The Frog and Feels is now open. Monday night drink specials.

>>727137412
Can i get a loli with my boston lager?

>>727137412
you got anything light there, bud?

>>727137846
Got some coors and blue moon in the back

>>727137412
Today was okay, but I cannot become trapped in this town. I need to get into the military. can't break my promise to my uncle

thread theme to help those along who are familiar with it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xp7NtRiu204

>>727138519
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwHZwvTdnPI [Embed]

>>727138657
Damn...

>>727137412
I was supposed to do work from home today but I just fucked around and couldn't focus on my work. I feel like I am a lazy piece of shit who can't accomplish anything and will always be bound to depression and anxiety.

Am I crazy for not wanting a relationship? I constantly hear about how women are manipulative and evil. Am I missing something? My parents got divorced and I don't ever want to go through something like that. I don't feel like I'm missing out quite honestly.

And I'll take a Jameson on the rocks, please.

can has stoli rox w/ lime wedge? if not, that $7 macallan will be fine.
...
:(

>>727138942
I know that feel, anon. Have you tried seeing professional help? I know that isn't an automatic cure but it could be helpful.

>>727138428
What Branch are you thunking about joining?

>>727138428
exact. same. fucking. boat.
fuck this place, lets join the navy and tag team absolute slags in foreign ports.

>>727139263
Navy. we have a Navy Tradition in the family

>>727139025
I know the feel, not even interested in a relationship let alone marriage, just want to join the navy do military stuff and live life.

>>727139368
Going Corpsman after college, what about you?

>>727137412
I owe money to my lawyer, my P.O, the state, and the Dmv. I work my ass off to save, but the rent where i live is absolutely astronomical. I live on ramen and pizza. Worse thing is, no fast food allowed for miles, so i cant ball out on 5 bucks, everything is family owned, so its an easy 20+ bucks to eat a godamn decent meal...

A gin and tonic please, Bombay.

>>727139406
I'm glad I'm not alone on this. My path doesn't include the navy, but I think we're basically in the same boat.

>>727139614
I don't think its uncommon, most just fall for the wife and kids thing like their parents want them to.

>>727139406
Navy's a good choice, are you going active or reserve?

>>727139725
Hopefully FMF active.

>>727139189
thanks for the reply, anon, I need to do that. It may actually help.

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Hey guys go ahead and tell me about it.

I'll take a Smirnoff

so is that 2 or 3 navy Anons in itt?

>>727139611
I hope things start to look up for you, anon. No one deserves that kind of stress. Just keep your chin up and know that there's at least one person out there who's rooting for you.

>>727139611
make that two, you got this anon.

>>727139860
It certainly helped me. I'll be cheering for you. Godspeed anon.

>>727137412
You got milk.

>>727137412
I'll take a Macallan.

God, it just makes you think, man. It seems like so many people choose to live sad because it's so hard to be happy. If you have to put more work into being happy than its worth, what's the fucking point?
Feelsbadman.
Feelsbad.

>>727139842
Shit that's pretty hardcore, I respect that. I'm just a wuss in the National Guard.

I feel the same everyday. I just half assedly push through and hope it won't be so bad in the coming parts of life.

>>727140334
NG are highly respected in my eyes, they're navy tier in the things they do imo. My parents things I'm crazy, I want to do it so I can think back and actually be proud of what I've done and will have loads of memories, good and bad, to look back on. Its better than just work and home until I die.

>>727140394
What's wrong in your life now, anon?

She used to love me a lot

stone Ipa please. warding off the suicidal thoughts again to no avail

>>727140906
now she doesn't even think about you
I know that feel. have a Macallan on me

>>727139584
fuck if I know. I haven't taken the ASVAB yet, but I scored high in the paragraph comprehension and word Knowledge categories on practice tests

>>727140726
Was in top 15 at HS, graduated now I can't find the motivation to do shit for College. Work isn't difficult but I can't find no where in my heart, mind, or soul to give any fucks for it. This is coming from a person who loved highschool and likes to learn new things. I guess college just isn't what they always told me it would be like. Just trying to hold it together until the next year and a half go by so I can get my associates in science and go Corpsman.

>>727138657
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ok kid

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>>727141021
t-thanks, anon

>>727141044
took it in highschool and didn't want to try too hard and be harrased by the military, being before I cared about going. only got like a 46. So I need to practice alot hopefully get what I need for Corpsman

>>727141156
wtf I just copied the link straight off the site. stop being such a fucking autist

>>727140613
Yeah man, the bonds you form with people are unlike any other.

>>727141266
>>727141156
Be cool anons, have a jack and coke each on me and relax. Bartender if you will.

>>727140941
You're among friends here, anon. We don't want you to kill yourself. You have value to add to this world. I know this probably isn't that comforting, but I care about you.

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>>727139611
Keep on truckin nigger

2 days NoFap, hope to get rid of a nasty fetish problem

>>727138657
This just makes me think of Satoru Iwata ;_;

>>727137412
She use to say to me 'I love you'. I guess somewhere down the road she forgot....Macallan, double please...

>>727141128
College isn't for everyone. You can learn in tons of different ways. Don't let the societal expectation of college get you down. Just do whatever makes you truly happy.

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I love her. She says she has strong, romantically driven feelings for me too. Problem is that she's living with her pos bf. She only stays with him because she doesn't want to move back in with her parents.

>>727141572
I'm sticking it out so I will at least have that when I go in to help me out, and as a kind of fail safe should I choose to get out. I'd rather an hero than be stuck at home with my parents for ever. Not out of shame but out of not being a burden on them, we aren't wealthy by any means and the last thing they would need is another person back in the household.

>>727141787
That's definitely understandable. In that case, good luck in the rest of college. I hope things start to look better for you.

>>727141951
Same for you anon.

I best be off, anons. It has been an honor listening to your troubles. I hope better times are right around the corner for all of you. Maybe I'll see you here again sometime.

Godspeed, lads.

>>727137412
Faggot Juice
>FREE

>>727137412
Two stone IPAs.

I've been drowning at college. I have one month left for my BS in nuclear engineering. Just got accepted into a PhD program at Tennessee, and I've been looking forward to getting the fuck out of here.

Been drinking a lot. More so than other days. I think I have a stomach ulcer, it hurts constantly and only feels better after I few drinks. Oh well.

These past four years have been shit mostly with relationships. I've learned a lot, but I've also been through terrible moments with people. I've lost as many friends as I've made, and lost every girl I've met here. I'm on a path to self destruction.

>>727139611
where do you live?

Most problems seem to revolve around school. It only leads to pain and only maybe help you in life apparently. Is it some kind of big conspiracy or what

>>727137412
can we all move to Starbucks? i dont like to drink anymore. Its expensive, not fun, i throw up every time i get drunk, and feel the day after like shit.

I need all the hard liquor you got.
I'm an alcoholic. I know that my dad resents me for living here. I have a job but I cant afford to rent an apartment because I drink and smoke (cigs) every paycheck. Sometimes I try to stop but it's hard and scary. I used to go to AA meetings but now I'm too afraid to go back. I hate myself. I had a gun in my mouth a few nights ago but I pussied out. I am very aware of how hard my addiction is on my gf but I don't stop. It's hard to put into words why. I would kill myself if I wasn't so scared of what would happen after.

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>>727137412
Give me a octuple jameson, neat. Serve it to me in a metal bucket with a crazy straw.

And be quick about it, please. I've had a long day.

It probably sounds terribly silly, but I just genuinely don't think I know who I really am anymore.
I used to have goals and aspirations, I used to want to be something but now that's all just kind of fallen off into the sidelines.
Think I'll take a Jameson on the rocks.

I fell in love with a girl that will leave this country in about 4 mounths and i know her for only 1 mounth.Oh well

>>727144535
does she know you can't spell month

>>727137412
Holy shit seven dollar Macallan? Fill em up!

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straight vodka

spent the last two years focusing on making friends with this really awesome girl, hit a really awful depression and anxiety hole. finally after months of thinking she hates me, we start being friends again and we're closer this time. she said things to indicate that she would be single for awhile which was cool because I wanted time to get to know her. she gets a boyfriend within like two months and suddenly she has no free time, doesn't make time for me. we argue, she gets extremely upset with me. we don't speak for awhile. i say some things, apologize, learn some things about myself and finally start trusting her. things are finally good right? this weekend i went to a party of hers and drank so much that i nearly died and they had to call an ambulance. i wasn't planning on drinking much but my anti depressants got me way drunk way fast, got blackout and drank tons. wake up the next day remembering hardly anything and i reach out to her to ask her wtf happened, and she basically says that i ruined the entire party and that she needs space from me. pretty sure her boyfriend already didn't like me and now all of her friends don't like me so like i'm pretty fucking done right now. yesterday my dad had a stroke and i was freaking out so i tried to talk to her and she was more concerned about me getting my car out of her driveway.

i'm so done /b/. i worked so hard to get here. so many hours wasted to anxiety and sadness, so much time spent rebuilding my psyche, so long spent developing a good friendship, and the one thing that helped me do all of it, the antidepressants, fucking ruined everything

why do i continue, the world is spiraling down? the plane is on fire and nearly everyone is carrying on their merry way telling others that the readily approaching ground is just an arbitrary landscape. why continue to suffer seeing this little blue marble being shit on as if asked anything other than love.

>inb4hippie
>inb4liberal
>inb4econutbag

im not saying we should bag our own farts and use them as an energy source nor am i suggesting some far off utopian society, but where does this end? do we just keep continuing to survive on this planet a fierce challenge till we ultimately kill off everything including ourselves?

>>727145757
we live decadently until we can no longer. then we will either come together and create a means for better, more efficient living, or we will cannibalize ourselves.

>>727145402
> got shitfaced
> drug interactions whats that
> omg world sux

>>727145987

>we will cannibalize ourselves.

i think we are already there, metaphorically speaking.

>>727144802
Actually, yes.I even help her with learning english, i guess im better in talking than writing

>>727146518
where u from? I was just being a nit-picky asshole btw

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>>727137412
I've got the playlist for Frogs & Feels, if anybody wants it.

>>727146145
omg it's almost like you can make anything sound mundane when you boil it down to basics! wow!

for real though i'd been taking the antidepressants for a year, gotten drunk numerous times and never had anything like that happen. the warnings that came with it did not warn of anything of this sort happening. not to mention, my psychiatrist knows i drink and has never emphasized that i should not. my dosage was increased recently and i didn't consider it. that is my fault, i take responsibility for that, but even still.

>>727146677
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL7vpSxTpcr_2UYC_3NGi1ZGN1eqVFEuQN

Right Here

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>>727141444
What Fetish?

>>727146925
shota, found myself masturbating to /bl/, and I decided that was enough. also was fapping to gay (twink) porn mostly. I don't *think* I'm attracted to guys. but anyways yeah I know that /b/ is the worst place to be right now.

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Alright /b/, I've got a fridge full of ciders and a freezer full of whiskies, what should I have first?

>>727137412
i'll take the ipa

been feeling better honestly. Lost 20lbs since november (still a chunky fat body thou), running 4 miles easily, had gf for a bit (it sucked), job is starting to open up to new opportunities. Shit could be way worse.

>>727147450
Shot of whiskey, chase it with cider.

Someone turned on the Jukebox

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEXQkrllGbA

>>727137412
I fucking hate my wage cuck job. It's fucking stupid. There's no management and the customers are fat fucks who eat all my goddam n food and then complain when it's gone. Fuck gas stations. Fuck truckers.
Other than that life is cool. :D

>>727147982
Sounds good, brb

>>727148510
how did it go?

>>727149685
It went well

>>727146642
Romania,an shithole, i know.But i feel happy for her that she will have a future in another country.Im her only person she talks to about anything and i feel bad if i leave her

>>727137412
I'm bummed out anons. Finally met a girl worth spending my time with. Issue is I'm 12 hours away for school and she recently got promoted at her job.leaving very little free time. We both really dig each other but now with school and work we barely have time for each other. I think I'm gonna need a few Jamesons

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PoPL7BExSQU

>>727150502
I know what you feel mate,im in the same situation...

>>727150561
Good to know I'm not alone in this shitty situation. What are you having anon? On me

>>727150642
Im the guy that fell in love with a girl i'll never see again starting this summer...

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>>727150514
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nK8JlTlhnjw

>>727150756
It'll pass anon. It won't be easy but you'll eventually learn to cope with it. I fell for a girl once. Only girl I ever loved. We were perfect for each other. Did everything we wanted, go on trips, adventures, the world was our playground. I loved her and she loved me. Eventually she went away for school. Along the way, between all the work and school she had, I guess she forgot about our love. It's been 10 years and it still hurts to think of her. Time doesn't make it go away, just makes it hurt less each time.

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>>727151011
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hI00iOHFZ0Q

>>727147177
you sound gay

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Just give me Anything off the Card...

>Last year
>Gay Friend who I helped moving when he did not have his coming out yet invites me for a weekend so I get to celebrate that He got engaged
>i broke up with the mother of my son January 2016
>It is now october
>depression is crippling at this point
>still decide to go so i can leave and clear my head for a bit

>Gay buddy was in psychological stationary treatment
>He befriended The girl this is about

>fast forward to the weekend, We meet up and chill the day, He Shows me around the CITY

>It gets late, He invited her over without me knowing
>Doorbell rings
>She comes in
>~1,70 brown curly hair in a dut, turqoise eyes, the cutest smile i have ever Seen, slim but Not bulemic

>In this Moment I know I had fallen for her.

>We spent the evening making food drinking whine and getting to know each other
>We Flirt
>She seemingly likes me
>A great evening
>Shes a Bit older than me, A nurse yet but wants to go to uni to study
>IQ at least 190

>i love her smile

>We Part ways and exchange numbers.
>It was the Best weekend of that year.

Cont.

>>727151492
go ahead

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>>727151492
Keep going

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>>727151374
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8GjJD826vc

>>727151021
I can't just give up on her man..She is alone and has no friends because they left her and im the only person that shows her affection,i can't just give up on her so easily but she hasn't responded to my messages in about a week now,and that destroys me

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>>727151818
Last song of the evening. Hope you all enjoyed the set. Make sure to tip the bartender. Much love, and goodnight!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bg4MPBgXMQ4

Macallan 18, please.
I'm 32, just bought a house with my buddy in August. He had his 19 female cousin crashing on the couch because she's pretty much homeless. She sees I have a futon in my room and asks if she can share the room with me. Of course, only a faggot would say no. We start the ol' in and out on a regular basis. I start developing feelings, then she decides we need to stop so we don't upset her cousin/roommate. Feelsbadman.jpeg
Now they hate eachother and she's moving out. Motherfucker...

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>>727151492

Here we go.

>We start to exchange messages alot
>Get to know each other even better
>She has some mental issues but by far not as bad as many peoples "wifes" and "girlfriends" on some /b/ threads
> We decide to meet up again together with gay buddy
> Weekend comes (I can only go there on weekends because they both work during the week)

>Buddy and me meet her in the city, we go eat something in an italian restaurant
>Wine, pizza, nice conversation
>She is perfect.
>The topics we talk about allways at least include her medical field (I love this kind of conversation because I will become a vet, and there is nothing more instresting than this stuff)
>hang on her lips
>Evening goes on, it's 19:00 allrdy, we remember we booked tickets for a Movie
>We go to the movies together.
>Sit right next to her
>The movie is absolutely uninstresting at this point (Assasins Creed Movie, was decent, recommend to watch with a 6/10)
>Something in my chest feels so light
>I didn't have this feeling since I met the mother of my son
>Have arms on the seatleans
>We don't touch, but beeing this close to her makes me almost crazy
>Movie is over, we get her to the nearest Busstop
>It's the second time meeting her and she gives me a hug
>Make it my blattered mind, but I never have felt so good during a hug
>Before letting go she tightens her hug on me
>I try to see how she hugs my gay buddy
>quick slight hug
>Oh god yes

At this point it was allready clear to me, since nothing good ever happened in my life to me before, except the birth of my son, that I cannot be this good.

cont.

>>727138428
i dont know what that feels like. i always wanted to go home.

Idk how many parts this is going to be, I'll just write it down

>Time goes on
>We not talk every morning, every day and even say good night to each other
>Alot of voice messages
>She sends me some pictures at some point
-No I won't post, since I know that there are some sick fucks out there who'd track her down and fuck things up.-
>Gorgeous.
> One day
>Sometime last year
> "Anon, can we talk?"
> "uh Yeah?"
> "Okay....this isn't easy for me, but I don't want this bad thing happening between us.."
>"Like what?"
> At this point I DID know she had something with an older colegue from her work, they're not together but she's hugely psychological dependant on him, and he's just a huge bitch.
> Gayassmotherfucker won't get into a relatiosnhip with her because he doesn't "feel it"
>Has loss issue problems, which encourage her own loss issues.
>Complicated this
Back to the conversation

> "Well..Anon...I don't want to make you high hopes..there's this guy from work.."
>"Oh I see. No problem"
>"I really like you anon, I do not know how thing would be if he wasn't there...it is all not easy.."
>"It's okay. No hard feelings."
>"Really?! I am so glad!"
>"Me either. So no hard feelings, promise."
>"Okay...:)"
>Few weeks later
>Hardfeelingsengage.exe

It is up until today, that I have this feeling of wanting her, not beeing able to have her makes me kind of melancholic.

She's perfect. I want her to be my wife, bear my children, spend my time with her as long as possible... but:

>"Fembot, we have to talk."
>"Oh, oh god Anon, did I do something wrong?!"
>"Nope it's not you, it's me. Just let me talk and tell me what you think of it afterwards."

Note: I'm ablunt person. I'm straight forward like a fucking bulldozer. She's the same way. She loves this attitude.

>"D. (Name) ....I can remember we said no hard feelings but... social interactions at the level we're having it..well it's impossible not to get any other feelings besides friendship. I don't want to call it love."
Cont.

>>727153055

>"Anon...I...I don't really know what to say.. I'm flattered..I think...but I cannot tell you yes or no..."

At this point I don't even care anymore. The other dudes screwing her, I know this for sure, but fuck that. Life's been worse for me. I want this.

>"D. .... I don't care."
>" I don't want to make you hopes anon which I cannot live up to..."
>"I know D. ... it's allright. I just wanted you to know"

After this we had some space from each other. It did us only good.

>Fast forward the last few weeks

>We now talk regularly again, contact as intense as ever
>She is still with the colegue, but she decided she won't take it very long anymore
>She gives me the right "signals" I think

>I started going to the gym in January and working out, getting fit. I wan't to be a good father to my son, but also be atractive for her, and be healthy for myself.

>I don't know what I am supposed to feel.

> I can not say "I love her", all I can say is, I deeply want her to be with me, but I do not grow feelings of anger or betrayal inside me because she's with the other guy.
>We still have close contact, I saw her 2 weeks ago. We went for dinner.
>We had wine.
>We had some intimate talk about our familys.
>It was a great evening
>We hugged really long
> I grabbed her hand before she left
>She held on to it shortly before my bus came and I had to leave, some seconds maybe


> I don't feel the crippling depression anymore

>I'm only melancholic.

>What am I supposed to feel?

I do know I am chucking myself, because there's so many fish in the sea...but she's MY fish...

gimme a vodka to wash it down.

It's been 4 years since she od'd on heroin
If I had just paid more attention
I knew she was being distant
My asshole self thought she was cheating on me
I wish I had known
Oh god I can't believe I let her kill herself in front of me

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>>727137412
I'll take a Sailor Jerry's and Coke.

I remember why I stopped sleeping. My ex appeared in my dream last night. I thought I was over her, in fact I know that I'm over her. She left about 2 years ago. Why does she still haunt my dreams after all this time?

>>727153767

I feel sorry for you mate.
Take a good sip.
Everyday it get's a little easyer. Just keep going.

>>727154277
At work today I couldn't get her out of my head.

I suppose I should start with my story. She was a 19y/o short 5'4" ginger with a nice ass and huge tits to boot, and a mild schizo. I was a 17 y/o and a mild idiot. It started pretty mundane, as friends. We hung out, going on adventures downtown with other friends. I was informed by one other friend that she wanted the D, but I didn't feel right and still don't about sex that casual. I was a virgin. We got to know each other more and friends kept pushing us to hook up. We decided to humor them and planned to hook up for a month then break it off. Instead we ended up dating for a year and a half, I lost my virginity to her and legitimately fell in love with her, and she felt the same. I even got her prego at one point but she had a miscarriage 'cause we were planning on keeping it a secret for as long as possible and her family recently got a deepfryer. That was a sad day. Then one day in class i get a text from her.

>we need to talk

She tells me that she's moving in with her friend (male) halfway across the country, and that he already paid for the ticket. She says she would take me if it weren't for the fact that i still need to finish High-school. She also tells me that they were going to go on a road trip around the country so she can see the sights and that it's been her dream for a long time. I would've felt like a monster if I denied her of that so like an idiot, I let her go. Since then she had a baby with the guy and they are engaged. I feel happy for them.

While she got a happy ending, I did not. I am currently stuck in a relationship with a fat bitch that does nothing but sit around all day. She doesn't do oral or anything remotely freaky, she lays in my bed all day and complains that she's bored and when I come up with a list of things that we can do she shoots them all down mostly due to traffic. When I dated my ex, we took transit anywhere.

>>727156062
My current girlfriend won't go anywhere without her car. and absolutely hates downtown. I love downtown.