Secrets thread Molestation and/or rape edition. I fingered

Hard dick

Feminism

>>732671083
fucking normie

Bumping with sjw triggers

Only two genders

>>732671274
Why do you call me a normie?
Bitch I've been here since cracky

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>>732671083
2/10

>>732671343
>calling him bitch instead of faggot
>newfag confirmed

I bet I have some stories you btards will love, keep it bumped, I'm writing.

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>>732671374
Alright fine, I confess...

I'll make the story more /b/ relatable

My cousin, who happened to be a trap with a fempenis, once fingered me in the back seat of mom'scar. She was too busy admiring the superiority of black penis pharaoh who was sitting the passenger seat.

We went to my cousins place where we played only Morrowind because fuck you normies, and we watched buzzfedd and interracial couples on YouTube as we took turns fucking his loli sister in the mouth

His dad burst in at midnight drunk and admitted he had shot a man in Reno just to watch him have a prostate orgasm.

We took this as a signal to start buttfucking each other as YouTube randomly shifted to leafy videos and keemstar

Fml

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>>732671083
>the new kid at FBI central

>>732672188
Kek

>>732672004
Should forewarn, lots of gay shit before the good stuff...Had weird childhood.


First sexual experience at like 8. am dude, didn't realize what was going on, I just didn't like it. Guy put covers over us and said we were reproducing. He was ass fucking me while I sort of wondered what the fuck was going on.

That ended up getting me into anal play, as I grew up used mom's vibrators. One day, I was really horny, and when I went to ease it in, I sat fully on a 10 inch vibrator. I fucking loved it. Step dad eventually caught me, him and my mom were on the outs, he blackmailed me. Every day pretty much he'd make me blow him or he'd fuck me. I remember liking and hating it at the same time.

When I was a bit older, my younger sisters friend wanted to play my game, so she goes in my room, my sister is playing with her other friends. As we are playing the game, she is barefoot, and her ass crack is hanging out. So I cover up in my bed and start jerking off. I think she knew what I was doing, because after I finished she left the room - like immediately after. I must have been breathing heavy or something.

Started really getting into voyeur type shit, like when my sister and her friends were asleep, I'd turn on a light in a different room so I could see, then jerk off next to them. One night went too far, and one woke up as I was grabbing her ass, she knew exactly what I was doing, freaked out, every other girl there woke up. Just got out of the room before they really woke up and I heard them telling her nobody was there. lol.

>>732672088
Just stop.

When I was nine I had a friend who was ten we always hung out at his house played games nothing out of the ordinary he only lived two houses down from me . Well one day my mom took me to get a hair cut and we went out to the mall and got lunch , nice day . When I got back home I went over to his house to do what we normally did , I went to the front knocked on the door no answer so I remembered the back door didn't lock so I ran around back like I said it was unlocked so I kept in because I heard him so the asshole I am I was going to scare him , but what I came in to see was him and his cousin who was 17 sucking him off , I stood there in shock and they both jumped up and said they was playing a game , and asked if I wanted to play I said no but I was curious so I asked to watch so they proceeded this time doing 69 10 mins in his cousin asks me to come here . I said no then I finally went over there as I did he pulled me closer and pulled my shorts and underwear down and started to suck me off I jumped at first but it felt good and I got so hard it started to hurt so he lays me down beside my friend and asked if I knew what sex was I said no he said do you want to lose your virginity it's part of the game so I said yes , the then told me to put my finger in my friends butt I said eww no so he put his in their and my friend was into it then he told me to put my dick in my friends ass which felt so good and I finished but to nut I was 9 I continued to fuck my friend until we were 12 and I moved to Carolina , but I never been fucked by him but I did get molested by a family friend

I'm going to kill myself in a while. I'm going to have to wait till my parents are both dead. But only if I can't figure out a good way to do it. By good I mean people will think it was an unavoidable accident

I was a very cute kid

I mean Jesus Christ how fuckable can you be cute.
Anyway, there was this kid in my school, he was fifth or sixth grade.

Him and I played a lot, I was in second grade, he once took me to this apartment building basement where nobody lived and fingered and fucked my asshole, this became the after school special.

At one point he took me to his home once (with my parents consent) and he locked me in their bathroom where he took a vial of weird purple and white swirly substances and put it on the washing machine as he fucked my ass
I was on all fours getting my asshole fucked watching that vial

I asked him what it was, he said it is "djinn"
As in fucking demon spirits
Anyway, this kid eventually stopped talking to me.

The weird part is, years later when I was in sixth grade I met another boy/best friend who loved to stay up late and watch porn. And get this, he fucking spoke to "spirits"

He convinced me to take his dick in mouth and ass

I stopped doing gay shit with other boys till teens, when my best friend and I experimented jerking each other off but it didn't go any further

I do assplay sometimes, but currently I am living with gf so I'm living a straight life


No idea what my sexuality is, pretty much everything turns me on, gays, traps, women, orgies, all races, even sometimes I fap to dogs fucking women.

I am scared as to what the spirit connection meant

>>732673310
There is a better decision

Break rules, go nomad on society.

That's my plan, just get a bunch of supplies and go to the woods

>>732672024
tucked her in bed.......fucked her in bed

>>732673544
They'll still believe that i'm dead. It has to be set up in a way where I'm either dead by accident or send them contacts so that they think I live somewhere else.

My dad molested me until I was 7.

Went into foster care.

Foster parents molested me until I was 15.

FML

>>732674066
Leave a note, say got new government job, sorry for no notice, but you start immediately.

Go into woods, find place that seems isolated, kill yourself there.

>>732674066
Why do you care about what happened after you are gone?

You would be gone, with no memory, or influence over this world.

You wouldn't feel guilt, or even know about what they are thinking.

What does it matter to a suicidal what others think?

Also why do you feel so pressured to end it?
Can you stop being a dramatic faggot and realise that life isn't about you?
Why do you even want to do it?

>>732672024
Very sure she remembers and just act like she has no idea about that night

My teacher fingered me and tried to fuck me when I was in 8th grade. He was 37, had a wife and kids.

>>732671083
Our neighbours had a girl who turned out to be mega raped for a year
She used find my house as a safe haven to run to, I used to give her ice cream and other snacks
She came once and hid behind our porch holding a small plastic shovel and a belt
I asked her "what are you doing Emily?"
She screamed "No...you can't hit me anymore" and tried to bury the man's belt.

I took her inside and went to check on neighbour, he was dead in his bed, he had a kitchen knife shoved in his eye. There was blood everywhere

I called police, she was Putin foster home

Eventually she came to visit me, sweet little Emily at age 19, we fucked for days, smoked weed and fucked

Come Monday she packed her shit and vanished.

She told me horrible stories

>>732674571
Oh shut up you victim whoring spaz, you loved it

>>732674479
Doubtful

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>>732674642
>she was Putin foster home
Oh my god that took me way off guard

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>>732671083
>be me
>be 4
>have little sister
>is still a baby
>get a randon errection look at sister
>try to put my little dick in her
>mom sees me and screms at me
>dad comes home we talk
>tell them i saw them play "hide and seek"
>never talk about it again

i hope my sister doesnt remeber anything form that night or perhaps she does and thats the reason for our fucked relationship

>>732671083
In North Russia, there is a village where pedophilia is as normal as crossing the street.

I lived there for about 4 years.

>>732674642
Putin....

>>732674318
I've seen what it can do to the people left behind. I don't want to hurt them anymore then I have. I've already fucked things up

I actually spent a few years going to chat rooms and talking at risk people out of it
it helped me deal with a lot

Oh...I was constantly assaulted as a kid and was basically raped and beaten up
every sexual encounter I've had since then has been someonev repositioning me and me putting my penis in them till they were happy or sore
I feven tally became the creepy bad touch uncle and now u realize that i'm like the uncle who raped me..except I can't force anyone to do anything or hit anyone..
so yeah time to die

At work, I send emails to people I haven't talked to. I'm only supposed to send emails as part of a live convo.

I do this to pad my email send rate, which is tracked. But they can't easily track which emails are sent when. Or I should say nobody has the time to do such in-depth research.

>>732674928
What the fuck? What is the village called?

>>732675675
Get a job involving physical activity, It cleared my mind
It can clear yours

Tabbanulfer.

Mixturemeat McBanjohats

>>732675853
Radonxbanya. It's up North of the mountains. You have to get there by train.

>>732676120
Tell the damn stories then...

>>732676166
Not much to tell,
People fuck kids there like crazy
It's cold, it's snowy, it's wintery, and behind closed doors in those farmhouses are a whole bunch of loli pussies being stretches

>>732675907
Know any physical jobs with a high potential for death?
Lolololol
but seriously know any off hand that are brutally tough and require some ok be to be alone?

>>732673492
Fucking spirits man how do they work

>>732676330
Rephrase your question and I promise I'll help you with a good answer

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> be travel photographer
> travel to an undisclosed country
> you know what kind
> be in the right kind of area for this
> approached by mama san
> offered virgin for a few hundred
> a little haggling.. get a prepubescent
> have her all day
> mfw it's a two week vacation

It's the most money some of these families will see in their lives.
I'm doing a service distributing wealth.

>>732676465
Do you know of any that are physically strenuous and demands solitude?
I'm thinking about dealing low level drugs like weed and shrooms.

>>732676510
More in depth greentext plz

>>732674318
(Not the same person you were talking to, but I can relate)
A few years ago I was planning my suicide, and two months before I was going to do it, my brother did it. After seeing first hand how my family and the community reacted, I decided that I had to wait until at least my parents were gone.

I'm still planning my suicide, but even though I don't believe in an afterlife, I understand that others will have to live with my decision and suffer after I'm gone. I could give a fuck about everyone else, just can't put my mom and dad through that a second time.

i come to study Mechanical Engineering at American university. i am here little time and i am very hard stress. i am gay also and this very difficult for me, i am very religion person. i never act to be gay with other men before. but after i am in america 6 weeks i am my friend together he is gay also. He was show me American video game and then we are kiss.
We sex together. I never before now am tell my mother about gay because i am very shame. As i fuck this American boy it is very good to me but also i am feel so guilty. I feel extreme guilty as I begin orgasm. I feel so guilty that I pick up my telephone and call Mother in Russia. I awaken her. It too late for stopping so I am cumming sex. I am very upset and guilty and crying, so I yell her, “I AM CUM FROM SEX” (in Russia). She say what? I say “I AM CUM FROM SEX” and she say you boy, do not marry American girl, and I say “NO I AM CUM FROM SEX WITH MAN, I AM IN ASS, I CUM IN ASS” and my mother very angry me. She not get scared though.
I hang up phone and am very embarrass. My friend also he is very embarrass. I am guilt and feel very stupid. I wonder, why do I gay with man? But I continue because when it spurt it feel very good in American ass.

When I was 16 I fingered a 9yo girl in a movie theater. She tried to get me to stop at first but then opened her legs and let me finger her for the entire movie

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>>732671083
;)

>>732674318
>What does it matter to a suicidal what others think?
It won't once I'm dead. I'm just waiting until I hate my life enough to buy a shotgun and blow my brains out. Don't give a shit once I'm dead, but I don't want to make them deal with another failure.


>Also why do you feel so pressured to end it?
I don't, to be honest. Just seems like a logical conclusion. I don't like my life, and I'm unwilling to even try to change it. I'm currently equally as apathetic about positive change as I am about suicide.
>Can you stop being a dramatic faggot and realise that life isn't about you?
Reality is subjective, anon. Life is ALWAYS about you, even when you say it isn't. That's just YOU deciding what it should be.
>Why do you even want to do it?
Because I don't like my life and I'm unwilling to try to change for the positive/would rather be dead than happy.

>>732677862
Don't kill yourself. Please.

>>732676764
Well I worked in a factory before, and in farmlands
As strenuous as they come

You'll build mad muscle though, maybe even get out of your depression once your body pumps testosterone and adrenaline

Seriously bro, start exercising or strenuous job, your suicidal tendencies are due to inactivity.

>>732678048
Not anytime soon. Like I said. Apathy.

>>732677309
If you love them so much you would carry their name in pride
You would continue the cycle

Why would anyone want suicide when life is so full of fun things to do
I sincerely don't get it

>>732677374
Иди нa хyй лoл

>>732677378
You fingered her for almost two hours?
Jesus man your arms must be strong

I'm a burger flippin wagecuck. I work with all chicks at my job.

1 of them is a total cunt that I would fuck though and since she's such a bitch I decided to start messing with her.

I would get one of our little 2 oz cups and before going into work I would jizz in it. Every morning before we open she gets a coffee and when she was in the back I would put my jizz in her coffee. She would drink it up sometimes get refills and that would be it. I would do this 1-3 times a week depending on circumstances. I did this for about 2 months every week but stopped cause one time it got too close. I put in so much jizz that it floated to the top and I was watching her in secret as she was about to drink it and she noticed something was wrong. Thankfully she threw it away and just got another coffee. I thought that was too close and would stop that from now on.

This second part is even better.

cont.

>>732677862
What's wrong with being happy?

>>732678463
So one day I over heard her talking about how she's been texting some guy (she's married). She went on to everyone about how her husband didn't give her attention anymore, I assume no sex, and how she loved her husband and he provided for her and their son but wanted more, she was basically saying she was gonna cheat but hoping she didn't get caught because she had too much to lose, aka husband paying for everything.

Well I get her phone number, they are all available to anyone for some reason, and I get a burner number and text her in a way that lets me talk to her husband and tell him to check her phone for texts from some guy, I also do this on their facebook, they had one of those shared facebooks like all retarded couples.

Next day at work she's furious that her husband found out and is wondering which one of our coworkers could have let it out and she's saying she wasted all her time with her husband now because she doesn't care about him anymore after fighting with him and that she's going to lose the house and car because again he pays for everything and it's all in her name kek, soon after she stops talking about the guy she was texting, which I later found out was an ex boyfriend of hers.

cont.

>>732678539
BUT I don't stop there, after the break up they deactivated that facebook I mentioned earlier and the husband made a new one but she had an old one that she made the year before, probably when she started cheating, and I reveal this to the husband on his new facebook. Afterwards I make a copy of her account and friend request one of our coworkers who knows all the details about her cheating and pretend to be the cheating coworker and manipulate the conversation in a way that makes her reveal all the info she knew about the cheating wife. I screencap the convos and through her old deactivated facebook I found all of our coworkers and her family and friends and messaged all of them the conversation basically revealing and giving proof of her cheating.

The cheating wife comes into work the next week and talks with one of our other coworkers and I overhear them talking, even though they try to whisper, and they all think the one that revealed everything is the coworker I friend requested earlier so no one even suspects me, I even messaged myself all the stuff to make it seem like they targeted all the coworkers and family.. So that coworker is taking all the blame and I trashed their friendship. I broke up a family but honestly I did the guy a favor she's a terrible ass person that I'm any better.

>>732678474
You have to TRY. You can't just BE happy, you have to think things that are happy, do things that make you happy, etc.

Now, sure, that doesn't sound too bad for an average person.
But for someone with Major Depressive disorder, they literally have to change their brain's default "habit" in order to achieve that. Literally re-writing something that has been at the core of your being for however long.

That isn't easy to do. And on top of that, how could they imagine the payoff to be worth the effort, if they've never been that happy?

>>732678269
Things aren't fun to everyone. I'm married, do shit with my wife and friends and family all the time; from the outside everything's pretty idyllic. But I don't enjoy it. Nothing is bad, my life isn't fucked up at all, I've just been bored since I was 8. I've never enjoyed anything. Just don't see the point.

Don't really have any reason to die, but I also don't really have any reason to live. I'm ready for it to be over, just need to wait for my parents to die naturally, because they were both close to suicide after my brother's. I love and respect them enough to not force my burden onto them.

>>732677862
Ignore >>732678048. Do it and stream it faggot.

>>732679051
Hey, get me a shotgun and you have a deal.

>>732678600
Some aftermath I forgot to include.

They still live together in the house. She's apperantly trying to convince him to stay with her but I've messaged the husband and he said he's going to divorce her.

A lot of her family and friends messaged me back on Facebook too, all angry, blaming me for breaking them up, all of them supporting her point of view because apperantly she blamed everything on him to her family. You could tell she was frustrated sexually from a mile away and that marriage was gonna end badly, I just humiliated her while doing it for her.

>>732678269
>Why would anyone want suicide when life is so full of fun things to do
You don't understand. Apathy, losing the joy in things you once found fun, lack of desire to do things is one of the early symptoms of Major Depressive. You see fun, they see "why bother?"

>I sincerely don't get it
That's a GOOD thing, anon. You SHOULDN'T be ABLE to get it, unless you'd I been as low as anyone who has.

>>732672088
0/10
Also you are not english native, which makes it worse

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>>732676844
Dubs demands cont.

> get taken to a suburb area
> that's the biggest risk
> let them know that I will be repeat customer so they don't rob me
> only bring enough for each visit
> get to this home with a small family
> mama san translates
> she has sold a couple of the girls virginities before
> youngest is just getting past 10yrs
> tells them I'll pay double and be gentle
> they seem to be thinking about it
> after a few minutes they agree
> but mama san has to be in the room or close to make sure she isn't hurt
> we take the girl with us to another home in the village
> It's not a very big place
> mama san puts "fresh" sheets on the only bed
> says what I assume are encouraging words to the girl
> then tells me she'll be just outside the door after I paid of course
> now we're alone
> she's so tiny, mocha skin, long black hair
> she flinches when I touch her for the first time
> just on the hip until she calms down
> then I start feeling her body with clothes on
> I want her used to being touched
> I start sliding my hands under her clothing as if it were any other woman
> her breathing is changing, not sure if panic or excitement
> either way she has been told to go along with it
> she was only wearing shorts and a tank top
> the top came off easily, then I motioned for the shorts to come off

Cont?

>>732680028
> Cont?
duh

>>732680445
>>732680028

> fairly plain off white panties
> holding her hips again I sit her on the bed
> start rubbing her, and kissing the supple skin
> her nervousness seems to give way to the sensation
> sucking her buds while I rub through those little panties
> surprisingly as her breathing becomes quicker there's noticeable heat coming from her pussy
> I lick my own finger and sliding the fabric aside I start stroking her directly
> after some minutes of this I decide to taste
> she keeps trying to watch what I'm up to between leg twitches
> so I take a moment to prop her up with a pillow
> you've not lived until you've seen the wide eyes of a young girl face the first time she cums
> I'm not entirly sure if she did.. but she sure started to react and that's what I choose to believe
> she's laying half melted into the pillow
> I stand up off the bed, and she moves to get up
> I motion for her to stay and relax with a smile
> I calmly take my pants off
> she's looking, and that look of apprehension is returning
> I get back into my previous position
> kissing and caressing from between her legs
> I work my way back up to her chest and then I kiss her for the first time
> her lips are soft as everything is
> children are sloppy kissers though so that's enough
> bracing myself with one hand I reach down and start rubbing my cock against her
> much like when we began
> while I had been savouring her she had managed to take one gentle finger
> I knew she had a little hymen left at the bottom of her opening though
> I wet my hand with saliva and coated my tip
> and again for her fresh slit
> after a few moments of rubbing and nudging the opening..
> I started to press inward

> gently pressing in until there's resistance
> she's holding my forearms and squeezes with every light thrust
> alternating between looking at me and away
> her legs are instinctively lowering when it's uncomfortable
> after a few times raising them back up I decide

>>732680817

> now is the time for the first thrust past her gate
> I start pressing, she starts squeezing
> and then I give a quick shallow thrust
> the sensationof such a tight hole passing the ridge of my cock
> I almost came and had to stop moving
> if I had tried to withdraw I'm sure all of my seed would spill out
> her mouth is open and the only sound she made mas a halting gasp
> her eyes are glazed from tears wellling up though
> it couldn't have been all that comfortable
> she was only 10 after all
> we lay there for a while before resuming


> once I had some more control of my nerves I tried moving
> it took her a bit to realize that being tense made it more uncomfortable
> quite the contrast to adult women whe try to squeeze tight
> this little girl was trying not to squeeze reflexively so the discomfort would pass
> my strokes were slow and not very deep
> the few times I pressed further I could feel her cervix
> looking down only half my cock could fit without her becoming panicked
> not long after I decided this was more than worth the money
> I would return in a couple days..
> with that choice I wanted to cum
> I wrapped my arms around her and edged for as long as I could
> it wasn't very long
> her spastic clenching knocked me clear over the line

>>732680879

> I briefly didn't care about her discomfort while I came
> I thrust deeply and could feel my cock displacing her cervix as I struck the back of her vagina
> I could feel the vibration from the pressure of my squirting in my hips
> she was protesting and upset but it was too late
> I had what I came for
> mama san knocked and I think she asked if all was well
> this little girl sniffled what seemed to be a yes
> I remained inside of her while my cock deflated
> after a few minutes I pulled out
> the sight of her bald light brown pussy oozing my cum was burned into my mind
> I pressed on her tummy like a pelvic exam and more came out
> I wiped myself on the sheets and called in mama san
> "I'll be back in two days if they agree, 2/3rd price.. She's no longer a virgin."
> a lite kiss on the girls forehead and I left

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>>732680028
>>732680817
>>732680879
>>732680939
Webm related is a hint of where this was.

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>>732678802
This

>>732678463
That you, Chris?

>>732681186
continue the next day story?

When I was in high school, a six year old girl I babysat used to sit on my stomach and watch me jack off.

>>732682612
story? cut to the good stuff

>>732678412
He didn't say he armed her.

>>732678412
ive done this, although not for two hours, it's not the arms that would be strong it's the fingers and wrist

>>732682584
sure

>>732682612

> be me, 14ish
> puberty hit me hard, always horny
> job babysitting loli after school
> don't see her as little girl, just as girl
> be risky, whipping it out behind her when she's watching tv
> or be playing under covers innocently
> but hard, and so pull it out in the dark and rub it on her
> one day I think I'm alone for a bit
> start jacking
> she walks in
> ohfuck
> "what're you doing to your peepee anon"
> I lie to her "when it gets hard like this I have to rub it to make it soft again"
> keep rubbing
> she says "so that's why it was out sometimes when we played"
> oshit
> I ask if she wants to watch
> she does
> she sits on my legs starting at me jacking
> asks questions, I don't remember
> asks to touch
> I let her
> warn her about cum
> she watches fascinated

Becomes our daily routine. I would lay on the couch, she would get on my stomach and undo my pants and ask "is it hard today, do you need help?". It always was and I always did.

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>>732682941
Naw

>>732682660
oops this was for you. >>732683518

>>732683518
thats awesome. did she help with the cleanup?

>>732683788
If you're asking if she ever ate my cum, no. It never went much farther than her touching and watching. More than enough for teenage me.

>>732683963
damn son, you're lucky she didn't mention any of this shit to her parents.

>>732684131

To this day I don't know how it was she never mentioned it. We said it was a secret, but kids that young usually fucking suck at secrets. I got lucky as fuck.

>>732672051
I would take full advantage of this situation

When I was 8 I made friends with the retarded girl who lived in my trailer park. I was her only friend no one liked her but I felt bad for her and did enjoy her company. Things changed tho when we turned 12. I had discovered a long time ago I could get her to do anything I wanted if I threatened to not be freinds with her. That's all it ever took from 8 on up. Well at 12 I had been jacking it for a year and was dreaming of more. She also had proper boobs at that time c cups. I was real horny one day an decided to see how far I could take things. She let me feel her boobs. Touch her pussy and jerked me off that day. All it took was the same threat. I convinced her freinds did this when they got our age. I was her only friend she nothing to compare to or reason to think I would lie to her. Soon she just did what I asked. I almost never had to threaten to not be her friend. She was my first everything and I tried as much as my young brain could think of. From 12-19 she was an on demand source of sex for me, I would still fuck her when I had girlfriends because I had complete control over her it was intoxicating. After I left for a four year college I stopped having sex with her but guilt made me keep in contact with her. I'm freinds with her to this day and I tried apologizing to her once many years ago but she didn't understand what I was trying to apologize for. She didn't think I did anything wrong. She told me I have always been her best friend. And that she loved me. That hurt. and after awhile I realized she just wasn't going to understand. Every now and again we have sex. I'm married and my wife knows about our past although I told a slightly different story but she doesn't know we still have sex. I never initiate the sex but she will ask me if we can every now and then and I don't feel I have the right to tell her no.

>Be me, 12
>Everyone in the school horny
>Go to school bus because they were taking us to a museum
>There are two buses, one for each gende
>Boys at the back of the bus
>Everyone starts masturbating
>I get a boner
>I start faping (To this day, still heterosexual)
>Someone rats
>Week after everyone in school knows some guys fapped
>Crush finds out
>Happy ending because all the girls didn't mind

>>732684770
This is a shitty story, anon.

>>732678802

I've never understood this logic. What is so hard about trying? You already know you're going to die, you might as well try living your life in some way, shape or form.

Maybe you're right from your point of view, that if life is only pain then might as well end it. But I feel like there's plenty of redeeming qualities to being alive and just in general a ton of really interesting things to do and experience.

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I worked with this cute high school girl, she was sick one day and blowing her nose a lot. When no one was looking I took her snotty tissues out of the trash and when to the bathroom and jacked off with them. Can't say I'm proud of this, but damn it felt good.

>>732684736
That's fucked up anon but If you treat her nicely and look out for her now I guess she wasn't completely wrong. Maybe give her a kitten or something for company.

>>732685344
Then you have never been depressed. When you are that low, every direction looks like pure hell. Even trying stuff like that doesn't seem like it will do anything so why try?

It's kind of hard to explain but people who have been that low will understand.

>>732685505
We are mid thirties now. She has a partime job and her own place. She's doing well for herself. She's allergic to dogs and cats so that's out. but I just try to be the friend she deserves now, that's really all I can do now.

I once molested a playboy magazine back in 1979 but then I felt bad after I found out hustler was so much nastier.

>>732685917
That and throw her a pity dicking once in a while.

>>732673310
Don't kill yourself. Even if they're dead in their graves they'll be ashamed. If you continue to live you grow stronger.

>>732685917
You said she's retarded but what exactly is her issue?

>>732686098
It's not out of pity but we do have sex when she asks me for it. Like I said since I technically raped her for years I don't feel I can't tell her no even tho I'm married. So when she asks I give her what she wants.

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>>732686338
Does the extra trailer park tard drool help with bj's?
Got a pick of her fivehead and Mongoloid eyes?

>>732686866
She looks normal except for her hearing aids. If you saw her you'd just think she was just hearing impaired until you sat down and talked to her.

>>732687137
Awe shiet... I've seen deaf porn.
That's hilarious!

>>732674928
Were you born into the village or where you a "seeker"? Why is pedophilia accepted in the vilage? What is the ethnicity of the vilagers?

>>732687137
What's rhe most depraved thing she has done for you?

>>732687257
Yea the noises she makes are ridiculous. Once had the cops called on us by her neighbor who thought I was hurting her. It didn't start out funny at all but when the cops left they were struggling to hold in their laughter.

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fingered her pussy and ass in her sleep, sometimes I licked them too

>>732671083
Went camping at around the age of 14ish friend is small Blonde like 5'3 Twink runner I had never done anything gay but I considered myself bi cause I liked to occasionally watch gay porn and shit so my friend and me are chilling in the tent in are sleep bags cause it was cold and we were talking about how cold it was and he said something along the lines of your cold cause you have a small dick typical childish jokes and shit and eventually I challenged him and basically told him that I was bigger than him etc and he said prove it and I was really thrown off by it and didn't know how to respond and he kept laughing and kept saying I had a small dick and eventually I like pushed the sleeping bag out to like make it look like I was hard which I wasn't so he put his hand on the outside of my sleeping bag and that made me hard cause I knew he wanted it so he asked me if I was actually hard and I said no but I started to get somewhat hard and he reached into my sleeping bag and felt around the outside of my jeans which made me super hard and he knew it so I told him I was hard and wiped out my dick and started to like jerk off a little and he noticed and reached his hand into my sleeping bag and jerk me off then I unzipped my bag and he started to blow me and that was my first sexual experience at the time so I kinda hated myself for a while and thought about killing myself but me and him messed around a few more times once in the shower he blew me and I grabbed his head and face fucked him and cummed down his throat keep in mind I was like 6 inches Erect at the time hopefully I'll be seeing him in a few days so here's to hoping we have some fun

>>732685917
Oh. That's too bad. Maybe a guinea pig? Sounds like you're doing the best you can tho so good luck with that.

>>732676323
are there even children there? Does not russia have a low birth rate? Is the vilage different? Is the pedophilia some communist ritual?

>>732676510
>undisclosed country
???? disclose it

Closest thing to molestation ive done is help bathe/shower with my younger sisters when we were growing up. I never had any desire to do anything bad/sexual with them but it's difficult not to get hard when youre that close to a cute naked girl and touching them all over, especially their pussies.

Need to post my copy pasta of the story of rubbing my cum up into the vagina of a 11/10 named Leslie Henck when she was passed out after a rave 6 or 7 years ago

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the first blowjob she ever gave was after she got too drunk to fight back I forced my cock balls deep down her throat and I used her until I came three times

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