Feels thread anyone. I am not feeling so well, and am wondering

>>733227168
What does a Jew have to be depressed about? I mean there's no internet inside of an oven so you should be the happiest person here.

>>733227253
Other Jews.

>>733227413
How do I become a Jew and get in on the shekels?

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>>733227168
Kill yourself. It's the only way you'll be happy.

>>733227678
Born into it. And only the most rich jews get shekels.Regular faggots like me dont have any.

>>733227678
I have a Greentext about my experiences in jew school if you guys want to hear it.

Are you a Zionist?

>>733227861
Not in the slightest. I hate most jews as a general rule. Hate sandniggers in general.

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I haven't been in one of these in a while. I remember finding them very therapeutic.

Here's the greentext
>Be Me, 14 years old.
> Filthy Jew faggot, parents wanted me to go on a birthright trip with some "friends" that I had known for a while in middle school.
>For the rest of this trip, I will be referring to this as the Israel trip.
>Attended this school from 1st Grade to 8th, in 8th we go to Israel.
>School shilled the trip to make us stay there, was a pretty shitty education, for they didn't teach some essential shit properly, fucked me later in high school.
>Arrive at Jerusalem airport, normal shit, faggots ignoring me like they had normally done throughout my time there.
> A Day and a 1/2 in, tired, we are going to the underground western wall
>Note about the trip: We were going with 2 other middle schools.
>On way to the place, fall asleep due to jet lag.
>FirstIncident.jpg

Was hoping their would be a feels thread. I'm all sort of fucked up but I usually just keep it to myself. Anyways I'm working at getting better and being better , sometimes it's just hard to determine what's a want and what's a need.

>>733228551
Same, feels threads are a rarity now adays, with all the dumb reddit fags coming in expecting epic lulz and haxxors. Also, this is OP, working on second part.

>>733228684
Fair enough. I just hope I can find some motivation or something soon. I seem to not have patience and not be able to get pleasure from much anymore. Life has become mundane and boring and I gotta fight hard not to just give up.

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>>733227788

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>>733228515
>I fall asleep next to a guy on the bus, Dickhead doesn't even try to wake me up.
>Nobody notices me, like usual.
>Stuck with Israeli bus driver
>Somewhat dazed and confused, go with bus driver to his parent's house.
>Dude speaks no english, have no idea what he is saying.
> At this point, I feel bad for him, due to the fact that this faggot just showed up (me).
>Get back to the group, at the wall.
>A group of 40 jewish children, including the ones i knew, all look at me, and start laughing at me.
>This is when I realized that life was not going to work out well for me.
>Worst part however, was not the fact that the kids were laughing at me, that was expected, save a few.
>The worst part was the fact that the chaperones, teachers of mine, were also laughing, and did not try to help me in the slightest.
>I trusted these people, and this act of negligence, in addition to 2nd incident (coming soon), almost sent me off the deep end, thought about an heroing.

>>733228515
I'm reading, continue.

>>733227788
It's honestly debatable that it would work. I would actually just cease to be instead of being happy.

I go to feels threads expecting to cry like always, but recently I just haven't been able to.

I guess I'm actually happy with life for once :)

>>733229163
That, or your life sucks so bad that you're void of all emotion.

>>733229267
Yeah that sounds right for me atleast

Ended up talking to my ex lately. It's weird how you can reconnect with people sometimes although I'm not sure it's for the best. Life seems so stale and stagnant lately. I'm worried I'm not strong enough to resist the temptations.

>>733228943
Still lurking.

>>733228943
>I then watch everyone i thought I knew, slowly cave to peer pressure.
>AsExpected.jpg
>Fast forward to a few days later.
>Friend of many years up to that point invites me to talk in his room.
>2ndIncident.exe has started running
>The Time has come for the 2nd incident
>Go into friend's room, lets call him Zach
>Zach then, along with 2 other faggots
>They then take me, place me under the sink, place towel tight on my face, and pour water.
>Waterboarding.jpg
>Too scared, brain gets sensation of drowning
>Throw up a little, immediately goes back into mouth.
>This, although it was only 2 minutes, felt like an eternity.
>Especially because it was by someone I trust, in addition to the 2 guys who helped him (also trusted them)
>Walk out stunned, lost faith in humanity.
>...

>>733229626
Sorry its taking a while, my memory is fading, and i wish that i never have to recall this again. But maybe me remembering this is for the best.

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Trying hard not to give up anons

>>733229644
Fuck, /b/ro...

Bump because I'm same faggin hard

>>733229726
Take your time, I understand. This story sucks. Well, the story is good, but, bad, you know what I mean.

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>>733229994
>After Israel Trip
>I attempt a form of communication with this man, after about 3 weeks of minimal communication with the outside world.
>During this time, I attempted suicide.
>Parents thought I was being overdramatic.
>Probably was.
>Back to the story
>I skype this man,
>I ask him "Zach, why did you waterboard me?"
> He replies "Well anon, I just wanted to. And you were the easiest to do it to because I knew you wouldn't resist."
> I have not spoken to him since.
That day has haunted my memory for years now, because it is a constant reminder of how I can never truly trust anyone, and how even those who you think understand, never will. Thank you for listening in on my faggotry.

>>733230089
Just murder the fucker. You'll feel better if you don't get caught. I don't know if it's a good idea but I wanted to do it once.

>>733230089
/B/ro, I've heard of some fucked up moves by friends, but that takes the cake. I can't say I wouldn't have snapped and gone after the school like Cho. I'm honestly sorry that happened. I hope it helped to share.

>>733230089
Do you want me to share the epilogue?

>>733230089

Next time you see any of those guys, don't say anything, just wear a smile and punch them in the face as hard as you can, then walk away. Don't look back. Enjoy the moment and let the sting in your knuckles replace the humiliation of the memory. Otherwise you're a fuckin pussy jew shit that should just off yourself.

>>733230534
OP?

>>733230534
You might as well. I'm bored and don't have someone to talk to.

>>733230592
You know what, Ill try. It might be worth it.

>>733230620
Of story*

>>733230620
Yes, that is me. Jew OP.

>>733230
Give me a bit, Im writing it up as we speak.

>>733230684
Then yes, epilogue would be nice.

>>733230645
That's a good idea. They definitely deserve it and if anyone asks why tell them and they will not blame you. Water boarding is fucked up

>>733230786
If he lives where I live, he could probably get away with shooting them.

>>733229644
Kill those fuckers

If your life is already shit, it won't be more shitty if you kill them.

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How much Xanax would it take to kill someone with no tolerance to it ? asking for a friend

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>>733229644
>Flash Back to week before end of school.
>Depressed as shit, look around to see if anyone cares about what just happened.
>As normal, nobody does
>In fact, school attempts to cover up the issue, and pretends like it didn't happen (The bus incident that it, not the waterboarding)
>Even if the waterboarding got out to beside the kids, Zach's parents have enough money to "make it all go away".
>I confront the school about the bus issue, they say it was a problem and won't happen again.
>I know its bullshit, but i let it go.
>However, my parents (my mother) stopped supporting the school (My dad wanted to pretend like nothing happened)
All in all, lesson is to never trust kids, or people in general. I learned that lesson the hard way. This picture was taken about 4 years ago.
I am the one with the camera, and yes i look like a faggot. This picture was taken before the incident, and the one who waterboarded me is the one in the middle (zach) staring off to the side. Again, thank you for listening.

>>733231299
That's gonna depend on milligrams of pill and body weight of person. I'd Google.

>>733231383
By the way, the schools name is bornblum jewish community school, in memphis tennessee, if anyone was wondering.

>>733231383
Mistake on one with the camera, i mean the one to the left of zach, crouching with the camera bag. If anyone cares.

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Bump because bored and lonely

>>733231444
Yeah fair enough. I guess you could always just take 10 or 20 and see how it goes. My friend is 130 lb roughly

>>733231383
Thanks for sharing. I'm sorry bro. You're obviously a strong person still being here. You should be a judge and wait for them to get arrested one day. Maximum sentences. Send them to shitty prison. Vengeance is yours.

Anyone wanna talk ?

>>733231827
I honestly don't even know if xanax can kill. You might look into that, first.

>>733231903
You know, that would be supremely amazing and karmic, but here's the thing. This kids are the sons of millionares, and can and will buy their way out of every situation. Meanwhile, I barely have the brains for state college, and will probably be some construction worker for the rest of my life, or a wagecuck. And that assuming i do not kill myself before im 30.

>>733231383
Those are some ugly bitches in that picture. I can see why you hate your school

>>733232032
Yeah, but I'm the quiet type with nothing of my own to share. Just feel depressed. Like to try to listen to others and offer advice where I can in an attempt to feel like I'm not dead.

>>733232231
Sure are. The women in that picture also bullied me a bit. But it was not conventional bullying. It was a twisted version of the silent game. Essentially, they just pretended like a didn't exist. And the majority of teachers actively loathed my existence. That's probably due to the fact that i did not give a shit in school.

>>733232084
Yeah it doesn't seem easy. Friend will need to find fent I suppose

>>733232152
If you are the judge, who else could they bribe? And you could declare mistrials, tampering, and have the parents arrested for more karma. As for college, you can always keep studying and trying until you make it through.

>>733232483
Also, don't an hero. Then they win.

>>733232452
For example, one of the "games" that i involuntarily played was called "Harold" made up by, you guessed it, zach. The game went like this. Everybody was normal, except Harold. If you were harold for the day, nobody would talk to you or pretend like you exist. If you tried, people would pretend you are a monster, and actively run away, or laugh. Take a Guess who was always Harold

>>733232648
I can't believe you didn't show up one day with a reason for them to play "Harold" hidden under your coat.

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>>733232245
Whatever man , it is what it is. I'm just trying to fall asleep because I work in the morning. I hate the period before bed because it gives me time to think of how little I really have to live for. I can't believe I'm thinking of being an hero again

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Girlfriend split with me two weeks ago. Best relationship I ever had and lasted for 3 years.

Now that its over dont know what to do with myself and back at my parents place basement. I make decent amounts but I just cant give a fuck to look for my own place right now.

Considered suicide multiple times but talk myself out of it, hoping really hard to get back together with her for better or worse.

>>733232648
I could share more stories if anyone wants to listen.

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>>733232861
Just gonna bump with feels

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>>733232999

>>733232999
Thanks anon and Nice trips.

>>733232861
damn dude. I could almost feel your pain. Hang in there and start working out, it helps with everything and has zero downsides

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>>733233109

>>733232857
You've already made it past all that, what good would it do to an hero now? Also, why are you working on a Sunday? Isn't that the Jewish sabbath day or holy day or whatever like Christians?

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>>733233109
that's gay af anon

>>733233285
Nope, thats saturday. And I am not religious.

>>733233285
I'm not op and im thinking of an hero because I don't like my life and don't have anything to keep going for except keeping family happy.

>>733232861
Bro, I've been there, and it sucks. But you gotta move on. It's the only thing that's gonna make the hurt stop. I was in a relationship for almost 5 years. Thought I was gonna marry the girl. When she left..... God I was miserable. I can't even describe how bad that felt. I was a hermit for 3 1/2 years after that. 2 of them missing her. Finally decided fuck her, fuck women. I'm gonna live for me and me alone. I do only what I want to do, when I want to do it (outside of work). Only what I thought would make me happy. Nothing else. Lived like that for a year and a half before I noticed a girl at most of my frequent haunts. Made a joke about her following me. Over time, stated talking and hanging out. Now dating for a year. Couldn't be happier.

>>733232919
Im listening.