Chill/Feels thread It's currently almost 5am and it's

>>730901267
all i hear is a bunch of faggot birds who cant shut the fuck up

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>>730901627
Get out there with a pellet gun mate

ur gay

>>730901267
Make a thread on /wg/ for stuff like this. They love these kinds of threads

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how's life /b/?

>>730901267
You from the east coast? It's storming like a motherfucker in Kentucky.

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It's gotten to the point where I don't even want to be in a relationship. I just want a loving companion who cares about me, just like how I care about them

One of my coworkers told me "your a little suspect" i think he thinks I'm gay. Which I'm not. Maybe he is fucking around? We get pretty mean with each other in joking. Am I overthinking this?

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>>730901267

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>>730903428
>see image
>existential crisis because that's basically my thoughts every night
neat

Whats the point if i have to work so much harder than everyone else. Its not worth the effort

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>>730903783
They worked hard to you just have to catch up because of all the time you spent doing nothing.

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I recently had sex with a friend and it's over. We're just friends now. I'm clingier than she is. She says she misses me but I have my doubts. Maybe I'm just less busy than her.

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>>730904114
She was my first, and probably my last.

She'll have other lovers, I'm sure I won't.

How nasty is that? That I think her love life will be easier than mine. I don't know.

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I have a job, a gf and my first born is on it's way.
Why do I still think about suicide every day?

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>>730904323
Forgetting her, I don't know.

I'm just so lonely sometimes, and I sometimes feel I can't do anything about it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Acgy-3d4P6o

>>730904371
Do you actually want all of that?

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>>730904323
>I'm sure I won't.
If one girl has banged you I'm sure plenty more will come your way anon. I believe in you

>Starts raining on me because I fell asleep under open window because haven't put the ac in yet. Wake up to close the window. Have to pee. Can't fall back asleep. Go on /b/. A magically retarded experience,

>>730904514
I thought I did. I have always done what was expected of me. Do good in school, do military service, go to university etc etc.

Sometimes it just feels like I have lived my life for someone else. I'm not depressed, at least I don't think I am. But I am not happy either

>>730904459
>>730904688
Fuck. Replied to the wrong post

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>>730904514
Yeah, I guess.
I never thought the lovier part of our lives would have passed so fast.

I miss her.

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>>730904756
I'm being dumb of course she misses me
She's just got a busier life than me.
it sucks though.

>>730903594
same haven't seen that yet
>>730904121
this is just fucking wrong

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>>730904971
Do you have a big cock?

Is it worth to keep fighting /b/?
I don't want a normal life, I don't want to have kids, I give a fuck about relationships and I think I stared liking loneliness. The only thing that I actually want to do is travel around the world, and accomplish great things. But lately I believe it's fucking useless, that I will never be free of this shitty repetitive life, that the only thing that's waiting for me is the same shitty routine that consumes our souls and makes us forget the dreams we once had.
I'm scared /b/, I'd love to be happy with a gf, with a family, with a fucking car and a fucking house. But something very deep inside me tells me that all of that is an illusion, goals to keep us busy till we exhale our last breath.
What can we do to scape this prison we learned to call normal life?
Is it worth to fight for our dreams?
Or are we just wasting time?

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>>730905147
it's probably average.

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>>730905325
Mine is smol, and I'm worried that the girl I'm currently seeing will dump me once I whip my peen out

>>730903360
This really hit home

>>730905301
I dunno man. But, maybe eventually you may find something worthwhile

>>730905758
Thanks Anon.
I suppose the only thing left is to keep going. I don't want to, I'd love to lay forever in my bed and forget about the world, but I don't want to grow old and hate myself because I gave up, No one will be able to say that I stopped trying. Never
But damn right things are getting more difficult with every passing year.

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>>730901267
Thanks OP. I just got home and I think I'm gonna do just that. It's a lengthy one but I'm mainly venting so i can sleep better.

>27
>own a small game studio
>waiting to start my bachelor's
>recently got offered a job at fortune 500 company to do producing for mobile app games from other studios (don't actually do game dev, be something completely different)
>if I take it, I'd leave behind everything I've build for and drop school
>have to move from my comfort zone and live in the city.
>foreshadowing my depression
>afraid I turn to drinking, substance abuse and meaningless sex.

>have always been obsessed with becoming a self made individual. Lots of money, good body, and be smart
>have 0 of those 3 traits
>I don't know how to be happy. All I know is money and power is the key to success.
>happiness isn't important
>love and people get in the way

>been working out a lot. Lost 17 pounds in two weeks.
>work out a lot
>realizing today that in getting sick over dinner with best friend
>go to the bathroom
>Piss is a darker yellow. To which I drink about 3 litters of water a day so it's weird
>starting to get lightheaded and hands keep shaking
>figured cause I only consume about 500-1100
>ignore body

>in love with best friend
>she knows
>friendzone hard
>telling me things to break my heart
>just want to be loved
>can't. I was born broken and sad,
> die broken and sad probably never get married cause I think I want to be alone

I keep falling asleep writing this.
All this shit doesn't seem much or bad, but it's just my life.

Thanks /b/. Good night/ morning

>>730907456
Hey anon, im not much for working out advice. Women tho, if she hurts you for fun you should be doing it back, she will then get madder or jealous. You can also try to get her drunk and tease her. Anyways that women is bad news. You should also not love women for their personality only, sex is pretty important.