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>no rule 34 thread >no feels thread Well I guess I have

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

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>no rule 34 thread
>no feels thread
Well I guess I have to start one of them, huh?
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>>725790967
He fucked that up. Should have had a more confident reply.
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1st FUCK comment! KEKE
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It's 1:52AM.
Soon, it'll be 2:52AM, and I'll still be here.
As if something will happen.
Anything.
The hours seem like days, and the days seem the same.
The sun rises and sets all the same. I'll see the same people, in the same places.

Where did we go.
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>>725791460
Cunts
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>>725793015
End of dump
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>>725792724
jeez. get over yourself. what the fucks wrong with you.
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>>725792951

False. My mother told me this before I went to sleep yesterday. Because I'm a good son and call her several times a week to make sure that she's doing okay.

Eat shit, nigger
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>>725791546
Well yeah what the fuck else do you expect her to say
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>>725793200

Kek

>Yeah can I be attractive
>and smart

Wow thanks God for giving me literally everything I wanted you da bes
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>>725792665
This one always get me on that kind of feel that feels feely
It hurts, /b/
You know that you'll never be like ''them'', it doesn't matter how much you try, or much effort you actually put into something, in the end when the game it's over and everyone's already home, you'll still gonna feel empty, because that feel of hollowness can't be filled with nothing but trivial shit for a few moments: drugs, booze, whores, you call it, it doesn't matter, it WON'T be filled with anything or anyone.
We born alone, and die alone, nobody will really know you besides from yourself and that isn't a good thing, you know yourself and you fucking hate the image you leave on the mirror don't you?
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b-bump...
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>>725791713
I was this until i tried to kill myself
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Wow. I actually feel like shit now
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I know none of this matters. I think everyone does. Meaning isn't even real, it's just an illusion created by our consciousness. That's not why I'm like this. I'm like this because no matter how hard I try to push the concept of meaning out of my brain like a rational thinking being, I still get upset about the most retarded shit. "She doesn't love you anymore" "You don't have any friends anymore" "no one trusts you or loves you anymore" I shouldn't even care. Schizophrenia cost me the love and trust of everyone I know. Even if I am better now, I'll never have the life I knew back. In the end I know it doesn't matter, so why do I feel like it does?
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>>725794628
Fucking this, but replace schizophrenia with depression and bipolarism with a hint of Anti-social personality disorder.
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>>725791289
"You already have" would have been a good one....
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>>725791458
Do The First Move If He Cant.
Send Global Thought
Kek
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>>725790354
>no rule 34 thread
>no feels thread

>not understanding what rule 34 means
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>>725790354
So...you're me?
Yeah.
But when I'm older?
mhm.
That's so cool!
I guess.
Why do you weigh 300 pounds and sit there with no pants and your dick in your hand?
It's ok, I'm alone in the basement.
Our basement? You still live at home?
Yeah.
Oh.
I watch lots of cartoons, too.
Cool?
Yeah. I guess. Say, in a couple of weeks, you're about to get hit by a bus. Just to be safe, jump out further into the street instead of onto the sidewalk.
Cool, thanks!
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I've posted this a few times but why not again


>friends and family moving on with their lives as I work minimum wage jobs to live in a shitty one bedroom apartment alone
>the friends I have are the only reason im alive
>they kept me alive when I wanted to kill myself
>2 friends total who i honestly care about (family isnt really in the picture)
>one is going to a very nice college (amazing grades in highschool)
>other is going to be a step-mom soon
>i will continue to spend all my time on the computer
>never moving
>never progressing in life

once they stop talking to me I will fucking end it. on stream for all my /b/ros to see. how should I do it? I think blowing my brains out will be a good idea
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>>725792383
Well that hits home
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>>725795703
Are you implying I'm calling the two things the same
>I guess I'll have to start one of them, huh?
>One
As in one of the two
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I'll never be able to hear "I love you" again without thinking of her. She's probably forgotten my name. This shit isn't even right. This is not how it's supposed to be, /b/. We've cared about each other since 4th grade. It doesn't matter if it's love or hate, we're supposed to care about each other. We weren't born to forget about each other.
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>>725796225
I have almost the exact same story. She and I grew up together. We met in the 4th grade, too. She cheated and left a year and a half ago. I've been alone ever since.
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Honestly can't imagine anyone wanting to really be with me or ever having a crush on me, the idea of that feels completely alien to me.
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pls don't die
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>>725797661
im here, anon
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>be me 18 HS
>like this girl
>winter carnival so dumb dress up days happen
>girl I like asks [anon] how come you're not dressed up?
>tell her I don't have any colorful clothes (literally own just black and gray shirts)
>she says I should've hit her up for a shirt
>I didn't say this but she'd be one of the last people I would since we hardly talk
>I take what just happened as a sign she may be into me
>ff a day
>today btw
>leaving school
>I'm behind her
>she stops at stop sign and just sits there
>then goes
>see her turn around and look at me
>assume she's laughing and is flirting
>snap her and sarcastically say "gonna be THAT person at the stop sign? *insert the laughing emoji thing*
>no reply yet (she's at work)
>still unsure if she's interested
>look at snap score
>check again in about an hour
>goes up
>feel like she's ignoring me
>replies awhile later
>then I reply
>that's it
>just opens and doesn't do shit
>pissed.exe
>now I'm just thinking 'well fuck you too'
>just gonna move on now I tried
>heart of stone activated
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I met the one when I was 18; we were together for about 5 years of the most maddening and unique love. In the end, we were just a little too young to know that what we felt was the real deal.

It's been 17 years since we met. I've had multiple relationships, including one that got pretty serious. But in the end, I feel like I can objectively say that I won't ever feel the same for someone, that feeling of constant implosion, of larger than life happiness, of love... Of real love.

And I hate myself for not being with her (she has a life and a husband and two kids). And I don't know If I'll ever be able to live with a second best...
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>>725791638
Please anon don't remind me of that

IK im a beta cuck
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>>725799000
can i talk about something anon that happen to me and now i feel like shit
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>>725798673
this is what I fear would happen if I got into a relationship (im a senior in HS) I bet it'd good while you're in it but the aftermath will suck I presume
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>>725797661
But that's all we could ever hope for
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>>725799448
only if you meet the one (and manage to screw it up like myself)
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/b/ros I'm scared... I just applied for my 1st college and all I got that is saving me is a letter of recommendation (award winning teacher) and merits. My GPA is 2.8 and so shit when the target for that college is 3.8 or above. I had a 3.67 2 years ago when I was on the 10th grade but my depression got to me these past 2 years and it destroyed my confidence and my motivation. What are the chances of me getting accepted for computer science. All my 4 years I have been doing everything to let all my teachers know I am up for anything I.T. or Computer Science and I've proved it with the teacher who wrote the letter of rec. I'm scared /b/ros this is the first step of trying to be successful in my life and also I'm going to minor in business if CS doesn't go as planned.
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>>725799579
I know I would but I haven't found 'the one' but there is someone I like a lot but I don't think they feel the same way
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>>725799736
Just go for it, even if she is not the one! In the end, you never know, anything can and will happen! And believe me, you don't want to look back in a few years and know that you didn't even try...
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>>725800356
>>725798613(me)

well any tips? I did try and go for it...
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i want to die
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>>725800590
dont we all
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>>725799625
You're trying.
That's all you can do.
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Been talking to this one girl for a while now, shes the only girl I've really opened up to and I felt we had a strong connection, last night one of my friends told me she offered to blow him for weed and sent him nudes..I didn't believe him at first until he showed me..I threw up almost instantly, It makes me sick just thinking of it, I've kept all the windows in my house open in 15 degree weather just because it seems to be the only thing that can distract me.
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Every day goes by and I still can't get her off my mind. I fell in love with her and sadly she left me. I still have the pictures of us on the computer. I dream about her at night, and everything is just the way I pictured it. Makes me not want to wake up because then I have to realize she found someone else
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>>725800935
Good luck convincing yourself to live.
At least now you understand why most of /b/ agrees that women aren't people and don't deserve rights
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>>725800935
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PsLdeyAXI8
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>>725790354
guy on a scale from one to 10 how much of a beta cuck am i

>be me
>know this girl
>girl's 8/10
>hang out with said girl but start to develop feeling for her
>never felt emotions like this
>get severely depressed
>lose all motivation
>i couldn't even eat
>even like that she comforted me
>i started to depend on her (bad mistake)
>one day
>she told me to go away with no context
>she said,"just leave"
>/b/ i lived for this girl now i dont have anything
>moral of the story don't fall in love it just leads to more sadness
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>>725800935
I feel ya I feel for a girl but she doesn't feel the same way to I just develop a fuck this and fuck you attitude and just become cold so destroy any last feels I have for anyone
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>>725791638
Just broke up with my girlfriend of 5 years yesterday. This image resembles exactly what I was in that relationship. A boyfriend to do things for her and to comfort her whenever needed, but no more.
>Get with her back when I was a weeb and beta as hell.
>had a lot of friends, hobbies, and she was icing on my life.
>So we went out, and loved each other very much over the span of a year.
>After that life got hold of us, living with mom and dad no longer cut it.
>We moved in together, got jobs and worked hard being just college dropouts.
> During this time I worked nights as a bartender, and her daytime as a barista at a small coffee place.
> lost nearly every friend I knew and felt a huge gap in the relationship over the span of 3 more years due to the work schedule
> decide to talk to her about it to fix things
> we do nothing about it
> I get upset depressed and even less social, almost unable to keep my image at work
> Decide to pick up a book in my depression
> How to Win Friends and Influence People
> learn to convert anger, stress, and frustration into motivation unlike anything I've ever felt
> I learn more about us as humans on an emotional level more than I ever have all my life
> turn new motivations into a passion and belief that I can truly accomplish everything so long as it has an end goal
> create a new business, and prep myself for what comes next
> bust my ass over the course of a year and establish a place in the market for my very own business
> girlfriend does 0 to help or even mend our situation
> she has fun with friends all the time and is still a complete weeb
> it was sad breaking up with her because
It felt like I was walking away from myself 5 years ago instead of helping her succeed
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>>725801482
11 beta cuck, can relate
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>>725801482
never fell head over heels in love with someone but I did develop a strong connection and ever-since that was broken I don't let myself get close because I know it will happen again and this is why I'm a cold hearted asshole sometimes (so I destroy feels for anyone I may have them for)
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>>725790354
After seeing that image, I have finally decided to kill myself. See you boys on the other side.
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>>725801849
see ya i might join you soon
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>>725792951
Yeah. Just over 7 months. Those words almost felt forced the last time she said them to me. In a sense I miss it. I miss how that was her filler phrase when just laying next to me, "I love you." Or just walking hand in hand, "I love you." Fuck, I miss her.
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>>725801849
hopefully I'll see you in about 10yrs
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>>725801634
bro...
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>>725801849
livestream
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>>725801514
I haven't eaten anything for the past day, I've been running on cigarettes and bitter feelings
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>>725790907
And all I loved, I loved alone. - Edgar Allen Poe
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>>725801818
i made this mistake. im a flat 2/10
so that girl would never go for a guy like me
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the girl i loved wholeheartedly left me after i helped her get through her depression. couldn't get over it. find another girl finally, get led the fuck on. she now tells me that she is worried about me because i've been very distant. fucking bullshit, you told me how you didn't give a shit. now everything just rushed back at me. all of my past insecurities and all the memories of the last girl. i can't fucking take it anymore
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>>725802060
I've been in your shoes but luckily I'm a shy motherfucker and don't have the balls to ask a girl out (I always end up convincing myself they don't like me back and it's a constant shitstorm of feels)
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>>725802096
I'm at least a 6-7/10 but my personality is I don't open up to you is a solid 3/10
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>>725802222
well this marks the highlight of 2017
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>>725802322
Looks im 2/10
behavior is 7/10
>the only reason she talked to me was because i was worth talking to according to her
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>>725799625
lol is that a fucking joke?
>if(num % 2 == 0)return true
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I watched you die

Over and over again

You weren't my girlfriend.
We were just friends.
We were Best friends.

But I felt something much more horrid whenever I had that dream.

For weeks, I would dream of your death, each night different, and each night more horrific than the night before.

There were stairs, there were cars, there were pills...

They all seemed so real.

I wanted them to stop. I told you and we played it off as a joke.

Yet, they hurt me so much. I watched you die. However, for some reason, I couldn't save you. Every attempt you somehow were killed in a new way.

I didn't want to watch anymore and after months of sparsely spread dreams, I figured it out.

In that final dream, I pushed you out of the car, but I didn't move with you. I stood in the car's path and took your place. And only then, the dreams stopped.

You'll never know how much pain I went through for months reliving the same outcome. I can't even tell you the end because we faded away from each other.

Yet, even though you may never do the same for me, I'll do it for you all over again.
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>>725802438
thats about as good as it gets in this thread
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>>725802487
>>725798613(me)

this is my current situation I wouldn't consider myself worth talking to when it comes to girls my inner autism comes to speak and just somehow I fuck up but only realize it down the road and start kicking myself in the ass over it
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>>725802743
i was in your place, but then i had friends those guys really helped me out. Sadly they moved away so now im alone in this school

im back to square one
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>>725790965
>IFUNNY
REEEEEE NORMIE REEEEEE
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We have a normie!!! REEEE
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>>725803000
I don't care for getting close to people so my friend list is short (and I like it that way) but my life would be so much better if I had someone to care for and be with someone but that's never gonna happen because I'll fuck it up
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There's really nowhere to go, is there? From this loneliness? From this longing? It's so dark out.

And I've got nowhere to go.
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>>725803349
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3yKpOHzFQmg
You probly heard this in one of leafy's videos
but it perfectly describes my emotions rn
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>>725803663
same here, i dont have a reason to live anymore
I just kinda exist
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>>725803685
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ic4vv_7OpA

I like classic rock and this one describe my predicament best
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MFW I realize that I'm not the only one suffering in this living hell called life.
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>>725804187
We're here anon
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>>725801560

that's cool man, is that book really so great? also what business did you start
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I spent years on here wondering how people could get so worked up over some girl. I didn't realize how disconnected I was until I met her. Now everyday is about her, but she wouldn't love me back, and even loves someone else (who of course doesn't love her). I should just tell her and not be friends anymore but i'd miss her too much. I know I probably won't find someone else, everything physical about me is hideous the only thing I have is a possible future of medium success. I don't know if I can wait that long anymore. I just want her.
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>>725805727
Same boat
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I've been hurt so much by people I genuinely care about that I can't even tell if people are just lying to me, and pretending to be kind to me. Everyone at my job is stabbing me in the back, and if it wasn't for my boyfriend and baby bro I would blow my fucking brains out. I have nothing to live for, I'm a number, not a person. People tell me to be myself, except when it inconveniences them. I'm too different to be able to handle anyone...
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>>725806346
Femanon?

what do girls have to fear

if any thing i would much rather be a girl than a guy
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>>725805727
in all seriousness, it's better to try and fail than to never try

i've been "friends" with a lot of girls. I've tried to be more with a lot of them, and with most/almost all, it blew up in my face and I wasn't their friend anymore. But the ones I did stay friends with, it constantly ate away at me. I'd rather lose a friendship than feel the pain of "it never materialized" constantly.

I used to be fat, and even if you feel like a pathetic loser, don't act like it. Believe in yourself, even if you don't. Don't be arrogant (i.e. tell other people you're awesome), just be happy with who you are.

There are girls who will never date a fat/ugly guy, but of the ones that will, a great personality is what will get them every time.

The approach isn't "hey, we're friends, please start fucking me now." The goal should first me exclusivity. Get her to spend lots of time with you, then start holding her, then kiss her. It will either blow up at that point, or you can capitalize and turn that into a relationship at that point.
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>>725806516
>>725806346
>i would much rather be a girl than a guy
a-fuckin-men

a girl can pretty much always get any guy of equal or lesser number. For guys, you have to work just to get someone that's the same number
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>>725806516
Yes, femanon. I just, I try to find the good in everyone, and be understanding, and kind. A friend. No matter how nice I am though, people still treat me like shit. I don't lie, I don't talk badly about other people, and I always try to help. It's just hard because I'm not really good at choosing my words. I hate being a girl honestly. Nowadays I have to reassure people that I'm not as mean and hateful as most females. Sjws make me hat being a girl and stuff. I try so hard to make everyone be proud of me and happy with me, but I just end up being scolded for being rude n' stuff.
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>>725807039
i have this extremely skewed view of females that there alpha humans that i could never talk to

your story was surprising
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>>725807039
are you fat? you sound like you're either a hot chick with RBF (in which case you wouldn't be on here) or that you look like a Tumblrina

Also, start a "date me" thread where anons who live nearby compete for you. They post shit about themselves, and you pick a winner
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>>725791264
Hey I didn't know my life story was popular
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>>725807398
Well, I'm not normal, in any sense of the word. I hate most females. They don't care about anyone. They use you, then throw you away when they get sick of you. I hang out with guys mostly. Even then, that causes people to assume "oh she's got all of them wrapped around her finger", when even if that may be the case, I'm unaware of that. I don't try and manipulate people to get what I want, even if I have the ability. Everyone thinks that I'm someone I'm not, and either get mad, or disappointed in me. Pic related, it's me. I look pretty normal, but I play tons of games and go on here all the time.
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>>725808198
Where are you from? I assume like 95% of guys in this thread would date you. If Gulf Coast, I call dibs.
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>>725808198
eat shit and die
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>>725808384
Tennessee, I'm in a small town full of rednecks who care more about trucks than their futures. It's sad honestly.
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>>725808198
You see if i knew you in real life i would have the hardest time talking to you
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>>725808503
My hair's long enough to make a noose but I have nowhere to hang it from.
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>>725808545
FUK I LIVE IN CALIFORNIA
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>>725808545
Damn... If you ever want to get out of Tennessee and move to the beach...

kik is aid.n.pierce if you want to chat
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>>725808664
If you looked not normal I would most likely go up to you. I like talking to my fellow degenerates.
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>>725808825
stop anon
if we cant you cant
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>>725808545
I've lived in tennessee my whole life. Never really get to go anywhere else. It's like purgatory
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>>725808997
It's really nice but allergies kill me. I really do love videogames though. They're me life. I only look normal. I just got a pikmin T-shirt from fangamer.net the other day!! And I'm trying to 100% animal crossing new leaf!! I can post the dream address if you all wanna see it.
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>>725808862
Thanks
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>>725809506
Sorry if that sounded mean... It's the truth though!!
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>>725790354

anyone got rule 34 on that future guy fucking his past self?
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>>725791264
Hugging your Dad telling him you love him and remembering all the times he tried to take your life or ship you off from one home to another.

The Cigarettes put out on your arm. Waking to beatings. Wondering if he's going to bring you back from the woods. The Drug runs across the boarder. Jail is coming for me too. It just hasn't caught up yet. Doing the best I can to keep out of trouble but I been a badad boy.
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>>725809326
Sure, anon! I don't have the game myself but i'm sure someone would appreciate it
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>>725809596
no it wasn't mean i appreciate it
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A dinosaur up a monkeys ass
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>>725809854
5A00-002E-35FF
My town is New Bark. It cheers me up when I'm feeling down. Although its hard when villagers move, because they're like friends, even though I know they're just lines of code.
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Been feeling like a real cuck lately. Hopefully this blows over. Right guys?
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>>725790354
I always follow these threads whenever they come up.

I use them to verify that I can still feel. As long as these threads impact me, I know that I'm alright.
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>>725810287
I feel ya man, it's sort of like that in Stardew Valley. I'm not too far in but I know I'm going to get emotionally invested in this game
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>>725810604
i use this threads as a way to relate all of /b/ together including myself
we all live a pretty similar life with a similar hatred of ourselves with similar stories of our love lives etc.
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>>725809326
>It's really nice
You must live closer to middle tn. I live out in bumblefuck nowhere on the east side, and everyone here is so fundamentalist. I think maybe if I lived somewhere else I would be happy, but I hate it here.
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also my contribution to the thread
good luck /b/ these are my favorite threads no matter what
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>>725790354
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bS06hd9DtQ8
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>>725810142
Good. I'm glad. I just, I wanna make people smile. I want people to remember me, not because of how I look, because honestly I'm pretty generic looking, but I want people to remember me. I wanna stand out. I just wished I knew how to communicate and knew who to trust and who not to.pic related, more normal picture of me. Still faking a smile, but not wearing glasses
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>>725810739
>>725810604
Same here anons. When I see people with similarly low self esteem, I feel better because I know I'm not the LOWEST of humanity, even though I'm pretty far down there.
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>>725810887
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mKFzMWW8HQ
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>>725810740
Actually, i live on the east side. There's a lot of city, but I like the flowers on the interstate and the ones that grow in my neighborhood. They're nice to look at when I'm leaving for work or sitting in my room
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>>725810974
>that logic

you're a qt10, but that's a dumb statement. the fact that you give a fuck about 'standing out' is already a problem. you don't need to fuck yourself up to stand out to the whole world - just find one person and stand out to them

i hate this millenial bullshit that everyone is some unique snowflake that's so entirely different from everyone one of the billions of people on the planet
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>>725811574
got me fucked up
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>>725811380
Oh, really? and yeah, I only really like the forests
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>>725791227
Dealing with this right now.
I cant wait to die
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>>725811574
i think that's the biggest problem with mental health these days. nobody wants to give a shit about anyone - they just wait until they kill themselves, and then go "oh I wish I could have done something to stop them!"
>never, "I wish I would've treated them better so they didn't want to kill themselves"
>never, "I'm going to treat people nicer so hopefully other people don't want to kill themselves"
nobody cares about making the world better - they just feel high-and-mighty by stopping other people from escaping a fucked-up life. it's about control and self-image, not actually caring about others.
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>>725811591
I'd rather be a degenerate than a tumnlerina. And it's more like, an impression. I don't throw my personality in people's faces, but normally I catch people off guard. And yes, I may have said something dumb. I'm not the best at wording. I'm pretty dumb. This is the most I've spoken to strangers on the internet. I usually lurk and don't speak, er, type.
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>>725810974
Well if it makes you feel any better. Im a beta fuck that's everyone's second choice.

Everything about me is average
but my weight and dick size

Suicide is inevitable
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I might be a sociopath.
I've read it all and I feel nothing...
What is actually wrong with me?
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>>725812073
hanging out with dudes is a big mistake
>everyone sucks and you shouldn't hang out with anyone
but nice, generic guys aren't going to approach you if you're with dudes. go to the mall or some shit like that. sit alone in the food court or something. make eye contact with guys who are by themselves but seem nice, and wait for them to come talk to you.

if women are alone, it's normally because they don't make themselves available. if a girl goes to a bar with 10 friends, a nice guy isn't going to come up to her and talk to her. a player trying to get some pussy will, though.

also, join a dating site - just be very selective. there are tons of nice, sweet beta guys on free dating sites looking for someone
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>>725812211
Nothing you probs have a better life then most of us here
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>>725804187
Man I used to do that shit when I was 5 or 6 and had no friends, except with bees instead of butterflies

Fucking feels
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>>725806686
Late response but just wanted to say thanks. I think I needed to see this. I'll try to use this moving forward. It's been hard not being able to tell anyone about this and I think just getting something back helps a lot. Thanks
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>>725812211
>not knowing the difference between psychopath and sociopath
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>>725811846
Yeah. It's pretty nice to be honest. The people seem kind, whether or not I know they're faking it. Everyone likes me I do something to fuck it up. I treat people the way I wanna be treated then get scolded for being too 'rude' or 'blunt'.
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>>725812211
You might just be pushing it out. During your day, do you laugh and interact with others in a way that feels normal to you? If so, congrats, you're not a sociopath. Probably, idk i'm not a psychologist
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>>725799625
Eh. It always looks harder to get in, than what they actually take
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>>725812587
There was an 'until' there but it got lost and I left it out. I can't fucking type.
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Don't know if anyone here likes this music but here
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXhKYK_JUY8
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>>725812397
I'm not looking for a boyfriend, I just want friends.Friend friends. I already have a boyfriend whom I care for, he's learned how to deal with my social ineptitude.
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Does anyone else here just go on dangerous drives?
Every Saturday night at around 3 or 4 AM I go out to the interstate when no one else is around and see how long I can stay on 110 MPH for.
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>>725810739
>i use this threads as a way to relate all of /b/ together including myself
we all live a pretty similar life with a similar hatred of ourselves with similar stories of our love lives etc

Nearly made me cry
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>>725813210
Nigga you got steam?
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>>725800935
Dude. That's what women are. It's okay to be mad. When you stop being mad, you will understand. MGTOW fags have discussed this since. Years? Ago?

Alternatively, kill yourself now. Because according to Niche. That's your only other option. Suicide, or philosophical suicide.
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I'm heading to bed. It was really nice chatting with some /b/ros instead of lurking this time, but now it's 1:21 in the morning where I'm at and I have work tomorrow. G'night!! Don't kill yourselves or anything!!
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>>725813600
Will do, anon! Hope you have a great Friday and an amazing weekend!
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>>725813548
I'm poor and don't have a computer strong enough to even run games. But I am saving up.
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>>725791638
this

fucking this
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>>725813589
>
DUDE, dont even stress over that shit. Stop putting chicks pussies on a pedestal. Girls like that are fucking hoes and they always will be, you dont want that shit trust me.
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>>725813760
I have a question do girls hate beta cucks with small dicks >>725810974
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>>725811915
I feel your pain brother. I was cheated on by my ex last month. Just whatever you do don't let her back into your life. Women who will do that to you once will do it to you again. Fuck that bitch because she never loved you, and her fucking around proves that. She doesn't respect you because her fucking around proves that. Get that trash out of your life. Find someone who will always treat you right. I don't care what a girl looks like anymore as long as they will love me and treat me like they love me. That's whats important.
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>>725814033
Well, not me. However, most girls look for how you look. But hell, if you can eat her out well, I don't think shell mind that your dick is small. I mean, I don't. Good head is good head.
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>>725814140
If this is real anon on his death bed before he goes senile from his drugs and never talk to him again. I got a rush of rage reading this kappa.
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>>725814697
I found it in another feels thread ages ago
I've never hoped a greentext wasn't real more than this one.
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>>725790354

This stuff really used to bother me. After throwing myself at work for the past few months, I've realized it doesn't have much of an effect on me anymore. I'll still get sad about shit, but never despondent.

I'm still single, still poor and still don't have many friends...but I just don't have the capacity to go nuclear. Am I growing up or just getting cold?
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i kinda am waiting to be b& anyways so

>be me
>start feeling more an more empty
>give up on being cool or popular
>grades drop
>spend every night on /b/
>eventually begin drinking
>also smoking

im wasted
probably gonna end it soon.

im 15.

i love you guys more than any other people on this god forsaken piece of shit rock.
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>>725814461
femanon i whish i could find girls like you in real life

all i get is heart ach and fuck ups

any one who tells you other wise is retarded
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>>725814948
love you too

no homo
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>>725814107
<3
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>>725791050
This one gets me every time.
This artist really.
Got any more of their stuff?
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>>725814948
Just hold with it man at 15 you have life to live trust me shit is shit but the toilet gets flushed and cleaned eventually
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>Be me
>16 at the time
>Meet qt3.14
>Instantly hit it off, we just click together
>Start dating soon after meeting
>Shits great.jpg
>Date through all of high school
>I graduate before her, end up moving into a drug den run by some friends
>She doesn't like that
>I start doing harder drugs, before I only smoked weed
>She starts growing more distant
>Eventually leaves me, that sends me into a downward drug binge spiral
>A year and two heart attacks cause by acid, I pull out of it
>Get my shit together. Get a job. Get a car. Things are going well for me
>Get a hold of my friends since I never talked to anyone during this. Just did drugs
>They invite me on a camping trip
>Sounds fun
>Get to camping spot, ex's new boyfriend shows up
>5'4" scrawny manlette
I'm 6' and toned, but not muscular
>I brought beer and weed, everyone is smoking and drinking around the fire
>Everyone except for him
>He's too busy talking shit about how I'm just a drug addict alcoholic
>Then starts talking shit about her
>Oh fuck no you don't
>End up putting him in the hospital, no charges pressed against me
>She and I start talking again
>She's mad pissed I did that but gets over it
>We're flirting with eachother, nothing too serious
>Then, just as suddenly before, we're back together
>Feels so good, like I've been missing a part of myself
>Taking things slow, don't want to fuck this up
>She doesn't see it as taking it slow but being distant
>Assumes I'm cheating on her and leaves me
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>>725815523
>Don't hear from her for a couple years
>Dated someone else for a little while. It didn't end well
>Friends force me into using Tinder and another app called MeetMe
>End up running into her on both apps
>Just talking to her makes me happier than I have been in a very long time
>Feels like I've been walking around half dead, and that I've just woken up
>Find out she hasn't been doing well
>She got back together with douche manlette previously mentioned
>He ended up abusing her and cheating on her
>This fucked her up big time
>She's essentially doing what I did for a year when she left me
>But with more whorring around
>Do what nobody did for me and pull her out of the spiral
>Get her cleaned up and sober, help her get a job, and cut off ties with her "clients" since she was an escort for a while
>We've gotten reacquainted during this, and start dating again
>Finally confesses that she hasn't talked to her father in almost a year because he found out about her being an escort
>She moves back in with him from her abusive mother
>He's not much better but hey
>He sees us together and I'm wearing jeans, leather converses, a flannel, and a backwards pokemon go snap back hat
Team instinct yo
>Decides I'm a horrible person and that I'm not to be trusted
Even though I'm the one who saved his daughter
Got her to stop whoring herself out
Taught her that she was worth more than her body
Put her back in contact with her father, him
>He starts trying to break us up, realises it won't work
>He gets panicked when we get engaged and when she Decides to move in with me
>All of his kicks have fucking ran when they First got the chance
>He's not a great dude
>Tells her she's not good enough
>That she's too fat, that she's useless
>Undeoes all that she had accomplished
"Oh you know what will help you? Military school"
>Ships her off almost against her own will
>Promises to write. That I'll see her when she gets her week break after a couple months
Program is half a year
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>>725815523
Most of the time she thinks you're cheating on her she's actually cheating on you. If she doesn't believe you then fuck her. She obviously doesn't love you if she doesn't believe you.
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>>725815069
>>725815433
thanks guys.

i'll push thruogh. for you.

<3
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>>725814948

Oh, to be 15 again. It's all going to look like a microscopic wart on the ass of your life once you start college.

I can't remember the overwhelming majority of high school and I ain't even that old.
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>>725815771
>She leaves for school, no phones or anything allowed
>Only letters
>I need to know her platoon letter or some shit to even send her one
>No word from her
>Nothing. Not a single letter.
>Three months later. Still nothing.
And then earlier today I got a text from her friend
>"Hey Anon, Mo left her whatever over here yesterday, could you take it over to her please"
She left it over there yesterday
She never even told me she got out. Apparently left the program early. Won't answer her phone or anything. I was doing so good guys. My depression and anxiety were virtually gone and it's taking all I have no to just fucking dope up again. But hey. Maybe I'm just being selfish. At least she's doing well now.
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>>725814948
lol... You have a LOT of happiness and sadness in front of you. You have experienced almost no life yet. At 15 I didn't know what the fuck was going on. Just try to do something to improve yourself every day. Even if it's starting to read a book or going to a gym or start playing in sports. You will be fine. Life really doesn't even start until you're out of high school.
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>>725816001
Don't dope up again. It's not worth it. Find her and talk to her in person. I would plan on breaking off with her. She's not worth feeling bad over. There are plenty of women that are better for you. You just have a connection with her because you went through a lot of shit with her. You seem like a young guy still. You still can improve and find another person who's way better than her. Just focus on loving yourself and making your life as good as it can be and you will find that person.
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>>725815918
thank you.

i consider myself a big picture person and the definitely helps me put things in perspective. i got a long way to go and these threads, believe it or not, help me release my feelings in a way that doesnt compromise my "masculinity", which is apparently so important.
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why do people believe that romance is more important than friendship?

is it purely because of leftover evolutionary drives to procreate?
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>>725790965

he was so cute.
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>>725790967
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>>725792520
Gay as fuck
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>>725816582
Because it is. When you're romantic with someone you're a LOT closer to them than you would be as a friend. You are like partners. You will do anything for each other. Once you are in that kind of relationship you can never go back to being friends, because you can't stand to see someone else that close to the person you used to be that close with. Unless a special circumstance happens and you both don't think that you are right for each other.
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>>725791289
>he thinks there's a way out
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>>725816883

romance is far more fragile than friendship. 99% of them fail, they fail fast and they fail hard.
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No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man.
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>>725816950
But when you're in one it is so much more powerful. Everything seems better. Your shit job seems better. The air seems cleaner. Your life is just amazing. Even if it has a 99% chance to fail it's better to try to have that 1% happen... and that's why you should always look. Even if it hurts at the end of a relationship if you find one that lasts then it would be easily worth it all.
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>>725792181
Wrong, life is a game of inches. Every day we either get a little better or a little worse, but it never stays the same. Just do something to make it swing it the right way.
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>>725817195

not really, look at the people in long term relationships and that magic is gone.

what you're tlaing about is a crush, puppy love, a rush of hormones people have early on but never later on. once you settle into a relationship your job still sucks, the air still isn't clean and your life is only the amount of amazing it actually is regardless of that person.

you're just like all the other guys, looking for a disney romance and projecting it on to the 99% of girls you fail with.
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>>725817005

What about the bad man and the sad man, respectively?
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>>725817362
no, that's not true at all. Having a partner makes everything better. It's not just the initial "puppy love". You always have someone. Someone who you can hold at night. Someone that you know will comfort you or that you will comfort them. Someone you know that will fight battles with you. Having someone like that will make your life amazing forever.
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>>725817719

>someone like that will make your life amazing forever

til you break up. which is still 99% of the time.

with the exception of holding you at night (though friends can do that too if you go for it) your friends can do that.

you're still fantasizing. in 40 years you'll understand.
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>>725817362

Why buy into the Disney romance bs in the first place? That's an expectation that is literally sold to you by people who have a vested financial interest in manipulating your perception of reality.

You've been sold a bag of faulty goods; no reason to keep using it. You're still a living, breathing thing. Endorphins are still real. You must be a person of relative means and be literate to have posted here, so there's nothing stopping you from doing just about anything you can imagine doing. Why put some much faith/value in something as base as pussy?
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>>725817845
No, you're just jaded. You don't always break up. You keep looking until you find it. Friends come and go just like romantic interests.

Do you not think having someone who will be by your side forever wouldn't make life amazing? Someone who would stick with you through thick and thin. Someone who you can trust. That would make life amazing for me. Just because it only has a "1%" chance of happening doesn't mean that you shouldn't look for it. It doesn't mean that it can happen, and it doesn't mean that it doesn't happen all the time.
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You guys remember "Garbage the cat"?
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>>725818413
*ugly the cat?
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>>725791546
That really hurts.
I just want to be a father, but it's getting late.
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I wanted to write out a long story, about the worst times in my life, but I can't. I have never faced a hard problem, never had to struggle.

and it makes it worse.
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>>725817692
They're behind blue eyes
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>>725818009

thats the point im making basically.


>>725818284

>no, you're just jaded.

not really. jaded would be saying that romance is shit, that it means nothing, etc. etc.

im literally pointing out facts here. im not saying romance is bad, wrong, or evil. i just think that its foolish for us to put more stock in it then friendship, as when we break up, friends are the ones who are there to help put you back together, and break ups happen a lot more frequently than friendships end, and when friendships do end they tend to be on the softer side of things whereas break ups tend to be more dramatic.

as i said in my original post, it seems to just be left over from evolutionary drive. from a nature standpoint, having kids is the most important thing we do with our lives, ergo, the rush of emotions used to facilitate that is stronger than the rush of emotions we get from platonic bonding, even though platonic bonding is better for our own survival, the whole point is reproduction.

hence why people obsess over romance.

also
>dont you think having someone who will be by your side forever wouldn't make life maazing?

sure, but in most peoples lifetimes their friendships live longer than their romances. what you are asking for isn't compatibility and consistency, cuz thats still friendship over romance.

>that would make life amazing for me

and here we are again, you are not using logic, you are not using experience, you are not using reason, you are insisting that some magical destiny love would make your life better even though you haven't experienced it.

I've been married twice, totaling twenty years.

my biggest regret? ditching my old pal mike because the waifu wanted to move closer to the city.

dont get me wrong I loved her, and I definitely loved my first wife. love, romantic love, is still an awesome and amazing thing.

but its not the disney fairy tale you've been sold, and male friendships certainly do hold up better over time.
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>>pic related
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>>725818284

you dont see the problem with that? insisting your life will start to be good because of osmething that likely will never happen?

why not just have a good life regardless of what women come and go?

try to be the main character in your story, not a satellite character in some girls'.
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>>725819016
Fuck dude gets me every time
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>>725816463
But that's what I've been trying to do. My life has gotten a lot better. I've got a decent paying job that I enjoy, I've got the friends that I lost during my binge back. I've even been on a lot of dates. But it never really goes anywhere. Because I just keep being pulled back to her. Or her back to me. And even looking at other people feels, well, wrong. I would love to just talk to her. But she's been avoiding and ignoring me. I don't know why. Or how she went from "Yes let's get married and move away from our shitty family" to this.
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>>725791638
beta cuck reporting *sobs*
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>>725818794
It seems like your 2 marriages have made you jaded on romantic partners. I would rather be much closer to one person even if it doesn't last than be friends with another and it would last a lot longer. Friends are great, but nothing beats having a romantic partner. I have had plenty. I'm not some 25 year old on 4chan. I fell in love multiple times and like you said most of them didn't last. My wife and I have been married for 8 years (I know, not super long) and we are partners. We will always have each others backs. We work for each other, so both of our lives are better. That's why romance is better.

>>725819118
No, I'm not saying be a satellite character in some other girls life. I'm saying be a partner with someone. You share the story together. You build a better life together, because together you can build a better life than if you were by yourself.
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>>725819686

>it seems your marriages have made you jaded

again, no, jaded would be denouncing love, not being realistic about how the majority of relationships work out.

but agreeing with you on that is just 'jaded' so tal kto me in 15 years.
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>>725819312
She doesn't love you. You need to try to remove everything of her from your life. You need to move on. You are still grieving your relationship with her. She's like dope for you right now. She makes you feel awesome in the moment, but the same thing always happens in the end. You need to find someone that will be there for you. It will take a long time to find it, but it will come.
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Just gonna vent a lil thingy that grinds my gears a bit. Please feel free to ignore this incoherent mess of words and fuck green text


A thing that does annoy me is when people complain about being single, but when you look at them you see that they have very little reason to. These people usually have had some sort of relationship before hand and at least they know what it feels like to be loved in that way, or in any way at all. These people would have known what it feels like to be close enough to someone else to feel their warmth and to feel their love. They say "Ya I'm so alone no one would call or text me. Who would want someone like me?" But yet they are constantly on their phones receiving messages from people that would be more than happy to suck them off or fuck them raw. And lets say you're not that type of person, there is still at least one person in that group of people that wants nothing more than your happiness. But it's understandable that this person isn't the one that you would have like to have a crush on you, you would rather have the guy from your 3 pm class with the wavy hair talk to you or the girl that give you your coffee everyday give you a second glance. And that's perfectly normal but don't be bitching about how no one loves you when you have all of that. You don't have a right to complain.

Please do start complaining when you never know what it feels like to have such an experience. Complain when you only have felt an empty loneliness that leaves you numb, and sometimes a pain might come along to remind you that you are still alive. Complain when the only people that would even bother to check up on you is the fuckers coming so that you pay your bills, or whatever dues you owe. Complain when no one wants you and no one has ever wanted you. When you've tried so many times but always just end up alone in the dark
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>>725795856
strive for excellence anon, fuck where youre at. Find or make goals or virtues you value. After you do this focus on the feeling, and ride it every day. Achieve something! Youre as capable as your friends, and no one decides your future but you. Realize that at first creating a habit of success is difficult, but the fear, anxiety, difficulties, all shrink as time passes.
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>>725801634
Filthy normie whore never brought home the tendies I crave
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has anyone else use the self hatred they have and just use it to better themselves i'm always checked out with any conversation with the opposite sex and just spend time learning skills instead
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>>725820293
these words echo my thoughts perfectly. some of the biggest complainers in my life are the ones that have it all. they have no reason to complain. what more could they possibly want?? I have none of these things so it pisses me off
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>>725819980
O know I can muscle onwards. Keep pushing forward. Its just so fucking hard, and I'm just about out of spirit. I just wish I could at least get some closure. So I didn't have the question "why" playing on loop every moment of the day.
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>>725791546
wish i had a family. I used to think about being a dad when i got older. It's too late now.
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I wish the love shit wouldn't get spammed so much, that's the one thing that doesn't really provoke feels in me because I've never experienced it
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>>725821075
I know it's hard. You probably should try to get closure from her. She's probably staying with her dad right now.
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>>725811915
Friend of 18 years. Together for 4. Married for 3.

She cheated on me and gas-lit me for over a year. It was easy for her, I was staying at home taking care of home matters and she was in the Military. I gave her every chance to be honest, and she kept lying. I gave her every chance to come clean, and she kept saying "There was no one else". I fucked up. I was imperfect. I made plenty of mistakes. But... The way she betrayed me is no longer the wailing scream it was months ago, but it's still a dull roar.
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>>725810974
Everyone like 'qt/10'.
I too, can see what you see in yourself. You're not ugly, but you don't stand out there. Just another face in the crowd - not particularly attractive, not particularly unattractive. You're just there, existing.
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Does the anxiety of the future ever get easier? Even when you're given a big ultimatum? I'm getting down to the wire here and honestly both choices just seem to be black and white but dredful.
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>>725820864
Shit does get frustrating and I hate it when people say some shit like "It's all relative." Well, fuck me then because I know what it's like to be alone, to be truly alone, to have no one see if you're alright, or to have anyone invite you to eat after they ask you if you're hungry. Fuck me for not knowing how it feels to be loved by others because they know everything about you and after all of that they would want nothing more than to see YOU happy. Fuck me for never experiencing anything other than a rejection.
"I would rather have us be friends"
"Sorry it's just that I can't see us more than friends"

I know that the whole idea of friend-zone is viewed as some beta bullshit but after dealing with all that shit you can't help but feel like that shit does exist.

Looking from the bottom just makes everyone else's problems seem so minuscule that you can't help but get frustrated with them all.
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I just got back on my medication, and it's giving me hell
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>>725791683
This one is the greatest.
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>>725796225
Damn it, I was doing just fine until I read your post. We've cared for each other since 5th. I've tried filling that void in my heart for a while now. Tried loving another girl, trying to talk to more. But the more I see her perfect self... All of that hard work to try and forget her now goes away. We've been apart for about 9 months now. I her friend told me that she has no interest in ever going out again.
>my heart shouldn't be feeling this heavy or cold, but it does...
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Even now there's still shit that I have to do for school regarding classes, financial aid (if I can get free money then fuck it), and major and yet I'm just here in my room. In my dark room, alone, angry, frustrated, sad, and just wishing that I could have been anyone else except me. Despite all the shit that I have to do I'm just here in my room, on 4chan talking to people that I have never met before and never will. Telling these strangers more about me than any parent or friend will ever know.
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>>725821502
Yeah, but her dad hates me. Last time I showed up at his place he lied and said she wasn't there, even though I was there to pick up Mo for a date, and knew she was there. I doubt he would just be like "Oh come on in Anon, you're my favorite person. That's why I totally didn't drive a wedge between you and my daughter over how you choose to dress"
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>>725823771
/b/ is my family, always will be
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Can we just call these threads what they are: weak willed faggot pussy thread where pitiful losers with their fake diseases cry like little girls thread. Seriously you faggots make me laugh XD
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>>725824265
fuck you nigger I hope you get raped by a pack of dogs you absolute waste of a life
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>>725824265
Glad to know I made someone smile at least
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>>725790965
Wow thats fucking depressing but come on, was the ifunny meme really necessary
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>>725824434
Lol cry more faggot your tears are delicious. Must suck to suck.
>>725824465
Man, it sure is great being me.
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>>725824747
But really faggot where can a fatass like me find some recipes for some good chicken tendies
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Fuck, you've really done it to me now /b/.

The feels are coming on too strong.
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>>725794871
Are you me
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>>725827639
Whether this is good or bad but I've noticed how I've been going on /r9k/ more
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>>725827982
Good night /b/ hopefully tomorrow brings you all some reason to have pull a smile
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>>725799433
i'll read it, fam
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