/NZ/ Me again trying to scavenge views on this blog for my

>>728078670

Listening to the deafening rain.

Wellington reporting.

>>728078732

Debbie hitting you guys is she?

>>728078767

I don't know if I'd say hitting, I know she doesn't mean it she's just upset. They're more love taps.

I still love her

>>728078670
Reminds me of Oliver Sacks type shit.

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>>728078971
>Oliver Sacks

Cheers fella, you might like dr ramachandran's stuff too

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>Christchurch

In early, we did it.

>>728078670

Getting baked outta my mind, eating my flatmates baking

>>728079651

lucky bastard, that's exactly what I'll be doing once I've finished all this study

>>728079651

oh, an i will also be farming that D3, sweet sweet Barbarian lootz

>>728078670
Dunedin checking in. Another night spent alone in my apartment looking at a computer screen.

>>728079498
(you)

>>728080041
>Another night spent alone in my apartment looking at a computer screen.
Into girls/boys?

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Dunners reporting.

Another night. Here we go, I suppose.
>>728079498
Good effort. How's things?
>>728080041
I feel you, anon.

>>728080365
girls

>>728080429
faggot

>tfw you will never get to taste the hot tasty man hole of diabeetus

>>728080495
fuck you

>>728080692
wow rude

>>728080692
Hey none of that language in here, please.

Kiwis are gentleman and gentlewoman, none of that raggle taggle nonsense here.

Why are IDs even gone?

>>728080421
>Dunners reporting.
hey bruh how r u

>>728080581
this keeps me up at night tbh

>>728080961
Still standing. Feel pretty shithouse about how I'm going in the long run now that I've commited to it, but what can you do. Also having to ration my darts like fuck and that just kills a man.
What about you, anon?

>>728081155
>Feel pretty shithouse about how I'm going in the long run now that I've commited to it,
tell me more bru i am good man miss u thou

>>728078670
How about you go fuck a sheep BROO

>>728081278
low effort

Dunedin reporting

Fuck. this. cold. weather.

also fuck dunedin drivers, got boxed in at polytech today, was not easy to get out. however a few people were impressed that I could even get out, so it was a feel good moment.

>>728080421
>>728080041
Fuck we're out here tonight

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>>728081250
I had a few stacks saved up to have a nice time before offing myself, but instead I spent it on renting a place and some other stuff. Making that leap was supposed to force me into making something good of it, but I reckon I'm still the same old fuck-up. I definitely still feel shitty, at any rate.
It's good that you're good, my man. Miss me? Who's this like?

>>728081355
Yeah its been a long day

>>728081450
>up to have a nice time before offing myself
>but I reckon I'm still the same old fuck-up. I definitely still feel shitty, at any rate.
shit bruh talk to us bout it

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>>728081638
Long story short, over a really long period of time I've decided that I should kill myself. It was going to be at the end of last year but then things changed and I tried to work towards a future. Has to be said, I'm not a very hard worker though. So now I'm back to the "I should kill myself" stage, although now I haven't got any money to go out with, which sucks.
>not answering the question

>>728081977
Find a nice job, doing something you love, that might help a lot with the "not a hard worker part".

You're into your cars a lot, do something like that. tried a few local places around Dunedin like mechanics or something? even if it was something like replacing tyres or something simple like that I'd be sure that'd help a lot.

>>728081977
>not answering the question
The reason of why you should kill yourself?

>>728081977

hey you fucking coward don't you dare kill yourself. My brother killed himself 8 years ago and my mother still can't sleep because she dreams about him.

see a shrink, get some meds, meditate, sell all of your shit and run, get a new hobby, exercise, get the fuck off 4chan. do something, there is something you haven't tried, don't stop fighting. I've been there, believe me I have, but somehow things really do change. Sometimes it takes years, but its worth the wait.

>>728082196
this

>>728082196
>>728082431
this x2

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>>728078670

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>>728082071
Eh, I'm trying, but nothing is coming up. Been looking for a driving job over a wrenching job because I'm much better on the wheel than on the spanners.
>>728082155
Nah, who you is. If you missed me, you know me. Do I know you?
>>728082196
Don't tell me what to fuckin' do.
Nah, I know. My old boy is pretty much the only reason I haven't done it for years now.
Seen a few shrinks and tried a few meds now, pretty slack on the exercise though. I dunno, man. I know people get super depressed and think it's all over when really it isn't, but I feel quite calm and have been about this for a long time now, so I'd like to think I've got a pretty reasonable idea of what's going on in my life and where I'm at and what I should do.

>>728082524
So a driving job, like a courier post sort of thing or a truckie?

>>728082196
>coward
all good except for this, calling him a coward isn't the way to go

>>728082524
start meditating and look into trying shrooms

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>>728082661
Yeah. Not a whole lot going on because couriers want owner/drivers and I haven't got my truck licence, but there are jobs that'd suit. I've just missed out on them so far.
>>728082801
>look into trying shrooms
Way ahead of you on that one

>>728083014
>Way ahead of you on that one
oh

>>728082750
suicide is the cowards way out, fighting through is the rougher road

>>728078732
Love the rain. Makes me horny. Nothing better than stripping off jacking it in the park over the road from home under the cover of darkness in the pelting rain. Bonus points if the wind is wild and there's thunder and lightning crashing.

Shame we get fuck all of it down here in Canterbury. Boo :(

>>728083200
shut the fuck up

>>728083014
>way ahead of you on that

Not just getting fucked up on shrooms bro, relatively promising research shows that daily microdoses have a positive effect on mental health. In particular depression.

>>728083200
>>728083200
this x1000000

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>>728083111
>checked
Weed is pretty fuckin' good too. That is some proper happiness.
>>728083200
>>728083333
I'm here for a good life, not a long one. You don't get a prize for suffering on and on forever until old age gets you anyway. Nice quads though.
>>728083301
Hadn't looked into them in that regard, or even that far down the road. Just sussing at the minute.

>>728083014
Might be a good time to get the truck licence, that job wont be going away anytime soon IMO.

>>728083301
I also heard about this.

>>728083301
>daily microdoses have a positive effect
>daily

Not daily, every four days, and not just microdoses either. One good trip can, if not outright cure depression/anxiety, send them into remission for months.

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>>728083544
Yeah, I've heard there's a huge demand for heavy goods drivers here. Getting the licence is mad expensive though.
>>728083636
>months
Fuck me right up on that goodness then!

I'm going to ff myself the same way IDbro did, surrounded by people that love me and on tinychat

>>728083729
fuck bro....

>>728083729
Rip to the homie
But what a way to go, man

>>728083729
>Implying IDbro killed himself and he's not just completing his mandatory military service in korea

>>728083685
>Fuck me right up on that goodness then!
Look up the shroomery.org, it's hunting season in NZ right now.

>>728083729
Yeah, nah, stayin alive is would you should do.

>>728083729

You know that's just a meme, right?

>>728084255
Soon(TM)

Suggest people in this thread look into meditation. I say it often but it is amazing.

First benefit I noticed was bearing able to really hear music, bearing able to focus on every instrument, voice in the song. Within the first two weeks after only doing it ten minutes a day.

This fella is good too, has good meditation videos you can listen to.

https://www.youtube.com/user/MichaelSealey/videos

Just making the most of wet weather and nearly parked my 80's rwd shitter sideways into a lamp post.

Where do i find shrooms in nelson?

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EPw0jtbx6OM

>>728083685
WINZ can pay for that shit cuz, come round tomorrow and I'll get you through the application

>>728083882
implying IDbro is actually a gook

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>>728084414
Ayy my man. Gonna go do the same in a minute.

The sideways bit, not the shrooms. And hopefully not the lamp post either. What do you drive?
>>728084491
Cheers, mate. On a bit of an odd schedule at the minute but we'll see how we go.

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>>728084811
Ex lancer . Wby?

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>>728085182
Gangster! R32 sedan here

What did everyone have for tea?

>>728085342
Cooking noodles right now. Just gonna chuck some sauce over them and call it a day

>>728084509
Someone caught a glimpse of him when he accidentally activated his cam on tinychat

>>728085546
never heard of this

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>>728085342
Chicken curry and garlic roti. I wasn't too happy with how it turned out but the gf liked it

>>728078670
Anyone from Whangarei?

>>728085857
Can we meme it so I can go back in time and colonise Australia so properly?

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>>728085943
yes

>>728085990
Thank you, much.

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>>728086036
no problem. have a /his/ meme for the road

>>728085951
fuck more?????

Good thoughts for everyone here.

Anyone know where to get nos in welly?

fuck

>>728086752
fuck

>>728085342
Gf made a chicken tomato pasta but we were out of parmesan :( Apple pie and cream for dessert though so can't complain!

>>728087308
How wholesome :)

>>728087308
Kia ora.

Auck CBD reporting in - not feeling like a drowned rat tonight, although some arsehole driving up and down Queen Street needs to sort his muffler out.

anyone else angry NZ might legalise the devils lettuce?

>>728090140
peter pls

>>728090988
>devil's lettuce
>let us doubles

Chch nudes?

>>728091271
Double double
Toil and trouble
I've got a feeling
Bubble bubble tubble

>>728091544
>44
My my my

>>728091575
Now do you believe in magic?

Nice blog. Are you going to dive into any paranormal topics, or is it just covering conditions?
Also perhaps change the colors a tad...it looks like a blog for cooking recipes.

>>728091766
>66
Yes.

>>728080365
Boys, I'm a girl.

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>>728078670
great, I was just loooking for a thread to shit up

>>728089628
hey auckfriend, do you know jade? he works at a crèche in CBD
I fucking hate jade so much

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>>728093510
WED 18:29

Hey bro howsit going?
WED 21:24
I've cycled back to furiously impotent
I take it mat had to tell you to notice me

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>>728093607
You try to upset me, when all I did was wanted to know if you're ok. Also no matt didn't tell me anything. I thought about your wellbeing all on my own, because your my friend you boob.
surprising that you thought of my wellbeing for the first time in a week independent of me telling mat to tell you to message me.
fuck I need some way to get out of this.

I got busy with life bro, when Richard lived in Hamilton I didn't contact him for weeks at a time and he's my best friend.
Francis ...matt didn't tell me anything.
huh, so everyone else really don't need friends ever day?
every*

It varies with each person.
well I guess I'm just being clingy

Yeah but that's OK. Everyone gets clingy sometimes
so, I'm $30 short for rent
do u need that $6ooo or do I take out of it?
if
I do, do I just leave auckland?'

You're still living there?
not really, I wanted to reach a decision last wk but that requires you

What do I need to do
well,
deciding where I need to be requires knowing where everythng else I need to plan around will be
mt albert is good for going to unitec, less so for AU, less so for MIT, less so for living in new york or sweden
to make any decision I need to plan th rest of my life first
and any limitations, like not living too near you two when you move, or not having to live places I don't want to
and without clear deliniation on my capabilities or resources, it's a catch 22
so, one solution is to have done friday differently
a better solution would be buying a house 5 years ago
to even break down the larger problems requires an intended weltanshuung
the most likely solution is I refuse to choose/act, and hemorrhage money waiting for u to read my mind and help me again
the most cost effective would be I get arrested and die in jail

Dude you need to slow down.

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>>728093698

How about choosing one thing you want and achieving it then picking another.
When was the last time you achieved something you wanted?
successfully not fucking up a night and feeling shit?
maybe d&d nights @ Julian's?
actually achieving something?
not since primary school


Dude that is heartbreaking
I'm sorry
so should I stay or should I go?

Francis you should make yourself happy
you and I have such different priorities
No one else can make you happy bro
does it seem to you that I ever try to see things from your perspective and so understand why you say what you do?

Nope
huh

It seems you just need to have your way be correct that even if logic gets in the way of your argument that you'll talk your way around it. But I've hist accepted that you aren't ready for it yet.
you find me illogical?
my rationale aren't internally consistent? my ontology is somehow fallacious?
the one and only missed a call from you.
Wednesday 22:58
Call Again
the one and only missed a video chat with you.
Wednesday 22:59
Call Again

I'm not able to call bro.
You give off this idea that the status quo would never work. Idk If you think of yourself as more or less human. But you treat yourself as though life lesson that apply to everyone somehow don't apply to you.
so I should give up and be a mortal loser?
sorry,
what do you mean about life lessons? which developmental milestones am I missing?

You are mortal though. nothing you say or think about will change that. Being mortal isn't bad or good, it simply is.

You just said we have different focuses on life in regards to doing things that Make you happy. that's a major one
so the lesson is nothing is more important than being happy in ways you would find acceptable?

Do things that make you happy but don't aggress on another.
Hey I gotta sleep now, try and think on what I've said.
Night bro

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>>728093718
I'm going to try to keep waiting patiently for him to message before I have to go house by house throughout three kings to find him

How long will you wait?
until I can't
possibly tonight if it rains
I need a healthy middle ground between being an impotent doormat and being ready to kidnap at knife point
I can't fucking stand this

What do you want from jade?
anythng stable to make my decisions around

What is it you want from him?
reassurance?
catharsis of some type

Does it even have to be jade?
no, he's just th current stand in
5 minutes til library closes
I would just appreciate a coupl messages/day
like, that kind of every day friendship
WED 22:29
this energy dynamic I'm feeling would work well for a Torment & Disquiet combo,
I build up Torment; resentment for ppl & life, but when I try to vent it it is absorbed by others & Wasteland & reflected back at me
I need a better friend to vent to
not locally connected, smart enough to follow & consider my train of thought, not jade

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>>728093869
am I wrong to want more? must I give up and be nothing just to allow them to ignore me?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HMqZ2PPOLik
Principal Skinner - It's the Children Who are Wrong.
A perfect response to young people that are into really stupid things. From the Season 5 episode, "The Boy Who Knew Too Much." Clip supplied for non-profit u...
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putting this here
**
I wonder if this will have mattered.
so how was yr day?

Fine, woke up at 9:30 for my 12 o'clock class

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>>728093510
>>728093607
>>728093698
>>728093718
>>728093869
>>728093964
so do I just give up and die like a loser?
do I kill myself?
I've lost my conviction

>>728093464
>Read this out of context
>Think "what an attention whore"
>Read the post it was in reply to
>Feel like an idiot for misunderstanding

>>728093510
Sorry /b/ro, can't say I've had the pleasure of Jade's acquaintance

>>728094506
I'd certainly pleasure Jade if I made her acquaintance if y'know'm sayin' chk chk

>>728094454
Thanks...

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>>728094506
if I could just maintain this anger, uif I could just tell him off and make him feel this small
all of this could have been avoided
but it's going to have happened now, in the future,

>>728094833
Also I spent years in Dunners staring at a computer screen night after night, so ifeelyourpain,jpg etc

>>728095016
The pain of being called an attention whore?

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>>728094699
>her in the middle

>>728095182
Sure it's a her?

>>728095319
>th joke

>yr plebian literal interpretation

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Brand new bra

>>728096653
looks cute af

>>728096754
For $80 it should be.

>>728096834
I've never understood why they cost so much?

my $20 warehouse undies feel about the same as my like $150 calvin klein's lol

>>728097179
Oh. Normal bras,
A
B
C
Do
DD cups
You can get those for $20. I'm an E so I get robbed of my dignity and are forced to wear bras not only till they're well and true dead but the cheapest is $65 and dog shit ugly. Have to pay good money for a good fit and it's balls. I'm being robbed, I need boob equality rights.

>>728097626
Oh right, i guess that's why then. Never really looked at the prices of bras to be honest with you. lol