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OK /b/, time for a different sort of feels thread. I’m not

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OK /b/, time for a different sort of feels thread. I’m not greentexting as this is far too long for that, so buckle up for a text wall.

I know that in actuality we are a surprisingly diverse community, but I’d like to direct this message to the stereotypical denizens of /b/: lonely men. I see you here commiserating with each other over your lack of IRL social support, or your inability to get laid, or your inability to get a girlfriend, or getting dumped by your girlfriend/wife. I see your feelings of alienation and loneliness. I see the pain of rejection you so often feel. I see the creeping despair overtaking you. I see your self esteem plummeting. I see your self-hatred. I see a few even contemplating suicide. I also see your underlying resentment towards women for shutting you out, and I understand it. I feel your pain, and thus I feel I must tell you that in the eyes of this femanon, you have value and worth in ways you do not realize. Let me explain.
I first started coming here in 2007. I was a teenager trapped in an abusive home. Aside from the direct abuse at the hands of my mother, she worked vigilantly to keep me isolated and under her control. I was constantly monitored. I wasn’t allowed to have friends outside of her sphere of influence, and if I befriended anyone approved by her they would report anything I said or did to her. Naturally, I ended up having no friends. I wasn’t allowed to go anywhere without her or one of her associates there to watch me. I was forbidden from watching most TV shows and movies. I wasn’t allowed on the internet without supervision. I wasn’t allowed to have any accounts on any site, not even an email address. I was utterly alone, locked away from the world, with absolutely no freedom of any kind. I wanted to die.
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But then she got a job that didn’t line up with my school schedule. Every day after school I had two hours without observation. Two hours to grasp some shred of freedom. I still had no friends to secretly hang out with in this time, so all I could think to do was to spend that time on the internet and hopefully find things to distract myself from the hell I lived in. I bounced around on newgrounds, albinoblacksheep, and YTMD looking for laughs to dull the pain for a minute. Those worlds soon collided with 4chan, and my curiosity led me to /b/. To other eyes, it would have looked shocking and repulsive. But I immediately saw in this place what I had needed so badly: complete freedom. No rules, no social boundaries, not even an identity. Complete freedom to be anyone and say anything. A world polar opposite to the miserable world I knew.
From then on, every two hour window was spent here. You, lonely men of /b/, gave me so much in this time. You not only gave me the only freedom I’d ever had, you gave me a home. A place where I belonged. A place where I wasn’t trapped and alone. With that glimpse of freedom you gave me, I had a sliver of hope to hold onto when all else seemed hopeless. I don’t think I would have made it through without you.
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>>725043346

Homo says what?
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I escaped my situation when I was 18 and moved to another state. I was free, but frightened and alone. You were there for me, giving me a community to belong to and a place to feel at home. A place of lulz and mischief where I could be carefree. Now, ten years after my arrival here, my life isn’t perfect but it is unfathomably better than it’s ever been. I have my freedom, I have good IRL friends and a support system, and I’m slowly working on recovering from the mental scars left from before. But even though life is relatively good now, I still come here. It’s still my home, and it always will be.
I will never forget how much you all have done for me, even though you weren’t aware of it. You’re good people, and you deserve to know it. I wish so much that you all could recognize your worth and value as people. You deserve to feel good about yourselves. You deserve good IRL friends. Most of all, you deserve to be loved.
I know how shitty some women can be. If you’ve actually read through this rambling screed, you will know that I’ve seen firsthand the evil they can perpetrate. It’s so easy to hate them. I hated them for a while, even though I am one. But I came to realize that there do exist truly good women out there, and I firmly believe that if you can really recognize and accept your own worth and value a good woman will come along that can recognize it too.
In the meantime, know at least that I love you. You are my family. You are my /b/rothers. I want you to know that at least one woman in this world cares about you. I can never thank you enough for what you’ve done for me. You helped save my life. From the bottom of my femanon heart, I love you.
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>>725043422
what?
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>>725043346
This us a good thread
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>>725043346
>>725043367
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>>725043423
Well this is a nice sentiment op.
I just can't help thinking that it is too bad that a person like you, had to go through all of that shit to get to this point.
If this is what it takes, I fear for the relationship between men and women in the future.
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423
tits or gtfo
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>>725044069
I fear for it as well. I see what's happening in the world. Part of why I wanted to reach out.
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>>725044279
On the other hand, if the world keeps going in this direction, more women like you will appear, because parenting like the sort you grew up with will be more common. It might sow the seeds for its' own destruction if we keep sites like these alive.
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>>725044628
>its'
Idiot, the apostrophe is not appropriate here.
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>>725044785
spergs flare up?
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>>725044785
Well I'm doing pretty well considering this is my second language. I'll keep that in mind for future reference though.
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>>725044628
I hadn't considered that. Unfortunate that it should come to that, but the outcome would be beneficial. It is indeed crucial to keep these sites alive.
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>>725044086
Ah, how rude of me to neglect this rule. This should clear up the breach of conduct.
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423

4chan is a special place. Please provide tits for my mastubational convenience, and thanks.

But seriously, this place is pretty much everything I was ever looking for online. I can't join normal communiities.

I see this people put all this effort into creating personas and gathering friends and just... why?

It's such a waste of time and resources.

Here, I can have a laugh, argument or fap and move on with my day. No problemo.

/b/ is good. Maybe the best.
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>>725045232
>>725045279

> no timestamp

Thanks but no thanks friendo
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>>725045055
Hopefully it won't go that far, recently is has been more socially acceptable to advocate for mens rights and acknowledging that every demographic has issues. It might not seem like it, but all of the dividing politics going on right now, is seeing a pretty big pushback from regular people.
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>>725045279
I wholeheartedly agree with you. Yes, on other sites requiring a handle or an account people do get caught up in building that identity ultimately to their detriment. It's sad and irritating to watch.
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>>725045279
>>725045583
This is basically why my Facebook has been inactive for almost 12 years now.
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>>725045452
While I am very glad to see the push for men's rights, I only fear that it could end up like feminism did: turning from fighting for equality to hating the other gender. It's hard to avoid that pitfall sometimes.
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>>725045232
Please timestamp, i want this to be true
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>>725045672
That's why I initially deleted mine as well
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>>725045812
Very well then, give me a minute to gather materials.
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>>725045789
That is why the people who speak out needs to be kept in check by the people listening. Having a chronic devils advocate in your midst is a good way to avoid that.
>>725045870
I was basically strong-armed into creating it, I used it for about a week and gave up because I literally couldn't give a shit about what goes on there.
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>>725045906
Thanks champ
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>>725045906
Bumperino
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>>725045789
>>725046021
Oh and to add more, if the mens right movement ever ends up like the current feminist movement, I'll be there calling them out on it like I did and do for feminism.
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>>725045906
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>>725045812
There we are, all in order
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>>725046569
That's good to hear, we need more people like you involved
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>>725047087
I'll be damned!
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>>725047087
You are an amazing person
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>>725047087
Proven wrong
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>>725047087
here I was thinking the world was a shitty place.

then there's this thread.

then OP actually delivers.
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>>725047200
Thank you, my friend
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>>725047307
Sometimes /b/ is a magical place
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>>725047087
Nice, would love to play with.
So other than showing some appreciation, was there anything else you wanted to do with this thread?
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i was having a shitty day but then i seen this thread and now my day is slightly better thanks anon <3
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>>725047087
Damn so that was true... you're an amazing person op, your text cheered me up a bit
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>>725047410
/b/ is always a magical place you just gotta look hard enough.
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>>725047087

You're welcome.

> stop posting trap and shota threads though, thx
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>>725047441
Mostly just wanted to get the message of appreciation out, and have us all take a moment to be grateful for the community we have here
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>>725047664
Glad I could help a little, anon :)
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KEK IS LIFE
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Take us with you femanon,
Please dont leave me behind
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>2007

NEEEEEWWWFAAAAAAGGG
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>>725043346
pls feets for your /bros
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>>725047896
Okay, well consider my moment of gratefulness taken.
So what do you do now that you are more free and can decide on your own?
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>>725047671
Good, that's what it was meant to do. Thank you for the kind words
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>>725047841
If you insist, I shall refrain XD
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>>725048083
I never leave a /b/rother behind
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>>725047680
/b/ anons rolled trips and then another anon made a web page for my recently deceased cat, Paul. Yeah, /b/ can be really cool.

www.amierom.com
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>>725048137

> ever doing anything for a footfag aside from kindly putting it out of its misery
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can you please put a bottle up your pussy or ass?
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>>725048120
I know, I singlehandedly brought the cancer upon us /s
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>>725048506
Correct response
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everything is gonna be alright OP, keep strong :)
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>>725048493
Aww, and it's not even Caturday yet
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>>725048890
Thanks anon, you too :)
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>>725047896
I'm a total newfag and started browsing /pol/ about 4 months ago. I live in the middle of but fuck nowhere and i never really get out much. I have alot on my mind that i could never really talk to anybody else about it bc i didnt want to seem like i was crazy. Thankfully almost everything flies here and it already has become a home for me.
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>>725043346
Thanks OP. You write really well, I think.

What kind do of things do you do now?

Of course, pics of pussy is a standing request.

Again, thanks for the beautifully put words.
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423
>>725047087
Thank you my sister. /b/ is the only thing that got me through some days in my life. I wouldn't be here right now, if not for my /b/rothers and sister.
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Op is a nice gal.

Wish the best of luck to you all
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>>725047087
As a good anon, i have to ask: MOAR
Oh, and You're Welcome.
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>>725048141
Honestly I'm not sure. Feels good to have gotten everything off my chest, now I'm just reminiscing on the days of old. For instance, I was dragged out on a nature walk once and on the path I spotted some graffiti reading "POOL'S CLOSED" and had to suppress peals of laughter so as not to be interrogated on its meaning by mother. It made my day. I might still have a picture of it somewhere.
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>>725049308
I know that feeling. Best of luck to you anon, and welcome
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>>725049769
Felt good getting off to your chest.
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>>725049769
The pool is closed due to aids.
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>>725049769
Bologai Stewards? Is that you?
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>>725049312
Thanks, I try to keep it coherent lol. Well my immediate project for the moment is helping teach my roommate how to navigate Linux and bash scripts and the like. She's taking an online college course about it so there's no physical teacher to help her with questions, so I'm filling that role. I'll consider a pussy pic, but it's not likely
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>>725049439
Amen, /b/rother :) glad you're here with us
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>>725049625
Thanks, you too friend
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>>725043423
>>725047087
I've had a bad few weeks and you just made me feel good about myself for a few seconds.
Just thought you'd like to know.
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>>725048180
It was an honest compliment. Those kind of thread are pretty rare, hell, it must be one of the first time I see /b/rothers being so nice to each others. I oftenly forget how much this community has done for me, even if they don't know it
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>>725050016
HAHAHAHAHA OK that made me drop my cigarette XD
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>>725050326
Excellent :) I do hope things start going up for you.
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yo OP, nice tits.

>boasting in quality bread
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>>725050558
oh and i'm gonna lurk here while i type up this boring shit for work.
>>725050555
aw fuck, trips. this thread are magic now.
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Feeling suicidal for a very long time, but now I've got a job interview next week. Nice to know things are looking up for some of us.
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>>725050337
In a place where everything is mocked mercilessly, it is definitely easy to forget that underneath it all we are a family of sorts. I felt it appropriate to just this once take a moment to recognize it. Glad others feel the same today
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>>725050779
I'm sorry you've struggled, but I'm glad to hear you're moving forward still. Good luck with your interview
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>>725051024
I doubt it'll change everything over night, but I find comfort in full time work. Even if the rest of my life is shitty I can still make money and afford a place to live. I think unless I turn into a total sperg I should get it.
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>>725050558
Ha, well I'm glad my small gesture of gratefulness was well received I suppose
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Wow..This thread. God bless
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>>725051203
Nothing changes overnight, but it's good to celebrate any amount of progress. Let yourself feel hopeful, you deserve it
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I've wanted to make a thread like this expressing appreciation for this community and I'm glad you posted femanon
I've felt at home here since 2008 and have taken shelter in the humor and degeneracy and there really isn't any other place like 4chan. I have a hard time expressing myself but it's easy when you're anonymous, I'll always be thankful for that.
I love you too anon, I hope we can all keep helping each other and that we can all get to a better place
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>>725051410
Thanks. I just feel tired and lonely all the time. Things were looking up a few months ago and then fell apart. I just want to pick up the pieces and keep going.
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>>725043346
;_;

thanks OP.
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>>725051240
you seem like a very pragmatic individual, kudos on maintaining your sanity through a less than desirable upbringing, i truly mean that. size is irrelevant in the presence of gratitude being shown, the fact that it's shown at all is all that will ever matter, at least to me.

i wish you the best of luck now and for the rest of your days on this silly rock we call home. in a purely cosmic sense i sincerely love you anon, for none of the reasons most mere mortals would dare to assume.

oh and again, nice tits. ;-)
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>>725050867
But that's why we are coming here after all, aren't we ? Joyfully mocking and insulting each other and so on. Yeah, you did good op
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>>725051557
I get that too, I recently started actually trying therapy because I keep going through cycles of building up and falling apart. I was told I might be bipolar with rapid cycling
that's all you gotta do though, pick yourself up and keep going...we're all doing our best and I just hope that in the end that's going to be good enough
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>>725051521
Agreed 100%. I'm glad you're here with us, and thank you
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>>725045906
I like the way you type. Very rare to see these days.

Anyway, i used to be one of the suicidal men here. Even tried to kill myself.
I was alone and depressed, and even when things worked out, i lost everything. My son and wife taken from me by cruel fate. But i hung on, did everything right and got them back. (Long story)

Seeing people like you here is heartwarming, in a way. Reminds me that i was never truely alone in the 10+ years i've been here. Even in the darkest times.

And i just want to add, your tits are awesome. Thank you.
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>>725051667
It was very difficult, at times I thought I would slip down too far mentally and never get back. But I had you to pull me back up a bit :) thank you dear /b/rother. I wish you the same
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>>725051915
Sometimes we just need a bit of hope, and a hug. No homo.
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>>725051745
Indeed, I would never want to change that spirit here. It's freeing. Thank you
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>>725051557
You can do it. I felt that way for a long time. Only thing to do is keep moving forward, even if it's just an inch at a time. It'll get better as long as you keep trying and don't give up
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>>725051637
Hope I was able to brighten your day a little
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>>725051915
Therapy's not a bad option. What counts is you have the right attitude towards the situation. I wish you luck
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>>725052367
Thanks, I do have a tendency to be needlessly verbose. Comes from reading too much. I'm so glad you hung on and pulled yourself back up. You're right, you're never truly alone when you have us. I think that's a lot of what I was trying to express. Hope things stay in a good place for you. Thanks :)
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>>725052439
Truth.
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423
>>725045232
>>725047087

And out of the void comes a wholesome as fuck thread, thanks OP. /b/ might not be what it used to, but gems like this are why I still lurk. From one '07 oldfag to another, have a wonderful life and don't settle for a beta cuck. also puddi puddi was cancer.

ps nice tits OP
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>>725053168
I do often lament that /b/ is not what it once was, but you are correct. There is still beauty to be found here. And I'm far too attached to it to ever leave, even as quality degrades. I hope you have a wonderful life as well. Ack, goddamn that puddi nonsense, why did you remind me of that XD Thank you
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423

Hey OP, I've been single (and dryspelled) for two years now and I'm trying my hardest not to become a bitter cunt, but endless rejection is taking its toll. I think I'm searching in the wrong places for girls..

Any advice on where to look to meet regular regular chill girls that aren't entitled, dismissive cunts? Online dating is cancer and book stores are becoming a thing of the past so I'm clueless on what my options here are.

Thanks for being a great person. We love you too <3
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>>725043423
much love no tits

why
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i just want to live a real, exciting life filled with adventure and meeting amazing new characters and discovering my destiny. im sure all of you have felt this before, when watching media or otherwise just daydreaming about alternate universes. why the fuck does this life have to be so shit? why do i have to be condemned to this shitty purgatory where i just wait to die?
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>>725052499
Damn right. And before I forget : extremely nice tits you got there
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>>725047087
>>725054413
nvm much love, all the love
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>wake up at 6 pm
>spend entire day anxiously monitoring the sounds in the apartment, making sure my roommates have no idea that im not at class
>have white noise machine set up to mask sounds coming from my room
>stare at the computer screen, trying desperately to find some media that can distract me from my miserable life
>losing all hope at coming to terms with reality, finding a reason to be happy amidst all of this confusion and sadness
>hating every aspect of myself, knowing how i destroyed most of the relationships in my life due to my crippling unhappiness and how i push people away from myself
>finally pass out

im terrified about death. its practically all i think about. unimaginable pain, the kind of twisting agony that erodes away your consciousness, all while you sit there, in the worst kind of hell imaginable, as you stare into the abyss and briefly reflect on your life. did you make the best of your incredible gift of life? did you find happiness?

i know that when my time comes, i will look back and be disappointed. every step of my life seems to be a misstep, every year the evidence that my life will always be a depressive haze of sadness builds up. at times like this, my hope fades away. however, i know that deep down, i still have some sliver of hope left after all.

somewhere, somehow, i know there is some way for me to feel the happyness of my childhood again. there has to be something, ANYTHING in this life that can bring me real happiness.

why do i choose to sabotage my own happiness? why do i not allow myself to push myself and experience life as i could? i could have friends, a purpose, something that i do that makes me happy. a girl. a future. why can i not shrug off this weight of anxiety and throw myself headlong into my life? i want to live an interesting life, full of characters... the kind of life that would make an incredible movie. that life is within arms reach of me, why can i not grab ahold?
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There's something wrong here!
I mean I don't want there to be but there must be?
I'm recently home from work but needed a shit so grabbed a beer and went to empty the old bowl.
Whilst sipping my beverage I decided to read tonight prolog of /b/ and find this thread.

>Cute story.
>Anounces femanon.

Bet these faggots don't even ask for tits.

>Some tits

No timestamp

>Tits with time stamp

Something is amiss, this is too perfect it can't be true. So I stopped reading, finished my beverage, wiped my ass and fired up the rig.

I haven't read thurthr than the tits or investigated more than on my phone, I decided to write this 1st.

WTF is happening, has somebody supercharged /b/?

Too much is going down ATM and I've got 48hr to investigate why /b/ is not good but slightly better than usual?

If it's not already figured out, I'm here to aid in the investigation.
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>>725054028
From one man to the other if you want coinfidence start exercising and maybe try no fap. It worked for me and im now in a relationship with an awesome woman. Another tip, dont base woman off of pure looks. Finding an honest wholesome person is much more attractive for me than the big tit sluts today.
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>>725054734
its clearly cicada with another challenge
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fuck you stupid cunt
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>>725054028
That's a tough one. What I know is where NOT to look for girls. Bars, clubs, and the like are full of self-absorbed shallow bitches. And of course, stay very fucking far away from coffee shops. That'll be nothing but Tumblrinas. Concerts are hit or miss; it depends on the artist. Obviously a Beyonce performance will be full of crazies, but an Iron Maiden event might have some decently grounded women. My dad met his girlfriend at an Ozzy Osbourne concert XD Thanks for the compliment. Much love :)
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>>725054763
Thanks for a reply. I'm past shopping only for looks-- so many traditionally hot girls have zero personality or interests beyond shopping, netflix, pizza, or whatever else the hivemind finds cute at the moment. I mean she doesn't have to be a total gamer bro gf, but I need to be able to have some back and forth you know?

Where/how did you meet your women and does exercise really do that much for confidence?
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>>725054475
Oh yes. Well, life is shit because we're broke. Now we could break our backs and bust our proverbial balls off working the low paying jobs the oligarchy deigns to offer us, or we can work to change the system governing us to level the playing field and give us all a chance at a real life. I'm one for option 2.
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>>725055306
This
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>>725055306
how? i have thought about this a lot lately. how could it possibly be done? i cant seem to find an answer. this world could be an infinitely better place... i cant stand the world being as it is now. it is horrifying to me. but it will never change in our lifetimes... what could any of us possibly do
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>>725054734
This thread is a glimpse into what old /b/ was like. OP's message resonates through all of us who have gone through hard times and lurk here as a form of escapism. Take in the lesson that while /b/ is now usually only home to fap threads and faggotry, it is also capable of camaraderie and wholesome togetherness.

Welcome to the real /b/ fam.
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>>725054710
I'm sorry to hear things aren't well with you. If you're truly trying your hardest to move forward and are being sabotaged by anxiety or unshakeable depression, seeing a psychiatrist and giving meds a try might be a good call. I have a lot of anxiety issues myself, with PTSD and agoraphobia. Meds have really helped me. I can go out to the store in the daytime for a little while without having a panic attack. My best help is gabapentin. It's prescribed off label for anxiety and social anxiety. I like it because it doesn't make me feel like a zombie or fuck with my memory like benzos do. I hope you can find a way to work around your mind self-sabotaging you. I've dealt with that. It sucks. But I really do think you can overcome this.
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>>725055763
real /b/ was also loic
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>>725054475
Not to be cliche, but life is what you make of it. Do you care more about not being a normie and living a life of adventure? You can do that. "Oh but i dont have thousands of dollars!!!" It doesn't cost as much as you'd think. Sure you'll have to lower your standards and get creative, but nothing good comes easy.
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>>725054734
The oldfags may not speak much, but we're still here. And since everyone has maintained the spirit of this post so well, I have this for you.
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>>725054710
I ask myself the same thing anon
it really is within arms reach
I've only done them a handful of times but when I take mushrooms or lsd the weight of my past gets lifted off my shoulders temporarily and I see what I can be like if I feel truly free
If you need a simple reminder those can help, as for what to do when your identity gets reconstructed and the memories come flooding back I'm still not sure. I'm trying therapy and reading on anxiety and stress. The exercise meme has been helping a little and I try to just take a step back and be thankful for what I have...best of luck to you though anon I think about death and life fulfillment all the time too and am horrified at some of the decisions I've made. I still believe there is an answer...it may just take longer than you think to find it and apply it.
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>>725054540
This OP is determined to deliver for once XD Thanks
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>>725054763
Very true, looks are deceiving. Go beneath the surface and find what's really there
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>>725056093
Reporting in, found this place when I was 13/14 I'm 23 now,
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First clue, my (You)'s are missing.
This stinks of gook moot.
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>>725055285
I work at a wakeboarding cable park over the summer. I instruct wakeboarding and do regular maintainance on the cable. One of my co workers is this qt chick who is a year older than me. This was over the same time i was doing no fap and working out. I guess she took notice and she asked me over for drinks one night. It was a hit ever since.

Don't try to rush finding a gf. You will cut cornors and you might find a slut who will break your heart.

A lonley heart is better than a broken heart.
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>>725056093
complete homo but you have a very nice body OP 10/10 might be bi now
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>>725056292
My brother. I shall be turning 23 this year. Found this shithole at the same age.
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>>725056377
nice dubs where tits
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>>725056093
In the least white knighty faggot way possible you have a stunning body, thanks for sharing OP. It's kinda shitty but I'm genuinely surprised you're not a ham.. I guess my brain just can't process the idea of a qt3.14 femanon lurking along with the rest of us degenerates lol.

I can't bring myself to beg for moar, but anything you're willing to share is greatly appreciated <3
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>>725056607
> <3
why hast thou wrought this upon me
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>>725056292
>>725056485

Hey 23 /b/ros, also found this place in like 07-08.. I still remember for weeks not knowing how to open threads (clicking reply). Where the fuck has the time gone right?
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>>725047087
I'll be damned...

Thank you for the kind words, but in the end it changes nothing

>Kind words may help for a bit
>maybe an hour, a day, a week
>In the end, the people of /b/ will not change
>They will still suffer
>They will still feel alone
>They will still rage

Because this is /b/. This is the place where people of no belonging, no purpose, no meaning, congregate. For Freedom. Just like you did.

Having no meaning is satisfactory for a temporary amount of time. Much like a prolonging of ones own suffering.

A great man once said, pic very much so related, that an individual only has two options when it comes to meaning.

Either nothing matters, and you are just a cosmic spec in the universe that will never amount to anything. A narcissistic view that leads to suffering.

Or, everything you do matters. Every action you take will have an impact on the outcome of the rest of human history, and you have to bear that responsibility.

Suffering cannot be overcome by ones kind words alone, but coupled with ones belief in themselves in their actions, and its impact on others, it can lead to true greatness.

Thank you, OP
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>>725055745
Mmm tough as long as americans are rich no one is going to try to change the system. I hate to say it but life for humans is about as good as its ever going to get.
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>>725055745
Individually, we can't do much. We have to come together for anything to be achieved. Personally, I believe that one of the best ways to effect change is to shine a light on the dark workings of our government. Just like with these CIA leaks. If people don't know there's a problem, how can it be fixed? We need to support whistleblowers and some hacktivists. We need all of the underhanded dealings of those in power dragged out into the sun for all to see. Truth and transparency will set us free. And once we know of their actions, we ALL need to stand up and demand change. At the ballot box, in the streets, anywhere. Widespread peaceful protests may seem futile, but the ruling class can't ignore the mass of physical numbers of us in their face shaming them. That's a first step, anyway.
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>>725045232

Whoever's tits those are, I'd probably play with/suckle them. I prefer them to be smaller tho.
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>>725043346
hmm op wasnt a fag today
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>>725055763
Couldn't have said it better myself. Well done, and thank you
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This is the first time I have commented on a thread in a year. Thank you op,for the story, and for the boobs. I will remember this thread for a long time. Thank you, and Godspeed
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>>725056093
Damn, solid 10/10 body
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>>725056362
Solid advice
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>>725056377
XD well thank you for the lulz friend
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>>725056944
Amen
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>>725056292
Yep, I was freshly 15 when I came here, 25 now. Ten year chip club XD
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>>725055763

I don't understand?

Why have crazy serial killer fuckboy Germanfags, femanons and OP's in general started delivering?

I can only assume Gook want more cash for his ad's.
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>>725057810
Is this you OP?
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>>725056093
Damn. A stunning woman like you lurking /b/. Can't get any better than this. God, I want you soo hard right now. But as that ain't gonna happen: /saved

You are the type of girl I could easily fall for.
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>>725057854
did the german killer post here? media made it sound like it was on the darknet
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>>725058081
your inner gentlesir is showing
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>>725056903
I disagree, life is change and it can allways be for the better (or worse). People need to understand life is temporary and they should do something that they love.

I dont dare question my place in the universe or why i'm here. Ignorance is bliss.
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>>725058157
German media wouldn't know how to find the darknet any more than you. Fucking newfag.
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>>725056607
Hahaha, well we're conditioned to believe everything here is a lie, so it's an understandable sentiment. I tend to think that girls who were attractive in high school gained an inflated view of themselves, learned they could coast through life on their looks, and became shallow cunts full of unwarranted self-importance. Those who were not attractive in high school either went psycho bitch from jealousy and resentment OR were forced to develop actual character and not concern themselves with the petty bullshit. And of those ugly ducklings that developed character, some are just late bloomers that become attractive later on. Those are the girls like me. By the time I grew tits I'd already been here four years XD I appreciate the compliment.
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>>725056142
i bought LSD for the first time a few days ago after many weeks of putting it off. im not sure when or how i should use it but i am hoping i can get a few answers out of the experience.

seeing the objective reality, the one that isnt distorted by my depression, to see the mutability of our consciousness and feel my place in the terrifying universe... to strip away myself down to a shining particle, an observer of reality... i hope it can help me. becuase i know that if i truly understood my place in the universe i could find a pathway to happiness. but do i know that, really?
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>>725056093
Amazing body combined to an amazing person. The kind of woman I'd like to meet
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Okay, since this is the only feels thread I see here, and this belongs in a feels thread, I'll share my uplifting story as well. Brace for greentext!

>be me in 1994
>be 17yo kissless virgin
>senior year in hs
>nevermind the previous years of failed attempts to get girls
>basketball player preppy pricks got all the bitches
>loved brown-eyed brunette for 5 years
>head-over-heels
>basketballbro fucked her
>she never loved me
>was just really nice to me
>i was cringy friendzonefedorafag before you kids were even born!

and that's not even the story!

>new blonde girl shows up
>weird, kinda on the same wavelength
>all other guys consider her too nerdy and ugly
>i still want her anyway
>eat lunch together a lot
>really like her
>too scared from multiple rejections to make move
>then one day she comes in with fake laughter
>as if she was so amused, but she was likely really crushed
>her frienemy liked me
>"ha. ha. ha. this. is. so. funny. i. am. about. to. fall. out"
>"ha. ha. ha. i now somebody who likes you."
>uncharacteristically bold and hopeful move from me
>i ask, "you?"
>the most deadpan "no fucking way" look from her
>(spoiler alert from 1997: she actually did like me)
>"um, no. my frienemy likes you"
>no she didn't call her that, but i'm not using names, duh
>frienemy had blue hair (lol xd wow so wild for 90s)
>frienemy went to another school, saw me playing football
>yeah, i played my senior year and kept the bench warm for the real players
>blonde gave me frienemy's number
>long distance cuz phone stuff was stupid back then
>meet her at xmas play drama club field trip

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>>725056764
It always does shock me just how long it's been.
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>>725058590
idk man, don't you think it would be a bad idea to do psychedelics while depressed? That's what you read everywhere on erowid etc..
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>>725058707

>we meet, say hi
>nervous af bc i CANNOT fuck this up!
>any wrong move i make will scare her away and she probably doesnt even like me anyway
>sit next to her away from rest of class
>she sits RIGHT NEXT TO ME
>i mean her leg touching my leg
>holyshitwtfomg
>i am terrified, not of her, but of somehow fucking this up, making her run screaming away, etc.
>remember, girls have given me nothing but rejection up to this point
>this is my ONE CHANCE ONLY EVER and if i fuck this up im foreveralone
>night ends and we say bye
>rest of drama club is all like, "anon wtf were you doing? you were off alone with a girl, you get laid? lol" etc.
>assure them that nothing happened
bc truth
>next day at school, blonde says frienemy thought i was afraid of her
>honestly tell blonde i was just afraid of scaring frienemy away
>talk to frienemy on phone again another night
>meet at the mall
>me, her, and 2 of her friends walk around mall
>i act goofy bc i am
>end of evening, hug her (omg i'm hugging a grill!) and suddenly she's kissing me
>HOLY FUCK I'M KISSING A GIRL WTF HOW DID THIS HAPPEN?!
>try to be cool and tell her i'll see her later
>she acts like wow that was a great kiss or something
>talk to her on phone that night and she's like, "you sure caught me off-guard!"
>ask "when?"
>she says, "when you kissed me!"
>awkward convo about how i thought she kissed me (in retrospect, of course she did; she knew exactly what she was doing)
>see her more often in coming weeks
>kiss a lot bc omg, kissing a girl!
>finally get some alone time
>touch boobs for the first time
>HOLY SHIT, I'M TOUCHING BOOBS!
>progresses to more stuff, but never... you know... IT

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>>725058590

I would pass on the drugs. Theres nothing worse than running away from your reality. The more you put off accepting it, the worse it will be.
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>>725058157
Well I never got too invested in the threads but his mate apparently posted screen shots of texts here and at some point
>4chan worthy?
was asked.
I dunno but it all seems too cute for me, call me pessimistic.
Seen other threads containing too much delivery recently also.

E.G.
Some fag attempted to blackmail a chick who was posted nude.
He was apparently a dox extrordinair but got scared of the Internet coming to get him.

Something just seems off...
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>>725058843

>she told about how her mom would just crrrryyyyyyyy if she ever found out her daughter had sex before marriage
>frienemy was "raped" just before we met
>it was a "secret" that she told pretty much everybody but the police
>inb4 mra, redpill, etc.
>i legitimately believe that it was consensual and she regretted it later
>"rape" = loophole!
>told me we couldn't have sex until we were married
>i gave my word
>i never fucked her, because she said she didn't want to
>no matter how many times she tried to get me to
>prom night
>another spoiler alert from 96/97, confirmed from 2 sources who went prom dress shopping with her:
>she was looking for a dress with "easy access"
>she wanted to fuck on prom night
>tinfoil hat time: she wanted to get me to say i wouldn't fuck her, then get me to fuck her, then she could hold that over me
>of all the stupid things, my nephew cockblocked me that night
>long story, irrelevant, but i hated him for it at the time
>i need to thank him for that, srsly!
>frienemy and i were on our way out after that, among other reasons
>one day i get drunk at my cousin's house
>tell frienemy the next day and she "flips out" and "cries" and "is upset"
>talks about jesus
>acts like she legit thinks i'm cheating on her with my female bff
>(if i coulda had bff, i never would've wasted my time with frienemy!)

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>>725056903
While I might not totally agree with this outlook, I think the last line has merit. I do hope I expressed myself well enough to nudge you all towards more belief in yourselves. You're valuable to me. Thank you
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>>725058311
even a newfag could find the darknet buddy
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>>725058971
Are you trying to say there's some sort of conspiracy of delivering anons going on? Or what's your point
>Something just seems off...
??
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>>725059090

>be early summer 1995
>frienemy breaks up with me
>she "knows" i cheated (haha, right), thinks i need a closer relationship with god, is concerned i'm an alcoholic
>to this day, i don't know how much of this shit she believes and how much was bullshit excuses
>anyway, i realize this is it
>i had one chance and i blew it
>take up smoking again (i had sort of quit)
>know i'm now foreveralone at 18
>there was no /b/ in 95
>a few friends gave me shit for my "psycho depression mode!" for years before this, no different now
>not kissless
>still virgin
>i'll never love again

>late summer of 1995, meet L
>L is cute, doubt she likes me, but w/e
>she just broke up with J who i sorta know
>long story short, we get together, but no fucky fucky
>we split on good terms
>i realize this kind of halfhearted, lukewarm, sorta-relationship is what i'm in for for the rest of my life
>if i'm lucky
>better than nothing i guess...

>early 96
>meet N
>N knew frienemy
>frienemy talked about what a slut N was
>N was a very intense personality
>we were gonna do it
>we didn't
>thankful now
>whole time we were together, felt a dark cloud hanging over me
>last day we were together, it was like literal weight on me
>find out she cheated on me with friend K who i hadn't known long
>honestly? ...relieved
>we broke up and the weight was gone
>weird

>still kinda bummed cuz i know i'll always end up like this
>alone
>nobody good for me, and then only temporary
>probly die a virgin

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>>725057258
Glad you found something useful in it. I wish you well :)
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>>725059215

>flashback to 92, 93
>knew this girl, A
>rode the bus to school with her
>me and friends gave her nonstop shit about not shaving her legs
>(she was fucking 12. we were dicks)
>looked at her one day and thought... "ya know... she's actually kinda... cute... sort of... i mean.... NAHHHH!"
>ffwd to late summer 96
>been out of school about a year
>see A again
>think, "ya know, she's actually kinda cute. i mean... like... yeah!"
>honestly, she's like a 8/10 goddess by my taste
>previously years, when i wasn't teasing her we actually had some convos
>even had kinda intellectual convos
>now we're both a bit older
>talk more
>realize we both like each other
>realize we love each other
>now i realize what a waste of time frienemy was
>every day i spend with A, it's perfect
>beautiful
>we do things with each other
>still everything but... IT
>i thought i knew what love was
>what did i know?
>boys of summer ref is not a roll. ;-)
>three months in, we decide to do it
>it was awkward
>we were both virgins
>but it was sweet
>the next time is much better

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>>725059281

>at 19, i finally ditch the v card
>what we have is beautiful
>it is perfect
>the physical and emotional synergy is everything i've ever dreamed of
>we go places
>we see people we know
>some ppl are kind of surprised we wound up together
>but it's wonderful
>i have never known love like this
>it's amazing
>i could just stare into her blue eyes forever
>caress her youthful body
>we aren't exactly hs sweethearts, but at 19 and 16, we know the full bursting passion of young love
>i thought i had everything with frienemy
>i had no fucking idea what this would be
>A and i have deep, meaningful spiritual convos
>sometimes she does some of the usual kinda playful stereotypical female shit
>sometimes i misunderstand, sometimes we have a little argument
>but otherwise it's great
>and now, here i am today
>over 20 years later
>and we are miles apart
>or maybe she's next door right now
>i have no idea where she is rn

>oh, i hope you didn't think she was a happy story
>no, no no no... haha, no

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>>725057810
Nope, that's a bottle redhead, mine's the real deal XD
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>>725058311
nigga when I read "a hidden part of the internet" I sure as hell don't think of the ole chan.
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>>725059359

>one day i wanted to go see her but my mom had some furniture for me to move
>and it was about to rain
>it was gonna be the fucking monsoon of 97 to hear my mom talk
>and right about that time, A was acting weird, aloof, standoffish
>you know how those situations are, the perfect fucking storm of bad shit all converging right at the same exact fucking second
>"anon, you need to get that furniture into your truck and take it to the storage shed right now! it's starting to rain already!"
>i love my mom. she is a kindly old 75yo woman now but i still get kinda pissed off thiking about that, lol
>here i am on the phone with A, asking her what's going on, mom yelling at me in the other ear about the rain and the furniture
>and A says, "I'm not ready to have this conversation right now."
>dread fills my soul
>fear is a lead slug in my stomach
>every beautiful, rose-petal-covered, satiny vision of romance i have ever had is suddenly getting stained
>the blackest ink is seeping in
>"ANON! GET IN THE TRUCK AND TAKE THE FURNITURE!"
>the darkness is corrupting every beautiful thing in my vision of me and A
>i'm a guy
>i'm not supposed to care about the fact that we traded virginities
>i'm not supposed to be the emotional wreck who gets left by the one who gets tired of us being us
>i'm supposed to be the one who leaves her, if anyone leaves anyone
>but i already know how this is going
>i already know where this is going
>i was a fool
>i was a putz
>i am a hopeless romantic retard potatoboy aspie autist nothing fat ugly loser who is ultimately disposable
>i am nothing to her

>i want to keep her on the phone, talk this out, make it work
>but i have to go and take that stupid dresser or whatever it was to the storage shed
>stupid irony is that i have to drive my truck the 3 or 4 miles to A's town to drop off the furniture
>by the time i get there, the rain has stopped
>too scared to just go to her house
>besides, it's not like she wants to see me anyway

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>>725056944
i wish i could help educate people about the government and such, but honestly i have little hope left. everyone is just laundered into their political beliefs by the mass media machine, the people divided into groups and manipulated into serving under the oligarchy of special interest groups, warring against each other for them. so many believe that the source of all their societal problems come from the rival political factions
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>>725057854
Sometimes, my friend, you just get lucky
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>>725059435

>this is the girl who took loving care of me during the worst hangover of my 19/20 year life
>this is the girl who tenderly called me "babe"
>no girl had ever called me that
>now she was done with me
>that was it
>it was over
>in the end, my earlier instincts about my own worthlessness were all exactly 100% right
>well, at least i wasn't a virgin now
>but what could be worse than getting a taste of the beauty of true love, both physical and emotional
>and then having it yanked out from under me like a fucking rug?
>i cried
>i drank
>at least i didn't smoke
>she actually helped me quit
>we hung out a couple times, "as friends"
>i was always trying to get her to fall for me again
>my vulture friends were now trying to get a piece of her
>i kissed her once and she almost went for it
>but ultimately she moved on
>and there i was
>alone
>again
>like always
>game over, man! game over!

>later in 97
>go to tech school
>(forgot to mention, college in 95 didn't work out; long story, again irrelevant)
>working on getting that piece of paper
>i already know so much about computers anyway
>a couple months there, I meet T
>T is indian, british, cute af
>quickly realize her guy friends are trying to make me think she likes me
>no idea why, thought they were bros, but she's not having it
>meanwhile, W is there
>didn't think much about her
>W is cute, no doubt, but don't think she's interested in me at all
>turns out i was wrong!

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>>725058817
>>725058918
you're right. i need to hold off
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>>725054763
ugh, you know I am on of those males that is not mad because of rejection. kek I don't care, and for real, I would never date a feminist. never. I am into traps that like sex. I am a sex performing male because I love sex. All these fags talking shit like "only sex?" shouldn't even have sex at all. both character and look counts, be real.
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>>725059579

>she starts to get bold and say hi and stuff randomly
>one day gonna get lunch with a couple friends, she joins in
>ok, this is interesting
>all my prev relationships have ended in ruins, but i kinda sorta maybe get a vibe now when a girl likes me
>still kinda hopeless romantic
>still hopeful that maybe i'm not the hideous fat ugly retardbeast i think i am
>suddenly, a wild zoltan appears
>no seriously, his fucking name was zoltan
>older guy (i assume), mustache, smooth-talking badass
>he's chatting her up a lot
>in hs i would have abandoned what was obv a lost cause
>instead, step up my game
>write a song, get ready to play it for her on my guitar
>i'd only been playing for 3 yrs at that point, but i could play a few chords and actually sing
>after class, in parking lot, about to play song
>suddenly, a wild zoltan drives up, practically screeches tires, gets out, leans on door
>he's chewing gum, obviously appraising situation
>here goes nothing
>fucking nail it
>W is aflutter
>zoltan is like, "Yeah, I can play guitar too, and I can sing, but I can't really do both. heh heh..."
>zoltan is in damage control
>never see him again
>100% legit, true story

>W and i start hanging out
>go to her place after school
>watch batman (1989) of all things
>at one point, she just randomly turns to me and kisses me on the cheek and giggles
>ok then!

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>>725058578
Lets face it, the chicks who are hot in high school become fat slobs when they hit 27+. They dont know how to live a life bc there so used to someone else doing everything for them. There shallow and have no skills other than their woman studies degree and how to manipulate men.
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>>725059183
YES, grab your tin foil hats anons.
Gook moot is on a revenue binge IMHO.
I may be nutty but I'm nutty like a fox.

No but I'm super cereal, BS lurks behind the scenes here.
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>>725059683

>we're a couple of 20yo awkward geeks, but we're comfortable around each other
>relationship ensues
>begin to feel again
>begin to believe this could work
>we've both slept with 1 person each, so we're not "pure" or wtfever
>starting to care less about that bullshit already
>still, she's reluctant to start fucking
>i respect that, as i am too
>really like her
>we get along very well
>she's kind
>that's very important, honestly
>we are together for a few months
>she honestly doesn't know what she wants
>maybe being 20 helps
>maybe having been broken up with so many times helps
>i still want to make it work
>she tells me how comfortable i made her feel, after bad shit in prev relationships
>made her feel better about herself, her body, etc.
>we never did the deed, but i'm honestly ok with that
>accept the inevitable

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>>725058081
Well that's (mostly) sweet to say. I'm sure there's a good woman for you in your area. I hope you find her soon. Thanks :)
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>>725043346
who gives a fucking shit lmao

please unironically kill yourself and livestream it

fucking whore
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>>725059803
>hiroshimoot is secretly making quality threads to boost revenue
yeah right
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>>725059713
I mean not all of them, but I'm only 23 and looked back on facebook at some of these girls I went to HS with.. holy shit 90+% of them blimped out hardcore or just look worn down.. and that's only 6 yrs out of senior year. It's honestly really sad to see :/
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>>725058668
Well I wish you luck in finding your own amazing woman. Thanks :)
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>>725047087
My heroine, it's okay to feel now right?
>>
tumblr time
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>>725058817
Yeah, it can go either way. It's recommended that you be in a positive mental state before you trip.
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>>725059657
Whatever floats your boat.
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>>725059183
Some people just can't accept a good thing being handed to them it seems
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>>725059964
What would you do if you'd purchased a failing cesspool website off of an anaime loving neck beard?
Let the faggots of 4chan run it into the ground and ram your servers full of below average porn?
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>>725059557
It is dishearteningly hard to break people out of the two party mentality, but with persistence and facts on my side I've had some success. It's difficult, it can be exhausting, but it can be worth it too.
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>>725060014
Thats true not all of them but some people are incapable of change. Its kinda hard not to feel bad for them.

Its honestly hard to be seen as honest person people like to hang around when the only reason is skin deep.
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>>725060498
Nothing in this life is free skiddo.
Enjoy growing up, whilst you still can.
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>>725059827

Sorry for delay... work.

>be 1998
>be 21 now
>W gets a guy, but then, she doesn't stay with him long
>she starts giving mixed signals
>we're still friends, and i'm sure she knows i still want her
>randomly get asked to dj a friend's birthday party
>um, ok, sure!
>friend's friend C is female i wanted to get with too, but never did and THANK GOD but that's yet ANOTHER irrelevant story
>i'm djing, spinning 90s "alternative" bullshit
>got my eye on this hot asian chick
>meanwhile, C is trying to hook me up with another chick named JT
>but i notice this one girl, D
>D seems pretty cool
>turns out she's into the who
>she also has a cd of this band called the jam
>oh shit! waddup! they did that one song "going undergound" lol i know that one!
>C talks about how i should talk to JT
>i ask about D instead
>C seems a little surprised but she's like, "oh, she's nice."
>get D's number
>D's a little weird, funny
>she's also fucking gorgeous
>brown-eyed brunette, my kryptonite
>too many blue-eyed bitches lately, lol

cont'd
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>>725060901

>take a step back
>W might still be interested, but still getting mixed signals from her
>she's 21 too
>D is nice, maybe oblivious, maybe interested, dunno
>and she's 17, so that's dangerous
>call her and ask to meet at the mall
>later, think that she's just too nice
>clearly i'm no good for her
>besides she's not the wild crazy intense kind of girl i've gone for in the past
>honestly, kind of a tomboy it seems
>decide i better just try to scare her off
>besides, at this point i'm not really looking anymore
>we meet at the mall, walk around, talk
>i see an n64, just start playing banjo kazooey while she watches
>yeah, that'll put her off
>act as goofy and foolish as ever
>give her my worst
>i am my truest, most honest self in front of her
>clearly, she'll just fuck off into the sunset and never give me a second thought

>this does not fucking happen
>she's oblivious to the fact that i was ever even remotely intersted
>thought it was fun hanging out at the mall
>didn't mind watching me play banjo kazooey

cont'd
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>>725060947

>start to talk and hang out with D more often
>realize i can keep trying to chase after W, or nurture what is beginning to form with D
>have an epiphany
>literally visualize the threads of fate in some weird black void
>let go of the thread i'm hanging onto and reach over and grab a different one
>feel like i'm wrenching destiny off-course and redirecting it where the fuck i want it to go
>feel like this decision could have gone a very different way but instead i'm going to make the RIGHT choice!
>kiss D on her front porch one night
>we both realize we are in love
>once again, the hopeless romantic in me flares up
>but here comes the kicker:
>this time i decide that if it doesn't work out, it doesn't work out
>i will give it my all
>i will be her loving, devoted bf
>if she gets tired of me, whatever
>sure it'll hurt, but i've survived worse
>she's kind
>she's smart
>and i think she's beautiful
>in a few months, we do more and more stuff
>she winds up in the hospital with mono (inb4 kissing disease hurr durr)
>i'm there in a flash
>by her side for hours
>her mom is sarcastic and is like, "it must be love"
>D and I gaze into each other's eyes and silently agree, "yeah, it must be"

cont'd
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>>725060976

>she dgaf i'm not a virgin
>lol tbh we fuck like rabbits after a few months
>end of 98 i get a job
>she's with me
>by my side
>kind, loyal, sweet, beautiful
>still drives me wild
>does NONE of the stereotypical female bullshit!
>1998 to 2000, I'm jet-setting all over the country
>2000, lose my job
>she's still with me
>2001 become delivery driver
>she's still with me
>2002 we go to our first anime convention together
>2003 we cosplay at that convention, perform a skit, WIN!
>2004 i get a new better job
>2008 leave it because boss is an alcoholic crackhead
>also start playing in praise band at a church
>i play guitar, she plays drums
>2010 get a much better it job, but boss is still kind of a dick
>2011
>after almost 13 years together, D and i get married
>she'd been living with her parents
>i'd been living with my sister
>now we live together in a shitty apt
>2012, we leave the shitty apt and rent a house, and i get an even better job
>2014
>we start our own fucking band, lol
>she still plays drums, i still play guitar
>i lose my job
>2015, get a new job, still there, still love it
>lose bassist, so, SURPRISE! she plays bass lol
>2016, 2017
>we're both older now
>we've "adopted" a number of young adult children, one a former band member

cont'd, epilogue pending
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>>725059713
I've definitely seen this pattern. Complete waste of a life. They are to be avoided at all costs.
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>>725059557
People are made to feel they have a choice in politices (republican and democrat) but its all a illusion.

Accept the fate of the useful idiots.
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>>725061076

In conclusion, I hope I demonstrated that I fully understand the absolute feeling of desolation, rejection, worhtlessness, and depression that results from when "the one" turns out to not be.
There is no "one" for any of us. There are many "ones" out there we could get together with, and I am STILL a hopeless romantic, and I STILL love my wife very much. We're a little older now, and a little fatter, but I still desire her more than anyone else, and she has always been there for me since 1998.
Do not let those early feelings stop you. Do NOT let them discourage you. Get your shit together, work, and do NOT let your relationship status dictate your sense of self worth!
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>>725061076
are you gonna greentext 3 decades of your adventures with women or what?
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>>725061208

I just did.
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>>725061177
tl;dr
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>>725060976
Good shit keep it up
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>>725061384

tl;dr: I did it. So can you.
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>>725060501
He knew what he was getting. And somehow I think implementing changes to the site (the standard business response) would be a more likely move than fake good threads. That would be time and resource consuming for very little return.
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>>725058707
Hey wait a minute, I remember this story! Good to see you again Happystorybro
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>>725043423
>You’re good people
lol
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This was a very comfy/ thread and i appricate what OP did here. Its been a pleasure, now back to /pol/
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>>725061595

Thanks fam! I only hope my story can encourage others to know it's not hopeless!
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>>725061177
Good to hear you made it through OK. Excellent advice. Keep enjoying what you have, I wish you well
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>>725047087
ITT: OP actually delivers and has nice boobies.
Also, thanks for writing something kind and posting it in this ocean of piss. I've been here since 2007 as well and my life has actually gotten much worse in many ways, but like yourself, I lurk because there are lulz to be had and even though I'll never know any of these people irl, it's strangely comforting and gratifying when someone posts "kek'd" at one of my green text stories.
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>>725061850
We've continued fine support of your wonderful post.

Do we deserve a pussy pic?
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>>725043346
>>725043367
>>725043423
I know I'm late and this has been said by others already, but thank you so fucking much OP. The only thing I want in the world right now is to find a girl who loves me IRL. Thank you for holding back the pain for just a little bit longer.
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>>725061912

40yohappystorybro here...

One of the reasons I posted my story is because..... I too have been here since '07!
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>>725061685
Degenerate, perhaps, but really who isn't? Still worthy of love
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>>725062048
Im thinking yes!!!!
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>>725061780
Glad you enjoyed your stay XD
>>
femanon posts sad/happy stuff, shows tits with timestamp and we end up discussing whether or not this post is hiroshimoot trying to boost revenue. only /b/
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>>725062088
can't really tell if you're mocking me or being sincere.
if mocking, whatever. don't really care.
if not, then happy 10 yrs of swimming in the Pissific Ocean.
in either event, nice Hitler dubs, anon.
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>>725043346
Thanks for a different bread op. Good for you, making it out of the shithole known as solitude.
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>>725062154
I will name my dog kek of this happens. Also best timeline
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>>725061592
>implementing changes to the site
Reduce uploads to 2MB?
Drop boards?
Invite more back door ads?
Promote the 4chan pass to the point I nearly puked in dissmaymay?
Allow ads to start their own threads to promote their respective 3rd party sites.

Yea Gook did non of the usual business practices........ Did he?
The silly yellow /b/astard just started been this desperate for no reason?

Pic related: Pool's closed.
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>>725062326

Not mocking! Totally fucking serious!

When I first showed up, DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU was still a thing, that particular week, Ruby Gloom was being spammed all over /b/ with "I'm going to post this until you like it!" and Leonidas from 300 was kicking the Persian into the well and macros were being made from that (back when macros weren't all just called "memes").

Also, as stated previously, puddi puddi was cancer.
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>>725062084
Stay strong, my /b/rother. You'll make it through. You'll find the love you deserve. Just know that you do deserve it. I wish you the best
>>
>>725061510
Was it worth it?
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>>725061177
you must look like a 9/10 for someone who says he had deppression and acts goofy in front of women, you sure had a lot pussy
>>
>>725056093
tits are perky af
>>
>>725062668
Yeah. puddi puddi was cancer and desu got beat to death. Pool's closed was still popular and ylyl threads were usually pretty fucking funny and banana-free.
fuck. i should go become the an hero gotham needs.
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>>725061850
>>725062683
Thanks lads, I'll be thinking of you once I reach the other side
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>>725062872

Absofuckinglutely!!

>>725062962

>must look like a 9/10

nr always been a little overweight. Don't think my face is all that great, got moles on face and body, got back hair...

>sure had a lot of pussy

lolwhut? guess you didn't read it. I'm 40 now. I have literally only had PIV sex with two females, one of whom is my wife.
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>>725063389
yeah but a lot of girls were into you
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>>725062048
You raise a fair point. All right, you win, you troublemakers you
>>
>>725063389
Ithadfuckingbeterbe
>>
>>725063610
Yessssss.. you should.... add me on snap - cdoug1213
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>>725054710
I got good news for you, billy
death isn't too bad
there's literally just nothing after and it's hella peaceful
sauce: was dead for several minutes
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>>725063610
Hnnnnnnnnnng
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>>725063610
butthole pic! butthole! pic butthole pic!
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>>725043346
Sorry to be late for this thread. Wanted to thank OP for the moving words.
>>
>>725061912
Understood. I know the feeling lol. While we may not be as good a support as IRL friends, we're still a community and can find some solace in sharing lulz together. Thank you :)
>>
>>725062171
> XD
Yep, back to /pol/ for me also.
>>
>>725062199
This.
>>
>>725063848
there is a lot of people who feel like that, they just hide it well
>>
>>725063972
Lurk more, never has an op delivered more.
>>
>>725063610
You're too kind to us OP :)

Do you mind sharing your first name? Not trying to make it weird or anything, but if I can't attach a face to words, a name is second-best at making it more personal.
>>
>>725062542
Thank you so much. I'm glad it seems to have resonated with you all. This really is my home.
>>
>>725063187

To misparaphrase Theodore Sturgeon:

"90% of /b/ is crap. But 90% of everything is crap."
>>
welp, my sadness just went away and got replaced by emptiness again. i guess most of the time im like this.

still searching for reasons to live. hopefully i find some good ones soon
>>
>>725063610
You're legendary to me. Your post stands out in a most positive way.

Still, could use timestamp with pussy. I'll convince myself it's really you regardless.

Thank you.
>>
>>725064405
This thread is a preety good reason.
>>
This thread gives me hope that there is still good in the world, and not everyone is truly evil.
>>
>>725043423
Aw thanks anon
Still kinda fucked up someone has tomado go through all that tofeel like that
>>
>>725043346

I've read only a couple of posts up top, but wanted to say something before the thread 404s.

Thanks OP for the story (and boobs) and thanks /b/ for providing me a nice place to chill in the late evenings.

I wish you OP and all other anons good luck, health, happiness and, obviously, lots of good sex.

Peace.
>>
>>725062579
Signed, sealed, delivered. Send us a pic of the newly-christened Kek when you can XD
>>
>>725064509
an anus pic is the best reason of all
>>
>>725064606
Gimme a minute
>>
>>725063839
I don't use apps like that, I tend to be paranoid about information security
>>
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one of the best deliveries in a long time on /b/
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>>725063972
I'm glad you appreciated them. Thank you
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>>725064509
yeah. it sheered me up so now im back to just being empty, which is okay i guess.

i wish i could hold on to a feeling for longer than i am usually able, whenever i feel emotional i at least understand that i need to change my life. however the desire to change, teh desire to fix my situation just fades away. its like i forget what i was feeling just 10 minutes ago. its my brains way of dismissing my attempt to better myself, my memory just rolls back or something, some defense mechanism sets in and i suddenly feel empty and uncaring. i need to hold on to my sadness... i keep getting numb to the pain and settling for less that i should. i need the motivation to pursue my life again
>>
>>725064264
I feel like that's a bad idea lol. Why don't you guys come up with a name for me if you want one?
>>
I vote OP the new queen of /b/

We need a name.
>>
>>725064868
Doesn't really capture the spirit of the thread, but it's more digestible to the other anons.. also

>tfw didnt make the screencap
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>>725065021
Is stunning-tits-and-best-op-ever too long?
>>
>>725064868
Thanks for the screencap bro. First epic bread I've ever toasted in
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>>725065128
took everything /b/ offers. sad story -> tits or gtfo -> timestamp -> woah woah woah -> moot -> pussy pic? -> pussy pic! -> oh ma gawd
>>
>>725065021
OPhelia-chan
>>
Thank you op. i guess i needed to vent a little. wish i knew good people like you irl
>>
This thread is wrong!

If OP's really been here since 2007 then even she knows it's wrong.

4chans broken! I want the not good (but better) times back as much as any anon but get real people...
Gooks playing you like he's Zuckuberg, get a grip.
>>
>>725064405
I think we all go through a period where we're just adrift. I did too. But eventually I found a cause I believed in to throw myself into, and it's given my life meaning. It may take some time, but I believe you'll find something or someone to live for. Keep trudging forward as best you can, my friend
>>
>>725065021
Fair enough, I understand completely. I think if anyone is in a position to pick a name it's you, how do you want to be remembered/summoned in other threads?
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>>725064606

I dub thee Kek... and may his will always be with you.
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>>725065304
Holy shit! Fuck off. We're enjoying a comfy thread. Go back to whatever trap thread you came from.
>>
>>725064432
You're so demanding XD it's hard to hold the camera and my body at the appropriate angle while holding a timestamp. Glad you got something positive out of this. That was my goal. To uplift the /b/rothers who so often unknowingly kept my head above water.
>>
>>725065424
You're enjoying a lie!
>>
>>725065313
really? so you found something you care about enough to inspire you? i hope i do too someday. i need to stop abusing drugs to escape... but i have to escape because im so utterly lost and confused. more than anything the confusion is what gets to me. i just ahve no idea what the hell is going on around me. i cant even look within myself and really ask myself what i want, i come up with a different answer to that question every day
>>
>>725064562
Hold on to that hope, and you will find more goodness lurking out there
>>
>>725064868
thank you kind anon
>>
>>725065647
How old are you now? Sorry if you mentioned it before I'm shit at comprehension
>>
KYS Gook!
>>
>>725064584
It's not a pretty life story, to be sure. But I've made the best of it as I could, and I hope something good has come out of it.
>>
>>725065365
That's fucking awesome. Good one anon. Holy shit that's haha

Well, OPhelia earned/deserved it.
>>
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
>>
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS
>>
>>725064592
Thank you, I wish you the same :)
>>
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
>>
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
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KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
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KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
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>>725066283
haha very funny anon
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>>725066172
Gtfo, we're having a nice thread
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>>725065293
They're out there, you can find them. Chin up :)
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>>725066172
>>725066204
>>725066240
>>725066253
wtf is your problem dude?
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>>725066162
Op delivered i deliever
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>>725065352
I have faith in you guys to come up with something appropriate
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>>725066371
lack of attention at home
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>>725065365
Beautiful :) may he be with you as well
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>>725065678
Ahh, the paranoid schizophrenic division has arrived
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>>725066436
Opheila is a must, as long as OP does'nt eventually drown im ok with this
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KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!

>>725066346
>>725066354
>>725066371
>>725066589


I hate our new sheeple community. Learn to think before you lose the right entirely!
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>>725066436
This anons!! Quickly. Only suggestion so far has been OPhelia-chan.
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>>725043423
Titsorgtfo
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>>725066780
Opheila is the best one
>>
>>725066856
Lurk moar
>>
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
v
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>>725065021
Based OP, mother of all /b/ros
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>>725043346
OP I have to know, do femanons use /b/ as a masturbation outlet as well? It's mostly targeted at a male audience is why I ask, and I'm wondering if being blasted with this stuff for a decade has turned you bicurious or if you just tune it all out. It's hard for me to put myself in a femanons shoes.
>>
>>725065685
I did. I took up the cause of information activism. The old hacker credo "Information wants to be free" rings so true to me. Defending the internet privacy of the public, and cheering on those who risk all to claw information the public needs to see from the hands of the corrupt elites. I've dabbled in drugs myself, it's only a temporary bandaid for the pain. Only helps for so long, then you're left drifting again.
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>>725065857
25
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>>725066912
We'll, OP. Will OPhelia do?
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>>725066767
Could you, please, go fuck yourself ?
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KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
KYS Gook!
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>>725047087
W-wait...op delivered? Hot
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>>725045232
I love ur Hair so much. Thx for thats nice piece of heart tho probably the best moment of my week.
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>>725067004
The mother of /b/ is preetty good
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>>725043504
HAAAAHAAAAHAAAA

YOU FELL FOR IT!
>>
>>725067073
Did I ruin your thread where boobies got posted?
>>
how is it that media impacts me so strongly? watching shows, particularly animated, that show other realities makes me hate my own so much. why do i force myself to suffer for an impossible ideal? why do i obsess over fantasy and allow myself to become depressed that things couldn't be more exciting in my life by comparing it to anime? its utterly pathetic, and pointless. and yet still i entrench myself in it all, avoiding my reality every day. any way i cut it i just cant feel happy about this life. seeing all this stuff just reminds me that what i want out of life is impossible, unattainable. i want to live in some other world, a world where my life is exciting, where the world is exciting. a place where i finally get to be happy and go through a wonderful adventure of self discovery and friendship.

some day i might believe that i have found happiness here. but i will always know that i will be settling. the only thing that could allow me to feel fulfilled by this life is delusion. no ones first, original dream is slaving away in this mediocre existence. everyone desires something more. so people change their dreams. but i dont know if i can change mine. i want the impossible, and i avoid reality at all costs. because of this i feel that no matter what i do my life will end tragically. i will never get to live the kind of life i want. i will never get to avoid the harsh reality of death. i will always be dissatisfied with this life.
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>>725066767
I'm a naturally cynical and skeptical person and nothing about this thread is setting off alarms, so if you could stop REEEEEEing all over the fucking place that'd be great dude.
>>
butthole pic plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss d(>_<)b
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