I have a kind of serious question. I don't want to go to

>>732207006
>Is anyone familiar with mental disorders?
somewhat, What is bothering you anon?

>>732207006
are you seeing or hearing things while wide awake

>>732207704
wait is this bad?

>>732207006
Yes.
Elaborate, give me all the details and be sure you clearly ask a question

>>732207006
Go on.

>>732207779
if those voices are inside your head then yes

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>>732207006
This is 4chan, everyone here has some kind of mental disorder.

No OP wanting to suck a dick doesn't make you insane, just makes you a faggot.

>>732207546
So, I'm going to just explain it to you, and if it sounds like anything you know of, please let me know.

So, there's an entity the seems to supercede me in power in my head. Let's name him Jacob for the purpose of an explanation. Jacob makes, "me's" for every person he meets. He makes them almost perfectly without fail. So, at all times not only can I hear my internal monologue, but his, and the voices of the hundreds of other "me's" he's made in our life. Music helps drown them out for some reason. Jacob can also like, switch to the front and control the body too whenever he wants. But he doesn't pretend to care about anyone. He seems almost psychopathic in his apathy for everything else but again he isn't me.

>>732207006
That's a ridiculously vague question. Like asking if there are anons familiar with possible sources of pain. You're gonna have to be a lot more specific.

>>732207898
Good one.

Therapist here. List your symptoms.

>>732207898
I'd take his advice OP, he sounds experienced.

>>732207946

Ur fucked lol

Schizophrenia sounds likely

>>732207946
do you have blackouts/slots of time missing/etc?

>>732207865
Well I been seeing a lot of stuff recently. I just see random, people and get extremely paranoid at night.

>>732208086
Yes. We wake up separately so people will talk about things I don't remember frequently.

>>732207946
You have multiple personalities. The best treatment is heavy consumption of psychedelic and dissociative drugs. Have fun with that.

>>732207946

It's DID. Dissociative Identity Disorder.

For more, check the psychological issues thread on /r9k/. It's up every day. Someone there has it too.

>>732208101
shitty past?

>>732207878
Holy shit alice makes me diamonds instantly.

>>732208172
I took over three thousand micrograms of lsd it didn't change anything.

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>>732207946
You're possessed nigg, you need an old priest and a young priest yo, e nomine patri et fili spiritus sancti!

>>732208174
Thank you.

sounds like multi-personality dis-order, seriously get some help before you hurt yourself, since its been going on for awhile i doubt your any danger to anyone but yourself.

if it gets worse as in more personalitys forming and splitting and such then deffinitly seek psychiatric help immediately

>>732207006
Doc and oldfag here, back when /b/ was good,

Two questions:

Question 1: Do you have thoughts of hurting or killing yourself? If yes do you have a plan or do you have guns in the home? If also yes: call 911 (if amerifag)

Question 2:

Do you see things or hear things that other people say aren't there?

If yes, then you should contact your PCP/GP and schedule an appointment. If the voices or the image/demigod/monster/angel of hellfire in your room that wont stop staring at you tells you to hurt or kill yourself, call 911.

Good luck OP! Youre still a bundle of sticks, but youre OUR bundle of sticks

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>>732208259
You and me both homie

There is no such thing as a mental disorder.

The phrase "mental disorder" implies that there exists a universal standard for the mind: an ideal to which all other minds should be compared.

Such implication commits the Reification fallacy, where an abstraction (abstract belief or hypothetical construct) is treated as if it were a concrete real event or physical entity.

>>732208317

Welcome. Also check complex ptsd. They often go together.

>>732208276
Then start taking real doses. None of this pussy shit. If some is good more will be better, make that a central philosophy in your chemical consumption habits. Balls to the wall nigga.

>>732208335
See that's the problem though. There are other problems that I have if that's what you wanna call them. Therapists also make it worse. I learn how people work better in there. I'm too smart for them I see exactly where they're going with it and I respond accordingly. I've been to about five throughout my life.

>>732208422

American education.

>>732208338
Who doesn't think about killing themselves every once in a while?

>>732207006
Yes, but it's very difficult to diagnose, especially online, and a bad idea to self-diagnose or self-medicate.

A diagnosis isn't the end of the world, mate. What are you thinking it would mess up?

>>732208459
I like you.

>>732208638
Military

psychology is not a science it's a pseudo science. We know very little about how the brain works despite what they tell you. Most of it is just guesswork and hoping for the best using therapy and psychoactive drugs. I've been depressed my entire life and nothing has ever really taken it away. There is no magic solution. You just have to try everything and hope something sticks.

>>732207946
Sounds like made-up BS to me. If it's legit, put on your big girl panties and go get psychiatric help. It's not scary, it's not a big deal, you're just going for a chat with someone that wants to help you, nigga.

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>>732208517
What about it?

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>>732208422
I'm not OP, but I can't sleep because I hear foot steps, breathing in my ear, or my name being called from a distance every time I'm about to fall a sleep. I also have to sleep next to the front door to defend my home. I've had a girlfriend for 11 years, but I need to sleep in the living room to be close to the front door. I get up several times a night to check the doors. Is that normal?

>>732208852
I fucking wish it was made up nigga. Did you not see what I said? Chatting with someone who wants to help literally does nothing other than help Jacob make better me's.

Dude, you need an exorcism, not psychology

Not OP - But I will post my problem here anyhow

I work in a supply yard, dealing with niggers buying shit for landscaping etc..

Quite often, I will be walking past their vehicles and I will be watching myself pick up a rock and smash in their windows, crack it over their head, slam their head in the door etc...

Then, in a split second I will be fine again, this literally happens for like half a second in real time but it feels like minutes in my head.

> I dont hear voices or anything though

I think its just repressed anger because half of the customers are lying black bastards - not saying blacks are bad, but just the lying black bastards (coconuts and Indians mostly)

>>732208911
Checked, and fucking kek.

>>732207704
Hey, I'm that first poster (that wasn't op) and I have heard such things several times.

I heard people talking in a different language. (sounded like a debate with people of both genders)

Once again in a different language I heard somebody singing. This was a serene beautiful song sung by a female voice.

I woke up once or twice hearing a voice say "wake up" or just saying my name once loudly.

Nobody else was ever around or in the house at the time so I don't know if they were in my head or not. No television or radio was on in the house and nobody was near it outside.

>>732207946
To me that sounds like some mix of dementia and bipolar disorder.

>>732208335
You may be correct.

>>732208517
No that's just some sjw, they don't even count.

>>732208592
Docfag here

Thinking about killing yourself can happen in certain contexts this is "normal".

When you have a specific plan or have access to guns in the home, or a slew of other specific risk factors, epidemiologically speaking your chance of successful an heroing is far higher, its one of the important screening questions when determining risk

Take some LSD. That could be fun.

>>732209053
Thanks for the advice unfortunately all of the local priests are sound asleep

>>732208735
Why would anyone want to be in the military? It's a last resort for fuck ups. Put down the cowadooty.

>>732209126
Is "posting a suicide thred on b" one of those specific risk factors?

>>732209007
Nice try, troll.

>>732208911
>checked
>rekt
>kek'd

>>732209126
I don't have a plan but I'm not opposed to the idea of dying. Does that make sense ?

>>732209234
I'm not a fuck up. I scored a 96 on my asvab. I want to do things people working in a cubicle wish they could do.

>>732209091
Yeah, these sort of intrusive thoughts aren't so bad. Notice them and move on. You don't have to act on them and they don't make you a bad person or whatever. There are some CBT exercises for dealing these thoughts (UTI), but what it really gets down to is mindfulness. Definitely look into CBT if you want to try and handle it on your own.

I get these sort of intrusive thoughts a lot, but mine are generally repulsive, hyper violent, or sexualized, it can be disgusting, but it's not something we can control so much, but we can control how we respond to them.

>>732209313
Fuck off fag

>>732209091
I have also had something similar happen to me before but a little different.

>Sitting in grandparents house on christmas
>all is "calm & well"
>see the halls decorated with the gore of countless people for a split second
>nothing has happened and nobody else seems to have noticed anything
>stay quiet about it.
If I don't "do anything" one way or another I can keep living a healthy "productive" life.

>>732209332
I'm not who you were talking to, but I get it. It's always an option. It's just such a cowardly option. Take a risk first. Like, enjoying sunlight.

>>732209502
Sure you do, bud. Enjoy talking to yourself while you're flipping burgers after you wash out.

>>732209574
It's more than a, life sucks everything's dark there's no purpose kind of thing. I personally believe in reincarnation and also believe that it doesn't always happen on Earth. I just hope I can be somewhere a little more, advanced I guess ?

>>732209574
Sunlight? Are you INSANE? I could get skin cancer. :[

>>732209651
Awfully specific. Is that what happened to you ?

>>732209750
Valid point is valid

>>732209753
No it's just where you'll end up, cupcake. You could say I'm psychic.

>>732209750
and then die because of your decision to go outside... Is that counted as suicide if you die by a side effect of your decision?

>>732209705
Okay, but you have to finish this life. You have to make the most of this shell, or you'll have to fix it later. Also, don't go into the military with issues. They are good at creating issues, but horrible at treating them. Trust me on that.

>>732209896
Why are you so sure ? I'm getting a lot of salty vibes from you

>>732209928
I know I do. I like you. Thank you. We're you in ?

>>732209915
Yes, it most certainly does. You have to be careful out there. It's not safe like inside at the battle station where all we have to worry about is diabetes and ofc low amounts of radiation from electronics.

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>>732208422
Shut up SATAN! The demon is liar. But he mix lies with the truth. The attack is psychological ...and powerful. So DON'T LISTEN!

LALALALALALA

>>732210367
Your battle station doesn't have weights and a treadmill?
What kinda third world setup you got?

>>732210129
I served 9 years in the USMC. I did combat in 3 combat zones, and served in several other combat places I can't talk about. I have mental issues I can't share with my loved ones, but life is good, when you look from a distance. I'm not poor, I'm not alone, my body works, and I can manage my issues.

>>732208996
I'm betting your girlfriend is imaginary, like John Nash's college roommate.

>>732210541
Thank you for your service sounds corny as fuck, but I mean I appreciate it man.

>>732210672
I don't know who John is, but we've been together for like 12 years. She hates that I don't sleep with her, but she knows what I went through. So she deals.

>>732207946
Sounds like you're having thoughts and you named your brain Jacob. Stop being a pussy.

Protip: If you are capable of realizing you're crazy, you're probably not crazy. You're just being a baby. If you're really nervous then talk to a shrink, not fucking 4chan.

>>732210931
Do you also have two primary internal monologues ?

Actually, no. I'm not going to. You're actually kind of retarded aren't you ?

>>732210898
>John Forbes Nash

He was a famous mathematician with schizophrenia. Jesus man, walk out your front door instead of sleeping behind it. Fucking loser.

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>>732209502
>I scored a 96 on my asvab

Don't set the bar too high there champ.

>>732210797
It's cool. I always have problems with anyone thanking me, but this isn't my thread. Thanks.

>>732207006
this is why the Vatican said not to use rubbers...?

>>732211205
I don't even know how to respond to this ? Am I supposed to apologise ? Say afqt instead of asvab ? Oops?

>>732211111
>worried about having a serious mental problem
>asks for help from /b
Yeah I'm the idiot here. Just fuck off. No one cares.

>>732211264
I'm not thanking you for what you did. I'm thanking you for your perspective.

>>732211378
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YplZIZt9Ptc

>>732211482
No one cares except the people that actually helped right ? It's past your bed time.

>>732211264
How about fuck you and your service. Your combat zones were in the mental ward. I got my eye on you.

>>732211529
I'm not clicking that shit nigga

>>732211201
Oh. Like that movie. After serving, I went to college for paramedics, then I transferred to film school. I didn't study mathematicians. I was working full time, while carrying a full time school load. I'm assuming you've done something to make you better than me?

>>732211658
Tell your mom I want my underwear back.

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>>732211111
WITNESSED

>>732211675
Enjoy your time in the military. You definitely belong there.

>>732211658
Come at me bro. How's high school treating you?

>>732211675
Nothing special there, just one of his bits. Perhaps it was at the time.

>>732209126
What kind of faggot does not have access to guns?

UK fags maybe.

>>732211761
OH SHIT

>>732211691
No I have not. I just recommend you grow the fuck up and stop sleeping by the front door. Nobody wants you or your house.

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>>732211111
Quints!!!

>>732208996
anon, we have to tell you...

you're a dog.
but you know who's a good boy? you're a good boy!

>>732211768
Enjoy your time eating ass behind the dumpster at Subway you fucking dick falcon.

>>732211529
>bill hicks
my nigga

childhood socio, but not going back unless court ordered.
If you're seeing shit and getting paranoid then meds are probably worth going to psych for before you end up running around naked and bloody taking people as human shields to help protect yourself from the armed shadowed beings

>>732211899
I already cleaned up the jizz my dude

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>>732211958
U seem upset. Could it be that you've been led astray by a professional liar who's filled your head with "muh honor" bullshit and you can't see the other side of the paradigm?

For example, this is a picture of a young woman

>>732212153
I can see it clearly as fuck bro. Have you considered that I simply don't care ?

>>732207946
ever thought about killing/fighting this jacob or the fake you's?

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>>732211824
I'm not falling for your mental games. This is my white reality. Here's my bitch and the nigger she said is mine.

>>732211864
I guess no one is breaking into your parents basement to find you. I have issues and I am dealing with them. My home is valued at.... I have a job, girlfriend, nice car, good job, but I sleep next to the door. I also live on the water, and have a boat. What would you do to have my life?

>>732212285
I've been alive almost 20 years and the only things that works is leaving each other alone. I've tried everything man. As for the fake me's, they aren't really fake. They're just as real as I am

>>732212374
You're protective. I don't see anything wrong with that

>>732211905
Do you really think you are doing better than I am at life?

>>732212374
If I had your life I would kill myself to death. Sleep tight tho. I'm coming for your waterbed and undersexed gf.

>>732212582
chill, man, that was a joke

>>732212625
You're fat lol

>>732207946
That's dissociative identity disorder. Go see a doctor. They'll know where to get the right help.

>>732208172
There are only a few confirmed cases of multiple personalities. Even Sybil Dorsett is questionable today.

>>732212254
Don't set the bar too high there champ.

>I scored a 96 on my asvab
>I made straight A's in community college

Protip: making a 96 on the asvab is not an indication of intelligence.

>>732212625
We have sex every night, then we retire to different rooms. Maybe if you went through combat and saw how fragile life is, you'd get it. Please stop by. I know you are a young troll, but it would be fun to "deal with you". Give you belly a rub for me.

>>732212948
Thank you, but I can't really go to doctors.

>>732212948
He doesn't need a doctor. DID ain't real.

>>732212449
Few questions about the fake me's. Not a pro, just curious.
You say they're created when you meet people. Are they influenced by those people?
Do they communicate with you? Or with Jacob? Do they have their own unique thoughts
Where do they live in your head? Are they always there?
Do they interact with each other?
Do they have a physical representation in your head or is it abstract
Do they take "your" place sometimes?

>>732213119
What do you think it is ? I'm not like being sarcastic or anything.

>>732212948
>They'll know where to get the right help.
>They'll prescribe the medication they were sold by big pharma at the last convention.

Studies have shown that if you take X, it will do Y.
>we don't have fucking clue why it does Y, nor how Y will effect you long term, but here. Swallow this.

>>732212989
I actually just graduated highschool a semester early. My grades weren't great. I'm not saying I'm intelligent by saying that. I'm saying I have enough academic knowledge to be successful in almost any area. It's not a last resort or anything.

>>732213015
>every night

Then you grab teddy and crawl to the front door where you coo like a dove all night in the fetal position.

>>732212449
the story you give, is weird, since you dont say theyre actually different, reading the first original post, and well, the story you give is weird how you describe and invent this
>fucking army

>>732212449
i would suggest a bunch of movies that doesnt suck and some weed and shit for like a whole day. and dont let jacob come around. maybe he dies without air. you know thats real. start dealing with real things. i dont let ridiculous ideas come around me.

>>732213133
So, every time Jacob meets someone, he very rapidly, very accurately makes a "me" for them. They're in the "back" while the primary is "driving" the body. Every single one of them stays forever. The less relevant ones are quieter. Jacobs voice and the primary are most apparent. Audible. We all talk to each other. They're disembodied people.

>>732213286
>joining the military isn't a last resort
>he has other options and he WANTS to join

>>732213352
Read what I just said closer to the bottom. That might clear up confusion.

>>732213602
Is that bad ?

>>732213352
Do you think I'm making this up ?

>>732213651


King: Hey, Taylor. How in the fuck you get here anyway? Why, you look educated.

Chris Taylor: I volunteered for it.

King: You did what?

Chris Taylor: I volunteered. I dropped out of college, and told them I wanted the infantry, combat, and Vietnam.

Crawford: You volunteered for this shit, man?

Chris Taylor: You believe that?

King: You's a crazy fucker, giving up college.

Chris Taylor: It didn't make much sense. I wasn't learning anything. I figured why should just the poor kids go off to war and the rich kids always get away with it?

King: Oh, I see. What we got here is a crusader.

Crawford: Sounds like it.

King: Shit. You gotta be rich in the first place to think like that. Everybody know the poor are always being fucked over by the rich. Always have, always will.

>>732213895
I don't know what to say to this other than school is fucking WHACK.

>>732214003
>Don't set the bar too high there champ

Protip: They have classes in the military too, after you get out of boot camp.

>>732213526
What does "makes a me for them" mean? You say they're accurate but with regards to what? Like how is that me different from "you". E.g. if you see meet a stressed out businessman will the me be different from the one created if you meet a blonde bimbo?

>>732214141
The me's that gets created are like, a mirror of the person. They're exactly what they need the "me" to be.

>>732214139
I just would rather learn things I want to learn about on my own time. I don't need to make money. I have other people that'll do that for me.

>>732214141
Theres kind of a survival aspect to it. A good example is how I'm in six relationships with girls who each will be successful in very different ways in life. No matter what I do, I can always pick one. They each have their own "me". They each fell for it.

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>>732213737
now that we've met,
wheres jacob????
i wanna play

>>732214701
What reason have you given him to even kind of want to talk to you ?

>>732214302
>>732214576
Ah man that makes it a lot clearer. So basically you store the way you (would) interact with a person, your emotional response to them, inside your head forever.
No offense, this is pretty cool. First time hearing something like that. I wonder if it helps with the development of your social skills, since you can keep note of what works and what doesn't for each type of person. You can refine your way of interacting with people over time, adapt to them. That could be a fearsome skill.

>>732214781
>chromosones

>>732214801
It certainly makes social situations laughably simple, but it just gets hard to think with so much noise you know ?

>>732214836
Your extra one ?

>>732209123
>dementia and bipolar
wtf r u smokng

>>732215087
I was wondering the same thing

>>732213039
why? isnt there sthg like pledge of secrecy in america or wherever u're from?

>>732215259
I don't want a mental health diagnosis to stick with me throughout life

>>732215011
Yeah, no doubt there's a lot of downsides. That's a surprising positive though.
What kind of music do you like bro?

>>732215394
After doing a lot of lsd I just love music. I really like kind of deep instrumental type shit. Look up knew you by sango.

>>732207006
dissasociative identity disorder, try ketamine

>>732215535
I have.

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>>732211905
underrated

>>732207946
See a doctor before Jacob starts a fight club

>>732215585
tried Ayahuasca yet?
or laaaarge dosage of shrooms (like 20g drIed with a sitter)

>>732207946
Don't worry. It's fine.
But if you suddenly see Bruce Willis in your neighborhood, activate your animal skills and run as far as you can.

>>732215481
That's a cool track. You'll probably like Slav's channel on YouTube. Dude posts a lot of deep house and generally chill stuff.
Also check out the Driftwood and Tonika labels for insanely good deep house. All quality through and through.

Anyway, I'm out. Have a good one man.