Any active drug addicts lurking? >What drug are you addicted

>>732115986
>Adderall, opiates, benzos on em all now
>a couple hours ago
>Life is good when ghe drugs and money are around but wjen they dry up everything goes to shit. Luckily i somehow manage to function despite the cocktail of drugs i abuse. Way better then the way society potrays it but there are those days where they dry up and all i can do is shake in bed filled with horrible anxiety but i manage.

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>>732115986
>H
>4 weeks
>no is fun first few times then the dragon gets you

Adderall is great. I like mixing uppers with booze. Good times.

>>732115986
>heroin
>3 months
>at first you think you are beating life. then it turns to hell.

>>732117075
Great party combo or some green monsters for the comedown. Adderall fucked me up bad tho wish i never got the script.

>>732116663
I'm assuming your sex drive is non existent

Nothing exotic, been taking kratom for the last 4 years more than once on a daily basis, since yesterday i wanted to take a break but I keep thinking about it. They good/bad thing is that it fits so well in your normal day life

>>732117228
Actually i get really horny on the adds. Sometimes stay up watching porn for hours. The benzos tho yea they kill it.

>>732117139
How would you compare 15mg morphine to heroin high?

>>732117139
what is the gear (heroin) like in america?
here ireland) it's mostly good but we do get kak sometimes.
do most people turn on or smoke?
here it's both, i personally rather smoke it.

>>732117493
H is fugin way better

>>732117526
sniff shoot is best wasteful to smoke it to me

>>732117557
How did u end up shooting h?

Benzo&opiate addict since few years here

>>732116973
>>732117139
just stop now, fucking crybaby.
>3 month
>hell

you faggots knows nothing about real withdrawal hell

>>732117526
Filthy junkie knacker.

>Adderall
>2 hours ago
>Helps me calm down and relax and do what I need doesn't feel like an addiction. Feels like when your hungry you eat.

>>732117638
smoking gives you a good buzz though, and you can make it last, course it depends on lits of things like tolerence, etc.
noticed they always sniff it in france, but smoking here, n uk.

>>732118126
ask the back of my bollocks.

>>732118029
so tough bra

>>732118029
If you ever want out I can't recommend taking ibogaine strongly enough. I was about 300-600mgs a day of roxies/oxies/whatever I could get my hands on. Fun as hell at first but became pretty tough to manage.

Dropped that ibogaine shit and never looked back. That was over two years ago.

>>732118029
What kind of opiate and benzo are you currently taking after years?

>>732118167
Until it wears off and everything you finished is done and youre left feeling all depressed and tired.

>>732118348
The weird part was I was actually making a ton of money selling that shit. Then I got a bit too close to the Hell's Angels and ended up having to pay out the ass to my criminal defense attorney.

>>732118245
Fuck off you little human virus, every junkie I've ever met in this country is a little filthy theiving, unwashed, scummy heap of shite, pack of scaldy cunts, crawl back into your hole or jump into the liffey you depressing cunt, because we all know you're not going to fit into society ever again.

>>732115986
Coke in the morning before I go to class to wake me up. Then take thc pills to mellow me back out afterm class. Adderall before work so I can focus and then smoke weed when I get home.

>>732117699
my chick wanted to try and i kinda new how so we did it funny part was i alway thought you had to cook it not true ..

>>732118342
you think i'm proud of my condition and feel like a tough guy because my life is shit ?

your critics are so constructive , thanks faggot

>>732118167
You literally just described a drug addiction. Like needing food when hungry.

>>732118176
once you shoot it holly shit it hits so hard yight in the chest then head

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degenerates

>>732115986
srsly my only issue is weed.
with my adhd amphetamines don't do it for me and I stay away from hard stuff like meth, keta and so on.

Im addicted to snorting fresh nutmeg, makes me vomit shits so cash

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>>732118029
ha ha i said it was time since i used faggot been on and off for 7 years

so please tell me what i don't know newfriend ??

>>732118808
Take the shit daily, fuckin maad cunt

>>732118348
really? i've heard of it but haven't seen it here.
you recommend ut though?
am on methadone but that was a last resort, imo methadone is just utter shit pedalled to "junkies", to keep big pharma in business.
it doesn't do anything other than titrating the dose to a level where people are "stoned",
and myriad other reasons.
ugh.
fun fact:
methadone was developed in nazi germany.

im definitly addicted to weed, for so long now that i dont think i'll ever be able to stop.

and for about a year im addicted to corticoids, i have pains in my salivary glands, and it's the only think that calms it.

i dont think i'll live very long, corticoids is starting to fuck with my health

>>732118872
I ordered it online. Some dutch company that was super helpful. Um. . .ibogaworld or something like that?

It's not cheap, but it is one helluva lot cheaper than being a junky. Best decision I ever made. I would probably be dead right now like most of my buddies from that era that never made it out and had to switch from oxy to smack.

How is sex on H?

I realize you might be too fucked up to get it on, but anyone tried it?

>>732118872
stay away from that shit man the kick can killyou it's so bad way worse then H

>>732118348
im gonna search about that , thank for the advice
>>732118435
at the begining morphine and every benzo a can find , frenchfag here , in my country benzo
fall like rain , there are cheap and evrywhere.

now i take buprenorphine and prazepam

>>732118631
Lol so you just mixed it all in then shoot shoot. How could i get the most out of these morphine pills i have. This nig gave me a ton off free samples and everyone hears morphine thinks im trying to sell them heroin so might aswell.

>>732117326
How the fuck do you stomach it? The effects were pleasant enough but the consistency made it so not worth it for me

>>732119009
all the time good you can fuck forever ...it makes it hard to get off but dick work mint ....

>e, eat 1 and usually sniff 2-3 a day
>5 minutes ago
>forget a lot of things

>>732115986
snort heroin on and off, still getting through uni

>>732118598
what happened to you, did soneone do sonething reprehensible, someone who was on stuff?
i actually thought you were taking the piss, but the level off anal annihilation in that post sees you muttering to yourself, sweating, as you type.
rwally though, one shouldn't tar everyone with the same brush, it's rather 16th-century, and we have evolved.
incidentally, the liffey (river) is in dublin isn't it?
and flows through parts of wicklow.

>>732119034
Yeah, I just looked it up. It was definitely ibogaworld. I just told the lady how much a day I was using (300-600mgs intranasally) and she set me up with a recommended dose. I tripped balls for around a day. . .definitely make sure your girlfriend or a close m8 is there to help out while the walls melt for a while cause you won't be able to take care of yourself, but it resets the receptors in your fucking brain so you don't even get cravings afterwards. I honestly can't remember what dope feels like.

>>732119034
Been abusing benzos for 3 years the last year i became truly dependent on them because life got really stressfull and i stopped caring. At a mg of klonopin atleast a day but ill also by xanax and abuse that. I want to quit if i cold turkey do i have risks of seizures you think?

>>732119048
ya mix what i wanted to shoot in fresh clean water cotten suck it up tie find vain shoot fall back in bed aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

>>732119009
H works as viagra for me. Double the fun

>>732118662
ignore them, they are nothing.
you have an illness, as anyone who has an ounce of IQ/EQ knows,
alcohol is far more destructive, yet, is legal.
i got addicted because i had a stent, and i start using heroin to manage the pain, which was so bad i had palliative care in hospital, but like many things in life glitching, i ran out if the prescribed meds, and smoked heroin, thought i could manage it, but it is one day, you chase the dragon, then, the dragon chases you.
like orobus(?) , the snake eating it's own tail.
you know all this already,
and wherever you are in the shit with addiction, still on it, or in treatment, remember that it is an illness, and don't pay heec to people who would think they can look down on you, they don't, won't, know, and you know what they say, "pride comes before a fall'.
the higher up they sneer from, the further they'll fall.
i wish you well .

>>732119340
Sounds like you and ur girl had some goooood times did the heroin affect your relationship?

>>732119299
just don't go cold turkey dude.seizure or not it will be hell. contact a doctor and start the ashton method. here for more information http://www.benzo.org.uk/manual/

>>732119261
does it work for benzo or just opiate ?

>>732119024
you mean methadone is worse?
i can believe it. i want off it asap, it doesn't block opiates like some other meds do so it's totally counterintuitive, imo, yet doctors here (and uk, i hear) will literally give you as much as you want.
i'm about 44kg and on 30mls, a "low" dose, but they wanted me to go uo to 70?! i laughed.
in the process of (hopefully) switching to suboxone which
relieves pain
manages cravings
blocks opiates by binding to those receptors

>>732119809
that I couldn't answer in good conscience. It worked for a friend but I know that benzo withdrawals can be lethal (whereas opiate withdrawals just make you WISH it was lethal).

Taper down the benzos as much as possible (up the dope if you have to) and ask the people at iboga world about it. They would know more than me. They sure as shit don't want their product killing anyone.

>>732119728
I know its just the multiple drs are only interested in prescribing them not helping me get off and fuck rehab. I have 20 .5 kpins and 10 1mg kpins. I dont even knkw where to start the taper thats how up and down my doses have been from 4mg of xanax a day to a .5 kpin the next its never been consistent.

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>>732119680
ya it did we had to stop now we just play with it here and there

>>732119975
dude, speaking from personal expereince, stay the fuck away from subs. Brutal, BRUTAL withdrawal. You just end up staying on that shit for the rest of your life.

Take ibo and fucking kick for good.

>>732119299
>do not do cold turkey.

you will lower your seizure threshold and possible fuck it up for life, seriously.
that other anon gave v good advice, the ashton manual.

>>732119975 yes
I know a chick who had to kick them and she said it was bud too if you get them just use for 7 days less and less evey day then stop

>>732115986
>Amphetamine
>Couple of days ago (feels bad man)
>It's not that bad if you're not complete fucking retard. 99% of addicts are more or less functional. The 1% is those retards you see on the news.

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>>732119060
I was waiting for this question... I started mixing it with yoghurt which was gross, then after a while I started putting it into vanilla-milk and made shakes out of it. I tried putting them into capsules, but I miss the tingly feel in my mouth when drinking it and (at least imo) it doesn't work as effective (it's my go-to when I am in situations where I have no milk).
I use vanilla cause the ingredients cover up the taste much better, but it still tastes like crap... at first... Now I actually like the taste of it (compare the first time drinking a coffee to 5 years later), it makes cigarettes taste so much better. And because I like to smoke cigs, I drink alot of shakes during the day which raises the tolerance towards it. So it's sometimes up to 8-10 times a day just to keep the buzz going.
Oh and I experimented with differents veins and some give you less/no hangover, other ones make you feel like shit the next day (like as a cat slept on your face all night)

>>732120083
fuck, i thought they were better than methadone?
here , ireland, methadone is given out freely, once you are on a treatment program.
i heard subs were better, but cos not many places do them i don't have anyone to compare with.

nice one, thanks for that advice...
v big believer in natural stuff, ginger is an excellent anti-nausea, snd safe, garlic, however it tastes, and manuka honey, excellent for immune system, and this ibogaine, heard a lot about it online , noone i know irl has tried it.

>>732120415
how far up your ass did you have to go to pull out those statistics

>>732120430
Ive been taking it for about a year...i just toss and wash. Was gross at first but now i dont mind. It sucks because i know im addicted but i just dont care. Its too easy and the good far outwieghs the bad.

This seems like a good thread to ask this:

I've done a bit of drugs, mostly typical Hippie/Party shit. MDMA, LSD, Salvia, Weed, Speed etc.

I am currently looking for something that improves my concentration/creativity.

Life is just shit at the moment and the only way it will stop being shit is when I get my concentration back on track. I've tried the natty way for half a year with no results, so now it's time for a chemical solution.

So what would you suggest for concentration/creativity?

>>732120415
very true the people on tv and kak reality shows are a small minority.
neither i, nor anyone i know, has ever done crime, like cars or sold their ass, or whatever is portrayed on tv.

a few doctors have said that heroin, if one can afford it, and safely administered is less harmful to health/society than drink, binge drinking and the problems it causes.

>>732120595
Just common sense. If you take drugs like a normal person you are fine. If you snort like 5g a day, of course you're gonna go fucking nuts.

>>732120595
Didn't mummy ever tell you, If you have nothing nice to say, Then don't say anything at all?

Pharm tech here. Really interesting to see some of the doses you guys are taking and comparing them to patients that come to the pharmacy's legally prescribed dieses. Some of then are insaneo. One woman is on 8 mg a day of xanax, in addition to here lovely cocktail of other benzos(temazepam, k-pins) and her 90 mg a day of morphine. Somehow got her doctor to prescribe her seconal (horse tranquilizer).

>>732120032
Well atleast ur out doing good now mydude.

>>732116973
Aww babbies first H. Come back to me when you need friends to jug you ya soft cunt.

>>732120687
yeah well be careful with it, I'm starting to worry that it reacts with your gums in your mouth. I started noticing half a year ago that I was getting a space between my teeth I didn't have before, was at the dentist and he couldn't explain it, said something is eating away my bone where the teeth are in. I take good care of my teeth so there aren't many options (genetics, coffee, cigs, kratom). Now it's starting at a second tooth, and my prime suspect is kratom.

Could be something else too, just wanted to warn ya if you feel something's not right... and hey, you still got good three 3 years before it happens :^)

I used to be addicted to street speed/ice/amphetamine. Had not touched any for like 4 months, only just had some for the first time again tonight. I feel really good and confident but also feel kind of disappointed because I wanted to try and stop taking it because recently had an experience at work where someone I knew came into my work (I work in retail) and started yelling at the top of his lungs and pointing at me saying "HE'S ON METH HE'S ON METH". Scared the shit out of me so I stopped for like 4 months but I just bought some more tonight. I don't know If I will keep doing it after this or not.

>>732121048
Benzoz are the worst poison on earth. 8 mg of Xanax is insanity. I take at most 5 of 1 mg.

>>732120814
i have notebooks and drawings, comics, poetry/lyrics, stories i've done on different stuff, written underneath is "xanax", or "zopiclone", or "weed"/"heroin", etc.
dunno if others get this, must do, but writing gets reeeally messy on opiates.
very interesting to look back on.
for you though, creativity-wise, it depends, do you prefer uppers or stuff that makes you feel more mellow?

>>732120003
my opinion is that you need to change for a long live benzo first , take your dose each day at the same moment , when you find the good dose and feel stable you start to taper.

> its just the multiple drs are only interested in prescribing them not helping

i knows perfectly what you mean.
change doctor until you find the good one .
sorry for my shitty english , not my first language

>>732120967
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>>732121106
ya ya i have good will power I like to think

>>732121264
Definitely uppers.
Basically, I work in a really tiring field (Research) and I need to be able to shift from 0% to 120% within half an hour.
At times, my body is just too tired (for no reason really) and my concentration just doesn't pick up so I just kinda "sleepwalk" through the day.

So yeah, uppers that enhance concetration and creativity. Preferably nothing too jittery though.

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>>732121117
Read much...I think you need to go back ..

>>732121048
>>732121287
Taking 20mg 3x adderall, 8mg suboxone 3x, 60 1mg kpin, and 90 gabapentin.

I have klonopin and am at around 1mg a day with maybe 20 30mg left to help me taper is that enough?

>>732121356
Ohhh i bet you got him with that one im sure hes shivering as we speak.

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>>732115986
>weed
>just now
>some people say weed is not addictive. Well, I have been smoking it almost daily for eight years and find it hard to go a day being sober

>>732122455
Mentally yes physically no

>>732121048
that's what is termed
> "iatrogenic"
isn't it?
when a medical "professional"
( don't mean you! and thank you for your comment cos it's good to hear it from a pharmacist's viewpoint.
often pharmacists give better advice than some gp's.)
will have their patients caned out of it on tranks.
i had a g.p, and he was legally prescribing me, knowing that i had a problem, becsuse i told him, 7 times, to his face, "i am addicted, can you please refer me to somewhere for help".
and continued prescribing 120 zolpidem (ambien?) a week.
he also gave me fucking phenobarbital, which i took about 3 times before reading up on it, the bioavailabilty, rtc, and dumping them.
turns out he was doing this with shitloads of others, too, ended up in the papers being struck off.

there was another doctor who had prescribed lithium and nsaids on the same prescription.
and yet another who was giving a 13/14 year old bipolar girl out of date prozac samples, she ended up being sectioned for a year, but not before she thought he was part of a subversive gov't agency and ringing up a radio chat show that he got pulled up before the medical council.

>>732121122
Cool good to know. My step dad is actually a dentist. Ill be sure to bring it up if he notices anything.

Used to shoot dope, got my act together, now I'm just lightly alcoholic.

>>732121356
Yahh, shitting with the laughter, noone would waste a good dump.
She , actually, is actually so not bothered,
Having heard such bollocksy diatribe before from similar pedantics.

this sums it up, somewhat.

https://youtu.be/uq2Vnah7xe8>>732121874

>>732121429
what are you favourite uppers?
am not so into it myself,
i prefer to be relaxed cos mostly i am very "manic".
are you prescribed ritalin or adderall?

>>732117221
i see people say this all the time, I've had a script about 4 years and i don't get it? i get 60 20mg ir a month and usually make it last 3 weeks, some abuse but i don't really feel hooked or negative effects

THAT VIDEO!
HAHAHAHAHAAA
732125080

God's Mercy!

>>732115986
>Caffeine/5min/workaholic

>>732117526
In the states most of our H is cut with fentanyl, so most people don't smoke it too long without switching it up and banging it. It's becoming a REAL big problem. See a lot of overdoses with the needle still in the arm and the plunger barely depressed because of fentanyl

>>732125744
thing is, if you actually *need* the ritalin or whatever meds, you won't get that superlative high .
because if you are
> neuroAtypical,

as many of us with adhd / bipolar / aspie spectrum, and so on are.

or,
> neurotypical(a.k.a, nt/ normies.)
the latter have their brains wired differently.
so, they do get a buzz.
but neuroAtypicals, we mostly don't, because our brains and the machine that is our body processes it differently, bioavailablity and that.

same with oxy's, when i was on them, for pain, prescribed,they relieved pain but no buzz.

>>732118029
Benzo and opiate addict for a decade

Just stop faggot, you don't know withdrawal hell. Actually been sober 10 months now but was a junkie for a decade

>>732126720
> It's not a competition .

NOONE
HAS
MENTIONED
SWEETDEARHOTBABYJESUSONHIGH

> KET KET KET
> ketamiiiine
> it's a dreeeeeaam

it is indescribable-y LeKkEr

perhaps ... like ambien and lsd and a spectaaacular dream? that transcends space time etc

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i frigging lurve ketamine.

people say it is a horse tranquilliser, and maybe it has uses in that field,
dunno, but it is used in human animals as a anaesthetic.
was looking online and they sell the glass vials of it cheap enough, but you have to buy about 90 of the things.
getting those delivered through customs would be most precarious.

>>732127953
Lol I know, that's why I responded like that because the fag I said that too was making it one
>muh addiction is worse and you'll never understand it pleb

Opiates are my shit. I've been hooked for about two years now. Around here they are super cheap so I can afford as many as I can handle. I know a lot of people hate it but I actually like going through withdrawal about once a month to let my tolerance slip a bit. I feel like I'd be needing a lot more than I do already if I didn't do that, I wanna ride this train into the ground as slowly as possible.

>>732118176
I think sniffing works better with heroin number 4, which is what we have here in the US. It's a salt that doesn't require an acid to like vitamin c dissolve. That's what I've always read they have in europe, number 3 which is highly basic like crack and must be shot with some sort of acid. I think the number 3 is better to smoke but here people only do that with black tar which is a west coast thing. Also tar sucks to snort, where I live it's mostly east coast powder, the fent heroin you hear about. Any anons got any insight or number 3 dope expirences. I have smoke ecp but I preferred to snort it before I started shooting

>>732115986
Oxycontin.
Have a legit script though for legit reasons, so it's all fun and games.

>>732117493
Like beer to the purest spirits.