Ready or n-not, here Tea comes! Come h-have a cup with me an

>>728147242
Hey alice. Someone in my family makes me feel like crap when they visit me. How do I let them know that I just don't like seeing them? Thx

>>728147242
Hello Alice!

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Piku

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>>728147336
W-why and h-how do they make you feel like crap?

>>728147345
*waves* H-hello dear <4 What c-can I do for you?

>>728147242
hey alice im bored

Sakuya reporting in!

>>728147242

S-Show me-your l-l-lewd tits, A-Alice-chan... o.o

>>728147454
>They stress the hell out of me and are very domineering.

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>>728147471
W-what can I do to help?

>>728147511
Have y-you tried explaining to them you d-don't like that? Seems l-like changing that behavior is the best idea.

>>728147242
I cant be happy no matter how hard i try, i need to be in a relationship to even try and be happy and the last girl i was with emotionally destroyed me, no matter how much care or love i give its like i was cursed to be unhappy, wat do

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>>728147242
Good evening. My hot water is out, so that's no fun. Another picture out of boredom at work last night. I figured out there are different brushes.... so I drew a landscape, then later added a kuriboh b/c why not..

So what tea tonight?

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im bumping flex

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Alice :D
Could you pick out some tea for me?

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As much as I would like to stay, I think I'm going to sleep. Good night everyone
>>728147382
Sorry, I'll be missing thread yet again tonight

How are you doing Alice?

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Bumping and lurking just cause I like Alice

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Re-reporting in with a more acceptable picture

>>728147561
Well, i'm gonna sit back and watch what people say.

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Hello Alice how r u?

>still no leaving my Basement
>new doctor is visiting tomorrow
>wat do in the meantime?

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>>728147698
No worries. Goodnight then!

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>>728147242
Tits or gtfo

aliceyou are my friend

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>>728147698
sleep well, bud.

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>>728147566
W-what do you mean TRY? How d-do you TRY to be happy?

That goes against basically everything related to how emotions work.

>>728147631
L-let's select one!


http://vocaroo.com/i/s1IS7hxqATKC

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how often do you respond to emails?

>>728147242
ITT: Same old attention whore.

Hi!

Uhmm.. So.. I have no friends and I dunno how to go about making any. I don't really have any hobbies either s:

>>728147561
they don't seem to get it.

like, screaming my name at the top of their lungs across the entire fucking walmart like I'm an 8 year old lost little boy, not a grown ass dude who lives in their own place and pays their own bills.

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>>728147566
Sounds like your self worth is in the red zone. This happens to too many people. A good place to start is working on liking yourself when you are alone. Doing any kind of therapy? Meds/counselor?

>>728147782
Good to hear you are trying a new Dr.!

Also on top of my drawing I took a picture of my cat for you nice people.

>>728147242
>7
>>728147242
>>728147242
>>728147242
Tell us about your father or fuck off

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>>728147575
It l-looks good!

>>728147728
I c-can't complain.

>>728147776
Okay.

>>728147782
I am r-recommending you leave your basement <4

>>728147909
Every d-day <4

>>728147911
Let m-me pour you a cup of tea to m-match your butthurt dear <4

http://vocaroo.com/i/s1EmgtvqimXE

Hi Alice, how's the weather over there? it's pretty windy where I am

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>>728147911
Stop showing up, then that won't be the case.

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>>728147978
W-what are you doing with your day, dear?

>>728147980
H-how is that domineering...?

>>728148014
It w-was pretty warm today <4

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>>728148013
>mojito mint
I didn't know it was cocktail night! I'll grab the beers.

>>728147242

im here from yesterday.

the gf that left me 5 months ago.

we were together 4 years.

lived together 3 and a half years.

we hung out and talked and hooked up constantly up until two weeks ago, around the time i got into a car accident. didnt see me in the hospital. told me she doesnt want to "go on dates" anymore. hasnt spoke to me since. during the whole hook up phase i would constantly talk about how i didnt want this to be a thing where we hook up then she hurts me again blah blah she said she wasnt seeing anyone else and would tell me everything.

basically im just acting you your opinion on what do you think her thought process is?
what couldve changed and does love really fade?

also, best way to get over someone?

have you had your heart broken?

>>728147242
hey alice, manic depressive maybe engineer guy here again with another doozy of a question. So you mentioned how my muscle pain could be caused by stress and lack of sleep, so the past few nights i've been trying to get more but If i fall asleep two hours earlier I just wake up two hours earlier. What do?

>>728147978
What new hobbies have you tried out?

>>728147242
Hi, Alice!
I have a tendency to procrastinate every little thing. I'm in college now and my tuition is covered, but I feel like I'm going to fuck it up.
Any advice for staying the course and maintain mindfulness?
btw I dig the sash

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>>728148157
I only d-do intoxicants with Reimu silly.

>>728148251
*blinks* H-how much sleep are you getting per night?

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Alice you're getting better at pouring tea ^^

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>>728147242
Valdox-San here
Today I checked alice chans twich channel...damn sweety ur voice...its not s-shy like y-you pretend here..
Damn..if i wanna hear some bossy mid twenty bored chick i would go in the bedroom 2 my own gf..
Ilusion busted..

Tsundere mode -off-

Lets enjoy ur show. What is the best t-tabacco for tonight <4?

>>728147242
Hi Alice, how can I go forwards if I don't know which way I'm facing? I feel like it's always me chasing things. No one comes to me. How can I go forwards if I don't know which way to turn?

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>>728148245
It w-will take two years to get over h-her dear; you've spent too much of your life together t-to get over her easily.

AS for my heart, it's infinitely large...it's been hurt more times than I can count.

>>728148341
T-thank you <4

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>>728148387
the kiwi one.

>>728148112
I'm having Alice send me links on Steam ;-;
I'm pretty much at home studying and gaming 24/7 s:

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Sonata

>Suddenly

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>>728148318
About five, six hours on weeknights, seven on weekends or if I pull a 12 hour shift. no caffiene but I do miss my morning cigarettes.

A little bit of Alice always makes my day <3

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>>728148314
Have y-you tried improving your time management?

>>728148387
I s-spent three years in speech therapy s-so I could talk in a voice somewhat better than a ghouls. Not my fault you thought I was someone I'm not <4

And no tobacco is best tobacco.

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>>728148318

>>728148245
First off, boundaries are a mess here. What are you looking for in this relationship with her?

>>728148251
If you are experiencing a manic episode your sleep may suffer moderatley to greatly. Meds will help with that.

>>728148314
Try planning things out with small breaks in between periods of work. Set timers if needed to make sure break periods don't get overdone.

>>728148647
Hiya Alice. What do I do if my power was suddenly restored and I didn't want it anymore?

>>728148562
Hi Blood-chan! How've you been?

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>>728148422
...*blinks* W-why would you need to know which way is forward to walk it? Have y-you never walked in the dark?!

>>728148493
aww, we <4 you alice

>>728148647
>>728148493
>>728148318
Why do you constantly refuse to talk about your father

this shit is cringey

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>>728148531
S-so your hobby is gaming.

>>728148592
Did y-you just quit smoking?

>>728148703
W-what? You don't w-want power?

>>728148803
H-how so?

>>728148803
dont mess with alice

>>728147787
>>728147867
Thank you both

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>>728148318
fine, I'll drink by myself tonight <3
Reimu I'll be around for your thread, I gotta let the liquor soak into my brain first though!

>>728148698

i want to try again, and make it right.

i want commitment etc etc. i want it to be like it was. and i know, i was a fool for even going through with the hooking up etc etc when there was no commitment or honesty. im sure most of the things she said were a lie. i shouldnt have gave her what she wanted.

>>728148698
i do want to ask though, what the hell is the point of sleep anyway, why not be awake and productive? I'd rather not live my life like, wasting time like lying down doing nothing.

Question: does illegally taking modafnil and doing the whole nosleep thing on moda a bad idea or an idea so bad (rad) that it flips back to being good?

Remember to buy vegetable peeler alice

>>728148856
Not really.. I guess? I mainly do it out of boredom, and even then I don't enjoy it much 80% of the time :c

Alice, how can I approach my gf about giving better bj's without her getting offended or embarrassed?

>>728148856
I mean I'm cool with it I guess, I just didn't expect to get it again like I did last time is all.
>you're here forever
I thought it was just a meme..

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>>728148928
Cracking a beer, hold on.

>>728147242
I FEEL seriously lonely, what do i do?

>>728148944
So, then what is it she wants? Is this feasible? Is it something you have control over?

Think about these questions a bit.

>nothing
>more
>enjoyable
>than
>a
>black
>negro
>from
>bronx
>roleplaying
>as
>a
>gothic
>lolita
>with
>speech
>issues
>pouring
>some
>tea
>to
>people
>whom
>she
>knows
>they
>feel
>dominating
>but
>6
>inches
>only
>.

>>728148856
nah quit about six weeks ago save for one every month to prove i'm not addicted i just like nicotine.

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>>728148928
T-that sounds like a bad choice dear. You m-may want to slow down on your drinking.

>>728148969
...sleep exists t-to flush waste and toxins from t-the brain. Modafinil can increase wakefulness for limited periods of time, but w-will not prevent lack of sleep from harming y-you in the long run.

Sleep so you can be more productive.
Sleep debt can knock years off your life, not to mention how contrary to productivity it is.

>>728148734
Walking in the dark is different, you can still perceive which way is forwards. I just don't know which way to turn because no direction appears as though it'll lead me forwards.

Why do I always feel so sad and disgusting after jerking off?

>>728149151
cause you jerk off to animals

>>728149118
sounds like a global conspiracy to sell mypillows (tm) instead to me.

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>>728149029
W-what is she doing wrong?

>>728149025
T-that's still a hobby dear.

>>728149067
Find someone to talk to?

>>728149148
W-why turn?

>>728149151
Are y-you religious?

>>728149101
That c-can cause sleep disturbances, including insomnia. T-try Unisom, it's q-quite effective.

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>>728148703
Wonderful actually, how are you?

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>>728149148
Humans can't walk perfectly straight in the drak tho, just get someone to blindfold you and try to walk straight lol.

>>728149070

she does not want to be with me right now. i have no control over it. she claims to love me but she needs her time and space to be alone and young etc etc.

i just cant seem to get over it and i guess im being selfish for expecting her to rush her growth so that maybe she would realize she wants to be with me. if that makes sense.

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>>728149272
G-given there are diseases that literally kill y-you by destroying your ability to s-sleep, not likely.

>>728148969
I can't advise messing with your sleep w/o professional help as it's a delicate system. As for why sleep? B/c it's shown to have important implications in learning, encoding memories, restoring body processes, etc.. Most people in a manic episode (even if hypomanic) feel the way you do, but the problem comes when there is a crash into depression or the person does something they wouldn't normally do, due to the feelings of elation, invincibility or over-confidence that can come with progressing manic symptoms. Just something to watch out for friend.

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>>728149042
thanks sis <3
>>728149118
I'm sober almost all the time and I know I'll be fine with this much <3
besides, I've told you what's going on in my life, and things took another shitty turn sunday, so I need to get my mind off of it a bit.

>>728149274

Not religious at all, I don't jerk off to weird things either

>>728149274
Pfft, fine you win. It's a hobby.. Still though, it doesn't help me with the no friends thing :[

>>728149292
I'm doing alright, been getting out a lot more. Anything new?

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>>728148928
>>728148654
>>728149042
I hope everyone's night is going well!
I'm enjoying a bit of vape and YGOTAS playing in the background, it's a good night for me~!

>>728148516
ya this brasil mix is one of my current favourits, not a bad choice :3

Hey Alice, I hope you have a great day

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>>728148013
What's so special about d-day?

>>728149274
Because I want to go forwards with my life! And I just don't know where to go.

>>728149274
She just puts it in her mouth and just bobs without any way about it. I mean, I applaud her eagerness, but she lacks pizazz.

>>728149321
One of my core counseling tenants is the idea of control. So often we get our hangups from beating ourselves silly with tasks we don't control. My advice.... keep looking into tasks you have control over and giver her, her space. Mind you, it will feel bad, it's supposed to. You need to feel bad as part of the grieving process. No one can fix the feelings for you, but it will really help to have someone just listen and try to understand. Find that person, or even just us here if you need here!

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>>728149388
Using alcohol t-to avoid pain is a p-pretty substantial step towards alcoholism, dear.

>>728149390
S-sounds like underlying intimacy issues; s-seek a therapist.

>>728149411
Sure it d-does <4 What game d-do you want to play with me?

>>728149486
I h-hope you have a pretty good day <4 Not a great one. That's for me.

>>728149453
Turn t-that shit off.

>>728149515
Anywhere y-you go is forward, silly!
Pick a direction and c-charge at it!

Seriously, you don't seem to get it. You don't get good at anything, you don't move forward, without effort. No one knows where they are going, dear. Some people charge forward, completely sure they are going the right way...and then life throws a curve ball and it was all wrong. Others luck into it the first try and die unhappy and unsatisfied.

Pick a way. Go. If you don't like it, try something else. That's how you move forward.

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>>728149448
Same ol' same ol'
Just enjoying life at the moment. Who the fuck are you?

>>728149118
>>728149274
>>728148856
Seeing as how you flatly refuse to even acknowledge the question, its clear there is something unsavory, untoward, or downright awful regarding your relationship with your father. You continue to make these threads. I continue to ask you to simply discuss one of the human beings responsible for your existence.

>>728148013
God dammit Alice, I love you but you really need to start getting all of the tea IN the cups, not on the table.
I'm meeting a friend of a friend soon, and he thinks we'll probably make a good couple. What should I say to her?

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>>728149553
W-what way about it is there? What do you w-want more of, and w-what would you change?

Lay it all out for me, Anonymous.

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>>728149453
It is, thank you! I'm doing the same, except with Blender tutorials playing on my newly set up second screen~

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>>728149649
I turned it off a while ago, actually! Now it's just the abridged series making my night better, silly!

>>728149649

I've never been intimate with any one so how can I have issues?

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>>728149688
The t-table is the best place for tea! Everything h-has a place you know.
Like the garbage, where you belong.

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>>728149388
No worries sister! I'll go to my room.
>>728149478
How many different countries on that shelf?
>>728149453
Ok.
>>728149553
Try telling her while she does it, like, asking her to use more her tongue and stuff, or telling her where does it feels nice! She cannot know if you don't tell her, right?
>>728149292
Sup Ika.

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>>728149753
..."I've never had an arm, so how could I have issues with it?"

Is b-basically what you just said.

>>728149655
hmm..
am Bebop. wait do other people ask? they needa back offf

>>728149564

thank you.

im gonna try my best.

i will probably be back. lol

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>>728147242
It's almost 2am for me and I'm restless, how do I get myself to sleep?

>>728149649
So you're saying, nothing can be that wasn't meant to be?

>>728148013
I guess I'll just wait for my response then <4

>>728149753
Self intimacy is a thing! Yep, therapist will help. My grad school supervisor specialized in sexuality and was very good

>>728149786
Savage!

>>728149874
We're here for you!

>>728147242
kys alice

>>728149786
Your words hurt me.

>>728149382
ooh, how do I get one of those?

>>728149649
What games do you have? o-o Also I'm from Australia, so lag may be a thing s:

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>>728149807
Good morning, Nep -hug-
>>728149862
Hi Bebop!
Back off from what?

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>>728149738
Right on! I have an unholy love for this show, I wish more people would have seen it a long time ago! I will try to be around for your thread after but I am going to work out here in a few minutes!

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>>728149876
Have y-you tried Unisom? It's OTC in the US.

>>728149878
I d-don't know what you are even s-saying.

>>728149888
I'll g-get to it after I go t-to the gym.

>>728149941
Why?

>>728149962
*smiles* I'm j-just teasing dear.

>>728149965
Aneki Margatroid on Steam. Add m-me <4

>>728149649
Hey Alice.
I'm almost always here, sometimes i say hi. But i usually just lurk.
But i haven't been in the streams or threads lately, I've been kind of down and not really wanting to watch or get online.

Can you send some good vibes or something. I'm not feeling so good anymore. I feel like I did before.

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>>728148647
Bah, I thought u would say something that about tobacco..and on the other side u have access to the realy good stuff, can´t imagine u never tried the good old codein-vodka mix, best cotton feel..

I don´t belive u, but if it is so, u really improved. For me it sounds like years of "fuck u retard, don´t lay ur hands on me" in dubio pro alice ^^ but every one is here to see something in u they don´t get at home, that IS ur show dear <4

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>>728149688
I'd start with hi. just a guess.
just be you, bud. that's the best way to have a good blind date. if it doesn't work out, then don't worry about it.
>>728149649
it's more to relax than avoid pain, hon. the whole week's been spent processing it with family, this is just me having a chance to kick my feet up for the first time in a while!

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>>728150046
S-sure <4 Tell m-me if this works, because I'm d-doing it as hard as I can <4

>>728150043
Oh... okay... if even you can't understand, I guess I may as well give up.

>>728149699
She needs to whip my tip with her tongue, especially the bottom of my head.
I don't need her to deepthroat me or anything, that really doesn't do anything for me, but if she jerked me as she slurped me I'd be in heaven.

Alice was molested by her father
Seriously
Alice was molested by her father
Alice was molested by her father
I am positive on this
Alice was molested by her father
Bad male influence
Alice was molested by her father
Her refusal speaks volumes
Alice was molested by her father
Just talk to us about him
Alice was molested by her father

>>728150043
>Have y-you tried Unisom? It's OTC in the US.
No, I don't have access to any medication. I'm just up putting pixels up on this http://pxls.space/ it's such a time waster but I'm addicted and it's keeping me up

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>>728150020
I hear ya! I just rewatched it myself recently and it was a lot of fun. Hopefully I'll see you there then, have a good work out!

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>>728150055
I'm afraid I d-don't understand what you m-mean.

>>728150159
C-can you try explaining with d-different words?

>>728150175
Okay, s-so why don't you just tell her that? Be like "hey dear, can you try doing this? it feels really good when you do it that way".

W-why is this so hard to say?

>>728150210
...y-you can't go to a grocery store?

>>728150043
just seeing this thread makes me want to die that a bunch of pathetic internet faggots need to pretend to be sad to get attention from some unqualified anime bitch can give some bs diagnoses...all of you should be in the same nightclub when it's shot up.

>>728150273
...y-you can't go to a grocery store?
It's almost 2 AM, not open at this time

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>>728150210
there's a cool little thing, up on the tab for the website. it looks like this: x
click it, problem solved.

>>728150175
I mean with sexuality.... it really is best to be open. just don't bring it up in an accusatory fashion. "you don't do it well, you need to.. " etc. Maybe something like: "will you try this for me _______" or I think this would feel good _____". Having open communication is the foundation for a good relationship anyway so practice makes better.

>>728149388
sure, just quit drinking and get some psychodrugs that substitute is even better dude.

Can say u, after I quit my therapy and drink every evening a bottle of a nice red wine, I don´t need any drugs or therapy more. Get over it, yourself. Finally it´s everytime the same procedure.

>>728149841
>>728149925

I don't understand, how can I have intimacy issues with myself?

>>728150043
Already got you added on steam, but your profile is set to private o:

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>>728150293
W-why do you feel that way, dear?

>>728150346
M-move to a bigger town.

>>728150373
Alcohol is a drug dear. So you do need drugs.

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>>728149977
-hugs gently- Been learning how to write?
>>728150362
But sis, dem pixels tho.

>>728149977
:3 you!

>>728147242
Ayo Alice, I don't know whether or not to go out and drink with some old friends of mine tomorrow, i'm trans, pre hormones, and it means a lot of effort on my part when it comes to clubbing, and i've been really depressed recently regardless of what I do, and I don't know whether or not to meet up with these people tomorrow. What's your advice??

>>728150112
Love you Alice. I'll see you next time.

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>>728150446
S-see you then *kiss* <4

>>728150432
I s-suggest going out.

>>728150432
>pre hormones
So, just a dude?

>>728150412
because I want everyone dead...people are disgusting

>>728150293
Nah, i'm more a calmly sit on the roof with a scoped rifle and pick them off one by one until the authorities figure out where I am and swarm me and gun me down kind of guy.

Actually, i'd much rather be out stabbin hookers but that's beside the point.

>>728149699
Yeah, give alice some advise <3

OR

Talk about ur issues with ur gf fare and square. She would appreciate it if she care about ur sex life

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>>728150412
>M-move to a bigger town.
Not very helpful advice if you're a poorfag like me

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>>728150273
I don't know what else to say. I don't know. I don't know at all.

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>>728150428
Yeah it's like writing backwards and upside down.
So fucking weird.
And no one understands me when I speak!
>>728150431
Why would people back off from me? I'm so lonely...

>>728150273
>>728150367
Thanks!
The solution is so easy, now I feel stupid for having asked.

>>728150362
heh, again with the savagery

>>728150391
It can be simple to complicated. Guilt is...very complicated and sometimes completely baseless and that's just one possibility of why you feel as you do. This isn't something you're likely to solve just talking to those of us who do outreach, but plenty of people don't feel comfortable with their sexuality (I mean more than just sexual preference).

>>728147242
I fucking miss her and is the worse kind of pain bc I see her everyday in class and she doesn't seem to care, the last days she barely talked to me and today i have enough and tell her how I feel and it's pretty much over but I going to miss that girl, sooo how do you recommend I move on( bc like I said before she is in all my classes, so I definitely gonna see her everyday)

>>728147242
I'm an alcoholic that goes through cycles or self harm/mutilation, I wan tto be happy when im sober but I cant. where do i start?

>>728150545
do something so we know it's you senpai

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>>728150373
>after I quit my therapy and drink every evening
I'd suggest going back to your therapist, hon. there's a difference from me drinking once in a blue moon and you drinking nightly.
>>728150428
good point, that Kekistani flag isn't going to make itself.
>>728150567
no 24-hr places like a wal-mart?

>>728150603
No biggie, I taught 16/17yo in foster care about sex/sexuality/STDs, you name it. If I can do that, I have confidence in you!

>>728150624
What have you tried?

>>728150526
Naah fam, I prefer the term woman in waiting personally.

>>728150517
Why do you suggest going out, i'm curious, because in theory during a depressive episode, that's the last thing i'd want to subject myself to

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Wow.
I mean WOW.

And here I was thinking I've seen the most pathetic threads involving lolis or ponies.

Faggots pretending to be anime girls. Nothing screams more of insecurity than THIS shit.

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My life isn't so fucked up as to where I'm about to ask an anime for guidance, but it's pretty fucked up.

>>728150624
Methanol.

>>728150698

your insecurity is showing

>>728150675
I won't tell you where I plan to strike or when, but I'll tell you this. My calling card is going to be leaving NE555's and SN7407 DIP chips embedded in the victim's skin. So, you'll know

>>728150692
>no 24-hr places like a wal-mart?
I live in the UK, never heard of a Walmart here. Anyway, I think I'll just try falling asleep now. Thanks for talking

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>>728150531
Yes b-but why? And why t-this thread in particular?

You aren't disgusting dear <4 But neither am I, you know?

>>728150571
T-try harder <4

>>728150603
*patpat* D-don't worry. No one thinks worse of y-you for asking <4

>>728150613
Switch classes.

>>728150624
W-with a doctor; you need anabuse and therapy.

>>728150697
...exactly because you don't want to do it?

Look, life is hard. Dealing with shit is hard. Getting out of bed in the morning is hard. For me, anyway, I don't know about you, but boy do I figure you and I gotta have comparable amounts of depression or this whole dialog isn't going anywhere.

...but just because it is hard doesn't make it wrong. Doesn't make it a bad thing to do. Effort is a good thing. Exposure is a good thing. Doing things with others, not isolating yourself, is a good thing.

Go out and let yourself shine, Anonymiss; I believe you are as bright a star as anyone else <4

So go shine!

>>728150293
AS IF someone here goes clubbing on daily basic XD

>>728150918
I both admire and respect you for having the patience to put up with /b/tards for as long as you have while still being able to improve some of their lives. I wish to be a psychotherapist some day, and I hope I can help improve people's lives too. What keeps you going?

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>>728150867
sorry we couldn't help, bud. try looking for that medication Alice mentioned tomorrow, maybe?
sleep well, bud.

>>728150698
>Nothing screams more of insecurity than THIS shit.
I don't know man, you seem like the insecure one. Who goes around looking for people to look down on?

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>>728150698
I've b-been posting since before the ponies even existed, b-but sure, for sure, I'm t-the insecure one.

Seems like you should look in a mirror more, dear <4

>>728150713
I'm f-from a video game, so you are in t-the clear.

>>728150971
Who says anything d-does?

No one else is here to do it, so I'm doing it.

>>728150394
No shit sherlock

sure she wants to share all her life with u faggots

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>>728150590
You'll have to teach me, you got it?
>>728150692
All hail Kekistan! REEEEEEEEEEEE
>>728150935
Please refrain from posting ever again XD

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>>728151017
Underrated post

>>728147242
Please kill yourself

>>728150695
Nothing really, I have a hard time accepting help. I e tried to stop drinking but i cant even get out of my room without it lol

>>728150293
you're so edgy. who abused you when you were younger?

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>>728151100
I ain't got shit!
My cousins are teaching me and they say an American accent is the most cringy thing they've ever heard.

>>728151100
>>728151232
wow two psychopaths its like seeing double

weebs

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>>728151311
Huh?

>>728151163
How often do you drink/how much?

I used to work in prison first as a drug counselor then mental health therapist. You are unlikely to beat this alone. The first step is figuring out what is appropriate treatment for you to make sure you are safe to stop drinking. Then there are SOOOOOO many options for recovery from AA/CR to CBT to moderation programs.

>>728150590
i.. im sorry didn't mean it that way! :(
i'm always here for you but you have me blocked on steam..

>>728150412
Alcohol chan:

Sure is alcohol a drug, but beside venlafaxin, valdox-san, some shitty therapies and many many more, it works and get u bear with ur fuck for the rest of the shitty life <4

>>728150918
I am, you are, and we should both just die, life is so pointless and enjoying life before dies is even more pointless....why do anything when the result is the same for all parties? I'm not a murder or rapist because lazy, if I had motivation for anything more than yelling on the internet I would probably be in jail and would have already kms

>>728151311
Yeah. This

>>728150918
Getting out of bed is indeed hard; much too often I spend whole days in bed instead of awake because I would rather not exist. I struggle to deal with the looks I get when I go out clubbing, very rarely are they anything other than derision or suspicion, and that really gets to me when I go out clubbing, and I honestly don't know how to cope with that anymore, especially under the influence of alcohol. I've tried various drugs and in the end they never truly help me deal with that feeling of all eyes being on me. Guess that's just me being paranoid, but when you appear so different to most of society, paranoia is an understandable problem to have I guess

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>>728151232
You'll eventually learn, and then so will I.
>>728151311
Mmh?

>>728147242
people make fun of me because im in love with mao zedng....

>>728147242
So alice,
would mania have anything to do with desensitization to imminent peril?

Like, last time I fell asleep while driving and spun my car around on the highway, my reaction was like 'dang' instead of you know 'HOLY SHIIIT' or something when i woke up in the midst of this cataclysm of car coming near to smacking things and sloshing around in the snow.. just wondering.

>>728150918
Can you give me a little love?

>>728151523
Are you in love with Mao Zedng?

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>>728151420
Nice get
Don't worry I blocked everyone on Steam.

Darn I miss my games...
>mfw

>>728151505
You want to learn Russian? Why? It's hard af. I have to listen to music all day to get the words right.

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>>728151429
Alcohol is a t-toxic substance and...p-pretty obviously doesn't do what you say it does.

>>728151437
*blinks* P-pretty sure the result isn't the same dear; everyone h-has different impacts.

>>728151493
W-why are you doing drugs when y-you should be in transition therapy...?

>>728151523
As t-they should.

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>>728151311
Also underrated post

Welp. Time to kill myself.

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>>728151589
V-very yes.

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>>728151523

do you mean chairman meow?

is that a man or a woman?

>>728151617
lol thnx
:| still doesn't feel good. you ever play fallout4 yet?! super fun and i still haven't beaten it..

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>>728151752
I'm a w-woman dear.

>>728151589

Not Alice, but yes that is indeed a symptom of mania, one that typically represents the most harm from mania (that and psychosis, but you don't seem to be there).

>>728151429
A lot of people lead really shitty lives. The difference is in how they cope with their lives / look at their lives (perspectives). Alcohol is like an acidic band aid. Covers the pain? Yep, burns a hole in your life in the long run without solving the problem. Yep

>>728151683
So, while i'm manic, because I'm calm during perilous situations and able to react with nerves of steel that means i'm safer to drive 120 down the freeway in the snow, right?

Alice, Do you think SAO is shit?

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this is like the 8th time i see your posts; i find you adorable, more adorable than i can find my gf, to be honest.
thank you.
Also, it is time to show some tits faggot.

>>728150918
I can't do that anon, don't know hows the uni in the States but in my country you can't change your classes, so you can see my dilemma here anon

>>728151213
result is exactly the same...death...your dead body and mine will be equally dead. any impact you have on anything is pointless, so do what you want, or kys and get out fast, but I am too coward...

Alice
how much would I have to donate for you to let me cum in your feet?

>>728151437
k-kill yourself <4

>>728151872
Nope! nerves of steel don't save you from ice or other people doing stupid stuff. Please seek medical attention..

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>>728151617
The more languages I speak more oportunities will arise, and the more mad pussy I'll get.

>>728151799
sorry didn't mean to come across as rude. your advice is actually pretty good. thanks for being a good person and caring about others anon.

>>728151620
Alice people always say "be yourself" and "dont change for people" and shit like that, but if being yourself is wanting to hide and lock yourself away from the rest of the world and just waste away then is it worth it?

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>>728151872
N-no. Your visual cortex is s-still far too slow even when manic.

>>728151935
You s-should talk to your adviser as s-soon as possible then.

>>728151990
Enough t-to a PI to find m-my apartment.

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>>728151655
Do not kill yourself, anon. You have your whole life ahead of you
>>728151780
N-no, I don't think I'll ever play vidya again until I go home.
Did you hear about 1000 Russian hackers on American media? So many people were shaking their heads and laughing at how stupid Americans are. I felt so embarrassed

>>728152008
it sounds like life is gonna get real dull soon.

>>728151620
Therapy only helped me reconcile my feelings with myself, and to accept myself, and in the UK we end up with a period of nothing but gender identity clinic appointments, spaced 6 months between appointments, to contend with any issues that arise. I've tried a lot of 'clubbing' drugs only once; I prefer the effects of things like cannabis to MDMA and such. The only drug I do often is cannabis, and that is because it helps me absorb myself in my own thoughts if you get me, as abstract as that sounds. Sorry this is sort of rant like

>>728151052
Alright.

I've given up all hope of getting a job other than some shitty gas station gig and just applied myself to living as comfortable as I can in my own NEETness. Once upon a time I wanted to make armor and swords, and I learned how to, but I don't have a workshop and the SCA armorer's guild I went to was only once a week.

I like pounding metal. I could make some really good artisan level shit, helmets, breastplates, articulated finger gauntlets, all of it. It's as simple as tracing an already patterned piece of armor onto metal, then cutting it with either a laser cutter or a pair of beverly shears, and then shaping it, riveting pieces together, etc.

Do I continue to live in a shitty apartment on the pittance I'm given monthly for being schizophrenic, or do I try to move into a house with a friend, and have a workshop in a garage and just pound on metal there? If I move in with a friend, I'll give myself 2 years to save up 200~ dollars each month, and then I'll be able to buy everything from a decent sized forge to beverly shears, anvils, calipers, dishing bowls, and enough raw material to go ham on smiddying for a few months. Then once I make some shit worth selling, I can make a shop on Etsy.

Is this a fool's dream?

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>>728152069
I d-do what I can.

>>728152070
I'm n-not people, I'm a neuropsychopharmacologist.

And locking yourself away and hiding is simply going to lead to a much higher chance of suicide, and a drastically shortened life span.

Don't do it.

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>>728152010
Oh there are a lot of opportunities here (assuming you're good at what you do)
Russian women are not like American women, they don't care if you have money or not.
They just want genuine love

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>>728147242
hi alice please tell me what to draw

in this picture you can see my drawing skills

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>>728152092
-bite-

>>728151403
Whenever I can get my hnds on any lol, its ussually acailable yo me

>>728152092
oh right i keep forgetting.. when will you be home?
and yeah lol. its usually the same people too..

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>>728152138
It sounds remarkably similar to how I got to where I am, dear. It's a long shot, but if you work hard, you can do it.

So go for it. I'll back you up and buy your first tool <4

>>728152092
Fucking moonbitch

>>728151620
alcohol chan:

S-sure, just minimum 10 years more experience in death, rape, divorce, suicide, courts and other fucks than alice chan.

life is good, just find ur own dragon to ride on <4

>>728152254
There is a literal million dollar industry in Russia teaching Russian women how to get sugar daddies. They don't want love at all, THEY WANT OUT OF RUSSIA

>>728152333
Nice trips, Alice.
Checkt

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>>728152374
*blinks* W-what are you even talking about?

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>>728152254
Mmh, sounds nice, maybe I'll order one of those russian wives over mail that pop up on those not suspicious ads on the internet.
>>728152385
>not going for hardworking Natasha living in a potato farm in the countryside
Shiggy diggy.

>>728152271
How invested are you in doing recovery? It oftens involves changing many apects of your life and for most people is a battle for constant upkeep.

That being said your life can be greatly improved.

At the risk of putting out there who I actually am (I know past clients of mine come to 4chan). As one of my clients said once when I asked what he got out of treatment "I won't let my life be controlled one 20oz at a time anymore".

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>>728152269
-flinches- ow!
>>728152332
When will I be home... I don't think I'm going home. Maybe in four or five years. I'll have my mom mail my stuff to me, I only have a laptop and a few sketch books
>>728152339
;~;
>>728152385
They can leave. No one wants gold diggers.

hai alice

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>>728152687
~ night

>>728151842
alcohol chan:

light a candle from both sides -> burns brighter and dies faster, wow rocket science!

Another redpill for you: YOU WILL DIE

In 60 years, in 40 years in 10 years, tomorrow. Wow thats good and if u get over it, it´s a pretty lovely life coz u don´t give a fuck to nothing ^^

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>>728152540
She'll be six feet, so get ready lol

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>>728152691
H-hello dear <4 How c-can I help you?

>>728147242
what do? i've already pushed away my family and friends because we have no shared interests, and I move a lot because of border or I'm a retard...I have no desire for anything in life and feel like a zoo animal, just wake/wank/sleep...I want kms or have some feeling.

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>>728152748
I love you mana... please don't go yet..

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>>728152789
...w-why do you think friendships are b-based on shared interests?

>>728152846
they are though.

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>>728152755
so why not spend the time you have doing something meaningful, like trying to make people smile? make the world a nicer place!

>>728152333
I'm good on the handouts, famalamborghini, my whole current state of being is one big welfare case. When I do set up shop, I will always remember that an Anime told me not to give up on my dreams.

Thank you for your approval, though. And nice trips.

Gods speed to you and your own adventures.

>>728152766
I dunno, I'm tired. Things are falling apart like they are but they aren't and I don't even know anymore
dubs checkum

Looking good today Alice. Nice outfit. It's cute as fug.

>>728152544
Idk, i want to change. But when people come to help I always lash out at them, I cant reslly help it

>>728152846
what are friendships based on?

>>728152755
If I live to 45 and do it twice as hard, i've effecitvely lived to 90 but gotten to die before being a crusty old worthless piece of shit

what's not to love?

>>728152687
aww. i'll miss you being home and i'll wait for youu
do you have a PO box I can send presents to?

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>>728152907
N-no they aren't. The evidence s-simply doesn't support it.

>>728152947
I s-said I'd buy it, silly. That's not a handout, it's capitalism <4

>>728152971
N-nice singles.

>>728152755
It sounds like you don't really have any intention or desire to change. That's fine. It really is, but if that changes it sounds like alcohol is the symptom of the problem which is your view of life. Your view is your own and that's fine too, but if you decide you want something different that is when help is possible.

>>728153024
mutual leeching.

>>728153060
Which evidence?

>>728152846
because if I am never interested in anything they are, and they don't care about my interests, how can we even talk or enjoy things together, it's cause my wife and I to drift a lot, beside sexual things, and we rarely spend more than an hour together, and she is the last person I still talk to irl.

>>728153098
This. So much this.

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>>728153024
Shared experiences <4

>>728153042
..n-no you won't. Literally n-nothing about biology w-works that way.

>>728153114
I d-don't understand this sentence. I l-literally cannot parse it.

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>>728153048
No don't, international mail is fucked up here

I am the walrus.

damn, these threads are stupid as fuck.. holy shit, you all deserve eachother lol

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>>728153153
T-that literally has nothing to do with how friendships work or form.

You have a very shallow and selfish view of how friendships work dear. I recommend going to a therapist.

>>728153060
Forgot to mention but saw someone else mention it and remembered, really love the outfit today. It's a bit of a change of pace but still really cute

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>>728152759
Geez, her breasts would be at face height, that's convenient.

Alice,if its trips will you go out with me?

>>728153153
All relationships are two-way streets. You are going to get out what you put in. What are you doing to improve your relationships or have already tried?

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>>728153263
W-why do you feel that way, Anonymous?

>>728153294
I'm g-glad you like it <4

>>728153313
So c-close, but no. No I would not.

Hi Alice, I feel like I haven't seen one of your posts in such a long time. Good to see you.

>>728153163
>N-no they aren't. The evidence s-simply doesn't support it
Which evidence do you have to prove that statement?