feels thread >lost 2 jobs this month >girlfriend probably

>>728167079
Where you located buddy

More pics hoes

Dude i'm right there with you
>Lost my job 3 months ago, it paid really good
>Current job is shit because pay and hours
>Just found out my gf of 5 years has been cheating on me for god know how long
>Grandmother passed in september
>No money till friday and it wont be enough to cover bills

I don't know if life is worth it anymore...

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>>728167079

i feel like i am done with life.. age 23.

>>728167478
it is, shit gets better
Stop fucking putting so many feels into females.
I bet you were tired of fucking her anyways... admit it. Look back and think.

>>728167517
To young, shit ton happened to me after the age of 23. hell at 23 i was facing 5 years in prison. Now at age 34 i run my own business.

>>728167079
Its okay OP I can relate somewhat

>Past two girlfriends have taken advantage of me for money
>Regret my military contract
>Have been applying with multiple agencies with little luck
>Struggling with money but need to buy a lot of gear
>Struggle to even pay for gas
>Pretty fucking lonely tbh

>>728167869
just make sure you recongize the difference between being lonely and wanting to lach onto a female for comfort.

If you ain't happy with yourself finding a girlfriend will not make it better its only a temp fix

>>728167169
raleigh nc

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>>728168054
You are a legend I didn't think of it like that

I am now Omega on the loser scale

>>728168152
Morehead City NC here

>>728167478
hang in there anon. its gotta get better eventually, right?

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>>728168054
>just make sure you recognize the difference between being lonely and wanting to latch onto a female for comfort.

This is some very wise advice.

>>728167869
i believe in you anon

>>728168152

Fuck I'm in Raleigh too

>>728167844
Thank you. but it wasn't just about sex (I wasn't getting it anyway), I really love her, I wanted to start a family with her. And I don't see how I could ever live without her. But get this... its only been less than 24 since I found out, and kicked her out...

>>728168152
>>728168415
What the fuck me too

I live a carefree life on permanent disability, but I'm going to kill myself eventually. Wonder who got it worse.

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>>728167844
>at 23 i was facing 5 years in prison. Now at age 34 i run my own business.

Confirmed for "black entrepreneur"

>>728168496
>>728168415
damn dudes, im probably not gonna go for tacos tbh

>>728167079
If you lose 2 jobs within one month you probably just suck.
Wich would explain your girlfriend.
Sorry for your loss though. And Taco Bell.

>>728168672
no, not black, standard issued white boy

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>>728167079
I just found out my dog had to be put down on Saturday. Family didn't tell me because I'm stationed elsewhere. Had that little dude for 16 years. It feels like i lost a part of myself tonight bros

>>728168858
lost the primary to downsizing, lost the second one because they double scheduled me and no one was able to pick up my shift. Landed my new job the next day.

Only problem is that my income is now halved, but thanks anon

>>728168950
sorry about your dog my dude

>>728168950
Sorry for your loss anon, losing pets is the fucking worst. Where you stationed?

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Do not worry kid, it could always be worse, just focus on your goals and send improvement and you will be all right.

I had to bit rock bottom before I made it out to who I am today

>>728169186
Wait, you worked both jobs at the same time?
Then your jobs sucked.

>>728169382
I'm homeless with no car and a bitch mother who wants to fly me hone and leave my grandmother here, blows major fucking asshole.

>>728169397
yea, and ive never been fired from a job ever. really embarrassing

>>728167079
>Everyone in my family hates me
>I want to kill myself
>I have a list of people I want to kill
>I am a diagnosed psychopath
>I am a drug addict
>I don't even know why I am alive anymore
>I hate myself
>I manipulate people to gain power

Why am I still alive?

I have to begin a 3 year sentence next month.
The only reason I am home and not in jail right now is so that I can celebrate my sons 6th birthday.

>>728169382
For sure, I think we've all been through some shit, and eventually it all works out.

>>728169328
>>728169288
Thanks guys. At least my old man said he stayed with him until the end.
>>728169328
Can't say where I'm at, brother. Feels like too far from home though

>>728169672
Dont leave your abuelita, you will regret it, tell your bitch mom to send money

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>>728169672
hate it for you dude. I have a crazy mother too. She was saying she was gonna kill herself. I had to call the cops to kick in her door and get her checked out. All so that i could get her to come to the funeral

>>728167079
>steady job
>support network of friends n fam
>in my hometown
>live alone
feels good man

>>728167079
I have had the shittiest past 6 months

>October: Childhood dog dies, childhood cat dies
>December: no gifts at Christmas except for one from my grandmother because she's the only one who loves me
>February: Broke my left arm and Fractured my collarbone, along with spraining my left leg.
>Yesterday: found out Christmas grandma got cancer for the second time, no viable treatment at her age. Expected 1-3 months left to live
>June: My birthday. Calling it now, Birthday grandma dies today.

>>728169841
hang in there /b/ro

>>728169877
shit dude. do good in the slammer and they'll let you go home earlier probably

>>728169841
Stop blaming yourself then stop blaming others, only way to find peace

>>728169841
You want to kill yourself?
You hate yourself?
You care about wether or not your family hates you?
You sure as hell aint a psychopath.

>>728170096
>support network of friends n fam
thems recovery words

>>728170161
Damn that fucking sucks. Early detection is key, hope it isn't too bad for her and that she passes peacefully. My gma's last ring of chemo is Friday, so I'm gonna give her a call and congratulate her

>>728170659
I remember when she beat it the first time, the chemo was a bitch to get her through, but we made it. And now the devil comes to reclaim his prize, as if it was all meaningless.

>>728170659
hell yea, im glad i was around for my grandmas treatment and all that

>>728170394
I hope so. I actually got quite a low sentence due to circumstances and I've already been told that I might be released a year early if I did good, I just can't imagine losing my freedom for 2 years.

That scares me, being locked in while the world goes on.

>>728170536
Yeah I know, not as narcisstic as most psychopaths right? I used to be extremely narcisstic and cocky. I obviously don't care about what my family thinks in the sense that it makes me sad. It makes me fucking angry. I want to kill them all. But I have failed at becoming powerful and rich. I am nothing anymore. I want to restart but I can't. So that love of myself has turned into hate simply because I haven't become successful. I haven't completed any of my fucking goals man.

>>728170790
cancer is a cruel mistress. You always hear about it, the weight of it didnt hit me until it was someone important

>>728170536
Correct.

Me: no feelings, though I act like they exist. I manipulate and control events and people around me and my agenda.

No friends, no need.

I don't get caught.

>>728171022
bring books. as many as they allow

>>728171022
You were never free to begin with

>>728171119
check into a rehab and go to some meetings dude. whats the worst that could happen? maybe get clean and a fresh start?

>>728171283
You don't feel anger though?
And tbh being diagnosed as a psychopath ruined my life. Fuck the doctors, they don't fucking know me.

>>728171283
this wat i meant to say
>>728171530

>>728167079
>about to be homeless
>focuses on taco bell instead of getting a new job
You deserve all of what you're getting OP.

>>728171530
Yeah, true.