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I had a fucking baby I didn't want. Regret it daily.
Had her on Valentine's day.
Life has been shit since then.
Thankfully next month I turn 21, and can begin the spiral into full blown alcoholic depression.
And go to titty bars. I can now but it's not fun if you can't get shitfaced.
Of course my wife only gives a shit about that baby and how much I work now. Doesn't actually care about me and I'm slowly realizing she never did.
>Just another brick in the wall

Do I have to explain KEK to all you newbies? In America we need change because under the covers most politicians and the 1% globalists have been selling out the American people for decades.

How do you get corrupt people to change? You give them terrible pain. Trump
was put into power by our vote because we know he is going to be the worst president ever. Donald Trump is that very visible pain and that pain will inspire real change. It is all part of the plan of people that really love this country and love ALL the people in it. Would you rather have blatant disgusting Trump or sneaky Hilary? Choose the one who is mostly likely to inspire real change after 4 years...and that would be the in your face Trump,a man with a supersized ego who feels no need to strongly cover his greedy moves. Trump's Tweets or Hilary's private e-mail server are both bad, but seeing how government fails via a public twitter feed is priceless. We deserve better. In sum folks, Kek is the god of chaos...who has a frog's head (I am not making this up). According to the legend, out of Chaos comes order but you need chaos first. The sheeple outside of 4chan think KEK means LOL and we like it that way. It
spreads the message faster. All hail the clan of kek!!!!!!!

>>726895789
Be a good father man, don't be a deadbeat. Just please don't fuck it up

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Pretty good man, just go ahead and take that bottle of Hendricks down for me, you won't be putting that bad boy back on the shelf. Also, here's my card for the tab.

>>726895929
The bots are in the wrong thread kek

>>726895312
Water please. I'm a Mormon and I'm the designated driver.

>>726895312
>Fireball shots- $5.00
Taking advantage of the girls and boys are we?

>>726895789

Why not pull it together?

>>726895983
I'm trying. I work this dead end job at a shitty factory, 12 hour shifts. No vacation time or sick days ever. Worst job I've ever done. They make me do two or three people's worth of work at a time just because I can. I got the job when I found out my wife is pregnant. I work my ass off to live paycheck to paycheck. It's completely unappreciated by both my wife and her family. They all hate me and don't even try to hide that fact. I've done nothing but try to be nice to them, but they hate me because I don't let them walk all over me. I hate my job. I hate being at home listening to the screaming. I don't want to even come home after work anymore. Why bother. I hate babies so much. I'm trying my best and I get shit on for it. It makes me want to just give up and go die, especially since I literally always feel sick and fatigued. It gets worse every day too. Can't afford to go see a doctor, nor do I have the time. I work night's too since my sleep rhythm (whatever the fuck it's called) is switched so I'm up all night, and now this fucking baby doesnt let me come home and sleep during the day so I just don't sleep much now.
I hate this existence.

>>726895929
Praise Kek, Shadilay!

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>>726896291
I have to make a living somehow, the Chad's and Stacy's only come around on game days though.

>>726896382
Just another cog in the wheel, work until you break. Then you're replaced.

>>726895312
Its my birthday and im on /b. Yeah id say my life is shit at the moment.

Also give me a shot of fire ball OP

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>>726896126
Dude I think you should go try the place across the street,

>>726895789
Mate. Life is tough like that but look after your child. Even if you leave your wife, and you're young enough to have your whole life in front of you, visit your child. Custody if you can. Fuck man. That or poison them both

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>>726896566
Two for the price of one for the birthday boy!


Reminds me I have a full bottle of fireball in my fridge, be back in a sec...

Could be a lot worse, but my laziness and general lack of motivation are slowly turning everything to shit. Spend my days working an average job and playing pc with friends who probably don't even like me. Like I want to do something more and go out and have fun with real friends and stay a little in control of my life but I just can't get myself to do it

>>726896566

Happy Birthday, stranger. Don't worry about the fireball, I'll get that for you.

How old are you now?

>>726896494
I hope you kill yourself, your life is funny as fuck. Suicide would be a great way to end it, right in front of the baby

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>>726895312
haven't had sex in over a year. Got appendicitis and got infected. unemployed for 9 months. depressed living with mom, i'm 29 and ashamed of playing video games all day. I've lost motivation. i don't want to be 30 and living with mom.

>>726896801
holy shit same... i have no motivation for anything. some days i wake up at 6pm from sleeping at 8am staying up on the internet. i'm just too lazy to do anything and i try hard but i can't help it.

>>726896887

Now come on there, tell us what's bothering you

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>>726896566
Happy birthday Anon! How old are you?

>>726896887
Some day you'll have to get a job to kiddo

>>726896904
Make sure you kill yourself before 30 then.

>>726896747
>>726896494
Don't abandon a kid, but remember you don't have to do anything you don't want to. You're a person too.

>>726896904
That Sucks,

>>726896904
I moved back in with parents to get a 2nd degree.

It's not much worse then having a roommate at 30. All cunts will still label you poor. The understanding ones will accept it's a temporary position.

>>726896494
Be the father that you Needed.

Not saying any bullshit like "man up"
Just be there

>>726895312
I want water, me be pajeet plz

>>726896887
Nah see I'm the kind of asshole where even if literally every second of my existence is horrible misery I'll keep pushing through it just so I can be an asshole to somebody else and share even a single little drop of that pain with others.
Plus I ain't going out by anything less than suicide by cops or perhaps some sort of meth related explosion.
Fuck you, and thanks for proving Im right to push through and spread the joy that is this hellhole called life.
I know my purpose buddy. It's to give and receive bullshit.
Also, anybody else have to do more and more fucking captcha puzzles? Why do I gatta find thirty fucking street signs, five store fronts, two homeless people, a stop sign, and three and a half busses just to post?

>>726896887
You put some morbid thought into that.....

>>726895789
Kill the little nigger with a good 'ol hammer time

>>726897418
>existence is horrible misery I'll keep pushing through it just so I can be an asshole to somebody else
Human history in a nutshell

>>726897408

Pajeets shit outside BTFO paki

some days it feels like life's not worth it anymore. i had a lot of potential but i've thrown it all away by doing shitty in school. had dreams about becoming a doctor but all that went down the drain when the love of my life cheated on me.

>>726897418
So then why do you sound indignant? Don't you want to drive people to suicide?

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>>726896533
>>726896566
>>726897099
>>726897433
All these unchecked doubles man..


I'm spending my Saturday night drinking alcohol and playing battlefield 1, A beautiful existence

>>726897763
Sounds like it's story time, what happened?

>>726897030
Laughter

>>726897788
I'm not indignant. I'm frustrated that I can't get a better grip on my life. I'm slowly getting there but I'm fucking impatient. I want better shit now damnit and I'm willing to crime for it.
Plus I'm mostly pissed because of my goddamn retarded autocorrect on my new phone. I've seen downies who can edit better.

>>726897763
Join the army and shoot the muslims

>Not naming it Feelz: the Gloomy Pad.

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A round of drinks on me!

I won't be needing the money soon enough...

>>726897983
Hey, I don't want you to kill yourself or your baby. You were already sounding like you were ready to abandon the baby though.

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>>726898161
I went for a classic title,

>>726897918
not really much. was a long distance relationship and i thought she was the perfect woman. then she cheated on me. i'm still stuck on her for whatever reason and my life's been going downhill since. first car accident, i drink a lot more, i'm living with my dad across the country from all my other family, mom and dad don't even love each other anymore, and no matter how much i try to pretend to be positive, people always just take advantage of my kindness and fuck me over. only reason i haven't offed myself is because of my fear of god and fear of what it'd do to my family.

We're all gonna make it, anons

>>726897763
Being a doctor sucks anyway. Find some stable labtech job.

>>726897801
just played battlefield 1 a couple days ago. really fun game just to fuck around with. have fun anon

>>726897087
>>726896865
turned 27 today, defiantly not where I was hoping I'd be by this age but oh well gotta keep on steady grinding i guess

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>>726898298

I don't know man, the light's been growing dimmer by the day.....

>>726898237
No I'm just ready to stop feeling like my body is slowly dying on me.
Cocaine helps but that shits expensive and bad on the nose

>>726898420
Are we ever where we thought we'd end up?

I look at my life and then realize how depressing it must fucking look to other people.

>>726896566
Checked and happy birthday Anon

>>726898420

All it takes is one moment, a passing glance or glimmer that completely changes your life

>>726898488
Edgy fucker m8
FUCKING END IT
HAMMER THE PIECE OF SHIT TO A PULP

I've realized that I'm a freak that doesn't really fit in anywhere. Others seem to think so too.

>>726898488
>my body is slowly dying
Didn't you say you're only 21? That might be the coke and booze... I didn't feel like my body was slowly giving out until I was 28-29 and even then eating healthier fixed it.

>>726898518
Yeah but who cares about other people. I've come to realize that people arent as happy or well off in their life as they like to portray. Sometimes being separated from the herd keeps you safe from the sheep mentality.

>>726898638
You're complaining about having a big dick?

>>726898593
Make you wonder how many times you've missed it, makes you wonder what could have done differently if you had a chance to go back and try again.

>>726898593
True that bro

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>>726896494
hey anon
try to leave with the kid
divorce the bitch and cross your fucking fingers that you can get custody
you have to secure a future for your child
let it motivate you and passion you
please take care of your kid above all, forget about everything else
godspeed

>>726899035
he hates kids and you want him to take her on 24/7? ha, that won't end well.

>>726898998
A real antique right there

>>726895312
what planet are you from where fireball is more expensive that Jameson?

>>726899339
The one that realizes that only kids would be stupid enough to pay that much for whiskey.

>>726899339
See:
>>726896291
>>726896533

>>726898733
It's been like this for years. My whole life actually. I've always felt sick and fatigued. Always. Then again my mother was a lazy cunt who would only ever prepare junk food. And I'm fairly sure she smoked through both her pregnancies.

>>726895312
Where's the rum ass? That's all I've been drinking all night

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>>726898593

>>726899532
You should try and fix it, could be as simple as eating more greens or less carbs.

Smoking during pregnancy leads to premature/smaller babies but shouldnt affect you now.

>>726899740
I don't understand, did you take a selfie out in public for some reason?


Are we supposed to be the sad looking obtuse man in the background?

>>726899803
I'm a scrawny fuck who looks like a skeleton, always have been. Though you're right, diet changes could make a huge difference.

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I feel like I'm in love with a girl. We used to talk, but now we stopped. I try to initiate but she hardly tries to keep conversation.

I'd just wish she'd feel the same way.

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>>726899664
I don't know about Rum ass, but I do have a rum.

Could never personally drink the stuff, always gives me a stomachache for some reason.
It was some of the first alcohol ever had though... Shit makes me want to go back .

>>726899908
also, now i'm delving into the nostalgia pit that of samurai jack.

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Rate my set up for tonight

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>>726899817
No, an example of smiling, or "passing glance or glimmer"

Here to help anyone who needs it, advice, venting whatever.
>Been through alot so I know the feeling of wanting to commit suicide.

>>726900455
More dubs checked

The greatest gift is to be suicidal. It has brought me so much comfort in this world.

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I'm in a bit of strange situation where I don't know if I should be sad and feely or happy and optimistic.
Quick rundown:
>be in love with a my best friend
>loved her ever since we were 14
>at one point she loved me too
>fast forward through 6 years of loneliness and depression
>her and I are still good friends
>she's in a rocky relationship with an actual piece of shit
>she starts falling for me again
>we talk a lot on facetime
>she's wants to leave her pos boyfriend
>she has nowhere to go if she does though
>it REALLY sounds like once she leaves him she'll be with me

I even told her through facetime that I loved her. She didn't say it back. She said it doesn't feel right to say it back until she's single. I don't know if she's just saying and doing these things to make me feel better, or if she genuinely means it. Advice would be nice.

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>be into girl for all of college
>shes slutty
>gets around
>she never gets with me
>shes married now
>cumshop or bubble all her pics and jerk off

>>726902210
offer her a place to crash and clear her head

>>726902396
I've thought about that, but there's a couple problems, I think. One, I live two hours away from her so I don't know if that'll be a problem for her, but she does currently live only one hour away from her family with her bf. And two, I still live with my parents. Granted, her bf does too, so maybe she won't mind. I don't know.

>>726902625
move out.

NOOWWWW

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>>726902384

>>726902625
may as well offer, life's roo short to worry about failure, it'll happen and the best of us learn from these moments

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>>726895312
Jameson and keep them coming
*downs first one*
I'm dating my best friend's sister, it'seems long distance because of school. It started hot, constant talking and stuff and then we met up in San Francisco for a weekend. Things were great till she got home. She seems less enthusiastic, the calls and messages are less frequent. We hung out again over spring break and it was weird. We still did the whole kissing, holding hands and other gay couple shit. It didn't feel like it though. Now she's taking a promotion at her job and has less time and i told her I be visiting when the semester is over and she seems nonchalant about it. Idk maybe we're both just overworked or I'm over thinking things. Idk anons, just sucks because she's an awesome grill. Would feel better if I was home and closers. Spending time with her more often would make me feel better instead having to see her twice a semester *downs second glass* c'est la vie...

>>726895789
The baby is still young. Take it to a hospital and leave it there.

> Safe haven laws are a thing! You can abandon kids for free if they are very young!

Your girl will want to kill you. That's fine. Leave her. You didn't want the kid anyway. Be free or be miserable. Your choice.

>>726902898
One problem at a time.

>>726902968
You're right. I think the first step of my master plan is to get her out of that fucked up relationship. Not for my benefit, but for hers. I know for a fact that he gives her curfews and hit her on at least one occasion. I don't want to seem like her desperate white knight though.

>>726895312
*Places $20 on the table*
4 fireball shots, I fucking need them

>>726902969
How much Jamison are we talking here?

please continue

>>726900201
Better than mine. Empty plate. Empty cup. I need a drink.

>>726895312
I am sick and tired of people doubting me. Im tired of people looking for the smallest flaw in me. Im tired of those worse than me getting lucky and getting rewarded over me. Im tired of being the last pick. Im tired of being the one that people chose to hate on.

>>726903184
Yes sir, what brings you here tonight?

>>726902898
Unless he has a good job or really cheap rent that is financial disaster.

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I'm a writer, so I wrote her a poetry book. Don't know if I should give it to her.

>Meet qt3.14 in uni
>become best friends
>Ultimate friendzone for year
>She starts hitting on me
>We date for a week
>Break up
>8 weeks later
>Now
>Her friend tells me something important
>She's into me again
>She does all the flirty shit all over again
>I am uncertain

What do /b/? She's come onto me twice, should I take it again? Im currently seeing nobody.

>>726902210
Watch out for rebounding. You can get Freindzoned REALLY bad at this point. Help her get away from him, let her recover, then give it a try if she's interested.

>>726903117
nah is ok, go alpha and steal his woman

>>726903241
>I am sick and tired of people doubting me
Look confident.
>Im tired of people looking for the smallest flaw in me.
How else will they make themselves feel superior?

>>726903259
The realization that I will never amount to anything, I want to study and get a degree, but going into education after 5 years outside of it has reminded me how ill-suited I am for it

>>726903290
Ask her to critique it if you don't feel comfortable admitting it's about her.

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>>726903241
Welcome to my world.

Straight A student. Never did anything wrong. Always told I look decent and am a good worker.

Nobody wants to hire me. I have been trying for a decade. All my work has been either freelance fighting for scraps against Indians or hired by people who nolonger cared because the place was going under. I always got glowing reviews and good recommendations for my work despite this. My record makes me look like I'm the kiss of death.

My dad basically treated me like shit and favored my little bro until the day he died. My mom disowned me last year and never calls unless she thinks she can get something out of me. My only birthday card came from the auto insurance place.

I try to make friends but I can't stand children and want none of my own. Everyone thinks I'm a monster within a month because of this. Other than hating kids with a passion I really am a loving being. I help the homeless. I clean the streets. I rescue lost animals. I do all the shit these "good people" don't do.

...and somehow I am the unwanted, hated, monster!

>>726903185
*hands over card*
Just keep the tab open, next round is on me anons

I've had nothing but shitty relationships in my past. Girls you dig because they were fucking stunning in looks and attitude. You're mesmerized by their eyes and next thing you know it, they rip your heart out without blinking. This girl now, I want it too work. Not just because she's my friend's sister but because I'm tired of heartaches and looking for something in sheets. Call me old but I think I want to go the distance with this one. Just wish I could graduate and come home to her. Heh, ten years ago I thought life was tough and it'd get better once I was older and with money *downs another glass* boy if I only knew. Any of you gents got a light?

>>726903552
I'm back in college in my early 30s, about 20% of the students I see are over 25yo.

It's also easier to do my homework since I'm not a dumb kid anymore.

>>726903481
I definitely could. I know the types of guys she's into (someone like me), but the guy she's dating looks like the complete opposite. He's a short beta looking scene kid.

>>726903669
yea I feel you. Statistically I am in the 99th percentile in the nation on standardized tests and in the top 5% of my class. I have been rejected at 15 colleges so far. Accepted to 1 of the same caliber of my stats.

>>726903591
It's not that I feel uncomfortable about admitting it's about her. It's that I don't know if she's into that kind of thing. I should probably ask, just in general.

>>726903841
sounds like a cakewalk, do us a favor, reward us with pics when you go balls deep in a week or two

>>726903669
>Nobody wants to hire me.
No one likes hiring. With the exception of top senior positions every field is swamped in thousands of applications and resumes.

>>726904048
I definitely will. She's actually a cute goth/scene girl, but actually isn't into scene guys. I'll screenshot this and post it along side the pics.

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>>726903902
Oh, I went to college, too. Even with the degree nobody wanted me. Pic related: the things I wish I knew when I was getting started. Depending on what you want to do with your life college most likely is a total waste of time.

College does NOT equal a job. Everyone has a fucking degree. They want *experience* but they also don't want you to be old for some stupid reason. So you have to have experience to get a job and need a job to get experience.

So much bullshit.

>>726895312
Give me Jameson on the rocks man...
I havent felt happy in over a year, I've got a hunch that my gf is cheating on me, most of my family either hates me or is dead, all my friends abandoned me except for one and I see him roughly once maybe twice in four months. Oh and here's 20$, I want to get wasted...need a tip too?

Don't you have any good Single Malts? Well, shrug - that's just my life. Hit me with a double Jameson (with a pinch of water).
My life?
Started OK - got a kick ass daughter.
Then hell broke when wife came down with severe depression, and over the top social anxiety.
Life consists of endless routines (food, school, work, school, food, cleaning clothes, daughter sleep - rinse repeat).
No personal life at all, not 2 hours without anyone around me for years.
Nothing to live for but my daughter who will perish without me.
It's worse than prison.
Ending it all will break my daughter.
Maybe trying to make it look like an accident will take the pain away from her when I'm gone...

>>726904173
sorry man. Where did you go?

>>726902210
I've been in a similar scenario. My advice is to not give in to any requests she makes that are relationship-esque until she has broken it off with him and i with you. She has to know that she can't avoid the ordeal of a breakup AND still have your attention. You have to make it clear that although you have feelings for her you have to remain at arms length until you know there's no conditions to it. If there's no incentive to end her current relationship she'll just have an emotional affair with you. Possibly sexual depending on your situation, but it will only lead to something you'll eventually realize is fucked.

>>726904173
A lot of people make fun of art and design jobs but if you know what you're applying for and have a good portfolio you will find a job.

The same can't be said about jobs that don't require a portfolio.

>>726904396
Did a couple years at community college then transferred to Christopher Newport University.

>>726904328
Welcome to fatherhood. And people wonder why I don't want kids!

>>726895312
>when you realize you're halfway to over the hill and you have never accomplished anything in your life except mediocrity

This is my life now I guess.

>>726904501
Sorry to break the news, but she will never leave him. The lack of enthusiasm clearly tells me she is just using him to build her own self esteem.
He should just take it like a man and get over her - though he is too young and will never understand - he need this experience to learn, sadly the hard way....

>>726904829
99% of everyone everywhere, you simply noticed it earlier then most

Throw down a couple shots of fireball and a glass of Jameson, and keep the shots flowing, Op.

Life is generally great for me, except for the fact that I live in a podunk town in some fucking part of Florida, and I feel like a caged, abused animal. I'm really not used to the rural lifestyle anymore.

>>726904726
One lesson learned is that IF you go down that road - be sure that your partner is not insane.
Also if she is a needy bitch, you are stuck with her for 18 years. Pick your girls with care or you end up fucked.

>>726902210
Give us a run down of what you look like alongside your personality (objectively, don't spice it up). From here, we will be able to tell you if you've got a legitimate chance or not. Right now, it sounds like she's using you for emotional support and that's it, but without more info you're leaving us in the dark.

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>>726904569
The problem is that 90% of the people online don't have the skills to actually be in art. Every single furry and weeaboo thinks they're an artist. Unless you're good enough to be on somewhere like ConceptArt then art isn't the best calling.

Even if you are that good many art jobs end up being gigs and not longterm work. On top of it all you get to work with picky clients/employers that are massive pains in the ass. This is true for many "artists" professions from actual art to website design to making clothing. Even programmers get hit with BS sometimes!

One phrase I wish I could knife people for: "It will look good on your portfolio!"

I can do may own portfolio and not have to deal with your shit. That's what portfolios are. If you want work, pay me.

>>726904890
Think so? Maybe I skimped out on some of the details, but you may be right. I don't know.

>>726904890
I don't doubt that. Young women tend to be very emotionally selfish and can justify anything to themselves.

>>726905044
What's your bleeding problem?
What kind of problem is that? Move god dammit!
You have a choice, most here is stuck by circumstance.

My life has been on a slow spiral for the past 2 years.

Can't even muster the motivation to find a new job as my bank account hits the negatives.

>>726905063
The problem is that having kids turns most women needy because kids are exhausting. They also tend to turn into "mombies" who care mostly about the kids, their own personality sucked dry and replaced with the "mom" thing before the kid can even go to school.

It's just that being insane makes it happen faster. Also the kid is likely insane, too.

I'll take a double of Jameson.

I'm 28 and been single my whole life. Live in a city that was rated 2nd worst for job opportunities, Baltimore is #1. Been making min wage no matter how hard I try. About now I'm would take a job as a North Korean reeducation camp guard if it paid middle class income. All I can think about is being poor and single as fuck for a lifetime. I'm not sure how long I can keep on going if can't at least have a decent wage if I have to be forever alone. The part that gets me the most is that no one even believes I'm trying. I search job boards every day hoping that it will be the day I get lucky and land a job on a garbage truck, installing synthetic grass, or some decent paying gig. I am willing to work hard but just can't seem to get a chance to prove it.

>>726905286
What made the motivation go?

Bum for reasons

>>726899951
My first was smirnoff. I remember the horrifying burn it gave my throat. Now I love it in my Dr Pepper

>>726905394
>North Korean reeducation camp guard
kek
have you tried applying to jobs in person, online isn't always that effective

>>726895312
why'd you have a gf to begin with faggot. smh.

>>726905113
Well she's a lot of things. On the outside, she's a punky, goth girl, but that's really only a shield to hide her inner problems. On the inside, she's a quiet insecure shy girl with problems with her family. I kinda do the same thing. On the outside, I'm a cool, calm Chad. Think Ryan Gosling from Drive (because that's where I kinda took my style and approach to things from), but not autistic. I know she loves that about me. On the inside, I'm an insecure wreck with a heart of gold. She also loves this about me, but really only when we're alone and speaking from the heart to each other.

I know it might sound like I'm sugar coating things, but I'm not. That's as honest as it gets. I genuinely feel like her and I would work perfectly together. Just a couple days ago, she said that if she ever got married, it would be with me.

>>726895789
Is she one of those women who's only life goal is to have kids?

I had friends from school who always talked about how nice it would be to have heaps of kids. They all got pregnant to their first boyfriends. I feel like the boyfriends were unwilling and that the girls didn't really love them that much, they just loved the idea of having children.

>>726905333
Make that Jameson a quadruple

>>726905394
At least you can find work. That is a step up from other in this thread already! Cut your bills as low as you can go and save up a bit. Try to move out before it becomes too late and you're so old nobody wants you. Either that or be a bastard until you become a manager. You will work like a dog but there's more money in there!

>>726905394
Military could still work. Free college after time served is not a bad route. You will most likely never see real nitty gritty combat either.

Got any Good whisky? Double on ice please

>>726905559
>soda and vodka

The fucking best

>>726904726
alright then. Do you think ill be fine if I go to UC Berkeley? Thats the only good place that accepted me so far

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>>726905687

>>726905394
What educational qualifications do you have? Any special skills? It might be time to move cities, if you can afford to.

>>726896494
Stop drinking you dumb fuck. Had this same problem when i had to work my ass off for my family, soon as i stopped drinking it made all the difference, realize that.

>>726905604
I have said it before and I'll say it again.
Goth, Punk, Industrials, Scenegirls.... they alle have major issues - they are a fun ride, but you end up opening Pandoras box.
And when you do, run like the plague was biting your heels.

>>726905760
Any MacAllan above 20 years, and you just keep em coming.

>>726905760
Give me a double of your 3 best ones
Make me happy by helping me forget

>>726903682
I've met a lot of people like you and I can't see from your viewpoint. I guess I don't know what it's like to fall hard into love with a lot of people. I'm in a relationship right now but I'm no happier than when I was single.

>>726902384
I know that feel man

I've basically gone a year without doing shit besides work my dead end job and play vidya. I did shit in high school my last 2 years cause i got fucking lazy and something just switched off for me. I wanna go to college but i'm fucked on that cause i don't really have the money to afford more than a semester and i don't wanna be in debt for the rest of my life. I've gone to see recruiters for the army and marines but i bitched out of going. overall, i just feel like i'm not doing anything with my life and it's really not that bad but i just wanna off myself at times

>>726905825
Seconded

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>>726905733
Did you read the college info paper I posted earlier? If not, read it.

The school isn't important. Picking the right career and making connections/portfolio/both while you're there is important. Trade school can get you a lot further ahead than college sometimes. A fancy school name won't save you if you picked the wrong career and do not have the right connections/portfolio/both.

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>>726905909
ere u go

>>726905951
This realization comes to way too many people.
Having a fuckbuddy is probably the closest you get to a perfect relationship

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>>726905924
forget what mate?
yer ugly face or is there girl involved?

>>726905428
Just general depression really, nothing new.

You know. Every step heavier than the last one until it's too tiring to keep walking.

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>>726905825
I always figured being goth, punk, etc was just a phase that would just go away. Then whoever they really were on the inside would become their outer image. I know her inner person, and it seems like mine. But you might be right. There could be a lot more to this than I thought

>>726906002
That bottle costs more than I make in a year,
But I would sell my wife to get one...
Sadly though I WOULD sell my wife if I could.

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>>726905966
Go to trade school or join the Job Corps. Both are cheaper. The later is free! There's an age limit on it, though, so get in while you're still young:

http://www.jobcorps.gov/cdss.aspx

18. Deadbeat Baby momma. I have custody of my son. Work a deadass job 9.00$/h and living with my dad. Trying to make ends meet. Fighting a custody battle with a girl who doesn't even want anything to do with her son. She runs from all her problems literally. I'm exhausted /b/. The only reason I continue anymore is my son. I love him to death. He will be 1 in 2 weeks. Cheers

>>726906092
See if you can get Disability for depression. It's worth a shot.

>>726906090
Both,
But mainly I'm a 20yo spiraling down mental health problem just like my mother did
Bipolar disorder and a "severe case of depersonalization" as the docs say
Every day my mental health is decaying, I lose my memory more and more, my moods get more and more swingy and I always end up regretting stuff I do, I never understand why I do it but I always fuck
I'm stuck watching myself spiral down to insanity
If I end up like my mother I'll be doing 6-7 suicide attempts every year
It hurts seeing the only woman you cherish want to end her own life daily and know you'll end up like her

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>>726906211
you can sell yer wife you poor sod, just go to some Yemen or wherever human slavery is ok
ask /pol/ they will know a place

but why do you want to sell yer wife? I am old and I never had gf because of my alcoholism and bitterness, I would never do that if I ever got a wife

Keep it as a threat alive

>>726906159
Been there - it's like they use that other personality to hide their own broken one.
When faced with dropping it they panic.
It's rarely a phase, it's not something they "find funny" or use to lure you in.
It's a persona they cling to as to not break down.
It sad and it's so engraved in them that they will do anything to keep up the charade - and I mean ANYTHING.
When you cross that line, trying to tell her she might want to move "out of that phase", you lost - big time.

>>726906388
Cheers mate

>>726906501
Well, this, actually;
>>726904328

>>726906531
Yeah, you make a lot of sense. I'll talk to her and pick at her brain a bit to see just how bad it is. If it's as bad as you say, I'll forget about it. It'll be hard, but I'll do it.
Thank you, anon. Why hire a therapist or a psychiatrist when you have feels threads?

>>726906628
severe depression is bullshit
she just hates yer guts

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>>726895929

I'm taking this stupid class at a community college because I'm missing an arbitrary requirement before I can transfer to some other legit college so I can finish my degree. Financial/family problems kept me from finishing the first time, and it's been way too much work just to get things back together again.

But I swear to God this professor has it out for me. I'm literally the only white guy in the class and also the only fully literate one. Twice now she has given me the wrong deadline for an assignment when I asked her directly, leading to me not having it finished on time which means an automatic zero for that assignment. It's always things she can have plausible deniability for, like when she marks my answers wrong "by accident" and I have to force her to redo the scoring.

This class should be an absolute cinch and I will be so pissed if this dumb cunt holds me back. I've had problems with professors before (I ask questions) but never like this, which is why I think it's more personal for her. I'm not too worried about being able to pass ultimately I just really hate this cunt.

Those are my feels. Sounds like I'm doing better than most y'all so I'll be grateful.

I'll take the strawberry sundae.

I don't have it as bad as most of the other people here. I have my university graduation ceremony next week. The job market here is poor so I enrolled for another 3 years of study.
I used to make lots of animations, but now playing video games is more rewarding and requires less creative effort. During sex I pretend that I'm enjoying it. I barely manage to pay my rent each week, I've had to endure the shame of asking my parents for money more often these days.

>>726906274
You know if they offer any courses on criminal justice? really wanna try to become a cop

>>726906822
You sir, have no idea what you ate talking about,
If you haven't seen clinical depression eat you loved ones from the inside you have no idea

>>726906420
Anon, seek professional help. There are medicines that can help you get a grip on your disorder and get better at controlling it.

>>726906388
She's smart and fit if she runs from her problems. That also makes you a problem. You are either part of the solution or part of the problem. And since you are the problem, she is part of the solution.

>>726906973
I've been hospitalized for 3 weeks, been on almost all meds
Some psychiatrists consider me a "lost cause" just like my mother
I develop a tolerance to pratically all meds after 3 months
The only thing that keeps me alive is that I live on a mentality of "maybe tomorrow will be better"
Each day I tell that to myself
Each day I keep being disappointed
Only training and sex keep me alive

>>726906939
psycho diseases are all bullshit if they do not have hallucinations mate

not to mention my loved ones cannot get bad if I love no one

>>726905675
I've been thinking about it. I've been looking into 68W combat medic. Then using my GI Bill to pay for police academy.
Right now I'm about a few months away from becoming a big rig driver. The pay is middle class like I want but what is the point of that when your only home for 4 days every 4-6weeks. Why buy a house, nice car, big TV if you only get to use em a few weeks each year? I figure if I hate truck driving I'll join the Army. I would consider other branches but with my history the Army is the only one that will take me.

work is eating me alive.
i work only 9 hours a day max but its so tedious and repetitive its driving me insane.
I've developed a tick and I'm slowly losing feeling. turning into some kind of sociopath

I fantasize a lot about suicide.

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>>726895312
barkeep! give me 2 fireball shots, 1 order of hameson on the rocks, a jug of water and a jug of innhouse beer please!

AND BE QUICK ABOUT IT, I WANT TO BE PISSED SOON

>>726907305
What's your job mate?

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>>726906912
You could ask the local trade schools to find out. Criminal justice is a great choice, BTW. The police always need help and I mean ALWAYS. Even if the trade schools turn up nothing you really should go through with it.

Sometimes you can find security places that will pay for your further training if you can get in. Other times you can find more funding if you look around at scholarships. It may not be a ton, but it just might be enough.

>>726907318
Fuck off faggot

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>meet girl through mutual friend
>talk to her and get her number
>she lives an hour away but we talk a lot and turn out to be really similar
>she's visiting her friend at my uni again and we end up fucking
>she's really easy to talk to
>catch the feels like a fuckhead
>she visits again the next weekend for Saint Patrick's day
>we get drunk and have crazy sex, next morning before she leaves I ask her to stay and spend the day with me
>she actually agrees and we spend the day doing couple-y shit like going on nature walks and cuddling and watching netflix and shit
>holy fuk she's awesome, maybe she'll be my first gf
>she goes home and two days later texts me "I'm sorry if I lead you on and I had a great time but I'm not looking for a relationship rn yada yada"

whatever. at least it was over before it began

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What kinda fuckin bar charges 99 cents fer a drink?

keep the penny, there's your tip barkeep *hic*

>>726907385
Shit happens dude, part of the game
You've still got us

>>726907464
I said gtfo faggot

>>726907238
>Right now I'm about a few months away from becoming a big rig driver.

Do you own a truck? If not, do you have to rent one from them? Unless you can repair your own rig truck driving is an easy way to get into debt.

>>726905675
The college is a lie. Good luck getting them to honor anything the recruiter says. It is his job to make you join. Period. After that it's just the military trying to get out with as little money paid to you as possible.

>>726907040

Implying my son is the problem? She isn't smart nor fit. She dropped out of school and refuses to go back. She cheated on me and literally ran away. Everything in her life was handed to her by one way or another. She left our son with her family and I just got custody about 4 months ago while she got displaced and is either homeless or living with some trashy ass druggie.

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all of my hobbies are starting to bore me. constantly finding myself alone on friday nights. but it's better than still being with that cunt. i can say with confidence that loneliness and no pussy is preferable.

my head hurts.

>>726903552
Sam?

>>726907815
..

>>726906420
>lose my memory more and more

What if you are not losing your memory, but repressed memories are intruding? You wouldn't necessarily be able to tell that's what it is, but if you suddenly notice strong feelings and "mood" swings dominate your decision-making, it might be something other than bipolar and depersonalization. Especially from hearing about your mother suggests it might be something deeper.

I went through the exact same experience 5 years ago. Literally thought I was losing my mind. Ended up in the psych ward a couple times, suicide attempts blah blah all that.

I don't mean to alarm you anon, but I will point out that you may be having problems due to repressed memories trying to enter the conscious again. Very few (if any) mental health professionals would be likely to consider this (they're basically trained not to for the most part, and to consider that a patient's mental disorder is anything but DID) and they are likely to keep you locked in a cycle of misery where you think your problem is one thing and it's another.

Disconnect from the internet and all forms of media for a while. Give yourself time to become familiar with yourself again, rather than being distracted by the outside world. As you look over your life, ask yourself why you have the feelings you do, ask yourself what your desires are trying to get you, things like that.

At the very least, avoid anti-depressants even if a psych prescribes them. If you really do have bipolar (and it could easily be co-morbid with other problems anyway) they will just make your symptoms worse.

You're not alone in your struggle anon. There are others of us here, and we're making it.

>>726907346
dishwashing, closing the same store every day cleaning the same dishes a thousand times every single day

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>>726907541
here's a penny for you too faggot *hic* why don't you shove it up yer ass? I bet you *hic* you'd like that, wouldn't ya?

>>726907153
Keep looking for a good psychiatrist. I think it's just a matter of finding someone that will care for you. Those that give up are probably bitter because of their own reasons, don't let them influence the way you think about yourself.

I think it's good that you find some purpose in training. After all, those are free endorphins.

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>>726906420
I know it won't help a great deal, but try and occupy your mind with other things.
I've watched normal, healthy tumblr-type girls announce that they have <insert mental disorder here> for attention. They become so obsessed with reminding people that they have a mental illness that they actually start to downwards spiral. They start behaving erratically and it's a hole which isn't easy to crawl out from.

I'm not saying this is you, my point is that mindset is everything.

>>726907864
Fuck man I love you dude
I've been thinking about that theory a lot since I practically don't remember my childhood before I was 14
Will try that, glad to hear someone had the same shit happened to them
Thanks

This kinda scared me because it seems like you all got fucked at 20. But shits going good so far. I'm 18. Almost done with high School. About to get promoted to shift manager at my job and make great money and have a lot saved up. Also have a lot of friends and family. What could go wrong?

>>726908043
Often, it's the starting conditions that fuck you.

I've come to the conclusion that if you have a solid family and economic situation, you should feel lucky. Always show empathy towards those that are disadvantaged with respect to your situation.

>>726908043
you're on a good track
just dont do anything stupid and you'll be fine.

>>726908043
I hope everything works out for you, anon. In my experience, everything in my life goes so right until the worst thing possible happens. Hope that doesn;t happen to anyone else.

>>726908002
Oh and I also have memory blackouts where for maybe 20-30 minutes I will lose track of what's happening and be completely confused
And after the time lapse is over I will almost have no memory of what has happened

>>726907807
You're single! Congrats.

I'm bored on a Friday night, too. Taking up vidya and shitposting out of boredom.

>>726908043
Having kids will fuck you. Women are a trap.

>>726908008
Yeah that's what I usually
But i've had a lot of change in my life lately and it's not an easy moment of my life right now so when I saw that thread I opened up
I usually never open up, not even my closest friends knows what's going through my mind

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>>726908035
Glad to help.

There's literally hundreds of thousands of us. I think recent events have disrupted the programming and some of us that were brainwashed asleep (to put it very nicely) are waking.

If you really are worried about something like that happening to you, stay reallll frosty. Their people are everywhere, and they don't let their valuable assets slip away easily. Just act normal, beware strangers or random phone calls quoting Bible verses at you.

>>726907851
is that a yes?

>>726908043
After highschool, a lot of friends you think you'll have for life will suddenly cut you off. When you move out you'll feel a wonderful sense of freedom, but you'll also feel vulnerable and alone. Everything that makes you happy will seem a little more bland each year. You'll probably start feeling existential dread as you watch your friends struggle with daily problems.

On the bright side, you have a supportive family and a job before you've left highschool. However this does not make you immune, you will still experience the same amount of suffering as everyone else. Just in different ways.

>>726908512
What? I'm bipolar not schizo lol

>>726908649
How did you know, who are you

>>726908223
can't stress this enough

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>>726895312
rowling for a cuba-libre
last 2 digits will be money + tips

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pirlP48EajI

HEHEHEHE

>>726908793
Your life sounds like an exaggerated Korean soap drama.

>>726908750
I'm sorry but the more you type the less likely you're 'sounding'. Your grammar is far to neat.

>>726903105
i wish that wasnt the truth

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>>726907662
Whatever she runs from is the problem. So you and your son are both problems. Sounds like she's living the dream.

>>726907496
You're right, thx anon.
Tbh I think I'm irrationally upset about it. Can't seem to get her out of my head. She was by far the most attractive person I've ever been with so maybe that has something to do with it

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>>726909123
You always end up meeting that one girl who breaks you

>>726908793
There's no escape with the internet nowadays. He will stalk you until you are dead.

>>726895929
I chose Jill Stein and Ajuma Baraka because I'm a good person who wouldn't vote for the Clinton dynasty or the Trump monarchy.

>>726896494
i like how all these anons are worried about the baby and not the young man with so much potential and a whole life ahead of him.

I'll take a water, stopped drinking because at the rate I was going I'd be dead by 30.

But life has been decent lately to be fairly honest. Working a good job starting to follow one of my passions. The girl who broke my heart and I use to love is out of my mind been dating every now and then. Still don't know if I'm going to college or not and my grace year is almost up.

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>>726909306
Me, too. A part of me hopes the momentum will grow now people see that both parties are total bullshit.

>>726908716
lol I didn't say you're schizo. Although curiously bipolar is now thought of as being on the schizo spectrum. If you get sufficiently manic, you may as well be schizo for all the delusions and hallucinations you'll be having. During an extreme manic phase (didn't sleep for four days straight by the end) I thought I was fighting a big bug in my room but really I was just getting my hand all bloody hitting it against everything. Fun times. Thank god I now have that completely under control and my problems are just external.

Bipolar or schizo though, these are often just the manifestation of (common) underlying problems.

Last piece of advice I'll reiterate: something any anon can do to improve and restore their mental health is to disconnect from the internet and all social media. The human mind didn't evolve to be constantly inundated with so much information, it needs time to think about the things it's seen and integrate all these sensations. Give yourself the chance to understand your depression, your anger, your feeling that your mind is falling apart, there may be something important your mind and body is trying to tell you. Sometimes we just need to listen.

>>726896494
Where do you live? Tell me the town/city.

>>726909568
Yeah i'm feelin' you will try
And i've apparently seen my mother try to kill herself many times and nowadays i'm completely disconnected emotionally when she tries to
Maybe i'm repressing my emotions, I rarely feel anything at all other than despair

>>726895312
Don't know if it was the over the top drugs, drinking and partying in my youth, or the onset of some sort of mental illness or general apathy.
But i'm 30 now and every day i wait out, doping myself on morphine and trying to pass life as quick as possible so i will cease to exist.
To that affect i've decided not to have a romantic life, children or any meaningful relationships, so that i can fade out of both life and memory quicker.

inb4 kill yourself. i don't want to, i just want to cease existing.

>>726903669
youre ugly as fuck arent you

>>726909776
It would make sense to repress your emotions. Sometimes, when our mind can't handle what's going on around it, it just "splits." Lets simpler parts of the brain do what needs to be done by autopilot, try to partition off other sections so they won't be damaged. That can be why you might feel depersonalization, because the mental process that makes you feel "like a person" isn't happening like it's supposed to.

Somehow it can help to realize that "the way I'm feeling makes perfect sense," and then you can finally give yourself permission to feel as you do without it expressing itself in an unhealthy way. Go out in the woods and scream, just give yourself a safe environment and the permission to feel, it can feel like finding your lost self and you didn't even realize you were lost.

Good luck anon, I've been avoiding sleep for my own reasons. Night.

>>726910294
But no one else will give you permission to feel openly, and it will be caught on video or at least gossipped about and posted on the internet and then life is over.

>>726910294
Night man stay safe out there

>>726895312
moved in with my buddy couple months ago and its just us two in his house, he told me a couple weeks ago that his gf from out of town is gonna be moving in with us, they've only been dating for a year or so. Not really mad or anything just kinda bummed. I dont really know her that well and all three of us have only hung out a couple of times, not sure if im comfortable with her around when buddys not home.

>>726910534
What will be gossiped about? Not having emotions? I don't follow you

More shots!

>>726910534
...in the woods... alone... without anyone following you or knowing where you are... with no cellhones or cameras on...

Yeah, right.

>>726910626
The act of emoting and the behavior that goes along with it. You will not be able to have any privacy where you can make facial expressions that weren't directed at a particular person or mutter to yourself without being recorded and analyzed.

>>726910732
Someone will see or hear and record

>>726906889
damn, you are like those triples, so close and so far at the same time! keep going dude :o

2 shots on me for this courageous oldfag!

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I just drank like six bottles of 5.5% cider, i'm going to bed, goodnight everyone!

>>726907385
doesnt matter, had sex

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>>726910838
Nigga, you high. Get off the drugs. They're making your paranoid.

>>726906889
Sounds like you're a racist. What's that about? Don't like yourself?

>>726911007
Not implausible in today's world

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>>726910958
Happy dreams, anon.

>>726895312
Lemme get a shot of whisky.
I just found out I'm going to be a father. About 2 months ago I was drunk and alone with my best friend of 19 years. And IDK how but she got me to fuck her, and I apparently took her virginity. I barely remembered having sex with her but when she told our little friend group she was preg she assured me it wasn't mine. Today I got a call from her asking me to come over and help her with a busted pipe. When I got there and opened the door she was crying on the couch and so naturally I hugged her. She kissed me and said "I love you anon" and I said "I love you too femanon". I don't. IDK why I said it but K can't bare to tell her I don't love her that way. But then I looked her in the eye and glanced at her stomach, and she nodded. And that's all I needed to know. I don't want the kid to grow up without a father like I did (but by a car when I was 8) but I also wanna propose to the mother, but again, I don't love her. Know what, fuck the shot just gimme the whole damn bottle.

>>726902210
You can offer her a place to live, but don't expect her love, anon. I've done this to my best guy friend I've been friends with forever. Tried the romance thing, he smothered me into smitherines. I couldn't fucking do anything without him up my ass, so I stopped responding to him and ignored him, avoided him, etc. I still cared about him and missed him.

I realized that my love for him was more in the sense he was a sibling. I feel that's a higher place than romance. Romance can die and get extremely bitter. I never want to lose him again, so if you care, don't fuck up your friendship with romance.

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>be me
>just last week
>thought i met a girl that i could fall in love with
>was under the impression that we connected and had a lot in common
>seemed too good to be true
>went out with her tonight with some of her brother's friends
>turns out it was too good to be true
>just another dumb vapid cunt

I'll die alone, /b/. I used to have hope that love was real. Now I'm starting to see where all the cynical misogyny on 4chan is coming from.

>>726911690
don't worry, kid. It's not the end of the world. On the bright side, you got some experience out of it. Just don't let her be the reason you're so jaded because you will miss out on everything there is going on in life. She's just one person, don't let one person make you feel terrible.

>>726911974
thanks man, but i'm 25. this has been my love life my entire life. either i'm really unlucky or doing something really wrong. either way i don't know how to fix it and my circumstances tell me i'm extremely unlikely to find somebody who's compatible.

she really did seem different. fuck this gay earth.

>>726912259
Why don't you change to be more compatible with her?

>>726912259
That's not the right attitude, anon. My ex-fiance broke up with me when I was 28 and I was left figuring wtf I was going to do with myself. I felt like old trash considering they left me for someone ten years younger than them. However, I've come to enjoy my own company and feel comfortable being alone. I no longer experience loneliness, which is something that drives us to seek companionship. Sometimes when it's not even the right person. I felt like I was worthless and unworthy of being loved by anyone, but surprisingly, that wasn't the case. It turns out someone admired me all along. Sometimes the journey to love is a long one, but don't forget yourself. The more comfortable you are with you, the more confident you are and can be yourself. That's when you'll start shining to all those ladies. Chin up.

>>726912388
what's the fucking point? why change who i am for one dumb cunt? as soon as i change who i am, i'm as good as dead. just a walking husk.

>>726912388
That's a terrible idea. Conforming yourself to be what someone else looks for only creates unhappiness. Besides, not sure what happened between anon and girl that made them incompatible.

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>>726912522
thanks dude. it's funny because i realize all these things consciously, it's just hard to integrate them into my being emotionally.

i've been alone most of my life and i like to think i've learned to cope with it better than most people would. but there's just something about

>be me, be utterly alone
>find someone who i finally feel a connection to
>ends up a huge disappointment

that really, really stings. i feel like i would feel better if i just never had anyone at all. at least i wouldn't have any feeling of companionship to compare my loneliness to. my last girlfriend lasted 1.5 years and it ended up in a big mess with no closure. and as soon as i meet somebody who seemed different, it's ripped away.

god i fucking hate my life.

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>>726912644
>Conforming yourself to be what someone else looks for only creates unhappiness
not doing that creates loneliness

>>726913031
And conforming creates an empty relationship that you're in for the sake of not being lonely. I'm not sure what's worse, tbh.

>>726913326
at least it is some relationship
being alone is worse

>>726912896
I totally get it, anon. After my ex broke up with me, I ended up bonding with someone who was a complete and utter toxic person. I thought they were different because I literally felt passion for them to the point I could not break myself away. It was magnetizing, but we argued CONSTANTLY. It was a mouth to the flame situation for the both of us because we constantly squabbled and stabbed each other in the back. No matter what great argument rose between us, it was us against the rest of the world. We'd ditch friends just to be with each other. Literally, like that Rhianna and Eminem song.

Eventually I realized this would never be anything I wanted it to be. They were always taking their anger and shit out on me, no matter how I felt, I didn't like feeling like shit all the time. Oh, and they were engaged as well. Oops. I felt morally fucked and wanted to live by my own code. I felt like a loser, so I told them I was done being like we were. They tried several times to talk to me, but I ignored them.

It's been around 3 years and I feel I've grown since then. Even with the break up from my ex-fiance there's been so much emotional growth and strength I've experienced I can't even express. I'm just surprised at myself.

I envisioned myself being someone who wouldn't tolerate bullshit and being treated less than a person. I envisioned being someone who was worth loving and not a pity party. I told myself I will get what I want and I will love myself, too.

You'll be a lot happier doing the same and people will notice. Do what makes YOU happy. You can't give anyone anything if you aren't happy with yourself. Ms. Right could come at any time, just stick to your guns.

>>726913725
I've been alone for awhile and being in a relationship where you don't love someone or vise versa is terrible. The relationship I had like that made me depressed and I wouldn't wish that on anyone.

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>>726914017
I've been alone for 26 years and it made me bitter and insane
and I cannot trust anyone ever, I lost ability to trust people

>>726913863
i dunno man, i'm losing the will to do what makes me happy. nothing seems to make me happy. my old joys feel flat and empty. it takes me at least half an hour to get out of bed every day and i'm starting to lose hope.

>>726911690
fucking millenials so reactionary. just go die

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>>726914338
You can do it. Try doing something you enjoy, but take it slow. You're allowed to feel depressed and all that, but eventually you are the only one who can steer your own wheel. It'll be hard at first, but work at it. Maybe try meeting some friends offline through a group or something. Just some ideas. If you still need someone to talk to, I'll be here for a bit longer!

>>726914236
I understand how it feels to be betrayed and hurt countless times to where you lose your faith in others. It's completely okay, but don't let it defeat you. I believe you can make a come back.

Everyone I know sees me as a constantly cheerful person, but really I want to kill myself. The only thing stopping me is my fear of disappointing my family, and having them hate me for that. What the hell is wrong with me?

I'll take 6 fireball shots, all for me thanks.

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>>726914992
there is a wise Polish saying about your current situation:
>od nadmiaru dobrobytu się w dupach przewraca
it means that you have no real problems so you invent one

>>726914986
I do not give a fuck about comebacks anymore
I accept my fate as insane loner innawoods

>>726914620
thanks dude. i don't know what else to say. life just sucks for some people, others have it a bit easier. i'm one of the people who's doomed for a sucky life. but thanks for trying to help.

jukebox in the corner is now playing:
>>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ktvTqknDobU&list=PLkgWEYvTsgqHO6vTqQEqWxBlW_6ykRmYz

>>726915237
>>726915243
That's okay, I'll still believe in you two on your behalf. I guess we can drink to maybe a sorta happy future.

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>>726915623
I heard that alcohol is not substitute for love, but whatever

>>726895312
she broke up with me 2days ago, I feel like shit now... We've been together for 6years

>>726915923
either of you cheated?

>>726916161
never, but Ive been mean to here sometimes, she told me she didn't love me anymore and that she was faking it since some weeks

>>726895312
Hello fellow feel man/sad frog

>I went to her birthday party tonight.
>I got cucked
>Other guy came outta nowhere yada yada
>Decide to have "fun" anyway
>Alcohol and "fun" ensued
> Went home lied in bed not falling asleep for about and hour
>Got up and started feeling sorry for myself
>Why can't I be a human being like everyone else I asked for a good 3 hours

>>726916218
fight for her
make her fall for you again

Is anyone up this late to feel anything?

>>726916431
I live in another city, I will go to see her next weekend, but I don't know what to do.
I already told her that I was sorry and shit

>>726916440
not late in yurop

Feels

>>726916729
6 years you dork
go live in her city
I think someone who was with you for 6 years is more important than geography

>>726916905
I'm finishing my studies this year, I can't live there until november

>>726917033
I suspect that she is cucking you and now tries to break it before you come back to her city and find out

>>726917229
I don't think this is possible, she is not very sociable and all her friends are originally mine

>>726917304
Mate this is life we are talking about. A cuckening is bound to be around every corner.

>>726917304
that would mean that she would be interested in making new friends, to keep herself entertained

Anyone else becoming to cynical for even the most hopefully of situations? I wonder if I'm there...

>>726917482
>>726917554
I feel like shit, I don't want to let her go but I've been acting like a douch with her.
Although, she was pretty mean and cold, I didn't expect that, the end came as a shock

>>726917782
she is banging someone else

>>726917835
I asked if she cucked me or if she was seeing someone else, she told me no.
No reason for her to lie as she considered ourself done.

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>>726895312

Wish you had a Gin and Tonic for me, but Jameson works just as well. My id's fake, but I'm guessing this is the kind of place that doesn't mind.
It is about 5:30 here, and i have work in a few hours. Just more of the same i suppose. Things are going alright, moved in with some friends recently, paying for all of my shit, just generally contributing to society, feelsgoodman.mp5
Going through trans bullshit, though. that's fucking killing me. Can't afford HRT, or a therapist to get it to me.
Leave the bottle, if you please.

>>726896494
Join the army

>>726918329
>Going through trans bullshit,
We are not serving your kind here, get out

>>726918610
Oof. Keep the tip, my man