your life has no worth to you at this point and the only answer you can see is ending your life on this planet, here's some food for thought.
Your family will be devastated, so will friends and colleagues. Even people you have never met. Your action will have a astronomical effect on other people.
Of course you may be thinking to yourself that you shouldn't just live for them; and your right.
However, you have an opportunity in this life to make it a good one. Take your money and some belongings and begin your adventure around the world, perhaps?
If you are just going to end your life; why not see the world first? Paint something you've always wanted to see, write poetry, anything that makes you feel a least a bit happy.
Create something and keep going. Because as far as we know, we only have one chance at this thing, and you might as well stick around and do something with it before you leave.
Take my advice, or not. I wish you the best OP.
Take care. xx
>posts on anonymous imageboard
nice job faggot
This is I am we are this is all there is we know this is all you see is real this is
all you need to know this is your true home this is mature and adult
this is I am this is yah weh 2.0 this is this is this is
all nothing
new yah has encountered a critical error reboot
Shout loud enough you can think its true we all will shout with you
louder we need to believe it
it works when we assume this is just the way it is.
Truth's distorted voice, behind our filter of what makes sense and is safe
screams saying this isn't all
or enough
enough to fool ourselves
enough to fill ourselves
enough to last more than forty years of paychecks carpal tunnel and atheism
feel that hunger
its truth
keep it alive
don't feed it with what you've been given
keep hungry until you find food
love says there's more.
dreams say there's more
children know there's more
death says there's more
science says there's more
history says there's more
scripture says theres more and I cant stand for sitting down any
more more more more more more more more more more more more
or I die
depression is a life presever
it says there must be more
what if it's right
depression is a hostage negotiator
begging us to let ourselves go
what if you left normal behind
what life do you have to lose
try it
no lets medicate it instead
medicate it instead medicate it instead medicate it instead medicate it instead medicate it instead
>>733252533
Gayeat post ive ever seen, maybe you should medicate yourself for autism
>>733252934
Lick my bear nipples.
>>733243844
Funerals are expensive
Find bridge
Wait for tide
Jump
Body washed out to sea
No body, no funeral
Solved. Even saved you the cost of bullet. Your welcome
I'll miss you OP
>another suicide thread
Just stop anon
Been contemplating a lot lately too. Sorry to hear that engeineering didn't work out for you. I'm just tired of being alone.
I've been looking into medically assisted suicides lately. My attempts always fail with intoxication and hanging.
>>733244229
This post is especially funny because it's some butthurt Glock fag mad about thier "superior Austrian engineering" being one upped in every convincable fashion.
Stay mad, stay cucked, Brand name sucking cunt.
I might too if I lived where I was limited to 10 rounds in a pistol designed for 16.
Come over to /k/ and talk about it instead.
Dear OP.
If you are gonna fucking off yourself don't write to 4chan about it, write something nice for your family.
THEN for 4chan go shoot up some kykes and niggers, or a school. And record it for us, then do yourself you fucking pussy
>>733243561
Don't do it!
>>733243561
please don't kill yourself or anyone else.
>>733243561
Call suicide hotline now
go shoot as many niggas as you can before you kill yourself :DD
>>733243561
do a flip
Think about all the fucking memes you're going to miss.
lol killing your self with 9mm at least get 45 apc or somthing
>>733258418
this guy gets it
>>733243561
If only I had the power to make anyone who makes a thread like this do what they say. Life would be good
>>733244009
In Missouri, we got the gun back within a week of my mom's suicide. Was in an old plastic evidence bag that smelled of weed.
>>733243561
Get a job at Wal-Mart. Pay your debt back to parents. Quit job and go back to school after you realize what a dead end job looks like. Pick another major you can pass. Working for a few years won't kill you.
Haha - I made a funny.
>>733243834
Not that guy, but there's a reason police use Glock and not Springfield.
>engineer
>25K for 4 years
Confirmed under age ban.
>>733243561
You won't do a gift to the world, the world doesn't give a shit about you.
Don't use that as a pretext for your cowardice
OP can you please do school shooting before you go? I mean, it's the most honorable way to go. See you in Valhalla. Peace.
>>733245703
FUCK YOU FREDDIE YOU FUCKING COCK SUCKER
DOGGO DID NOTHING WRONG
>>733259253
Kon
can you kill some jews before yourself pls? at least a negro?
>>733243561
>I am a degenerate who takes pleasure in things that should not be spoken of.
speak of it
BEFORE YOU GO SHOOT YOUR PARENTS AS WELL YOU LAME FUCKING FAGGOT
cmon dude don't be a faggot. pair up and grow a man.
Is op kill? No stream.
grow some fucking balls cunt and improve your life, get off the fucking internet, go do something you want to do, not what others want you to do.
buy a bus ticket to the other side of your state, look for a job, do something random.
dont be a wuss and take the easy route out of life.
>>733243561
>I will not cost you another dime
you already paid for your funeral?
OP are you alive?
ok, so what was the degenerate pleasure not to be spoken of?
There are people in worse conditions than you and they do not commit suicide
Bye!
Sleep well.
>>733243561
Not gonna happen, honey!
Rob banks to pay them back loser
K, sleep well
Good luck dealing with the fbi if you don't plan on doing anything , they've been cracking down lately on these types of threads.
yup bye then if u really think that's your last option then do it
>>733243561
Get rich or die trying... in other words it's not over until you die (naturally) everything can happen.
wtf is this real?
>>733243561
Funerals cost money. The emotional toll you'll take on them comes with a cost. Also if you're truly intent on doing this, change the letter because you left part of it trying to make them feel guilty. Even in your last moments you're a coward that can't face reality
>>733254035
Nigga you haven't watched the walking dead. If you jump off a bridge you get taken to an island of smelly women
live stream it faggot
WTF SHOOT NIGGERS FIRST!!! AAAAAAAAHHHH FUCKIN WASTED MAN!!!
>>733243717
We can't, you're too pussy~.
>>733245703
"Fancy meeting you here~<3."
Why do faggots post this here on 4chan of all places?
Probably fake. But in case not, I was in exactly the same position you are in. Four years, failed out of major. I took some time off from the school treadmill after that. My friends and relatives did not think I was a huge disappointment. They said "he needs some time off to figure out what he wants his direction in life to be." I did feel like shit the first couple of months, but I was really glad I didn't kill myself, because I eventually found out what I loved to do and made a successful career out of it. If you want to do something extreme, move across the country and do interesting things to find yourself. There's a light at the wnd of the tunnel. I kid you not.
>>733243561
RELAX DONT DO IT
WHEN YOU WANNA COME TO IT
>>733243561
Ya know, your knda a dick. Your folks are gonna have to pay a whole lot of money to bury you.
>tfw OP's post is very relatable to your own situation but you don't kill yourself because of the cost of the funeral.
>>733243561
that death will absolutely devastate his family and friends' lives
real or not, suicide decimates the survivors' lives. what a dick thing to do to family/friends.
>>733243827
Cheap Croatian shit. Doesn't hold its value either. Not OP but I had a XDM 9 and sold it because Glock and SW are better for the money.
>>733268125
shut the fuck up you can do what you want with your own life and youre going to die anyways his family/friends MAY feel sad after but they will also forget that sadness over time not really a dick thing to do unless you care about others more than yourself which you really shouldnt
>>733268801
you've never been a parent.
>you'll never *get it*
>>733243561
Post your credit card info, you wont need it where you're going
>>733244009
Dad's girlfriend shot herself. They gave him the gun back a couple weeks later.
>>733243907
guilt-tripping
>>733243561
go fuck someone, shark some people and do other crazy shit. Go Out with a boom!!!
>>733243561
kys no one cares were you belong.
>>733243561
have fun
>>733270111
Trips so Listen Faggot!!
>>733270111
This
Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
Welcome to the final show
Hope you're wearing your best clothes
You can't bribe the door on your way to the sky
You look pretty good down here
But you ain't really good
We never learn, we've been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
The bullets, the bullets?
We never learn, we've been here before
Why are we always stuck and running from
Your bullets, the bullets?
Just stop your crying
It's a sign of the times
We gotta get away from here
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
It'll be alright
They told me that the end is near
We gotta get away from here
Just stop your crying
Have the time of your life
Breaking through the atmosphere
And things are pretty good from here
I am your friend. Just go on a vacation somewhere.
>>733243561
Cum on not even descent bait
Goodnight /b/ro. Rest easy.
>>733243561
no
:(
>>733243561
Go spree kill a bunch of degenerate illegal aliens or leftist politicians. Give your life some meaning and help your country
There's a lot more to life than your shrowded thoughts are allowing you to think, admitting the failure to your parents again WILL be difficult and they WILL be mad but from what it sounds like, they loved you enough to invest in you. Just find a job somewhere, start slow and make a turnaround slowly. Eventually you'll feel on top of the world, trust me.
DON'T turn to drugs.
>>733245543
>Failing College Semesters
Not OP, but I can relate. I failed 2 semesters in a row, with a total of 2 credits out of the 30 I attempted. Any advice for me, like, how much should I study?
I just wish I was either more desirable or closer to success. I'm not going to kill myself after all, you guys are right about the funeral cost. To those of you asking me to livestream it, I'd never do something like that. I want to disappear, not end up on the 6 o'clock news.
>>733270734
Almost all successes started with failure.
Phew! Funeral cost it is