My dad just passed away 3 hours ago. I'm drinking, smoking,

Sorry for your loss

OP Here, I just need somebody to talk too. I know what this site is infamous for but fuck it, I don't care anymore.

>>730380767
Me too anon...me too.

A family member of mine just recently died as well, sorry for your loss

Life is crazy. Time helps

>>730380594
What kind of pills are we talking here?

>>730380594
feels thread?

>>730380768
lets talk. I'm feeling like my dad is close to his death.

Was it sudden or something that was coming for a while?

>>730380859
OP here: The feeling sucks, it's hard to describe. Death is no joke

>>730380934
Xanax and Klonopins

>>730380594
why do you care so much?

be glad father died before son

go make a baby faggot

>>730381133
yeah, its important to remember that literally everyone on the planet goes through this shit at some point or another and you are not alone.

>>730380768
don't give in to alcohol and drugs man, i mean it. your dad wouldn't want to see you like this.
i know it's fucking hard but you need to power through it somehow. my mom died 2k14 and i cried like a motherfucker for weeks but i'm glad i didn't resort to drinking and taking drugs, safe for smoking lots of cigarettes back then.
go out for a long walk, work out and let out all those aggressions. hit up a sand bag if you need to. but everything's better than getting wasted.

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>>730380768
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>>730380594
I often think about my family members dying (especially my dad) and I don't know what I would do man. I'm sorry this happened.

>>730380594
Mourn anon.
Don't hide how you feel and cause your heart to stagnate. Grieve and then be done with it instead of taking shit to feel happy all the time in the cult of happiness.
Grieve, the wider your range of emotion the more fulfilled you will be.

>>730380594
Post his nudes. Jk get well soon you glorious faggot.

Sorry to hear that annon... i Feel like my Father won't be for too long with me, can't imagine how it is to feel such a loss...

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My condolences

>>730381125
My dad died from alcoholism. He was throwing up a lot of blood and he was losing conscienceness time after time. We called the ambulance. Arrived at the hospital. Put in ICU. Doctors said he needed some kind of surgery so they put him to sleep. Ever since then, he never woke up and stopped breathing. Put on life support

>>730380594
If bait; go fuck yourself
If true; shit dude. Way heavy. Sending condolences your way

>>730380594

good idea. that way you can meet him faster

>>730381378
Made me smile

I am last surviving member of my family. Dad and Bro died in 1993 and 1994. It will not always be like this. I would catch myself thinking everyday that I needed to call my Dad and then realize he was gone. I dealt with it best I could, but, numbing out is probably not a good thing. The only way to get closure is to remember him and go through the rituals. We have them for a reason. They are there to help us to begin to heal. I lost my Mom in 2012 and numbed out going on a drug and alcohol binge for a little over a year. It only made things worse.

Good luck Anon.

>>730380594

So...when his ghost comes to you to say his last goodbyes,
you'll be totally blotto.

He'll just stand over you silently, shaking his head in disappointment,
...just like when he was alive.

>>730380594
Just dont overdo it anon

Can I get your stuff?

>>730381557
sorry /b/ro. Mine is also alcoholic.

How's your mom? Any brothers or sisters? How are they taking it?

Did your Dad leave you with any messes or headaches to deal with?

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It's your dad's job to die. Eventually you'll have to as well. Enjoy the time you have and forget about that shit

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if this is real and genuine, i feel for you man - sorry for your loss

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My dad died from liquid heart failure after being on an LVAD for three years after having survived a heart attack that went unnoticed for 2 days. It really suck man. My condolences, it will be w hard few months but you can get through it.

>>730381887
>It's your dad's job to die.
fuck.....

>>730380594
When are you going to grow the fuck up and realize that everybody dies? You aren't special, you're just sad, and being extraordinarily fucking selfish about it.

>>730381183
God, I fucking hate these captcha's but ... Because he's been there since day 1.

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Hey op

don't drive, ok.

I hope you feel better. You know how people say we want to be different than our parents? In the end, we usually end up becoming them. In a way, your dad is always going to be with you.

anyway, pain is pain. Let the pain happen and take a little time off for yourself. Don't beat yourself up over little bullshit.

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>>730380594
We're here, OP. We're here for you. Here, take this funny image of puppy with boobs.

Kys now emofag

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Hit the bong

>>730380594
Sorry for your loss.
I have Major depressive disorder since I was 15 but never went to a therapist because I've always denied it to my mum(I'm 25 now).

How are the pills? Do they work?

Also read this. I'm into a bigger darkness than you are right now so don't be sad, because there are people that are suffering more than you, like me.

Punching bags and running is your friend. Drugs just make it worse. Get some of your good music. I like bob Marley when I'm sad. His joy brings out the tears. And go for a long run. Use the pain to dull the pain. Helps a lot

I'm very sorry for what you're going through.
Get well soon, OP.

>>730380594
It will get worse after a few days, tafter that it will get better. Give it half a year to a year.

Both my parents died last year. It really hit me hard, it's starting to get better now.

>>730381994
Feels, bro, true story though, i used to bury people for a living, i buried a six year old kid once, got hit by a car, after that shit I've been kinda detached from death

>>730382135
8/10 would bang.

>>730380594
Lost my dad in 2010....we were both pretty old, so age doesn't matter.....blew me up for 4 years, still grieving.

Nothing was unsaid between us, but it is still like losing legs that I didn't know I had, and feeling their loss every day, and having one of the favorite rooms in my heart torched.

Grieving is good, and it hurts, and the old joys slowly return...with each little joy that somehow reflects the old ones, the charcoal falls from the walls, and off all the things on the shelves, and revealing what was always there, but differently.

Sorry for your devastation, and loss. I hope you can remember the good times....in time.

>>730382493
OP Here: Benzos work wonders, but it's very addicting. And i'm sorry that your going through some rougher shit. I just need a beer with somebody you know? Being by yourself sucks/

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>>730380594
sorry for you anon, hope you'll get better
drinking and taking pills wont solve anything but i would do the same...

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>>730383275
I don't have friends for that. Count yourself lucky.

I've become so autistic I don't recognize myself.

>>730383196
I know right ?

>>730380594
Stop being a pussy, 3 hours is long enough. Now get that feeling and crush it, crush it like an ant! Forget about your dad.

You're not alone, OP. Cuba Gooding Jr.'s dad just died.

>>730380594
If my father died i wouldn't give a shit.
Just know you are lucky

>>730383275
as i and some others before said, go for a run and hit the bag. it helps a lot more than taking drugs.

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>>730380594
Why didn't you spend more time with him and tell him you loved him more?

>>730382071
Remember to thank your mother for using her internet

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>>730383651
hitting the bag from where i come from means go on a massive heroin binge, so i am hoping you do not mean this

>>730383234
I appreciate those words anon. I really do. It's just that right now, it's fresh and I need to keep my mind off things for a bit. Now, i'm the man of the house so I have a lot more on my shoulders. But i'll try, I guarantee that!

>>730384001
pretty unlikely considering what i said about drugs. i mean hitting sandbags specifically. with your fists and shit

>>730380594
Sorry bruh,I know those feels. What would your dad think if he knew You were doing that shit? It will get better,it will always sting but with time not as bad as right now.

>>730383881
That's cute, anon, but I've lost three. If I want to thank my mother for anything, I'm going to have to go dig up a Ouija board.

>>730383791
OP: I did, we had so many beers together and cruising around the city. I was always there for him vice-versa.

My dad could go any day. I am sorry that it was your father's time... my only advice is to keep his memory alive as much as possible, for as long as possible.

>>730380594
my dad died over a decade ago, all i did was cry. if u gonna do drugs do fentanol. stop doing that pussy shit

Sorry for your loss, I'm dealing with a mother who has early dementia, just a matter of time. God bless

my dad died when i was 7 and i was adopted but then i remember daddy rapey rapey

>>730380594
Your dad wouldn't be proud of the way you're acting right now anon. It would hurt him to know that his death was causing you to harm yourself. Be at peace.