H-hello Anonymous! Ask a p-psychologist anything! Anything f-from

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>>729662857
when is the rape?

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>>729662936
G-good post, Flan.

Why am i fucked?

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>>729663166
W-what do you mean? Can you g-give me more information?

>>729662857

Sydney?

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>>729662936

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>>729663275
S-sorry, I'm Alice <4 What can I h-help you with?

>>729662857
Well, welcome back! I think I speak for many, your presence was missed while away.

~Sky

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>>729662936
Flan-chan pls.

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>>729663367
S-sadly not out of the woods yet.
Also, wait, are you on my steam?

Alice, do you have a lot of friends IRL?

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>>729663315

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>>729662857
why do you keep coming to a board full of shitheads anyway?

im gay

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>>729663457
I h-have enough, why do you ask?

>>729663485
It's m-my home. Where else would I go?

>>729663510
Good for you dear <4

>>729663485
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1o8wyQi8080

>>729663450
I am.... I changed my name from something else.. sorry to hear that's its not clear yet... still keeping the situation close at heart and sending hope...

~Sky

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>>729662857
How do you keep going knowing everything is going to end one day?

>>729662857
Evening Alice, burn out EMT from bongland here.

I spend most of my working days dealing with people that destroy my faith in humanity.

You are one of the few people who still give me hope, so thanks, carry on as you are.

Hope you're feeling better from the other week.

>>729662857
i am also a psychologist. whats your speciality?other than talking like a 15 year old girl

>>729663786
Working at a psychiatric hospital, I see and work with EMTs often. You are life savers... just wanted to say that. My respect.

~Sky

>>729663786
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1HIh5VYHy4D

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How to deal with a breakup. The person said she never loved me after a year and a half. I'm holding grudges but I still love her. I'm sure she doesn't feel the same so I've been depressed for the past 4 months. Nothing has changed. It doesn't help that I saw her on a dating app yesterday. I've had no luck on them except with her. Any advice for a fucked up human being that hopes he gets cancer hence the reason he smokes 2 boxes a day?
Since I moved I can't find anyone to hang out with and my old friends count me out and don't talk anymore which makes it harder to cope.

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How do I overcome my crippling fear of failure?

I love being seen as dependable to the point that I'll volunteer to take on hard jobs for the sake of the approval of those around me, but I'm utterly terrified of ever having someone genuinely rely on my performance to the point that I'm dreading finally finishing school because that means I'll have to be out in the real world, competing against other people with their own ambitions and aspirations...

>>729662857
what are your thoughts of the new tv series 13 reasons why and do you think it reflect the problem correctly? should anything be included or done differently?

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>>729663703
*blinks* W-well, okay then.

>>729663747
*whistles* Whew, not going to start it out with a soft ball or something first? Jesus christ. Alright, let's get into it.

Let me ask you a question first. You ever looked at a sunset? I can see them all the time from my window, very beautiful and very fleeting. Is the sunset any less beautiful because it only lasts a moment? Would extending its life time somehow make it more so?

Just because my life doesn't last forever, just because the sun doesn't last forever, just because the universe itself will turn cold and dark does not in any way change its beauty today.

Everything ends. Everything is transient. Take the good and leave the bad, dear. One day, it'll be you who will be left but that will in no way shadow the life you had and the moments you existed.

Make the most of them. The fact they are finite is all the more reason they are beautiful and should be cherished.

>>729662857
Good evening Alice, haven't seen you in awhile

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>>729663786
*smiles* We have t-the same job, but you keep people alive. It's I who should be thanking y-you, not the other way around <4

>>729662857
So I experienced a mental collapse about 5 months ago
I went to the emergency room and they tell me it's psychosis
I took the meds for about a month then stopped went to ER again and now taking it again for a month
My symptoms are I can't understand language. What I mean by this is that words feel foreign to me like it's the 1st time I'm hearing words. It feels like words lost all their meaning and their ability to connect to real life.
After months of research I stumbled on something called semantic dementia. I'm only 19 is it possible I have this or is it just a somatic delusion.
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>>729664167
how do you deal with an overactive hpa axis due to childhood trauma and brain scarring from stress

>>729662857

>be software consultant
>end up working with all manner of idiots who hold positions of power they don't deserve in the slightest
>clocked in 350h of overtime already since the year's start, trying to keep shit sort of running

>I'm THIS close to actually punching someone in the face

>>729664167
where is memory located?

what is the neurobiology of the phonological loop and visuaspatial sketchpad?

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>>729663957
neuropsychopharmacologist <4

>>729664093
W-what sort of bullshit is this? You are going t-to hurt your own life because you can't share it with her?

Look, I've been hurt too. Hell, I've got a few knives in my back that aren't ever going to heal. But that doesn't mean you give up and it sure as hell doesn't mean you act like getting cancer is a better solution.

Time heals that wound, Anonymous. Never fully, and it always scars, but all it takes is time. Use this as an opportunity to better yourself, not as a chance to wallow in it.

You are a beautiful person, Anonymous, who deserves far better than that. I see it; why can't you?

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>>729664112
Have y-you been to a professional, Anonymous?
Cuz that s-sounds like a lot of 20 something quarter life crisis stuff that you get out by talking about it to someone.

I'm available, but not a professional. Feel free to hit me up at [email protected]

>>729664190
It's only b-been four days!

>>729664167
who was patient HM and what were is symptoms.?

what theory of personality development do you subscribe to?

superior intelligence is usually a result of slightly increased what?

I need help but don't want to get any because I feel I don't deserve it.
Only time I've felt good is the few times I've drank so in a couple of months I'm going to become an alcahol.
Plz halp

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>>729664319
F-for a feed back loop like that, b-breaking the loop is the most important part. I'd r-recommend GABA agonists in the short term and CBT in t-the long term to prevent overactivation <4

>>729664255
W-why did you stop taking the medications?

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>>729664333
Oh w-wow, that sounds like my job <4
So what's the problem, d-dear?

>>729664646
Why d-do you feel you don't deserve it?

>>729664167
That was beautiful...

>>729664255
Are you seeing someone in the meantime, or just going back and being evaluated at the ER?

>>729664333
That piechart of life is way out of balance it sounds like. .... try evaluating where your priorities are.

>>729664093
Are you afraid to move on? Is it her you love or the idea of her that you love?

~Sky

>>729664563
Wait WHAT
I haven't seen your thread in a couple of weeks
Welp, guess I just have bad timing

>>729664167
Well you did say anything, so I thought I'd go with what's been on my mind for a while. I had an existential crisis last year after I started having nagging health issues and I haven't been able to shake the 'OH BY THE WAY YOU'RE GOING TO DIE' voice that pops up in my head every now and then, even if I'm kinda gotten over the initial incident.

>>729664690
The antidepressants mess with my jimmies and the antipsychotic isn't working

>Implying any of the namefags ITT is actually an EMT, registered psyc, "works at a psychiatric hospital", etc etc.

Do you even know how rare inpatient psychiatric facilities are these days faggot? Having a job like this isn't "cool" or "edgy", the staff turnover rates are sky-high for a good reason and pretending to work in this field is very, very sad.

Most of the IRL healthcare professionals I know would laugh their ass of if they ever saw this little roleplay you've got going on here.

>>729663957
He reads stuff from wikipedia don't even bother

>>729663510
>>729663510
>>729663510
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0sm2CUKnM7W

>>729664872
See >>729664807

Are you being routinely seen by someone? Psychiatric Rx's should be monitored when starting something for the first time..

~Sky

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>>729664936
I operate nuclear reactors
zroomzrrrooooooommmm

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>>729664435
>visuaspatial sketchpad
Oh, asking about Baddeley's model of working memory are w-we? Come on, ask m-me something harder if you want to trip me up <4

>>729664629
>patient HM
Henry Molaison, s-seriously, you need to try harder.

>>729664872
W-what antidepressants are you on? I could m-make a few suggestions; trazadone tends to help with SSRI induced ED for example.

>>729662857
Fair enough I'll give this a try. Out of nowhere I'm asking myself allways one question.
"Is there something that I wish?"
Any Idea?

>>729665038
I was going to an outpatient program, but I quit it because I have social anxiety and it was a group talk therapy. i don't have an appointment with another psychiatrist until may 3rd

Alice do you like cake?

>>729664563
I appreciate that and can definitely see how it would seem that way.

Except I'm turning 30 this year.

It's taken me 12 years to finish an AA in theater arts because I've had to accept full-time work in the middle of various semesters to support my then-fiance (now wife) and now that she has her degree and a sweet full-time job with the state that supports us completely, I'm going to be competing with kids almost a decade younger than me for entry-level jobs

>>729662857

is it normal to often fantasize about rape?

>>729664447
>>729664093
>>729664563
I'm not sure. I mean. I haven't cried since I was about 8 or 10. But I just feel empty. She was basically my first girlfriend. I'm 18 btw. I just don't know How To cope with it. I loved the thought if having someone with you at all times. Someone you can rely on. I gave her everything I could. She treated me like shit on that day. I guess that after she said "I never loved you, I still love my ex but she (she's fucking bi) moved to America. She'll be coming back next year and I want to be clear for her." it just hurt so bad that Idk what to do anymore.

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>>729664808
C-check my Patreon f-for my schedule!

>>729664848
*nodnod* H-have you told your doctor about that?

>>729664936
*blinks* W-who said anyone here was inpatient?

>>729664957
I'm a g-girl dear <4

>>729665144
I m-mean, is that even English?

>>729665230
Depends w-who you ask. What sort of fantasies are they?

>>729665213
Yep!

Who doesn't?

>>729663997
As someone who works at a psychiatric hospital you have my respect back, on the occasion we go to someone with mental health issues I get a peek into your world and i've always been impressed by anyone who goes into that career path.

>>729664019
Cheers mate I chuckled, love that copy pasta.

>>729664229
We do, but you have the commitment to come here and do overtime. I try to spend my free time doing anything not work related.

>>729665134
>d m-make a few suggestions; trazadone tends to help with SSRI induced ED for example.

>Implying you didn't find that with a 10 second google search.

>>729665134
Paxil it prevents orgasms and when I stop it for a while I have dry orgasms but I dont know if that's by the risperdal too

>>729664767
Very low self worth.

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>>729665218
Whew! T-that is a long time, but I understand why it could t-take that long.

Still, if it is what you've always dreamed of and fought for, what's the problem? <4

>>729665254
*patpat* Dear, n-not all relationships work out.
That's not necessarily wrong. Not everyone is compatible or whatever.

But that girl is a cunt, and you shouldn't put up with that shit. You are worth more than that, Anonymous.

>>729665254
Well, I'm no expert on any of this, but it'll go over one day. First love is an amazing things that sometimes melts your skin off, but it'll grow back on, how weird of a progress that is. Also, don't isolate yourself, but that's hard

>>729664936
I don't know if this is trolling or not, but saying you know HCP's in real life, and still referring to them as HCP's, well you don't know them very well.

All the lads at my ambo station would get a chuckle out of being called a HCP.

>>729665134
yes, its not complicated , but explain it in a sentence or two and the phonological loop and the other component, its not hard to do but would probably require you to know in advance what it is.

>>729665188
Hmm, was it partial hospital (PHP) or intensive outpatient (IOP)? PHP would net you the psychiatrist but IOP wouldn't... group therapy is about all that's offered due to the high demand, but it is effective, and treatment should be challenging, otherwise it's not really helping. Don't give up on the Rx options just yet. A good Dr. can take care of the side-effects.

>>729665334
Thank you!

~Sky

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>>729665334
*shrugs* I chose t-this dear. Your choice is no worse or better than mine <4

>>729665482
Yes, b-but what is provoking your lack of self worth is m-my question.

>>729665341
Oh, I've t-taken them, don't w-worry <4

>>729665444
Ah I s-see, you have two drugs that are working together t-to ruin your sexual experience.

Like I said, trazadone may help with the anorgasmia, but risperdal is a b-bit harder to work with....what did your doctor say w-when you brought up this side effect?

Heya Alice, nice to see you again!

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>>729665650
S-sure, would you like a blurb about the episodic buffer as w-well?

>>729665850
And y-you as well <4 How you been?

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>>729662857
How to quit citalopram now that I'm in a less stressful situation and might not need it?

I scored a 27/31 on this supposed autism screening that my wife wanted me to take. Any idea of this is meaningful or some calculated marketing propaganda perpetuated by the medical industry?

>>729662857
In the first installment of The Fast and The Furious, when Paul Walker goes to Vin Diesel's house party they're listening to "I Got Hoes" by Ludacris, however in the second movie Ludacris appears as street racer Tej Parker. So who, in that case, plays Ludacris in the Fast and Furious universe, and if no one does, who then has the hoes?

>>729665899
sure (for the record i want you to be a psychologist but i treat everything here as a lie)

>>729665329
I just found your patreon, thank you Alice

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>>729665915
>how to quit citalopram
Consult your doctor. D-don't do anything with your doctor saying so dear. You shouldn't b-be asking questions like this to me <4

Talk to a psychologist for a few sessions if you want an actual diagnosis or to know if you are autistic; a health care professional is needed t-to make that decision.

>>729665953
Vin Diesel.

>>729665744
I hate myself?
Other than that. No idea.

>>729665254
>>729665492
but I don't understand. We had a great time together. I was the first person her father let her stay in the house. She said I love you everyday by text when I woke up. Text was there every single day. She always told me how much I mean to her and shit and then she says this shit. Like what else can I think than that there's something wrong with me. I know I'm only young but I've taken to drugs and alcohol already. Drugs have helped a lot actually. I forgot about her. And since I saw her yesterday on the app. I keep trying to see if she unblocked me on fb. I just don't know How To cope anymore.
>>729665548
I'm not trying to isolate myself. People isolated me. I could've always stayed in my friends when I came up. Now I can't. Last time I went up. He literally told me an hour before going home I can't stay at his. I had to sleep on a swing in a playground. I can't come with shit like this alone. But I don't want my family To help cause I don't want to start crying in front of them. It's hard for me to imagine. Like I know she's probably really happy Now. But she doesn't see what she did. I'd take it better if she said it normally. But she treated me like shit and said she never loved me. That's what hurt the most.

>>729665744
>>729665744
since im still experiencing psychotic symptoms my risperdal is to the max but she lowered the paxil
its easier to stop taking them bcus none of them are working anyway i still get suicidal thoughts

>>729664767
>So what's the problem, d-dear?

Shit legacy software that's full of holes, shit operational procedures (it takes 20 man hours to push a stupid patch to production), shit deadline planning, shit communication with other teams, shit support from the systems department, shit testing quality... the usual really.

On top of it pile our CEO that barges into meetings guns blazing with shit like "we need to fix this RIGHT NOW, i don't care how, you gotta do what you gotta do" and the sort.
The team is already about to disintegrate, with constant bickering and infighting, and this psychological pressure certainly doesn't help.

I've been in many shit projects before, including one where we pulled 200h overtime in a single month, but I've never seen any where things were THIS bad.

>two extremely competent developers left the company just before I was sucked into this project to try and keep it together
>now I can see why

>>729665696
It was PHP 5 days a week

>>729665899
Good as ever Alice! What about ya?

>>729665915
>What doseage are you on and how long have you been on it?

generally the does is between 20-40 mg. as your pharm for the liquid version so you can reduce by the smallest increment possible.

DONT GO TOO FAST

should take around a year if done correctly

>>729662936
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How come all the most mentally fucked up people I know all study psychology?

>>729666437
They want to help other people with their mental fuckedness??

>>729662857
I want to thank you again alice. I'm not lowering my standards. You honestly are a blessing.

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lots of fags in this thread

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>>729666437
Pretty sure the inverse is true.
Most mentally fucked up people HATE psychology.

>>729666666

>>729666611
>posting filthy frank

And you're the biggest one of all

>>729665329
I haven't, to be honest I moved recently and I haven't chosen a new doctor. I don't really know that it's bad enough to be fucking with my head using medication so I've kinda shied away from it and hoped it would slowly fade over time. I guess I'm looking for an answer to life and some kind of assurance of an afterlife when there is no such guarantee.

>>729666437
its a catharsis.

we generally understand what its like to be suffering from psychological malady better than the average person.

and if you are all fucked up in the head you tend to think about it and thus develop a competence and interest.

may as well use your damage to help someone else.

>>729665329
no its not, not a native english speaker
back to my question
ive been having these random toughts where i suddenly ask myself if i have a wish

>>729666669
>>729666666

>be 19
>be incel
>Ihavetolive50moreyearslikethis.bat

What do?

>>729664807
>That piechart of life is way out of balance it sounds like. .... try evaluating where your priorities are.

Well, I need the money and I know I can take it. My boss knows too, it's the reason I was sent here. I'm the guy who's taking up all the shit jobs nobody wants to do so that the team has some breathing room. The others have been at it much longer than me and they're at the breaking point.

I've done it before; I can do it again. For a while at least.

Sometimes it's just nice to be able to tell someone how fucked up things are, and what better place than 4chan?

>>729666745
why trigger?

>>729666212
Well, that is a very shit situation, and I can't really relate to it, or give any advice.

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>>729666069
Absolutely. B-but keep in mind, I'm a computationalist.

I l-like to think of them as two separate buffers, one for audio and one f-for video.

The phonological loop deals w-with anything related to phoneme, whether it be written or auditory (though usually we talk about auditory).

The visuo-spatial sketchpad is an entirely separate buffer, with limited to no interference from the phonological one, which stores visual information, notably color and motion.

As these two forms of memory are l-largely separate, one can work on a visual activity (selecting boxes) while also responding to an auditory activity (receiving instructions). This seems to b-be because they are isolated neurologically; audio is in the temporal lobe where as visual is in the occipital and parietal. S-so how do these two pieces coordinate, such as during demanding tasks.

This is where the episodic buffer comes in, storing information ACROSS domains and brain regions, allowing f-for integration of these different sources of information and processing, serving somewhat as a "super slave", filtering information from the auditory and visual slaves f-for long term storage or immediate use.

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>>729666220
T-the point isn't to eliminate such thoughts d-dear; even a reduction is v-very useful.

>>729666274
Whew, I feel that! I've been on a bunch of jobs like that!

>>729666342
About t-to stream!

>>729666437
Sampling bias.

>>729666587
It's w-what I do <4

>>729667134
Ahhhh I'm falling behind again b/c I'm explaining the physical properties of addiction to alcohol and nicotine...

>>729666975
Sounds rough friend... I've done that before too. Hopefully this isn't a longterm arrangement... are you finding anything fulfilling about your work? Fulfillment can change a lot things..

~Sky

>>729666935
>>be incel

tf is an incel?

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>>729666794
This is me telling you it is bad enough. Go to a doctor.

>>729667338
Involuntary celebate guess it's a wizchan thing

>>729666212
>>729667130
Yeah :/ I don't know what to do. Everyday I wish I have a drink beside me. I wish I have my pills or a line. I just cant cope by myself. I've nobody to text. I've been backstabbed by 2 last girls I've texted.

>>729667134
it's very basic info. undergrad stuff. I just wanted to be sure.

Someone pretending to be a psychologist would be rather annoying im sure you agree, dangerous even.

I'm under antidepressants.

>>729665953
Valid argument... I believe the fast and the furious is based on a parallel universe where Luda was not a rapper but a racer. Let's call our luda#1 and in the fast and furious luda#2. I believe a third speedster Luda#3 that comes from central city, universe 20. This Luda #3 got lost in Luda#1's universe and realised he was a raper. he then though that taking a couple of tunes from Luda#1 would do no copyright harm on his universe. Then running back towards his universe he got lost again where Luda#2 was. He then though it would be a funny idea to give this Luda#2 a copy of luda#1 just to fuck out minds up. I hope it worked as an answer ^^

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>>729667542
I d-don't mind dear, it's j-just wasting time I could have spent t-talking to people in need.

Now it is almost time for me to stream, and I've n-not done a good job keeping up with the thread.

>>729667623
C-can you explain that better?

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>>729666669

>>729667670
It means all of your bullshit has been useless

>>729667670
What are your 1CCs?

>>729667542
Dangerous on 4chan? Really?

>>729666212
>>729667670
Any advice on this?

>>729667941
given that people looking for psychological advice are desperate and thus impressionable, yes id say someone faking expertise would be potentially dangerous.

she checks out though.

>>729667323
>Sounds rough friend... I've done that before too. Hopefully this isn't a longterm arrangement...

>it was supposed to be for 2 weeks
>it's been 4 months
>in the meantime another one of my colleagues quit and now somehow I've become the expert on everything
>fuck

Barring major shitstorms the project should end in about a month anyway.

>are you finding anything fulfilling about your work? Fulfillment can change a lot things..

Well, the one good thing about it is that I'm constantly learning new technologies.
They might be old technologies, but they're still widely used in production software, at least in my sector (banking and insurance).
In 3 years I learned more things than most of my senior coworkers did in 20.

Say, I'd never worked with EJBs before January and now for this project I'm using lots.

It's actually one of the two things keeping me in this company.
The other is my coworkers in my actual designated team, which are all bros.

>>729667510
If I was your situation, this is how it would probably go for me:
No communication (texts) -> Retreating into own zone -> isolation -> living inside brain -> ???
I probably wouldn't end up killing myself, since I don't have the balls for that, the isolation would be because of my nature, since I don't make friends, living inside my brain is kinda what I call my breaking point, since at those moments my normal behavior leaves me.
If I were you I'd make some friends ASAP and probably regain trust after the backstabs
Trial and Error

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>>729668223
G-glad to here, sadly I n-now have to go!

I'll b-be playing Breath of the Wild on my twitch: celtyplays

H-here are my contact informations, so you c-can contact me if I w-wasn't able to help today:

email: [email protected]
Steam: Aneki Margatroid
Skype: alicemargatroid2
Patreon: alicemargatroid
Twitch: celtyplays
Twitter: celtyplays
Chat: https://anekiho.me/chat2

S-sorry I couldn't help more of you!

>>729666794
I agree wholeheartedly with >>729667344

As for a meaning to life... well call me existential, but ... that's up to you. No one else gets to determine that for you. It can feel like a large burden, but it also means you do have something you control.

~Sky

>>729668448
Goodnight Alice, I'm probably going to watch your stream

>>729668223
Not my point.

My point is saying this on 4chan. If you wouldn't want this to happen it probably isn't safe mentioning it.

>>729668431
I was the one who was backstabbed though. I didn't backstab them. I need people around me. But I can't seem to be able to make any friends. It wouldn't be a problem if I went to school around here. But since I didn't I don't have any...

If I wanna go to work in this type of field, what training do I need?

>>729668736
go ask Alice on her twitch: celtyplays

I don't know if confidence is going to help me find a gf (if I even should) im 5'3" with a small dick, I don't think I should be even trying to pass on my obviously inferior genes and subjecting my child toba similar fate. In that case how do I find solace In loneliness

Sorry kinda sperg'd out there

>>729669038
how small is your dick and why do you think that has anything to do with genes

>>729669098
4.5"

>>729668736
you need a BA in psychology which is usually 3 years. then a masters in a specific discipline which will probably take 2 years . after that you will be hireable .

a phd would then be a good idea

all in all 6-8 years , 5 of which will likely be unpaid.

>>729668704
I can't help with making friends, most advice I can give is to go to places with lots of people

>>729669199
that isnt too small

>>729669236
if he wants friends, why doesnt he just join Alice's chat

>>729669295
Th..thanks..?

>>729669038
the first thing you should do is focus on your positives and fully exploit those.

pursue an official qualification in areas where you are competent, develop hobbies. travel, explore, expand your consciousness

...leaving aside the gf business that is a good thing for everyone to do.

happy people get happy gfs.

be happy

>>729669236
Tried that. Went to the pub but everyone seemed to be with somebody. I just don't like barging into people like that. I talked to a girl, got her snapchat and all but she doesn't text. So I deleted her. I mean even if it's just people texting me Idgaf. Not to hang out. Like I want to talk to people doesn't necessarily mean they have to live in the same country you know?

>>729669531
get good at eating pussy and girls will let you do anal!

>>729669590
why not join alices chat

>>729669724
What is it? And do people actually talk or is it a shitspam show. I've tried suicide chatrooms before but the amount of people texting there I never got a reply.

>>729669860
https://anekiho.me/chat2

youd need to ask alice to come in I think, she is on stream now: celtyplays

people talk and alice helps people is pretty chill

>>729669563
what the fuck would you know?

>>729670038
8 years of formal education a phd in positive psychology and 3 years practice as a clinical psychologist.

>>729669945
Yeah. I mean its really hard for me to cope. I don't know what to do other than get drugs. I'm contemplating going into town on Friday and get a few pills, maybe some acid and a bunch of weed

>>729670152
that is not a good idea. why not go to a fucking doctor

>>729670244
I don't feel like a doctor would help. I don't have the money for one either. I get my drugs cheap cause I know the guy selling. He doesn't make profit off me.

>>729670152
weed is a good idea, acid is too strong, get shrooms if you want to go that way.

have you told precisely that to your gp. they will be able to point you in the direction of outreach programs. (by which i mean you volunteer)

getting outside of yourself is key and you sound like the kind of person who would benefit from helping others. that is a good predisposition to have

>>729670400
so you think drugs known to make your condition worse will be better than a fucking trained medical professional?

fuck it don't come to alice chat. you are stoo stupid to be helped

>>729670400
what is your diagnosis?

>>729670504
Well I wont. If people like this are there. Drugs helped me as i said before. The doctors here will just prescribe me antidepressants and tell me to fuck off...
>>729670453
I've done acid before. It was a fun trip. Everything was really funny and helped my mood a lot. Of course smoked weed during the trip so I stay relaxed. I was thinking of joining programs like this but don't they cost money and are they known to help?

>>729670843
>>729666212
>>729665254
>>729664093

>>729669563
This has been a point of focus for me for a while now. I'm trying new things but I lose interest when I fail too many times

>>729669682
Yeah this is what my research into the world of small penises has found as well many thanks for taking interest in my pitiful life anon

>>729670844
drugs didnt help you, they made your situation worse long term but you felt better short term

>>729670844
maybe thats cuz illegal drugs dont help and antidepressants do. ever thought of that?

>>729670844
i would avoid psychotropics if you are in a bad mood.

i did enough drugs in my day to know how all that works.

acid, alcohol, and amphetamines are not going to be helpful.

getting outside of your own life will give you some respite from thinking about your own feelings.

you will do good for others.
meet new people
and give yourself a break from yourself

volunteer agencies seem a bit ...low rent... when you first contact them but it is free, they are eager for help ,it looks amazing on a cv, its a good education and like i said, time spent in someone elses life is better than mulling on your own problems.

act your way into right thinking.

>>729671224
They made me forget about her for over a month. The only reason I feel shit again is because I've seen her on that dating app and it brought back memories.
>>729671275
Weed, xtc and acid helped me a lot. I tried antidepressants and they made me feel drowsy and unable to think. I felt like a heroin addict at that point. I'd much rather be on xtc which makes me happy for a certain amount of time rather than take a pill that makes me feel like I'm useless to do anything.

>>729671548
yeah a month isn't actually helpful

>>729671548
HAHAHA YEAH OKAY
ANTIDEPRESSANTS = DROWSY
LET ME LIST A DRUG WHICH IS USED FOR INSOMNIA IN THE NEXT BREATH

what a tard

>>729671548
MDMA is neurotoxic where as antidepressants are not. so yeah, the comparison with heroin is apt....with the drugs you are taking.

>>729671596
Better than a month of feeling like I want to drink bleach every minute.
>>729671448
I'll try them. Not sure if it'll help.
>>729671685
>xtc
>cures insomnia
Are you retarded. This is literally a drug that will just keep you awake not make you tired.....

>>729671897
pot was the one he was talking about. you know, the drug used by cancer patients to sleep?

>>729671685
. the brain has over 100 billion connections. it is very poorly understood and everyone's plasticity will be different.

psychiatry can be extremely random, hence the size effects which can often be contradictory.

and the dosages are personal, the wrong dose can often produce a paradoxical effect.

its not like treating a headache

>>729672020
Weed is good. Makes you laugh, let's you sleep and relax.

>>729671897
you'll be alright.
cognitive ability is the greatest predictor of recovery from prolonged stress and misc damage

you dont sound unable to think

>>729672170
yeah and it is sedating. the very thing you were complaining about

>>729672170
also makes you tired

>>729672207
I am able to think. But I have this thing that brings shitty thoughts into my head. So if I feel slightly down I get kicked in the balls by my own thoughts.
>>729672285
I don't feel tired after weed. Unless it's late and I spark a joint. If I smoke a joint I just feel really relaxed. That's about it. I don't feel like I'm sedated and unable to do anything. I could build a fucking shed high as fuck as long as it isn't late.

>samefaggin with anime pics
A new level of autism has been discovered.

>>729672733
intrusive thoughts, common with anxiety disorders.

do you train, physical wellbeing is important.

i know it all sound cliche but cliches exist for a reason.

i dont know you so i dont want to go into any detail but i would suggest that for the next few months if you could enter into any kind of program that would get you out of yourself and then get in shape and eat as well as possibel you definitely will feel somewhat better.


thoughts only persist as long as the narratives which support them continue.

for example when the thought processes i had when i was at school changed as soon as that ended.

you need to move on to a new narrative.

the healing will take place after the action.

i promise you, you will be well if you can successfully make a new narrative for yourself.

>>729673291
is this what shrinks are like?

>>729673547
how do you mean?

>>729673291
I do workout. Maybe not as much as I'd like but that's cause I smoke. I don't really eat much anymore as i lost my appetite. That's why u thought weed would be helpful too. So do a lot of workouts. Smoke a joint. Go for a shower and make some food. Then the next day go to the pool? Or the gym or something. I'd have to see what's around. I do my best here but sometimes when you feel really shit, it's hard to motivate yourself to do things.

>>729673631
Always trying to fix people?. super fucking positive and cheery

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>>729662857
Fucking die, Alice! nigger dick loving, anorexic whore

>>729673872
good splattering of random insults there.
how in the world is she any of those things?

>>729673648
i know. iv been there. my favorite part of the day was the hour or so before i went to sleep because it was the one time where i didnt feel like i was being expected to do anything.

it took me years to build up any kid of steam because i thought i understood how to live well and what it offered.

i gotta go offline, if i catch you again in one of these threads that would be cool.

keep up with the exercise.
get nice and stoned and just look into what available

did you know that buddhist monks in the Himalayas will pay for you to live with them so long as you teach them english.

just a thought, the world is large. peace out, good hunting!

>>729673736
no im a pretty prickly fuck in real life, i just want people to feel better.

>>729674145
>good splattering of random insults there

thank you. now go find some real help if your social security disability covers it and stop getting advice from someone who has stutters.

>>729675021
nah just to piss you off im going to go donate to her patreon. i wasn't particularly with her before, but now that you are just making shit up, im sure as hell against YOU

>>729675189
that's completely fine with me. hell, maybe she'll earn enough to go to school and get a proper degree in psychology. I'd be careful though because she might squander the money for drugs or something else because she is human after all

>>729675499
a whole lot of assertions without literally any evidence gg dude especially given someone tested her in this very thread and said she knew her shit

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>>729675703
>someone tested her in this very thread and said she knew her shit
>assumes a qualified mental health professional would even go on 4chan

somethings not right here. why are you so angry at me?

>>729676140
not even mad bro you are the one talkin shit with no evidence

>>729662857
I am always bored and lonely. i also have crippling apathy

>>729676616
obviously you like her so much that you had to respond, so what's wrong?

>>729662857
Perhaps it is a stupid question to ask on /b/, but are you really a psychologist?

And, well, I had insomnia for 7 years now. I'm 20. Started drinking early because of it. I'm not alcoholic though. Not anymore, at least.

>>729677031
whats wrong is you made statements with no evidence for no reason.

>>729666353
I'm on 30 mg. 1.5x20mg. That first week on it feels like an acid trip kicking in and missing a dose feels like a super harsh come down. I'm probably going to find a specialist to see if I'm ready to start tapering down. I didn't know they had a liquid version. I tried it because I had some severe anxiety and didn't want to go on Buspar after knowing one of my buddies had boner issues on it.

>>729677769
wow that is a stupid as fuck tactic. rather than finding meds that DON'T fuck with boners (of which there are plenty), better take ACID. gg

>>729677769
Take LSD my dude.

>>729677980
sure if he wants HPPD

>>729665601

Don't worry, I'm sure no one else considers you a professional either.

>>729678057
I bet he does.

>>729678568
why

>>729679063
Who doesn't loves some mental illness?