Time for a feels story, /b/. I haven't talked about it much since it happened but here it goes.
>really hard time in high school, emotional issues and socially awkward
>usually ate lunch by myself
>actually had a few friends, but they had a different lunch period
>sitting by myself one day
>out of nowhere, cute 8/10 girl sits next to me
>nearly piss myself
>i'd say i'm pretty good looking, but she's another level to me
>decide to hold in all my spaghetti and talk to her
>eventually find out she's single and new to the school
>have a lot in common, especially music taste because she liked my band shirt
>talk all lunch, find out a lot of personal stuff about her over time
>keep sitting together for weeks
>learn that she has a lot of emotional problems
>anyway
>we decide to hangout at a park one night
>"you're one of the most amazing people i've ever met"
>don't believe what I'm hearing
>offer to walk her home, it's late
>before we go into her house
>"you like me, right?"
>reassure her that i do
>everything is going better than i dreamed
>very confident, decide to go for it
>eventually kiss her, she looks so happy
>responds with "i've been waiting for you to do that all night"
part two coming
>>726668876
>offers me to come in
>obviously say yes, nobody is home
>little to no time later, we're naked and making out
>fuck her, both virgins
>extremely sexy, 8/10 with 9/10 body
>has lots of cuts on her thighs
>tells me not to worry, because she hasn't cut since we met
>next month
>oddly misses lunch with me one day
>text her asking where she is
>eventually responds later that night
>getting ready to head over to her place, short walk through the park
>read text "i need you. i'm hurt."
>only thing i can do is worry
>only person i've ever cared deeply for
>damn near lose a lung running to her house
>eventually get there
>haven't heard from her since
>text her saying i'm here
>no reply, walk in since she usually leaves it open for me
>every light is off, find my way up to her room
>prepare for what i'm about to see
>only thing i hear is silence
Haunts me everyday, guys.
>>726669147
Fucking hell, dude. I hope you can eventually find peace and in the fact that she loved you and truly cared for you. None of this was your fault, people are in control of their own destiny. I'm sorry this had to happen this way.
>>726669698
i know, man. it's just hard to cope with what happened and what i saw in there.
>>726669147
Fuck OP if this really happened I'm sorry. How are you holding up now?
>>726669807
Can't really relate, but here's hoping for good progress towards moving on. Do you believe you'll ever date again?
>>726669964
eh. not really sure. it's a lot to deal with. I kept it out of my head for a long time but i've been having nightmares lately.
>>726670070
Sure I will. I'm still young.
anybody got any stories they want to share?
>>726669147
fuck her- she was clearly unstable, and you will find another bitch
just be glad you got that pussy and move on
women are a dime a dozen
please don't assign to a woman human value
>>726671169
I know there's others out there, but first girl I loved, you know?
hard to let that go.
How'd she kill herself OP? And how old?
HAHAHAHAHAHA
>>726671365
ikr
>>726669147
Where's the rest of the greentext nigger, I didn't ask for an inception ending
>>726671345
about 17 at the time.
>>726671526
you didn't figure it out?
>>726669147
i still don't understand what happened
>>726669147
the fuck did you see
She left you right? Fucked off somewhere else.
Classic.
>>726671688
>>726671640
>>726671526
Read the first letter of each green text, bottom to top
there's your answer
>>726671626
I want the saucy greentext.
Like I said, the inception ending. The top is still spinning, we all know what happened but I wanna see
>>726671768
WHAT THE FUCK
>>726671779
here's your answer >>726671768
>>726671779
Disregard what I said. OP is a nigger, well played
>>726668876
Sorry OP. Just know it wasn't your fault, she loved you by the sounds but sometimes demons have a hold on people. You kept them at bay and made her happy for a while and she knows that.
>>726671874
figured it out, did ya?
>>726671293
I understand, man. I'm not trying to be an ass- I just want you to realize you are worth a lot more than that unstable woman. Realize it wasn't your fault- she had a problem- just move on and you will find a MUCH better girl
dinosaur, really?
>>726669147
I don't follow was she kill, an hero, disappear, kidnapped?
>>726672104
>>726672024
>>726672017
first letter of each line, bottom to top
Damn op... Got me
BE A MAN NOT A PUSSY!
TOUGHEN UP BRO!
>>726671768
R U A S O N I D E H T K L A W " D O B " R E V E R
my life is a lie fucking dinosaur
>>726672104
Clever and gay
>>726672200
O O L F E H T N O T E G R O O D E H T N E P O
>>726672160
WOW
>>726672200
Do it backwards
>>726672253
>>726672200
now read it backwards
>>726671768
OPEN THE DOOR, GET ON THE FLOOR, EVERYBODY WALK THE DINOSAUR
Well fucking played, OP
You win, op.
Fuck you.
gg fml.
Laughed for 2 seconds. Clever.
>>726671768
you fucking monster
>>726672465
thank you, sir
>>726672614
sorry
Include Hypno-Tom in the screencap.
>>726672774
what screen cap?
awshitniggafuckin5starpost.jpg
>>726668876
Jesus Christ man, that's some sad story.
Well played sir, well played
clap clap OP
Someone screencap this
>>726673218
here you go sir
-OP
>>726669147
So what HAPPENED?
>>726673442
oops, here we go
Damn sorry op. How old were you?
>>726668876
Holy shit Op
Op is confirmed faggot
>>726673892
>>726672774
Please include in cap.
>>726674183
nigga wut
GET ON THE FLOOR EVERYBODY WALK THE DINOSAUR