Low lives gather here... how many of you are living the dream?

Literally what I did today. I have to go to work tomorrow though.

>>731999485
Where do ya work? Your life aint that bad if you have a job
I'm looking for fuckers who do this every day

>>731999574
Used to do it everyday. I work at a local restaurant for minimum now, so... it's better, but not that much better.

>>731999770
I use to also when i was like 19-23
Now i go back to school. Live with your parents?

>>731999990
Yup. I don't really have a choice though, the rent here is nuts. I could get a place like 45 mins out in the country and barely afford it, but it's not really worth it. Fucking college town rent bullshit.

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>>732000552

>>731999310
woke up at 11pm today, had went to bed at 1 am, most of time I wake up around 7 pm and go to bed at 10 am

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>>732000669
That is misery.

>>732000669
lmao 11...pm? uwot
That would be a new record for me, what did you do before you went to bed?

If I had the money I'd live the NEET life for a while. But it gets old fast.

>>731999310
I've been doing this all winter, got a job now starting june so it will end soon

>>731999310
>shower

>>732002770
It does, when i was a NEET for a few years i wanted to kill my self every day. Would rather work or stay busy with something

>>731999310
Where is the fapping?

>>731999310
>wake up between 11am-1pm
>coffee, console crying baby
>2p work on homework while consoling baby
>445p go to work at pizza place
>8p-11p get off work, buy beer, console crying baby
>11p-4a to 7a, work on homework while consoling crying baby
>rinse and repeat
I want to kys myself

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>>731999310

>>732005318
learn the lesson, don't stick your cock

>>732005318
>baby
why anon.... why

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>>731999310
I think i would categorized as a low life. The dream i gave up on years ago. I kinda find rest in just gaming, smoking, drinking and playing music now and doing a little drugs once in a while. I work as little as possible, eat vegetables and bread from the garbage cans 100% og all meals and i'm somewhat happy actually. I am one of the poorest people i know however. I just need a partner now, that's all. Low life's has become alright with age.

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>>732004199
Yea i know the feeling. Doing nothing at all makes you depressed. But i'm being completely sincere when i tell you, that working does the same to me. working 1 2 hour shift, will ruin 2,5 day for me. Ill just be walking around all depressed. Does working make you happy or does it just push away the depressing feelings? What do you work with, anon?

>>732005942
Salsa knows her job.

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>>731999310
discord gg/ZdjwRzr
sex froge

>>732005942
How do you survive? Money wise if you barely work, also whose the girl

HOW DO NEETS AFFORD TO BE NEETS

I don't get it. Do you all just live with your parents who agree to fund you to do literally nothing indefinitely? You guys have shit parents if that's the case

>>732006847
rofl that's what i'm thinking

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>>731999310
This, but with gf.

I play a lot of vidya.

I eat a lot of cereal.

I smoke a lot.

I drink a lot.

Life is pretty boring most of the time.

>>732006847
Literally that or they get checks every month for disability or something like that
Source: former neet

>>732006146
Working and being a neet both make me depressed.

Maybe I'm just depressed in general.

Any of you fags ever try therapy?

Woke up at 3pm
Had coffee
Played overwatch
Ate Chinese
Watching archer
It's currently 7:30pm

I feel like shit. Want to kill myself lmao.

>>732007742
Yea doesn't really work unless you take all their advice and do it. Which will seem like alot of work when you are depressed.

drugs work.... for the time being until they completely fuck you

>>732006146
Not the guy you replied to, but working 'forces' me to interact with people that are, quite frankly, actually nice to me, besides the work helps keep your mind occupied. It doesn't make the depression go away, but it makes me forget about it while I'm at work.

>>732007780
>730am wake up
>8am 'til 6pm work
>sea view apartment
>exercise
>go out for meals two/three times a week with the gf
>pretty happy at the moment

>>732007742

Been in therapy for almost 6 years. Depression has been around more often than not though.

It definitely helps though. I would recommend.

>>732005942
Oh yeah! Gotta love that acquired complacency.

>>731999574
I live with my mom, I have no job, and I've basically dropped out of college, but my mom doesn't know that. I've been doing this every day for months now pretending I've been going to class, but I never even registered for them. I don't have a car or a license so I never leave the house either. I'm probably going to kill myself soon.

>>731999310
Just ending my long night. Been doing this for past 2 months, but have light justification, just moved, sold house, sitting on some money, have new house, haven't gone lookin for a job yet.

>>732008123
Don't kill yourself, just forget yourself. Live as if you were dead, why worry about anything if you've ever dealt with the ultimate consequence? If you're life improves, than good - remember your mothers face and I'm sure you'll do her proud. Don't worry about making her happy, she can do that easily enough if you are.

>>731999310
I can't even laugh about dick because that's literally what hat is happening right now.

OP you're scaring the shit out of me.

Wake up at noon
Read news
Shower
Fap to butthole pics
Vidya
Go to Taco Bell
Vidya
Netflix
Shit post
Shitpost
Shitpost
Shit post
Pass out
REPEAT

>>731999310
wake up at 6, go to school for 7 hours, talk to normies who are boring as shit and study. Come back home study play vidya eat repeat

>>732008250
Just plan your day the same way you remember it. Remember a better day and plan a day to be better.

>>732008123
>tfw when you "go to class" but you're really just leaving the house to go play League of Legends in the library

Anyone else know this feel?

I am a phony.

>>731999574
job makes nothing better except money and you don't have to lie to people that you are a social economic tick.
All you need is a schedule to get actual work done, get up on time, set yourself goals (nothing undoable) work towards it. Make a game, travel, socialize whatever.

>>732008333
I wouldn't make enough money to actually change my life, I would just get a little extra cash on the side which would just end up going into fast food and making me fat again.

Not working has allowed to lose 25 pounds

>>732008333
If I didn't already have a job I would be fucked. Anxiety has me by the balls and I can't break free from its comforting grip.

I make 30 bucks an hour playing video games.
However, I rarely see the light of day and I am on my console from 8 AM to 12 PM..

Money is nice, but all else is depressing.

>>732008250
Kek fap to butthole pics

Do you have NEETBux? or live with parents, mine kicked me out

>>731999310
This is literally me for the next 3 months. I'm confined in a granny flat depressed as shit, all can do is get drunk on $5 wine and wank daily. Past time is going to my autistic friends house (been mates since childhood always look out for him) he is 20 btw and lives at his grandparents, and all we do is play naruto/mortalcombat games on ps3, fucking watch dbz/avatar and Jim Carrey level comedy films religiously, all while waiting for an entry to come available for a course I plan to enroll in. Could be out with other mates and fucking this chick I'm talking to, but that will only make me fall in bad habits which put me in this position in the first place. So I want to be set up before I mingle with the normies again, plus no job either. It's fucking 3 months of perpetual prison and it feels like the days only grow longer.

10 am wake up
10:30 food+ ritalin
study math untill 7~8 pm (three times a week untill 10pm)
internet till 2 am then sleep

>>732008420
what do you play anon? I play mmos for fun for pretty much that time frame.

>>732008420
Twitch or youtube? watdo?

Also that is a long time

>>732008456
State won't give me neetbux, family is too well off and I don't have children or fo drugs.

Remember the hangover? I'm basically that guy unfortunately.

doing this since September or so.

>>732008524
You know of the game Destiny?
Basically, people will pay you up $45 to get on their account and complete activities for them (website I work for takes $15, while I take $30). Takes about an hour to do each activity, and you can do as many in a day as you can complete.

There's this thing called Trials Of Osiris. It's basically a PvP gamemode where you have to be good at PvP to complete it and get the rewards. I happen to be really good at this and almost never (if ever) lose.

During the Most of Pandaria expansion on WoW I was a total neet. I literally played that crap at least 12hrs a day 7 days a week. I think I was 22 or 23 I don't even remember. I lived at the time with my in-laws which wasn't bad at all. But everyday was literally wake up, WoW, bed and repeat. My wife never complained about me not working since money was never an issue and would "rather have me home anyway doing what I want."

Life is strange.

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Living the dream here

LOL at wagecucks. How does it feel to be a slave of society? While you wake up exhausted I sleep whenever I feel like it. When you come home to take care of your crying kid irl, I'm a slaying dragons as a level 80 paladin warrior in the world of Azeroth. You got a wife? I saved thousands of women in virtual worlds vastly superior to your 'real life' game. After a hard day, your land whale of a wife doesn't want to fuck? I get sex over the internet whenever I feel like it. It's called VR Porn you dip. Oh you're eating disgusting veggies again? Fuck you I get the best quality pizza dilevered to my home every day. I don't have even have to cook.

Have fun dying a slave of society normies

>>732008621
you shouldn't share your tricks if you want to continue making money this way

>>732008123
Been there, done that. You have a long way to fall, no need to kill youtself just yet. Who knows, things might get better, or worse.

>>732008621
Yeah I've been playing since VoG came out on the ps4. Not a big fan of going flawless anymore but I can definitely see how people pay big bucks for a lighthouse trip. Me and my mates kinda fell out of the game after Kings Fall got boring. I'll be going big in Destiny 2 when it comes out, maybe I'll look to do something similar.

>>731999310
>implying I shower or have coffee
It's all just computer. All day. I'm a worthless sack of shit who is a slave to his whims and can only cope with being this fucking awful at being a human being that I need to avoid reality as much as I can.

No job yet, graduated college with a degree I have no idea what to do with. I have friends but not very many. My schedule usually goes:
>wake up at 4 pm
>shower once every 3 days unless I'm seeing people
>eat around 5, fast food too often because I hate cooking
>most days usually play video games, watch Youtube or Netflix, or browse 4chan most of the day
>eat my second meal around 10 pm to midnight
>more games or videos
>go to bed around 4 am
>don't fall asleep until around 6 or 7
>repeat

>>732005730
It's my girlfriends son. She's very busy with her education atm so I help her out. I'm still a virgin myself unfortunately.

Im jobless right now... i have been doing this since december... living with ny parents, im single, 25... my family just ran out of money.. we wont be able to pay for internet this month.. i hate my life and i hate myself for being in this situation

>>732008943
Hey this is me too except throw in the gym for an hour 4 times a week. Graduated with a Data Analytics degree and realized I know a lot less than is required. First year of the major those new teachers didn't have the material tuned well enough, being a guinea pig sucks.

>>732009032
why... won't you... just... kill yourtself...?

>>732008851
>tfw that's me, but without the job and lying about college
>tfw instead of that, I'm utterly lacking in survival skills, to the point I can't even muster up enough willpower to force myself to nuke something for myself
>tfw I'm literally a slave to my whims and have no value as a human being

>>732008026
how can you be happy working 11 hours a day

>>732008938
>>732009185
heard you the first time

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4pm Wake up
4:10 Play Counter Strike or browse 4chan and Youtube. And eat.
6am sleep.
Repeat.
I want to die.

Pic related. I am the squirrel.

>>732009093
The last thing i want to do is hurt my mom even more... i think im just gonna pack my things and go away.. call her every now and then.. i just dont want her to suffer more

playing video games all day is actually great, but the worst thing is that you feel the most useless shit in the world. + you probably have 0 friends so that sucks as well.

>>732009248
Maybe hes a male fluffer for a gay porn studio... 11 hours sucking dick sounds like a good job for anon

>>731999310
this is me right now... kicked out of school due to absences because I was in a psych ward for literally going insane. Diagnosed bi polar and schizophrenic. Got out of the hospital and found out my girlfriend cheated on me while I was in there and 2 of my "best" friends were/are getting nudes from her the whole time we were dating. shit hurts man.. shit hurts.

>>732009274
Is there anyone not getting depressed by this lifestyle. I mean playing video games all day should be living the dream. As a kid I decided this was going to be my destiny (lol fuk skool) but then I noticed it makes you feel al bad.

>>732009261
Yeah. Well. Not like I have anything better to do that I'll realistically do. Self-deprecation happens when I can't distract myself.

>>732009281
maybe... you should... kill her first... and then off yourself...

>>732009075
I went to school to get a Pharmacy degree but after the four years of pre-pharmacy the university dicked me out of ever getting into graduate school (long story), so since I had so many credits I just took another year of classes and got a basic Biology bachelors. Literally no idea what to do with it but it makes me feel better than leaving college with no degree,

>>732009344
was put in the psych ward because my mother walked in on me attempting to hang myself. shit hit the fan boys. But I will be honest i'm grateful she walked in when she did. seeing your mother cry while holding you because she almost lost her child is heartbreaking.

Who need real life when you have video games?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z1Ch6N8QT00&t=14s

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>>732005318
You the guy from the baby thread by any chance?

>>732008960
>raising a cuck baby

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>>732009362
Oh shit dude why i didnt think about that before....
>mfw

>>732009357
no life makes you feel shit, not doing anything just makes you think you miss out on something

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>>732009336
I enjoy it, but I also feel incredibly stupid after not applying myself to learn anything new in like a year of being like this. I feel dumber, and all of my friends seem like they're moving forward and making something of themselves while I have barely moved at all.

I have one friend and today he said he called sick out of work and sometimes wishes that he could just sit at home all day watching anime/playing games. Didn't have the heart to tell him how I feel on the other side of the grass.

>>732009336
Yeah, I have all the time in the world yet I don't feel like I deserve to play video games or watch movies, so I spend all my time browsing 4chan.

>>732008943
What did you study?
Live with parents? Do they bitch at you for no wagecuck job?

>>732009522
I'm not a cuck but she has sometimes sex with other people.. but in return she will marry me in the future. she's a 10/10 so it's a solid deal nevertheless

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>>732008960
Whoa there homie. I won't call you a cuck but damn dude. Damn.

>>732009565
...explicitly a cuck.

>>732009565
Dude pls

>>732009565
did you get this in writing because she could just end up fucking you over....

>>732009436
Lab tech, 100%. Get a lab assistant tech job and sit in a lab all day preparing whatever they need made. You get some certifications and some work under your belt, its mostly contract stuff though. Like your lab will probably need x of something made so they'll have you in the lab doing that, but afterwards if they dont need the extra hands they may cut your hours. Look into it, I have a few friends that graduated with bio doing the same thing, something its pharma stuff as well.

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>>731999310
this is my life

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It can always get worse.
I'm schizophrenic and I just stay inside my apartment 24/7. I don't even have fun playing games I do it just for the purpose of passing time.
I feel like shit most of the time. You're okay trust me.

>>732008026
keep it up anon
just lost my job and back to being a neet at 19
its the little things

>>732005318
it's kms (kill myself) kys (kill yourself)

>>732009651
was this to me?
(bipolar and schizo.)

>>732009650
I fucking hate that ...

>>732009549
It's ok. Eventually you'll accept your degradation.

>>731999310
>seasonal laborer
>work 60 hours a week when im employed
>live at home
>spend 4 months out of the year on the shittiest sleep schedule with 0 responsibility playing games shitposting and masturbating constantly
>no whore to waste money on
>living the dream

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ding this for ten years

>>732009248
I'm on the clock for 11 hours, listen to music and trawl the internet for most of it.

>>732009651
how old are you?

I wish I cared enough about anything to finally just kill myself.

>>732009742
Hey me too. But on the clock for 12 hours, 4pm to 4am

>>732009565
this has to be bait
And she def isn't a 10.. 10's don't want to hang out with guys who let them fuck other people all day. They want a strong male figure who will take charge and slay them... not beta

>>732008510
does ritalin help with stuying? i also considered taking it

>>732009771
I just talked with my psychiatrist and we both agreed that I should kill myself.

>>732009619
I thought about that a while ago but never really looked into it. I definitely will though. Thanks.

>>732009831
I wish. Mine doesn't.

>>732009676
Last job I lost was 5 days before Christmas Day, completely fucked me over. Had to do some under the table shit to make rent 'til I was back on my feet again.

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>wake up just before lunchtime
>boyfriend is at work
>instantly check craigslist for cheap fucks
>shower and then smoke 2 bowls
>eat lunch because it's too late for breakfast
>play video games until boyfriend gets back
>make dinner
>chill until 10
>he goes to sleep
>wait an hour until he's out cold
>smoke 2 or 3 bowls
>play video games until 2am

>>732009651
How do you pay for apartment? I don't enjoy games anymore either... and i quit drugs so that sucks...

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>>731999310
A pretty typical day for me is to wake up hung over and begin working on my failed business. I build websites for local companies and make about 2-4 websites a year. I most play around with photoshop and make something cool or build a template demo for a business I'm targeting and want to work with. Wife works and makes ok money so I really don't need to work. Sucks when your wife has to feed and cloth you though. Not having a contract to work sucks. Have work today which is nice. But it means I'm going to get shit face drunk tonight.

>>732009248
I have a wicked drug problem, is how I deal with it.

>>732009563
My degree is in biology. I have an apartment that my parents pay for but they gave me an ultimatum saying that I need a job by the end of the summer or they're cutting me off.

>>732009874
steam? i literally just play video games would be fun having someone to talk to

>>732009859
then you either have a bad psychiatrist or you're an edgy teen

>>732009678
No but i guess that we're both shit out of luck.

>>732009758
27

I've been living the dream for about one and a half year now

Just renting a cheap room in a shitty neighbourhood in town

My day is litterally playing video games, watching anime, reading, and masturbating.

I never really go out except to get some food or to do the groceries.

Sometimes I get a bit sad but overall I don't complain. Life could be far worse. At least everyone leaves me alone

>>732009721
is that some cooked tar?
I'm actually in rehab right now... drugs worked... until they didn't

You should clean up bro

>>732009928
It's fucked man. I was diagnosed at 16 (19 now.)

>>732009926
it's a dude

>>731999310
I actually posted that on my wall like 5 years ago and it is still there.

Work
Go home
Get drunk
Pass out

Repeat

>>732009928
do you see your life worth living?

Does kids nowadays think diagnosing themselves with schizophrenia and other disorders is cool cause it makes you different? Cunts don't know what falling into insanity is really like and just how scary it is.

>>732009964
Hey man e pussy is still pussy? even if its an e asshole i guess.

>>732009812
Schwing

>>732009927
>edgy teen
I mean, I first wanted to die/attempted to kill myself around third grade. But sure. It's clearly just a teen thing.
I legitimately can't remember not being depressed.

>>732009989
>Work
reeeeee

>>732004199
Know the feeling

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>>732010021
then you probably have a shit psychiatrist

>>732010004
Shut up, Hisoka.

>>732010000
quads... must be true, but i seriously am, I'm on Zyprexa 30mg

>>732010066
I mean, assisted suicide isn't a thing here. So... Ehh. Not really much they can do. Hell, they're probably liable if I actually do commit suicide, if they say that.

yea, ive been SO many times I always pick back up for some reason. I just went to a place that uses a super strong psychedelic called ibogaine it was fucking nuts withdrawl fre detox and 18 hour trip. but I always go back to it... I love the shit

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work = boring
smoking but probably astma and,
usually drink a lot, now i've been sober for 2 nights
>> is not so bad I guess, just bored in general... don't play vidya cant concentrate for more than 5 minutes... dunno life is not so bad, sometimes

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>>731999574
>Your life aint that bad if you have a job

>>732009032
What's preventing you from getting a job?

>>732010128
Mine just said something along the lines that "My work ethic doesn't allow me to say it but I think suicide might be a rational choice."

It's quite funny to see everybody talk and communicate to eachother our absences from our live's and how we're dealing with it. you have people complaining about how boring and shitty work is and then there is others who complain about not having a job. I guess depression is subjective.

>>732009828
yeah alot but you will lose apatite and feel kinda suppressed but it works. also concerta is a valid option

>>732010227
Yeah. Mine just doesn't think that anyone can't change.
Which, sure. I CAN change. But I won't.

>Wake up 1 p.m.
>Tired as shit for 2 hours
>Go back to sleep
>Wake up at 6 p.m.
>Watch TV and read the internet all night
>Repeat until therapist appointment or family dinner night

>>732008960
at this point you should kill yourself or find anothet girl that at least let u nutt

>>732010254
NO. That is the wrong interpretation. The truth is that the misery isn't in the work or lack there of. Misery is a part of all sentient life. There is no going around it.

>>732010026
I like money. Work really isn't that bad if you find a decent gig. It lets me pursue more autistic activities than I otherwise would be able to.

>>732010287
Are you me?
Only, my sleep schedule cycles and usually I don't sleep twice.

>>732009959
How does your usual day go, what do you do?

>>732009998
Well, I'm hoping that I'll get better after i quit my meds so i see a glimmer of hope, I don't know, sometimes I don't. I can feel no empathy nor love, I just feel empty. It's a shitty situation to be in.

I feel bad for every single person that's on antipsychotics.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AFwXYToe2I
I literally just listen to this shit and go on /b/

>>732010227
... Dude. Dump that therapist and find a new one. And tell your new one that thats what that fuckhead said to you. He'll get his license revoked if thats what he said word for word. If he just meant "with how your feeling, I can see how you would come to that conclusion", THAT i can see making some sense. But in no way shape or form should your therapist say that it would even be a good thought to have in your head.

>>732010280
Which means you can not.

>>732010227
No medical professional would say that.

>>732010398
I can CHOOSE to not change, but it isn't that I'm incapable of change.

>>732010374
you're wrong. she's the best psychiatrist I've ever had.

Wake up 430am
Go to gym and workout from 5-6
Arrive at job as electrician for the city of ny by 7
Work till 2:30pm
Do electrical work for extra cash with my minivan and arrive home around 6pm.
Eating and in bed by 830-9pm.
Repeat on everyday but Sundays.

>>732010254
They're complaining about missing something in their lives. Work people are unfufilled even though they have something daily to do, and people who are stuck at home with nothing to do feel like they are losers in their own right or missing out on something they should be doing with their time. It is subjective, different things onset depression all the time.

People are talking through it though, and thats the good thing.

>>732010365
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9AFwXYToe2I
good station, I'm going to see gramatik at the end of the month

>>732010364
>tfw was on 300 MG of Seroquel daily
I miss that shit. It got me RIGHT the fuck to sleep.
Insomnia is a bitch.

>>732010364
I wake up at around 3, fall back asleep fro another hour, shower go to work 5pm-12 am (5-1am weekends.) sit on the internet playing csgo, skyrim, league. then sleep around 6-8 am. usually have a good music and crying session before bed. usually that starts when im about to fall asleep.,

Bipolarfag. Runs in the family. Pretty severely depressed and the drugs don't do shit.
Made redundant last year. Was trying to do uni but too depressed.
Now I just wake up late, play video games, fap, browse etc.
Go to sleep around 2-4am.

I really really just want to die, but alas I am a pussy. What to do.

I want to get back into my degree but I'm too depressed right now... I shower like twice a week and can't really take care of myself any more.

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>>732010496
deal with real still my fav song by gramatik

>>732010461
Just saying bro, she should be enabling your negative thoughts just to keep you on the line. You should be challenging those things on a daily basis so you get out of the habit of always resulting to thinking that way. She's supposed to be your role model in this situation that can bring you out, she better act like it.

>>732010447
You tell yourself you can change, but in the end you never will. So practically you are in fact incapable of change.

>>732010569
*should not be, my bad.

>>732010568
deal with the real*

>>732010494
>People are talking through it though, and thats the good thing.
Only to a point. If it leads to understanding that allows you to change your situation to a more favorable one, sure.
But if you just know what you don't like and what you could do and then do nothing with that information, 's a bit of a moot point, really.

>>732009618
she loves me

>>732010569
There's a line that has to be drawn. Rational suicide is possible. There are situations where suicide is completely rational. Martin Manley is a prime example.

>>732010712
uh-huh

>>732010603
Nah. I'm actively choosing a lifestyle that doesn't change. Practically, I won't change, regardless of capability. That's not an accurate conclusion you're drawing.

>>731999310
set up rules in your life

i hae the rule not turning on my pc before 6 P.M.
(was Today repairing a mobile Phone for a friend so i had to made an exception)

I know its tending to turn on Your pc, visit 4chan, YouTube, Facebook, Wikipedia, Youporn or whatever, anything to escape your grim world, but at the End of day you will feel miserable, because you didn't accomplish anything.

Turn off your Pc, your Tv, put down your Phone. There is definitely stuff you can do. Clean your Room, or the House, repair something broken, make Lunch, learn something, read a Book, get off the House. It will help you allot, and you will be productive.

Reboot done, must go

See ya at 6 pm

>>732010712
Dude, woman are fucking animals, they really dont give a shit about you they pretend to if there is something to gain, again I guess just my personal experiences...

Not living the dream, nor am I in a shitty place, however, typical day:
00:00 - Goal 7
01:00 - Goal 8
02:00 - Goal 9
03:00 - Sleep 1
04:00 - Sleep 2
05:00 - Sleep 3
06:00 - Sleep 4
07:00 - Work 1
08:00 - Work 2
09:00 - Work 3
10:00 - Work 4
11:00 - Work 5
12:00 - Work 6
13:00 - Work 7
14:00 - Work 8
15:00 - Work 9
16:00 - Sleep 5
17:00 - Sleep 6
18:00 - Goal 1
19:00 - Goal 2
20:00 - Goal 3
21:00 - Goal 4
22:00 - Goal 5
23:00 - Goal 6

I work as a software developer for a company, doing mostly work in Healthshare. Work would be my normal day job and goal would be what I'm working towards as a replacement for my work, once I'm ready.

>>732010475
wtf you have things going for you but that sounds like shit
How can you enjoy working all the time and waking up so early? ffs

bump, don't want to see this thread die. interesting to see others in the same situation.

>>732010794
in most cases... this
I would ditch her man, but i know you won't

>>732010763
Are you actively choosing a lifestyle that doesn't change, or you do you keep telling that to yourself so you feel like you have a choice in the matter/control over the situation?

>>732011169
wow... i'm not even the one you're talking to and this made me think a lot.

>>732011169
thank u anon

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>>732008960
are you fucking kidding me
how the hell did you reach that level of beta.
please, please explain to me why would you do that?

>>731999310
im living this dream too! But i usually dont do what is shown in scene 2

>>732011169
Humans are capable of controlling themselves. If your brain couldn't control itself, then we wouldn't have agency. We'd just be emotionally driven machines.
For however many reasons, I'm remaining the way I am.
I'm a human, therefore have agency, and am capable of change. I just don't.

>>732010803
two questions. what's your goal and how the hell do you survive on 4 hours sleep before a 9 hour work day?

>>732011335
I never said humans can not control themselves. Just that you can't change.

>>732011477
Being able to control yourself means you're capable of change. Humans are creatures of habit. In theory, all you have to do is create a healthy pattern of behavior and stick with it until it becomes your default habit to follow.

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Looped it hard at the start, had latent schizophrenia was prevalent in family ignored it. Smoked too much bud and was downing a goon bag a day.

Cooked it so bad was literally going insane with delusions and whatnot, mates assumed I was on meth but never touched the stuff in my life. Poor decision making got me in debt had to do small crime in retribution, decide to cut myself off from society and go off grid so I can self rehabilitate.

First month regain-mind/withdrawals, become coherent again and self educated myself through reading and studies through the internet, aspire to do programming but the effects are still lingering.

Anxiety is so bad I can't even get on public transport and I skitz out when I think of my former self even though I know I am completely different and aim to be successful through my studies and learning from mistakes. Now since another month has past most idiosyncrasies are gone, but since i was off grid for so long family and friends will perceive me as a no good lowlife who is still taking drugs and doing crime, because they have the other image of me in their minds with out knowing of my current development.

Tripping over if Ill remain in seclusion forever or just take the leap and come back online, but all eyes will be on me with questions of the past once I return and my anxiety I don't think can maintain that level of stress.

>wake up at around 1 PM
>shit and fap
>take 1 hour shower
>walk dog
>video games a booze

I hate my life. I should have never quit my job. I'm an alcoholic that hates doing anything. Working keeps your mind off depression but adds a shitload of stress.

>>732011477
FIGHT ME IRL PUSSY FAGGOT!!!!

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Got a good job but I'm scared as fuck to lose it. Getting lot of 'bad' feedback. If I lose my job I have nothing. I am stress. mfw

Got off work at 11 PM, home by midnight.
About to go to bed now, approx. 5 AM.
Will sleep to approx. noon.
Get up, feed the cat, feed me.
Edge for a few hours. Been edging on and off since getting up around noonish yesterday.
Shower.
Meeting cute as fuck blonde off of BP tonight, will bust biggest fucking load ever inside of her pussy.
It will be glorious.

>>732011635
>Being able to control yourself means you're capable of change
Not necessairly. Sure you'd change under conditions where there's no other choice left. But you won't even choose to put yourself under such conditions. Therefore YOU can't change. Telling yourself you can change if you wanted to is just hypocrisy.

>>732010763

Your logic is so flawed that only you think that its correct. You're not fooling anyone but yourself. If you say you wont change, you cant change. I've met alot of people like you.

>>732011874
Where you work? Call centre?

>>732010925

Welcome to the real world kiddo.

>>732012051
>Call centre
seventh circle of Hell

>>732012015
I disagree. I'm a stubborn bastard. If I truly wanted to, I'd fucking beat my head against the wall until the wall or my skull gave in. I just have nothing I want completely, other than to not fail at suicide and not end up in the hospital again. Therefore, I maintain the status quo.

>>732012046
Sure, but not cause I'm inherently incapable. Only because I tell myself I won't change. No disagreement there.
That's still because of something I'm choosing to do/allowing to perpetuate.

1030: wake up
1130: go to methadone clinic
1200pm- 9pm: Play vidya or nap whilst dreaming of being good at Ableton
9pm-midnight: browse internet on phone/read boox

Literally my life for the past two months. Im also almost 30. Wtf happened to my life

>>732012429
>Wtf happened to my life
>1130: go to methadone clinic
Anon, I may have a hunch.

>>732012158
It pays really well. Every conversation outside of work turns into a fucking challenge like you're still at work and you can't help but manipulate every fucking conversation. Not in a faggy 'I'm intellectually superior' way, just a tiring battle I don't want to do.

yall just need to stop using time in front of your motherfucking screen that much that's what's up, not matter how you look at it

>>732012800
>methadonefag get off that shit it's just as bad as being on Heroin
Dude what? I'm not on anything. I'm pointing out to that anon that he answered his own question.

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>wake up at 4am
>leave for shit job at a supermarket 4.20am
>get to work at 5am
>leave work somewhere around 11am
>get home around midday
>drink, watch chinese cartoons, shitpost on the internet and masturbate for 10 hours
>bed at 10pm

Other than work the only time I go out nowadays is to watch football matches.

>>732012971
my badd
Totally meant to that other anon

>>732012800
Neetbux

>show

>>732012971
So getting of methadone is the answer to all of my woes?

>>732013247
Okay how do i get Neetbux for depression and anxiety? LIke am i fucked or am i missing something. Be useful and teach me the ropes...fellow drug addict / ex drug addict here

Wake up at 3 or 4 am from alcoholism
Browse 4chan until 6 am
Shower, go to work
Home around 4pm
Drink until black out (15-20 beers)
Repeat.

+workout
+cooking
my day

>>732013373
Get hospitalised
Get doctors to fill in disability forms
Enjoy your new, wasted life

>work at home
pretty much

>>732013373
Are you in Sydney? I could help you personally perhaps... I need to buy meth :*(

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>>731999310
Went to sleep at 6am, sleep till 2pm still awake till now 700.
stay inside all day everyday mostly

https://youtu.be/HHxDhPrVqgc

>>731999574

If you want a NEET thread, say so.

it's a ded thread eh?

>>731999310
30 y old, data entry in pharma

>08:00 am wake up
>09:00 @ work
>09:00 - 13:00 working, or sitting in front of my computer if there's no work to do
>13:00 - 14:00 lunchtime, I usually strawl nearby my workplace
>14:00 - 18:00 work, but mostly avoid falling asleep, chess, stuff you can do on workplace pc
>18:00 - 19:00 commute from work to house
>still living with my family, most annoying shit
>21:00 dinner with my family
>22:00 - ? gaming and sleep

It would not be so bad if it wasnt for the fact that I still live with my family and my social life is slowly but firmly decaying in the last 2 - 3 years. I used to be a boon for most of girls when I was at school or in university, but since I dropped college to work nothing felt like that anymore, now I'm alone with myself pretty much all the time.

>>732005318
Why not just kill the baby instead?

>>731999310
Alarm goes off at 5:30AM.
Get my son's meds and breakfast set up.
Get him up and to the table
read some news.
Make sure my son is ready for school.
Get him off to school
Go take a 2.5 mile walk.
Sit down with a cup of coffee and hit 4chan
Monday - pay bills
Tuesday - grocery shopping
Wednesday - yard work
Thursday - house work
Friday - meetings and appointments
Get my son off the school bus
Deal with whatever bullshit comes over the phone
Make dinner
Watch some TV
Get my son to take a shower, drink some wine, give him his meds, and get him to bed.

I'm a widower, single dad, living on savings and survivors benefits. I have a teen daughter too, but she's almost zero maintenance.

>>732015073
how old are you and how old are your kids?

>>731999310
3rd Shift gas station employee here.

>get up at 9pm and take a shower
>sit around on computer until 10:30
>11:15 show up 15 mins late to work
>11pm-6am babysit drunk people, scratch-off addicts, and clean up nasty shit
>6am-7am run whatever errands I need to do, usually picking up another case of pop (because I live in the midwest) or stew ingredients
>7am-2pm play videogames, smoke weed, eat food
>2pm time for sleep


Then I get up and do it all over again. Pretty much the same thing on the weekends except I don't shower. Sometimes I see a friend of mine on the weekend but that's getting rare now.

I live on a diet of saltine crackers and cottage cheese, and pepsi. Occasionally stew.

Sometimes when I sleep I have these amazing dreams where I'm important and loved and happy, and then my alarm goes off and shit starts all over again.

>>732014797
>now I'm alone with myself pretty much all the time.

I know how that is. I was never a social person to begin with but once I started working I felt like I was pretty much off the grid. The key is to find a job where you have to interact with people. Then you can at least pretend to be important to someone.

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>get up sometime in the afternoon, usually after 2
>go on youtube and watch some videos
>play vidya to fill the gaping void in my being
>hope one of my friends isn't busy and is able to get on so I have some sort of social interaction
>stay up untill like 5am like right now
>repeat

I fucking hate my life

>>732015249
I'm 50, my son is 15 and my daughter is 18.

>working full time
>earn good money for age
>expensive car
>pay bills and shit
>living with gf
>always booked in for social events
>no time for vidya

can i kill myself yet? i miss being a sheltered introvert playing WoW 24/7. I miss doing whatever I want, whenever I want and not a care in the world...

>>732015752
Ah I see. Well good luck to you and your kids anon. You seem like a good dad.

>>732015461
It's impossible for me to change job, too many benefits I cannot give away.

I guess a life of solitude awaits.

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>>731999310
My family is stupid rich. the money i have invested makes way more money than any shit job I could get with my dumbass degree. Gave up on my passion ages ago. Wake up. Get Dunkin Donuts. Vidya. Sleep. Vidya. Pizza. Shitpost. Netflix. Sleep. Things could be worse tho... I could be poor kek

>>731999310
>wake up at 9
>shower
>full english breakfast every day
>work from 11 to 8 every day, call center selling insurance
>come home at 8..smth
>have dinner
>browse 4chan
>fap and or smoke a small joint cause paranoia panic attacks
>sleep
>repeat

>>732010545
this.. this.. like me, are you the other me?

No one will believe that I have been lurking since 2004.

Ask me anything.

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>>732016874
Since when have you been lurking?

>>732016371
Get into an mmo or something. Three of my previous failed relationships were with people I met in world of warcraft. Sounds stupid, I know, but lots of surprisingly normal people play them. Even those dumb base building survival games. I play one called ark right now and I have friendly neighbors that I talk to pretty much every day. At least until someone raids them and I never see them again. Such is life.

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>>731999310
1000 - get to bed
1700 - wake up
1710 - fap
1712 - play Diablo 3 and yugioh duel links and runescape classic private server
2322 fap
2325 piss and brush teeth
2330 eat cold leftover dinner family left out
2340 play more games and go on 4chan
0958 fap
1000 bed again

>>732017014
since two fousand n'4

>>732016874
Is this your first post ever? That would be kind of anti-climactic.

Real question though: What was it like with snacks around? I showed up just after he left

Why the shower part? https://youtu.be/f_2XRZTuf0Y

>>732017052
You only piss once a day?

>>732017244
Wake up having to, but if you ignore it a few hours the pain goes away. Shit every 3-4 days for an hour or so. Usually bad constipation at first, then once that's out it's just a ton of yellow diarrhea for a while.

Lived like this til age 20. No friends. No grills. No puss. Decided to go to college. Somehow lied my way into the popular clique but was so not spurgy I knew how to manipulate and lie my way thru partying, drinking, drugs, lots of sex.

8 years later I somehow landed a good job(25$/h + benefits and pension) and a super hot gf that ive been with for over 2 years, that owns her own house and wants me to move in with Her

Also we have no debt at all and both have great jobs. I am now living the dreams.

Anything is possible guys

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>>732017341

0530 alarm goes off
0555 walk out door to work
0630-1530 work work work. Fixing servers n shit
1530-1600 drive home
1605-1620 get home. Play with the baby. Talk to my MIL (who watches the baby)
1620-1800 housework. Empty dishwasher. Start laundry. Go outside and wash both of my cars. Clean the garage.
1800-1820 Shower.
1820-1930 Make dinner. Start a stew for tomorrow, and start a loaf of bread
1930-2100 Play with the baby. MIL leaves. Feed the baby. Play video games while she naps
2100-2200 Wife gets home. Talk, she eats dinner, plays with the kid, whatever
2245 Sleep

Wake up the next day and do it all over again.

>>732015838
Same situation as you.

Do what I am currently doing. End your relationship. Sell your possessions. Quit you job. Start to explore the world. Don't come back for at least a year. Be reborn.

>>732015838
>>732015838
this. adulting sucks. when i was young my family was too poor to afford video games (hell I was lucky to get something for my birthday or christmas). Now that video games are a drop in the bucket pricewise i have no time to play. having a nice fast car is fun but honestly sometimes i wish I was single again; I bought a switch launch day and grabbed zelda, bomberman intending to play while traveling for work and I've probably played a few hours on the airplane at most and I have been traveling cross country almost weekly. I saw mario kart released the other day so I grabbed that and the binding of issac and still have yet to get a chance to unwind and have barely played anything lol life doesn't exactly suck but dam I'd give anything to go back to the age of being as carefree and when the world seemed so big. but then again being a poor ass kid also wasn't the greatest. meh.

>>732017658
it's a good feeling to be everything ever average person wants to be. but i was happy doing my own thing. i pretty much did what my family told me to do and now im unhappy as shit.

>>732017605
You get ready to work within 25 minutes? I need at least 2 hours.

>>732017698
I could honestly live in small unit every day in a nice comfy town. As long as i can eat well, watch tv and have good internet and a decent computer

>>732017800
Yup. I'm exactly that.

My dad is the angriest hes ever been at me because I'm breaking up with my gf.

I've lived the life they wanted me to lead. Now its my time. I'm going to go backpacking for a few months, then life in Taiwan for about 6-12 months.

I'm going to have the time of my life.

You have control over your destiny, as impossible as it may feel. You do.

>>732017052
Take a piss after a fap. Nice try anon.

>drug (weed) dealer here
5-7am - sleep
noon-4pm - wake up, deal weed
5-7p - sleep some more
7p - deliver weed around my city
midnight - get back home
midnight-whenever - video games, smoke, more deals, eat

I pretty much have control over every day but I deal a lot of weed, so I lose a lot of sleep for money.

>>732016421

If youre rich why the fuck dont you travel or something?

>>732017658
That's retarded. If he does that he won't be able to play videogames or be introverted at all.


>>732015838

You should be like me and get a job you don't care about to pay the bills and then spend all of your free time on your own hobbies and things you find important. Donate to a charity or an organization you like if you want to be like part of society or whatever.

What former videogame addict doesn't miss the feeling you get when you waste an entire weekend playing one fucking game just because you had to get that one thing you wanted in it.

The trade is that when you live this way you constantly feel guilty for not living the other way. In the end, do what you love doing or you are WASTING you life. The older you get the faster it goes so those social events better be super worth it and fun as fuck.

Wake up 535. Travel to work. Work anywhere from 730- 1200ish till 530 ish. Stand around not doing anuthing most of the time, because there usually isnt anything. Then get screamed at for it. Go home. Movies, walk or ride bike then shower and sleep.

>>732017399
Sounds like youre just a normie that had a late start. Fuck off normie.

>>732017849
Yeah. Since I shower in the afternoon (3 days a week I go to the gym when I get home from work instead) I wake up, put my clothes on, grab a cup of coffee, and walk out the door. I don't eat breakfast at all. I only eat at 1200 and 1800.

>>732018074
Didn't read the WoW introvert part. My bad.

Still. Its never to late to start you life again.

>>732008123
I did that whole "sure, yeah, I'm going to college" lie for 7 years. If I could go back in time to those days I would either actually go to college or get a job. It was time down the drain and when I got caught I really felt like killing myself over the shame.

> work in porn store
> night shift 5pm - 12 or 1am.
>get shitty late night service station sandwhich or sausage roll for dinner
>drive home
> get high
> play vidiya
> browse net
> watch Netflix or some rubbish
> pass out around 5am
> get up around midday.
>play vidya
> leave for work around 430pm
>rinse repeat

>>732018005
Fuck yeah brother, that sounds like a plan. I might consider travelling the country for a while soon!

>>732018144
Sorry 1200 and 2000

>>732017698
As a serious answer, I barely have time to play games as well now that I'm working. When I do get time, I find I don't have as much interest as I once did, but I think that's just me specifically.

When I have to travel, I bring my PS4 with me on my carry on and just keep the backpack with it in it under the seat. It fits on all major airlines so I always bring it. If there's any time when you're traveling, take advantage of it.

If you only have time at home but find yourself obligated to your significant other, then just tell them you want to start setting time aside for yourself. That includes gaming, hitting beehives with sticks, covering yourself in peanut butter, whatever you need to do. If she sees you gaming and starts acting like it's not your time, then you can either just tell her outright that this is part of your time, or start treating her like an idiot and setting an alarm clock/countdown timer for her.

If she still doesn't get the picture then it might not be that you're better off single, but rather better off with someone who respects your needs and your space.

>>732018005
>Taiwan

Taiwan is just a shitty cross between japan and china. At least go somewhere cool.

>>732018036
I frequently travel.

>>732018182
Previously worked snow seasons
would have summers off.
would be soo much worse.
was full time pro wow progression raider
was on the dole (aus version of welfare)

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>>731999310

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>Work from home doing people's work schedule for my contracting company
>I can do the schedules anytime before 6am
>Wife does the cooking, cleaning, laundry and handles the kids

My schedule:
1. Wake up around 2pm
2. Eat/ shower around 3pm
3. Get on the computer and play games or general bs/watch movies etc
4. wife comes home around 4pm
5. get nagged to do some stuff for about 20min
6. say I have to work and go to the office to play more games until ~8pm
7. ~9pm I go get some wife ass
8. 10pm back on the computer playing games
9. depending how i feel i do the schedule for my employees between 12am-4am (takes me about 30minutes a day if I type fast enough)
10. literally just play games and watch movies all day.

Make ~$1000 a day 6 days a week.

>>731999310
it got so bad at one point that i didn't have a time scale just a pattern of behavior

>wakeup
>look around the cupboards for food
>go on laptop
>wank
>take a shit/piss
>nap
>wake up for food
>play games/or go back on laptop
>get tired but still watch a show/movie or letsplay
>back to sleep i go

and every so often shower but not until i knew someone was coming over.

>>731999310
>Wake up 8am
>Work
>Home
>Drink with roommates
>Go out at least once a week to keep social skills from atrophe
>sleep at midnight
Repeat 60 years and die
Feelsmediocreman

>>732018327

BTW I changed my schedule cuz the wife says no sex until I do... can't go more than a day without it,

We will make it

>>732008123
I'm in a similar position. People think i'm finishing my Law degree this year but I need at least two more years because I did nothing the last two.

One day I just fed up of this life and now i'm studying and trying to put my shit together. It's not a easy and facing the people you have lied to is a very ankward experience but it is not a good reason to kill yourself. I promise.

>>732017658

also this, explore and travel as much as you can. Get out of your comfort zone and broaden your view and perspective of the world. Don't really necessarily need to end your relationship if its going well (bring her along, international travel is fun with a partner), and if your making good money there's no need to sell your possessions either. But dammit every vacation you get or every time you get a extended break from work, buy a plane ticket to somewhere you've always wanted to go (and not just like a city or something; go somewhere that most people probably won't even see their whole life maldives, dubai, tibet, etc), travel lightly, and just go. it makes life so much more colorful seeing just how different life can be and also how shitty life could be (anyone here been to india lol)

tl;dr go to exotic places around the world, do some good drugs, and just explore the anywhere and everywhere in the world; its a crazy yet majestic fucking place

>>732018477
This thread is quite heartwarming. I would never have immagined so many people living the same situation I live into, or similar.

Why did the world treated us this way?

>>732018623
>fucking

Fuck off normie.

>>732017193
no, i haven't posted in 2-3 years, up until now.

It was alright, nothing crazy happened apart from him usually shit posting from time to time, or invading anon's threads and causing a riot.

Although there were tripfags and some managed to pull of fake moot and snacks which we all thought to believe. But apart from that everyone just sucked up to him or would try to get a reply from him.

>wake up feel like shit
>Go-to work
>Do absolute minimum all day and sit on b
>Go home
>Drink, smoke,drink,smoke
>Vidya
>Drink,smoke
Repeat

>>732018269

this is some good advice. It took me a few girls to realize and learn this but after a while of being together (especially if you end up living together) but there's no reason to feel guilty your not giving her enough 'time' If your significant other really loves you and wants to be with you long term, then your happiness should also be important to her. and if playing video games for a few hours makes you happy then do it. If she bitches and makes your life harder because of something that makes you happy then shes not the one and life is easier being single at this moment in the long run.

>>732018623

Amerifat currently in Bogota with GF. Next month Costa Rica, then two months in Dominican. (DevOps guy, just need internet and I get my US salary no matter where I am.) This man is right, travel makes you a better person. No one gives a shit when you tell them about your new TV or video game. But a good story about the unique things you saw travelling around the world, you'll be an engaging person.

Also, +1 on having a partner come with. Boring as fuck if you go solo. More fun to discover new things with someone who'se company you enjoy.

I was NEET for about a year. Not a day that went by that I didn't consider killing myself. I've been employed since then and that was nearly 10 years ago. Currently I'm married to a loving wife and I work 8-5 weekdays.

On the surface everything looks great but my life has become stagnant as all hell. I feel trapped in my job which I hate and sometimes I just want to be left alone which is nearly impossible in my domestic situation. I've picked up hobbies to combat the stagnation but they quickly become stale as well. I don't know why I can't just be happy with what I have.

>>732009032
UK?

>>732007780
Thats the Chinese food

>>732018842
lol what? are you making fun of me for being normal or making fun of yourself for being abnormal? or are you just offended by the word fuck

either way I don't see what point your trying to make. You should probably kys just to be safe.