Hi /b/, I'm 30, male, white, an engineer, Australian a

Why would you kill yourself?

Travel, snort coke and fuck hookers.

>>727866798
Thanks for the suggestions. None of it does it for me unfortunately.

I also have completely lost my inner drive and have for a long time; I can hardly do productive things anymore. My entire life force has been hollowed out.

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Don't do it

You write too well to die, R.

PLease consider prozac. It saved my life.

A.

>>727867664

Come to Texas. Come to Austin. Find yourself. Find yourself happy. Your letter has made a grown 57 year old man, me, cry. Circumstances do change. Please R.

>>727866723
hope you find peace R

You are a coward.

Killing yourself is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You could fix your shit if you wanted to...but you dont want to fix it do you? You just want an easy out because you know that sorting your problems out is going to be really fucking hard, youve lost your drive? Then find a new one, giving up is just so fucking pathetic.

kill yourself...i mean if your going to do it then thats it isnt it? Nothing i can say will change your mind.

>>727866723
go somewhere else... don't kill yourself

cool can i have ur money

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>>727866723

>>727866723
Don't give up faggot. That just means you were another weak nu male.

Honestly, how often do SJW's even effect us. You can either look at something else or power walk to safety. If they defeated you then you are a cuck of cuck.

>>727866723
Please don't kill yourself OP, I wish I could say something to help with the pain but I can't. You have to figure this out yourself but suicide is the worst option.

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>>727866723
Thanks /b/ro Safe travels, let me know if there is anything cool on the other side. Here are some tits for your trip.

To the fags saying that he's a coward: shut the fuck up you pathetic pussies. He has the guts to do the very thing we're programmed against. He's going against nature and his own body telling him not to do it.

To OP: If you're not just an attention seeking faggot/misleading us then godspeed you magnificent bastard. Have a wild ride.

>>727866723
I'll give you advice that helps me: hate everyone and everything. Hate your family for dragging you to social events, hate your sisters for being normies and looking down on you, hate the celebrities that appeal to the masses of fangirls like Tom Hiddleston.

Hate everything and everyone, hate them enough to keep living to spite them. Loving is hard to do, but you'll always have something to hate.

>>727866723
Op. Death by hanging isn't at all pleasant. Consider an exit bag, or you know, don't be a selfish fuck and live? Your b/rothers all know that feel. Think about offing myself everyday but your life isn't for you alone. Take the other anons advice and so some coke and hookers.

They say that the best cure for pain is time, though it seems to me that over time what the pain losses in acuteness - it gains in deepness.

I'll be joining you friend. We all will, someday.

>>727866723
Don't do it, OP. As the other anon said, you are a solid writer, and you seem able to express your feelings. Find a way out of this funk, which is, dare I say it, only temporary. Try meds, like the other anon suggested. I have at times, they've helped me immensely. You'll be surprised by what a chemical imbalance does to your brain. Try talk therapy, at least for a bit. I think you'll be surprised how you might find yourself. That, and writing. Journal your experiences, OP. Don't let this pain go to waste. Use it, grow from it.

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>>727866723
im also 30 yo. gonna off myself someday but for now im popping pills, drinking booze and gambling. life kinda ok but i have absolutely no perspective. dont want a wife, kids etc.

if youve truly decided to kill yourself then good luck, do it somewhere where your family wont find you first, and ignore the normies in the thread, just do what you feel is right, even if everyone is against you

>>727866723
Don't be a pussy and commit suicide, be a /b/ro and take some SJWs out in a serial killing spree.
All you suicidal fucks should do this instead of just offing yourselves.

>>727866723
Are you in Adelaide? Lets go get a beer

>>727868045
This dude

OP stream it niggerfag

>>727866723
Ausfag here.

Young, but old enough to realize that things change. Not going to give you the "do some crazy shit" spiel, but do this:

>get some take away dinner, order it in
>watch one of your favourite movies
>quickly consider that the world hates modern feminists just as much as you, and we all know why leftist media gives the feminest agenda airtime; but the best thing is that everyone still hates them anyway
>write down a list of the first 15 words that come to your mind, whatever they may be
>buy a dog
>if you already have a doggo, take him / her for a walk and simply watch them do their thing as a dog, observe how they change from one action to another, and consider what initiates it
>draw, to the best of your recall, a simple sketch of the first house you can remember living in
>take an old mug or glass that you use the least, walk outside and smash it into the ground as hard as possible
>wait one week. If you've gone on this long, you can wait one more week.Trust me on this one.

If you've got nothing to lose, take my advice - you can always go through with it afterwards, anyway. If you felt uncomfortable reading "you've got nothing to lose", then you know deep down it's not true; and you do have something to lose. No matter how you feel, remember this: if you have a heartbeat, you have a purpose. Much love OP, I can tell you're a good person. The world needs a healthy balance of good and bad people, it would be a complete waste to ruin even the possibility of potential positive influences, however small, you could have on the people and outcomes in this world. I sincerely hope, and feel deep down, that you will continue living for as long as your nautral life lets you.

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>>727866723
First of all, you're a faggot
>now we can proceed
Imma be one of those..
Don't kill yourselg idiot, I almost did it myself and fucking /b/ saved me, cause of underground culture and knowledge.. many to mention but one that helped me a lot was a mix of mgtow and mra + gynocentrism knowledge, studying and finding some 2 or 3 good friends to stick around + never leaving /b/.

>>727869068
>>727866723
Good idea. OP if you're in Brisbane, let's grab a beer mate

Do mdma. Thank me later

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>>727866723
you are a fucking enginee and shit.
billions of people cannot even read, yet you fuck can do magic trick comparing to those illiterate faggots

you are just selfish and need the attention

Have you ever done acid?
Do it

>>727866723
>30 years old
>thinks he knows everything
Better luck next time around if you're that stupid for realz.

Call (844) 359-6685. At least try calling it before you do anything. You have no idea what the future holds. Aren't you even a little bit interested in seeing how the Trump presidency turns out? Who Rei's parents are? People you may meet in the future who could change your life. One more perfect shit that comes out in one log and leaves nothing to be wiped by to? Making your niece and nephew smile? Just because you've lost the will to live now doesn't mean you wont have it in the future. You'll be glad you didn't end it

>>727866723
But if you kill yourself, you won't be able to see the cross-over film of Split and Unbreakable. Or, y'know, what ever movie you're into. Or whatever album you're into. Or whatever novel from whatever author. Or the poem that will make everything better. Or whatever celebrity you've been waiting to appear nude. Or whatever painting or sculpture that will finally put everything into perspective. Or that first warm, soft, real spring breeze. Or the first time you see your first child look at you and you know they love you as much as you love them. Or maybe you'll just walk thru Wal Mart and see something that you don't need, that costs too much money, but you buy it anyway because it's fun and stupid. Or maybe it'll be a girl/guy you were checking out, and they'll turn and see you, and to your surprise, you'll see they're just as interested in you. Or maybe you'll bite into a perfectly sweet and crunchy apple.

There are so many things to look forward to, both petty and tremendous... but they're all worth it. Some of them will take a long time, and a lot of heart ache to get to, but do it anyway R.

The shitty parts of life: pain, loneliness, longing, hate, anger, sadness, boredom...
they're what make the good parts good.

>>727866723
Hi R
30, male, single, straight, Australian and tomorrow I'm getting up at 5 to go to uni just because I've committed to getting a second degree.
I also happen to agree with A. and think that you write well. I would advise against anything pharmaceutical but would seriously ask you to ask for Jesus in your life. I'm not kidding, and I don't think you are either, so before you get to a stage where you will not be free to do anything else, I do hope you think of the eternal flames of hell and reconsider your perspective on life.

Nice picture, by the way. Although I doubt she would appreciate being used in this manner, I understand you are not really that fussed right now.

Good night /b/ro, and hopefully by this time tomorrow you'll be back on /b/ with your story of some miraculous intervention. If not, then I really do hope your nephews and nieces get told that there's one more angel in heaven...

>>727866723
Do a flip

>>727866723
can i have some money before you go?

>>727869015
OP here. I'm responding for no reasons except politeness.

Regarding going out in a murder/suicide fashion; I do actually fantasise about this. Clementine Forde would be my target.

I'm not going to stream it. It's not about the theatre for me. Just the outcome. I just want to not have to wake up again.

To the calls of coward/selfish/faggot, etc, I understand. I'll take it. How much pain this will cause, in particular, my Mum isn't something I treat lightly. However, ultimately after considering it for a long time, I've slowly but surely overcome it as I know it just needs to be done. I'll explain all of this in the suicide video and hopefully it'll eliminate/minimise any feelings of guilt/hatred, etc. that anyone might be holding on to. I just want to leave. It's almost like I wish there was a war I could go to and throw my life away gallantly at.

I'm not giving you my money, my best friend and family will get everything I have.

To the suggestions of modifying my orientation to having it hate-based; that's happened to me a bit now and all it does is ultimately intensify my own self-loathing as I realise how much further down the path of being a horrible person I've gone. It's the complete opposite of the impact I want to have on the world, so instead I'm just ending it now before it gets any worse.

To the suggestions of exit-bag, etc; I would prefer that but unfortunately they're hard to obtain and there's a hardware store up the road from me where there's great rope for $2.60/m. I just want the outcome now. Preferences for comfort have gone out the window.

Have I captured all the comments?

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>>727866723
>over the last 3 years I've lost everything

Mate, you sound depressed, I know it sucks and I know a lot can happen in 3 years, but things can turn around just as easily in that time. Depression can be treated, if you're willing to accept help. I hope you don't do it, you'd hurt a lot of people, more than you probably realize.

>>727869811
see
>>727869671
>>727869688
>>727869747
>>727869229

>>727867921
OMG what a fucking pussy

Don't even question it, see your suicide as a selfish act, a present for your self actually. Yes they will be in pain they will suffer but if you think that you will be better and they will get stronger do it.

>>727867211

>>727866723
Are you from Victoria?

R, sorry to hear you are suffering. What stands out to me is you say your losses are unrecoverable. That is a word of extremes. Why is what you have lost unrecoverable? Can you reinvent yourself rather than trying to recover the past?

>>727866723
Safe travels to where you're going, sorry life wasn't kind enough to you /b/ro so you had to do this. I hope you truly have a reason for this and your family aren't the ones to find you. /b/ loves you and we'll miss you, you and I have probably argued at some point but I love you R, /b/ brings me joy and when one of us commit suicide it's sad and we'll never hurt but I never forget these threads and I hope no one actually goes through with this shit, but be safe /b/ro hope it's painless.

A.

>>727869811
OP, join the kurds in fighting isis. You get to die in battle, and youll be remembered as a hero. That will minimise your familys pain as they will view it as a heroic death rather than a suicide, plus youll be doing something good for the world before you go.

At least consider it.

>>727870137
OP do this, eat with Ragnar in the great halls of Valhalla, go my Aryan brother, to victory after death

>>727868044
>>727869688
>>727869811
>>727869966
checked and read and all good posts

>>727869811
Mine
>>727869747

And ignore >>727869934 You know you didn't write that and I know I did.
By the way, which uni did you go to?

>>727867664
I agree, you write to well to want to die, R.
I myself have started considering suicide, it's been a year and a half since i've felt like i've lost everything. Yesterday I was suicidal, today i'm better. But what I want to say is, although sometimes I think of suicide, I don't think you should do it. I understand all the hopelessness and how you feel, or at least I think I do. I know we each experience it differently, some much more than others and some much less.
But, think about it this way. You're on the ride man, life is a ride. Just keep being in the roller coaster as it takes its course. You never know, you never know what could enter your life. Something that if you had died and could later see from above let's say as a ghost, you'd tell yourself. "Fuck man, if only I had stayed a couple more years."
I love you, R. And my love doesn't come from me knowing you but it comes from me believing that I share the same experience you've been going through and are still going through.
Don't die man, don't die on us.
You seem like a great writer and that's only one thing I could see of you from what you've wrote.
Just try, R.
Just try to keep breathing.

>>727866723
Stop smoking weed motherfucker

>>727866723
oh come on man
you wouldnt have posted on here if you didnt want us to convince you not to do it

more likely you were never going to do it and this is just bait
but if its real youd better read every fucking post on here and reconsider your bullshit

>>727870216
Valhalla awaits only those who have been slain in battle. OP shall not join the Feast of Feasts

30, male, ausfag.

Life is shithouse but I'm not going. To end it. I might have a breakdown, I might just ghost my friends, family, and job and try to start new somewhere else. I might default on the homeloan. My girlfriend will probably kill herself, but odds are she'll do that no matter what I do.

I've considered becoming an hero but I don't think it works for me. I'll just write everything off and start again. It's going to be top. two worst experiences of my life but it'll still be part of my life.

@op - doing something like that wont ruin your life only - no. Think about every person who loves you - even though they're actually do not show their love atm. As soon AS you suicide you will kill everybody who is kinda connected to you from deep inside.
You can fix your life. Dont give it up yet - you dont deserve to finish your life that early. Neither your Family and friends desrve the resulting pain.
All you need are people who stay with you. Who stand behind you with every decision you do - except suicide. You have to stay string - 365 a year. Not for yourself only, for everybody who is connected to you and who probably might suffer if u suicide.
Suiciding would be extremly egoistic - dont give a fck in ppl who love you.
You can fix your life. You probably wont be able to fix it on your own but u will be able to fix it with help.
Hereby i would like to offer you my help.
You totally sound like a good guy. Dont Give up yet. I want to help you.

>>727870340
wut?

>>727868593
what a fuck-nut. I'm loving it

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>>727866723
The world will be a better place without your pussy ass. If there's a hell, I hope you see it faggot.

>>727870444
Behold the Trips of Truth!

>>727866723
Go ahead and jump

>>727866723
Go blow up some ISIS fucksticks if you want to die a glorious death. The Kurds will hook you up with a rifle and everything.

If you haven't already, visit Disneyland first.

>>727870541
Sorry. Haven't posted in years so I forgot how things were displayed these days. Rookie mistake. Thanks for pointing it out.
And thanks also for helping OP sort out his priorities.

>>727870444
checkd

Don't kill yourself, help us making new internet.l!

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If you haven't smoked a big fucking bowl of DMT before you go out, I suggest you get your hands on it. Fuck this cocaine shit. Take a real ride before you get it over with, if you even want to afterwards.

>>727866723
Getthelube.com

>>727866723
Godspeed you glorious faggot

>>727866723
Hey bro

Fellow Aussie here.

Just posting to let you know life gets worse :)


Im coming up on 30, I had a promising childhood and teenage life. Could have done anything.

Now my life is fucked..

Lost the only real love I'll ever have.
Alienated all of my old friends.
Can't find a job outside of pretty hardcore labour hire work, I'll never progress or find a better job.
Mainly because I have my criminal history plastered all over fucking google by the news.
Oh yeah semi-extensive criminal history.
Two degrees in Music, as useful as it sounds..
Alcoholic
Pot-head

Constantly back in with parent because no matter how hard I try shit pulls me back down.
Constantly sick from anxiety and some other stomach issues.
Oh yeah, recently found out I got herpes.

My teeth and body is now entirely fucked because I can't afford the most basic elective care for myself.
I wish I was you OP.

Your life is good.

Exercise, eat good food.
Force yourself to socialise.
Created a varied and stimulating environement.
Get passionate about your job of you have nothing else.
It's a rewarding field. You just need to occupy yourself again.
You are a husk. You've let yourself go.
Fix it OP.

18 year old Aussie here just to give my thoughts on the matter as someone who has grown up in the generation where every cunt and their dog has depression (yes I probably have depression too but I choose to ignore it) my best advice is shit advice but it's to change yourself. If you are a nice guy, start acting like a cunt to people whenever possible without going and like decking people in the supermarket. If you are a genuine cunt start...donating to charities or...being nice to ugly girls. I'm not really sure what nice people do anymore. But as someone who has had 3 family members (mum, aunt and sort of step brother type deal but we were close as kids) die before being able to have their first drink I can still say that the world isn't as bad as most people think just as long as you can tell it to fuck off before it does the same to you. I say all this because only a year ago I was fantasising about massacring the half of my family that claims I'm not their own (my dad ran off before I was born and claimed I wasn't his despite the fact that we apparently look very similar) and then ending myself in insane ways whereas now it's only maybe once I week I feel like if someone ran on me with a gun I wouldn't be scared for my life. TL;DR tell the world to eat a dick while you go make yourself a sandwich.

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>>727866723

Anon, if you are real, then this is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I once considered suicide, because my life fell apart. Years later, I landed a dream job, was married, and I happily became a father to 3 beautiful children. In short, I built a life that gave me personal meaning. You can do the same, but you have to be patient, and pull yourself out of bed each day for a while.

Also, if you aren't real, then GR8 B8 M8!

>>727870951
You sound too normal to be someone hanging around /b/ this time of the night. Great prose by the way.

u dont believe things posted here do u?

lmao..

Here is a truth for you.. Don't care if you live or die.. Cos billions more seek a chance to crawl out of poverty.. One less noob to struggle against..

and

you do realize that every single eye (pairs of eyes) reading this are the product of 100% WINNERS don't you? For you to be here.. You are the last in a long line of WINNERS leading all the way back to an original ancestor?

*meh..

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>>727866723
OP you really changed my life this moment. I see how life is the most important thing. OP please dont do it! The world need humans like you <3

OP here.

I'm starting to think that posting here was a really bad idea.

I'm from WA/Perth.

I really appreciate all the kind words, sentiments (even the absurd "go fuck/kill yourself" ones) and even the offers of help (wasn't expecting that).

And yeah, this is real. I've been in tears reading some of the responses and they're causing me inner conflict.

I wish I could grab a beer with the various people in this thread who have offered.

You've got to keep going, in spite of all the assholes that shoot you down every chance they get. just to see them get mad and you'll have the chance to laugh in their face and see them get even madder. To hold on to tiny dot of hope, one goal, to get past the point you are at now and help someone else go even further than you.

If you've done well enough at your job, and it sounds like you have, Get out of your comfort zone. buy a plane ticket to somewhere you've always wanted to see. Go to a donkey show in Tijuana, a ping pong show in Thailand, a group orgy with 3 cheap hookers in Poland. Hell it doesn't have to be some sex thing (I don't see the point of that though). Maybe stay up all night and see the sunrise in Manhattan, spend a year living abroad in NYC, learn French in Paris, be miserable with the whinging poms in London. Drink wine, eat olives, and smoke cigarettes in a restaurant storeroom with the cooks in Sicily.

If you don't want to travel do something local go to a DnD night with someone you haven't talked to since high school. Take an art class and have the teacher 20 years your senior flirt with you all session because you look just like her Ex-Husband. It doesn't matter what it is just do something you don't feel like doing, and you'll be an infinitesimally bit happier. But happier then you were before that risk.

There's a lot of this world to see and a lot of things to do, if you get out of your comfort zone you might find someone who can give you a leg-up. who'll show you that there is a light at the end of the tunnel. After you've tried all of these things and still feel the same way then I'll give you all of my Valium. Chase it with a bottle of liquor of your choice and you'll pass-out and stop breathing. simple. painless

-V

P.S some of these things I have done, some of these things I want to do, But all of these ideas have happened after I left the mental hospital for a Psychotic/Schizophrenic breakdown

>>727869376
Yeah, preferably with a mate, but regardless, just do MDMA

I never expected an overwhelming majority of /b/ to be this nice.

these threads really give perspective given i've never had anything bad happen and i still feel suicidal

>>727871592
Lol

This thread might as well be feels/bait thread for how many anons can relate to this exact feeling


ITT anons are OP

>>727871592
fucking normies, trying to help and shit

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>>727871505
Mate, then go do it?
If you are gonna off yourself then you have nothing to loose and if you have nothing to loose you might aswell take that trip to Nepal or Mexico or wherever the fuck you wanna go.
You should see this as an opportunity to completely revamp your life/perspective and do stuff you've always wanted to - unless ofcourse it is multilating your family or some other sick shit.
CHIN UP, MATE!

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>>727871505
Don’t do it.

>>727871505
Aus bro here, you are rich enough to get out of Australia right? Sometimes all you need is to get that memory ticking on why you DO enjoy life. But OP, if this thread does make you decide against offing yourself, I would really recommend getting yourself a dog to look after.

My doggo is the only reason I'm alive and happy today because I couldn't leave him by himself

>>727871505
Doubt means that deep down you dont want to die.
Regardless, join the kurds. You might get a kick out of war, who knows. You have nothing to lose, you might as well.

>>727871560
Oh and OP there is a love-based path that works for people like us, you just need to find someone to show it to you. Travel and find a friend

>>727871624
That's ok friend.

From a dude with heaps of fucked up stories and plagued with the same thoughts.

Tell someone. Get help. They can't do anything harmful to you unless you're dangerous.
Get help.

Antidepressants and therapy may be what help you.
But look at a holistic pattern of treatment to prevent relapsing to this state.


These thoughts are only thoughts. They're only in your head. This is a cognitive pattern/habit you've created.

You can beat this if you want to.

Stop feeding the depression, it's a bottemless pit.
Your only weapon is your inner positive expression and hope in the goals you set yourself.

Probs going to an hero myself now though

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>>727871877
This could be you

>>727871687
Melbourne? SOmewhere around Clayton South... or am I completely off?

>>727868510
Man you're a special kind of stupid.

>>727871217
"Too normal" is the best compliment I've gotten in damn near a year which tells me I need to talk to more people. The only reason I'm on /b/ right now is because my dickhead friend decided to wake me up bragging about all the nudes of random sluts he has and the storms coupled with every dog on the street barking like they're in a war film doesn't really equate to a nice calming quietness. But also I come to /b/ whenever I'm bored and or can't sleep.

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DO IT FAGGOT!

If you leave this body unfulfilled, your spirit will carry on to the next body just as hollow. You might be a 30 y/o depressed turtle next time. OR WORSE: a 30 y/o scornful, manipulative lesbian woman!

The first one is free but then it starts costing.

Don't do it man, you're more valuable than you know right now.

>>727872022
europe

>>727871791
In hindsight, you can mutilate your family as long as you upload

http://onovoaeroporto.pt/
Vote Bogdanoff Intenational before you die at least, you will have made an imprint on the world

>>727866723

Pro tip, OP. Go for nice long jog. Do it as often as you are able for a week or two. You will feel different. Sore, but better. Trust me, there's something about a good hard run that fixes depression. If you aren't getting regular exercise outside, then go do it now! You'll feel great!

>>727872022
op said he was a perthfag

>>727866723
bro stop right now im not saying to not do it but if you truly want to find yourself take at least 7 grams of Psilocybin mushrooms they make you appreciate who you are even on a nightmare trip when my father died i was lost i was going to kill myself with his shotgun but my buddies and i did shrooms and it all came out i felt whole again just try it before your try this method. appreciate everything trust me ive been in that hole

https://www.theguardian.com

>>727872366

https://www.theguardian.com/society/2016/dec/01/magic-mushroom-ingredient-psilocybin-can-lift-depression-studies-show

>>727872366
?

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>>727872366
>https://www.theguardian.com

um, why?

>>727872242
jogging helps but sometimes your serotonin levels can completely fuck you over, that's when you need to try medication. For normies with mild depression I have heard it does wonders

>>727866723
if you're gonna go through with this gay shit, pass down your knowledge. i wanna be an engineer but am stuck and stupid at 18. teach me some my dude

>>727872403
Lol

They also show it can increase depression rates in many other studies..

Let's not cherry pick here..

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If you do die, do it standing tall.

>>727872483
Well, he's already depressed and suicidal, so if he does shrooms and turns up more depressed and suicidal the next day, then big whoop ?
Do you even logic?

>>727866723
Strangely you've made my day better , it affected me on a deep level. Your story made me appreciate my own absurd little life, Anon thanks. Godspeed

>>727869942
fuck off. not him but thats uncalled for even if your joking

>>727866723
R as in the movie warm bodies? Anyways please reconsider. I've been struggling with major depression since I was 14 and only now beginning to get over it. Start going to gym and eat better. Life is too short to end it. Enjoy this short time we have on this earth . Please , don't do it.

1 get in jail. have some fun kill a ex
2 an hero in jail

tldr, good riddance

>>727872574
Do you sir?

Being a rampant drug user myself I appreciate your logic here. I do.

But you can't seriously be suggesting that.

Fragile mental state.

Take unregulated and untested drugs to fix it..

There's these dudes called doctors.

They study these things..

Not arguing about this here though kek :)

perthfag here too mate, lets go get a beer

thanks OP you made my day, stick it out

>>727866798
You took the words out of my mouth. Invaluable advice that.

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I GOTTA IDEA, /b/ros! Let's use our collective autism to find OP and get him laid, like now! Anyone know some beautiful and generous perthsluts? How do we find OP?

>>727866723
don't be an idiot man, we need you.

sign up for a sperm bank and start wasting your life fucking hookers like the rest of us.

>>727872972
no ops had his fair share of pussy. eventually bitches just rub the fact that you'll never have a wife and kids in even more.

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>>727866723
it looks like /fit/ is leaking. if you dont stop talking about suicide soon, imma open up that leak real bad

>>727872483
i know it could go either way during the trip ive had plenty of nightmare trips that clouded my judgement while high and made me very depressed after all the intense emotions were over it was only relief and gratitude.

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>>727873118
Well, tell him not to use a condom, then.

>>727866723
Learn how to Grammer bitch

>>727872972
It's Perth. All of them are Perthsluts. I kid Perth but at this time of night there's a 90% chance any girl OP sees on the street right now he could end up finger bashing in the maccas toilets in the hour.

>>727873186
I don't think you understand

>>727872726
They study those things, yeah, and they work for the pharmaceutical companies as salesmen, so unless you know the doctor, don't trust any pill he wants to sell you - they are as selfish as your drug dealer and often the side effects of the drug they are selling you is less studied than that of illicit drugs.
I'm not saying modern medicine and doctors are bad, just saying that the pusher and the doctor are both human, so they are both pieces of shit.

>>727866723
Could you livestream your suicide?

>>727873175
For sure, likewise too.

But I've noticed a depressive tendency in the communities and social groups that advocate and adopt their use.

Nothing garunteed, but there's no sense in baiting predispositions.


That being said, the opposite could very well be true and drugs could spark the drive to find euphoria in other areas of life too. I just don't think wildly suggesting drug use as an answer to depression is wise..

I've known plenty of dead drug addicts and plenty of recovered ones too..

I like sitting on the fence.. taking drugs.

>>727873329
Hey bro, I largely agree.

My only qualm is that "illicit drugs are studied more" is bull..
They are hugely understudied, only because it is so fucking hard to obtain the licenses and permission to carry out the research.. as badly as it is needed.

Eg promising results coming from the treatment of lewy body symptoms using MDMA.. but good luck finding enough labs to correlate and replicate the findings..

Yeah big pharma is bad..

So buy generic pills from the opinion of two different doctors and learn a little biology and chemistry.. then you know the truth for yourself and no one can push things on your or trick you..


Besides even if it's all crap and it's actually placebotic..

Placebos work..

>>727866723
For someone as unsympathetic as you, maybe you should off yourself. Make your family and friends go through the same shit you have. You say you lost everything, but you still have a job, family, and friends. If work is the problem, do more drugs or quit. If people are the problem, go find other friends. Get a new job, go to a park and make some friends, or even become a neet on your savings. Spend time with the kids, maybe you'll see their perspective.

>>727872972
OP here.

This absolutely cracks me up. Thanks mate.

I'm going to go to bed /b/.

Thanks for all the posts.

We'll see how it all goes. I was planning on getting myself incredibly intoxicated mid-morning and onwards for a conclusion around noon.

Much love,
R

>>727871687
>fucking normies, trying to help and shit
You are truly an asshole, sir, you know that? What in the fuck is your actual mental health issue? OP posts he's ready to off himself (set aside for a moment whether it's real or bait), and your fucking solution is "fucking normies, trying to help and shit"

Well guess what:THAT'S WHAT NORMAL PEOPLE DO! They try to help one another. There's even a name for it, dickhead. It's called cooperative play, and we as humans all use it at one time or another throughout our day. It's what civilization is built on!

But you: that's the kind of response that got this world into the shitshape it's in right now. It's turd stains like you that muck up this world, b/ro. I'm not going to say kys, because that's childish. I'll just say: Go get yourself some help.

Fucking guy OP posts a plea for help, and you reply with a Fuck You. That's sick, that's all that is.

>>727873422
op is about to kill himself tomorrow. 1 tripsitter and a quarter of mushrooms will change his perspective on life like he said hes tried to refind himself multiple times and now hes givin up i see shrooms as his last resort to have things be like what they used to and say they dont then hes still gonna go through with hanging himself. mushrooms are very intense 7 grams especially for first timers. it can change some one in 8 hours even in a bad trip speaking from experience ive had terrifying trips where everything looked like it was going sideways i felt i had massive brain fog and demntia or something fuckin walked/ran towards the next town at 1 am over 15 miles through farmers field i got lost could barley comprehend what happened where i was and told myself if i get through this im appreciating everything i have even the ability to see straight and sleep without sedatives

>>727874633
I do that sometimes without mushrooms

I've never had a bad trip on shrooms but a cloud has followed me since taking mushrooms and acid (if that makes sense to you..?)

My only "bad trips" have been on DMT sTrangly enough..

For sure and you're right.
But I'm just thinking that mind expansion is one potential solution.

Maybe talking with someone whose training and employment make them more expert in dealing with these matterswould be a safer option..

However I do understand your point.

How much worse could it get?

Much worse..

If you commit suicide and the cops find out you were on mushrooms.. that does get studied..

Also if you fail your attempt, then you are under a forced psychiatric hold with a record stating danger to others.. potentially much much worse.

I appreciate talking with you :)