Feels Thread >be me >at party >all alone no one to

>>725213825
I don't have friends either. My parents are the only people that are in my life anymore. You're not alone bro.

>>725213825
why did you go to the party then?
what's wrong with you?

>>725214135
Thought I had a chance to talk to people

>>725213825
It's alright man. I'm sure you will make some friends eventually. Just find people that like the same stuff as you do.

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>>725213825
Lets feel. It's okay man , I have no life either.

>>725213825
Ill be yer friend

>>725214205
you miss all the shots you don't take.

believe in yourself anon, if you're just trying to get laid some drugs might help but in terms of connecting with someone you just have to keep trying.

>>725214205
you fucked up, keep to chans and internet forums like the rest of us

...damn baka..you should know better by now..
we're your only friends

Well? Either man the fuck up and actually talk to people at a party, or stop fucking wasting everyone's time and learn how to tie a slipknot.

Fucking dunce.

>>725214726
Anytime I try to talk to someone they treat me like shit

>>725213825
why you no talk to people to make the friend?

also, if dubs I order pizza for din dins.

drink up if you cant find courage to talk to people
dutch courage is best courage

>>725214726
"Wayne Gretzky" - Michael Scott

>>725213825
Same homie,
Friend's all moved 1 hour away,

Can't seem to make friends with people my age around here for whatever reason.

Not very likable, most people I work with older/not drinkers. Potential friends I meet I don't reach out to. Ex-girlfriend was my last source of friends, they went with them.

Been out here alone for like 3 months, starting to lose my shit. Not sure how to go to make friends =/

>>725214857
People are shitty. There are few fine gentlemen these days. I will be your friend if you want to talk.

>>725213825
Aw dang I feel the same way man.

>>725214982
Feels. Being alone sucks sometimes but you're not alone bro

>>725214872
I got you fren.
enjoy the num nums

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my friend is probably fucking a girl on the side of his relationship. I dont blame him though since she got fat and bitchy.

but i haven't got any action in a long time and im curious about it. kinda want to get in on the action a bit. all i know is that i hear noises at around 5am to 7am or so while his gf is out of town. I dont know how he does it because we are both drinking all the way up to that time. This time he was pushing to go to bed. I was laying on the floor drunk an was on the edge to find out what the noise was but i also knew that it was none of my business and plus he needs his nut, i guess. I didn't hear any moaning, just some light washing machine thumping. Im pretty sure based on past experiences of observing people cheating that the time is correct and its tied to a schedule.

best case scenario i get seconds and its like sharing a hooker. it would be the best sleepovers since renting a game at blockbuster as a kid.

what should i do?

>>725213825
>be me
>only child
>have strict parents
>want me to become a doctor
>don't want to be a doctor
>they don't care
>have depression and now failing all classes
>parents beat the shit out of me yelling why I'm failing classes
>can't take it anymore
>decide to go to school counselor and tell them I have depression from the abuse and loneliness at home
>didn'twork.jpg
>parents just beat the shit out of me even more
later
>one day they yell at me for no reason
>having shortness of breath, left arm hurts, chest on fire
>Heart.exe has stopped working
>later find that I had a heart attack
>doctor bewildered how I had a heart attack at a young age
>talk to doc in private
>tell him everything
>he puts my parents at fault for causing me too much stress

cont?

>>725213825
Take some benzos and a few shots of liquor that should get the job done

>>725215471
im listening

>>725215471
Go on

for some reason this songs makes me slightly happy but who knows it may come in handy some day...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7PsLdeyAXI8

>>725215190
Thanks brotha, I think I might try Tinder or some shit but I dropped Facebook over a year ago, and I don't really save photos of myself, my friends have shit loads but idk how to extract them/really ask for them lol. There's some floating around Facebook too.

Besides that it's tough man. I literally played league tonight just so I could chill with a friend who moved away who plays that shit. Not even interested in the game just sort of bored/lonely af lately.

>>725215328
You don't want to ruin your first time by paying for it. I'm sure you'll find somebody someday.

>>725213825
you will never make any friends that are worth a fuck. people are the worst.

>>725215328
Work on your appearance, if that's an issue: even if its not there's always room to improve. (hint: diet and exercise are key)

next get a tinder or some shit or start going to bars(in numbers you will hook up, I've literally had it fall into my lap with no intention)

It's that easy bro: 2 step solution.

Just make sure you know how to talk to girls; if you don't I use the golden rule of "if I was this bitch on the other end how would I reply to X statement"; be the master of the conversation while they feel like they're part of it: you're really running both ends.

>>725213825

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d-diB65scQU

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Have you ever watched the movie Napoleon Dynamite? There's plenty a goof ball shit in it, but it's funny. Really good in fact. Anyway the premise of the movie is that all it takes is one chance encounter to change your life for the better. Napoleon and Pedro help each other reach self actualization. Kip Napoleon and even Uncle Rico find love. I won't waste my time typing on my phone all the wonderful things that happen due to meeting new people that the movie tries to convey. I just wanted to commend you for going to the party and recommend a movie for you. Don't give up.

>>725213825
youve been invited to that party i guess. so theres at least one person who cares about you.

>>725216226
I was not invited I just showed up

>>725216166
That song makes it worse

>>725216226
Yeah, I've never been invited to shit.

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>>725216203
Damn man, that' was some deep shit right there.
Even though this wasn't directed at me, I take that idea to heart too. Been in a slump lately but that alone is inspiration to take more risk in life. Going out and simply living life is the solution.

>be me
>18 HS
>virgin
>never kissed a girl
>never had a gf
>huge fuck up when it comes to girls
>qt 3.14 messages me (not gonna go in depth that can be saved for another story)
>never been this fucking happy since Nov 8th
>well long story short it was short lasted (again I'll tell the story if anyone's interested)
>lonely again
>the only girl I talk to is my cousin
>and the reason is because of a snap streak
>all I do is work, sleep, and game
>have no fucking life
>don't go out
>I just stay in my little 'shell'
>I give zero fucks about anyone
>and give zero fucks about anything
>I just don't care anymore

>>725216376
Oh. Itslikethat.JPG

>>725215890
>>725216101
not the advice i was looking for.

i just wanted to know about the situation. because it would be great to tag some tail while we do the same ol shit.

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>>725216743
Yup

>>725215471
>>725215602
>>725215640

>senior year
>parents still stressful pricks nagging at everything I do
>Homecoming is around the corner
>stillnofriends.jpg
>parents ask if I'm going to homecoming
."no"
>angry at me that I don't have a date
>explain that they have always had me on house arrest
>yell at me that that doesn't matter
>ask if I have a girlfriend
"no"
>yell more
>mom wants grandchildren by the time I'm 20
>feel pain on arm again
>try and go to my room, but collapse on stairs
>Heart Attack 2: Electric Bugalu
>same doctor again
> he's worried now, one more heart attack, and i might die
>ShitMyPants.jpg

continue on part 3

>>725216997
That's some serious shit anon

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>>725213825
>>sit there entire time quietly
??? at a party!!! bump in tha hottest chick you see. look at her in the eyes, size her up and shit! she will melt like puddy!

>>725216669
Holy fuck are we the same person

>>725217182
Ugly as fuck anon

>>725216997
damn boy

>>725217342
gett'n great pussy! you?

>>725213825
kill yourself fagget

>>725217440
you kill yourself fagget

>>725217286
whats your story/situation and we'll see?

>>725216997
This has to be fake, at first I thought you had asian parents but the girlfriend thing threw me off.

>>725216997
What type of heart attacks are these?

Infarctions(blockage in artery supplying heart) or fit of SVT(rapid heart rate due to electrical issue)

>>725216997
get tha fuck outta there! man c'mon!

How did you even know there was a party if you have no friends

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I don't know how to feel about my life right now.

>>725217943
I overheard someone talking about it

4chan are your only friends and parents now. Don't hate it. Embrace it.

>>725218255
That's a bit weird bro, unless its as a huge party.

Huge parties I do slide in and typically just find hot girls to talk to, try to get them to dance ----> move on from there.
Sometimes chill and talk with random guys if not a lot of chicks around but that's not really my gig.

>>725216908
Lifeishard.webm

>>725218456
It was a huge party

>>725214857
/life

>>725216669
Do tell the story

>>725218422
>4chan are your only friends

I did find one anon IRL, seemed like a decent despite the constant nazi jokes, talked about vidya and comics, (bastard was social enough to get a good looking gf). Too bad he changed workplaces. Only knew him for a month.

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Just thinking about spending last summer with this girl I was really infatuated with. She lived a few hours away at the time but I drove up to see her and she would come see me all the time. Never got to fuck her because she was so on and off with me, she also had BPD. She would let me finger her and shit but never let me go all the way. She claims that she didnt want to "hurt me" or some bullshit like that, never got a straight answer from her about it.

I was the one to end our friendship because she started banging someone in our friend group. Saw her last night when our friends and I were hanging out. She was standing way too close to me and tried starting conversation with me a few times, didn't have anything to say to her except some small talk. Felt like shit for the rest of the night because I didn't want to be around her. All of my friends were hanging out and having a good time while I was sitting in the other room watching TV. I miss her so much but can't bring myself to patch things up with her.

>>725216997
>>725217642
I'm white

>>725217759
SVT

>parents are worried now
>but still talk like I'm shit
later
>the year goes by
>prom is coming up
>dad tell me of how he took mom to prom
>don't want to hear it
>mom comes in and gives me a list of the type of woman she wants me to marry
>Fuckthat.exe
>prom is one week away
>mom is already making preparation for me and my date
>what am I going to do
>buy 2 tickets to shut her up
>start to gather info on running away
>find nice place in colorado
Prom night
>before I leave I steal mom's and dad's credit cards
>for my plan
>"where is she?"
>I tell her she's inside
>she wants to go meet her
>Fuck.jpg
>didn't plan for that
>tell her I'll bring her home
>she believes me
>PlanRunAway.exe running
>call taxi
>"get me the hell out of here"
>go to bank first and cash out all the money
>$30,000 in chash

>>725213825
I feel you, OP. I don't recommend you going to parties if it isn't your thing. It just wastes your time and makes you feel worse.

>me
>junior year of HS
>lonely as fuck
>kissless virgin loser
>have a friend group so that's nice at least
>overweight and shy
>was making decent grades but stopped caring and started failing by the end of freshman year
>dad is an alcoholic and going through a second big breakup
>overhear him telling grandpa that he feels like ending it
>feelsbadman.jpg
>really stop giving a shit about everything
>starts getting feels for a grill after winter break of junior year
>shes a q.t.3.14 and really nice and funny
>i've known her for a long time and is part of friend group but no feels till now
>tell best friend and he tells everyone but whatever
>hanging out at friends house with everyone
>its a hot tub party
>girl leaves to do something and her other two friends confront me about it
"you like her right?"
"yeah"
"when are you gonna ask her out?"
"idk"
"do it now"
>fuckit.png
"YO MARIE"
>shout at the top of my lungs
>friends were joking but i take it seriously
"whats up anon?"
"wanna be my girlfriend?"
>silence
>stare
>sweating profusely but in a hot tub so its all good
"yeah, why wouldn't i want to be?"
>shiiiiiiiiiiit
>now i have a gf and going steady

tl;dr anon is depressed and says yolo and gets a girl

>get decent amount of qt 3.14 matches on Tinder
>get decent amount of replies from qt 3.14s
>go full autist over text and never meet irl

I have about 230 matches I've never messaged because I'm just that autistic over text

>Dad walks out on me before I'm born
>Doesn't so much as pay a single bit of child support
>Have a step dad but he constantly screams at me and my mom
>Don't even know he's not my real dad
>Everyone in my family are drug addicts or idiots so I never get any real good family bonds
>Grow up in hicktown USA, the backcountry
>Everyone there are inbred retards
>Not inbred retard therefore I'm to be socially excluded from everything
>Finally move up to city, actually intelligent people
>step Dad loses job, becomes disabled, and told he has less than two years to live
>he's a dick but I love him
>Family now in debt crisis, being unable to afford healthcare, now the IRS are auditing us
On the bright side I have a few siblings I met from my biodads side that are pretty cool. Met them today actually.

>>725214733
first time I've witnessed a weeb calling someone else a baka.

>>725219984
And you have us, planning to hang out with them more often?

>>725220137
Yea planning to have breakfast with my sister tomorrow, might even be able to meet my brother

>>725218898
>>725216669(me)

eh fuck it

(this took play December 2016 btw)

>be me 18 HS
>me close friend go bowling
>he gets a high of 233 and I got a whopping 106 (very shitty)
>post it on snap story
>qt 4.14 messages me (with story pic too)
>'you suck' with the laughing emoticon
>know she's joking since I'm not that autistic
>say 'I'd like to see you do better'
>hopethisworks.jpg
>conversation goes on
>autistic me keeps it on the bowling shit
>I think the reason was is I don't like anyone knowing if like them or someone
>so I flirted a little bit to show interest but didn't try to be obvious
>me, my friend, his gf, and the qt 3.14 all go bowling together
>the follow up to the event was the happiest I've been in 2016
>well next day afterward don't know if I should snap her or not
>please note I don't have much experience with girls
>want to snap her but don't what to say
>she never snapped me afterward
>convince myself she wasn't that interested and doesn't like me
>I'm really good at this btw
>time goes on
>kicking myself in the ass with 'I should've have...'
>or what if...
>later on in January me and my friend got custom balls
>snap her
>basically ask if she wants a rematch (she beat me by one the first time)
>use custom ball as a reason I might win
>replies back 'eh if I'm up for it'
>every ounce of hope and happiness leaves that instant
>don't talk to her again
>just slowly start losing feelings for her so I don't get depressed
>just stop caring about anyone and anything
>I just give zero fucks at this point
>prom's coming up
>have no interest in going to prom with anyone
>do my best to be in the state of mind
>if she does ask me I may say no because I give no fucks about anyone
>my grades show it
>few A's and B's in easy classes but mostly C's
>still no fucks given

any advice /b/?

>>725220715
Enjoy! Best of luck meeting your brother

>>725219555

>now the hard part
>getting to Colorado
>getting phone calls and messages from parents
>I'm far from them now
>sleep next nights on hotel
>go outside to find my parents car
>how the fuck did they found me?!
>remember that phone has tracking device on it
>I'm fucked
>"there you are!"
>ShitingBricks.jpg
>"get over here so I can beat the shit out of you!"
>make a dash to the nearest bus stop
>see homeless guy, give him the phone
>take bus, lost them for good now
>finally make it to Colorado
>be me now
>living in an apartment, changed name, found a job, gf

I don't know where my parents are now. But I feel better now. I know that this is a feels tread, but this is all I got. I know that many of you won't believe me. And that's fine. But know that if you have the courage to do something, do it.

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>>725220778
Just ask her /b/ro. If she says yes, you got a date, if no then you don't have to worry about it anymore.

> be 20 year old manlet with only one ex girlfriend
> Ex was ugly asf, also a huge whore
> Worked a shit job chopping vegetables in a shit tier Italian restaurant
> Quit, moved to a bigger city
> Worked call center jobs for a few years
> It was hard, no friends and my apartment building didn't have an elevator so I took the stairs.
> The room I rented didn't have a furniture so I slept on an air mattress that deflated the first night I bought it
> No toilet paper so I used old newspapers
> Managed to meet some people from work, they thought I was cool
> I was just young and jaded but beggars can't be choosers
> Got a fake degree
> Got a sweet gig after pretending to be hardworking in front of my qt3.14 25 year old Asian boss
> We're colleagues now
> Made friends with a gay couple because I'm not a homophobic redneck
> They hang out at my apartment regularly and smoke weed
> Bring their girlfriends along, I learn how to talk to girls
> Bang a few of their friends with their blessing
> Liked a girl from since I was 13
> She got married last year
> Divorced, cuz her husband cheated on her
> She texts me out of the blue one day from a random after I blocked her on Facebook and whatsapp
> Says we NEED to meet up
> Find out she's divorced, and she wants to hook up with me
> She's only ever been with one guy (her ex husband)
> She's also 25, like me
> We bang, a lot.
> Feel fulfilled cuz good job, good pay and hot gf.

>>725213825
at least you still try, I gave up long ago, I think about dieing often, but don't want to an hero, I don't even talk to my family anymore, it's like there is no point to life

>>725221234
that's the thing I don't really care if I go with her or not and also no guy likes rejection I'm to damn shy/autisic to ask her out out of the blue
>inb4 everyone gets rejected

>>725213825
I have split personality
When I'm out with friends I'm the life of the party
When I get home alone
I clam up.

>>725220715
In todays world, tomorrow she might be your brother

>>725214872
Din dins means fap?

>>725221475
Then don't ask her out and regret it for the rest of your life. Simple.

>>725221670
din dins means wank

>>725219247
you should fuck his GF and see what happens.

>>725221646
shoop doop its maloop

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>>725221523

>>725220778
they way I saw it was that it was just a chick, ask her out straight up, and if she says no then its no big deal you lost nothing really, but she says yes then you got a chance

>>725221310
>hanging out with gays
>feel fufilled

I bet you are right filled anon you faggot.

>>725219882
Lol same, I must be good looking because I get a lot of matches but I just ignore them because I know I will say something spastic and cuck it up. Or I have low confidence idk. But yeah just ignore them and make having tinder invalid at this point.

>>725221733
>>725221916

didn't plan on it I just feel like shit and feel lonely but I'm used to it i's why I come here

>>725221781
Wank means fap?

>>725221893
that is a really interesting movie just because they showed their booobs he got triggered fucking bitches.

>>725221310
>Made friends with a gay couple because I'm not a homophobic redneck
>> They hang out at my apartment regularly and smoke weed
>> Bring their girlfriends along, I learn how to talk to girls

Huh?

>>725222044
>>But yeah just ignore them and make having tinder invalid at this point.

Pretty much this, guess it's fun to go for a swipe every 12 hours and see who's swiped right on me. Pretty sure most of the girls are on there for ego boosts so it's a win win?

>>725221943
Faggots are the best way to meet girls. Just gotta be friendly and set your limits. Girls will go crazy for any straight guy a faggot pushes on them.

>>725214857
probably because you talk about lame shit nobody likes retard, I don't even like going out to parties or stuff but I literally can walk into any party and start talking about football with any guy in there
>more guy friends = more chance to go out = more chance to get a girl even the ugly one nobody picked up

so to sum up, if you really care about not being alone, just learn about "mainstream" stuff all people like, even if you hate it or think it's dumb

>>725222197
Girlfriends as in female friends. Sorry for not being clear

>>725214005
OMG you have parents unfair!

>>725221226
If true im glad you got away fuck that shit.

>>725222156
Sorry bro, just thought you wanted an answer, you're here though so you aren't alone.

>>725222275
I'll just stick to hooking up the way normal humans have been for the last 2.8 million years, faggot free thanks.

>>725222427
Just find some parents too

>>725221943
lol are you such at a newfag at rl? gay guys have A LOT of fucking cute girl friends, I have gay friends and I see them on fb all the time around cute girls, so they are a good way to meet grils

>>725213825
thats sad /bro, wanna play together ? my steam is steamcommunity.com/id/Stormz342/

BTW im giving a free War thunder account

>>725222512
its just she was the really first girl I fell for liked a lot but now I know not to do it again and I've just became cold and not caring about a thing

>>725213825
https://discord.gg/tUqEAyf

Brand new Pol prank call discord. We do prank calls nightly. Just set up this discord. Feel free to join, it can be hilarious

>>725213825
How about talking to some of them you stupid fuck

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>>725222376
>I literally can walk into any party and start talking about football with any guy in there

What you just said was the most idiotic thing someone has ever said

>>725222388
Sorry people are to autistic to not understand what you meant lmao. I as well as 99 percent of people reading it would of understood.

>>725222775
Know how you feel, it's shit but now you know what to do next time

>>725222615
>hey bro download tinder
>nah bro fuck that new shit, I will stick to picking up girls 1550 style

times change retard

>>725222905
Kekkkk, enjoy picking chicks up in my comfortable jammies while on /b/

>>725222903
doesn't matter I'll fuck up somehow and I don't see any girl talking to me anytime soon

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>>725222728
>i see them on fb
>you're a newfag
>hang out with gays its a great way to meet girls!

Fucking normies GET OFF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>725223121
With that attitude for sure, fuck me bro I can pour your milk, cereal and put the spoon in your hand, but I can't make you eat it.

>>725223153
Do you even read what you type or do you just type shit as it pop up in your head nigger?
>hey anon add me on fb, we can hook up later;)
>wtf? fucking normie who uses that shit, fuck you

>>725223311
good point I'm sure this attitude will blow over some time and the advice I get here I'll use but the only way to describe me at this point is "I don't give a fuck" but I do appreciate the help advice given here

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>>725223311
That's because you're doing it wrong anon

>divorced at age 26
>dead-end job
>dumpy apartment
>no motivation
>no zest for life
>drink heavily
>got cheated on so constantly wondering why I wasn't good enough
>know it wasn't my fault but think it is anyway subconsciously
>probably gonna die alone

>>725213825
Guide to mingling at parties:

1) get buzzed, it's easier to talk freely
2) find someone and compliment them or say something casual and not creepy "oh hey that's a cool [literally anything]"
3) talk about the party or slightly personal topics "what major are you? Is the punch any good?" Think college icebreaker topics
4) don't act fucking retarded and talk about cringe shit
5) disengage after a short exchange but make sure they know your name and try to say hi again to them later at the party

>>725223503
I'm there at the moment too but fair enough, godspeed

>>725219555
>go to bank first and cash out all the money
>$30,000 in chash

fake as fuck. why does nobody write a believable success story? why can't the person that was kicked around by life change themselves and go on to succeed?

>>725221226
This is best feels story I've seen in a while, I hope things go well for you and your gf

>be me
>15
>semi attractive
>make wrong friends
>end up doing heroin
>become junkie
>cycle of jails and institutions
>miserable
>21 now
>sober for 90 days
>still miserable
>many even worse cuz have to deal with feelings
>criminal record so can't get a licence in anything or even vote
>no friend's
>fuh

>>725224472
Hang in there it is probably gonna get worst, so in fact this is your happy times appreciate them.
Do lots of prayer

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>be high school me
>New student from Europe starts going to my school
>Solid 10, funny, smart, the works
>I'm a shorter thin femanon
>doesn't help that I'm shy
>Develop weapons grade autism when I talk to him
>feels.jpg
>I can feel myself falling in love
>Find out he's going to graduate soon
>Didn't have any friends to vent to
>The days creep closer to graduation
>My home life isn't too great either >mom's a crackhead and we can barely make the rent
>The only thing that kept me going was seeing him
>Graduation day
>See him and want to tell him everything
>Can barely say "good luck"
>Go home and just cry
>Days since I saw him turn to weeks
>Weeks to months
>Mom gets even deeper into drugs
>Be present me
>Barely any friends and no bf
>Haven't seen him in almost a year

It hurts /b/. I hope he's okay.

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Part 1
>9th grade
>Go to new school know no one
>Meet qt 3.14 in first week
>Unknowingly become dependent on her for happiness
>She switches schools
>Go on a few 'dates' but lose contact shortly after
>Mostly because I'm shy and am used to all my friends using me and leaving
>Summer after 9th grade
>Divorce.png
>Become even more depressed and attempt suicide
>Pussy out
>'I know I'll call up a old friend'
>Email The Girl, land a real date
>Sparkofhope.jpg
>After a few more actual good dates I lose contact again

>visit daughter for her birthday
>baby mama's dad, who I used to think hated me, straight up told me I'm a better parent than my baby mama, even though all I've been able to do for almost three years is send money and video chat

>>725217182
but single girls don't exist anon. Singlehood is a transition state for girls, and I don't feel comfortable hitting on a girl w/ a boyfriend because I've been cheated on. The dude has done nothing to me, so I'm not going to do him dirty.

>>725215328
type in rsd on google

>>725226000
Ayyy trips
Part 2
I actually felt human when I was with her.
>Last date went really well but I fucked it up
>End of date she trys to touch my hair or something and instinctively react
>A 'friend' in middle abused me and ever since I don't let people touch me
>Give her cold shoulder the drive back
>Next day realize what I have done
>Ohfuck.jpg
>I try to apologize but only sound Autistic
>Make a Tumblr and follow her
>I try to keep it alive with Autistic texts every once in a while
>This goes on for 6-7 months
>I have to text first every time
>Super depressed
>I try to apologize again and fuck it up, again
>Never talk to her again
>I always think about her
>She was the only person I've ever opened up to
>Attempt suicide again
>Pussy out again
>This whole time the divorce has grown in intensity
>Also during all of this I get diagnosed with Scoliosis and Pectus C
>Go from a 3.7 GPA (9th grade) to a 3.3 GPA (11th grade)

Present, help me please

>>725223758
What are examples of cringe shit?

>>725226467
dude, man the fuck up
no one is single
no one is engaged
we're just people, spending time with each other when we do, or not
just don't not spend time with women and you'll be fuckin fine
or kys
your choice

>>725213825
I'll be your friend

>>725214005
same here anon see snaps of my so called "friends" having a great time and didnt even hear a word about it, curently sitting at home with my parents on a saturday night whats wrong with me?

>>725221226
Godspeed, Anon. You got this, man.

>>725227194
what do you mean don't spend time with women?

The only girl I'm interested in has a boyfriend. I do try to spend time with her. We kind of have to since she's my supervisor. She seems to like me, but again. boyfriend. Beside keeping hanging out with here I wound't know how to tell her to get with me instead of him.

>>725215859
What do you think of Facebook lately? I had one back in 08 when I found out about 4chan but deleted it cause I thought it was useless and i had a Myspace .

>>725227657

Never understood guys who can be interested in a girl that's taken. Every time you flirt with her she goes home to be railed by him, nutted in, sucks his dick the. the next day you are trying to kiss her. The fuck is wrong with you? So gross. Especially if she has an ugly beta boyfriend. Respect disappears she let's a gross dude touch her. Then you have the obvious loyalty issue .. Why wouldn't she chest on you or flirt behind your back if she does it to him? Fucking Christ

>>725223454
Thats the point, normienewfag

>>725228685
That was exactly my original point.
I don't hit, or firlt w/ girls that have boyfriends. As i said, she's my supervisor, so I have to interact w/ her. I happened to like her from those interactions, but I'm not trying to get at her, unless she were to break up w/ her boyfriend.

and she doesn't really flirt w/ me. I can usually tell when a girl likes me, but it's not particurarly because she makes it too obvious.

>>725228685
and as for the trying to kiss her. Which I don't. Dude, I'm pretty sure most of the girls you are going to kiss in your lifetime have sucked dick before that. That's okay.

>>725227327
cherish these moments.. trust

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Thread still alive?

I've worked 50+ hours this week and volunteered to work the weekend because I have nothing else in my life going on. No friends, broke up with a great gf 2 months ago. Only people I talk to are my parents and coworkers. I'm not ready to an hero but if it's my time, I'm ready to clock out

>>725219379
Well if you catch her somewhere again, you'll probably bang her

>>725221226
I have kinda same shit problem with parents, wanna run away af

>>725231186
I always found some of his shit just a little bit creepy.

>>725226253
Don't sorry about what he thinks just keep doing what you know is right and it'll change

>>725231186
The earth doesn't spin

>>725231516
You were able to get a gf, so you do have social skills.

>>725231578
Seems doubtful but i wouldn't totally rule that out... What makes you think that anon?

>>725231516
where do you work ?

>>725219379
Just be a beast and stop being a bitch, that's all to it.

What's the quote in the beginning of Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas?

Put that quote into action and fuck her brains you pussy ass mother fucker

>said with love

>>725233059
Brains out *

>>725233059
Thanks anon love that movie... But you're right about not being a bitch. Ive been doing well about it though, haven't contacted her in well over a month and will continue to do so. Just felt like shit for a bit after seeing her last night. I'm not going to reach out to her by any means but whatever happens, happens, you feel me?

>>725232049
She was a social autist like me but it didn't work out
>>725232710
Not a customer facing job. So only interact with an all male work crew

>>725223548
Sorry anon hope shit gets better

>>725233482
I've been there too anon, I know it sucks and depressing and all but you gotta know that people really don't give a fuck as well and only care about feeling good and looking good.

Remember that all you have to do is take what you want and not give a fuck at the same time all within the laws of coarse .

>>725224899
Holy shit i thought it was better to be a girl than a guy.

>>725213825
You do know you're supposed to introduce yourself right? Nobody is going to talk to some quite faggot whos looking at his feet all night.

>>725234022
Just thinking about her makes me really angry, yet I still miss her. Its a whole fucked up situation, the guys she's sort of with but not really, she barely even knew before things went bad between us. She's currently living with him too. They were strangers a month and a half ago and now they live together. Fucking bitch, I want to smack that shit out of both of them.

>26 years old, 1 kid, successful
>50/50 custody, no big, kid adores me
>broke up with his mother 3 years ago
>constant depression, cutting, alcoholism, abuse pain pills, 2 suicide attempts
>date a few random girls
>couple of them take my mind off it for a week or so, but always end up the same, break up with them
>meet a girl, completely different from anyone I've ever met
>instant connection
>finish each others sentences, think the same, same goals
>the first time I saw her, told my friend "I'm going to marry her one day"
>proposed, she said yes, getting married this month
>life is great when she's around, loves me unconditionally, super loyal
>constant anxiety in the back of my head fearing she'll leave
>terrified to lose her, keeps me up at night

She's with her mom at the moment, who's recovering from surgery.
I can't stop thinking the dumbest shit, the most random shit, my mind makes me doubt myself, have a lot of self hate, always thinking she deserves better. Have to sit here and remind myself "everything you fear, you create" constantly.

One day maybe I'll lose my insecurities and stop being terrified everytime she's not right next to me.

>>725221226
seen this copypasta before, fake and gay

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>>725213825
>be me
>still in highschool
>Average af
>Averagel height for an american
>Average looks
>Average attitude
>im so average teacher rarely pay any attention to me
>Average dick size
>the only thing not average about me is my weight and humor
>girls only see me as a funny dude
>they don't dislike me as i hang out with a group of girls
>but they don't consider me as a Boyfriend material
I dont want to kill myself i just want someone to notice me as a person

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>>725213825

>>725234415
There's a billion other bitches out there.

That's why you have to think like, act like, talk like a FUCKING BEAST to see the light.

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>>725221226
i guess my life doesn't suck so hard after all

>>725235321
I've been trying to, been using tinder and a similar app but no luck yet, one bitch bailed on me last second. Just gotta keep working on these bitches and working on myself. I've been hanging with this one chick recently but she has a bf. But she's cool, I'd fuck her if the opportunity came up but I'm not gonna work for it. My friend told the girl that fucked me over that ive been hanging with this new girl and it sounded like she was a bit jealous. Like he said that she was looking up her facebook and shit.

Can't sleep because the memory of her is still strong.

>>725213825
If you want friends make friends... Sorry OP but if you want people to notice you don't just sit there doing nothing

>>725236428
Who?

>>725236661
Her

>>725236661
Yes her. Ex who ran off with another man half a year ago.

>have a 2.5 inch penis
>first and only girl to see it doesn't want to have sex because in her words 'it's too small'
>never ask a girl out again

25 now and I will probably be a virgin forever.

>>725236802
Best you can do is find an ugly/crazy broad to fall in love with you. Take things slowly and if she truly loves you then you won't be a virgin after that.