Feels thresh? I'm feeling bad as usuall, you know,

>>725887694
Your fine, it'll get better, just do stuff to make that happen

Check 'em

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Ok let's try again

Ok check 'em

>>725887694
Maybe you need your own song comrade.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zk_VszbZa_s

Cries because no 88888

>>725888913
Pfft

>>725888913
SAD!

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>>725887694
Killl yourself bro

https://youtu.be/SwqPHZT2i14

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Happy St. Patrick's day. Go out and drink your sorrows away

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If anyone needs to talk I'm here, dumping

>>725887694
Start living for yourself and do whatever the fuck you want, don't get dragged down by emotions and inhibitions. If you've even contemplated suicide then that means you literally don't give a fuck and have nothing to lose so live like it and you'll feel better.

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>>725887694
why is it common belief that the life after death is good?

it might be 10000x shitier
and you mightn't be able to escape then

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I feel like my girlfriend will soon not be enough, that eventually i'll leave her. I like redheads too much

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>>725892749
the thing is, some people like to believe in heaven or hell or nirvana or what ever, but from an atheist's point. There is nothing. It really seems like nothing. You cease to exsist. You won't notice, you won't be something. That terrifies me. At the same time it soothes me. I won't be bored or I won't think my things over and what i did wrong. I'll just stop. That's peace. If people are afraid to die they haven't lived yet. IF you feel like you could handle it. Just see how this life thing goes.

>>725891355
Everybody talks to me, im like a makeshift therapist at this point. I love helping them all with my methods and what not, i even help a 40yrold mother and her 19 year old daughter re kindle their relationship and fix their issues, everybody and anybody is welcome to talk to me.


But i have nobody to talk to. This board is my last hope of people who can relate, people who have suffered, people who are always there, people i can talk to.

Thank you anon

>>725893231
I think we all can relate to that. We give the best advice, we get called old souls, but we just aged faster being exposed to the cruel world. I've been in your shoes before man.

What's bothering you bro?

>>725893457
Where to start?
I feel like im spectating my own life. Im in an abusive friendship with a girl who i know will never love me or care, yet i push on. I dont want to go back to being alone, not yet. Shes the first female i've had solid friendship with, and the first person to touch me in an affectionate way in almost 9 years. Shes causing me more stress than i deserve, i'll go back to being alone. I'm sure i'll find someone else anyways.

Sorry an awful lot is venting haha.

i am a faggot who might go to jail because i am beta as fuck i let my friend bring a girl to the house of a fucking lieutenant in the police and he found drink which are a 3 month jail if you are only carrying them and the girl and my friend got away safely and i am in deep shit so yeah i am feeling like shit also i am 20 years old virgin fuck never had a girlfriend and all the girls i like my friends date them instead and life is pretty shitty in general father is a layer and mother is a uni lecturer and i have no job and in live with their scraps and i go to school that's all i do in life seriously i started concidering suicidenot saying this for attention just sharing because no one will know who i am in here so many years on this place is actually the hilight of everyday

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>>725887694

>>725893938
I know the feeling of your best friend being Mr Perfect and you being nobody.

He eventually stopped talking to me.

>>725893095
i mostly share opinion with you
and still, i think most suicidal aren't doing it to get to heaven, nirvane etc

but to end the pain
and my point is, why should the pain stop after death?

>>725893592
`go on
live as a nomad
or some special snow flake
nobody forbids it
but keep in mind that then you won't get the benefit of a society moron

>>725893938
This place has brought me comfort over the years as well, and has carried me through many dark days. Doubt I'd be here without it. I can never thank this community enough for what you all have done for me, even if unknowingly. I've spilled my guts on here about this already, but again I love you all

>>725891294
This made me feel

>>725893316
I just skimmed through that and it still hit me like a ton of bricks

>>725893825
Not enough if you ask me. Break up with her and be alone. It's better to be alone and happy rather with someone and unhappy. Especially if it's abusive.

>>725891355
Try meditating.

>>725893825
Damn feels anon. Like you are narrating my life lately

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>>725894119
Yea i hear you, It's hard to know what happens and even harder to think. Some people don't think about it. we are on the same side, just think before you end it

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>>725893938
Misdemeanor charge i'm assuming. Carry alcohol. Depends on the judge you get. If you have to appear in court, all you have to do is dress nice, clean up, and act respectable. If judge sees you're a good kid you'll probably get away with community service.

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>>725894726
>>725894818
animal ones or just dog ones?

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>>725895663

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>never take pictures of myself, never liked looking at my photos
>out of curiosity, took pics to see what I look like from each profile
>1st pic looked good, actually felt happy with myself
>pic 2 wasn't so great, my hairline is fucked, its reasonably ok on my left side but on my right side my hairline shows balding
>its like my face is asymmetrical and noticeably so, from a certain angle I look like a deformed piece of shit
>realize I've to live with that face forever
>its just gonna get worse with time
>think I'm properly starting to bald as well
>fuck my life
the only upside is that people seem to like me once they get to know me, but I think I'm repulsive before that happens so I lack confidence...

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>>725895766
>advice to you

Just try to work out, don't bother what people think about you just do it. You'll build some confidence. Get some muscle and feel better. No what cares what your face looks like if you can bench them

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>>725895806

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>be me
>just turned 20
>never dated, never kissed anyone, never had sex
>no job, I live alone in a ghetto apartment and I won't have enough money to pay rent for April
>the only things I have are my friends
>they're all gone for Spring Break
>I'm alone until Monday
>I have Type 1 Bipolar Disorder
>can't afford my next prescription
>just waiting on whether or not I'll feel crippling depression or my destructive, delusional mania
>I wish I could disappear.

what should I do, anons?

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>kayla

>>725896336
Know the feels.

>>725896366
>get a job

>>725896005
easier said than done. I'm losing hair and my hairline is getting shittier with every day. I wouldn't care if I had the right shape or whatever and looked well with no hair but I don't and I can't even grow a beard to cover some of my face up. Even if I did work out I don't think its gonna help me specifically...

I started losing hair since like june last year, my hairline moved back like 1cm and I noticed a short line of hair being gone at the top of my head. I'm 22 now, should I be worried or is this normal? I've always had thin hair but until recently I didn't think I was losing hair...If this keeps up my life is over, I honestly don't know what to do and I feel like shit

>>725896487
I just had an interview today, it went really well but the employers haven't decided if they need more people yet and they already had 3 other interviews so I'm sure I didn't get it.

>>725896586
I know a kid your age with thinning hair too. If you wear hats, don't. But other than that you're not alone. Push comes to shove, see if you look better bald. You might, you could look badass but again that's your call. What do I know i'm just some kid on the internet

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>>725896642
It may be tough but keep positive, If it didn't go so well get up and keep trying. Whats the worse thats going to happen you end up at square one? Just keep going at it. That's what life is about

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>>725896672
>>725896336
>>725896269
penshurst bold

>>725897044
Thanks anon, that's really what I needed to hear.

>>725895589
there is no comunity service in morocco he might fine me but i am dead ass broke and my prents wont pay for it i am sure and to be fair i wouldn't want them to so it's jail man

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out of curiosity, has anyone here had depression and dont want it cured?
i know i have deep depression, and i know how to go about curing it. but i dont want to, not because of effort, but i dont think life is worth it. so i hope things get worse to hopefully push me over the edge.

>>725887694
SO LIVE.
GET OUT THERE. GET YOUR PASSPORT. SELL YOUR BELONGINGS, EXCEPT FOR A LAPTOP AND TWO SETS OF CLOTHES. LEAVE. GO TO EUROPE, TO SOUTH AFRICA, TO THAILAND. VIDEO STUFF YOU DO AND POST IT ONLINE. START A PATREON AND LIVE OFF IT WHEN YOUR CASH RUNS OUT.

LIVE.

THE WORLD IS TOO VAST AND TOO WONDERFUL TO BE AFRAID.

I'm going through some pretty shitty alcohol withdrawals. The shakes finally stopped for now but they'll be back. Agitated and jumpy. Haven't had a drink in three days going cold turkey from a 750ml/day vodka habit. I don't know if I can keep going. I really want to give in. I feel like shit.

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>>725897266
Hope it does help man, If not i'll always be on these threads, feeling with my /b/ros.

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>try to leave 4chan for good
>realize that i literally do nothing else with my free time other than browsing this place and playing video games
>i dont have friends, i dont date anyone, i dont have any skills or any other hobbies
>come back to 4chan

>>725897724
Are you me?

anons I need advice..

>be me
>18 HS
>like this girl
>solid 8/10 if not a 9
>kinda flirts with me
>recently
>winter carnival so there's shitty dress up days
>stop light (RGY colors to mean your status)
>I don't dress up cause I don't own green or anything colorful (just black and gray)
>she asks why I'm not dressed up
>tell her cause I don't have green
>she says I should've hit her up for a green shirt
>honestly she'd be the last one I'd hit up since we don't talk much
>day later
>leaving school
>she's infront of me
>get to stop sign
>she stops and just pauses
>doing it on purpose
>I know she's not doing it to be an ass
>when she decides to go I see her look back
>probably trying to see my reaction
>decide to snap her cause fuck it I got nothing to lose
>basically just jokingly say "gonna be THAT person at the stop sign"
>no reply for hours
>I know she's at work
>finally replies
>I reply back
>doesn't reply back at all
>confused as fuck
>pissed.exe
>oh well I tried
>reverted back to my lonely shell and became colder
>dont give a fuck anymore
>just pissed at her (it helps get rid of the feels I had for her so I do it on purpose)

>>725887694
ITT: oneitis

>>725897783
This better be cont. and pretyped nigger.

>>725897724
you never leave /b/

I don't go out with friends and don't talk to many people so /b/ is place where I can be myself and be with anons who are willing to help out a /b/rother if this site goes down I'd feel empty inside

>>725897783
okay bud, show us those back and forths or general ideas. Do you have her number cause it'd probably help if you had her number. How did you get her sc? did she give it to you? did you ask for it? what do

>>725887694
>breathing but not alive.
What? If you're breathing you're alive you idiot! You are not making any sense.

>>725891294
I'm outside
I'm trying hard not to cry like a pussy

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>>725897778
>>725897724
Take up a hobby. I use to ice skate when i wanted to think, and since i became a regular i ran into other regulars. I now hang out with that group every once in a great while. Expose yourself to social situations

>>725897954
no this all happened within a few days recently so no unfold to the story
>>725898029
I have her number (got it at beginning of the year) she gave it to me because our class couldn't decide on who to buy shirts from and she wanted me to let her know how they'd cost from the vendor I found. My closest friend told me to get snapchat so I did and word spread and she found out and I think she asked for mine and added me

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>>725898081
Had a dog and cat with similar situation, they would work together to get food off the dinner table and onto the floor if we werent there.
>Dog raised her
>Dog died.
>cat climbed tree, looking for the dog
> couldn't get her down
> fire dept to get her down
>cat was crying as they took her down

Fuck why do animals have to be better than us

>>725898249
wait 2 days, don't talk to her
>3rd day, text her.
>4th day don't talk to her in person, or text her
>5th day if she replied text her again. If she hold convo she's into you
If she doesn't fuck her find some one else

>>725898393
I don't know anon, I don't know

>>725893316
I swear I cried like a little bitch, for the feels

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>>725898637

I'm 28 and been diagnosed with Avoidant personality disorder (AvPD) for 6 years. I've been on medication all this time, but it doesn't really make a difference. Last year I've even been interned in a mental institution. I hate myself a lot. Don't really know how, but I've been in a relationship with some girls years ago. I can't tell what they saw in someone like me. I'm so horrible that I didn't really feel any love with these girls, and in the end I just hurt them leaving without a word. Never told any girlfriend about my mental disorder. Never told anyone (even my family) about this. I really hate myself, guys.

So recently I met a wonderful woman. She is very inteligent, sensible and funny. We keep meeting and having long talks for some months. She told me about her problems, and confessed to me a lot of things she never told anyone. Even to her husband. Yes, she's married. At first I just told myself that it was just nice to be with her as a friend, but I think I fall in love with her for some time. Don't really how to feel because, in one hand she keep getting closer and closer to me (the relationship with her husband is broken, and we are kinda girlfriend and boyfriend without the sex part: long intimal talks, holding hands, "love you so much", "lets meet" and so on), but in the other hand I can't confess my feelings to her when I can even be courage enought to tell her about my mental disorder. She also talks about divorce and so, but keeps living with him and even going to marriage counseling together. She also plans moving to another city for professional reasons (she's a talented scientist) by the end of the year. Probably forever.

(cont.)

>>725898541
the snapping happened last night and I'm not really sure if she's into me after last night so I just kinda grew distant from her and we didn't talk at school today (also we have 1 class together too) but I just confuses me how she'll flirt and shit but won't reply at all (if she's playing a 'game' and leading me on she will find out the hard way I don't play the chase game)

>>725898221
I am a walking embodiment of autism. I've left my apartment maybe 6 times this year.

>>725898909

I don't really how to feel. It hurts when she talks about leaving our city, but I'm also very happy for her. The last years she suffered a lot for relationship, professional, familiary, and health problems; and I feel every day that I can't do enought to make her smile more. When I don't see her it's like always: all day depresed and ansious, never talk to anyone. Anything makes sense, so I focus myself in reading or listening to music. But suddenly she texts me for meeting, we laugh and talk and everything is great. Never felt this with anyone, but some hours later we have to say goodbye. I come back home and things sucks with my family. Back to depresion. I can't sleep well. My brain's gonna explode with so many things to think about. Try to volume up the headphones of my mp3: "Shostakovic. Symphony No. 5 in D minor". Somehow I get to sleep.

Get up, take my pills. Another fucking day. I am a horrible person for beeing so easily depressed. Wish she were here just for looking to her beautiful eyes all day. I don't need music these moments, she is my music. I can't even tell her that I'd like to see her because I am too afraid to make her boried of me. I am afraid about how long can I last in this situation. I can only write all this in a anon thread because I know that I can't tell her all the truth and make her worried about me. The last thing I want in this world is became a problem to her. "J.S. Bach.Violin Partita No.2 in D minor". Why am I writing this to all of you?

>>725898932
Don't play the chase game, it's a power move for girls. They want you to have the power. IF you make her chase after you and you hold the power then it can be something. Don't leap for it either, lure them in

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>>725887694
you have one choice and 3 ways

1. Change your life do it fits to your ideas (if you have some)
2. Do 1 hour of cardio/lifting every second to third day and elevate your dopamine level
3. Go see a psych-doc and see if ssri would be something raising your serotonin level

Doing on of the things could help you considering the other options.

It doesn't have to be a sad life, there are always constructive ways, you gotta find em

>>725899091
thats why I snapped her hoping to initiate small talk and possibly make plans but that didn't go as planned but the one thing that will genuinely piss me off is opening a snap, not replying, but continue snapping others and just blowing off/ignoring doing that no matter how much I like them it'll help cut the bridge up

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>>725899034
Have you been disgnosed with autism? of not have you been tested for autism? if not get tested

If you hate being embarrassed and ashamed, oh well we all have those moments but those aren't what define us. We define ourselves. Go do something you like, and wether people laugh or not, you're happy in those moments. IF you like going for walks, walk. If you like going to museums go to a museum. If you like throwing rocks into a pond go ahead, try to master a skpping stone technique. Be you, and be happy. faggot

>>725899348
good call, if she's a stacy she's probably fucking chads. Senor? try other girls, try juniors, get girls and do your best. If you fail it's okay you'll graduate and be gone

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>>725899531
she's single and her relationships don't last long either (probably horny teens trying to fuck) and heard she's a virgin to but not sure. Once I graduate I'll be gone and probably never see most of my classmates again anyway (AFROTC hopefully makes that happen)

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>>725899845
get a green shirt, bring more color into your life so you don't look like an edge lord. Even if it's a nirvana shirt with just the yellow face, bring some more color. Girls don't like someone to depress the fuck out of them.

Accidently tried to call my mom today
She died in September

>>725894074
I don't try to be a clown, but I know that feel well my friend.

>>725900026
colorful shit doesn't really match with me I wear blue jeans and my black shirts but I've been single my whole life so I don't really give a shit since schools almost over (the green was for dress-up and meant single)

>>725900286
Can I cry for you?

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>>725900608
wear more color, even if it's darker shades of colors at least just warm up to them. It helps pop you out.

>>725887694
Well let me cheer you up Anon. I am 5,6" 240lb, balding, covered in hair except for my head, work a job that pays $11 an hour, havent had sex since 2008, owe $80k in debt for being shot in the leg, live in a ghetto, and I am white. Every time you think your life is hard remember all that and thank god you are not me.

>>725900635
Nah. I'm just drunk. Still had her in my contacts.

>>725900760
if I do text her out of the blue what the hell do I say then?

>>725900787
Oh and I have a 4 inch penis so its not likley I will ever have sex again.

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this bitch kind of fucked me up mentally. She was so nice and warm to talk to. Apparently a girl with anxiety and stuff is crazy. She turned into a shut in and said she couldn't handle talking to me anymore. a week after we stopped talking she fucked some other dude. it really hurt me that she just wanted to fuck around. she didn't have the nerve to tell me. Fuck come on emily

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>>725901191
>hey

>if nothing don't bother
>if a hey back just ask whats she's up to or what she's doing. Don't let the convo end because she already let you in, it's up to you to keep her interested and talking. Less about you more of her talking. Girls like to be listened to or the illusion of it

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/b/ros might leave before this 404s. I'll be dumping and drinking. anyone know the what ever happened to the rubber ducky guy? I miss him

>>725901402
but I don't wanna come off as annoying or creepy by texting her out of the blue since she never replied last night soo..

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>>725901748
wait 4 days or something. Text her like wednesday next week. Out of the blue is kind of a pleasant surprise sometimes. If she asks why youre texting her, just be like. Well we kind of know each other i thought it'd be cool to get to know you more.

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This song always hits me, it's so sad.

Also it appeared a lot in my life when i had a conflict with a girl. every time i hear this song it takes me to the dark times and that girl who i still talk to and still have some feelings for.

Just feel stuck man honestly... been taking these pills for almost a year now I have good days, and bad days. Tried to live without them I get depressed no motivation except to come here and dick around. I just feel useless and I know theres nothing I can do

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>>725902182

Thats a tough spot, i got no words for you other than hang in there. as long as you take meds you should be 'normal' just stick to them and try to improve your well being. other than that i got nothing

>>725901974
speaking for myself I like when people message me out of the blue but when I do it, it just seems weird and creepyish..

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I'm gonna sound like a bitch but strawberritas are fucking strong

I wasnt a good son
I miss her guys

>>725898909
>>725899066
Be a man and confess your feelings to her.

>>725901748
Or if she askes just be like wanted to see if you were up to do something be confident and just don't over do it

>>725891355
Sometimes I sit and wonder why everyday seems to just run together. At this point I don't really have fun or feel too much of anything except when I drive recklessly. I will purposely put myself in a life or death scenario in a car that has no working seat belts or an air bag because that is the only way I can feel any kind of rush or excitement from life.

>>725902549
If she doesn't respond don't send back to back heys it's cringe, then it's creepy. other than that it's intiating talks

>>725902439
I mean I decided to get of social media, because I hate seeing people out being happy and shit. Think it will help me stay focused on improving my self less distractions

>>725897430
Kifach chno hia l9issa dialek a sadi9i

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>>725902812
refer to >>725893592


And for the whole death thing another anon and I talked about this and we kind of agree that after life is probably shittier than life. anyways, don't kill youself, kill youself when youre like 70 or some shit and lived a life. and judge life. was it decent, was it bad. If it was bad oh well at least you lived to see what you were gonna get.

>>725892749
in my opinion suicide is just for retards, why suicide when you can do amazing stuff in the world? if you wanna die you dont bother if you hurt anyone or get hurt in anyway, why not just go to the fucking space, become james bond, track down some terrorists, start your own fucking cult, shit, there is alot of things you can do.
>B- but muh gurrrlfreend died xd
fuck off with that, you dont need her to be happy, i know its sad but why just because she died you dont have to die too, not necessarely a gf, it can be a friend or familiar. but shit you only live once jesus why the fuck would you want to waste it all? suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

>>725902957
good plan, but also i'll always say be out going, tehre is life out there just try and live it. If your old enough go to a bar, talk with people, work out improve self confidence. do something to waste time rather than shit post. If you spend as much time doing soemghing else instead of shit posting you could master skills.

>>725902736
>>725902839
when school resumes monday I'll see if she flirts and what not if she does then I'll message her on wednesday or some shit if she doesn't then I'll move on

>>725903237
I mean I'm pretty out going in school I come to /b/ like maybe 30 mins to an hour a day. I play basketball with a group of people, and starting to actually go after girls and go on dates and shit
>rip money

First reply on a feels thread ever, Ive just kind of lurked for years but I felt like I had to say something or whatever. Feels threads are good catharsis but dont let the addiction of sadness rule your life /b/ros. Sometimes to many tears can fog the window and you cant see what your missing out on the outside. You might think your chance has passed with whatever but I promise you theres always a next time, but not forever. I missed out on quite a few of the next times that have passed me in my life, but like everything missed they blur and fade becoming just another if floating around on my mind on a lonely friday night. You might think your hopeless but hold on, there are people on this thread rn lurking like I once did, if you ever get that other chance take it, if not for you then for those whos chances ran out a long time ago.
Not quite sure about replying to these threads anymore, thanks for the feels tonight.

>>725903422
Just stay positive man if doesn't work out theres always other out there

>>725903422
good plan, also check'd
>>725903553
there you go boyo, eventually some bitch will 'mire at that point jusst seal the deal.

I remember my freshman year of high school i porbbaly fucked around with like 4 girls in the last semester, it's just mentality and game.

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>>725903733
check'd

Thanks for riding with us anon. It always helps to show support

>>725903182
I don't know, I think when it comes to suicide sometimes that a person might not find any enjoyment at all; as opposed to being so depressed about someone breaking up with them or some cheap excuse like that. It could be that they just don't care to go through the motions anymore.

>>725890894
Drinking is banned

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>>725904238
to hell it is, this is my only holiday i don't have work and i'll celebrate it to the full extent i can

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>>725892749
>life after death
> pic related

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>>725892749

>>725904393
Wtf Im literally listening to that right now, the comment got taken down for spam tho. Its a beautifull piano piece

>>725904826
>listening to sims music
>posting on the feels thread

whats wrong with you?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXcV6dOMUZs

>>725903182
Yu can't just do stuff like that

>>725903182
Depression clouds your judgement

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I have a feel playlist that makes me sad, i should probably post it on spotify or soundcloud or some shit

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>>725904567
beautiful

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>>725905358
/b/ has such humanity, it's amazing we are the same people that kek in a rekt thread or masturbate to the weirdest shit

>>725892110
finally something not depressing

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friends are on their way to pick me up and then i'm gonna get drunk. and probably cry like a kid.

Happy st pattys

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>>725905634
it's a touching story and really inspiring.

my sister passed away last night. a piece of me feels like it is missing and will never be replaced

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Cheers for eight beers

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>>725905732
i'm sorry to hear about your lose. It's something to lose a relative but it has to be something to lose a sibling. I'm truly sorry.

>>725905837
thanks man. i have 4 sisters. she was the second youngest. i feel more for my second oldest. her birthday was the twelth. my dad passed away 6 years ago on the 1st of march.

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>>725905458
now when u say that, didn't saw any rekt threads lately

>>725906080
sorry to hear bro, best wishes for your family.

>>725906165
really wish there were more redhead webms on here

>>725905732
Sorry for your loss, and yeah ngl the hole probably never is going to be healed but it will shrink eventually.

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saw an ex redhead gf, i really fuckd it up and i really wish i could take back what i did. I liked her. saw her at a play yesterday she waved, but kind of felt awkward. Maybe i should text her

>>725887694
My moms a bitch.jpeg

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I spend my spare time on Omegle, telling people I'm a girl, just to get some attention

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>>725906619
i just texted her, i dont expect her to reply

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I'm lonely and it hurts. I could easily go out and socialise and try to find myself a gf or at least meet new people but here comes the catch, I fucking hate meeting new people, hell I hate having to remind people I know I exist let alone go and talk to strangers. Also pic fucking related. I'm reaching my limit and the sadness I've kept inside for years now is starting to turn to rage.
>Inb4 edgy kid
I'm just typing it here because I don't have anywhere else to type it on and it to remain private.

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>>725908189
I feel you. I was just about to make a feels thread. I'm trying to have a social life in a new city where I don't know anybody and it is kind of a daily task you don't want to but have anyway in order to keep sain and deceive myself I have better chances to find pussy that way. Fck. It's harsh

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>>725906376
i have only pics sorry

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/b/ Should make like a playlist of feels tracks or something similar, music is the best escape.
Time to write a paragraph of shit no one will remember
>Life was shit
>Didnt want to kill myself then though
>needed an escape, hear about lucid dreaming
>It happened a few times before, i try it again
>few months pass and no luck
>after I give up I start getting vivid dreams
>My old friends are there,
>Old friends speak to me "Anon! missed you like crazy bro" "We need to do x and x again"
>"Really?"
>"Yeah dude!, come one" I relive the memories I had with them, vivid as fuck
>I could swear I could feel it. The summer heat, the slight cool breeze and the calm silences
>I woke up every day, my only goal to tire my self out so i could go back
>These go on for a while
>Eventually I see one of my old friends irl
>"Hi anon", "hey". We just sat next to each other on the bus. Silence
>Small talk, a catch up. But theres something wrong.
>I realise, he is a stranger now. The guy I used to know left a long time ago.
>Just a stranger in familiar skin.
>I realise, theyve all left. Wherether memories go thats where my old friends are.
>Time to sleep
>finaly.png
>Nothing, no dream at all its all gone, never had one since in like over a year or so now.
>What I miss the most? the few seconds when you wake up and think
>yeah another day with my mates. Them few precious seconds of ignorant bliss.
>The feeling of excitement for a new day.
>Eventually it would hit me it was all gone.
What hurts the most Is the only people I have to talk to are randomers on the internet, a paragraph they might remember for a few hours then forget but this is my life, its all Ive had for a while now.

>>725908189
I understand you and can totally relate to you. 22 never had real gf or had sex with anyone.

Anyone have the story of the dog euthanizer

>>725909276
Multiplayer games with no in-game story are the best escape for me. There's nothing to remind me how lonely I am, just go out and shoot people or destroy some towers for the hell of it. 99% of music is love related and the rest is death metal and electronic shit, I mean it's not bad but not really feels material

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>>725908874
>>725910174
Thanks for the understanding boys. I'm glad that I'm not alone at least spiritually.
But with hatred as my only fuel I'm sure to burn out rather quickly.

>>72590819
I know that too...there is something very dark inside. Every fucking day i try to hide that. Every fucking day i put my mask on...I've problems to trust people...sometimes i think the most of them are just interested at themselves...i think i couldn't talk to someone about this beacause they don't know about that pain. I think my feeling and thoughts would overload the most people... And i also don't want that people think that im weak...

>>725910808
>"With Hatred as my only fuel"
Fucking same as fuck dude.

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>>725910280

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I've been thinking of kms alot lately

I have the sleeping pills, some vodka and just go walk to the outskirts of town. Take off my jacket and let the pills and alcohol kick in while the cold does its thing.

>>725910808
How about channeling your hatred towards something useful and fun. Like learning a martial art or furiously lifting weights at the gym? That's is kind of what I do at my self-loathing. Doesn´t cure, but at least helps. Hang in there, buddy

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>>725912322
I have too much work to do dude. Most gyms are closed out by the time I'm done with work and I'm so wasted I don't feel like doing anything other than watching something and going to bed. Physical exercise has never been my thing, I lost about 50 kg back in high school and kept doing exercises for some time after that but it just feels like a chore and drains me even more.

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My life has been a series of learning about my declining mental facilities. Losing myself in mania and questioning if what I'm doing is a product of my Bipolar or my personality. Every day I question myself and then repress it, because it just fucks me up thinking about it. I love it so much, no drug compares to my hypomania but I don't know how I'm suppose to feel about it.

I got medicated (23) for a year and was stable and never went hypomanic. The meds made me cynical, hallucinate, and give up on all goals and happiness.

I've been off meds for 3 months and maina is starting back up and I decided fuck it and just give into the sickness.

What do you think /b/?

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You probably should go to s,n,a,p.c.h,a,t,y(,)me to leak your ex-gfs nudes.

>>725913144
Well, you work. You have a professional life, you can save some to seek professional help from a psychologist. It is fucking awful at first, it is fucking awful to admit your poblems to a stranger and yourself, but at least you tried. Maybe e/she can give you an insight you never though before. Been there, mate. It isn't easy, it won't cure your personal problems. But at least is less unbearable and you feel less pain

>>725913321
Surrender to madness
Well if you like it I guess go for it as long as you aren't harming yourself or other people. I know an old dude in the asylum at town and he's bipolar. He's super fun because he makes all this shit up and is super happy when in mania mode. Haven't seen him in depression mode though but if it's as intense as his mania it'll be devastating.

>>725909276
I like that playlist idea anon

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>>725887694
So glad I got over her /b/ros. Jesus Christ, I never thought I would, but it just kinda happened. It feels surreal, but at the same time, it kinda feels like... nothing. Which is what it should feel like, I suppose.

ama if you want.

>>725915272
How'd you do it anon

>>725915272
anon please give me advice. dated a girl for 2 years and her parents won't allow her to talk to me for some shitty reason. what hurts me the most is how happy she seems without me, and how she replaced me so quickly with another guy. seems like i was nothing but extra attention to her.

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I would just go visit s.n,a,p.c.h.a,t,y(.)me to fap to your ex-gfs nudes.

>>725915272
I keep obsessing over girls that give me the slightest bit of attention. Most recently (say a month or two ago) A girl I found cute from since we first met showed some interest in me just as I was about to ask her out she found herself a bf. I kept regretting not asking her out earlier for the last two weeks until I realized she was just using me because she needed help with the uni. Now it's only emptiness inside of me.

>>725915644
Honestly I didn't really do it. Whenever I tried to intentionally do it it worked for a while and then I went back to being a sad faggot crying over her.

What happened is she went no contact for 2 years because she was in a relationship with the guy she left me for. Then when that ended me she contacted me. We tried getting back together, it didn't work out. But I realised that I really do not want her anymore, and that I was just hanging on to a memory of her. Maybe that helps.

Also the fact that I tried to become fuckbuddies with her (since we clearly couldn't stand eachother long enough to have a relationship but had pretty great sex) and she rather fuck random dudes than fuck me, played a great role in me getting tired of her shit.

>>725915655
I really don't know what to say anon, that sounds really fucked up, like most of these situations seem to be. My only advice is get a hold of her and talk to her, ask her all of these questions that are bothering you. After all, you have social media and technology, what can her parents really do to stand between the two of you talking?

You should all kill yourselves for being such emotional faggots

>>725903182
fuckin retard, you're just going to die anyways. Might as well be now. Suicide is a completely rational decision
>>725892749
>why is it common belief that the life after death is good?
What the fuck, is that a "common belief"? I'm pretty sure the void is painless joyless and emotionless.

It's just a basic economic choice, if the terrors of life outweigh the terrors of death, the rational decision is to kill yourself

>>725916932
I bet I could take you on in a fight, bitch

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>>725909276
I won't forget you anon.
All my friends have left me, and I miss the days we would do fun stupid shit like shooting fireworks at each other.
But now that's all gone, and that's why I am here on this feels thread.

I won't forget you.
I won't forget you because you are me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UXircX3VdM

>>725896269
>slow dog death
>left son

What a selfish bastard.

>>725897174
Is that what really happened or just a webcomic?

>>725894074
I'm the clown.
>Gran dies
>We were so fucking close, every since I was a dot she was there for me
>Bottle it up, get angry, push people away
>Eventually break down in the middle of class
>People making fucking jokes about it
No one takes things seriously cuz you're always joking

>>725900026
For some reason that corded phone makes me want to go back to the 90s.

>>725887694
im depressed too

>>725894074
This is me. This is me.
I am the one that makes everyone else laugh, for a few seconds of laughter and that's it.

Never truly bond with anyone, I am just "that funny guy".
I am that one that cheers everyone else up, make their day a little better, while I never would get that, or expect it, in return.

But that's the thing, I am known only as the clown. Not "that intelligent, easy going, friendly, guy"

Never in my entire /b/ lifetime have I related to a post so much.

>>725896425
>Abby

>>725919616
>Tim Allen