We all know there are a lot of abnormal people here on /b/. What

>be me
>retarded, autistic, you name it
>i found out /b/s from the 9gag where i lived all my life
>i learned all the memes in 1 day, i post and lurk on ylyl threads
>i call everyone newfags that dont know all the memes
>i fit in 100% like a piece in a puzzle

>>730200844
you're one of the banana faggots?

>diagnosed at 4 with JRA
>ADD/ADHD
>memory loss from multiple surgeries done for the arthritis
>monophobic
>pill popper

>>730201204
>monophobic
what level?

>>730201550
What do you mean I'm slow

>>730201730
I mean you can't be alone in the house? Or in the room? always need someone with you physically? or ... ?

>>730201979
Oh well I panic and freak out thinking I'm going to die alone I need a partner to keep it under control and paranoia doesn't help with being alone ive had 4 bad anxiety attacks over it over today yesterday

>>730202238
are you getting help?

>>730202615
I just deal with it on my own not really anyone here to help me

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>>730201181

>>730202682
>I just deal with it on my own
I know that feel. That's really hard to do man. Do you have the chance to get physiological help?

>>730203082
No don't have the money for it it's being used to make sure the arthritis doesn't destroy my joints

>be me
>get raped at the ripe age of three by a teenage boy
>said boy made it seem like it was my idea to get naked
>I get punished in front of the "class"
>surpress memory for 16 years
>develop PTSD and anxiety
>suck at making friends ever since
>am a dysfunctional human being that can't have relationships

>>730203381
>three
>class
Sure you were 3?

>>730203082
>>730203242
Most don't even care to notice and help

>>730203822
Yeah. It was a mixed school. I was at preschool but all grades (this was in Belgium) were in the same building.
I skipped a year because of no apparent reason. And I was three or four.

>Father is a reclusive super genius, ex military engineer, mensa level IQ
>Mother is former picture model, ex Navy and very violent and emotionally fueled
>Public schooling with retards and shit lords
>I'm now a laborer with above average IQ

>>730204245

With your background didn't you have the desire to design MOABs or something?

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>Failed Chad normie at 25
>used to be normal, got red pilled.
>beat down by life
>controlling dad , crazy mother
>used to be good at sports , semi in shape.
>stuck semi NEET life till I join some form of military so I don't lose my mind and kms.
>I just don't even know anymore bros.

>be smart, good looking, funny
>be a sophmore in high school
>get really depressed and anxious out of nowhere
>ruins my life
>I used to get good grades, now I might not graduate highschool
>why is this happening to me
>only a few weeks to pull my grades up
>if I don't graduate on time, I'm killing myself
>been in the hospital 3 times already, maybe I can do it this time
>nothing bad or traumatizing has even happened to me
>been on multiple antidepressants, didn't work cuz of enzyme in my dna
>might try tms therapy in summer
>I just don't know if I'll make it till then

It's 4am, I took 45mg of adderall at 5pm, dont think im sleeping tonight.

>>730204697
Very much so.. much bigger even. But at the same time, I am a philanthropist who has practiced meditation.
Funny enough, I also go out to the gun range and like a lot of /k/ wish a nigga would some days.
I perceive my self one day becoming a business owner of some industrial scaled agriculture with less impact on the environment... But I myself am very reclusive and unambitious, enjoy the mary juanas and mushrooms. I'm on the fence of embracing eternal death on the premise that I'll enter peace infinitely, or doing something meaningful and constructive for all mankind and being reincarnated into Utopia.. What's stopping me are a lot of political bullshit laws and a lack of education for real world applicable logistics I guess. Idk bro, obliterating nasty humans off the face of the Earth, or re-educating them to be useful. What's easier and more long-term beneficiary? Really though, I'm just another anon with no fucking clue.

>>730205219
where ya from?

>>730204764
This at 19 with so much drugs a lonely life now that i pushed away everyone that cared tried to help or used me. Trying to turn things around but it like everytime i things get good i fuck it up.

>>730205380
I live in the usa

>>730205572
Shit at 19 I was still a libtard tryna just do my college thing. I am you in a few years , idk what to tell you. Life just gets more sucky and harder to live.

I've become numb to any type of feeling

I guess it's time to kill other people and not myself. Maybe I'll find some solace in taking lives

>>730205852
I suggest trying to start your own business. Get a business loan, sell clothes or some shit, take advantage of people legally and make the best of your situation.. No sense in harming innocent people. You'll just end up being mocked for being a retard that's solved nothing.

>>730205712
which state

>do a shitty job in high school, take the easy classes
>graduate with meh grades
>college looks like it blows, didn't apply
>get min wage job, live with parents for a few years
>move out, start working for parents for a few years
>parents starting to retire
>parents make me part owner of business
>now age 23
>no college loans, no major expenses
>somehow now making 62k/yr

I think I may have accidentally activated a life cheat code?

>>730206163
up up down down left right b a start

>be me
>4 yrs old
>get shit pushed in by dad for shitting self
>boiling water dumped on me
>whipped with belt many times after that
>trauma affects me for rest of life
>years later and get diagnosed with some thing that makes me almost never gain weight
>bullied by entire family for being to weak and fragile
>same at school but I'm cool with everyone there so it's usually jokes
>probably slightly autistic too
>can't focus in school and struggling to pass any classes
Not as bad as most people but surprised I haven't offed myself yet

>>730206163
Subjective circumstance. Capitalize and enjoy bro.

>>730206073
North carolinaaaa

>>730206163
Proud of you, anon. Live the life we never could

>meet a guy at work
>become good friends
>joking about moving in
>joking turns into half joking
>half joking turns into planning
>move in with his friends
>moved from Minnesota to Idaho
>have no friends here

live in panhandle Idaho, hmu if any of you /b/ro's live around here

>>730205219
Fuck man, same thing happened to me freshman year of high school. Citalopram worked for me though, everything went back to normal. Same dosage and all good 8 years later.

Keep looking for your solution dude. Once you find that works out for you life will be good. You're at least way ahead of the game because you realize that it really is just a chemical problem that can be fixed.

>>730206379
alex??

>>730206454
Washington bro.

>>730206527
Nope but if your friend Alex is in the same kind of hell that I'm in, you should keep an eye on him for now

>>730206785
city??

>>730202682
>>730201979
>>730202238
>>730201550
Shall we leave you pair of faggots alone to finish your group therapy session?


>P.S you're gonna die alone

>>730207013
you'll find something that motivates you and it'll change your life. don't worry.

>>730207021
Right outside tacoma, shithole place i think its 2 hrs to the pan handle on the 5

>>730206065
Oh don't worry I'll never kill women or children. Only guys that are a threat to the West. I want to remove kebab by my own hands. They are raping and killing people, making a once safe place unsafe.
So I think my calling is to beat their asses and kick them out. Europe is getting worst every day , I need to do something to help. I wouldn't ever hurt or kill an innocent person. Only one that needed it

But I am sorry I've tried that normie life and i just can't do it. I gotta do military and at least try and make some change with my actions , not words. Then maybe , just maybe I can do something after the volk are safe.

>>730207103
Ugh. Maybe. Hopefully. I just dont know if I can wait till then, yknow?

>>730207112
damn, I'm right on the boarder

>>730207209
I felt hopelessly useless until I started playing instruments

>>730207125
Thank you.
Become a political activist for a free market and free speech? Join local law enforcement?
Either way, I sincerely hope you find what makes you happy.

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>>730206319
at least you're not this guy. Unless you are.

>>730200844
>from 9gag
>all my life
all you like 3 yo?

>Lived with my mother, she has some kind of mental illness I dont know what it is but she's not normal.
>me and my brothers got abused physically and mentally
>dad castrated himself after divorce my mother practically ruined him, she was good at that.
>mom grew up in a third world country so it's understandable that she'd be crazy.
> has no proper friends. Alone.
>seen a couple of psychiatrist the first one thought I was narrcisistic, the second one diagnosed me with complex ptsd

>>730207315
School used to make me feel useful until I lost all motivation to do shit. Now I just stay in bed and do nothing. I don't even remember how it feels like to feel not depressed.

>>730205852
Everyone keeps saying youre young so it doesnt matter yet grown up fhting step fatuer living in slums finally have a opportunity to move in with some relatives that are actually good people unlike the majority ive met and dealt with. The only thing stopping me is that it woukd cut off my drug supply so it either that or rehab. Life is gonna turn around for me one day im determined to quit and have lost all fucks to give about life being sucky so i either way it will work out.

>>730207506
keep trying pussy

>>730205572
fuck man are you me gf left me because of me being a red pilled faggot and my brother and sister hate me i dont care there just blind

>>730207852
But why tho

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> x stoner
> graduated with a BSEE
> moving to Florida soon to work with DoD
> have depression ADHD and anxiety
> had a shitty x gf who filed a falsified order of protection on me to get out of our apartment lease, turned that shit around on the cunt
> my life is all coming together in the next few months once I move, hopefully the increase in money makes me feel jolly coupled with doing cool shit making bomb sand shit ya know

> if not then use the government to rid my student loans and go back to corporations

>be me
>used to be popular and well liked
>date a girl
>fell hard for her
>we both do drugs together
>we both get addicted to Vicodin, which turned into oxy which of course lead to heroin
>we both sell drugs and steal shit (AKA become niggers)
>my friend tells my parents
>I go to rehab, she stays home to get sober
>don't trust her at all but still, lonely in rehab so we talk every night
>come home she's still using, hinted at in over the phone
>to this day I still believe she was faithful and didn't cheat on me
>I start using again
>girlfriend overdoses and dies
>I get sober a week later
>3 years sober in August
>I still cry sometimes when I think about her, she saved my life in the worst possible way
>I have a full time job my own place and a dog, go on 4chan sometimes before bed
>love u anon

>>730208228
RIP im so sorry anon that really fucking sucks

>>730200844
i get it, some are still here.

>>730207887
Sister is heartless but we get along and dont bother eachother but we both have lost expectation in life so we both dont care very much. Id rather fuck a slut for like half a bar then commit to some relationship. I need focus on myself not deal eith some bitches problems and needs.

>>730207370
Tbh I'll probably go the wolf path and try to create a political party in America or Europe for the betterment of the people like he did. But obviously after the war whenever it goes down fully.


And you too m8 I hope you can be ready and make yourself useful and happy as well. I hope we all can

>>730208377
Ty

>>730201550
there's only one level. mono means one

>>730200476
>mother schizophrenic
>dad bipolar
>diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder a few weeks ago
>watched friend smear shit all over the bathroom in middle school, shunned and called shit boy throughout high school
>it was cash though

>>730208634
you should join a group of lone wolves

>>730208690
some can't be alone in a house, come can't be alone in a room. I was asking that.

>>730208630
you are afraid of failure

>>730207578
Well don't worry you'll drop it one day, just keep working at it and you'll see it thought soon anon.
We will all make it one day ... hopefully

>be me
>in high school
>browsed /b/ once every couple months
>relatively happy
>fall hard for this girl
>we start dating
>she gets bored of me
>dumps me and starts dating a new guy
>im heartbroken
>start visiting this shithole
>starts as once a week
>becomes an every day thing
>been here ever since
>im stuck here with you faggots

>>730208809
that's made up, hes just a masturbating non affiliated monk

>>730201204
Victor?

>>730207578
it doesnt get better

>>730203864
Good luck Anon. Thoughts are with you.

>>730208953
dude, yeah. is this matt?

im not abnormal i just have pimples, im not dumb and im virgin

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I thought my life was shit but when I read all these problems... I'm happy with my little life

>>730208228
Woah people dont always mean what they say ya know and thinks can get really low but its the change good people that cared have taught me that i need to change my life for the better like you did. Night /b/ro.

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>>730200476
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x-CrNlilZho

>>730208825
Why do you say that?>>730208825

>>730207125
All people rape and murder. Kill people aimlessly they are equally scum.

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wretyu

>>730208228
Love you too anon

>>730208630
Fuck your sister problem solved

selfhelp bump

>>730209548
You were just in the Amerifat thread huh?

>>730203381
Are you a girl? I'd fuck you if you want.

>>730208634
I think I'm well equipped with knowledge and munitions. I also think I've been conditioned to adapt and overcome social collapse. Guess we'll find out if it ever happens. IF not, I'll stick to low level laboring, management, or become some kind of business to take advantage of mainstream consumers and hopefully help produce something meaningful for this world.

>>730208882
Yea youre right ive been tapering and cut of the main people some i even really cared about just to stop. I wish i did it in a calmer way but was really sick but life changes and rearranges accepting that gives me hope thanks anon

>>730209127
How's your hip?

>>730200476
i am 22 and have a major heart condition. i take cocaine twice a week and my chest hurts constantly. i know i will die soon. i come on here to abuse people and feel better about myself

>>730208791
Can you point me in the right direction?
I am down for a fb group or whatever

>>730209508
Good point , I'd only kill or hurt whites that were degen af or needed it.
But my goal is to only do it for ((( them ))) niggers , doon coons and anyone else that gets in my way of my goal for a safe and normal world.

>>730210041

What's your URL?

>>730209837
That's good anon. I feel the same way , just be ready for roll call when I call it. We will need all the good loyal soldiers we can ask for

>>730210290
I got a back up account on fb just in case I get zucced if you wanna add me

Shoot me your name or something and I'll add you

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>be me
>get raped as a kid by woman
>never talk about it
> grow up with single mom
> poor as fuck mom is black dad is white
> getting bullied as school for wrong cheap clothes
> beeing good at school more mature getting bullied
> have tendency to lie a lot
> get into highschool
> first ever girlfriends cheats on me
>start taking meds for accne treatment
> side effect depression
> start smoking weed drinking excessively
> have other girlfriend for a few years. happy as fuck still depressed but ok
> i fuck up because im unable to have a relationship with a female
> beat her up..
> go to uni fuck a metric ton of bitches
> still depressed
> almost rape a chick while drunk
> smuggle drugs over 4 country borders to make a living
> fuck 19 year old for fun atm
> smoke weed all the time and shitpost on /b/ /diy/..
> basically realised i m a shitty human beeing decide to fuck as many bitches as i can and stoppd giving a fuck about others.
> do legal and semi legal dhit to get through life
> most people think i am a normal guy
> dont know my dark side

>>730210440
Noah Geiger

>>730210691
You forgot the last line
> be a cringy faggot autist lying for attention

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>>730205219
i honestly relate with the high school part.
>be smart, average looking, funny
>be a senior in high school
>had a lot of neglect and inconsistent parenting
>discovered the Internet, worst decision of my life
>started slutting myself out at 13 to older men online because muh validation
>constantly have unstable romantic relationships
>develop really bad anger issues, get inappropriately angry at nothing in particular, feel like the world is out to get me
>i see things in the dark. i dont sleep at night, and i cant wake up and be assed to go to school
>i used to get good grades, now im definitely not gonna graduate high school
>why is this happening to me
>been hospitalized 5 times in the past 1 1/2 years for misdiagnosed anxiety, depression and PTSD
>just went to the hospital after attempting suicide on friday. turns out i have borderline personality disorder

i wanna fucking die

>>730210944
Then kill yourself?

>parents died at the age of 8
>grandmother died at the age of 12
>raised by my aunt
>she used to rape me every night
>moved with my gf at the age of 19
>gf died 2 years later in car crash
>tried to kill myself 3 times but failed
>new I have a new gf and things are doing ok

>>730211213
>>new I have a new gf and things are doing ok
good to hear anon, well done

>>730210944
Yeah it fucking sucks doesn't it. Everyones telling me that college will be better but will it? Like even if that were true I still have to get there somehow and I really don't know if i even want to live anymore

>>730210305
And now I ask you the same question I ask myself a lot.. Who the fuck are you to demand action from others with potential? You have an ideology that fits a progressive global regime while sustaining global ecology and economy while supporting personal rights of sovereign citizens? I do not. Honest question

>>730211328
pretty much. life has just become this big "why do i even do it? what is it worth? what is my life worth?" like i feel like it wont accomplish anything even if i do my best to succeed

>mom gets pregnant, has miscarriage
>mom gets pregnant again, with drug addict's kid (me)
>uses an ouja board to find the name of my unborn fetus brother, uses that for my name
>mom runs off with 2 year old me and meets new dad
>real dad threatens new dad with a gun
>it's not very effective
>year later mom has my sister with new dad
>live with new dad, treat him like my real dad
>visit real dad (with my grandmothers supervision) and go to waterparks/Disneyland few times a year
>shits fun
>get enrolled in weird school that costs a lot of money but is really just daycare (seriously, theres no classes or anything. best time of my life)
>parents realize its retarded, take me out in seventh grade, get sent to normal school
>visit real dad less frequently
>real dad dies when im a teenager after a few years of AIDS (from sharing needles)
>drop out of highschool from lack of effort (not depression i just didnt like to do work. im a real lazy fucker)
>gets a GED
>spends the next three years on a laptop
>now im 20, no job or car, dunno what to do next

>>730211657
Yeah I totally understand. I got out of the hospital in the beginning of March and I was on new antidepressants and they seemed to be helping me. Like I was feeling actually good, but then I was like "is this it? Is this good feeling all that the fuss was about?" like is anything striving for anymore, yknow?

>>730211867
the shitty part about borderline is that i can't even really take meds to stop how i'm feeling. it'd be like turning the volume down on the radio, the noise is still there, just not as loud. i wouldn't be surprised if i became full on schizophrenic if i even live for that long.

>>730205240
yea you're not that important youd be lucky to turn your own life into a utopia let alone everyone elses.

>>730211972
Ugh that sucks, are there any other treatment options you can try?

>Skinny Lanklet
>Nerd
>Somehow end up on /tg/ muh spass muhrene's
>to /b/ I go
> to /pol/ to /fit/
>lifting (people from 5 years ago don't recognize me)
>RACE WAR NOW! refer to people as untermensch, sing the Horst Wessel Lied in the street
>Still come to /b/ to fap to trannys

>>730210878
With what pic or info ? There is a few of y'all

>Grow up in house with mum and dad
>In middle socially at school
> Do ok at school
> Go to uni, do fine
> Get job
> Buy house
> Have wife & kids

> Deal with problems as well i as can and try not to dwell on past

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>>730200476
>Be me a born high functioning autist to a family of high functioning autists
>Be 6 get molested by my older sister, fucked with my head hard and still does to this day (on the brightside i licked a vag before any of you fuckers, on the other hand well.....)
>10: Start realizing i live in a neglectful household with a chronically depressed mom and a dad who cant be home, get depressed
> 12: discover a shithole on the internet called 4chan (yes i was literally 12)
>13: Helped out a human trafficker in New York online while he was still on probation, hated every minute of it and i still don't know why i did it.
>16: Nearly shut down my school due to an incident involving a goreshit album (funny shit now that i think about it)
>17: Join a gang, a year into it and our leader is caught raping a 12 year old as she comes running back to our hideout naked and bruised up crying hysterically, i assume they tortured him to death since they literally wouldn't tell me what they did to him and our gang disbanded on the same day

Now im here at 22, i have more stories but they really don't matter. I cant visit a psychologist because i will get in major trouble but im almost sure i have some form of antisocial personality which blends surprisingly well with my original diagnosis at birth if you can believe it.

In the end i did most of this to myself and i cant do anything about it except self medicate, pretend my empathy and social skills are still on par with a normal human being and that i didn't do all the shit that i did when i was only a teenager. Still i learned a lot from it and now i am much more outgoing and focused than i used to be and my ability to say things without a social filter helps my speech skills out a little.

>>730208634
yea stop role-playing tho because thats not gonna happen

>>730212051
Neither are you faggot. Just another brick in the wall. But at the time Tesla wasn't all that important either.

>>730210944
I dropped out hasnt been much of a problem for me so far. Dont be ashamed of it school isnymt ment for everyone.

>>730212139
tons and tons of psychotherapy that i don't wanna fuckin do. i just have this aching fear of abandonment and a constant need of validation, yet also so much self deprication that i push people away and dont want anyone to get close to me for fear of ruining their lives. its basically "i hate you, dont leave me"

>>730212400
i hope so. im startnig to hear that more often than "you need school to live life comfortably"

>>730212387
dont compare yourself to fucking tesla lol you arent tesla.

>>730200476
raised by a single mother who gave up on me at age 12
got into drugs and degenerate porn
fit right in 9 years later still here doing the same
thanks to you guys i banged my cousin and got disowned from my family
also autistic, schizophrenic and depressed if it matters

>>730211625
Umm interesting question m8.

Well ideals on that is that of the wolf's natsoc mindframe. Kick out all the degens and only allow the people who are net positive on the nation. Soically it would help everyone to have a safe/healthy people. Free of all the left's cancer.

Now the secound part of the question is different, to house and feed everyone in a smart and efficient matter in theory can be done. But all that comes after the Purge. Once the degens are gone , everyone can work together for the betterment of each other. The whole , I'll do good for you because you're doing good for me. Not any kinda Christfaggot bullshit. But doing good because it feels good and everyone else is working together.
Now obviously this isn't on the global scale, only national. But it can be worked up.
You asked how to help people to join , that is the harder question. I think people will join when the right leader comes. I hope it can be me but maybe that person is coming soon. Once folks are on board things will get moving fast. Same goes for your economy questions. Money in itself is cancer and I think we should move away from it, somehow.

>>730212562
Thats a lie all you need the motivation and a plan to figure out whatever it is you want in life.

>>730212375
Watch me do it faggot.
Remember think thread when I am leader

>>730212981
Trump is our leader. You think you can trump trump?

>>730212916
thanks, i appreciate that a lot. i think you'll be okay as well. maybe all this shit doesnt matter.

>>730212810
>Kick out all the degens and only allow the people who are net positive on the nation.
Degens according to who? Who gets to decide who is and who isn't a net positive to the nation?
>money itself is cancer and I think we should get away from it
Good luck with that. Money is the basis on which we trade labor enabling us to have society, and has been around for thousands of years, for good reason

>>730213137
I am not talking about being a leader in stupid America. I am talking about a bigger leader than that friendo.

Just wait and watch, when shit hits the fan I will be at the forefront of our movement.

>>730208945
It's okay anon we won't leave you like that bitch. We're here for you... forever.

>be unhappy introvert
>go on b everyday
>in summer holidays of school
>begin talking to friends more
>one is this really pretty girl
>fall in love with her
>we chat everyday
>about 6months of talking and interacting
>become a little sad she doesn't like me too
>turns out she does
>happiest day ever, can't stop smiling
>we date for a while, best time of my life so far
>change, become happier and talk to people more
>people start liking me more
>going out with friends more often
>start focusing on education too
>start to become normie
>sudden breakup at 12am by text
>she "hasn't loved" me for the past few weeks
>realised this a while back but was dismissed as overthinking
>slump back into b
>everything's back to as it used to be
Hi guys

>>730213143
Well make it keep ur head up glad i vould help Niiiiightb tards love you all goodluck with life

>>730213329
According to me, if the plan I have goes correctly I will be able to decide who stats and who goes. Any degen should be kicked out. Any shit skin is out and we will weed out the shitters real fast.

Well the net positive people will be the hardest to pick from but it can be done.

Exactly, ((( they ))) have been handing out money to any positive change? No. So why not change things for the better. Wouldn't you want a world free of cancer and money. You don't gotta worry about rent , food , water etc.
Your "money" is made by working towards the group. Some are farmers , some make the houses etc.
Things can be worked out obviously but this is just the basic plan. Whatever "job" you have helps the whole. No more bullshit jobs , no more fast food and shit.
We can be doing so much more and so much better. We just need a crazy fuck like me to turn the world on its head. :^)

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>>730200476
>22 years old
>Father commited suicide before i was born
>Mother is a drunk
>Prolly bipolar myself, but can´t be arsed to check
>Got 410k euro in bank from inheritance
>Even with all that money i´m not motivated to do shit
>Not interested in relationships
>Lost interest in all my hobbies
>Just an empty shell scrolling 4chan 12 hours a day

>>730212633
Obviously I'm not, he's long dead and I haven't even a degree in electrical engineering.

>>730212296
Is this honestly true

>>730213692
So you come crawling back HUH? Little bitch.
>start to become Normie. Can't even change me back REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>Be fat but popular kid in school
>drink a lot from 13 onward
>Have good set of mates at 15 get drunk at a party in a pub at the most popular girl in school
>Get wasted and fall back whilst having a piss,
> Dick out for 30 off people to see.
>Not very big much a grower not a shower it’s mid January and 2 degrees, Penis is like a turtles head.
>Get carted off into a ambulance, Loled at for eternity (Thank the lord the age of camera phones didn’t take of)
>Get grief for and ridiculed but decide to take it on the chin and take the grief and give it back
>Sort of works no one cares anymore and I’m good at handling grief
>On the inside literally dying of anxiety and get random panic attacks
>This as never happened before what the fuck
>Pretty much messes my confidence to a complete low, Can’t talk to lasses, Have quiet but severe panic attacks and slip into a reclusive depression
>Took a good 10 years to sort it out and get my head straight but still suffer massively with confidence issues and depression, It all traces back from starting from that incident.

>stopped doing work at school due to lack of effort
>grades falling majorly but I couldn't be fucked fixing it
>recently diagnosed with depression
>have to start seeing a psychologist
>i don't even feel sad about anything I just feel numb?
>got a new gf who has admitted to falling in love w me
>said it back but I know I'm just fucking her to fill time in my miserable life atm
>probably going to hurt her
>she's a nice girl so that'll suck

>>730214162
What a pussy. You should be proud of your dick no matter of big or small

>>730204245
Become janitor at Harvard

>>730214276
That's the thing, I am now, I realised soon as I starting dipping it doesn't mean shit.

But when you're 15 and literally 20 of the most popular kids in school see your dick shrivled up on baltic January night and talk about it for months it sort of has an effect.

Especially confidnce wise with women who at that age know fuck all and think you'll be shit in bed and no good

it wasn't until I made a girl cum by fucking her I realise I let it effect me too much.

>>730205572
Stop fucking shit up anon, damn :^)

>>730206163
You mean, living off of parents' hard work and success?

>>730212562
Bruh you can do ittttt just believe pls

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>>730210035
You shouldn't be taking cocaine with a heart condition, you dingus

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hey /b/ros can you help me, who is the girl on the right

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nigger

>>730209740
Yeah I am, but I'm gon say no Thanks for the offer tho.

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>>730211213
>>tried to kill myself 3 times but failed

>>730214016
you're retarded

>>730211747
>dunno what to do next
Stop being so entitled.

>>730213862
>Wouldn't you want a world free of cancer and money.
I'd also like a world where I fuck hot young bitches all day, and take great dumps

>You don't gotta worry about rent , food , water etc.
>Your "money" is made by working towards the group. Some are farmers , some make the houses etc.
So..... basically communism.
But I'm sure it will work this time, when you are in charge. Not like all those huge failures before. :^)

>>730200476
Same story basically OP.
>be me
>dad wreck and become quadriplegic when i was 2
>not learn any normal skills dads teach like mechanical, hunting, or fixing things
>dad dies when im 10
>brother tripping balls on meth threatens to kill me but I was hiding
>diagnosed with clinical depression without mom knowing
>moms depressed but wont get help because that would make her look weak

>Used to be a male model ( seriously )
>Manged to deal with and hide a 12 year drug problem.
>Met the girl of my dreams, was with her for 3 years.
>Broke up with said girl.
>Have full blown nervous breakdown.
>Became Agoraphobic and mental health issues come to surface.
>Quit drugs.
>Stay in all day, every day playing games, reading and lurking 4chin.

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bumpity for the mentally ill

>>730213944
scroll somewhere other than b and you might find some motivation

>>730216734
you have to cut diagonally
if you cut straight down you will eventually miss the artery and if you cut across you won't be able to penetrate deep enough

protip: if you really want to off yourself get some inert gas. no pain, no mess, just like going to sleep

before ending it all you might as well check out something like meditation and stuff like wim hof method. if you don't even want to try anymore go kys instead of wasting resources.

>>730219735
>if you cut straight down you will eventually miss the artery and if you cut across you won't be able to penetrate deep enough
How do you know this?

>>730214192
hey you feel it'll suck so that's something

>>730213944
Mind sending a /b/ro some money? I'm poor as fuck

>me, age 8
>Mom adopts a new brother
>New bro rapes me for almost 7 years
>wake up one day, realize I'm not dead, and new bro is pathetic
>new bro notices new attitude, stops shortly thereafter
>moves on to other girls
>feel terrible, could have just taken it and then it would have been only me
>graduate high school, I'm smart and popular
>pretty nerdy, but that's cool now? Works for me.
>go to college, looking for a challenge
>pick history major like a faggot
>grade 13
>so fucking boring, no new material
>advisor tells me to put up with it
>good at math, can't do STEM
>(during my formative years I failed Algebra due to distress)
>literally bored to death
>want to jump off a building just to not be bored
>good noodle, dad will be disappointed if I do drugs or drink
>new bro goes to jail for raping a child
>couldvebeenme.jpg
>mad at myself all over again, thought this was over when I moved out
>kinda wanna die, but too excited for the future

>>730215932
Hmmm... I know her. Pretty sure that it's your mom

>>730200476
>Mom suicided when i was 5
>began drinking and smoking at 10
>by 17 i was a homeless alcoholic druggie
>not difficult too find friend, not real though
>by 22 getting my life together again
>still drinking and drugging though
>find love of life
>loose her, become homeless.
>try too kill myself by snorting and drinking.
>6 years later i'm here, not drinking.
>only smoke weed found a place too live.
>have a job that i like but nothing else.
>have 0 friends, smoke weed, play guitar and browse /b/ for any form of social interference in my day.

i hate my life /b/

>>730225884
>browse /b/ for any form of social interference in my day.
This is it. /b/ is my only social interaction with other people

>>730226013
i have to go too my job.
im a baker and i like that, but i feel like im the wierd one there.
ive got nothing else than that.
only weed and /b/

>>730200476
It's pretty much been cocks and getting anal fisted since I was 2 years old. I now have to keep a triple ripple butt plug up my as at all times or I shit myself with every move. My dick is permalimp and numb all the time, and my teeth are in terrible condition after all the sperm baths. I can't have a friendship with other men without making it sexual. Can't trust women within 2 feet of me; they make me freak out and hide. I'm incapable of making any decisions myself. Psychiatrist says I may never be able to. Psychologist says I'll be fine in about a decade or so.

>>730226181
>i feel like im the wierd one there.
my life story.

>>730215932
Valentina Nappi

Jump into the NZ thread that's up and running. They're all sperging out greentexting their first sex stories that fucked them up. One dude is telling g his best friends mom blew him when he was 13. Most fap worthy shit I've read in a while

>>730217951
post pic

Im just a normie compared than most of the guys here, my dad was an alcoholic pretty much my entire childhood, my mother overprotected me, my mom and dad would fight, like, throwing pans and shit, and i had a computer and consoles at a young age, so i became a reclusive person with trust issues, shyness, unable to stand up by myself, specting mommy to be there, most of these are fixed, but i'm still a reclusive person

>>730226266
Dude you got me in the feels. I thought I had it tough growing up. All power to you. I hope your journey takes you to a good place. Best of luck with your future.

>>730205219
Underage ban faggot.

>>730228305
Where?