hey, Anonymous! welcome to the After-Hours Bar. Grab a stool

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I was promised Dawning armor.

I desire the Dawning armor.

CLOSED - OUT OF BUSINESS

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present.

Checking in

-Sweet Roll

Here for a bit.

-phi

>>731441062
How are You? Haven't seen you in a while.

-phi

>>731440846

First

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>>731441003
I'm not sure that was my doing. have a drink, instead.

>>731441196
>>731441062
>>731441003
>>731441203
>>731441226

samefag

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>>731441003
Well you're in luck cause Cayde the man is here!

>>731441277
Nice try and even nicer dubs.

-phi

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I'm like 50% here....

>>731440846
Hi!

Mantis

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>>731441277
I don't think you know how these threads work, hon. or the fact that there's 8 different IPs in this thread.
>>731441397
I've got just the thing for a cutie like you <3
>>731441519
hey sir! one coffee, coming up shortly. how are the trains looking?

>>731441003
*gives lootbox*
Here ya go!

-Cayde

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>>731441277
Everyone in 4chan is a bot except you.

>>731441282
Cayde! What's your favorite kind of heavy weapon?

Also slight fuck you for reminding me my PS+ sub is out and I am debating not buying one until some asshole turtleface attacks my house.

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>>731441196
When I start to think my thoughts wander back to a betrayal from people who I've never met. Their negligence ensured the punishment of multiple innocents and their families in the process of apprehending one man who wasn't even hiding from them.

>>731441277
I'm not phi /b/ro

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>>731441609
Forgot lootbox

>>731441609

>Lootbox

-Sweet Roll

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>>731441635
G-horn. It's beautiful

>>731441653
I am...largrly lost but concerned all the same.

-phi

>>731441277
If this anon is telling the truth, this thread just got really sad

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>>731441519
>>731441589
sorry for the delay <3 hope this one's good enough!

>>731441804

Even though the other thread will 404, we can continue here.

Rev_Easy_Lover

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>>731441589
and what would that be?!

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>>731441857
Nah we're all different

>>731441906
What does your cult do?

-phi

>>731441679
>sterling treasures

o-oh.

Guess I can use those spektar boots though. The half-robot leg I'm wearing is nice but it's weird, how putting on some pants removes your leg and replaces it with some metal, then taking off the pants makes it grow right back up.
>>731441780
A fine choice indeed. My heavy of choice is Dragon's Breath, though I prefer to use a primary exotic. Necrochasm specifically.

Why blow up certain things when you can blow up ALL THE THINGS?
>>731441946
You don't know about that, we might be the same dude with identity disphoria!

>>731441589
You know what I like!
Looks like a cold night in The Yard. There's a frost warning tonight.
Still got my winter gear in my locker.
It'll be Invigorating out there..

Mantis

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>>731441857
you can check how many IPs there are. do people just not know this?
>>731441934
tea! I thought you liked it.

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>>731440846
Bartender, do you have any oil?

>>731441890

(((Takes a deep sip)))

This will do just fine, ma'am!!
;)

Mantis

I really want to die today. Like more so than usual. I haven't eaten all day and I've been freaking out lately.

>>731442082
Are you offering any special drinks today?

-phi

>>731442218
What's up?

-phi

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>>731442071
jesus, dude. stay safe out there.
>>731442086
I'm... not sure I do. how about some super oily food? you can surely extract some from this.
>>731442218
have you sought professional help? have you practiced any self-care and tried to look after yourself, at least a bit today?
>>731442232
I'll see what I can do!

>>731442063

Raise money to ease my already easy existence.

Exert our influence to advance our members.

Consolidate power in order to better plot for world domination.

Subvert other cults.

Recruit potential assets.

And so on.

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>>731442218
That's quite unfortunate, but don't let yourself think that. Play some games or talk with your buddies, it'll go away in a bit

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>>731442218
What's different about today, anon?

Where's the new Tomoko thread?

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>>731442316
Oh wait wait wait, do you have any spicy ramen

>>731442352
So....is it mainly for your benefit?

-phi

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>>731442082
I do like tea! Coffee/black tea at night before work, Herbal in the morning for sleep!

>>731442082
Jill!

A cherry soda please, bartender.

~Rock

>>731440846
i've recently got bored and started a book titled necronomicon, (no it's not a REAL necro, but has some interesting stuff). And I've noticed something weird about people who consider themselves agnostic or atheist, even though they deny higher beings or powers, it seems to bother them when i have this book around them and i don't understand why. could just be social ineptness or that i have so many edges i put a rhombicosidodecahedron to shame.

-fp

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>>731442086
Look, there's an "I'll oil you up" joke in there. I'm not going to make it, too lazy.

Anyways, I'm afraid I'll have to step out right now. See ya'll later!
>>731442441
1.- Those are some A E S T H E T H I C digits.

2.- Down the street, 2 blocks, turn left and then another. Big sign on the wall, can't miss it.>>731442532
I like this picture.

>>731442524

Of course not.

My life would be much easier if I weren't so religious!

It is more of an aid to the members.

Trust me, as soon as I can find someone to take over, I abdicate and start a new one.

>>731442082
I'm aware you are ABLE to check IPs at least on desktop. Though I browse 4chan almost exclusively mobile.

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>>731442232
let's try this out!
>>731442441
...considering this isn't it, I have no idea. try asking other people?
>>731442490
I'll check, just give me a minute <3
>>731442532
and you think I don't pay attention.
>>731442584
same one as before? hi there. you doing well?

>>731442825
I'll take over. Could use some people to oust.....Gary? Glenn? Idk, something with a G

>>731442825
What would be needed to qualify as a leader?

-phi

>>731442957
-Cayde

>>731442879
Fruity looking. Just like me

-phi

>>731442879
Yeah. No. I've been pretty upset today.

I have come to seek the strongest advice you got if you can't serve it that's fine.
Been married for 4 years since I was 18. I lie to myself and tell myself the love is still there when I'm around her but it's not obviously isn't when I home I spend time to myself because we are now living with her parents because we were having a hard time affording an apartment since I am the only one who has work and been working for three of the 4 years. I have been thinking of leaving but she suffers from depression and has been known to try to od and even cut herself. Also her grandma has died 3 months ago so I know that is still fresh on her mind. Her parents are nice but can only stand them for an hour before my nerves just want me to shout shut the fuck up because they are like children. I haven't been happy and Heather has she but I don't want to be the reason or even the thought of her ending her life because I leave or thought about leaving. What do I do?

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>>731441804
I'll simplify the tale with the details mostly intact.
My father was very social early in my life one of his "friends" (who only came by like twice in my early memories before the incident) was a idiot. The man was manufacturing substances & likely consuming and selling his creations.

That man had a friend, possibly an ex-gf who was arrested she sold that man out in exchange for absolution of charges. she didn't know his location though.

The news made it up the chain of command and the order came back down. Several swat teams raided residences with with multiple warrants of different types at their disposal, as well as full swat/riot gear.

The men women and children were questioned, in my case I was taken to be questioned from 8:00am to about 8:30 pm when I was sent away. I was only 8-9...

The women and children were ultimately released, the men were charged by whatever means were necessary.

Essentially this is the one event that has changed the natural progression of my life... my "fate" if you would believe such things. It forced me to change locations and lose what friends I had... at the absolute least.

I suppose the least I can do is act like it doesn't bother me.

>>731442441

Thatta way

-Sweet Roll

>>731440846
great game

smoking some purple haze right now so ill pass on the liqueur tonight

>advice

so long story short, im the youngest of my family. usually the least responsible for family shit, but all that changed some time ago. this winter pops had a stroke and cant work, and it devastated my mother and sent her health down the drain. as this situation's progressed my brothers wont help our folks (one simply cant) and my mothers family is beginning to pass with the days. i've just in the last 7 months attained nearly two families worth of responsibility and am carrying my ma's bullshit sorrow and her weight around the house. any thoughts?

>tldr: dad had a stroke, ma's a vegetable, family's dying, that's a fucking.

>>731441397
Sometimes I am too.

Mantis

>>731442963

Leadership qualities.

I realize that answer sounds ridiculous, but it is the best I can do with the internet between us.

If we were face to face then I could show you almost instantly.

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>>731443031
Stay with her, you'll tolerate her eventually. I had to for eons and.... it worked out

>>731442957

Aren't you cute?

>>731443071
I see. How have you used this experience?

-phi

>>731443187
Huh.

Good luck finding a new leader I suppose.

-phi

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>>731443269
Why yes I am

>>731443119

Uh, this way

My bad

>>731437328

-Sweet Roll

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>>731442490
does this work for you?
>>731442688
coming up, just give me a second <3
>>731443013
you gonna be on later? I'll try and pop back to the other place a bit later. no luck with tanks?
>>731443031
consider couples' therapy. she's in a bad place right now, and I'm sure she loves you. she's just in a bad place.

This thread isn't about valhalla and it needs to be

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>>731442879
So observant! Not that I can drink alcohol at this time anyway, must have my wits about me!
>>731442740
me to...
>>731443146
all the goings on keep me on my toes..

>>731443136
I wish I had an easy simple answer, but I don't.
If you want to talk about it, you can certainty use these threads for that.

Mantis

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>>731443447
Aw yes, time to spice things up!

>>731443447
Im not going anywhere. Things went fine there. Its just outside things today.

>>731440846
A fuck load of red wine, please

>>731442388
>>731442362
>>731442266

I don't know. I'm going to more than likely get fired from my job that I don't like, only took to avoid being broke as fuck since enjoyable jobs don't pay for shit. My rent is too damn high and I can't really put any money away to save up to move out. I don't enjoy my life much at all and the means to change it are so close yet so far. I live in a small town without many full time jobs that would hire an unskilled piece of shit like me for anywhere close to the wage I need to have a net positive so I could maybe move out. I just feel fucking trapped on all sides and all this effort is for nothing since I see no gain with anything I do.

>>731443351

There is no rush.

Besides, much like the submissive having the real control in bdsm, the follower ultimately has the power...after all, a cult leader with no minions is just a lunatic, right?

But a guru with even one chela is like unto a god.

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>>731443305
Until I finally had a full understanding of the situation sirens made me nervous.

I mean at that age and with nobody telling me with any honesty what was going on what could I learn? unfortunately I'm in my early twenties and only now have a complete understanding of the situation.

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>>731443704
Woah there pal, you sure you're able to take that much?

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>>731443136
I'm not sure there's a quick fix for this. someone needs to be there for the family, and it sounds like some other people won't. I'm sorry that this weight's been put on your shoulders.
>>731442688
okay, how's this?
>>731443670
it'll be okay, yeah?
>>731443704
and here I thought I was almost caught up... it's on the way!

>>731443753
How about Cab Driver or Uber?
You can set your own hours/days.

Mantis

>>731443835
I've taken more...

Bartender, I need something to live for.

>>731443753
Do you have anybody you can depend on if it comes to that?
I once took a job just to not be broke. When k got fired I was devastated. Ended up being rest good for my overall well being. I was away from being mistreated an overlooked by coworkers.

Advice: manual labour requires little skill and pays pretty good.

-phi

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>>731444158
I'm sure you have

>>731442316
I've never sought professional help because I can't afford it. Therapy would really help and I wish I could go but the only place in town is 200$ for an hour session which is a lot of fucking money for a guy struggling to make rent.

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>>731443704
okay! we'll give this a shot. I've been told it tastes like nostalgia.
you the same wine-drinker who's popped in here before? how's likfe treating you?
>>731444219
find a passion.

>>731443763
I guess. I'm not in any cults and I'm single but I got both analogies.

-phi

>>731443869
I don't know. I tried to talk about my issues but it didn't do anything but stress me more.

>>731443492
>>731443869

i appreciate the honesty, hasnt been simple for anyone these days. i smoke to relax and in hopes that when i come to ill have meditated the situation long enough.

heres to victory, weed, and a fat paycheck, and keeping the family close anons

>kampai

>>731443833
But is there a way you can harness the emotions of this experience and use it for good?

-phi

>>731443447
Thank you love <3 in just a bit overwhelmed, between the threads and the discord, it's not easy with my phone.

~Rock

>>731444285
I have family in town but I would rather die than borrow money from them, I'm 21 and a waste of space, I'd never accept it from them.

>>731444609
I meant more for s place to crash. I'm on a similar boat to you as far as age and income. I moved back in with my parents for a spell and got a job fixing basements for 18 dollars an hour. The time with my parents gave me enough breathing room to save up and look for a better place.

-phi

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>>731444609
It never hurts to lend money from parents. I did it and ended up just fine

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>>731444392
how can I help you?
>>731444440
good luck, hon.
>>731444603
you're okay. it's been a bit of a crazy night.

>>731444295
Still shit! Thanks for asking!

>>731444777

>G E T

-Sweet Roll

>>731444826
My fragile ego and nonexistent sense of self worth wouldn't allow me to.

>>731444965
Oh cool! I rarely get trips.

-phi

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>>731443753
>My rent is too damn high
For food, look for low income food programs out there. I am not sure what country you are in, but in the states there are a lot of churches that giveaway boxes of food on the weekends. You could look into government assistance as well.

How feasible is renting out a room?

Shaving off food and boarding costs should be priority number one for getting out of that small town.

As for the soul crushing nature of life.. well, all I can say is that I feel you should try to find a small hobby that can pick you up at the end of a long day at work. Anything. Drawing doodles for 15 minutes, or bubble baths, or fishing. etc..

>>731444885
I don't know. Tell me it's ok.

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Y'know I've never been to many discords, I could use a group to chat with

>>731445140
I can ask somebody to invite you.

-phi

>>731445132
It's okay anon. What going on?

-phi

Did someone need a discord inviter?

-Al

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>>731444946
I'm sorry. I was hoping you'd feel a bit better, but it's hard for things to improve just by hoping.
>>731445132
of course it is. you're gonna be okay, yeah?

>>731445048

More than just trips

-Sweet Roll

>>731444371

Are you quite sure you aren't in any cults?

You might be in one and not even know it....

>>731445060
it's a one bedroom house. I play guitar and I have for years now but it hardly makes me feel better most days, just frustrates me that I can't play as good as I had at previous times.

>>731445140
>>731445329
Boom

-phi

>>731445339
Eh, I guess I sort of deserve it.
Instant Karma, I guess!

>>731445383
Ehh. It's not a cult if I'm the only one killing myself.

-phi

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>>731444450
Emotions to harness? I have one emotion I am feeling clearly and strongly right now. It is merging with its opposite. It is the only thing that feels real to me right now, everything outside of those emotions feels hollow.

chupalo

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>>731445329
Why yes we do! Name's Cayde

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>>731445584
Boom?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ump376wQkzs
Boom!

Bartender, can you please make me a special cocktail called "The Commonwealth"?

>>731444440
All you can do is the best you can, and you seem to understand this clearly already!

Welcome Kampai!

Mantis

>>731445637

You should explore these themes.

Perhaps a cult could help you, again, assuming you aren't already in one (or more) and don't know it....

Hey OP, If I asked you to have romantic and hot sex with me, would your answer be the same as your answer to this question?

why am i here

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>>731445412
Yeah, but even if it's one bedroom, you should minimize expenses as much as possible.

How about joining a meetup for musicians or guitarists?

>>731445662
I mean...big things happen but we can use the emotion connected to these events for good.

-phi

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>>731444885
It's nice that it's really active, I just wish I was better prepared.

Enough of that though, you still really busy lately? I hope it calms down soon if so.

>>731445312
Just my life.
>>731445339
Yeah. Sorry im just freaking out a bit.

>>731446047
Haha sure thing.

-phi

>>731446315
Want to talk about it?

-phi

>>731445841
What's your name on discord, just Cayde? What are the numbers?

-Al

Oh it's another circlejerk thread. And here I thought someone was just being polite for once on /b/.

>>731446386
It's both.

-phi

>>731446358
Cayde-6
#6606

>>731445339
Bartender, can you make me a White Russian?

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>>731446386
We can be polite. Go ahead and ask a question, we'll answer the best we can

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>>731446176
You felt a pull to this thread.

Relax, and stay awhile.

>>731446347
I tried to earlier and I kind of just shut down.

>>731446321

Perhaps a cult already is helping you, as you help the cult...

>>731446831
No need to push yourself dear. It may just seem like words but sometimes we just need to hear somebody say it.
Everything is going to be alright anon.
I mean it. It will take a lot of effort but I have confidence it can end up alright.

-phi

Oi had a rough day at work give me the strongest drink you have on tap.

>>731446993
Now you sound like /x/

-phi

>>731446574
Sent you a friend request, accept and I can add you

-Al

>>731447054

It is only paranoia if nobody is out to get you, baby.

>>731446768
Well, when you're right, you're right. No sense in pretending otherwise. Life's really just been handing me a bum hand. I know things will be alright, but damn. It's a lot like being at rock bottom and saying "it'll eventually be ok."

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>>731447192
Accepted

>>731447398
You seem to be really enjoying this

-phi

>>731447479
It may be overwhelming now, but yeah, at least now you have a place to vent.

Mantis

GF of 4 years left me last Friday. She was the one and now she's gone

>>731447688
It may feel that way but it will get better. As somebody who has been dumped horribly, it will be hellish for a while, but it gets easier and might be better down the road.

-phi

>>731447508
Sent you the invite to the channel

-Al

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I feel bad.. I didn't post at all tonight

>>731447479
That's how a lot of people show up here... I hope things improve for you. Life seems to come up like this every once in awhile...always be looking for something to learn from your situation... that's how life really improves. WE improve. You're welcome to stay and talk with these lovely people.
>>731447688
recently went through the same thing. 4 years and all.... nothing can change what happened and there are no magic words.... look for someone who will listen and feel with you, even it it's just us... Things improve with time, but until then... it's okay to hurt...


I'm off to work everyone. Good night E>

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"It's open mic night, right? I want to play you the song of my people."

>>731447881
Take care.

-phi

>>731447971
My eardrums are ready.

-phi

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>>731447688
Chek'd
Feel free to talk about it, if you want.

>>select all images that match coffee cup!!!


Mantis

>>731447789
IDK man, it's really fucking with my head. And the worst part is that it wasn't even a clean split, she said she just wanted a break to figure some shit out in her life. I have a good opportunity with a new job out of state, but I'm scared that if I leave I'll lose her forever.

>>731447021
I don't feel better though and I don't know what could help.

>>731448521
That's tough.

-phi

>>731447522

I always enjoy feeling out a potential new asset, cutie

>>731448008
Sweet, that's the second thread I've pulled dubs in lol. I dumped my purse out a little above, but advice is always welcome

>>731448560
I don't know what to order without knowing all the problems. But from my experience it can always get better.

-phi

>>731448637
Seems the bartender forgot to cut you off. I'm far from cute.

-phi

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>>731448668
See? Your luck is already starting to change.

Mantis

shit i'm late. straight Jack please

I feel useless all the time, I always beat myself u anytime i fail which makes me fear taking risks

>>731448931
Why are you so hard on yourself? Do you fail in the eyes of others or only yourself?

-phi

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I wonder if "the bartender" knows how to make blood and sand? I'm only curious... I don't drink.

>>731449002
both, I take the opinions of others to seriously while upholding myself to incredibly high standards

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>>731448931
Take a deep breath and relax.
You're here now.

Mantis

>>731449130
Sounds tasty.

-phi

>>731448689
I just feel so alone. I hang out with people but it doesnt do anything for me. Then anything happens and I feel crushed

>>731449138
Sounds like a form of perfectionism to me. Why the need to push yourself so hard though? Do you feel you need to make up for something?

-phi

>>731449130
Sounds like a great name for a band.

Mantis

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>>731446993
this guy is easily the dumbest person who has attacked Alice

>>731440846?
have anything strong tonight? fireball or vodka
anyway... i got a problem... im losing a important girl in my life, what do i do?

-0perator

>>731449201
Do you put yourself under pressure to achieve greatness?

-phi

>>731449412
Care to explain?

-phi

A whiskey and cola please.

The last day of finals is this Friday. I still have one more to go but I'm feeling positive. My GPA is healthy and I'm switching majors in the fall. I won't reveal too much because I have friends and family that are /b/tards. I'm not trying to brag or anything, it's just nice to see that my hard work is paying off. I still have three more years to go, but I'm feeling really proud of myself right now. Went from a 9th grade dropout to a college student.

I hope everyone in this thread gets their issues addressed and their problems relieved.

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>>731449173
yep.

>>731449281
tasty band.

Here is a basic version of it: http://www.saveur.com/article/Recipes/Classic-Blood-Sand-Cocktail

>>731449521
I'm proud of you anon. Keep going.

-phi

>>731449255
hmm i think its a need to get noticed by people wanting someone to sincerely say "hey anon you did a good job"

>>731449433
best friends, we met in grade 4 now shes leaving to kentucky..

-0perator

>>731449418
What do you mean?

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Beer me barkeep

>>731448749

I was speaking of your inner beauty, dear.

Incidentally, is your alias "phi" from the greek letter or what, baby?

>>731449621
That's fair. Do you think no verbal appreciation would be enough?

-phi

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>>731449521

Well done, anon!

Mantis

>>731449672
Huh...any ways for you to keep in touch? Planning any visits to each other?

-phi

>>731448851
Honestly, I don't know what to do. It wasn't a clean break, she said she wanted a break to figure some shit out in her life. She was the only thing keeping me here. I have a good job opportunity in another state, but I'm scared that if I leave I'll lose her forever. I don't think I can handle that

>>731449690
How much scrutiny do you put yourself under. You express being crushed. I was wondering of that was by your own internal dialogue or not.

-phi

>>731449717
....you are really drunk...

-phi

>>731449672
What feelings do you have for her?

Does she know?

Mantis

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>>731440846
EPIC ROLE PLAYING BREAD YOU GOT HERE OP

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She just wants to be friends, after 2 weeks of her claiming to not know what she wants.

Should have expected it. Fuck.

>>731449833
well i have her on social media but weve been drifting...

-0perator

>>731449903
Plenty. I meant that in more of a emotional way

>>731449774
how would one do that?

>>731449989
This doesn't happen if you see all of them as guys. Easy isn't it?

>>731450108
Distance is hard. You need a regularly scheduled Skype and the occasion Al real life visit. That's my experience at least. That being said, I can go months with silence from some great friends and we pick up where we left off.

-phi

>>731450156
I see

-phi

>>731450291
I don't know what to do anymore. I spend so much time just staring at a screen.

>>731450194
Well people express appreciation and comraderie in different ways. Some pros simply express it by spending time with one another or through physical touch.

Really I want you to be open to the chance that maybe people appreciate you a lot .pre than you realise and they just don't express it in a way that's easy for you to recognise.

-phi

>>731449934

If only...i just finished a course of antibiotics and havent had any ethanol in days.

Do you think you will get in trouble for talking to a suppressive person?

Or are you under orders to keep me going so my text can be studied and my motives considered?

>>731450491
You're just calling me baby and cutie and I'm not used to it.

-phi

>>731449989
There's a surprising number of cuties here that have posted sexy legs and feet before.

thinking of offing myself... give me 3 shots

>>731450434
To start you have us. It may not sound like much bitbyou have us. This thread (or something similar) happens 3 times a week. That's a way that things can get better while you are just looking at the screen.

Do you have any hobbies?

-phi

>>731450587

I can't call you phi until i know what it means, honey...

Also, i notice you are ignoring the hard questions...a certain cult leader who denies leading a cult also does that...it is really quite provocative, sweetcake.

>>731450616
What happened?

>>731450755
I don't know. Games but im starting to become disinterested in it and can't even play new ones I get.

>>731451029
Ask the hard ones again and I'll do my best.

-phi

>>731451049
You might just need a holy of some kind. For me a change of scenery or pace has done wonders in the past. Is there maybe somethi g you've always wanted to try that you could? Archery lessons? Martial arts? Tea drinking? It could be anything.

-phi

>>731450608
Mmm boi pussy legs

>>731451242
Not really. I hate this area and nothing really interests me for too long

>>731450440
hmm I'll look closer now. thanks for the help. what is the sum of sin(5)^2 over 4

>>731451715
May I ask what area?

-phi

>>731451787
No idea. Is it about 6?

-phi

>>731451972
>>731451787
Nevermind. I completely misread that when I guessed 6

-phi

>>731451100

Why are you phi?

Is it from the greek?

Are you under orders of the cult to keep talking to me to study me and determine my motives and threat potential?

What is elder sister in japanese?

>>731441196
skewed Ф
-л

>>731452119
Phi is just a nickname with no meaning. No Greek. It was literally "phi sounds nice"

No cult orders.

Ummm.... aneki?

-pho

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>>731440846
48 people, busy night eh?

Coffee to go, please.

>>731452176
I like It!

-phi

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Hey guys! Hope you had a good night. Sorry I couldn't open the shrine!

Well, to make up for it, I'm gonna give three tarot readings before I go to bed!

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>and please remember that you are loved. <3

That's sweet, but that doesn't solve my problem.
Without meaning to sound cruel or, in some way overly shallow, I struggle to attract the kind of person I need. Not want, but need. Instead I seem to only attract two kinds of people; incredibly selfish, emotionally insecure depressive introverts who literally do nothing and barely have even one interest OR far too demanding, overly sexual people who try to use me as a sort of emotional fluffer before going back to the people they waste my months away complaining about.

I get the feeling that I'm going to have to change virtually everything about myself just to stand even a slight chance, but I can't help but feel that that's kind of bullshit at the same time. Anyone got any advice that isn't along the lines of "Shut the fuck up you fucking fuck."?

>>731451913
California but the rural parts. Population is only around 3k. Nearest actual town is 200mi away

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>>731451787
Does this seem correct?
-Izaya

>>731452415
fake and gay

>>731452415
Roll for reading

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJvCnFqSViA

>>731452260

That just means sister.


I asked about elder sister.


Also, you were instructed not to chat with me, but i suspect that was a ruse to throw me off, cutie.

>>731452415
Will i be able to beat the cult of Alice?

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>>731452614
Sure is! But don't you want one anyway?

>>731452636
You got 636! Close enough! What's your question for the cards?

>>731452415
Always a pleasure to see you reimu.

-phi

>>731452508
Cali has some great hiking.

-phi

>>731452794
I don't know Japanese.

I was told it was a waste of my time but I decided to do it anyway because why not.

-phi

>>731452794
aneki means big sister dumbass

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>>731452858
You too, Phi! Thanks for checking up on me earlier!

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Been a while since I've been back, I kept missing them. How're people doing tonight?

-Copi

>>731452119
what evidence do you have that a cult even exists

>>731452853
Uh I dont know. I didnt think I would get this far.
>>731452889
Already did that. Kind of ehh especially with the incoming heat

Unfortunately I'm off to bed everybody. I hope you all sleep well and know that I love you.

-phi

>>731453074
I only did what anybody would.

-phi

>>731453108
get out of the cult phi

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I GOT ORANGE JUICE! NOW ITS SODA! NOW ITS BEER! YAY BEER!

>>731453085
I'd advise keep looking. Honestly that jolt has always been good for me. Unfortunately I need sleep. I've got a wicked cold I need to get over. Take care anon. Thank you for talking with me

-phi

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>>731453074
hey ma'am! you missed the shrine tonight. I kept my eyes open and everything for you.

>>731442352
such potential
try
Ѡ

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>>731453108
bye bye phi.

>>731453328
who the hell is this Hijiri. are you new?

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>>731453025

We both know anekiho is the correct answer, my precious cultist.

>>731452949

Do you feel it was a waste of time, baby?

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Bars have gin and juice right?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7qQKnTthuac

or maybe something with a little more chill...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mJTzOQ3P5C8

Either way we may still be in the jungle...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7ojOWMwpNM

I'm steering clear of bringing the lewd song here for now though...

>>731453527
Dude i can't comprehend how retarded you are

>>731453527
first off, gtfo out of here with your cult bullshit
second, its anekihou.se

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>>731453108
night, you wonderful person!
>>731453452
sort of! is there another Hijiri that I should keep my eyes out for?

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>>731453084

The evidence is my own personal observation coupled with decades of study on secret societies, religion, logic, cults, and other useful subjects.

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>>731453328
I heard Reisen filled in for me. I appreciate it! Sadly I was working...

>>731453134
Oh, pssh. Just let me thank you!
*giggle*

>>731453085
Aaany question at all.

>>731453747
i used to be hijiri then i lost my motorcycle

>>731442388
there is less evolution

>>731453622

You are arguing with google now, not me, so you better let them know how wrong they are.

>>731453759
Theology isn't a real science

>>731453759
so no evidence then got it
if you cant spell it out, it aint real
also you talk like you are 13 so i doubt you have "decades" of anything bucko

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>>731453760
You've been so busy lately!

>>731453856
Not enough evolution stones sadly.

>>731453759
none of those subjects are useful besides logic and you display none of it here

>>731453759
this nigga think he in nicholas cage exposing the illuminati or some shit

>>731453759
you understand logic about as well as an ant understands chess

>>731453759
gaaaaaay

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>>731453760
she did a great job, from what I saw! was work alright?
>>731453833
oh! I can upload this folder somewhere and give it to you instead, I suppose.

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>>731453635

Still banned from the secret society

LOL

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>>731453760
You actually came here?
neat.

>>731452415
Hi Reimu!!

Mantis

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>>731453952
Sadly only gonna be more busy from here on out... I need to rework my shrine schedule, but I haven't had time!

>>731454044
how is it secret if it is posted every thread

>>731454061
wrong image.....

>>731454044
this is the worst kept secret of all time given how public it is

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>>731454090
Oh my, not even enough time to rework for shrine schedule. Things at work picking up?

>>731454036
no, you keep it. be a force for good in her name, Namusan~

I speak for all Hijiri's when I say do us proud.

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I'm catching feelings for my friend with benefits. Fuck. Well at least I got booze

>>731453760
Why can't I understand people. Can I ask that?

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>>731454090
I'm sure some people will help pick up the slack! something this good could never die.
>>731454238
if you say so! thanks friend.

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>>731453917

1. Cults or secret societies typically have efforts to recruit from the general public. Those are the cooking/tea time threads.
2. Interested victims are then referred to the livestream, where for a nominal fee they may participate instead of just watch. That is the outer circle.
3. The inner circle is the elder sister chat, which is ruled with an iron fist by the cult leader.
4. The cult leader causes physical dependence on her by doing things, seemingly altruistically, such as taking her minions to the hospital.

>>731440846
So there is a girl...

>>731454404
We're counting on you. Don't let us down.
Time for this old monk to rest...
-vanishes-

>>731454520
seeing a whole lot of charged and loaded language with no evidence behind it

be me 30 year old white male, drunk last night, texted an old slut from another state started off by saying hey its me anaon.....been talking to her for 3 days now and realized its not the girl i was talking to at the end of last year......shes 17 from okalhoma. toldher im not the guy she thought i was but still wants to chat....wat do

>>731454520
argument by assertion much?

>>731454520
>take people to the hospital and pay for their treatment
>SEEMINGLY altruistic
>year of our lord 2017>>731454520

>>731454520
That theory is about as sound as a pol/x collaboration could be expected to be.

Unfortunately it is also as accurate...

>>731454520
what are you talking about you can participate in alices stream without paying money you idiot just talk to her lol

>>731454520
this nigga so stupid he doesnt understand the diff between an alert and a chat box

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>>731454118
>>731454157

What goes on in there is a secret.

Any outsider is purged.

Prove me wrong by clearing all bans.

Protip: your leader will never permit that, but likely has a ready reason that you will accept without question.

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Hello thread.
How are things over here?

>>731454588

Personal observation, pal.

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>>731454836
Holy crackers. I haven't seen you in forever. How's it going?

>>731454777
you clearly havent red the rurus as permabanning is against them

>>731454777
Just posted here today but it seems obvious to me I wouldn't unban a lot of people I banned.

>>731454839
personal observation would require observation and that would be evidence. so where is it

>>731454679

Yes, because that doesn't seduce the target further into the cult.

>>731454777
weird that four guests were in chat for hours today without being purged. maybe just assholes get banned?

Hi
-pun

>>731454777
Protip: ban list is empty

>>731454970
>SEEMINGLY altruistic
yeah you are clearly a troll

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>>731454970
>seduce the target
Thats Lewd!!!

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>>731454613

Not today i didn't. I related things i personally witnessed with interpretations that may or may not be true. However, it seems the loyal are asserting my interpretations are incorrect by doing nothing more than asserting i am wrong.

Checkmate, cultist.

>>731454970
>seduces the target
so any attempt to help someone is seduction now?

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>>731454881
Mostly, I burned myself out on people again and have been talking things even slower than before.
I should visit here more often but I just don't have the energy.

You?

What's with this cult shit again?

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goodbye thread <3 it was nice having you up!

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>>731454036
My neck and back were hurting. It wasn't great, but at least it was a slow night.

>>731454061
Why wouldn't I come here? Jill's cool.


>>731454062
Hi there!

>>731454201
Yep. And a lot of my free time has to be poured into getting my actual career off the ground. The day job can't last forever!

>>731454401
That's a good question. I hope the reading gives you some insight!

>Four of Swords
You face a period of low physical energy. It takes true effort on both parts to understand others.

>The Hermit
The cards seem to indicate that you're a loner, maybe introverted by nature and prone to self-seclusion. If so, you aren't understanding others because you aren't motivated to be around them in a true sense and get to know them. You've hid yourself away from the good and the bad.

>Ten of Cups
Strong friendships or love brighten your existence. All the cups can still be yours.

>>731443031
Its sounds like a sequence of events stemming from the beggining; Sorta like induction. As far as we know existence is finite; so are options

>>731455252
the burden of proof lays on those making the claims, obvious troll
back up your claims or gtfo

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>>731455299
Sounds wise.

I'm also feeling burnt out on everything lately. It's hard to escape that feeling, I guess.

This cult thing is just one poster being silly, ignore them.

>>731455385
Makes sense. Good luck Reimu!

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>>731455385
>Jill's cool
I come back to my thread dying, and yet the sweetest thing I could ever see.

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>>731455050

We'll see.

But not today.

This is akin to molesting an ant hill. The queen has to direct her loyal workers to rebuild the hill first.

Don't worry, i won't forget you...after all, this is really just about recruiting for MY cult, after all....

>>731443071
The least you can do is accept. Way less effort

>>731455385
Thanks for the reading I guess.

>>731455501
proven wrong yet doesnt retract statements
yep troll

>>731455261
Not necessarily, smartie, but better suspicious than gullible...unless that's part of your plan....

>>731455654
>better suspicious than gullible
so basically yes. paranoid af

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>>731455404

Pretend you are from Missouri and go see for yourself.

Supposedly the secret society is open to all (as long as you obey the leader without question).

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>>731455385
(You) a ME real quick.
To restore my faith in the cult.

What will you be working from now on?

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>>731455385
I don't know, I just hadn't seen you here for a while and didn't think you'd show up.

I assume things have been going decently for you.


>>731455538
.....

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>>731455644

Yeah because you cleared the ban list in the last 20 minutes?

In that case, it will be clear tomorrow, and next week, and next month.

Infiltrating a cult is like cooking a soup. It takes time to do it right.

>>731443187
Leaders are for groups when noone is around
type lambda

>>731455385
Thank you for everything you do, Reimu!!
I'm at work, so if I don't get back here, Goodnight!!

Mantis