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Well- this is it my dudes. my bros. I've been on this shithole

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Well-
this is it my dudes. my bros. I've been on this shithole of a site since about 2006 (when I was only 11). Way back when /b/ was 4chan, and not /pol/ and, maybe it's because I'm autistic or some shit, I stayed here anyway.

You guys are actual fucking cancer, but you're my cancer.
I've downed a bottle of wine, I'm feeling a little buzzed. I've had 8 out of the minimum 26 sleeping pills needed for an overdose, and I'm feeling pretty tired, so I think I'm going to quickly down the rest of them and never wake back up.

It's funny, I've read dozens of these posts but never thought I would be the one writing one. And even though this board became 90% porn (not that it wasn't over 60% porn to begin with), I still love you guys.

end game stats
>age 21 (would've turned 22 in May)
>accomplishments: military (I'm going to keep it kinda vague, in the offchance one of the people I work with is reading this).I can speed run the original Ninja Gaiden, So I guess that's pretty cool too.
>Money, ended with 31k. not much, but for what I make I did pretty good.
>Why: I'm tired of life. I don't think I'm depressed, I'm CERTAINLY not sad about anything, I just hate waking up. It's like all of those suicidal memes you see, but unironic.


That's all I can really think of (as I said, I'm buzzed and I'm super tired). This thread will probably 404 right away, but I couldn't leave without saying goodbye.
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>>729215496
Bye bye
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>>729215496
Make sure you take enough pills too an hero, or you will wake up in a protective ward where you will have no chance finnish what you started.
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>>729215496
Have a good one. It was an honor shitposting with you over these years
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see ya later space cowboy
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>>729215496
Bye Anon
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F. See you on the flipside
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donĀ“t life its compose of a multitude of tiny things that make it interesting grab your chickenshit soul and get out there take the fist plane away from your home and try to live a little ..... just go do it good luck
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You're being a bitch, OP
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>>729215496
>2006 anons are dying now
I'll go soon too
I'll be seeing you
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>>729215496

F
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Goodbye anon
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Save me a spot in hell annie.
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>>729215496
You had a good run Anon
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I hope you find peace friend
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>>729215496
I would die too but the anime season is too good.. maybe next year.
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Bye anon. I hope we see each other in Hell. Don't worry, I'll be there soon.
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>>729215496

Eary 20's are ridiculously depressing, you're contemplating a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Life does get pretty damn interesting if you stick around.
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>>729215496
Speedrun Ninja Gaiden? Dude, that's awesome!
Goodbye anon.
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Death is the end. There is nothing after that. A life time of depression is better than an eternity of nothing.

You wont go anywhere. You will be gone. You will cease. You need to comprehend this fully

What would your mother say. The woman who spent her adult life raising you for 18 years moulding you into the man you are just for you too just throw it all away.

Dont do this. Get help anon
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Inb4 anon falls asleep b4 taking the rest of the pills.
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you don't have to do this

buy a miata and learn to drift
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>>729215496
That's probably gonna be me in a little while. I'll be your age soon. I probably won't even make as much money as you. Care to say anything else before you do it?
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>>729218596
Doesn't matter cuz you'd be kill lol
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>>729218596
Well, I guess you haven't been suicidal. That's what people want. That's what I want. Anything rather than life. Even nothing.
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>>729218822
I'm not op btw I'm >>729218663
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>>729218658

you people are so gay you make me hate everything somehow
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>>729218663

Just that I'm scared, and crying.

I don't remember if I included it in my original post, but I'm not doing this over a girl, I didn't lose my job, I don't even think I'm depressed. I'm just tired of life.

And I know there's going to be people out there who hate me for this. But I objectively have a pretty good life. I'm just tired.
I'm tired of waking up in the morning.
I'm tired of realizing that no matter how hard I work, or how hard I try, we all die anyway.

I'm just tired.
Tired and scared. But I'm not going to quit now (yes I know the irony of that last comment)
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Op is already kill
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What your doing is selfish. Your parents spent their life raising, nurturing and feeding you for you to throw it away. Have you even seeked help. What about the people your important too
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>>729219052
nope, 2 pills left minimum though, I do plan on overshooting though.

I need to go to sleep though, the sooner i do that, the sooner I'm done.
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>>729215496

i've been here since the birth of this place, anon. i was in the military myself when i found this place. i since left the military. i've put barrels in my mouth and knives to my throat.

i guess i'm still here, because of spite. you can't let the pricks, win, op. NEVER give in. plow through all the bullshit and the cocksuckers, and keep on keepin' on.
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>>729219039
Why don't you just like, drive really far away? Whenever I was at home and I felt like dying, I would just drive as far as I could with the money and gas I had. 31k would probably get you pretty far. You might even find a reason not to... but I know that's not what you want, so it's up to you. Just letting you know what I'd probably do first.

Besides I want to die dramatically.
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There's a lot of shit in life to be happy about.
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>>729215496
God speed anon. I was also about 11 when I first found this place. Hope it was worth it. What is one death to the infinite?
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OP I wish you the best, one way or another.

But, there is a large chance you won't die from that. You will be violently sick till you die hours, if not days later. Look up, the exit bag.

If it does work, good night sweet prince.
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>>729219560
I know there's a chance I wont' die.
But I remember reading some super rich dude saying "Sometimes trying is more important than succeeding"

granted he was talking about stocks, but I digress

I honestly don't expect the pills to finish me, I expect to drown in vomit while sleeping.
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>>729219878
Gross man. Seriously though, why don't you use a gun? That's what I meant above >>729219480
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>>729215496
Hahaha
I feel the same way OP I think i might actually do it tonight. Only for me it's that I'm super fucking depressed and my heart just got broken, so it's whatever. Hang in there if you can, I'd really miss it if someone else suicidal goes.
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We need pics
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>>729219878
I'm terrified to go to sleep now.

I've never been spiritual, but I gotta say, looking down an empty bottle sure makes one think.

Also>>729219998
I wanted to use a gun, but the state I'm in (again, trying to keep it vague) has strict gun laws, this is just easier.
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>>729219878
good bye /b/rother have peace in hell.. ill be there soon too
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>>729219878
As I said, good luck /b/rother. We'll all see you soon enough anyway.

P.S. Speed run of Ninja Gaiden is damn impressive, that is one hard motherfucking game.
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>>729220101
>The day all of b killed itself

I knew this day would come
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>>729220169
You in Mass? I could come pick you up and take you somewhere.
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>>729220368
I appreciate it, but as I've already said, I've downed the pills.

Also, nowhere near MA anyway
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>>729220479
Just throw up man. Won't you please go for a drive? Worst comes to worst it's just 1 more day. You can make a better plan tomorrow.
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>>729215496
Anon, why kill yourself when you could almost certainly find someone far worse than yourself to kill instead?

You're not suicidal, you're just bored. You should stop, go out, and kill a dealer or thug. You'll feel much better.
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>>729220169

Kinda want to see you try speed running Ninja Gaiden though...
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>>729218485
What this fucking cuck said.
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>>729215496
Quit the military asap because it's clearly killing your life force. Find a way to have fun. You're going to have to get clean for like 6 months before you'll start feeling a lot better. Yano. Shit and stuff.

Go get a few canvasses, brushes, and paint at walmart. That's like 30 bux.
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Goodnight, Anon. I'll be there with you soon, save a spot for me.
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Top kek
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90% sure the poor guy is gone.

If you're not man, I'm glad you actually talked to me a bit before you died. Know that there is at least one more person who will think of you tomorrow. Whether that makes you feel better or worse... whatever man. Rest in peace.
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Dont be ab idiot
Dontdie like this
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post last pics before you die
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>>729220479
WI?
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>>729221551

he not gonna die off sleeping pills yo
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>>729222039
You can. You see >>729219878 ?

It's from the relaxation of your esophagus. You vomit asleep and it doesn't come up all the way, just gets sucked into your lungs and you drown. Horrible way to go out. Jimi Hendrix died that way
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>>729222039
not till a few days later at least.

still, i'll shed a few tears for a /b/rother in arms
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>>729222222
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>>729222234

y'all ain't /b/ros, y'alls normies
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damn, the ninja gaiden part hit me hard, i'm 24 and that shit was my childhood
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>>729222349
Yeah, some things bring out the normie in me. I guess I just have sympathy because I've wanted to die for years, and I'm around his age. Sucks man.
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>>729215496
you mkae it sound like youre gonna kill yourself just cause this site sucks and if thats the case then you shouldnt have been born in the first place
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>>729215496
>I've had 8 out of the minimum 26 sleeping pills needed for an overdose

Havel fun with your fucked up liver. Nothing else will happen
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>>729215496
Thank you for your service.
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Don't do it anon :-( what about your family... My cousin killed himself and it devastated so many people.. Myself included.. There are other ways to deal with this.. Please don't
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>>729222932
Might be too late my man
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I didn't see this til just now unfortunately. although I'm not sure if anything I would have said would make a difference...
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I hope this guy dies
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>>729223088
Go fuck yourself dude
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>>729223148
Hitlers on my side, cuck
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>>729215496
Stream it faggot
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OP is kill.

RIP in Peace bro.
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>>729223288
Yeah, I wonder why this kind of people don't at least entertain us with their death. It's a once in a lifetime chance to contribute to the community.

Unless, obviously, this is fake and gay.
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>>729224006
>I wonder why this kind of people don't at least entertain us with their death
You have been on /b/ far too long
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>>729215496
Y u do dis
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byebye brother
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>>729215496
good luck motherfucker and go free
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>>729219039
You sound like a massive pussy who's taking the pussy's way out. It'd probably be best for you to just kys. Thats the dumbest shit I've heard
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>>729220362
Don't say dis /b/ro
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>>729224444
Fucking chekt. Nice #s
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Well that was somewhat entertaining
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>>729219039
Honestly, how retarded can you be? Go see a doctor and get some meds for your obvious depression. If your life is okay but you still feel like shit, antidepressants will probably cure you. You don't have to feel shitty all the time, and you don't have to die.
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>>729215496
I've been sitting here for almost an hour hoping for an update :/
Goodbye anon, I'm gonna go to bed now
RIP
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Gosh darn am I tired of people fucking an heroing on here all the time. It's so boring now. It's like everyday there's some faggot coming here doing this. Atleast do something cool before you bitch out of life. When you've literally got nothing to lose, why waste the opportunity.
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