i planned to kill myself tonight months ago, but now i'm

enjoy life and read some literature

>>728389080
don't?

Rape your sister post it here then you'll want to

Follow thro faggot

Killing yourself is the pussy's way out, and you never know what could happen. Both of which you cannot deny. Continue on, hope for the best, work hard to get the best.

>>728389080
Go to bed anon, now is not your time.

>>728389080
Go watch some porn on spankbang instead.

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Fap and go to sleep

what the fuck are you kidding me, when i actually want to kill myself, all of you just turn into saints?

>>728389080
are you homo?
serious question

>>728389623
If you're having doubts then you're too much of a faggot to deliver anyway

>>728389729
no, i want motivation to do it, and i trusted you all to provide it, i want to do it, i'm just getting cold feet

>>728389623
4chan is a weird site. Maybe Kek is behind this. Also, why do you want to kill yourself if you don't mind my asking?

get a dildo and hide it in your room if you still live in your parents house, this will make it so if you do kill yourself your parents will find it and think your gay even though you probably arent

>>728389080
you should make some art, whatever is easier for you painting, writing, street performance, hell you can even do an MS paint doodle comic and post it online, but most of the best art comes out of desperation so I mean hey you can't really fuck up anything your life is already fucked and if you don't succeed who gives a fuck, other than that you can eat some doritos and watch some tv.

>>728390105
He's got a good point, OP

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>>728389411
thats an appeal to emotion. Logically speaking there becomes a point in which suicide is a viable option. hell I myself keep a mental checklist keeping balance of the pros/con to living vrs dying. Ive decided that if by my 30th birthday my life hasnt improved along with my my effort to improve (basically im not gonna puss out and not make an effort then bitch that my life is shit im putting every effort i can) then there isnt any logical reason to continue

pic related. I also like "suicide isnt a goal, its more like a glowing exit sign to a movie not quite bad enough to make me leave yet"

>>728390105
i'm an artist, i do fuck it up

Please talk to me anon, 4059736472, dont do it

>>728389623
I think they realise you would suffer more if you don't do it, but still dont because i guarntee its gonna get better

>>728389978
heres some motivation for you

see:
>>728390214

>>728389080
that's good news

your fear of death will force you to live life and hey, while your doing it maybe you just for the heck of it spend your life pursuing something you enjoy despite the social or economic pitfalls. Wouldn't that be a neat?

Go live, dieing is stupid everyone gets to die, you'll have time for dieing later just like go read a book or go swimming or something idk.

>>728389591
this
wake up to see another miserable day

>>728390339
fuck this was meant for
>>728389957

but i guess this is a chance to say thins, depending on your life so far you may want to just go ahead and do it, for help just imagine the rest of your life just mirroring your past

>>728390214
Good point, but simplifying shooting yourself to walking out of a movie isn't a very great example lol

>>728389080
if you haven't done it, you're not going to do it because you're a pussy faggot which is why you wanted to kill yourself in the first place but is also why you will never do it. Ironically the only way to get your life on the right track and the way it could be if you weren't a pussy faggot is to kill yourself and fulfill you're destiny. But you wont and instead you will continue to cry for attention and keep suicide in the back of your mind as an excuse for why you're life is such a failure. It's comforting to have an excuse for being such a fuckup but you will never be happy with you're life.

>>728390578
>ITT we get TRIGGERED

>>728390578
>if you haven't done it, you're not going to do it

yep. stopped reading there, nice b8

>>728390537
its not an equivilent example but more like relating the experiences, and you will find in most cases that life sort of IS like a movie, you have to have extremely fortunate things happen or work your ass off or things just arent going to work out, and even then things can just....not work out


yes it's a oversimplification.....ut does the decision really need to be complex?

okay, to get every fag saying don't do it out of the way... i'm not living life, i do read, i draw, i don't have the money to go on vacation, nobody loves me, hell, most people don't like me due to my ex lying to all my friends. also bipolar.

basically, i tried to be nice and wholesome, didn't work. want to kill myself. STOP CONVINCING ME OTHERWISE. tell me sad shit that will make me wanna die or something.

>>728390878
Try electroconvulsive therapy

>>728390578
your*

I never correct on /b/ but fucking seriously you made the conscious effort to try to be all correct while railing this guy and you STILL fucked it up, who's the fucking faggot now.

>>728390815
We're all raising a lot of good points. But back to the matter at hand; OP, after this thread, will you kill yourself?

>>728391046
i mean, probably. i'll try at least, i already have everything in order.

>>728391046
And if your young, like below 30, don't do it. Obviously if your like 50 and your living in some fucking Guatamalan village with $40 to your name suicide seems like a good option, but eitherwise, don't do it.

Your gonna die anyway. Its your choice. Cant tell you what to do, cant tell you that you are worthy of living or doesnt hic...But one thing, in the end its suposed to feel greeting not sorrow.hic..wanna fuck your sis

>post meme
>gets told to kill themselves

>post about killing yourself
>gets told not to do it

guys i just wanna die, please

>>728391262
asks a good question, knowing your age would be helpful to us

fuck this website

>>728391491
(Hope no mods are in here) I'm 13. Pls no jokes lol

>>728391451
do it. it's better then being stuck in a limbo of hating life but fearing death

Juajuajuajua, shhh die already.

i will pay for one of you to kill me

>>728391847
Jesus dude why are you this desperate like what the fuck is happening in life that makes you want to die this bad?

>>728391608
ok now prove you're the OP, 13 year olds dont think about vacation money (as stated earlier in the thread)

>>728390214
Except you sit and watch a movie. A movie is someone else's story. Your life is yours. Even if it seems you're not in control, your circumstances don't have to dictate how you feel.

Ok ill do it Pay me whatever i want ass and i will

>>728391987
that's not me

>>728391987
When did I say I was the OP lol?

>>728389080
live stream it

>>728391996
so you're telling me if you sat down and watched your own autobiography, and it was completel shit for like the first hour and a half you would still watch hoping it gets better at some point?

for fucks sake its a simple analogy everyone is just over analyzing it rather than getting the message. YOU watch a move and YOU watch your own life happen before you very eyes

>>728392310
there's the old /b/ i know

fuck off retard

>>728392130
well question was for OP and you answered it, thus implying you were OP

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>>728389080
Don't be such a pussy. Stop wasting our oxygen and fucking do it.

>>728392363
Well, are you halfway through the 'movie', or a quarter, less even?

>>728389080
dont do it anon.
consider what you have to live for.

If you still decide to do it then ease your way in:
cut down the lenght of the underside of your non-dominant arm, and then consider whether you are alright with losing your 1 and only chance to live life. Think about all the good times you had, all the right choices you made, etc. while you are bleeding out.

If you ever change your mind then use a rope from nearby to stem the flow and then get to hospital.

>>728392445
Link the question, link the answer lol

>>728392466
god, that sounds like something my dad would say. thanks!

>>728389080
How do you plan to kill yourself

>>728392571
the reason i suggest this is because many people when they commit the act of suicide regret it immadiately at the last second before death, becasue their eyes are opened to all the good in their life, etc.

So a slow death give you time to turn back if you are hesitant.

>>728392571
nigga, i'm not cutting myself, i hate blood. and also cutting. myself.

>>728392653
rope

>>728389080
Don't, now sit down with someone you love. And if you don't have a someone, go to the nearest petstore and find something like a bunny or a puppy and get yourself someone to love and another reason to live. c:

Forclution..You are a broken girl. Get peggyed

>>728392788
i have a dog. he recently got a tumor and is close to death.

>>728391262
commenting sparking question

>>728391491
actual question

>>728391608
answer

is that enough >>728392577?

He's right. A lot of people who have unsuccessfully attempted suicide say they regreted it right after the made the cut, jumped, kicked the stool.

>>728392751
Hmm rope is gonna fucking hurt if you don't snap your neck on a fall, if you decide to do it anyway you should make right with anyone that cares about you, tell them you love them so it's not as hard on them when you're gone

>>728389080
Kill yourself but don't be a bitch.
Kill yourself skydiving or swimming with sharks. Fuck it; you gave up on living so why not do some wild and crazy/risky shit? Not like your life matters anymore right? Use that as motivation.
Learn to drive a motorcycle or become a stunt car driver.
Go out with a bang.
>this way if you don't "go out" you still have stories for the years to come

>>728392905
That is sad. That is why this is a feel tread now. For the dogs! FEEL TREAD

>>728392477
fuck no thats why im not planning to do it, i do however have a date in which i feel is halfway and will then analyze my life and make an educated decision based on my past and the outlook of the future.

>>728393057
yeah, i heard about that. i was considering doing a drop, but if the rope broke, i feel like i'd be more fucked/

>>728393057
bitch thats how you send up red flags, start being like that and no ones going to leave you alon long enough to do it

Haha I also want to die. How are you suicide friend?

>>728393277
I don't know if co2 will kill you painlessly or not, but your best bet is to get a gun and aim for a vital part of your brain, the rope will fuck you up and make you want to die evenmore if you live and overdosing is pretty gay and it fucks up your organs if you survive too.

>>728392751
>nigga, i'm not cutting myself, i hate blood. and also cutting. myself.
doesn't have to be just cutting
suffocation by helium is an alternative.

Just choose one that give you the leniency of around 30 minutes to change your mind should you choose to.


perhaps get a helium gas tank and breathing mask, modify so that you can speak in mic while slowly (but not painfully) suffocating. That way you can talk through your life with us while you suffocate and die.

>>728393449
pretty sad, yourself?

>>728392905
is that why you are going to kys?
if so then that's retarded.

>>728393546
That would actually be pretty alright. I would watch the stream. Probably would be one of the highlights of my life

>>728393614
no, that's retarded. i mean, i love him a fuckton, but no, i'm just sad and shit.

>>728393570
Me too man. I'm bulimic, hella depressed and anxious, ive got skin picking disorder, body dysmorphia, i really dont know why I'm still living really.

http://kingofwallpapers.com/feel/feel-004.jpg

>>728392905
Similar boat anon

My dog has a massive tumor that showed up out of nowhere right on his chest where the heart and lungs are. It affects his breathing so now he wheezes instead. 3 of his 4 paws have cancerous growths on them and one of the paws is so bad that it causes him paim to just sit there.

Spent about a grand on him on surgeries [this has been an ongoing issue for years] and it's pointless; they all just grow bacm bigger and nastier looking.

Putting him down at the end of this month. I can't accurately express how I feel about it.... And I'm sorry for bringing down everyone's mood.

>Blah blah the stories here are fiction blah blah take with salt

Unfortunately this is very true.

>>728393696
Evens you blow your brains out odds you keep living, rooollll fag

>>728393695
Great. Then go do it.
Link us to stream when you do.
And if you decide to turn it down, then you can look back on that day and laugh at how high your voice sounds.

>>728393787
fuck dude, that's horrible, sorry to hear. either way, we're both going to be picking up mad afterlife pussy, right man?

>>728393920
NIGGA IM NOT OP

>>728393970
Do it anyway

>>728393787
> skin picking disorder
wtf?
>body dysmorphia
you mean self-conscious image?
>I'm bulimic
that is preventable
>hella depressed and anxious
you can talk that out with a trusted friend or professor.
All your problems have easy solutions, you just need to find it.

>>728393920
>>728393970
hey, i'm op. i like you guys, but i'm not going to be spending my last moments with you all. jesus.

>>728393941
Haha you know it mate. It's funny, I posted hella sad shit on my snapchat and I'm getting snaps from people that I haven't talked to in forever. People always care when it's too late, don't they?

>>728394081
I understand. We're all a bit curious as to death and shit.

Is co2 a painless death?

>>728394148
yeah, true that. crazy shit, like, i wanna tell someone, but i know when i do, pity pity pity, then someones gonna call the police. man, they should've cared when you know, i was alive?

>>728389591
That looks like capri Andersons asshole mmmmmm

>>728394064
I can't stop picking my skin, it's ocdish

I just hate my body and obsess over shit like my stupid fucking eyebrows and my skin

I have randomish urges to eat a lot and then i feel guilty and awful so I throw up

My depression is caused by a chemical imbalance, nothing traumatic has happened in my life. I go to therapy every week, I'm on Abilify, effexor and Adderall, I take melatonin and Vistiril for sleep

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>>728394317
Dude I totally feel you, like there are always signs. Like for me all my friends and family know I'm depressed as shit cuz I'm failing everything, but hey no one actually gives a shit so whatever, I'll see you guys in hell, right?

do it faggot

Dont

>>728394587
it'll be a pretty cool day in hell when we're all there then, haha

>>728394081
why not?
we an meet each other n shiet.

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>>728394587

>>728394426
>ocdish
yes compulsive tendancies are perfectly normal in healthy human beings. it would only be a problem if you though that not doing a very specific arbitrary task in a specific way would lead to death, then you have a problem.

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>>728394148

>>728394767
It'll be a party that's for sure. I heard that depressed sad people make the best company haha

>>728395051
legit, i'm a sad bitch, but i can party god damn

>>728394426
>I just hate my body and obsess over shit like my stupid fucking eyebrows and my skin
>I have randomish urges to eat a lot and then i feel guilty and awful so I throw up
the bolemia is a result of the hatred of how you look, so defeat that and you defeat the bolimia.
>My depression is caused by a chemical imbalance, nothing traumatic has happened in my life. I go to therapy every week, I'm on Abilify, effexor and Adderall, I take melatonin and Vistiril for sleep
is that the case or is it that it was caused by you constantly beating yourself up over inconsequential shit like body image?
Try thinking of youreslf in a positive light. Create a game: every day at the beginning and end list 5 good things about yourself. And you may never list the same thing twice. You should start to feel better when you realise you are an average individual with a meaningful life and human worth.

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>>728394426

it's anxiety you dumb fuck. change your lifestyle, root out the source of anxiety. Use that energy in physical activity.

You're doing that because you sit around all day and your body wants to hunt.

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>>728389208
do this

>>728389080
Fap to CP to feel alive again because why the fuck not, you're already dead inside and it's a "legal" high.

>>728395271
>it's a "legal" high

nope.

>>728394426

you spend too much time thinking about yourself and looking in the mirror. A man is made by the merit of his actions, not the shape of his face.

>>728395245

I've done it. DIdn't kill me. Felt like getting punched in the face.

>>728395330
>speaking from experience
nope.

>>728395125
I've never really partied, so i wouldn't know. First time for eveything tho

OP
If you suicide do Helium.
Helium replaces oxygen in blood stream and if someone find your body thye wont suffocate from helium when it leaks. It's painless too.

Please stream and talk about your life while you are slowly suffocating, so that we can all know more about you before you pass.
Old men do it on their deathbed, because death is the conclusion to life. So it makes sense to have a review before you leave this world forever.

>>728395044
This anon right here is a god-send, I haven't seen these memes in a long time, post more for the OP and all of us other anons

>>728395170
>>728395241
>>728395336
Argh you guys are right I just feel so hopeless and believe in it so much that I don't want to do things I know will help me. I've been this way for so long that I'm comfortable in it. I don't want to be this way anymore, but I dont see any other way of being

>>728395535
if i can buy that much helium at walmart, i'll consider it

>>728395822
If you post the cheesiest piecea and get banne I'll send you a 50 gallon non-walmart brand helium tank FOR FREE! Guarantee Life insurance pay out.

Well, this thread went from happy-ish to fucking depressing for a lurker like myself.

>>728395757
>but I dont see any other way of being
we all fear the unknown, but when it is to our benefit, then it is worth braving!

>>728395822
you only need one gas cylinder worth.
you get one of those ER breathers, hook up to helium tank nozzle, secure tightly to face, and then just breathe and wait. Don't rush it either. the rate should be slightly stronger than a normal exhalation.

>>728396499
might consider actually, shit... but i want to die tonight. so i'll try that first. thanks though

Alright this is really fucking depressing. I don't know why but I feel like crying.

>>728396962
no.
patience is key to wisdom.
wait it out instead of opting for the immediate and irreversible mistake.
if you hang then when you change your mind you will not be able to stop it.

>>728395408
reading literature doesn't often feel that way but good job anon

>>728397363
eat my ass

Why is everyone in such a rush to end it all, you'll die soon enough. God has a plan for you. And it's for you to die. So chill da fuck out and have a hot dog or something

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>>728397450
>God has a plan for you.

Not gonna judge you if you wanna kill yourself but like anon said, have a hotdog, watch a movie, there are many pleasures in life. Do something that might put you out of the mood to fucking kill yourself

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>>728397602
it was meant to be ironic

Anon's right. Killing yourself will get you nowhere. Have a nice wank, get some sleep, go for a walk--talk to a helpline while walking and waking if you must.

>>728397275
It's okay babe just let it out

>>728397444
nice trips.

maybe dont rush anon. slow and stead wins the race, not impatient and faggitous.

>>728398063
I know I'm a faggot but nigga it's suicide & sheeit. OP and friends are talking about ways to go as if it's fucking normal. Saddest thread of 4chan for April 2017

>>728398103
i've been playing it slow and steady all of my life, i just want it all to stop

>>728398257
It's normal for some people. Like me. I deal with suicidal thoughts every single day. Depression really fucking sucks, especially when it's mixed with other shit

>>728398257
>OP and friends are talking about ways to go as if it's fucking normal.
and because of secularism. it is normal.

>>728398453
and i want to rob a bank to get rich quick.
doesn't mean it will do me any good.

now tell my why you want to to end.

>>728398552
every day is miserable, alone, and just pain

>>728398480
Ok come on you can't just call sharing ideas of ways to kill yourself normal mate

>>728398710
Have you ever seen a therapist or psychiatrist

>>728389080
Learn to live the lifestyle.
Jump of cliffs and bridges.
Do anything people say will kill you.
Live without fear.
In the end you will get your wish or you will have to live as a god.

>>728398831
i'd rather die. which is... kinda what i'm trying to do here

>>728398736
Dude I fantasize about ways to kill myself all the time it's almost become a thing of boredom really. I really try to ignore them but sometimes I just cant help but fixate on them. I'm telling you man, depression is a bitch to live with, that's why people with it usually want to die at some point or another. It's really awful, and death would take it all away

>>728398710
very vague.
give a proper reason.

>>728398928
Alright so I'm >>728393787
And I can tell you for sureish you're probably depressed as hell. Has anything traumatizing happened in your life?

You should click on this link

https://discord.gg/bp44v4s

>>728399083
everyone hates me, i'm a bother to people, i'm bipolar which fucks every single day up for me, i'm poor, i'm unattractive, i hate myself, and i'm alone. i'm so fucking alone, and i just want to fall in love, but with all the shit going on in my life now, which i assure you, is too much shit, i can't. i can't do anything right. nobody would care

>>728399370
>everyone hates me
is that what you think they think of you?
>i'm a bother to people
im calling bullshit. only way you can be a problem is if you are a jackass, depressed people are the opposite (always quiet and timid).
>i'm bipolar which fucks every single day up for me
proof? also that is probably why you feel depressed (if not just placebo).
> i'm poor
so am i and 80% of the global population, but that stops no one from living life. being poor is only a hinderence if you make it out to be one.
>i'm unattractive
post pic with timestamp and i will show you how hot u r ;^)
>i hate myself
then stop hating yourself
>i'm alone
we all are. that is why we all come to 4chan. If you want an intimate friendship with another person then simply walk up to the first stranger you see and begin chatting. I have manic depression and that has not stopped me.
>i just want to fall in love, but with all the shit going on in my life now, which i assure you, is too much shit, i can't.
can you elaborate?
>i can't do anything right.
bullshit, you just did something right.
>nobody would care
bullshit again. we all care about you anon.

>>728389080
get a huge loan/CC, spend months doing hookers and blow... then when the collector comes in, blow your head off in front of the bank office...>>728389080

>>728399833
>is that what you think they think of you?
yeah
>im calling bullshit
maybe, but i'd be better off gone
>proof?
nigga
>so am i
i know, it just sucks, i guess. not enough time, because i'm working.
>post pic
nooooooooooo
>then stop hating yourself
i... i don't think it's that easy.
>can you elaborate?
i can't handle being this alone and i just want to cuddle with a girl again, because the last one fucked me up a lot

>>728400166
Bruh I DARE u to post a pic

>>728400166
>is that what you think they think of you?
>yeah
so then perhaps that is not what they actually think and it is just you mentally aussalting yourself?

>im calling bullshit
>maybe, but i'd be better off gone
no you would not be "better off gone".

>proof?
>nigga
?????

>so am i
>i know, it just sucks, i guess. not enough time, because i'm working.
You likely work a 9-hour shit. so take time to have a nature walk or chat with someone in the remaining hours during sun-set. As the "end" of the day is in fact it's beginning.

>post pic
>nooooooooooo
why not?

>then stop hating yourself
>i... i don't think it's that easy.
It most definitely is. You just got to love yourself. Shut up all the negativity and when you lack self-confidence then do something to prove yourself wrong. I doubted my writing skills and postponed an essay for 1 month. then i wrote an essay in 4chan and realised my writing is good when i put in the effort.

Start and end every day by listing 5 good qualities about yourself anon. Neve repeat the same quality twice. Know that you are a valuable human being capable of infinite potential, and that you are loved.

>can you elaborate?
>i can't handle being this alone and i just want to cuddle with a girl again, because the last one fucked me up a lot
we all know that feel anon. If you hooked up with a gril before, you can do it again.

I think i speak for us all when i say you should kill yourself, and you should livestream it.

Otherwise fuckoff kid and stop wasting our time

>>728401282
Get the fuck out you stupid cunt

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get help op, relax and be with people who make you feel better and do things that make you happy. Hope you're ok from everyone who loves you

>>728401282
>I think i speak for us all when i say you should kill yourself
>I think i speak for us all
>i speak for us all
there's your problem. The majority of us disagree (probably, but im just speaking for myself).

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>>728401411
Kys too faggot

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all life is precious, why kys when you have memes, movies, shows and videos games. See a therapist, get a girlfriend!

>>728401488
>but I'm just speaking for myself
>speaking for myself
>myself

Yes. Yes you fucking are.

You have a life to live OP.
Live it, as you will never have the chance again.
Carpe Diem!

>>728401717
and you were not?

Do it big boy

i think i'm just going to kill myself..

>>728401805
>>I think i speak for us all when i say you should kill yourself
>>I think i speak for us all
>>i speak for us all
>>for us all
>>all

Can you not read cunt?

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>>728401964
Go to the hospital and check yourself in through ER ive done it before trust me they will give you the help that you need, ive done it before

Op Here. All you normie beta cucks have convinced life isnt worth living, if living means spending another minute on this cum infested site.
Goodbye /b/enders

>>728401964
Don't!
Live!

>>728402287
nice larp.

>>728401964
>>Don't!
>>Live!
>>Dont LIve

you are a special person you

>>728402287
i mean, you're not me, but it's flattering that you want to be

>>728402350
Listen ere Lancey Boy

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>i planned to kill myself
>now i'm actually afraid

been there before anon

>gathered up the strength to hang myself one morning
>cable round my neck, shed my last tear, and decided to drop
>woke up im a psych ward, spent the next 3 weeks there
>pilled me up, walked around like a zombie
>they filled my mind with pure cult like bullshit while i was there
>finally came home, everyones happy to see me
>can still feel it deep inside me, i still want to die
>eventually get off pills cause i cant into zombie mode irl
>everytime it comes back up, knowing i shouldnt be here, i still want to die
>suppress it with everything iv got, i cant go through all that shit again

>be now
>2 years and five days since i got out
>i still want to die, more than ever
>everything is so much worse
>but i still cant work up the nerve to do it again


so OP my advice is, if you really do want to off yourself, and honestly have no desire to be alive
do it properly, because if you fail, it just gets worse
every year that passes, you become more hollow, just waiting to die

>>728389080
its simple. dont do it.

>>728402434
Take that as a sign that life is worth living Op

>>728389080
don't do it, it's the faggot's way out

>>728402522
take some retard on /b/ baiting as a sign to not kill myself? yep, alright

>>728402287
Aww but we had such a good chat goin tho. If you really truly go through with it tho, I guess I'll see you at the party in hell, good luck

>>728402483
Well fuck me Op, if theres any reason to kill yourself. Its probably this. Livestream it

>>728394061
kek

do it, you won't.

How are you gonna kill yourself then Op? Is it Livestreamable?

>>728389080

Tie cheese wire around your neck, superglue your hands to the sides of your head and jump off a six story building.

When they find you it will look like you pulled your own head off.

>>728402824
Omg that is fucking genius

>>728389080
listen here you dense motherfucker

look around at where you are

you are surrounded by literal autists, psychopats and in some cases probably rapists and murderers

since you appear to have at least SOME semblance of self-awareness and intelligence, you owe it to this fucking world not to clock out before some faggot who rapes cats for a living does

do you understand