I'm in a pretty weird but serious, possibly life or death

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>>730442372
It might help if you told us what it actually is first?

>>730442729
So I have BIID and plan on losing my arm. I don't want my family knowing about that so I'm thinking about tying off my arm so there's little to no blood flow, putting an empty needle in it, and going and passing out in the alley behind my house

>>730442729

this can't be a real question, but somehow it is

>>730442923
Bro what the fuck.

>>730443532
Yea it's pretty weird and fucked up

>>730442923
Umm, why?

>>730442923

Honest question here:

What do you think that would accomplish?

I'm genuinely curious what you think that little ritual would accomplish (if anything), or is it more of a fantasy you are trying to act out?

Call it... Professional curiosity.

>>730443666
BIID = Body Identity Integrity Disorder

Basically I feel as if my arm is intruding on me, and it constantly makes me uncomfortable

>>730443986
Ritual? You do realize why I plan on using an empty needle and everything right? Because my family thinking I overdosed is better than them just thinking I'm a crazy weirdo

If you do please shove it up your ass and post pics. However, despite my ghoulish desire to see fucked up shit, I advise against this course. I recommend you take a while to reflect alone or with someone you trust about WHY THE FUCK YOU WANT TO DISMEMBER YOURSELF!

>>730442372
go see a therapist, or get a sling to put your arm in and hide it under your shirt so that it seems like you don't have an arm

your plan is dumb, you're going to die from blood loss

>>730444169
You realize that the plan clearly involves going to the hospital right

>>730442923
Have you considered therapy first? If you can acknowledge that you have a disorder already then there's a good chance you can feel normal eventually without removing your arm

>>730443988
Fuck me dude. Go get help.

>>730444308
sure but who the fuck is going to take you to the hospital? they'll just think you're a bum sleeping in the alley. don't really on other people when your life is at stake

>>730444452
I don't want my family knowing, and I don't have time

>>730444565
I'd have a cell phone on me, and I'd just be in the alley behind my backyard. Someone in my family would find me or I could just call 911

>>730444629
How about school or friends? Jesus Christ you have a disorder there friendo.

You arm its part of your body. Its all in your mind, you can beat it bro

>>730444629
You don't have time for therapy but you have time to fuck your body up for life? This has to be a troll man.

You asked for advice here and it's a pretty unanimous call for you to see a therapist.

Find time before you die trying to do something dangerous and retarded. You don't have to tell your family what you're going to therapy for and your doctor legally cannot tell them.

Spelled out once more for good measure: SEEK PROFESSIONAL HELP

>>730444842
This. Listen to the man op

>>730444820
Well I can hide it from my friends easily

>>730444842
I used to see a therapist for depression, but figured out that they never intend on helping. Really. I figured out how I should just be happy all on my own, and my therapist wouldn't accept it and said I should just keep seeing him and take pills and shit.

>>730444726
I'm still going to strongly suggest professional help

but if you're intent on doing this, I'd alter the plan a little: you call 911 before you pass out and act as if you're a passerby who just found you there, that way it doesn't seem planned but you get prompt medical care

Heres a thought.


Livestream it, and when you pass out, we will call the amberlance.
Ill personally ddos your stream too

>>730445199
>I'll personally ddos your stream

and they say chivalry is dead

>>730445133
Obviously you haven't figured out how to be happy on your own because you're considering removing your arm.

And if one therapist isn't working out for you you find a new one. And if you're seriously planning to remove your own arm then perhaps it's not so surprising that a doctor would recommend that you take medication.

>>730445155
Then there won't be enough time for my arm to die and require amputation

Plus can't they trace the number back to my phone?

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>>730444629
Umm, that's a bad way to address the biid anon. They won't automatically amputate your arm, they'll try to save it first, which will take days and days and be insane painful.

>>730445338
Well I'm happy as far as depression shit goes. And this was before I started having BIID

>>730445133
So you come on here asking for advice, and then when you get advice you refuse to do it because you don't like it.

So why ask us? Just fucking chop your arm off bro. All you're looking for here is validation, and clearly nothing we say or do is going to change your mind.
So just do it. And maybe livestream it?

>>730445199
I agree with dub guy

>>730442923
>buy motorcycle
>good chance of losing limb

also OP how often do you live using only one arm? have you boxed your hand etc? type with one hand?

where does the BIID start, shoulder elbow mid forearm?

>>730444103

Well, let me clarify.

I want to know if you have imagined that scenario in your head, if it has taken on a significance for you or something.

The reason being, you have been very specific about the scenario you have described. I'm sure you've played it out in your mind a thousand times.

I want to know how you envision it turning out. What is your "mission criteria", as it were; what outcome would be considered a success?

bro if i were you i would ask a doctor to put me in a state of a medically induced coma.. maybe that would help

>>730445645
If I lost my arm, and my family never knew I did it on purpose

And honestly I haven't put a ton of thought into it. It's a pretty simple plan and I haven't really mentally replayed it much

>>730442923
Omg I was in your thread a few weeks ago.

Still haven't chucked that useless appendage? Jeez dude just hang your arm out the car window going into oncoming traffic like I told you. There are many ways to do this, just gotta be man enough to tell your family afterwards

>>730443988
I'd look at laying off the drugs for a bit. BIID isn't a thing its psychosomatic all in your head

>>730444103
Somehow I think your family would rather know you have an "ilness" rather than thinking you're a junkie.
They'll start blaming themselves.
Assume your disorder.
Where are you from?

>>730445606
I try to use my left arm as little as possible. I type, and even play vidya with one hand. I only ever reall use my left hand around people.

>>730445432
lets say get rid of the arm successfully. What are you gonna do 6-12 months later when your brain tells you, you don't like the one you have left ?
or a leg or your dick?

>>730445841
I don't use drugs

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>"I need advice"
>"But anon why?"
>"Ah, i just wanna loose my arm forever"
>"BUT ANON, WHY?"
>"It's a part of my body yet nobody ever asked me if I want it"
>WHY

Do you live near Mexico? Pretty sure you could find a doctor to do it for you there

>>730444169
He doesn't wanna hide his arm, he feels like his arm doesn't belong to his body.
Do some research, the web's your best friend.

>>730445645
I'm going to add
>OP claims he wants to lose and arm
but
>obviously someone in his family finding him is more important, despite the whole thing supposed to be secret

>>730445824
what makes you think your little drugless needle is going to go unnoticed?
>doc he OD'd
>pull a drug panel
>no drugs in his system
>mr. anon your wife's son tried to destroy his arm not realizing it takes more than 5 minutes with a heroin rubber to do any damage... WE RECOMMEND THERAPY

now everybody knows

seriously just tell your family you need more therapy for the depression, you're worried it might come back. then tell the therapist about your REAL problem. if they tell your family sue the dr, get rich and pay for an amputation in mexico.

>>730445964
I don't think that's how the disorder works

OP do you happen to be rich? because if so I would try a shit load of homopathic solutions. I think the cause of the problem could be lack of proper nutirtion and or blood flow to the arm. maybe your arm has a clot and you want it amputated in order to make sure you don't die from it. there are a lot of possibilities here. the inner intution is rarely wrong. How-ever it might be possible to change your inner intution if you are able to heal yourself. I know the thought of actually losing your arm does not sound realistically like a good thing. Perhaps you need to heal your arm. Get massages on it. Tell your family it hurts and that it is in pain like you pulled a muscle.

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>>730445838
>Jeez dude just hang your arm out the car window

inb4 OP is too young to drive

>>730446021
Anymore you mean. You told me you used to do some hardcore shit and your family knew, but you quit

>>730445956
>around people
found your problem

>>730445824
No offense, but it's a shit plan.
How long are you planning before you are found?
What will you tell your family when your tox screen is clean?

What the fuck? As in what the actual fuck?
You can logically come to the conclusion that you don't need a therapist at all because you can battle your depression, but somehow, you can give into the idea that your arm is just an intrusion? Please, don't be this retarded.

>>730445432
Did your therapist know you had biid?

>>730446178
I don't know, say I'm in a state of shock myself?

>>730446064
It is in some cases

do you ever fap with it, just to spice things up a bit? How would that feel.... this is weird shit

>>730446059
there was a pretty good anonymous article on that body mod site a few years ago about this exact thing, good pics, backstory

personally I'd give up both legs and a nut before one of my fingers, but I'm not insane

>>730446199
More likely a chemical imbalance, as with most disorders.

>>730446199

>expecting a person who wants to take their arm off to be rational

>>730446298
You'd prefer not walking to having a single finger missing? Those must be some good nose diggers

What if you grow another arm after you've chopped the one you've got? Have you ever thought about that?

>>730446298
Quite a few people with the same disorder actually go through with it. There are a few docos on the net about it.

>>730443988

I think the first step to working past this disorder is recognizing it's not normal. You're not a freak or anything, but you have a mental and physiological condition that compels you to want to part with something that's just as much a component of your body as a vital organ, and it's not normal, logical or even sensible.

Part of me also sees it rather selfish if you were to allow yourself to voluntarily relinquish something that many people through no fault of their own would give up a great deal to have.

Your body and its health is a gift man, please learn to love who you are.

homemade guillotine
its quick and clean, in a way

>>730446276
Have you researched the requirements for amputation? Are you sure you can do enough damage to require amputation and not just end up with nerve and tissue damage?

>>730446459
What if op finds out he had a transplant early as a kid, but the doctor accidentally replaced his arm with one from a serial killer, and now it's grown a will of its own and tries to kill him in his sleep?

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>>730446425
I'm ambidextrous and do a ton of shit with my hands. I'm seriously more worried about losing a pinky on my motorcycle than a leg, and I've already nearly lost my leg.

Seriously a band-aid on my ring finger seriously fucks my shit up. I could have been a pianist if I had any musical talent, I use my hands so much.

It's a quality of life thing I guess.

>>730446591
What if op is a serial killer who was transplanted onto a normal arm?

>>730442923
This wont work all that well, youll just cause blood clots that will kill you

You need to crush your arm

>>730442923
That's stupid.

>>730444629
>and I don't have time
Then how the fuck are you going to get by with one arm? If you don't have time to attempt therapy you do not have time to be missing a limb.

>>730446686
God help us all if he removes the only thing holding him back

>>730446459
Exactly why I'm pissed at this guy. He went to a therapist for depression and decided that he didn't even need that. Good for him. He doesn't feel like his arm should be there. He knows that it's not normal. He admits it. Okay fuck it, I'm removing it.

Do some exercises. Fap with that arm or some shit. Use it more. You're helping out your disability by letting it win over you.

If you actually feel that way, then I guess it would be "right" and make perfect sense in your mind. Talk to a therapist. Just to let it out and to see how you feel after speaking with someone.

>>730446591
Simpsons muh?

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>>730442372
just fuckign shoot up with krokodile OP

ffs you don't even read half the advice

>>730446746
>. Fap with that arm or some shit.

It would feel like someone else is doing it.
OP is a lucky fuck

>>730446061

I think this guy made some good points, OP

>>730446737

>>730442372
It seems tobme that if you removed your arm then the "phantom " arm would still feel foreign and then and prosthetic wouls also feel foreign.
Because its a mental disorder physically removing anything will not cure it.

OP seems very young. Lots of immaturity in posts.

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>>730446737
Pic related

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>>730442372
>>730445956
I'm wishing for OP to stage an accident but fuck it up and lose the RIGHT arm

>>730446837
My life is the Simpsons.

Literally raised by television, and any situation can relate to the Simpsons in some way... can you guess which other shitposts might be mine?

>>730445824

Then the scenario you have outlined above is incompatible with that goal.

If you want a cry for attention from your family, you do what you suggested.

Tying off your arm would become painful fairly quickly; you wouldn't be able to "pass out" any more than if I was standing on your arm (which is what it would feel like.) On the subject of effect; in order for the tissues in your arm to die and begin to become necrotic (i.e. require an amputation which in all likelihood may be limited to your fingers/hand) you are talking a matter of a day or so. Your arms and legs have a lot of redundancies, and permanent damage is unlikely. What is equally unlikely is your ability to tie off your arm sufficiently tight, as it would require the use of both arms and potentially mechanical assistance - which would make it very obvious you had done it on purpose.

As I suggested, it is more likely that you actually DO want to be found, and this is a cry for attention.

Seeking attention in such a way is extremely manipulative and generally speaks of a very conceited and self-centered person. A person who sees themselves as fairly humble and self-deprecating -- and uses this to forgive yourself for the shitty things you do to people.

"I hate myself, so it's okay that I treat the people around me like shit." Even though you are only ever looking out for number one, you think by repeating the self-hate mantras, that it's somehow okay.

You're a sociopath.

If you want to lose your arm and make it look like an accident, take up carpentry. I suspect that your motives are quite different though.

>>730446911
Phantom limb doesn't happen to everyone who loses a limb.
Some cases only

>>730446982
He's not a drunken surgeon, I think he can remember the proper arm

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found pic of OP

>>730446985
Kek, noice one /b/ro!
Some are pretty obvious.

>>730447108
But that's his strong hand

>>730442923
I just realized you are trying to make it look like you nodded off doing heroin

You DO realize that you dont get the rush until you take the tie off your arm?

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natural selection at its finest. go ahead OP, KYS

>>730446911

Well said. Op will experience a phantom limb sensation for many years, still not be happy and now he'll be down one less functional part of his body to boot.

Learning to walk and manage your balance in daily routines would be weird, man. You don't even think about these things but your whole fulcrum of weight will be off when you're moving around.

>>730446985
>show that ran for 30 years
>covered fucking everything
>entire southpark dedicated to how simpsons did everything already
>show encompasses everything

naturally a lot of it rings true, I mean a subset of everything ever is going to match your life pretty good.

>>730447073
it happens

if you really wanna do it man then chop it off with a chain saw or something, crush it in a wood splitter so atleast u dontlook like a junkie cuz u urself care what ur parents think

>>730447178
Except he's not looking to kill himself, and can easily reproduce with one arm.

So... natural selection doesn't even come into play here

OP is an attention whore. Get help or cut it off. Then you will have my permission to die

>>730447279
Wouldnt being less attractive to the opposite sex due to an abnormality be the idea?

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come to /b/ to fap
wind up talking to some 12yo about his BIID

I hate you all so much

>>730447382
You can go anywhere to fap this is the kind of shit you should come here for. Even tho this post is bullshit anyway

>>730447382
The worst thing in that pic is that crappy ass keyboard

>>730447360
who knows some BIID bitch might find it sexy

also natural selection works over generations, amputation by stupidity is not passed on

>>730447382
That's some spicy combo meal there.

>>730447212
True.

I never really got out much as a kid, so now as an adult, when it comes time to share a story, where most people recall past experience, I use plot points from that show and others as if they happened to me.

>>730446911
This. Plus check em!

Loads of other valid reasons too. Id suggest accepting that you have a problem and seeking help from family to professional and get the ball rolling.

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do it, faggot. hack off your testicles too.

fucking scum.

>>730446982
I'm voting for this, but with his penis instead.

>>730447382
You've got it easy dude. I'm trying to fall asleep and can't stop thinking of ways for this guy to cut off his arm on the DL.

>>730445432
Ok, there was a time, recently, when you didn't have biid.

So you acknowledge that.

Now, acknowledge that there will SOON be a time when you don't have biid. Just as soon as you get appropriate medical help for the biid.

So, take the time to get the help, so you don't spend the rest of your life without biid, and without the limb you'll be regretting you don't have either.

Remember that, just like the depression, which you don't suffer from anymore, biid is something you can also not suffer from anymore.

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>>730442372

>>730444103
Funny how the hospital/police report would clearly show you had no drugs in your system.

>>730447706
Yeah, at least that dude has a meal in front of him.

>>730447434
Yep. Yep. Not everyday you get this kind of shit. Now furry, traps, porn, on the other hand, you get it here on the daily whether you like it or not.

>>730446021
Then you should instead of cutting you arm off you moron
It's less harmful

>>730447360
People do have some weird fetishes.
Being on /b/ you should know...

>>730447382
Milk and shitty food, what are you? 15 keks?

>>730446459
>>Part of me also sees it rather selfish if you were to allow yourself to voluntarily relinquish something that many people through no fault of their own would give up a great deal to have.
you fucking retard.

>>730448275
Agree with you anon, it's like blaming people who don't want kids for being selfish since some people are sterile and would want some.
Seriously?

>>730448228
Hello newfriend

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>>730448228
he had that image saved you retard

>>730448409
Lel, noice try, give it another go "friendo"

>>730444151

Op do this

>>730448439
Don't we all?
Dipshit!

>>730442923
Former army med fag here. Jesus fuck where do I begin? I get it op, assuming you aren't just sum jackass trolling then I understand it isn't a rational thing you are experiencing, so I am going to skip that part. Here is why your plan won't work: first of all you'd be hard pressed to completely cut off blood flow without an actual tourniquet, second you can literally go hours without blood flow and still may not lose the arm. You will however develop a fuck ton of clots that will in all likelihood break loose and kill you shortly after some idiot pulls the band off your arm. So that means you'd have to amputate it yourself and assuming you're crazy enough to endure the pain and do it, you run a significant risk of a fat embolism lodging itself in your heart or brain which incase you haven't guessed will probably kill you. Assuming god doesn't like your arm either and all of this does somehow work for you, you'll rapidly discover that all you have accomplished is making your life more complicated. For examole I like to use my left hand to beat my dick whilst I fondle strange whores....you can't do that with one hand. My advise either get help or go kickstart a rifle because I am about 99% sure you will hate yourself everytime you look at your one armed ass in the mirror

>>730449223

>>730442923
Or you can just kill yourself sense you are too retarded to live and be better off dead.

>>730442923
Step 1) Instead of wanting your arm gone, you have to want the fact that you want your arm gone to be gone. iow, want the disease to stop
Step 2) Seek intense behavioral therapy, you may have to go to an institution for a bit.
Step 3) If therapy is unhelpful, consider deep brain electroshock therapy or hemispherical lobotomy (not the the bs icepick type.. the real kind without side effects).

Consider taking LSD as a medecine to treat your BIID
Its not like it could fuck you up more than you already are

>>730451096
this level of retardation made me laugh. thanks, anon. i hope your not serious though.

YOU.
LOOK AS GOOD AS THE DAY I MET YOU
I FORGET JUST WHY I LEFT YOU
YOU'RE A RETARD

Aah, I remember the first time I fapped to this shit. At first I was like "oh God, this is odd, who would be turned on by this shit", then I looked down at my dick and I was like "REALLY?! Huh, guess I stand corrected. I'm not jacking it, though" then I kept watching more, and the maggots one, and I was like "uuurrrrgh I hate me so fucking much" and I started tugging and I was upset because it was so weird and not normal, then I starting thinking about what my mum would think and I was like "dude, why are you thinking about mum right now? Its putting you off the hot shit you're watching!" and that sentiment confused me even further, but then I came and... Oh man, it was so good, I came beautiful white ribbons, like mayday at Christmas. Since that day, I knew... I knew...