I'm feeling sad, lonely and even more attention seeking

What is yer favorite anime?

Hey Anon, I don't know what bent you out of shape but you seem like a alright person.

Take care and I wish you the best.

>>730813665
Umm what sort of problems does personality disorder cause?

Will you put on panties and give me a blowjob?

>>730813665
wanna snuggle up and watch yuri yrui on crunchy roll anon?

>>730814421
Hey I was here first :/

>>730814299
Personality disorder can show itself in different ways, and specialists take varying approaches to diagnose and understand personality disorders. Here are some of the approaches you may come across:

You may be given a medical diagnosis, when you are told you have a type of personality disorder.
Some specialists may focus on the aspects of your personality which cause you most difficulty.
Some specialists try to understand the problems you experience, by working with you to identify the individual patterns and experiences in your life.
Types of personality disorder
Psychiatrists tend to use a system of diagnosis which identifies 10 types of personality disorder.

These types of personality disorder, and some of the characteristics identified by them, are below. For each type, a diagnosis will not be made if you have only one or two of the characteristics.

The types are grouped into three categories:

Suspicious Emotional and impulsive Anxious
paranoid borderline avoidant
schizoid histrionic dependent
schizotypal narcissistic obsessive compulsive
antisocial
You may find that you meet the criteria for several different types of personality disorder. It can also be the case that a wide range of people meet the criteria for the same disorder, despite having very different personalities and different individual experiences.

Paranoid personality disorder
You may:
find it hard to confide in people, even your friends
find it very difficult to trust other people, believing they will use you or take advantage of you
watch others closely, looking for signs of betrayal or hostility
read threats and danger – which others don’t see – into everyday situations
Schizoid personality disorder
You may:
be uninterested in forming close relationships with other people, including your family
feel that relationships interfere with your freedom and tend to cause problems
prefer to be alone with your own thoughts

>>730814563
Sorry >_<

do you wanna snuggle and watch yuri Yuri? :3

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How have you been friend?

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>>730813991
Mirai Nikki/Future Diary although Re:zero is my second favorite

>>730814261
Thanks anon :) have a good day

>>730814299
With my personality disorder there is a huge list of symptoms but the main ones are that it causes mood swings, anxiety, inability to control my anger when it gets really bad, fear that everyone is gunna leave me and a general lack of my own personality. I basically steal personality traits from other people to fit in.

>>730814372
I dunno maybe

>>730814421
Absolutely anon :)

Sorry for the late replies everyone!

>>730814788
Re:Zero huh?

If I had the time we could watch it together to cheer you up abit. :)

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>>730814788
I haven't cleaned my room desu but I got some cookies and milk :P

>>730814788
>>>730814372
>I dunno maybe
That's great, you'd make a cute girl im sure :*

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>>730814563
Why don't we all snuggle together

>>730814576
Woah thats a big chunk of text. But that only covers some of cluster A. There is a lot to each and every personality disorder

>>730814744
Can't say I've been the best for the past few hours. A lot of emptyness and a bit of sadness. But I guess that's why I made this thread. Talking to you all distracts my mind, gives me a purpose and just cheers me up a little

why haven't you killed yourself yet?

>>730815140
There is so much to it you are right, very interesting however sad for the people who have to deal with living through it :/

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>>730814863
That's OK if you don't have the time, but I appreciate the thought and I'm usually available because I don't tend to do much, if you ever want to

>>730814906
Cookies and milk are one of the best combinations. You needn't fret about your room, I'm sure mine is 5 times messier.

>>730815077
Hehe maybe, I haven't ever tried to be a girl but I'm growing out my hair so that would make it easier I guess

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>>730815140
Glad to help distract anon
Wanna add me on steam or kik?

>>730815140
Well I'm glad that we were able to help.

Sometimes 4Chan isn't this friendly.

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>>730815196
Back when I was suicidal, I didn't have a method to kill myself. I didn't have a gun cos I'm in Australia, I don't have access to rope and I couldn't cut myself because I have a phobia of my own veins and blood. When I try to check my pulse in my wrist I almost faint. But now I'm no longer suicidal because I live to try and make others happy and If I passed, I would at least make a handful of people sad and that's the last thing I want to do

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>>730815140
I hope the thread helps, and particular reason for it or would you rather not say

>>730815693
Any*

>>730815669
>when I try to check my pulse in my wrist I almost faint.

That's kinda cute lol

>>730815669
fair one dude, i and 2 family members are all riddled with bpd and horrible suicidal thoughts but one hasn't attempted in like 5 years or so, the 2nd person and i both haven't attempted in roughly 2 years (horrible house to live in)

>>730815392
Well I would say go for it, you're already sweet and gentle like a girl, you have the energy for it, see you later hot chick :*

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>>730815406
I don't think I have kik anymore but my steam name is Psychic Baby and my picture is of Trogdoor, the fiercest dragon in all of the internet. Everyone else feel free to add me too if you like, I'm happy to make more friends!

>>730815594
Yea, sometimes when I make these posts people tell me that it's not a real disorder or I just use it as an excuse to be a cunt but I just shake em off cos they're trolls. Luckily I usually get nice people like you to talk to

Hey,

Anxiety is identical to selfishness.

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>>730814788
my god you got some shit taste, anon

>>730816250
Agreed but at least he's cool

why are you posting with Konoe you fucking fairy
she's mine

Take a typing test and report back your respond so slow

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>>730815693
I don't always have reasons, my moods just change and the things I feel just happen but my moods can be triggered very easily. I was just thinking about how lonely I was and it made me feel sort of numb but at the same time sad. Then believe it or not I actually tried to make a thread before and no one responded and it 404'ed which made me feel even worse. But hey I'm feeling better now that I'm occupied.

>>730815884
Hehe It's a little embarassing but It's also pretty annoying

>>730815994
Hmm sounds like you need a change of air. I used to think that surrounding yourself with people that have the same problems would be beneficial but It's not very good for you. I know it probably sounds incredibly hard for us with BPD but the best thing for you might be to move out. Try and move in with a friend or even find a new place and rent it with a friend. If you can't do that, try your best to work on fixing your own BPD and when you're all better (I know you can do it anon!) then you could try and help your family members.

>>730816012
I've never had someone motivate me to be a girl before. I dunno about me having the energy for it though. This is an experiment for another time I reckon

>>730816013
Chin up /b/ro, we're always here and probably not going anywhere.

>>730816782
Well you can do the experiment when you want, I was just thinking of encouraging in case you had some hangups, take care pretty :p

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>>730816069
Uh... OK?

>>730816250
Shhhh I don't watch anime too much and I love Future Diary because of how obsessive Yuno is. I wish someone was obsessed with me ._.

>>730816354
Hehe

>>730816436
Oh geez I'm sorry I didn't know she was taken. Can I borrow her for a bit please?

>>730816510
I've done a typing test before, I'm like 50 wpm. I like to put a lot of thought into my responses though and some questions are really big tough ones. I'm sowwy I'm not fast enough for you

PS. These captcha's probably take up most of my time god damn they are annoying

>>730816782
the eldest of us is in dbt and so am i the the other kid was rejected because the mental health services are pretty shitty in the uk. I'm looking to move out but im in college so its hard, thanks for the advice tho anon!

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>>730816871
Yea, I always try to tell myself that everybody isn't gunna abandon me but it's not really a thought I can control. I have to have all my friends tell me that they won't leave me to be sure and even then, thought is bound to come back sooner or later so I need them to tell me again.

>>730817549
Well Anon I have to go to sleep, As I said again.

Take care, We may not know you but you have a bright path ahead of you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ovtoSAWqjdY

>>730818092
Sweet dreams anon :) Thank you for talking. I will keep your wise words in mind

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>>730816782
Sorry I was getting my hair dyed, if you're ever feeling that shitty feel free to message me on steam if you want to, I'm sure you can figure out who I am on your friends list

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>>730818985
>was getting my hair dyed
Haha all good, what colour?
>feel free to message me on steam
I'll keep that in mind thanks :) and yea I'm pretty sure I know who you are

I want a girlfriend with BPD:

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>>730819316
They have their pros and cons
They can be overly attached which can be good if you're like me but It can be bad if you're not into that. They will never leave you because they don't wanna be alone. Their love is not like any other because they feel emotions much more intensely than anyone else. However they are still emotionally unstable so if you tried to be with one, It would be a very bumpy ride, not for the faint of the heart and if you try to leave her she will have a meltdown and it would not go well.

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>>730819281
Just got it red and trimmed my long ass hair, my cousin does it though so I ended up on the middle of nowhere with only 3G

I had an online girlfriend who seemed to have a lot of symptoms of BPD. She suddenly abandoned me, though, saying that she felt I wasn't happy with her. She said I was good to her, though, and I tried to be there for her. Found out later she was seeing another guy, though.

I'm over the bitch now, but wondering if the BPD made things worse in our relationship. And what it would take to cut someone so close out of your life like she did to me.

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>>730820286
Oh nice I love red hair. In fact I love any unnaturally coloured hair as long it isn't to bright and over the top. Red is my favorite though. Is yours like a darker or lighter red?

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>>730820377
Hmm yea we either cling on or push people away depending on how we feel with them. My guess is that she got bored of her relationship (and don't feel like you are boring, we are bored very easily). Maybe she was aware of her condition and felt you didn't understand enough. I get very frustrated when people don't understand when my BPD is kicking in and BPD almost always messes with relationships. I have tried to push important people out of my life but because they played such a big part in my life, I feel incredibly lonely and I'm forced to beg for them back (Plus most of the time I forget why I pushed them away in the first place)

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>>730820721
It kind of gets darker as it goes up, my hair was all sorts of colours from the bleach and my previous colours but I think it looks pretty good

>>730813665
Livestream it faggot

>>730821550
Oh hell yea that looks pretty neat, I like that

>>730821657
Lmao nah

>>730821183
Why not just be my gf? I want to play a big part in your life.

What games do you play?

>>730821183

Yeah, this makes sense. I thought she got bored of me. She had a lot of kinks and fetishes, some I didn't share. Lies of humiliation stuff that I didn't think was healthy for her. I did indulge some of her fetishes, including her deepest ones, and after that I thought maybe she was bored with nothing left to explore or they weren't as satisfying as she imagined.

She has an online girlfriend, too, and was basically cheating on her with me. Then she was cheating on me with this other guy. I told the other guy what was up (by accident, she says he was "just a friend" but he was shocked to find out she and I were involved) and he dumped her. I think that pissed her off to the point she cut me out. She went back to her girlfriend who took her back, but I'll bet she'll cheat on that woman again...

She said she was mentally ill. I figured out it was BPD from my own research. She said she thought I was good for her as I tried to be supportive and understanding. It seemed odd that she'd abandon me, but your explanation makes sense. In some ways I still care about her and wish she'd get help; she feared doctors and thought therapy would get her committed. In other ways I know I'm better off without her after the way she hurt me.

Hope you can find some happiness, anon.

I was at a girl's apartment to watch tv and get drunk and we didn't make out because she pretty much wasn't into it.
But she already invited me to come over again next week to do the same thing.
I don't fucking get it. She literally knows that I would make out with her and with alcohol it gets worse but she doesn't care.
What's her endgame?

>>730813665
So why havent killed yourself yet?

>>730822365
what do you mean she wasn't into it?

>>730822641
already asked and got answered
>>730815196

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>>730821901
Nice try

>>730822151
I play League of Legends, Overwatch and Osu! primarily

>>730822244
From the sounds of it I also reckon she has BPD. I thought it was just me but I guess kinks are common amongst BPD's, as well as high sex drives. We do also get confused with our sexuality or go bisexual, I'm still a little confused myself so I'm sorta open to experimenting. And finally
>she feared doctors and thought therapy would get her comitted
I felt exactly the same and I held off getting professional help for too long. So yea by the sounds of it she has BPD. But I'm no psychologist so I can't diagnose her. I wish you good luck with finding the girl of your dreams

>>730822365
Aha I don't know about that one friendo, sometimes grills are just hard to understand

>>730821746
Thanks friend, I expected to get shit on by everyone but OP

>>730822784
we cuddled and shit but when I tried to escalate she didn't want to.
Can't tell exactly anymore, I was pretty wasted tbh

>>730822983
>Nice try
What do you mean? What was nice about it?

>>730822983
>sometimes grills are just hard to understand
you're not helping, but at least it's true

>>730823030
hm try waiting for the right moment to escalate and if she doesn't want it ask her why?

>>730822847
>>730821857
This shit isnt an answer faggot

>>730823224
It's good enough nigger

>>730823196
yeah well, I'll see what happens next week

>>730823363
what if you die before then and you never get the chance to tell her how you feel, or have sex with her and have babies with her everywhere?

>>730823313
Kys faggot the world would be a better place without you

>>730822983

That girl had quite the sex drive. I have a high drive myself, so it worked for me.

She said she was pansexual, but told me she liked guys more than girls. Wasn't sure if that was a line to make me feel better about her being with me while not leaving her girlfriend or what. Pretty sure now the only reason she's with her girlfriend is because she's a doormat who won't leave no matter what.

I wish I had tried to get her to find help. Although, that might have just made her turn against me sooner.

Thanks again for your openness and honesty, anon. You've helped me sort out the last few pieces of what happened.

>>730823511
tears friend. thinking like that is no use

>>730823815
you know what else is no use? waiting. you should go to that girls house right now and kiss her without saying a word, and post results.. and dont forget the timestamp

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>>730823013
:)

>>730823089
Sarcasm : ^) also I'm a guy so no

>>730823224
Read >>730815669

>>730823611
It's no big deal, I'm always happy to help. 4chan is made to keep you anonymous right? So why be overly cuntish when you can be overly open and 100% honest instead :P

>>730823595
Take your own advice faggot were both worthless

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Have you ever played a Persona game?

>>730824343

I still like to show appreciation when someone does a good deed. And lots of people on here are still cuntish, so I guess it lets your true nature shine through.

>>730824343
Can i ask you a question?

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>>730824349
Kys fagget

>>730824665
No gtfo

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>>730824665
This is an ask me anything thread, ask away!

>>730824599
Nope, I've heard the name before though, what's the series about?

>>730824604
Haha yea I guess so :)

I'm hungry so I'm gunna make some garlic bread, but I'll still be around to talk! Apologies if I take any longer to answer though

>>730825039
thanks for answering my question!

>>730814788
>I basically steal personality traits from other people to fit in.
Everything else made sense, but literally everyone does this - most are unaware.

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Nevermind I just remembered I had some left over Mcflurry in the freezer

>>730825193
I had a feeling that was the question, but ya still got me -_-

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>>730825039
The stories are all different past P2 but the main attraction usually is hanging out with characters and getting to know them, I recommended it to SchizOP because the characters are fantastic. It really feels like you get to know them and become friends

>>730825390
Hmm I suppose that's true, I was just trying to emphasize the fact that I don't feel I have my own personality

>>730825447
Sounds pretty interesting, I'll check it out later today, after I've gotten some sleep that is

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>>730825755
If you can emulate or own a Vita I'd say play P4 first. P5 is my favorite but most people don't have a PS4 or money

>>730826316
Do Vita emulators exist? If so I'll go with P4. I unfortunately don't have a PS4, mainly because I only play PC with a bit of Zelda on the side

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>>730826821
I think they do but I doubt they work all that well. 3ds emulation is still pretty meh but it's on PS2 if you can run PCSX2 then you have P3 and P4

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Thanks to everyone who posted on the thread, its 4am here and I'm too tired to go on so its time for sleep. I see yall around. If anyone needs me, figure out a way to summon me

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>>730827626

>>730827444
Coolies I already have PCSX2 set up with crash bandicoot so thats all good. Nice trips, I'll see you around

>>730827760
Now that is the way to summon me. But Satan is out of business right now he needs to catch some zzz's. See ya

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>>730827770
Have fun with P3/4 friend I'm out too